#clustered thoughts

[clusterduck28]

Locked in an eternal battle against the formless entropy tentacle monster under my desk

[nofuckingideawho]

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

[yourgirlinpieces]

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

[unhingedbbg]

im gonna block everyone and shoot myself in the head

[bpderanged]

They need to invent sleep where I don't fucking wake up.

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[autopsyfreak]

‘letting my intrusive thoughts win’

shut the fuck up.

you’re referring to impulsive thoughts, intrusive thoughts are undesirable and often horrific for the person experiencing them. you dyeing your hair randomly is not an intrusive thought.

if i let my intrusive thoughts dictate my actions, id be in jail for a long fucking time.

[hollowedoutbrain]

i don't feel well and i'd really like to hurt myself

[clusterduck28]

It just hit me how crazy it is that in russian one of the five fingers is literally called "untitled"

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[satsujins]

I am nobody's priority

I am replaceable

I am the last choice when nobody else gives them the time of the day

I am a rag doll that everyone plays with and immediately gets tossed around

I am never good enough for anyone

I am an empty void that gets filled until someone better comes along

I am an addon

I am forgettable

I am just a placeholder and that's how it always is going to be

[yippeeimmentallyill]

"Empathy is what makes us human" Dawg you caught me I'm secretly a platypus

[unhingedbbg]

i be acting like a escaped mental patient when i like someone

[funnier-with-aspd]

It’s very ironic to me that, in discussions surrounding Cluster B personality disorders, people with NPD (who are very sensitive to perceived insults/criticism) are unfairly maligned to the point of being labelled inherently abusive, and people with HPD (who have a strong desire for attention) are forgotten about/ignored.

[bpdetrimental]

Staying up into the late hours of the night thinking of ways to kill yourself is something else entirely.