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wearenotjustnumbers2 · 6 months

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I cannot breathe. These are the children of gaza, utterly obliterated by Israeli bombs.

I remember when a father said on live tv last month that if his son died may he rest in peace, but he shouldn't have to witness him dying that way, with his brain spilling out and his little tiny arm missing. That was a month ago. Now, israel is dropping more brutal missiles, using Palestine as a testing ground for all kinds of horrible weapons.

Under the cut, a video. Massive trigger warning. Remember that there are more than 7000 kids killed by Israel, not very different from this child here.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Czy2bOpt2BR/?igshid=MzY1NDJmNzMyNQ==

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to-be-a-dreamer · 2 months

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Hey, so given the Events of the last episode is now a good time to talk about that one scene in Sophomore Year where Fabian gets possessed by the Nightmare Forest and tries to kill Gorgug? Like, in the episode it was played for bits because they were able to stop any of the attacks from hitting so he was totally fine and also they solved the problem in an objectively funny way but I have legitimately been kept up at night thinking about what would have happened if Fabian had actually hurt Gorgug.

Like I know he has an insane number of hit points and it's unlikely he would have been close to death or anything but Fabian is one of the strongest fighters, damage-wise, in the party and I'm assuming it would have been a similar amount of damage that he did on Adaine this past episode so like. More than Kristen can easily heal and beyond the mechanics of it all the emotional damage it would have caused at the very least me even if the characters got over it quickly like what do you mean this is the second time Fabian has been possessed and given the lone objective of murdering one of his best friends that's bonkers.

But also in SY it was established that Fabian was fully aware the entire time he was trying to attack Gorgug, he just didn't have control over his body whereas in JY he just blacks out while he's possessed and I can't decide which is worse. The discord has already gotten some brainrot about the SY scene before but I have so much more left to give they make me insane.

#i cannot tell you how many times i have been one mental breakdown and/or procrastination session away from writing a fic about this #'you begin to attack your best friend with killing blows against your will and you cannot do anything to stop it'#is an insane thing to say and then forget about ten minutes later like what do you mean this had no impact on them #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #d20 #dimension 20 fhjy #fhjy

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invinciblerodent · 3 months

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i decided to play just a tiny bit of my Inquisitor-as-Tav game I had lined up, and I just.... god, i love this old man

he looks so tired, and kindly, and he's a good head taller than everyone

Lae'zel is so damn tiny next to him, I think he needs to pat her head very sweetly (and then succeed a DC18 dex save to avoid getting his fingers bitten off) (it'll be worth it though, maybe it'll calm her down)

#i just love the idea of this tired dad shepherding a gaggle of mentally ill children #this Ray might be the only one it makes sense for everyone to ACTUALLY follow right away #i mean if a LARGE man who is sweet gentle and roughly my dad's age showed up?#looking every bit the experienced veteran hero/adventurer?#yeah i too would trust that he knows what he's doing #and follow his guidance #i've decided that in this world he's “the Inquisitor of the Dalelands”#and was instrumental in repelling an as-of-yet-unspecified attack on a large swathe of land there #stopped a war and that sort of pish; you know how it is #and he is to Wyll what Hawke was to him #NARRATIVE PARALLELS HELL YEAH #squirrel plays bg3 #oc: raymond trevelyan

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dreamytones · 29 days

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I wanted to come on here and say, thank you to those who are protesting. You are speaking for a bigger collective that do not wish to be harmed in any way and/or simply cannot. The compassion is felt through more people than you realize, it means more than words can describe and you are all honored. Thank you. We are all doing our best and what we can to the best of our ability, even those who are forced silent by threat. They cannot silence us all.

Humanity NEEDS to operate on a humanitarian level, how dare the government put monetary value on life; it is CRUEL and IMHUMANE. It should not be like this. It won't be like this for any longer. I promise.

There is something underlying, and there always has, you are not crazy. It is all enforced. It is on purpose.

Free Palestine. Free Gaza. Free Congo.

#free palestine #free gaza #free congo #human rights #humanitarianism #healthcare #housing #free speech #class war #eat the rich #mental health #can't even believe the humanitarian values tidbit need to be said #like do people not have basic empathy or sympathy #(dont answer that)#it's just sad that disabled people are also basically forced into poverty #yeah its rant time i dont care its tags #too poor to afford to be treated like a human being it seems #because wealthy people are much more important /sarcasm #way to go at enforcing the idea that poor people don't deserve healthcare and food!!!!!!! are you happy??? /sarcasm #the new american dream is to get the fuck out #dont get me started on how chruch with state (and the much alteredly fucked up text of the “bible”) is literally white supremacy-#-wrapped in a religous package so no one attacks it because “thats hate speech” so sad so sad #give the natives their land back #stop genocide #gentrification #-because apparently the “Christian God” are now WHITE MEN in politcal power #its so obvious #im just so upset #anywho yes im totally fine #rant over

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pageofheartdj · 10 months

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Some ableist: *uses npd terms to spread stigma and hate about the disorder*

PwNPD: Hey this harms the community that is already constantly attacked.

Some ableist: OMG SHUT THE FUCK UP NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOUR SELFISH ASS YOUR EYES LITERALLY TURN BLACK BECAUSE YOU LOVE HURTING PEOPLE!!!

#words mean shit #yaknow if there is a pd that is called narcissistic personality disorder #and the word narcissism #people WILL connect the two #and they WILL direct their hatred towards people with npd that has nothing to do with anything #how come every other mentally ill person is allowed to be offended over bad words #but if pwnpd is offended than of COURSE its because they are Selfish and Evil #go on use r-word see how it has nothing to do with anyone and doesnt hurt anyone!#npd #narcissistic personality disorder #'just change the name of pd'#Just stop using the word!!#you have PLENTY of synonims #also #psychopathy was renamed into aspd #yet psychopath is still used as an insult #which still connects to pwaspd #wonder why ableists don't stop attacking mentally ill people with offensive words just because their disorder was renamed

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clowngremlin · 6 months

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basically made dinner all by myself today (older brother only seasoned our chicken breasts and i did the rest of everything)......i cooked raw meat which is something i don't do very often and was worried about, but everything turned out great!!! i also did my laundry today, took the dog for a walk and fed him and have been on top of making sure his water dish is always full, loaded the dishwasher with dirty dishes (idk how to turn it on, i'm gonna ask my dad how to do it when he gets home so i can begin to do it by myself!), did some drawing, wrote in my journal, and pulled myself out of a depressive spiral i was having earlier in the day!!!! really beating the "spencer can't take care of himself or do anything ever" allegations......

#the wretched gremlin strikes again #sometimes i'm like i don't think i was THAT unwell #and then i realize that like i was in fact that unwell #now that i'm like actually doing better #i know this probably all sounds kind of silly #because i'm almost 27 and have only just begun to do these things #but keep in mind i was dealing with unmanaged mental illness since i was like 14 #and also my dad is kind of a control freak so he never taught me how to do anything because he thought i'd do it wrong or not on par #with what he could do #like i've known how to do laundry since i was 13 BUT i also had no motivation to do anything like that due to my mental illness #sometimes i'm like i'm not doing better because i still sometimes hear faint voices or have paranoid thoughts #but like it's only been under extreme stress or like when i was really tired from not getting enough sleep #and also like i used to be like that all day every day #and i had a lot of problems with like negative symptoms and depression #like my room was a mess and i had piles of dirty laundry and garbage and even like rotting food in my room #and i was constantly being tormented by voices and seeing scary things and my delusions and paranoia and having panic attacks #and like the voices are a lot quieter and more faint now #and i don't see anything or feel bugs crawling on me anymore #and i only hear voices and have paranoid thoughts under extreme stress or tiredness like i said #ANYWAYS I'M RAMBLING SO I'LL STOP #tldr i am doing A LOT better and i am soooo proud of myself <3

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beanghostprincess · 5 months

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Usopp is not a darkwing duck Stan but he is a duck dodgers stand I will not elaborate

Jokes on you, I think he likes both because I like both and I say so.

#stop bringing back my obsession with ducks #like seriously i had the hugest hyperfixation on ducktales and looney tunes at the same time (an animaniacs) (disney and warner stuff?)#and i say 'hugest' lightly bc i was so obsessed it's insane #like my op hyperfixation might be on the same level that's how serious this is #and i think usopp would love these two dumbasses i am going insane #who wants to hear me talk about sanji loving lena bc he relates to her #i should shut up now #nami would love louie i am so sad #this is bad for my mental health i might die from a heart attack if i keep mixing hyperfixations like this #one piece #usopp

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coldarena · 23 days

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Please, I need to know at least a crumb of a Hillbilly thought 🙏

i have enuff thoughts and hcs on hillbilly jones to fill a library. its mainly me muggin the pple who only consider him in relation to ack ack and not the rest of him. or writing him as sullen or self hating??? bit tekky (especially before the whole 'he killed one of his own enlisted boys after being made lt' situation). this man took a guitar to a warzone he's actually so unserious. no helmet just vibes.

#''tall scary marine bf'' is whack. hes literally described as robin hood in tights. hes not ack acks attack dog hes a devoted motherhen pls #or when pple get weird about the rank + class difference. yes him being working class and enlisted is a key part of his character but can w #actually stop writing working class characters as hating themselves for it and always seeing officers etc as like above them #hillbilly probs hated officers and refused his comm over it becoz he thought lts didnt give a shit about them like 1st sgts did #but im getting ahead of myself #crazy how he was appaz mental about regulations but once it got to 6pm he literally clocked out and would stroll about with a guitar. freak #thank u for the ask

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alexa-crowe · 8 months

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trying not to anxietypost rn

#hashtag when the positive affirmations do not stop the body-wracking sobs #these are the worst bc they last hours and leave me kinda mentally paralyzed #just spiralling and beating myself up and not being able to stop thinking about my fuckups #and then beating myself up again for not getting up and at least getting other work donr #*done #trying to balance validating my feelings with rational actions #but i was already having a bad week and then a bad morning and now a worse afternoon #and so this attack wasn’t a sudden one it was weeks in the making and i just. i knew. and i couldn’t stop it #and then it’s like bc of the anxiety disorder i can’t gauge how accepting ppl will be when i tell them i fucked up #and i just can’t seem to completely stop crying so i literally can’t move on with my day #and i’m trying to balance between letting myself work through the stress with not indulging in the untrue negative ones #rambling

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eroticwound · 11 months

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5 eps in and they def decided this show was no longer for the whump/hurt/comfort girlies :\

turns out all of carm’s mental health issues were solved with money and this girl :\

#like i get that this season is about starting a restaurant and finding purpose or w/e #but like no more sleep issues no more panic attacks #nothin #the bear spoilers #pop #my fears realized since this was an across the board success #like at this rate this is downgraded from a show that registers as a mental illness #and is now just a show i really like #all that to say it’s well done and beautiful and i love all the characters #but the reason i couldn’t stop thinking about it was because of how fucked up carm was #siiiiggghhhhhh #carmy berzatto #:((((((

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samonmain · 2 months

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What’s insane about the challenges like the treadmill one is that the second you hear it is sounds so intimidating (for most people) and as hard as they’re making it someone is going to win some crazy fit athlete in that room is going to place first that’s insane to me

#I’d like it if they weren’t manual treadmills and I had music 🤣#physical 100 #Netflix physical 100 #physical 100 season 2 #p100s2 #id love to study the mentality of the people in that room #CrossFit people are crazy they literally said oh it’s like breathing #I could not imagine how many people threw up #I wanna study when u get into them mental state of your body is ready to quit but u see the people around you seem like they’re not breakin #a sweat so you don’t stop that’s interesting to me #the way u can push urself and motivate yourself by being around other people #anyways I’m rambling #the human body is amazing #the people who just screamed when they got off the treadmill so real #part of me super worried that they just dead stopped because now I’m worried someone is going to have a heart attack 😭 walk it out!!!#I also love the constant encouragement from everyone it’s v wholesome #good for the winner I know they really worked for it so it must have felt incredibly gratifying to win #personally feel it’s worse to come in second than last place because it really eats at u rip that guy

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colorfulpaintspills · 2 months

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Rq to my moots

Specifically TWO of em (you know who you are-/silly)

I am

NOT reblogging all of ur posts and reblogs bc I'm some obsessed weirdo

I am REBLOGGING all of ur posts and reblogs bc I'm too scared to look at Actually tumblr right now bc the last few times I did, it gave me panic attacks with what I was Seeing/srs

Does that make sense? Probably not, but that is my honest to god reason and I am

SO Sorry for spamming ur inbox every morning-/gen

#pluto rambles #Like literally everytime I would go onto normal tumblr and either see Pr0sh1pper stuff or KOSA #WHICH. I know it's important we stop Kosa but it's giving me GENUINE panic attacks rn #And with how bad my mental state is rn I really do not wanna see that-#PLUS tumblr keeps fucking pushing dr3ammar3 in my face and I do NOT wanna see that-#I hope y'all understand</3

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chaosnojutsu · 3 months

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#feel free to scroll right past this #she really fucked me up. and it’s turned me into a despicable person. and my loved ones are sick of dealing with me.#they’re starting to take my abuser’s side because of how horrible my mental health has been and how i have expressed that #i’m taking accountability for the unfortunate way my friends have gotten caught up in this #but i’m so lost without being able to vent to them or ask for advice #i’m so tired of having panic attacks every day because of what she did to me and the fact that i have to see her next week.#but i have to go get my stuff out of her house.#so i have to drive back to new york and see her #and i’m going alone because i don’t want to be even shittier to the people who love me as a result of my heightened emotions #i’m so scared and i feel so alone and i can’t stop crying or breathe #and i can’t tell my parents the full story because they dont know i was in love with her because i’m still in the closet.#i legitimately have no coping skills and the ones i’ve tried are not working #i’ve completely exhausted my list of friends and i only get to see my therapist once a week #i hate the person i’ve become and everything i try to do to fix it only makes me worse #i don’t know where to go from here.#delete later

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manofmanymons · 4 months

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#mom said it's my turn on the tags vent #so like #sometimes i trick myself into thinking #i cant have any mento iwness #i do well in school #bc despite me jokingly referring to whatever tf is goin on with me as the Mental Illness #im not like #diagnosed with literally anything #not even like anxiety despite the constant sense of dread that never leaves me and the Frequent Panic Attacks #like officially on paper i am 'normal'#but i digress #i really gotta stop using how im doing in school as an indication of mental health #cuz ive come to accept that im just a person who happens to be Good At School #baby sam living through The Horrors? still did good in school #fuckinnn 9 years old having cps and the police showin up at my house askin me a bunch of weird questions #still did good in school #height of my 'actually i fucking hate all of you' phase where i was constantly in the office for getting in fights #STILL did really good in school #completely gave up on life and legitimately believed i would never be happy again bc the only person who unconditionally loved me—#and was always there for me fuckin died #still got all a's in nearly all ap classes #deeply traumatized from almost dying during the pandemic to the point where i couldn't go outside without hyperventilating instantly?#would ya believe it i still did good in school #so i should #really stop going #nothing can be that wrong with me if im getting through school #bc even during times where shit was objectively severely wrong with me #it had 0 impact on how i did in school #lowkey don't even know where to start unpacking whatevers goin on up there tho #where would i be if my parents had listened to my doctor when i was younger who said they should take me to a psychiatrist i wonder lmfao

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okami-zero · 2 years

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My Flaming Hot Cheeto Take of the Day:

Samus Aran is 6' 3" (75 in., 190.5 cm) and 198 lbs (89.8 kg) OUTSIDE of her Power Suit, as dictated by the Super Metroid Nintendo Player's Guide. Other M tried to "give her personality (*coigh*makeheratinyscaredwomanwithadaddycomplexandneedsaman*cough*)" and in doing so made her short, even in her Power Suit.

She got Chozo DNA spliced to her so she could live on Zebes without issue. Have you SEEN how tall those freaking birdfolk are? And you think you can just tell me Samus "I kill Ridley for a warm-up" motherfucking Aran is five foot six or less??? (Don't get me wrong, I know and have been in the presence of women who were five foot even and could wreck anyone's shit, but that is a whole other discussion).

I have seen the people who misread this height and weight as in-suit metrics, the guide CLEARLY STATES these are her stats out of her Power Suit.

Now we just need to get artists to draw her with actual muscle definition in her arms more often, and we're gucci.

TL;DR - Samus Aran is a tol-ass powerhouse out of her armor, and Other M's misguided attempts to feminize and un-badass her have damaged her reputation and image. She is an Amazonian badass with a heart of gold and should be treated as such.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk, I guess.

#not to say she can't be 'soft' or 'cute'#cause hell yes #but all of Other M's foibles aside (i have a list >.> )#the game really stripped away a lot of the strength and power and tenacity that the other games instilled in her #and gave her skwmthing close to a daddy-complex with Adam #(and I could write a heated blurb abouthow Adam was potrayed versus how Samus referred to him in Fusion)#ALSO #while I have no problem with admitting Samus likely having PTSD (from when her colony was attacked and her parents killed BY RIPLEY #as well as the events of Super Metroid)#i was not a fan of the portrayal #or the overuse of 'baby' and 'mother'#or the suit's ibtegrity being linked to her mental state -#i need to stop. LOL 😅#okami rants #okami rambles #okami rambles in the tags

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luitennentsunshine · 2 years

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Things as an asexual with abandonment issues that I desperately wanted but never got with no explanation:

-aot ending with EMA living together platonically next to the ocean in a cabin

-golden trio livin together in hogwarts as teachers (fuck u jk Rowling)

-the titans. Just. The fab 5. Staying together. And not splitting up. Or dying. (I can’t deal with it)

-the marauders. Not dying.

-loki and thor. Thor being in the loki series. Loki being in thor love and thunder. Loki and thor reuniting. Anything.

I could go on

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