!vent!
god im so tired
today's been a Fucking Day, i've had like three separate anxiety attacks, been completely convinced i've been dead my entire life and this whole world is some fucked-up afterlife and i need to tell an adult that i figured out the truth of the world and i can't tell my friends the truth because they can't know yadda yadda so on and so forth, thrown a couple less-than-to-approximately hour-long phases of feeling completely numb into the mix, had some instances of both overwhelm and sadness, and still managed to be happy for some bits?? and im probably forgetting A Lot too
[edit: oh how could i forget i woke up at 6:30 to a message my suicidal friend sent at like two in the morning containing a link to a tiktok asking how i would feel if i woke up one day and they were gone, so i spent the first hour of my day crying because i thought they had offed themself in the middle of the night, but then they texted back and they were fine
also one of the anxiety attacks caused me to not speak for like an hour so that was Fun. anyway]
ive been tired since like one in the afternoon from all this and life just kept going and now its after 9 p.m. and i still need to talk to my mom and get her help setting up therapy so thats gonna be fun
anyway heres a link to a fic i wrote a month ago where i literally took my evening and slapped Character's name on it because i could. peace besties love ya'll <3
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So the preview of the new theme song uses imagery of the guys' myths, including Sylus'. Rafayel, Xavier, and Zayne, I think we are all fairly familiar with, but since Sylus is not released yet, there are a lot of speculations about what kind of tragic past he and MC shared. Let's try to break it down. Or make it more confusing. 🫠
Interestingly, before the "tragedy" we see their wrists are bounded together by a red thread.....perhaps....the Red Thread of Fate? As the saying goes, rough paraphrasing on my part: Two lovers, regardless of time, place, and circumstances, are destined to be together, connected by a single red thread. The red thread may twist and tangle, but it may never break.
However, as we can see in the video, Sylus and MC's thread does break, and unlike in the traditional belief, their thread is wrapped around their wrists and not fingers. As the thread breaks, we also see Sylus behind bars. Imprisonment? A crime?
Speaking of wrists, another thing I've noticed with Sylus' trailers is that it involves handcuffs a lot, which seems more significant now in light of this preview.
Especially since we see him also breaking them so easily.
I kind of made a passing joke in the tags of a previous post that Sylus' upcoming chapters carry shades of the Greek myth with Hades and Persephone, but perhaps I may not be too far off?
Just take a look at this wide view of the scene of Sylus and MC separated:
The N109 Zone is shown during the night with a bright red moon, giving a feeling reminiscent of the Underworld ruled by Hades. Note how it looks like Sylus is behind bars, a prison, if you will. In Greek mythology, Hades was tasked with ruling the Underworld, not by his choice, but the wills of others (so in a sense: trapped). Could this mean that perhaps Sylus has no desire to be the leader of Onychinus? Could he be bounded there against his will?
Meanwhile, MC is shown on the side of light. If we compare her to Persephone, she is on the surface world with other people. But from the preview, it looks like she is abducted and taken to the N109 Zone, much like Persephone was abducted and taken to the Underworld to be Hades' bride.
(Brief unserious interlude, because I want to spread my Hades/Persephone agenda:
Sylus is the Hades to MC's Persephone
The dark to her light
He is feared by everyone except her.
He'll let her get away with everything (covering him in silly band-aids, poking him in the side) because he adores her.
If anything happens to her, the world will feel his wrath.
He embodies the feeling of "if anything happens to her, I will kill everyone in this room and then myself."
In short, scary leader is big softie for his wifey and I am willing to die on this hill
OK. End interlude.)
Also, um... 😭
Bringing up the theory that Sylus is trapped? The Beast is trapped in the castle because of the curse by an enchantress. I seriously couldn't get this comparison out of my mind when I saw the dancing scene in the trailer, so it feels appropriate to bring it up here.
Perhaps like the Beast initially, Sylus does display a very dominating and aggressive temperament, but then in his 5* memory, Captivating Flavor, he seems more approachable, so perhaps we will soften him over time?
Now...since Infold had the audacity to drop that trailer while I was writing this, here is another example of them going with the trapped/caged/bounded theory (there is also an image of a bear trap earlier, but I'm at my 10-pic limit, so the cage seems more obvious (and aesthetically pleasing lol)
So could Sylus be trapped in the same way as the Foreseer is trapped within the Tower? But unlike the Foreseer, Sylus is always trying to break free from his chains. Circling back to his myth, could it be that his tie with MC was broken...by him? Perhaps out of a sense of protection? For her sake?
In Beauty and the Beast, the Beast was willing to let Belle go, to be killed by Gaston, to succumb to the curse, all for the sake of Belle's happiness and freedom.
In the myth of Hades and Persephone, Persephone was allowed to leave the Underworld to return to her mother for half a year, but since she ate a few pomegranate seeds, food from the Underworld, she was also bounded to return to the Underworld for the other half to be with her husband. Each year, the cycle returns. Come spring, Hades must let his beloved wife leave him for half a year, and there's nothing he can do to change it.
Bonus Greek myth tidbit: the crow plays a significant part in a myth involving the sun god Apollo, where it acts as a messenger for him. The crow, once white, was burned and turned black, as retribution for telling the truth (revealing an affair) that led to Apollo killing his lover.
So, let's recap real quick the symbolism we have seen. 🤔
Handcuffs: bounded
Bars: imprisonment
Bear trap (couldn't include the pic, but it's there, trust me): caught, trapped
Birdcage: trapped, caged
The crow: a messenger; punished for revealing the truth (so, punishment)
So, gathering my random little thoughts...
Theory 1: Sylus and MC must have been destined lovers in a past life, but due to whatever conflict, Sylus decided to break his bond with her for her protection and accept any punishment that comes with it, which could mean to be ruler of a place he has no desire for, an imprisonment of sort.
Theory 2: Destined lovers, but perhaps a third party interfered out of jealousy or spite. Could Sylus have been caught and framed of a crime and been literally imprisoned, thus forcing him and MC to separate?
Something to this effect, I think, from working with the crumbs I've gathered. It's also almost midnight as of the time of writing this, so my brain is feeling loopy now (also no thanks to that Sylus trailer that popped up while I was writing this 💀)
Anyhoo, make of all of this as you will. My Hades/Persephone agenda will persist.
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