#idfk how this happened

[coloredcompulsion]

No caption I made a Mami

[humming-fly]

Happy to report I have finally started listening to Malevolent and to no one's surprise I am already obsessed (I'm almost done with s2 atm please don't send me spoilers yet sdlkfj)

I'll skip over my usual formality of having one normal art post before diving into shitposts let's not waste anyone's time here

[superbat-lmao]

Damian Wayne stuck in a time loop.

It resets when someone dies, and since Damian is the youngest, it doesn’t matter how rocky his relationship is with the bat-siblings, each and everyone one of them sacrifices themselves for him.

And Damian is pissed off because he doesn’t understand why.

Grayson is obvious, he has made it clear that he feels affection for Damian and has made the most effort into integrating him into the family. Of course he would die for his little brother. And at first, Damian believes he finds this outcome to be the least acceptable.

There is also his Father, again, a logical expression of love. Damian can understand why his Father would die for him, even if he doesn’t want him to. Even if, in the first few loops, he wishes that anyone else would die instead. At least it’s a type of parental relationship he can understand in the abstract, even if it surprises him to see its true about himself. That even though he has several older brothers and is unsure of his place by his Father’s side, the man would do anything to protect him. It reminds him of his Mother, even though he’s sure if she were here she’d find a way for the both of them to live.

Brown is the first one to surprise him. They had worked together when Grayson was Batman and he recognized her competence, but he thought that’s all it was. A working relationship between professionals. A mutal, if grudging respect. He is shocked when she dies, how he had no clue she would go that far for him. How he refuses to let it happen again.

If Brown was a surprise, Cain was a shock. Damian thought of her as nigh invincible, unable to be touched. It was clear she was the best of all of them, that she had seen the hit miles ahead of him, had maybe even seen him brace for it. But she had chosen to let herself go down. He feels every bit his age as he begins to wonder if he’s even more powerless to stop this than he thought if his most competent sister chose to let herself fall.

Thomas was confusing. He was new, newer than Damian and not quite sure of himself. They rarely saw each other aside from school due to the mismatch in schedules. Thomas gave him a wide berth, respecting Damian’s space in a way his other siblings failed to do or intentionally disregarded. Damian didn’t think much of him. Couldn’t understand how Thomas hadn’t even paused, had taken the hit as if it was an unquestionable law of the universe. As if they were really brothers and not strangers. It was a sentiment Damian didn’t know how to return.

Todd was the worst. He had seen him, briefly, before he had come to Gotham from the league. His Mother spoke of him rarely, but with pride. He was skilled, if untamed. He avoided the manor and his brothers and their Father. The only one he usually sought was Pennyworth. That is why Todd was the worst. Because he avoided all of them. Because this family had already allowed him to die before and he had come back wrong. A painful reminder that their family has failed. And he fought so hard to remind them all of that failure, every way he chose to keep fighting to live, to prioritize his own life over their Father’s morality. Only to throw it away for Damian. To force him to watch how his brother’s second death shattered their Father and Pennyworth and Grayson in a way that Damian didn’t think they’d survive a second time.

Drake is incomprehensible. Antithetical. A cosmic error. Impossible. There is no love between them, no grudging respect, nothing. Damian can’t stand to look at the person who he feels is a disgrace to the costume Damian now wears. He is the one who dies for Damian the most. The one he can’t possibly understand. The brother he has the least time to question, who gives him the least answers as to his motivations. Who will both die for Damian and refuse to utter a word to him in the same loop. It is madness. Damian needs to prove himself above this embarrassment, and yet Drake chooses to be beneath him. To die for him. It is in spite of Damian’s skill that Drake dies, and Damian hates him for it.

[theletterwsartflap]

lost what direction I was going with here but uh. Stay out of the cookie jar, I guess.

[desatu]

never forgive me. never forget me.

original prompt & following reblogs by @im-totally-not-an-alien-2 | ao3 ficlet

[pixiestickie]

⚠️CW: EMETOPHOBIA⚠️

*disguises angst by plastering memes on it* *disguises angst by plastering memes on it* *disguises angst by plastering memes on it*

[skunkes]

are the side gills on talon (and nyalon) a vampire thing too or whats the deal w those

talon has regenerative ability only at a slightly faster rate than a regular person, and when he hasn't fed it kinda dips into the negatives and wounds actually take a bit longer to heal... he often grabs at his sides out of nervousness/general torment and anguish and rumination, and when his claws are out he tears into himself, so he almost always has new cuts over healing ones (i jst get lazy to draw more faded ones, + drawing them more realistically/less uniform looks too messy for my tastes)

its adjacent to nail biting, skin picking etc (or jst general fidgeting) ^_^ it's also why he often has patches on the sides of his clothes (and why he took up mending to begin with, cant just be tossing away what little clothes you have when they can be fixed)

though i havent been drawing em as much on nyalon recently/this month! i shld go edit some of those scribbles ^_^

[bylrndgm]

GOOD OMENS (2019 - ) 2.06 - Every Day 1.06 - The Very Last Day of the Rest of Their Lives

[gregorybacon]

oh yeah that alert stuff from earlier was underwhelming, idk why people lied that it was gonna last for 30 or so minutes. like yeah I can get why people are scared, I can get the causes of it just a lot of hype for something very short jeezoweez, yk?

[bonecuisine]

This is canon bc I said so (I spent an hour on this)

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

:(

[dingus0401]

guys help😭😭😭last night I literally had a dream about byler. I’m not even a byler stan how did this happen. lol so ig that’s now a thing in the universe of my dreams💀. it’s the closest way byler will get to being canon tho.

[daddy-socrates]

i think my interview this morning went well!!

[fuckalicent]

in my head jaehaera lived

[kingskelly123]

I need to talk about this. This is a vent post ig

I don't know why but for some reason seeing people calling out people in my demographics makes me feel bad. Which is dumb

For context, I'm (almost) all the demographics who are notorious for being horrible to other demographics. White, straight, cisgender, male. Some of us are dreadful, unaccepting people. I hate those people with my whole heart

But whenever I see something generally calling us out in any way, I feel like shit for being in that group. I feel like I'm one of the assholes. Because logically I am. If I am white, I'm racist by existing. If I'm straight, I'm homophobic by existing. If I'm cisgender, I'm transphobic by existing.

It's dumb. I know I'm not any of those things. I know I'm a good person. I'm accepting, kind, supportive. But here I am feeling like shit. Feeling responsible for our actions in the past. Simply because I'm me.

I don't want to be a bad person. I want to just exist peacefully. I want the world to be a better, more accepting place. Why am I like this.

"True Ally" posts make me feel bad because I don't feel like a good enough ally

Cisphobia of even the joking kind makes me feel bad. And I still worry if being affected by those comments means I'm transphobic. Heterophobia makes me feel bad, although I rarely see it. And I fear that feeling bad about it would make me homophobic.

I just want to be a good person.