#putting up walls

[serenityquest]

[theknightofsolitude]

The most fucked up feeling, is wanting to let someone in, right? But knowing that you can’t. You CRAVE the opportunity to want to allow yourself to be vulnerable, to reach out to them, to feel something with someone else.. EVEN IF FOR JUST A SECOND…. but you know deep down that it won’t happen.. call it what you will, cowardice, self preservation, being smart.. whatever…. It fucking sucks sometimes.

[random-blog-of-a-nobody]

My life #9:

I’ve been seeing a psychiatrist for a while to help me manage everything that’s wrong with me. Lately she told me that it’s been 2 years since we started our sessions and I still haven’t ever opened up to her. She started saying that maybe it was best I see someone else if I’m not comfortable talking about things with her.

At first I was confused, how did she know? I thought for sure I put up a good enough front. Yet she could tell. I was worried, scared even, of having to do all of this again from the start with some other Dr. I didn’t want that.

Yesterday was my appointment with her again. It started off the same, then we got on the topic of family…I guess the walls I put up faltered or cracked a little, because I told her some things that I feel were too much for her to bear. The face she gave me…it was filled with so much sadness….

I know she could tell I was trying to fight back tears. My voice shaking a little, my nose causing me to sniffle. At some point I had a few tears actually fall down my cheeks, thankfully I had my sunglasses on still to hide most of them. I wouldn’t want her to see me crying.

Now I’m afraid though…I’m afraid that she’ll think I’m too broken or fucked up to be helped…I’m afraid she’ll still want to stop seeing me and being my Dr.

So she would’ve stopped seeing me before for not opening up…and now she might stop seeing me because I’m too much…I’m too fucked up…she only saw a small amount of the real me…of the darkness and sorrow inside that leaked out…but still…

I don’t know what I should do…

[hay-bails]

there are monsters nearby

[oooocleo]

ok! new year is the time to finally put up some of my work on INPRNT... i want to focus a bit less on individual shop sales/shipping&packing in 2024, in favor of bigger projects, hence this first step in that direction!

INPRNT link here! ✨

[clouvu]

Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine

[skeletood]

the way they like each other is. unique. to say the least.

[theoldkyokodied]

One wedding and three funerals

Background paintings under the cut

[beebfreeb]

If I saw a nutcracker nobody could stop me

[fanaticalthings]

Jason being the easiest kid is super funny. Bruce looking at Jason and remembering Dick at 18: “we can work through this. He’ll come around if I don’t give up on.”

Bruce, watching over a freshly street-snatched Jason: Why is he so calm

Having Dick as the rambunctious, feral, and unhinged first child must've given him SO much whiplash once Jason entered the picture. Lil guy just vibed in his own world. Just reading books and doing schoolwork. Baby Jason hurt nobody.

Bruce will just be going over the ground rules of the manor, remembering all the chaos Dick brought upon the household.

Bruce: No swinging from the chandelier.

Jason: ?? I wasn't planning to?

Bruce: No murder.

Jason: What? That never even crossed my mind-

Bruce: And please, for the love of God, don't sneak out and try to beat up the nearest criminal on our block

Jason:

Jason: WHO is responsible for these rules being created??

Bruce will just come home from a long day of work. He's tired and just wants a nice, quiet evening, but he's subconsciously psyching himself up to prepare himself for the chaos he'll witness once he enters the manor

but then Jason's just quietly doing his own thing, maybe even helping Alfred with some chores, reading, or just lounging about in the manor. In general, just causing no trouble and Bruce just turns to Alfred, all worried like, "Is he sick? I don't think children are supposed to behave this way."

[dunkinbublin]

forever bitter that the sonic ova home isnt used in any sonic media

if sonic is gonna settle anywhere its gonna be where nature has reclaimed itself.

[leaisterrified]

i really love how mulder has a photo of him and scully up on his cork board the way you’d have a photo of your crush up in your locker

[ingoodjesst]

have you put the pieces together yet, detective

[random-blog-of-a-nobody]

Who the fuck even am I…?

[kizzer55555]

Core Gems

So when a ghost becomes injured, they have a last ditch defense where they retreat into their core. And I mean, injured badly where their body is rip apart to the point they can’t hold a solid form anymore. And they basically go into a hibernation state until they are strong enough to form again.

Ellie, Danny, and Dan are all injured in a final battle against the GIW. The organization was destroyed and the ghosts were safe but the halfas ended up being so injured that they reverted to core form and then went to sleep for a bit. When they woke up, they were still weak but at least recovered enough to gain consciousness. And realize…they are in some kind of auction…in the middle of a heist. It appeared that two furries (one in a bat costume and one in a cat costume) were ducking it out. And they…they were a necklace. All three of them had been turned into a necklace with their cores as gems accompanied by sapphires, pearls, and opals. And frankly gorgeous craftsmanship as the metal was crafted around their cores as if to cradle them and the other gems.

Unfortunately, they were too weak to take a form properly, they could still feel the strain on their bodies. But at least they could still communicate through their auras. Then the cat lady punched a hole in the glass container surrounding them and grabbed their necklace.

However, the bat grabbed the other end and it resulted in a sort of tug-a-war. Meanwhile, Danny, Ellie, and Dan were having a back and form commentary on the situation and what they should do. Completely unheard by the other party.

In the corner of their eye, the three halfas finally noticed a third contender. Some kind of clown who was…hold on…holding a gun?! And it was pointed straight at the two fighting furies who had yet to notice him. The ghosts’ protective instincts went into overdrive and they frantically tried to shout, yell, move. Just do something to warn the two but their cries fell on deaf ears. All they succeeded in doing was faintly glow which immediatly caught the attention of the fighting duo. The two turned to look at the strange necklace but right at that moment, the clown fired and a gunshot rang throughout the auction room. Having no other options, Danny and the others poured every ounce of ectoplasm they had to try and phaseshift, making the two furries intangible as the bullets passed right through them, but in their shock, the two jumped away in opposite directions and accidentally ripped the necklace apart. Gems and pearls went flying and the three cores bounced along the ground.

Luckily, the two finally noticed the clown and went to deal with him and his minions who had appeared. Seemingly putting their fight on hold and forming a temporary truce. The three halfas could only watch as the battle finally wound down, ending with the cops barging into the place and arresting the clown and his grunts, the cat managing to escape with half the scattered gems and pearls from the broken necklace along with a few other jewelry pieces (none of their cores though) and the bat leaving through a skylight.

The auction continued and in the end, despite being broken, their necklace seemed to have caught someone’s interest. A man named Bruce Wayne bought up every piece of the shattered jewelry wear. The auctioneers appeared relived that the item managed to sell in the end and gratefully gave it to him.

Bruce had no idea what happened at the auction, but he could have sworn that some of the gems faintly glowed right before he and Selina were shot. If the necklace was some sort of magical item, then he needed to understand exactly what has been brought to Gotham. It was unfortunate that Selena had taken some parts of the necklace but he utilized his vast wealth to make sure all the other parts ended in his possession. Now he would take them back to the mansion for examination.

[somewhatidealname]

i don't even like fnaf.

no idea what the lore is or who the characters are.

your springtrap has taken over my dash.

i am in love with him.

i want to give him headpats.

and maybe feed him nachos.

creechur.

thank you!! ^_^

i share a similar sentiment with you honestly i'm just a fan of the fucked up rabbit from fnaf 3