can’t for the life of me find a fic so black brothers angst after sirius runs away (maybe regulus snuck out to the potters in the middle of the night and showed up like the stork on their doorstep) please <333
regulus knew he should have not gone there. he knew what could have happened if he had gotten caught, he was fully aware. and still, he had gone, waiting, in the dead of the night, in front of the doorway of the potters. flowers and plants littered all around the house, painted a warm beige colour.
the house seemed welcoming, and, truly, like a home. maybe that was why sirius had decided to run away. maybe because he thought that the potters would be better to him than the noble and most ancient house of black would be. maybe he was sure of it.
he knocked on the door, and he instantly regretted his decision. he smoothed his jacket and his shirt, and he hopes he didn't look as pathetic and childish as he thought he did.
when the door opened, he was sure it was none other than fleamont potter. salt and pepper hair, dark brown eyes, deep and welcoming, and the same kind of wired glasses pushed up his nose. he was in casual, sleep attire; not like regulus had ever seen him before. but then again, regulus had never seen him before, and—
"hello!" fleamont greeted him, and regulus was surprised by the warm, honey-like thickness of his voice.
"hi," regulus said back, and he mentally scolded himself for the way his voice was shaking.
fleamont didn't ask anything; he just invited him inside, and it was exactly what regulus had and hadn't expected it.
he hadn't expected it, because he never thought he would have been invited into the house he considered not exactly a complete stranger, but not an acquaintance either. they had seen each other around the ministry building, fleamont smiling, as jovial as his son, while regulus' brows were almost always furrowed.
he had expected it, though, because he knew that that was exactly the kind of thing james would have done, too. he could almost imagine it; james, another boy, the better brother for sirius, regulus' brother, not james', welcoming him inside the warmth of his home, and sirius letting the dark and the cold of their house be a matter of the past.
he had expected it, because fleamont and james, much like euphemia, regulus presumed, were as warm as the sun. he had expected their home to be a reflection of their warmth, too. their house littered with pictures of james and their family (the only pictures of the black family hanging in their home were painting; dark, solemn, their eyes following regulus in every corner of his home), warm-toned furniture, and a strawberry pattern-covered armchair.
he, however, had not expected fleamont potter to offer him some tea.
"what flavour would you like?" fleamont asked, disrupting the course of thoughts flowing through regulus' head. "i fancy herbal tea most of all, but i am sure we should have forest fruit too. james loves that one."
regulus bit his lip. "herbal should be fine, thank you." he ignored the fact that is favourite was earl grey. he didn't want to be too much trouble, and, besides, maybe the potters didn't even like it, or have it, or—
"sirius mentioned you like earl grey," fleamont hummed, putting the kettle on the stove. "we also have that, if you want some."
right. sirius.
"that'd be lovely, thank you." he nodded politely. he watched fleamont moving around the kitchen, and he was surprise by how genuine he seemed in all of his actions.
regulus looked around the dining room again, now paying attention to the pictures on the walls. sirius was in some, too. the one on which his eyes lingered was the one with sirius and james, looking like they had taken a trip to florean fortescue's ice cream shop. their noses were stuffed in the cold desert, and the polaroid camera had caught their wide grins, alive happiness.
regulus wished he could feel like that too, someday.
"how have you been?" fleamont asked, setting the cups on the table and sitting down on a chair, indicating regulus to follow suit.
"oh, you know..." fleamont, in fact, did not know, and he would never. he shrugged, not know what to add.
"you know that you can come to stay here too, if you want to," the man said, quietly sipping on his tea. (he was not a slurper, thank merlin!) "i do not think sirius would mind it much, and the arrangements are not difficult to make, to say the least. we have a free guest room, if you'd like to stay. "
"no, thank you." regulus' tone came out harsher than he would have liked it to. "sorry. it's fine. i'm good, you do not have to worry for me."
fleamont nodded, his posture softening. "i'd certainly say it's nothing to worry about, showing up at our door in the middle of the night. not that i mind, of course," he added, looking at the boy's horrified expression, "but we don't have visitors much at this hour. it's usually marlene, but she's like a daughter to us."
"you're right. i'm sorry." (the older man waved him off, as if his showing up at his house was perfectly normal and not out-of-the-ordinary.) "it was definitely a rash decision on my part. i just wanted to check up on sirius, nothing more. i wanted to know he's alright, despite... our differences, so to say."
fleamont nodded again, empathetically. "of course. it's only natural to want to check up on your siblings. you know, i have a younger brother; he stayed home, while i came to britain, but we do keep in touch. i still care about him, despite our different ways of being and of behaving. what i'm trying to say..." he said, rubbing the bridge of his nose, as if forming words at that hour was difficult, "is that your worries and concerns are all normal. i presume he is asleep by now, but i could call him downstairs if you would want me to."
regulus shook his head, and he noticed how all of his tea had been drained out already. was he a nervous drinker? he'd rather not think about it. "no, it's fine, do not worry." he smiled politely. "and... thank you for this conversation. and for the tea."
fleamont smiled back. "of course. your night is safe with me." he said, putting his hands to his heart; a silent promise. "good night, regulus. i hope you sleep well. and remember, home will always have its door open for those who seek to find it."
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