#sorry he’s like my highest kin

[kittykatkatelol]

★Welcome to my blog lovelies<3

You can call me Daimon/Daímonas, Val, (Funtime/Fun) Foxy/Fox/F, Roxxas/Roxy, Barty, Max/Maxwell, Makarov, or Jack

My pronouns include (but not limited to) it/itself, loverboy/loverboyself, moth/mothself, ne/nem, he/him, ve/vem, luv/luvself

I'm genderfluid + xenogenders + mspec lesboy ~ oriented aroace ~ physical nonhuman + fictionkin + demonkin + ockin + therian ~ cripplepunk ~ adhd + autism(?) ~ absurdist satanist

I try to keep this blog PG - PG-13 ~ I curse like a sailor and might reblog or write suggestive shit , so please keep that in mind

The main content is shitposts + reblogs + occassional art and/or oneshot/fic update

My highest kin(s) is currently a Demon (unrelated to Valentino or Hazbin Hotel) Valentino from Hazbin Hotel + Roxanne Afton (OC) from FNaF

My full kin list:

Valentino from Hazbin Hotel

Barty Crouch Jr from Harry Potter

Roxanne Afton a FNaF OC of mine

Funtime Foxy from FNaF

Jack Kennedy from DSaF

Demonkin

Roxanne Wolf from FNaF Security Breach

White Persian Cat therain

Vladimir Makarov from COD MW

Maxwell Roth from Assassin's Creed Syndicate

(this is subject to change at any time)

My current fixations are currently:

Cooking Companions

Hamilton

FNaF

Death Note

Heathers (both the movie and musicals)

(this is subject to change at any time)

My favorite music artists are:

Scene Queen

Yungblud

Falling in Reverse

Palaye Royale

Marina

Melanie Martinez

Baby Bugs

Olivia Rodrigo

Måneskin

(this list is subject to change at any time)

My links: A03 ~ Pronouns Page ~ @/kittykatkatelol13 on Roblox for moots

My time zone is US-EST ~ I am active on weekdays + weekends pretty much at all times ~ except Tuesdays , I'm pretty much busy from 11am - 3pm

I tend to use typing quirks (example: Hello ! / what ? / Hmm , / Huh .) or cursive fonts ~ please tell me if you need me to not use said quirk(s) when replying :)

I use tone tags quite often since I myself have a hard time figuring out other entities tones

DNI: anti-xenogenders/neopronouns ~ TERF ~ homo/transphobic ~ anti-fictionkin ~ anorexia/ED blogs ~ christian centered blogs ~ Valentino hate blogs ~ just assholes in general

My boundaries are:

no sexual stuff ~ I might be Val but that doesn't mean I like sex

no mouth gore/puke ~ i genuinely hate it and it makes me ill (I'm cool with most gore but mouth stuff just grosses me out)

no weight comments like ever, please

no sending things of dead moths

no sending me stuff specifically about Val getting tortured

no asking me to donate to stuff through asks, especially if I don't know you ~ I'm not financially independent and just don't have the cash even if I wanted to donate ~ any asks asking that will be deleted

I love being tagged in stuff, but if it is a picrew, I request you don't tag me in it IF it the whole game is "make irl you" or something along those lines

Also, I do not support JKR (the creator of Harry Potter) though I am still in the HP and Marauders fandoms - I dislike Harry Potter itself and only engage in the fandom side of things that is also highly against JKR

User tags:

val's little hellhole (for all general posts/shit posts, never reblogs)

heaven doesn't want me and hell fears me (vent posts)

the summoning circle (asks)

valentino writes (for my writing)

charles tag !! (for my bestie @/anonymoushazard !! (you = bestie sorry not sorry >:3))

CJ tag :3 (for la bestie ~ old tags are #the vox to my val & #the andre to my cal)

moth makes stims (for whatever stim boards I make)

hoarding moth (for identity reblogs 4 my hoard + posts about my genders)

moth val's art (for my art)

fictionkin asks/answers (for any/all asks/questions I get related to fictionkin)

banner is a free stock image & pfp is made by the picrew ElenaA's Windswept Oc Maker

I'm open to questions about my identity(s) ~ intro may update in the future ~ Other than that, have fun :)

✨️ to be cringe is to be free ✨️

Last updated: 9/20/24

[bonpocalypse]

can you please tell me your headcanons for the nationalities of the twst boys pretty pretty please 🥺 also any other headcanons you have!!!

I love love love nationality headcanons, they're so fun to think of!! A reminder that these are my headcanons, I'm not here to start arguments. If anything does come across as offensive/innapropriate please let me know! I'll gladly fix it :)

For the most part, I based the Twst Character's nationalities off of where their stories take place (I'm not all that skilled in headcanons, apologies!!)

Alright, going in dorm order here:

Heartslabyul

Riddle Rosehearts: Icelandic/Britsh

I have him as Icelandic purely because of LeafSheep's "Begin at the Beginning," the King Said!! Nordic Heartslabyul has my heart. and ofc since Heartslabyul is based on Alice in Wonderland, he's half-British in my headcanons

Ace Trappola: British

Alice in Wonderland :)

I don't have much to say about Ace, I kinda don't think about him all that much

Deuce Spade: Irish

In coming up with nationality headcanons, I wanted to explore more areas in the British Isles for the Heartslabyul students and eventually decided on Deuce being Irish! I had more reasonings but its 5 am and I cannot think for the love of me.

Cater Diamond: American with English/German heritage

I see myself in Cater. He's one of my highest kins, so he's 100% from West Coast USA. It also makes a lot of sense he'd be American looking at how similar some nations in the Twisted Wonderland universe are to nations in our own world! Pyroxene is really similar to the United States from what I've researched, and Cater's valley accent in the English version of the game really hits the mark :)

As for his heritage, he's English because of Alice in Wonderland and German because I feel it fits him very well

Trey Clover: British

I don't think about Trey often enough sorry :(((

I love him though he's so silly

Savanaclaw

Leona Kingscholar: Kenyan

The Lion King takes place in the Kenya area, and so I put him there!

Jack Howl: American with Kenyan/French heritage

Another Pyroxien!

Kenyan because Savanaclaw was based on the Lion King and that's set in Kenya

French because I have a sneaking suspicion Jack is based on the wolves from Beauty and the Beast

Ruggie: South African

Ruggie was hard to find a headcanon for, but I eventually just took someone else's headcanon that said he is South African

Octavinelle

Azul Ashengrotto: Italian/French/Danish

All come from where the Little Mermaid is set in both the movie form and the Hans Christian Andersen form. The movie itself was set in the Mediterranean Sea, and I headcanon Azul's family to be from around the Nice, France area of the Mediterranean

Danish comes into play from the original source material for The Little Mermaid and the fact that the Coral Sea in Twst gets cold. Also to note, the Coral Sea on the map of Twisted Wonderland is close to the coast of the Queendom of Roses, which is pretty far north!

Jade and Floyd Leech: Danish

Putting these two together because twins

Pretty much the same reasonings as Azul, the book's settings and the Coral Sea :)

Scarabia

Kalim Al-Asim: Saudi Arabian

I'm going to be so honest, I don't think about Scarabia like... at all. So for Kalim, I'm going straight out of where Aladdin is supposed to be set

That also came as a problem, because the movie has a habit of mashing Middle Eastern cultures together. Though I did find that the movie takes place in the Arabian Desert which narrows where Aladdin was filmed to a myriad of countries, one of which is Saudi Arabia

I decided to go with Saudi Arabia since a majority of the desert does reside within that country.

Jamil Viper: Saudi Arabian/South Asian

Same thing as for my headcanons with Kalim, and I got the South Asian headcanon from a mutual on TikTok

Pomefiore

Vil Schoenheit: American with German heritage

Hollywood star here, folks!

German heritage because of Snow White's setting :)

Epel Felmier: Finnish

Ok for this headcanon I went off of the Harveston event

(hey future Bon edit here when its not 5 am and running off of no sleep)

Rook Hunt: Australian

This headcanon is for shits and giggles

It's a running joke between me and my friend that Rook is not French and is faking the accent to sound more "beautiful"

I don't know why we chose Australia specifically but it came to fruition

He can't speak proper French he's literally calling Vil the King of Fish

Ignihyde

Idia and Ortho Shroud: Greek

Hercules is set in Greece!

Diasomnia

Malleus Draconia: French

For Diasomnia I went off of movie settings once again, and Sleeping Beauty is heavily implied to be set in France!

I really feel like I should explain more but that's really most of my headcanons for them, where their movies are set

Silver: French

Silver is tough to pin down since we don't know if he's even originally from the Briar Valley, but I went with French as well

Sebek Zigvolt: French/German

(Bon please please please come back to this)

Lilia Vanrouge: French

I actually have so many nationality headcanons on this dude its not even funny

I imagine him as French, Romanian, and Dutch

And for funnies:

Royal Sword (and Rollo) (excluding the dwarves)

Neige LeBlanche: American with German/Finnish Heritage

Che'nya: British/Russian

Rollo Flamm: French

[izurusstuff]

message from junkosstuff: hello my lovelies, it’s time to write smut for my highest kin with a reader that has my ultimate >:)

cw: smut. straight up smut. sex, even. praising. mentions of bullying. also, this is a fem!reader

summary: you’re a student at hope’s peak academy, and your ultimate gets you bullied due to its nerdy nature. however, one student you crossed paths with a few times comforts you ;)

Multiplication (Ultimate Mathematician Fem!Reader x Izuru Kamukura Smut)

Once again, you sat eating your lunch in the library. It’s not like you were complaining about it, to be fair. You just took this as an opportunity to work on your ultimate, which happened to be nothing but math. After all, it was relaxing to rearrange all the numbers in your head. The way you could plug them in to get a different outcome- it was soothing, all of it.

What wasn’t soothing, though, was the cruel remarks of your classmates while you were at lunch. All you were doing was simply standing in line, yet Togami had to purposefully trip you and make you drop your lunch all over yourself… his cruel and apathetic words rang in your head over and over, which was so bad that not even numbers could help.

“Look at you… on the floor covered in your own filth like the pathetic excuse of a human you are. Have you not learned your place here? Your ultimate sounds smart, but you’re utterly useless in the grand scheme of life.”

Ouch. You knew he was mean, but that was just another level of cruelty. So cruel, in fact, that you hadn’t even noticed the tears rolling down your face that landed on your book.

“If you’re going to break down in the library, could you do it quieter?”

The new voice caused you to whip your head around, in which you noticed the familiar boy you’ve started to consider a friend; Izuru Kamukura. Much to his discretion, he didn’t expect you to look so… pitiful when you were upset. If you didn’t know any better, you could almost detect the sense of regret in his eyes.

“S-sorry. I’ll go-”

“No. Stay. I have no other source of entertainment here. Everything is boring.”

Did… Izuru actually find you interesting? Maybe you were just delusional. You were probably daydreaming this to make yourself feel better. Well, you thought it was a dream.

That was, until Izuru sat across from you as he stared straight into your eyes with a hint of concern.

“Tell me… who did this to you?”

“I-it doesn’t matter, Izu-”

“But it does. You’re sitting here across from me with tears rolling down your face. Does that not matter?”

His voice was actually sort of comforting, which was the last thing you expected. Wasn’t he supposed to be some emotionless monster? Because he was an absolute sweetheart to you. Especially during moments like these.

“I’m fine, really… Thank you.”

After your words of reassurance, you could’ve sworn you saw his lips twist into a slight smile. It was refreshing; his presence alone was like the breath of fresh air you take after being underwater for too long. His smile was even better. When you knew it was there, it was as if your jailed heart was freed from its bounds.

Little to both his and your knowledge, he felt the same way.

Izuru turned his head to look around for a moment, which caused you to raise an eyebrow in curiosity. Was he searching for something? Was he embarrassed to be with you and wanted to be sure no one saw him? Great, now you felt worse- but Izuru could detect your emerging anxiety and rested his hand on yours. Although he didn’t say anything for a while, his gaze held all of the things he needed to express.

“Try to relax. I could never be ashamed of being with you. The only people who should be ashamed are the ones who can be so evil to a beautiful human.”

Wait, beautiful-? Did he just say-?

It didn’t matter; you didn’t have the chance to think. Before you could even object, you could feel his lips getting closer to yours. Of course, you leaned in almost instantly. For such a cold human, his lips were so warm. You could dare to separate from them, nor could he separate from yours. But sharing a passionate kiss at a table wasn’t the most optimal for privacy, so he slowly stood up without breaking the kiss. Eventually, he backed you up against a wall between the bookshelves, still engaging in the kiss. For some reason, you wrapped your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist, which caused a raspy groan to release from his mouth.

And that was when you felt something pressing against your lower region.

Both you and Izuru were growing more aroused by the second, which unfortunately broke the kiss. With your lips puffed and swollen from the excessive kissing, you gave the boy a look to make sure you were on the same page. Thankfully, he was able to pick up on it and he nodded before going back in to kiss you.

The kisses weren’t enough anymore. Both of you needed more, so you pulled away to nibble on his neck and leave a few marks. That was something he definitely couldn’t have predicted, which only excited him more as his hands made their way under your shirt. Izuru’s touch was so gentle. So precise. You could’ve sworn he was an angel with how graceful he was being with you.

As those delicate hands took off your shirt, you turned your face to the side in embarrassment. Kamukura, of course, wasn’t too fond of it and gently brought your chin back to face him.

“Look at me. You are… so beautiful. The most breathtaking thing this boring world has to offer. I refuse to let you think otherwise. Let me prove it to you.”

His soft praise made you blush, but you obviously nodded. After you tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear, you felt something warm prodding at your entrance. Apparently Izuru’s fingers made their way to your cunt while he was sweet talking you.

“So wet for me already. You’re truly adorable, Y/N.”

Before you could even say anything, you felt a finger slip inside of you, causing you to let out a gasp as a reflex. Since he knew you liked it, he added another one and began to move them in and out, making you moan in tune with his thrusting.

“Those sounds… they’re so pretty. You should make them more.”

It’s not like you really had a choice, but you allowed yourself to let out even more moans as your nails dug into his back. When you heard him wince in pain, you immediately felt bad, but he merely added another finger and sped up his pace as if he was rewarding you. Your special “reward” caused a knot to build up in your stomach, which you signaled to Izuru before he added his thumb into the mix. He used it to brush across your clit, ultimately making you cum on his fingers.

“As much as I enjoy those lovely noises, I don’t want to overstimulate you, perhaps we should-”

You didn’t let him finish his sentence. Your lips attached to his yet again, this time rutting against his groin as he moaned.

“W…want you… more…”

Your neediness surprised him, but your boldness is what surprised you. You were so desperate just to feel him inside of you that you would do nearly anything, which Izuru slowly realized. He certainly didn’t mean to make you a sex-crazed slut in that moment, but he wasn’t going to complain.

“Then take off your clothes for me, will you?”

You did as he asked on near instant instinct, but you added your own little twist to give him a show. Neither of you had any idea where this version of you came from, but you couldn’t care less. Izuru couldn’t either, because seeing your bare body mesmerized him. Looks like you were able to put the world’s most powerful human under a spell of lust, because he grabbed your thighs and slammed into you without warning.

“Forgive me for being rough, I just couldn’t… wait for this-”

Izuru grunted out, his words punctuating with his thrusting. Each one made you more and more desperate for him to ruin you; babbles spilled out of your mouth as he smirked at your eagerness. All that was comprehensible were the little moans of his name, which drove him insane. He wanted to ruin you in that moment, but he couldn’t allow himself to do that to someone so innocent and pure.

“I-Izuruuu! I-I’m so close! P-please don’t stop! I love y-you!”

You couldn’t even stop yourself from your confession of love because of how good he was railing you. Instead of responding, he pressed your lips together and gently cupped your face as his forehead rested against yours. You weren’t the only one in love.

“Me too… you’re doing so good for me, darling. Just like that…”

And with those words, you came undone around your friend’s cock. You could feel that he was close too, because though the quivering legs, you felt the throbbing before a warm sensation spilled out inside of you.

“I…I love you too, Y/N…”

[yunomagic]

Sonic Wachowski Angst Headcanons (cuz im evil 😈)

OKAY so ever since i watched these movies i cant get this little blue blur out of my brain and hes literally one of my favorite characters now and shares one of the highest spots on my kin and comfort character list- and just like all the spots on my kin and comfort character list, i cook up a bunch of angsty headcanons mainly to self project and also cuz this character should suffer (/j) all that aside tho [ dumps a bunch of angst headcanons onto this sweet blue hedgie ]

Sonic eats A LOT of food when he’s stressed, mainly savory or sweet things

He fantasizes being in comic book / fantasy worlds to cope or when things get too hard for him

Sonic kins Luz Noceda from The Owl House and Sayaka Miki from Madoka Magica

Sonic has generalized anxiety, cognitive distortions, abandonment issues and people pleasing behavior

He would be the type to cry about past things he feels guilty for at 2 AM and wake up in the morning like nothing happened

He often forgets to open up to his family because he’s used to keeping his emotions to himself and crying on his own for years

Sonic struggles to keep relationships stable because he’s never been in a real family before

^^^ Therefore he attempts to seek validation by doing grand gestures and by trying to fulfill the role of being a superhero

He apologizes way too much whenever he thinks he did something wrong, its almost like an instinct

He’s afraid he’ll accidentally push away his relationship with his parents and his brothers because he believes he may be a danger to all of them

During a spike of anxiety, Sonic will either be holding back the urge to cry or throw up

Sonic pretends to be confident and act like he’s the best when he actually feel’s like he’s the worst

^^^ He has a hard time valuing himself because he thinks it’s selfish

Sonic self projects onto his favorite characters to cope (sounds familiar huh /hj)

Sonic makes diary entries in the form of videos because he’d rather articulate his thoughts in the form of talking rather than writing

He almost thinks he doesn’t deserve the affection he gets from his family, even though he’s been craving for it since forever

For a long time he avoided calling Maddie, “Mom” because of his past trauma with Longclaw

Hes quick to blame himself for things that arent his fault (past self blame with Longclaw’s death lead to that)

Sonic is selfless to the point where he thinks about sacrificing himself for the ones he cares about

Sonic has a mental breakdown playlist on Spotify

And thats all of it I think??? I just saw the little hedgehog and blasted him with the self projection beam. Sorry little buddy. Thanks for reading these btw!! Hope you enjoyed them <3

[akunari]

˜”*°• Signs I am an Angel Dust kin •°*”˜

I'm writing down the similarities with my kins. This post is about my Angel Dust identity, so I advise you to read the wiki to understand better.

It can be different for anyone. It doesn't mean you are less or more Angel Dust than I am, okay? I made this to help people who are kinsidering but also to help me. Because you'll see, I have some behaviors or thoughts that are very toxic that I want to get rid of.

I made a list to be less triggering as possible. If you know Hazbin Hotel, you can already know what kind of things you can find on my list.

Anyway, good reading~

(Sorry for the mistakes, English isn't my native language~)

basic things to start with

green eyes, name starting with 'a', european, the date of birth is the 1st of the month…

ITALIAN FOOD!!!

huge fan of pastas (lasagna, ravioli, carbonara…)

prefer fruits over candies

i like cooking

i like to suck...

POPSICLES!

gay femboy~

actually, achillean, but it's still gay

feminine curves (I'm transmasc, I'm a damn curvy man~)

long nails, ALWAYS

fishnets and high boots~

prefer shorts over skirts

feminine body language and mannerisms I just slay~

animal lover!!!

pet owner of two baby kitties~ i would give my life for them

cats, pigs, and cows as pets ♡

i hate moths, too scary

my personality is rather...particular?

arrogant when i dislike you, a tease when i like you

sassy and sarcastic

confident on the outside...

but insecure on the inside.

a sister who is like a bestie~

let's talk about traumas now!

family trauma!

overly sexualized since my childhood, yeah

but i like looking sexy tho

i hate my dad

alcoholic dad and alcoholic family

but my mom's side is neat, so it's fine

if my mom wasn't a sweetie, i would have become like my dad-

my dad makes drugs~

he learned me how to do so

but nope, i won't do that

SA traumas~

love/hate relationship with abuser

it was my step dad, he was a father to me

he is out of my life now, tho

unfortunately, when you have a feminine body, sexual harassment never stops-

PTSD, depression, anxiety because why not

convince people only want to abuse me if they come talking to me trauma related

want a solid relationship built on respect, with someone who values me and wants to be with me…

but don't believe it's possible

because i'm just an object for men, right?

also, a good culture in sex subject without really knowing why

even if i'm aroace, i enjoy the idea of bdsm for some reasons

when i dream, if i encounter an abuser, i give them my body almost immediately

i prefer choosing to give it to them rather than being forced to

toxic, but i know i would do the same irl

i don't watch porn

~~inferiority and superiority complex~~

don't like being seen as vulnerable so…

masking at all cost!!!

"i'm doing just fine, darling." nope

i can handle myself.

but can someone help me..?

self desctuctive

negative self-talk and neglective of myself mostly

i get addicted too easily

to people AND things...

subscribed to toxic people, in friendship mostly

have a few friends i would give my life for

so protective, loyal and caring for them

i prefer being hurt than seeing them hurt

fear of abandonment

often feel like i don't worth people affection

i'm too messy

but i want to be better

overall, a loser baby traumatized boy

That's all I was thinking about! I'm not very proud of being this way, but I can't deny it. I didn't want to have Angel as a kin for a lot of those reasons and also because since I kinfirmed him, flashbacks and memories (from both my current life and kin life) are more recurrent.

I will do the same with my other kins but I wanted to start with my highest kin.

[oharaist]

y tu que?

a/n: love u miguel..highest kin right here.... anywasy this is where flor and miguel meet! they have a father - daughter relationship.

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Flor was flung into the weird portal. She blinked, her eyes meeting the harsh bright lighting. She hissed and shielded her eyes. Flor rubbed her eyes, careful not to scratch herself. She opened them and saw a rather short boy staring at her in awe. Flor quickly looked around, it looked like an empty office room. She attempted to get up but was immediately met with a surging pain that shot to her legs. She let out a strained breath as she looked at the boy. Flor clutched her side as she propped herself up.

¿Quién eres? ¿Dónde está Marcos?” She narrowed her eyes on the boy. The boy continued to look at her before snapping out of it. 

“Oh! Ehm.. I’m Porter. Nice to meet you!” He held his hand out. Flor looked at his hand then back at Porter. He took note of the scowl on her face. 

Geez, what's her problem okay maybe it’s because I accidentally sucked her into the portal… Well, it was an accident!! I think…

He retracted his hand, looking down in shame. “I guess you’re wondering where you are… funny thing is I don’t know either..” Porter laughed nervously, hoping to get a reaction from her. She remained stoic.

“What’s your name?” “Flor.” “Oh! Like a flower right?” Flor nodded. “So. You don’t know where we are, correct?” Flor said, clutching her side. As she looked down at her gloves, she saw the blood soaking her hand. She sighed and continued to grab her side, looking back up at Porter. 

Porter shook his head. “No… and I didn’t even mean to take you with me! I mean, I feel like I kinda saved you from that crazy guy-” Porter was pacing the room. “That crazy guy is my brother.” Flor snapped her head in Porter’s direction, paying no mind to the pain she felt in her neck when she did. 

“Oh..I’m sorry. Uhm..his costume looked cool! Even though he was trying to kill you..” Porter mumbled the last part to himself, but Flor still heard. “Can you just please…take me back.” “Oh about that.. I don’t exactly know how to go back” Flor eyes widened, her red eyes soon taking on a look of annoyance. “What do you mean, you don’t know how.”

Porter gulped. “Well, I’ve never had to go back before.. I mean at least it looks nice here right? We could’ve gotten stuck in a real shit universe-” Porter’s nervous laughter was interrupted by Flor’s sudden movement. She was now in front of Porter, an ominous look in her eyes. While she was still grabbing her side, she looked down at Porter. They were relatively the same height, Flor being only a couple inches taller than him. Her breathing was shallow and short. “Get me home.” She said, her voice above a whisper. Porter once again gulped and quickly nodded. “I’ll uhm..try!” “Don’t try. Do.” “Yeah.. I’ll ..fix it” Porter mumbled, turning away to fidget with his gadgets. Flor sighed and sat back down, swallowing hard. 

She looked around the room, it looked futuristic, techy. Flor closed her eyes and wiped the tears that were forming at her eyes. She sighed.. It wasn’t Porter’s fault. Flor was just ..angry. 

At whom?

 Herself?

 Her mother for hiding such a big secret? 

At..Marcos?

 She shook her head. No time to wallow in self pity. As Porter struggled to figure out a way to get Flor back home, she leaned against the cold metal wall. She closed her eyes and took slow breaths, as if that would help with the sharp pains she felt at her side. 

Suddenly, there was a loud, ear piercing alarm that sounded off. Flor’s hands flew to her ears, covering them. Porter looked around, confused. 

“What is that?” Flor huddled closer to her knees, forgetting about the gash on her side. 

Porter struggled to answer, he simply shook his head. The lights went down, and instead there was a flighting bright red light, illuminating their faces. 

The doors opened, and they could see the hundreds of people running down the hallways. Flor squinted her eyes and saw the same symbols on their chests. Spider symbols. Her eyes widened. Maybe she wasn’t alone. They all passed by, not taking a look into the room. Flor rose to her feet, looking into the hallway. Her eyes watched them, curious as to why they were hurrying to an unknown location. Porter stood near her, also watching them. It was common for him to see people who looked like him, but he had never seen this many people…

The adrenaline wore off and Flor felt a straight shot of pain at her side. She yelped and clutched her side, leaning against the frame of the door. Porter quickly rushed to her side, holding her upright. “Are you-” 

“You!” an unfamiliar voice shouted at both Porter and Flor. Both their heads snapped in the direction of the voice. It came from a large man, walking towards them. 

Porter and Flor looked at each other. The strange man came closer.

From the looks of his suit…he didn’t look like the rest of the spiders. He reached the empty office space and stood in front of both of them. 

“You two don’t look familiar.” His mask scrunched in suspicion. 

“Show your IDs.” Porter panicked, stumbled back, accidentally opened another portal and fell through it. 

There was an awkward silence. 

Flor turned back to face the man. She blinked. Her hand was still covering her side. Her blood dripped onto the floor. 

“Who are you?” He asked, crossing his arms. 

Before Flor could answer, she blinked several times, and stumbled back. She fell onto the floor, the blood pooling around her. 

The man looked at her for a little too long. He sighed, picked her up, and took her to the medical bay.

“Lyla?”

“Yes Miguel?” 

“Check her vitals.” 

Lyla nodded and then pulled a chart. “There’s not much information on her…even though it seems she is a spider. She has a large lateral cut on the right side of her body. She has lost a lot of blood.” Miguel nodded. The door opened and Miguel placed her on the table, hooking her up to the machines. 

Miguel stood back and observed her. 

“Lyla, could you bring up her files again.” 

A large monitor appeared in front of Miguel, displaying Flor’s information. A holographic image of Flor appeared, her side profile, fangs, and claws on full display. 

Miguel pursed his lips and read the very limited information on her. 

“Interesting… I’ve never met another spider that has…fangs…and talons too..”  There was a tense silence.

“Lyla…you don’t think she could be..” “No. She is not your offspring. Although she does share many qualities such as fangs, venom, claws, and red eyes, she is full Mexican, unlike you. And her parents are listed here.” 

Lyla appeared next to the information. Miguel scanned the information. He read it over and over again. 

“..That’s strange… She does not follow the canon…” “You also don’t follow the canon” Lyla quipped. 

Miguel threw a cold glance at her. She smiled sweetly at him. 

He continued to stare at her face. She had three very specific moles on her face. She reminded him of …Gabriella. He shook his head.

“Well…it says here, she’s not meant to join. There’s something off about this. I will question her when she wakes up.” “Whatever you say boss.” Lyla saluted and continued to monitor Flor’s condition. 

A couple of hours later, Flor slowly opened her eyes. The soft lighting of the medical bay stung her eyes. She tried to get up but noticed she was hooked up to many machines. 

“Don’t panic, you’re safe here.” Lyla appeared next to her. 

Flor jumped slightly, but settled down. She stared at Lyla. 

“Who…are you?” 

“My name is Lyla, which stands for LYrate Lifeform Approximation. In other words, I am a program.” Flor rubbed her head. “Where am I?” “You’re in Spider Society. Or at least the medical bay. You got a pretty nasty gash on your side. Most likely from a mechanical wing, is that right?” Flor slowly nodded her head, remembering the battle she had with…Marcos…before she got sucked into the portal.

Lyla nodded. 

“Miguel asked me to monitor you.” “Who?” “Oh right, the big man who was interrogating you before you passed out.”

“Is he your boss?” “That’s what he thinks but between us? I’m the real boss around here.” 

“That’s enough Lyla.” Miguel suddenly said, appearing from the shadows. 

Lyla shrugged and stood back. 

Flor gulped and anxiously looked at Miguel. 

“I’m not going to hurt you,” He said, putting his hands up, “My name is Miguel. Miguel O’hara. I just want to know who you are and why you are here.” 

Flor nodded. 

“My name is Flor Guadalupe Reyes Ramirez Flores. I don’t know how I got here… I mean one minute I’m fighting…and the next I wake up in an empty office with a boy, who I don’t even know…I just want to go home.” Flor sighed. 

Miguel hummed.  

“Unfortunately… we can’t send you home just yet.” Flor’s face fell a bit. “What do you mean?” 

Miguel tapped his wrist, bringing up a timeline. 

He pointed at a certain point. There, he brought up a sort of recreation of the scene before Flor was transported. 

“According to the Arachnoid Humanoid Poly Multiverse…which you probably just know as the multiverse.. you were supposed to have reconciled with your…enemy?” He looked at Flor for confirmation, and she nodded slowly. 

“But since that event was disrupted it’s likely the universe could collapse on itself. That event is known as a canon event.” 

“Collapse on itself?!” Flor’s eyes widened. 

“Don’t worry. I’ve been monitoring your home universe. Everything is strangely stable. In fact, it worries me more that it is stable and shows no signs of collapsing.” 

“But…why can’t I go back? If my ..universe .. is stable, why can’t I go back?” 

Miguel sighed. 

“It might disrupt the stability. Hence, creating a chain reaction of events. And if your leaving didn’t cause a collapse, you going back might cause that.” Lyla chimed in. 

Flor pondered. 

“I guess you’re right..better safe than sorry?” Flor looked up at Miguel and for a brief second, he swore he saw Gabriella in her eyes. She looked at him the way a daughter looks for guidance in her father. 

“Correct.” Miguel nodded. Flor sat up, looking at the large cut on her suit. She sighed. 

“You don’t happen to have a sewing kit do you?” Flor laughed lightly, hoping to break the tension between them. 

Miguel looked at her suit. It looked homemade. 

“Did you make that yourself?” He pointed at the very intricate detailing of the suit. 

“Oh, yeah pretty much. Most of the material I already had, just added what I needed.” She pulled out her mask and handed it to Miguel. He observed the material of the mask. It felt thick, but not thick enough to protect Flor. He saw the mask had a sort of engraved flower detailing… He squinted at the fabric. Miguel handed the mask back to Flor. 

“It’s impressive. May I see your talons?” “Sure.” Flor raised her hand and unsheathed her claws. 

Miguel motioned if he could take a closer look and she nodded. 

He gently held her hand close to his face. The boney feature coming out from the tips of her fingers. She had scars on her hands. 

“Does it hurt?” “Everytime.” Miguel looked up at her and saw the melancholic look. Miguel let go of her hand and removed his own glove and showcased his claws. Flor’s eyes lit up like a christmas tree. “You have claws too?” She immediately grabbed his hand and began to inspect them. They were similar to her’s, except they were bigger. And looked sharper. 

Miguel was taken aback by her sudden movement and looked at Lyla. Lyla shrugged. 

“Sorry…I’ve just never met anyone who had claws like me.” She let go of his hand, embarrassed. 

“Don’t fret. You have scars on your mouth. I assume you have fangs as well?” 

Flor opened her mouth, nodding. 

“Interesting. It intrigues me that you share many traits. And yet, you are 100% human.” 

Flor tilted her head. “Are you not..human?” “No I am-” “Even though he doesn’t act like it.” Lyla butted in, giggling. Miguel gave an annoyed look to her. “As I was saying…I am. It’s a long story, but in short: I am 50% spider DNA. Which is why I have these features. It says in your file that you were bitten. So it’s interesting to see that you have these features as well.” 

He looked at her hands once again and 

noticed that she did not have web dispensers. 

“Do you have organic webbing?” 

Flor sighed and nodded. 

“A pain in the ass sometimes…if my wrist is covered I can’t use my webs and all that..” “I understand. I have the same problem.”

Flor looked at the floor. 

Miguel cleared his throat. “Enough about me, I think you need a new suit.”

“A new suit? But..I think I could just patch up this suit and it’ll be fine..” “Fair point, but it does not provide enough protection. You look like you’ve been through hell and back.” 

Flor shrugged. 

“Follow me.” Miguel began to walk. Flor hopped off the table and it became clear of their height difference. She felt small compared to him. She followed behind him, her eyes darting around Spider Society. 

All the other Spiders looked at Flor with intrigue. 

There was one specific spider that took special note of Flor. Flor made eye contact with her, and looked away blushing. Anya continued to look at Flor. Flor noticed this and sheepishly put her mask back on. 

Miguel led her to a specialized room. There were already Spiders in there, designing new suits, testing out new features. Flor stayed close to Miguel. He took her to an empty room, the different suit prototypes already being displayed. “Here, you can design a newer, improved and more durable suit. Do you mind if I ..assist you?” Flor shook her head. “I just have one request.. Is it okay if.. I keep the fabric? Or at least make it more durable? It’s… special to me.” 

Miguel looked at her suit. The dark emerald coloring almost looked black. 

“I don’t see why not. I will need the suit itself then. Lyla can lend you some clothing.” 

Lyla appeared next to Miguel, ready to help Flor. 

Flor followed Lyla, leaving Miguel alone in the room. 

Something about Flor… he felt that there was a cosmic connection. Something deeper that connected them. He was unusually kind to her. Flor came back into the room, in casual clothing, shaking Miguel out of his thoughts. 

She handed him the suit carefully. Miguel placed the suit in the programming. 

He began typing away, Flor watching behind him. 

“I assume you want to keep the gold and green color scheme. So, all we’re going to do is make the fabric stronger, improve the wrist and glove area, and if you want, change the emblem a bit.” 

Flor nodded in agreement. She watched as Miguel tweaked certain aspects of her suit, the webbing, the emblem, the boots. 

After a while, Miguel was done. He handed her the new suit. It was a lot more technological, much to Flor’s distaste. But she simply took it, smiling softly at Miguel. 

“Try it on and we can test it out.” 

Miguel stood on the balcony watching Flor dodge the obstacles and shots thrown at her. She was very agile, very light on her feet. She flipped through the air, landing on her feet. She got through the course with very little injuries.

“How is it?” Miguel asked, coming down to the training level.

“I like it..it definitely helps.” She gave him a small smile. 

Miguel looked at Flor, when she smiled, it was like Gabriella’s smile. Flor had small whisker dimples. Just like Gabriella. There were too many similarities for Miguel. He was starting to get suspicious. 

He cleared his throat.

“Listen Flor, I know that the canon says you are not supposed to join…but I’m willing to make an exception. You have skill sets that are much needed and .. seeing that you cannot return to your world, I wouldn’t want to abandon you. So,” He pulled out a blank I.D. card, “What do you say?” 

Flor looked at the card, then back at Miguel. She nodded, taking the card in her hand, feeling it. 

“Welcome to the team. Lyla will show you around, I have work to do.” Miguel smiled softly and Lyla guided Flor.

Miguel returned to his office, and pulled up Flor’s files. He looked at her information over and over. A name stood out to him. 

Marcos.

There was only one mention of Marcos, and it was right before Flor entered the portal. Miguel sat down, looking at the name. He began typing, searching. 

It was going to be a long night for Miguel.

[beanghostprincess]

i love and relate to Usopp sooo much, hes like one of my highest kins. not only cause of his anxiety, but when i was younger (and now, not just as much) i was a chronic liar. it was mostly a trauma response due to my neglectful parents, and id usually lie to make myself sound cooler or to get attention and i wouldnt rlly be able to control it. just seeing him do the exact same thing and still have people care for him is like. huh. so that can happen. (sorry if this is worded weirdly im bad at articulating my thoughts sometimes)

I love Usopp kinnies SO much. I am literally surrounded by them, honestly. My best friend is an Usopp kinnie and my fiancé too. They're my pookies. I luv them. Does this have anything to do with my own kin list? Probably!

I'm sorry you had to lie because of your parents. If it makes you feel any better I can just go and kick them. Parents should care about their children. You shouldn't have to lie to get people's attention, I'm sure you're a wonderful person without needing to do it. Although it's not something that you can't actually control most of the time, so,,, You're a wonderful person anyway, I'm sure. You deserved!!! Love!!! And attention!!! And people will love you no matter what!!! That thing doesn't establish whether you deserve love or not. I'm so so happy that at least you found comfort in Usopp. He's just,,, He's such a great character. He brings me so much comfort too. But that's just because I love him a lot and he's 100% the type of person I'd be friends with.

I know the feeling, by the way. Sanji is one of my highest kins too. And WCI changed my life because?? Wow??? Sanji sabotaging and sacrificing himself constantly like the stubborn, people-pleaser idiot he is because of his issues with his family and Luffy wanting him anyway??? The way they love him??? AND WANO????? Sanji there fucked me up completely. He's just like me fr. And I swear, watching a show that tells you "hey, is this who you are? Look at this character who's like you get loved!! Because they deserve love!!" it's just the most cathartic thing in the world. Not to mention Robin saying she wants to live. And Nami asking for help after being alone for so long. Like- One Piece really changes lives, huh.

[everybody-loves-purdy]

How would you rank the warrior cats villains?

I’m going to do two lists here I’m going to rank them from favourite to least favourite, and then rank them based on how objectively good villains I feel they are

I can’t fit every warriors villain or this list will go on forever but I’ll rank everyone notable (so not characters like Dodge and Stripe) and I won’t count cats I would consider henchmen (such as Bone and Darkstripe). And characters who have had a redemption arc I won’t include here either, this list is reserved for those with no regrets and went to the grave satisfied with their work (so no Skystar, Blackstar or Breezepelt here). Also cats that fit under the “antagonist” banner rather than “villain” won’t be included (I.e Berryheart, Tigerheartstar, Bramblestar).

I think I’ve got all the characters that can qualify for this list but if you feel I’ve forgotten anyone please let me know!

Alright all that out of the way, on with the list:

Fav ranking (Most to least)

Darktail. He’s just so cool, this guy is my second favourite warrior cat only behind Brightheart, he’s terrifying villain and an excellent character.

Scourge

Tigerstar 1

Hawkfrost. Fanon is probably influencing me more than canon here.

Mapleshade

Ashfur

Sol

Sleekwhisker

Brokenstar

One Eye. I honestly don’t remember much of him but I feel like he would rank higher if he was fresher in my mind. He should have lasted more than one book.

Fury. Wasted potential, cool backstory and appearance though.

Slash. Utter disappointment of an end of arc villain.

Thistleclaw. You know why.

Objectively best to worst

Darktail. I know I have a bias. And I know people are going to disagree here. But this guy brought 3 clans to their knees. He drove SkyClan out, ShadowClan literally stopped existing all together because of him. He has the highest known kill count of any warrior cat. And that’s just people he’s ended the life of himself, it’s not counting the many others who have died as a result of his actions. He’s physically strong and intimidating as well as a major manipulator and extremely sadistic. He uses kittypets as cannon fodder, he drowns cats to execute them, he ripped out his deputy’s eye just as a warning. There is just so much to say about this character that I won’t fit in here but he truly is excellent. And to top it all off, he actually achieved his goal, he got his revenge against his father. This current arc would absolutely not be happening without him.

Ashfur. Close second. I only say second because he failed in his goal to keep Squirrelflight to himself and all the other stuff was just kind of collateral damage. I also can’t get over the lack of explanation for how he actually achieves most of what he does. Oh well he almost destroys heaven and hell (by digging a tunnel, ok) and that definitely counts for something. His powers are scary and despite things being a little off the rails he’s still a scary and effective villain. Him as the imposter? Excellent and chilling.

Tigerstar 1. Close third.What can I say he’s a classic and serves his role excellently, what a fantastic first overarching villain for the franchise.

Mapleshade

Scourge

Brokenstar. Almost destroyed ShadowClan in his pursuit for conquest.

One Eye (again, I definitely need to read this guys book since I don’t remember too much)

Hawkfrost. Tigerstar lite

Sol. Very pathetic man but still managed to manipulate cats. He didn’t ultimately end up doing that much but still.

Thistleclaw.

Sleekwhisker. She barely qualifies for this list tbh, she’s definitely just another Kin henchman until River of Fire. Maybe one day she’ll come back and be great but what we have is just isn’t sorry. Conceptually she’s super interesting and cool but canon never quite delivers.

Fury. A massive waste of potential so now she’s just kind of forgettable.

Slash. I have to actively keep reminding myself he exists.

[vincord]

do you have any other songs you associate with milgram ... (blinks cutely)

I listened to the songs by ashbury heights you mentioned in one of your previous posts and they all fit SO WELL?? I was mind blown

Not really, to be honest :[ That is, they won't cause a mind blown like Ashbury Heights songs, I guess. The songs I wrote about earlier are suitable for Kazui in my opinion with absolutely every line and sound. In the rest, which I will write, I prefer to ignore some of the lines. Sorry. Almost all of my song associations are related to the Kazui's case, so. idk why. __ "S.T.O.P. The Sun" and "Sometimes" by And One. (Initially, I only thought about the first song, but after the last answers to the questions where Kazui talks about his father, I realized that "sometimes" is also incredibly suitable for him)

I mean

Daddy said that I'm a good boy, 'cause I always did his will, But I can't remember, Was it me? How did I feel? I call them family, But in the heart of hearts I know, There's something wrong with me, What can I do?

IT'S ABSOLUTELY HIM!!!!1!! PLEASE!!! and I say this not only because he is my highest kin and because I really feel this song. absolutely not. _ And sometimes I think about "Advance" by Diorama. I'm not sure I got the lyrics right. seem to me somewhat confusing and complicated + not in my native language. But I like to associate this song with him too.

Life-recovering sleep Reveling in self-contained illusions Illusive flowers obey the dawn Is it my way ramifying before me Paralyzed with sadness here I am Carry me - anywhere and she'll be waiting Let me be - resting by her patiently and Maybe she - will shatter all the truth inside my Agony - a promised word to save the silence

It's like a hope that marriage with Hinako and she herself will somehow help him and save him from torment, but this does not happen. _ Of the songs in Russian, I like to associate with him "Love Songs" by Ug 404 and Leg Band. (The first line of the song contains a mention of self harm and I prefer not to take it into account, unlike the rest of the song)

The walls are aggressively pressing We are just the cogs of the system I can't save you And there is no warmth and there is no hope either Only for you in the dark will I turn on the light

the realization that both are trapped, but Hinako is still dear to him as a friend and he cannot leave her.

+ "Lights" by Grandfather's Sweater. This song has already appeared here.

__ I would also like to mention Fuuta and Kotoko. I associate both of them with the songs of the russian band Pornofilmy (don't let the name fool you. they don't sing about something obscene). The songs of this band are about politics, simply put. Injustice of the authorities, inaction of the police, or vice versa, abuse of authority, despair and so on. It is difficult now to insert lines of text from some of their songs into the post for example. It's just hard for me to listen to these songs, but it seems to me that they are very suitable for these two.

__ Maybe there would be more examples here if I could listen well to foreign languages (I mean, I perceive a foreign text normally and an approximate translation immediately goes through my head. but in the case of songs, when you need to listen to it, there are problems with fast processing of information. so). Still, I listen to a lot of songs, but I don't always listen to the lyrics. Maybe sometime in the future this list of associations will be replenished.

Thank you for this question!! I am VERY glad that you asked it. I hope I haven't loaded you with too much information ^^' I waited a whole year in the fandom to write a huge canvas of text about song associations. no jokes

and it's not really a song association or anything. but

I spent my days by the red lights And I was bored to tears A never saw a shade of green I never shifted gears

"Traffic" by Ashbury Heights.

[little-watcher]

My goodness, you can learn. There's progress to be made, but—you're doing better. Well done, sweetheart. I suppose I ought not be so surprised—your kin are quick studies, even in things so abstract as subtlety.

Since you're improving, my dear, I'll drop you another clue as to my identity. You remind me a little of my nephew, though when we met he was far more mature than you are, despite having been younger.

Though, you know, I don't think I know much of you save for that you serve the Watcher, and that you have some... appropriately tragic past—though it's not as though you've let anyone forget those two facts. Tell me about yourself, if you'd like—your tastes in music, your hobbies, that sort of thing. I'm curious as to who you are beyond the Powers—for all of us have parts of our lives that are not wholly dedicated to them, even children of the Mother.

Oh, and I note you've asked Jonah who I may be? He does know me, you're right—but he won't be giving up my secrets so easily. We've an understanding older than you are, silly little owl.

-🕸

i- th-thank you? i think? i, um.. i didn’t mean to make that my entire personality im.. i’m sorry. i’m sorry. for asking jonah, for.. i’m sorry. i, um.. i like to draw. i draw things often, and i do like to listen to music. i like sir chloe, and i like will wood, and, uh, i think my favorite singer is paris paloma. back when i was in school, i did theater. behind the scenes, i loved paint the sets, and, and stage managing. observing the actors in the highest moments and getting to heighten it. i like painting a bit outside of scenic design, too. not often, but sometimes. i.. i don’t. um. what are your pronouns? i. i’d like to know how to refer to you. i mean, you don’t, um, have to say, i just don’t want to be rude. i’ve been rude enough already. i’m- i’m sorry, again, for talking to jonah. he’s right. i should fight my own battles. not that this is a battle, i just.. i’m sorry. i’m sorry.

[yaboirezzy]

My kin list as animatronics/suits in my FNAF fangame in 10 words or less (Part 1/Game 1)

Luz - Freddy but she can go through either hallways (and unlike Freddy she can appear at the door position like Anne (Bonnie) and Molly (Chica), and if repelled she'll go back to the stage instead of either hallway corner. Also these don't count as 'words' since they're explanations for any new or remade mechanic)

Anne - Bonnie but she can sometimes switch to the right hall (which is why you need to check the cameras so you won't get caught off guard, but the way to repell her is the same, just close the door if you see her in the door position)

Molly - Chica but she can sometimes switch to the left hall (same deal as Anne)

Naruto - Foxy but with more phases yet a faster movement opportunity (unlike Foxy's four phases of movement our boy have double the amount with over eight, but the reason for this is because his movement opportunity is almost two times faster than Foxy's, Foxy having a chance every 5.01s while Naruto have one every 2.52s)

Akko - Golden Freddy but she's an actual threat, not a secret (she can appear in any camera but will wait for you to put the monitor down and up again to get rid of her)

Izuku - He can copy the previous five's moveset, pay close attention! (-on his location and placement/pose on the cameras)

Skid and Pump - You can't see them anywhere, you gotta listen for them (if you hear their shuffling and/or snickers on either side of the office then close the door until you hear either of them groan in dissatisfaction)

Erma - Don’t look at her, she really hates being watched (similar to the phantoms in FNAF 3 she'll appear on the camera you're viewing/left on with an audio cue, and if you stare at her for too long then she'll jumpscare you, except this one obviously kills you unlike FNAF 3, the amount of time you have to switch away or flip down the monitor also decreases depending on how high the A.I. Level is set with the lowest giving you 80s and the highest giving you 3.40s)

Satina - Go look for her, she likes playing hide and seek (the reversal to Erma's mechanics where you need to find and look at her for a bit to prevent a game over screen, but stay sharp because she can be active at the same time as/overlap with Erma meaning you'll have to deal with them one at time or you might even forget about the others who are still active while you search for her, thankfully her A.I. is easier than Erma's with the lowest giving you 90s and the highest giving you 5.40s)

So yeah...this was...a thing I'm sorry everyone, I did say that the movie gave me the mood for this-

[necroangelz]

💉🪽 for ask game :33!!

sorry fur responding to this late!! I'm sorry as well fur anyone who sent 🪽 in my inbox, i haven't had the energy to infodump so I've just put them on hold 😞😞 but I'll get to them slowly!

『 💉 』

a kin memory

sharing a small memory from one of my highest IDs, ocean queen Lizzie from empires SMP season 1! i remember standing on the shores of a sandy beach, feeling the waves wash over my legs, im pretty sure i had already transformed into the axolotl queen by then. it was a bright sunny day and it was peaceful. there were seagulls or something. i was mainly focused on the water, how they looked under the sun, their clearness and tranquility, and how they moved with the waves. back when i used to meditate, id focus on this memory because it brought me a lot of peace and happiness ^_^

『 🪽 』

infodump about an oc

now I will be infodumping about a recent oc i made for a roleplay with my partner and friend! her name is Clarion Aria Usher, or just Aria

picrew linkie. here's a link to her playlist as well

and YES, i do roleplay, so what!? i love writing, and i love collaborating with my loved ones to create a story together. and for the record, i write about 2-4 or more paragraphs per response, depending on the scene and my mood. so i do some serious writing when i roleplay and it's not just some simple one liners with asterisks.

so the roleplay is basically this zombie apocalypse story, where the zombies are similar to the cordyceps zombies from the last of us (that was my idea hehe) and we're still in the early stages of the apocalypse. like, not everything has been destroyed and abandoned yet, and the government is still a thing and they're still trying to maintain control, but they won't be able to keep up a facade of control any longer.

I'm also going to quickly mention Aria's inspirations: her family was heavily based on the ushers from the fall of the house of usher (2023). aria herself was only partly inspired by Fallon Carrington from Dynasty (2017). the media that inspired he will be veeeryy obvious when i talk about her LMAO

okay! so. Aria's family, the ushers, is this super rich and super influential family. as in like, they practically control most of the globe. the Usher dynasty is very big (like, imagine the usher kids from tfothou didnt die and a lot of them had kids or something) and each family focuses on their own industry. media and entertainment, power and energy, medicine, technology, etc. Aria's family focuses on energy (like the Carringtons). so you could immediately understand that Aria's life was privileged and glamorous. she practically had endless money to throw around, her family's name assured she had protection and respect wherever she went, everything was handed to her on a diamond encrusted platter, etc etc.

aria was still encouraged to work for what she wanted, and she did attempt to start her own company rather than work at her father's. but she still struggled with trying to become independent because she's so used to relying on people

because like Aria's a little bitch yk. during the roleplay i plan for her to heavily rely on the other characters and expect her teammates to serve her and always help her, despite not contributing anything herself. i want her to treat her teammates condescendingly, like shit. she wants everything to go her way, because for all her life that's how everything went, but now things aren't like that anymore because her aunt (aunt Victorine... wHWUAJUDHAH /ref) let a virus she was experimenting with break out from her laboratory and infect an entire city.

(okay well, it's a bit deeper than that. certain conditions in the environment allowed the virus to inhabit human bodies and spread so quickly, and these conditions were caused by the actions of the ushers. certain issues in society made it harder for regular people to live well during the virus lockdown, and these societal issues were once again caused by the ushers. so yeah they had a hand in a lot of things, directly or indirectly).

and that infected city is the city aria is currently trapped in. and for lore reasons she has to actually fight to get out of this city because her family dumped her there and left her behind.

so yeah! that's her current situation. i plan that her character arc will involve finally realizing her family's evil, exploitation, and damage, and turning her back on them so she can change for the better :3

oh yeah and Aria's nonhuman cause i thought that'd be cool. her mom is sort of an avian (hey idk what her species would be called) and her name Clarion was inspired by her mother, but she hates her mother so she doesn't use that name. she hates that she looks a lot like her mother. oh yeah and also aria can't fly because she got her wings clipped when she was 18. I'll write something about that someday. it's supposed to be a painful event

anyway I'm going to show some snippets of my writing for aria as a bonus for anyone who's read this far :3

i don't have much to show for her because we're literally still in the first scene LMAO but I'm excited to see how this goes!

[animatorweirdo]

Beneath the blinding lights

You are trying to tolerate the sun's heat. You also have a discussion about your curse with Maglor.

Warnings: death of orcs, some Noldor being brutal, mentions of assaults, reader getting a heatstroke, looking pale and a bit sick, mentions of cases involving people dying.

Chapter 6

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You watched as the elves rode after the orcs, yelling commands in elvish and shooting arrows in the warg rider’s heads and allowing those on foot to drag the bodies into piles and burn them. Shivers nearly ran through your spine. Maglor and his kin were ruthless when it came to killing orcs. The rabid ghoul-looking creatures had no chance against them— they were running away like rats getting chased by cats. 

The sight kind of reminded you of your time in Maglor’s former fortress. How violent the orcs were and how they nearly beat you to death and did it again and nearly assaulted Melui. You had no sympathy for them, so seeing them die did not bother you. Not to mention, the taste of their flesh and blood was disgusting. 

You don’t usually like the taste of blood and flesh in your mouth when you return to normal, but the taste of orc was so bad you could taste it through the beast’s control and sense its disgust. It was a groundbreaking surprise because wendigos are not supposed to be picky eaters. They ate anything, and now there was something they did not like. Oh, how the news would have caused a shock in your world. 

“Hey, (Name)! Could you help me pick some items from the wagons?” Faye suddenly called out for you. “Uhh… yeah, sure!” you follow her through the campsite. 

You walk together while listening to the ongoing purging of orcs, “It’s getting pretty wild, eh?” you motioned toward the hunt. “Yes. It seems after every dead orc. There’s always a new batch somewhere,” Faye replied as she watched with you. “It’s troublesome. In Valinor, we never had to worry about such a thing,” she mentions. “What was it like in Valinor?” you asked curiously. 

“It was… peaceful. The streets were filled with music and laughing children, followed by their parents scolding and street vendors trying to compete for the highest profit,” Faye described with a fond look. “I remember my mother bringing me to an herbal shop, and my nose was filled with many exotic scents of herbs and plants. I believe that’s where I got my passion for herbs and healing,” she smiles as you listen. “And I remember taking a handful of citrus leaves and putting them in my mouth since I was a little elfling at the time, “ she says, making you giggle at the thought since it was the most childlike thing to do. 

“Did they taste good?” you asked. “Oh, I believe my mouth was crying for a whole week for how sour and bitter those leaves were,” Faye chuckled as you laughed. 

She sighs. “Those were peaceful times. There were no trifles, no orcs, and the two trees stood proudly, banishing the darkness with their light,” her expression soured. “Then Morgoth was freed, and he destroyed them, our only source of light,” she started. “He stole Feanor’s greatest creations, the silmarils, that could have restored the trees and killed our high king, Finwe, Prince Maglor’s grandfather,” she mentions. You looked at her empathically. 

“It all happened so fast. I wasn’t even certain what was happening,” Faye said. “I was attending a feast with my family, then the lights went out, the darkness came, our king was dead, and then we were rebelling against the valar,” she said. “It was such chaos,”

“I’ll bet. I can’t imagine what it would be like if the sun suddenly went out,” you stated. 

“How did you end up leaving too?” you asked. 

“Me and my family desired to go along. We were part of Fingolfin’s host and crossed the ever-cold Helcaraxe. It was a devastating journey, and unfortunately, I was the only one in my family to make it through,” Faye explained with a silent sorrowful tone. 

“I’m sorry to hear that,” you said. 

“Don’t be… the choice was ours. I accepted my family’s death a long time ago and if the valars will grant them mercy. I might see them again at someday in Valinor,” she said. 

“Well, I hope you do. You never know what fate might bring, and you might see them sooner than you thought,” you tried to assure her. 

“That is very sweet of you (Name), but I’m afraid it's a lot more complicated than that,” she said as you reached the wagons. “Grab some of those towels while I take the medicine. Some of the warriors got injured and need a cleanup.” Faye instructed. “Got it, boss,” you replied and grabbed many of the towels you could carry. 

You two then started returning to the healer’s tents, carrying the needed stuff. 

The air suddenly became hotter, and everything became blindingly bright. Your head began to spin, so you stopped and escaped beneath a shade provided by a nearby tent. 

Faye did not notice your sudden stop, so she continued walking while you tried to tolerate the effects of a near heatstroke. 

Your head stung painfully.  You were breathing heavily. You dropped the towels and took a long drink from one of the water flasks attached to your hip. 

The cool liquid flowed down your throat, easing the headache, and the dizziness stopped. You drank half of the flask, then took a breather, trying to adjust to the heat that still found you beneath the shade. 

You smacked your moistened lips and mentally whined at your state. 

Winter was terrible enough, but thanks to the beast. You can’t enjoy spring or summer either. It was like if you were having a good time, you were going to have bad time.  You whined and cursed it out. 

“Fuck you beast and everything you stand for,”

“What did it do this time?” Maglor’s voice suddenly asked. 

“Ah!” you shrieked as he stood next to you. Your sudden shriek even frightened him as he stared back at you with widened eyes. You stared at each other for a moment before you released a sigh. 

“Goddammit! Maglor! Careful, I could have hit you with one of these,” you motioned the towels in your hand. “With towels?” he questioned with a curious brow. “Yeah. They can hurt pretty bad if you use them right,” you said with a teasing grin. A chuckle escaped him. “I see… I’ll make sure to watch out next time so I won’t accidentally end up getting killed by towels,” he remarked with an amused smile. 

“Anyway. Do you need something?” you questioned. “Nothing that requires healing. I just wanted to check on you because you— look rather pale and sick. Are you feeling unwell?” Maglor asked with concern in his eyes. “Oh? Uuuhh…Everything is fine. I’m just dealing with a heat stroke here and then,” you answered. 

“A heat stroke? Is it really that hot for you?” Maglor asked, surprised.

“Yeah— the curse makes me more vulnerable to the sun’s heat, so I can get a heat stroke easily. Even if it's not really that hot. It’s a real nuisance, but I have dealt with them before, so… I’ll manage,” you explained. “Well… if you’re that vulnerable to heat then maybe you should return to Himring, where it’s much cooler. I can arrange someone to escort you back,” he said, pointing over his shoulder. You mildly panic. “No need! If I just keep myself hydrated enough. I will be fine. Trust me. It is not that serious,” you motioned your water flasks while trying to sound as assuring as possible. 

“Ah…” Maglor nodded his head. “Is that why you’re carrying so many flasks?” he pointed at the rest of the flasks attached to your hip. “I… have to drink a lot to stay hydrated,” you said, feeling somewhat embarrassed. 

“Do you need help carrying some of those back? You still look like you’re about to pass out,” Maglor pointed at the towels. 

“Well… I do still feel kinda dizzy, so If that’s not too much trouble,” you said, nearly hesitating. Maglor softly smiled at you. “Of course not. Now, come on. Let me help you,” he picked half of the towels in his arms and began walking you back. 

“So… how does this curse affect you now that you haven’t had your proper medicine for a while?” Maglor asked while you walked. “Well… since I have a temporary one which I need to take every day. There isn’t much to worry about even though it’s not nearly as effective as my last one,” you started. 

“So is the wen–”

“Ah! Don’t say it!” you stopped him before he said it. “It’s bad karma if you say it’s name! I’m free to do it since I am one, but if you say it– bad things will happen,” you quickly explained. 

“You see… in my world: If you say the name of the beast. You will gain its attention,” you started. “That might sound superstitious, but it does happen. A wendigo is a beast that does not give up on its prey. Even when you might be safe and far away, it will find a way to get to you,” you added. 

“I heard some stories and read cases about people who had unfortunately gained the beast’s attention. They managed to escape into cities where it would not follow them, but they suffered nightmares so bad that they went insane, and in some cases, the beast had compelled them to return to the forest, where it would wait for them and then devour them,” you explained. 

“Only a ritual could draw off its attention from you, and I do not remember how the ritual goes, so don’t risk it and call the beast simply a beast or some other name,” you shook your head. 

“I didn’t know that… thank you for the warning,” Maglor said. “Oh, not even the most powerful vampires of my world dare to fuck around with them,” you uttered, then released a sigh when the headache returned. 

“Are you alright?” Maglor asked worriedly. 

“Yeah… it’s just the headache. Looks like I need to take another drink,” you said as you took a drink from your flask. 

“Are you certain you will be alright?” Maglor continued asking. 

“I will be fine. Camilla is very sharp about my health,” you tried to sound reassuring as possible. 

“I guess I can trust in her abilities to keep you in the best state possible,” Maglor said, making you smile. “However, I am curious. Have I done something to offend her?” he asked. “I… don’t think so. Why?” you asked curiously. 

“She seems rather cold toward me, more than usual, like I’ve done something to cause severe mistrust,” he explained. 

“Oh… that. I think it's only the stress of finding me the new medicine and managing work life,” you replied. “And she’s always been skeptical about people, especially those who know of my curse. She’s probably still unsure if you can be trusted keeping my secret and not turn on me and use it for blackmail or something,” you said, not missing a beat. 

Maglor looked surprised. “I… will give you my word that I will not do such a thing,” he said with his hand against his chest. “Your killing spree in my former fortress lessened the threat of being overrun by Morgoth’s armies, which allowed us to survive through the Sudden Flames, so I technically owe it to you,”

“I’ll trust you,” you smiled. “It’s just Camilla who needs more convincing. It’s not her fault, though. Our lives in our world were not exactly easy either,” you said as you arrived at the healer’s tents. 

“I think I can handle myself from here. Don’t want to keep you away from your lordly duties,” you grabbed the towels from his hands with a teasing grin. He chuckled at your last remark. “Honestly… I do prefer this than constantly worrying about killing orcs and everything,” he said then looked serious.

“If something happens or you feel much more sick. Come to me. I will sort things out for you,” 

You hesitated about what to say. “Okay… thanks,” you said with a smile. Maglor smiled back and then walked away. 

You stared for a moment, feeling rather lonely. You thought about what he said. He was so incredibly sweet to you. Your heart could nearly burst through your chest. Shaking your head, you turned away and went back to work before Camilla could snap at you for being late.

[motheryoon]

“i’m sorry i could not be the man you want me to be. the man i wanted to be for you,” sasuke told her outside the village gates before his departure. “love has burned me too many times and it’s made me a broken man. i have nothing to offer you. it’s not possible for you and i…”

“i understand,” she said, stopping him. they stood there in silence for a long time, the sound of the trees bowing in the wind filling the lengthy pause.

strangely, her heart did not ache nearly as much as she thought it would. when had the both of them grown so?

“do you think,” she eventually said after a long, agonising moment of deafening silence, “there could have ever been a life in which you loved me too?”

he inhaled. “yes. in another life,” he whispered as his hand reached for her own, “my heart belongs to you. only you. but in this one…it lies with my kin.”

she stared at him with clear eyes. there was acceptance in her gaze. she understood. she did.

“…i see,” she whispered, resigned. after all these years, she was finally giving up. “i wish you all the best, sasuke-kun.”

“i wish things could have been different,” he said to the empty air once sakura had left. the sun was shining brightly at its highest point in the sky, yet sasuke somehow felt like his world was grey. “it would have been nice, to have loved you.”

[bungouchronicles]

are you a minor?

who are your bsd kinnies?

when did you get into tumblr?

what's your fave bsd take?

what's one bsd thing (character/opinion/etc) that u think should be talked about more?

fave animal?

how do u make friends (i need help 😭).

do u play an instrument

share thoughts/reviews abt bsd

jus answer the ones ur comfy answering 💖

Hiii!!

Woah this is my first ask, thank you <3 Let's see!

1. I'm not comfortable with sharing my age on the internet so I won't, sorry.

2. Atsushi is my highest kin but I also kin Ranpo and Dazai (don't ask how/j)

I also happen to get Nikolai on a lot of "what character are you?" quizzes and I always relate to him on those "analysing kinnies" things but I refuse to admit that to myself yet 😋

3. I don't remember tbh, I started out on another account but I'm too lazy to look up how old that account is. I think I first joined Tumblr like 2-3 years ago?

4. Ahh I don't know! I have a lot of takes but I can't seem to remember any of them right now haha. I'll get back to this someday.

5. Okay I'll have to make a seperate post about this someday but probably how soukoku is (or at least was) what the other one wished they could be. I love their parallels about how they view humanity which I think already is pretty talked about but yk, you can always talk more about it!

I also think we as a fandom should talk more about Yosano in general, she's very dear to me <3

Oh and Bram! I wanna know more about him and his daughter. He's so silly, how could we not talk about him??

Also I adore the religious symbolism in bsd, we should all talk more about that!

I also think we should talk more about Oda outside of of the impact he had on Dazai. I adore Oda and Dazais story but Oda is really cool regardless of that. I almost never see anyone mention his own story and his motives? He's so cool!!

6. Car :3

7. I just kinda say things and hope someone likes me and that has worked out so far.

No but like, when it comes to making friends irl the best advice I can give you is to surround yourself with like-minded people (like join a group with a shared interest or something) and don't be afraid to be bold. I can assure you, most people want friends and will only be relieved if you offer them your friendship yourself. I recently made a friend when we were having a conversation and she complained about how she didn't have many friends and I just said "hey, we can be friends!" And that was that. She happily agreed and we have been friends ever since. 😊 Obviously this just works if the people you talk too are good people but you shouldn't bother trying to make friends with people that aren't. Hope this helps <3

8. I sing and play some piano, music is my everything though so I'm hoping to both get better at piano and maybe pick up guitar again

9. I'm so normal about this show. Uhm...let's see:

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Thoroughly enjoyed. Very well written and has been able to keep me invested for far too long now. The fixation never goes away. Help me, Asagiri is keeping me hostage in this fandom!

This was fun, feel free to send my any other asks in the future <3

[marzbar20]

haii :3 i have no idea how to work tumblr so i'm very excited

this is my lil intro thing since i've never made an actual post on here before. i only really reblog stuff 😭 (please interact i need more friends)

my name is marz, but on here im mostly using my other names so call me jeff or tord and. i use it/he, (preference for it) and i'm veryyy much taken. i have a lovely partner who i hope never finds my tumblr but if he does then it's fine probably 😭 i'm also pansexual and homoromantic. (if you're confused it basically means i fuck all genders and date non-women).

umm... so like i very emo. i like genuinely almost every genre, including minimal country. i can rock with whatever!! but currently my hyperfixation songs are Daylily by Movements and Crucified / Witch Image by Ghost. i dress in mostly black jeans and band/rick and morty tees and my partners hoodies. i have the 2008 emo sideswept hair. i luv makeup tbh

i'm a stoner hehe i smoke to help with my issues. helps me genuinely function and deal with my misdirected anger so it keeps me a better person. not a nicotine guy tho. i luv my weed and just my weed fr.

i'm auDHD as well as having several mental illnesses. but mostly my symptoms reflect my BPD, PTSD and Autism the most. i have symptoms of illnesses caused by my bpd and autism- for example OCD and depression/anxiety/panic.

i don't have very many PTSD triggers if any.

now the fun part!! if you were wondering what flavor of autism i have, i like to write fanfic :3 i draw sometimes but i'm not as good at that so i stick mostly to writing. honestly if i figure out how to work tumblr better i will start taking requests related to my hyperfixatioms teehehe..

some of my special interests :

- Psychology (i'll pick your brain apart :3)

- Creepypasta

- FNAF (big favorite)

- My Hero Academia (specifically Bakugo)

- Homestuck

- Band :3 (band kid..)

- Melanie Martinez

- Markiplier (big favorite)

- Tim Burton films

- The Walking Dead (Game+Show)

- Vocaloid (Oliver my fav)

- TMNT

current hyperfixations!! this very much may change!!

- Gothic Literature

- My partner :)

- School (nerd)

- Band

it depends on what kin it is, but kins with an aterisk * next to their name are no doubles allowed!!!!! raaahhh!! thank u:3 i will later list some kins that are highly encouraged to interact HEHEHE

current kinlist. this may change due to the fact i havent indulged in many shows or games in ages

- Katsuki Bakugo (HIGHEST) *

- Jeff the Killer (Creepypasta) *

- Gamzee (HS)

- Karkat(HS)

- Killua (HxH)

- L (Death Note)

- Karma (Assassination Classroom)

DNI LIST!!

- proshippers

- people who ship any type of incest/proship/weirdness. :P

- people who like watch and enjoy ybc

- basic homophobia / transphobia / racism

- Bakugo, Jeff the Killer, Gamzee and Karkat kinnies (sorry doubles i am just thebonly one allowed)

- offenderman enjoyers

- people who make porn of teenaged characters. no i will not b writing any mha student fanfics sorry guys. (most villains tho? 😋)

- no weird sides of fandoms. each fandom knows what i mean fr.

- age PLAYERS. the kink way

INTERACT LIST!! PLZ!!

- similar interests

- similar personality style (i know y'all can tell)

- Kirishima, Kaminari, Tavros, Dave, Gon, and Creepypasta kinnies :3

- the less weird part creepypasta fandom

- stoners :3

- age regressors :) (the coping way)

okay that was a lot but i think that's it:) i hope people see this 😭