#i just... ugh
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it seems that I’m out of loop of the lost boys fandom, but what exactly happened? 😭
There's just so much that is slowly coming to light if you squint. A friend of mine is being harassed in the community, a bunch of my fellow oc or insert creators are getting flak whilst being pressured and pushed off of Discord servers, I'm starting to notice newer and older fans growing a little discourse and tension. It's all so passive aggressive and hostile suddenly in the TLB tags and posts.
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I got through about 10 minutes of the presidential debate before I was too nauseous to watch anymore
#''its been GREAT and EVERYONE wanted to overturn roe v wade -- democrats republicans religious leaders-#EVERYONE wanted to give that back to the state 😌'' -Trump ig#How much more can you outright deny reality and live in a land of fiction before you're deemed too mentally unwell to run /gen#talking about ''ooh biden let criminals and psych ward patients into the country'' hello???#when our country houses 25% of all criminals???#and ??? whats wrong with people with mental illness? YOU belong in a psych ward sir#i just... ugh#i dont deny reality but fuck i just cant wtomach it sometimes man...#anya rambles#politics#political#tw politics#im so sick of these two old men somebody just fucking nuke them already man urgh#tw vent#tw negative#negativity#vent post
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...okay now I actually feel bad.
#i've spent plenty of time analysing ascended astarion and finding things to enjoy about him in that ending#(not about the ending; about him in the ending because i love him even when he's at his worst)#and to hear from /one of the writers/ that it's essentially just reducing your relationship with him to a kink... ugh.#i'm upset.#i care about this character a fucking lot. not as a sex object.#i just... ugh#i don't feel good on a personal level now alxnakxnakxm#as i've always said: the non-ascension ending is what i want for him#but now i feel bad for having taken any enjoyment from him in the ascension ending at all#because apparently it's intended for people who don't see past their fantasies#full disclosure: I Know It's The Bad Ending. and i don't want it for him. i'd never do it when i play.#i just feel awful about basically hearing#'oh enjoy him as a character at all times including during this ending? You Obviously Only See Him As A Sex Object Then :)'#from a fucking writer on the game
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Why is it that when I had planned to disappear, I'm the one to wake up?
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it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.
it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.
it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.
it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.
it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.
IT MAY TAKE ME A MONTH TO PUT OUT A CHAPTER BUT AT LEAST IM NOT USING AI TO WRITE IT
#repeating this to myself as i struggle to write the 9th chapter of angel#i know exactly whats gonna happen its just getting the words on the paper#ugh#fanfic writing#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#fanfics#ao3 writer#ao3#archive of our own#yellowjackets
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my brother got covid because he's a college professor and there's not much he can do to mitigate exposure when he has 200+ students per lecture. he's got a baby at home, so he does his best, but.
the governmental website for covid information is now propaganda. not a joke, not hyperbole, not an exaggeration: it's genuinely the definition of propaganda. this is biased misinformation determined to push a political stance. it is being hosted on a government server. it looks like something you'd find in a "top 10 weird internet conspiracy stories (and their origins)" youtube video.
my brother called me when he saw it. he had me type it into google. for a second i legitimately thought that i had typed something wrong. we have both taught college: we have both said "a .gov site is usually a reliable resource." i just stared at my phone for a long, long time.
i thought about how when i was a kid, conspiracy theories were mostly fun and a little spooky. unserious. i remember reading some long, complicated website about how avril lavigne is dead. how bigfoot is real. it used to be funny-and-a-joke.
over seven million people (globally) have died from covid. america has the highest death rate with over 1.2 million people.
the thing is - every time a person dies from something like a mass shooting or poverty or treatable illness - we are told don't make it political. we are told it's just something that can happen. we are told it's sad but what can you do!
the president of the united states is using a government website to try to erase the very-real deaths that he personally caused due to a complete mismanagement of the pandemic. the president of the united states is using a government server to host propaganda, undermine science and medicine, and encourage distrust amongst his followers.
nothing is going to happen. nobody's gonna, like, do anything about it. it's a thursday today, and we are just going to move on from this like we have been moving on from everything else.
yesterday my brother was outside walking his dog, mask included. a guy in a truck pulls up and shouts something about covid and whatever the fuck else. my brother has a good sense of humor, described it to me as enthusiastic! i hadn't ever been catcalled before, this was new and therefore thrilling! i do see why you hate it, though. like. i have actual covid, does he want me to cough on him?
my brother doesn't get extra time off work anymore, because the cdc practically doesn't exist. my brother said i'm not exposing 200 students to covid. his boss shrugged and said: who cares? they're going to get it eventually anyway. like it isn't a pandemic.
like it's just a fucking thursday, and who cares about it.
#warm up#spilled ink#i've been really not doing well about this particular thing#ONE MILLION.#hcps are traumatized forever#gen z is traumatized forever.#ugh i gotta stop typing tags now or i'll blackout in rage. but just know that. i knowwww the list is longer than this
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i stay up late to be happy for a few more hours
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“you don’t believe that sex is the most intimate thing that two can do together?” you repeat sukuna’s previous words with a raised eyebrow, skepticism lacing every word you spoke.
“i had concubines before i was devoted to you. do you really think i see intercourse as something significant?” he doesn’t even spare you a glance, all four of his eyes focused on carefully peeling the fruits resting in the bowl in front of him (mangoes, to be specific. a special order he put in with uraume for you). your eyes narrow at his words.
“so you don’t see intercourse with me as something significant?” that earns you a roll of his eyes.
“i don’t recall those words leaving my lips, woman.” he glances at you with a bored look, already much too used to your antics and the nonsensical conclusions you often pulled from his words (“it’s called reading in between the lines, ryo.” you had insisted. he chose not to debate you on it).
he sighs when you go silent, seemingly waiting for an explanation from him that would fix the small pout gracing your lips. he would’ve let you sulk if you were anybody else, but you weren’t.
“i realize the significance humans place on it now that i am yours, but i partook in the act purely for pleasure before you. it was simply to fulfill my fleshly desires.” he doesn’t need to look at you to know that the frown on your face still hasn’t faltered. in fact, the displeased look on your face probably only deepened upon the mention of him being intimate with other women.
“human customs are foolish, that will never change.” his hand lifts to your lips, a cube of mango held delicately between his fingers. he continues speaking only after feeding you the fruit.
“but if my stubborn little wife sees it as something of importance, then it shall be so.” he says the last part with a sense of finality, as if it was a part of his life that he accepted a long, long time ago.
you contemplate his words for a moment, your posture easing against the lavish pillows of your shared bed. you stall on swallowing the piece of fruit on your tongue, considering a question in that ever curious mind of yours.
“what’s significant to you, ryo?”
he pauses for a brief moment but doesn’t answer, simply bringing another piece of fruit up to your lips (whether the action was out of care or to keep your mouth occupied was unclear).
his lack of an answer was as good of an answer as any, though.
this was significant to him. the way he cut and fed you soft fruit with hands that had slaughtered armies, handling you as if you were made of fine china. never yelling, never arguing.
the king of curses devoted himself to you because deep in his heart he acknowledged his subservience to you.
that is what’s significant to him.
#GODDDD GOD GOD#i luv making big strong men soft like this#he is just so. ugh.#i rlly like how i wrote this one teehee#jjk#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x you#jjk fanfic#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen#true form sukuna#sukuna x you#sukuna x reader#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#ryomen x reader#jjk ryomen#ryomen x you#jujutsu kaisen ryomen#ryomen x y/n#jujutsu ryomen
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Can someone tell me if this looks cool or if it’s a sinkhole that I’ve already wasted too many hours on..? It’s supposed to represent rot consuming fresh greens. Compost lesbians, if you will.
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I think the wildest thing about the TikTok Ban is that TikTok decided to adhere to it beyond the letter of the law.
They bent their knee willingly and gave up space and a platform they did not have to. They consciously decided to fuck over their user base when there was no valid reason for them to do so.
I've seen people talking about how you absolutely do not want to obey ahead of authority, and to see TikTok do it is... weird. It's unsettling. It feels like a dangerous stunt.
Specifically, it feels performative. It's got the marks of a Great Drama™, and given Trump's first 4 years and his absolutely bonkers love for theatrics over anything else, this just feels hollow. Like TikTok is trying to turn it's - generally younger - user base into "fans" of the republicans.
They can't really scoop up youths any other way, honestly. But using a big impactful story and putting Trump as the "hero" who saves their beloved platform.
It's not even the 20th and I just don't like how this new administration is starting. I do not like a private company complying beyond the letter of the law in advance of that law either. Because the only thing the law laid down was that they couldn't update the app on Apple and Google.
There wouldn't have been any fines or legal ramifications.
#quin muses#us politics#tiktok ban#tiktok#ugh#I'm just gonna shake this off and get to bed#not trying to spend my long weekend stressed over something I can't control#be safe out there and be fierce#and kind too. That's gonna be important
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.
#sighhhh#girlblogging#dollette#hell is a teenage girl#lana core#this is what makes us girls#this is girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#female hysteria#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#i hate it#coquette#girlblogger#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#just a girlblog#ugh men#just girly posts#just girly thoughts#female rage#doe girl#fawn girl#angelcore#angel core#angel wings#angel girl#this went triple platinum on a community soooo
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pov ur kids just caught u making out with superman
there's this shot in dunmeshi's living armor episode where the party is peeking between slightly open doors into a room, and it pans from tall man laios all the way down to half-foot chilchuck. i thought it'd be fun to do it with the batkids, and then recreate the panning by making u scroll all the way to damian. :')
#batfamily#batfamily fanart#jason todd#dick grayson#duke thomas#tim drake#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#damian wayne#damian al ghul#timothy drake#richard grayson#dc#dc fanart#batkids#robin dc#dc robin#i found this in my drafts from like. the beginning of 2024. it's been a year haha.#i think it could be a great bookmark tbh#anyways theyre all saying/thinking smth lol#jason: ugh i just lost ten dollars!! / dick: SUPERMAN!!!!!!!! (he's excited 'cuz superman was like his third dad growing up.#the uncle clark is strong with him.) / duke: whyyyy am i perceiving rn / tim: u chose to make it now? here? in the batcave hallway?#when we're still in the mansion??? / steph: GET IT BRUCELLA / cass: oh! they're in love :0 / dami: JON'S DAD????? F A T H E R >:00#or at least that's what i had in mind when i did the lineart for this last year haha. i think it holds up.
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it’s not necessarily that I hate the themes most prevalent in fiction set in the real world and it’s not necessarily that I don’t like stories revolving around real people or relationship drama or interpersonal issues it’s more like im a dog who doesn’t recognize that a pill is still a pill if it has peanut butter on it. I need like the little peanut butter spoonful that is aliens or robots or monsters or time travel or something fantastical and not at all down to earth real life so that you can approach me and be like “this story is about how friendships can deteriorate over time and also how this guy feels bad for being a bad friend and causing his buddy problems with their girlfriend” and then look at me making a face at you and be like “AND! they’re all aliens who are doing all that across spacetime” and I’ll be like OHHHHHH OKAY YAY (shlop shlap shlup the sound of a dog horking down peanut butter pills) wow what a poignant story
#kipspeak#I tend to gravitate away from things that are that close to real life for reasons im still sussing out. Feels like work? Feels too direct?#Maybe it’s just not fun? But you could tell the EXACT SAME story just with magic sword knights and I’ll be like YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY#I dunno. I feel like that’s slightly shallow of me but I also feel like I don’t care and it’s my house and I can think stories set on norma#Earth with nothing else different are boring#It’s like when they’re real life like that#Every theme they try to get across comes and sits in my house and goes Hey. I’m telling you about YOU and THE WORLD.#And im like ugh. Okay. Whereas magic sword knights do that and im like omg…. They’re telling us about You and The World. That’s crazy……#It is also maybe a little bit that I don’t like interpersonal drama as the driving focus of a story#They should go to space about it#otherwise im in class and I need to adopt an entirely different mindset to be able to have fun with what you just gave me#man these guys aren’t even furries. Lame dude……
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some insta doodle requests!!
#crythartic's art#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona 3#p3#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#ann takamaki#ryuji sakamoto#goro akechi#and somehow#the great ace attorney#i love that game btw PEAK!!!!! PEAAAKK#herlock sholmes#sumire yoshizawa#futaba sakura#sumitaba#junpei iori#chidori yoshino#jundori#ive been havign SO much fun ugh#there like. 20 other requests i havent approached yet#unfortunately uni hates me soooo much like ok#forgot to watermark everything...#dont steal im just a silly guy
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love will truly live
#where are my book of life truthers. where are u. thats my book 7 ending. ik ill be happy no matter how it ends but that feels right imo#big scary dragon enemy of mankind etc etc and silver just wants to save him. to wipe away the loneliness and fear#to extend kindness when the world wants him taken down (and not without cause. um. the world IS at stake)#like i think the horn disfigurement would be cool in a despairing kind of way but i want silver to break history's loop. to connect#i literally want a fucking 'the power of love' ending ITS CHEESY BUT THATS MY IDEAL OKAY. IM THE CHEESEMAN#im actually the drama girl so the horn axeing is more my typical brand but ugh. this. i ammmm sorry toro i am sorry going in a playlist#twstファンアート#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#suntails#i wake up at 6am now Naturally bc of work and snoozed till 7 and the new ssr was the first thing i saw and i got nauseous#silver fans always win. write this down im so serious. we literally have never lost Ever. this. might be my fav art in the game#def passes silver's lab card for best silver card art direction but genuinely overall it fucks so severely
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