#needing help

[ghost-mafia]

[whumpookies]

Rüzgarı tepe bölüm 80

Alper saves Zeynep and Halil

[akirakirxaa]

Money Troubles

Hey guys.

I really hate to be that person, but due to some circumstances outside of my control, such as getting very suddenly sick last week and being out of work for an extra week because of it, I'm going to need financial help and unfortunately I don't have any family members I can turn to.

I really hate begging for money, and I don't want anyone to think I'm going to paywall my art or anything considering it's fanart, but I'm really desperate here. Most importantly I have to make sure I can pay my car insurance because if my husband is caught driving with no insurance, he could lose his CDL and, subsequently, his job.

If you can help, both my paypal username and my venmo are laurawrites with an @ at the front because I don't want to accidentally tag a blog with that name. Any amount helps and is appreciated.

Thank you for your time.

[xjustaburdenx]

(FOR LEGIT BUYERS ONLY)

I sell adult content. If you buy anything from my wishlist, send me actual proof, and I will send you nudes or feet content.

[ilikenames]

I'm really stressed, can I feel the need to rants but I don't know if I should

[mattsmemes]

[serenityquest]

[datw3irdo]

Help needed!

I have a trans friend (MTF) who hasn’t started hormone therapy yet but plans to when she moves out; I’m just looking for perspectives from trans women and advice! She just got herself some feminine clothing from a friend but she also isn’t out to a lot of her friends and family (some, she is!) I sent her a lot of resources and she has done her own research but also looking for people to say their experiences with hormonal therapy / transitioning in general! Thanks so much! /gen /pos

[gutsygoddess]

I’m not very active on tumblr nowadays, but I’m posting this everywhere I can praying for visibility. 🤞 I need help getting my life started and out of a bad environment. 🥹🩷 I’m queer and neurodivergent, and cannot work under current circumstances, therefore I have no savings. I’m currently in a house without adequate food, water, or electricity, and no transportation. thus why I can’t work while stuck here. I’ll be moving out June 3rd, but need money for it to go smoothly and to allow me to get on lease for an apartment.

anything you can give helps! even a reblog!

[spiritlessatlas]

I know I haven't posted in a while and I'm sorry about that but this is important!! I need all the help I can get for my baby!! My cat this morning got into a fight with one of the dogs that lives with us and is now moody likely needing stitches for her arm as she has a decent sized wound on her leg near her front paw. I'll pay my Gofundme as well as my Cashapp, Venmo, PayPal and Chime @'s

Cashapp: $AtlasDryas

Venmo: atlasdryas

Paypal: aliciabuswold or alicia_acevedo21@yahoo.com (please excuse my deadname)

Chime: Same as Cashapp $AtlasBuswold

Thank you so much for getting this far and if you help thank you so so so much! I will update once I'm able to get her to a vet and have her seen. But the more I have now to pay after the visit the better.. thank you so much

[something-overnothing]

All you could do was take on as much weight as you can bear. And if you're lucky, there's someone close enough by to shoulder the rest.

Sarah Deseen - Just Listen

[whumpookies]

Çukur season 3 episode 1.

[lemiai]

It’s so hard to explain on here but

Anyone ever have very clear signs of being a system before actually figuring out what a system is.

This for me but I was never ACTIVELY aware of being a system and interacting with them while being AWARE.

And now that it’s been 6 months of quietness it’s like. Did I fake everything,what if I’m not remembering correctly cuz it’s quiet. What if it was always quiet and I’m just faking for attention,what’s wrong with me? Why am I doing this to myself,but why would I fake a disorder. I wouldn’t fake a disorder why is this happening to me. Why would I want to fake a disorder?

And it’s so distressing because It’s not like I can see inside because I have Aphantasia. So is my mind playing tricks on me. It’s so distressing, am I just deluding myself? But I end up having breakdowns over this. Saying “I know they’re there I can feel them they’re there” but what if I’m not “feeling” them there it’s so hard.

Everything is so hard right now.

[jocielynn-blog]

My feelings on my current emergency.

Woke up this morning to see a long list of posts about mutual aid scammers. These always make my stomach drop because I'm always scared my intentions are misread. Especially right now, with our current need. (I guess this is going to be a full thread, buckle in.) We are raising for a move, one that is a serious emergency as if we sign the new lease, we won't have any way to afford things such as food as both me and my wife are disabled. My mom offered my wife and I a place to live, we just have to figure out the how Originally the plan was to have my uncle with a U-Haul come down, but as my uncle and I are the only two without a weight limit and both of us suffer from chronic pain issues (part of why I'm disabled,) this is far from a viable option, so we started to call around to movers Here is the thing, our lease ends at the beginning of July, this is a huge time for moving and companies up there rates at this point of time...but luckily we found one that reduced cost because of my wife and my disabilities. We will be going into a situation that is actually sustainable though, a light at the end of a tunnel of stress, financial horror, and the nightmare of being disabled in a late stage capitalistic society. But unfortunately all things cost. So I've been verbal about what's been going on (as per usual) and how we saw a huge uptick in people moving from our complex. Lot's of people can't afford the new lease that is required of us. How this looks to us is that we either starve or face homelessness unless we go through with the move; this doesn't even include the fact of the safety risks on us where we are currently living (long story, I explain it all the time in my streams.)As the deadline creeps closer and closer, fear and anxiety has destroyed my sleep...I was fortunate last night and actually got 4-5 hours...the past few nights have been 3 hours non-consecutive sleep...this whole thing is flaring up my insomnia. All I can do is think of the future, when we get there, make up rewards for myself that I probably will never get just to keep me from falling into a deep pit of despair. All this accumulated from being in survival mode for a few years now...I feel it in my body...it aches, I can't concentrate on anything except the move, I'm scatter brained to a level that even I'm not used to...but this emergency HAS to be funded...I'm not going to starve or be homeless again.... So I try and push myself harder and harder...seeing the impossibility of this task while still needing to figure out basic costs...I'm not blind to the sheer size of this task, the sheer amount that is needed...it's almost an eldritch horror to me 4 hours of sleep to wake up in a panic, where my brain is just telling me to stream more, I haven't even broken enough for the U-Haul...how could I afford the option that actually takes our disabilities into consideration... Nothing boxed yet because I am frozen in fear....because I face an existential horror that is the no win situation. Only thing keeping me moving is that light at the end...the fake rewards I tell myself, the narrative that everything will be better...It keeps me moving to that goal while inside it feels like I'm slowly turning to stone; my pain and my cognitive issues becoming so bad that I am having troubles even standing upright...but I must push forward...I hear myself when I say the total...mention the $4k, mention how I need to raise the down payment early on, mention the still need for basic necessities that a fix income hasn't allowed us all the while seeing a scammer breaking people's trust while our emergency exists I'm so scared with everything...this situation is consuming me more than anyone can know just by talking to me... it's horrifying, like I've peered into the abyss and the ancient evil that is capitalism blinked...how can I keep on moving forward? But in the end, I have to, I have no option. I can get my wife and I out of this hell, out of the constant state of no real proteins only starches, out of having to choose veggies for one day or pasta/ramen for a week, out of constantly looking over our shoulders... All it took was our landlord demanding us the impossible, demanding us to gather blood from the stone. Giving us the impossible task or forcing us to face a herculean task of raising what we have to in two months time...But I look, realize that this will be the chance for my wife and I to get back onto hormones, to put out the content we want, to actually eat balanced meals instead of noodles or frozen burritos and bologna... To be able to budget because the difference between payout and SSI won't be pennies in our account. A chance to be able to focus on something other than the next meal...So I hold out hope...but I'm frozen with fear...paralyzed at the giant before me...scared of what will happen if I fail...realizing that failure means a depth I've never fallen into...I can't fail...I need to get through this.. But every morning...fear grips me as I scroll...seeing everyone who needs help...seeing a sea of voices...then seeing people who are using this to hurt others. The shadow of it all is oppressive. I can't breath due to fear. I can't even stand straight up...We need to raise this money, we need to make it to my mom's house...we need to survive. This move will save us.3 years of hell almost over...soon we can breath, all we have to do is slay a giant. How can we even succeed?6am and I'm awake and typing this...my inner thoughts waxed poetic about a fucked situation. But everything will be better once we get there, our quest errant finished. A life where we can do the things because I want to, not because we need to...where we can eat..If you want to help and can, my PayPal is 27count@gmail.com and my CashApp is $lynnaquinn We need to use my CashApp and not Naz' because of her disability...just to be safe. It's a lot of money, but I think we can persevere over this giant, we can slay this horror. (copied/pasted from my Tweet this morning.)

[artistic-shapeshifter]

I need help! Please reblog and share this if you can’t donate or commission! Due to awful irl circumstances in my life, I’m tryin to move out of an emotionally and mentally abusive home. I worked fast food in order to earn money, but due to issues with management, I had to quit. Looking for a new job, I was just gonna go into retail, my sister showed me a new place though and it looks so perfect! But...it’s unclear exactly when it will open and when I can work there. I don’t want to just get another job while waiting on this one just to leave like a month later. So, I’m pushing my comms! You can DM me for info, I’ll share more art examples and be happy to chat. I wanna get my license in the meantime too so I can actually drive my butt outta here. 

[music-and-videogames-lol]

If theres anyone who'd be able to and/or wouldn't mind helping me out with getting enough to replace my streaming/gaming setup. My exroommate stole everything when they moved out without warning while I was at work and even working fulltime between child support and bills I don't have anything left to even put back and save... Any help would be greatly appreciated! And no worries if you can't or don't want to, I understand :)