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klemen-tine · 9 months

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White Whale

Platonic!Yandere Batfam x Male!Deaf Reader

First Batfam post... this obsession for DC and specifically the Batfam has come out of nowhere and has me by the throat.

But here you guys go.

Thoughts

Sign/Morse Code

Speaking

TW: Hints at past attempted rape, disability discrimination

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Things have been quiet, but at the same time hectic, in the Wayne manor as of lately. Almost everyone was there, sharing the same space and eating the same meals. Almost. The third oldest brother, Y/N, was missing. It stung to say, but the truth of the matter was that he had run away. Leaving behind the external processor of his cochlear implants, and only taking a backpack of clothes. He had left behind the credit card Bruce gave to everyone, only taking out a large sum of cash the day before and booking it.

Only one note, ‘I’ll be fine.’ All the trackers left in a straight line on his bedside table, some still covered in blood from when he must have dug them out of his body. It made some of the family members wonder if Y/N had always been aware or if he had found them by chance.

It’s been three months, and everyone was about to go crazy. How could they not? Y/N, for how independent he was and capable, was deaf and has only known the Manor. Jason, the closest to Y/N, has been more vicious on the patrols and was constantly pacing back and forth in the library. Reading and rereading all of Y/N’s favorites (even though he hated them), and sometimes even just sitting in Y/N’s room. Taking in what he had left behind, barely taking any clothes, none of his electronics (his phone was still here), and one of his favorite books that he always kept in his room.

Jason’s going to put a tracker in that book once they get Y/N back.

Nevertheless, sometimes he just sits there. On Y/N’s bed, and takes in the room, sometimes he’s alone and sometimes he’s with a sibling. Every now and then he’ll see Bruce in here, thumbing through Y/N’s journals.

When Jason closes his eyes, could feel the ghost of Y/N’s touches, the feeling of Y/N’s smaller and thinner body resting against his as he read. Thin fingers gently pressed against Jason’s throat to feel the vibrations, picking up when Jason spoke in a higher or lower tone, laughing when he made an obnoxious voice for a character he absolutely loathed. Cold hands gently cupping his face under the sweaty red helmet, grounding Jason to the present.

Dick, as the eldest child, prided himself in being in-tune with his siblings. He would bend and twist himself to keep himself available and aware of his siblings' emotions. He was the guy everyone went to when things were wrong or they needed advice. So, he wonders what he did wrong for Y/N to leave without saying anything. Their third older brother never hinted at anything being wrong, or even any sign of him wanting to leave. There was no change in his moods, no change in interests, no major cash withdrawals besides the night he left.

His older brother instincts were stressed and have been stressed since his little brother had disappeared. In his hands, he fingered a silver stud that Y/N had left behind. Smart of him, because a small tracker was placed underneath the tourmaline gem. The blue hiding it wonderfully while also looking beautiful on Y/N’s skin. Decorating his ears that he had pierced himself (he can still hear Alfred’s outrage whenever he is reminded of that), and being the only piece of jewelry that they wanted him to wear.

Still, Dick had wished he had taken them. He wonders if Y/N knew about the trackers in these earrings, or the trackers in the pairs of shoes he left. If he did, the other did a great job in not letting anyone know. However, if he didn’t, then it made this all the more frustrating. How could their deaf, non-combatant, and to be frank average intelligence, brother get out of this heavily monitored manor? Tim had spent years upgrading the systems, making it stronger and stronger each time.

So, how? More importantly, why?

Dick couldn’t wrap his head around the reason why Y/N would want to leave. He’s fed great food, he has a nice bed, he can read great books, and he’s always surrounded by family. It’s not like they limited his time outside, he can basically come and go when he wants.

As long as he was back in the manor by nightfall, Y/N could go anywhere.

What sucked even more was that none of them had the slightest clue where he could be. Y/N could be dead for all they know.

Dick subdued that thought, having faith that the self-defense they had drilled into Y/N would keep him safe until they found him. However they all intimately know how unfair and unkind the world can be. Y/N, sweet and defenseless Y/N, was all alone somewhere in the world. The worst outcomes kept reappearing in his mind and playing on Y/N’s past traumas.

Why couldn’t his brother see that he was safest here? Everyone praised the Lord that Y/N expressed no interest in being a vigilante, and that his career of choice was instead choosing to be an editor. He took a gap year this year, which everyone rejoiced over. Y/N was a hard worker, and was someone who fully dived into things without taking a break. Like Tim.

Still, Dick wished Y/N would see what they saw. Y/N needs them, just like how they need Y/N. Dick flopped into the couch, thumbing through his photos and finding one of him and Y/N. When they do find him, they’re going to have to remind him where he belongs.

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Y/N took in the sun rays with a content smile. His once pale skin now has a slight tint to it, and his hair now lighter due to the sea water and sun. The white beaches reflect the warm rays and the blue waters look like familiar eyes. It took him a while to get used to being on his own, which was proof that he needed to do this. Never in his life has he felt so free.

The wind tossing his hair and the view of waves crashing on the shore had him smiling. The Moby Dick in his hands as he reread the pages, noting the post-it notes he had in it, jotting down his thoughts and musings. The Dominican Republic beaches were already something to die for, but here on the hidden beaches, where only a handful of people knew of its location, were worth killing for. Y/N looked back at the small bungalow he was renting, paying in cash to keep his name off the lease and only staying until March before he will leave for Europe, and smiled. A cute little thing that looked like it could topple at the slightest storm. The electricity was powered by a generator and there was no hot water. Maybe warm, but never hot. Which Y/N was shockingly fine with. It wasn’t like it was cold here like how it was in Gotham.

His biggest stressor was cooking. Which furthermore proved how he needed to do this. Out of all his brothers, he is the only one who doesn’t know how to cook. He can make the basics, like mac-n-cheese, ramen, rice, and basic pasta dishes. However, when his landlord had given him a fish to eat, Y/N stared at it with great embarrassment.

It’s not like he had a phone, or even the internet, to google it.

He had almost set the kitchen on fire but that’s something he’s not going to tell his landlord about.

Thankfully, despite how well-hidden this bungalow was, the community around was strong and well-receptive to him. When he first told them that he was deaf, which was completely by accident, he started getting free food and notepads to write on. However, no one treated him differently. He wasn’t coddled, besides once again the free meal every now and then but he’s positive that also has to deal with how frightened he looked when he was asked to help out with cooking one time, nor was he pestered.

As much as he loves his family, the Wayne family could be… a lot. Always around him, constantly monitoring him, coddling him like he was going to break at the slightest hint of him facing a struggle. Some of them unknowingly, or unintentionally, use his deafness against him as a reason why he couldn’t do certain things. He is grateful to Bruce for giving him his hearing somewhat back, the cochlear implants truly made life easier, but Y/N was curious about the part of him.

He lost his hearing at the age of 10, a gradual process that started when he was 8. The nerves in his ears deteriorated to the point not even the sound of a building explosion could be heard by him. Being deaf in East Gotham as a 10-year-old was basically a death sentence. It didn’t help that Y/N was naturally curious, meaning there were a lot of things he stuck his nose in that he shouldn’t have. It is only because of Jason that he is alive, which the other will always deny but Y/N stands by.

Jason and him had met when they were both 6, being neighbors with similar living conditions had made them close. Jason was with him when his hearing started to disappear, and he was with Jason when Catherine had died from an overdose. The two of them took to the streets and set up a small base in an abandoned building.

He was with him when they decided to steal the Batmobile's wheels, clinging onto Jason’s red hoodie when the local vigilante had lifted him up by the collar of said hoodie. Those eyes that peaked through the mask drifted from defiant blue eyes to terrified E/C eyes.

They had become twins, brothers with different last names and different birthdays, but twins nevertheless. Inseparable and always joined at the hips, only leaving each other when Jason went on patrol as Robin and Y/N chose to stay behind with Alfred. While Jason learned how to kick someone’s ass, Y/N learned how to treat them when their own asses got kicked.

He cried when Jason died. Sobbed and deteriorated as he slept in Jason’s room, and sobbed some more when he tried to read some of Jason’s books. He let Dick comfort him, taking him on daily excursions to the beach and riding on the back of his motorcycle. Bruce had read to him, just how Jason used to, and while it wasn’t the same he appreciated the man trying. Alfred continued to be the emotional support they all relied on him to be, and constantly patted his shoulders and baked him his favorite treats.

Y/N screamed at Bruce when he brought Tim back, stating that he was the new Robin. He made it clear he wasn’t mad at Tim, but Bruce. He gave the man the cold shoulder for weeks while making sure Tim was accommodated for. He cried again when Jason came back, hugging the other and cupping Jason’s older face between his hands. He rested a hand on Bruce’s shoulder when Damian showed up, feeling for him and showing emotions that Bruce could not.

Y/N loves his family with everything in him, and he knows that he is loved back. However, the love from one person was different from the love of multiple people. Y/N knows, is intimately aware, that their love is the type disguised as golden necklaces and stained glass windows. When in reality, they are chains and the gold bars of a cage. He knows they kept him dependent on them for life necessities, such as food, money, and a place to sleep.

He was never allowed to get a job. When he tried he was rejected or never called back. He was allowed to cook, but only the basics, as Alfred didn’t want him hurting himself. His curfew was before nightfall, meaning in winter 4:30 was when he had to be back inside the manor.

They gave him his hearing so the silence would continue to be deafening. It is why he left the external processors. Whether Y/N liked it or not, he was deaf. He is a part of that community, and it is about time he got used to that part of himself.

The young adult knows his family loves him, and wants to care for him, but as an adult he knows that he needs to learn some things about life on his own.

Bruce taught them all well. Alfred taught them all well. His older brothers and younger brothers taught him well. Y/N is ready for this. He has been for a while.

Closing his book, marking the page with the bookmark, he watched a sperm whale breach for only a moment before disappearing under the waves. Unable to hear the sound it made, but the sight of it was enough. He set the book down on the towel and made his way to the waters.

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It was an accident. It truly was. However, it was a happy accident that had everyone packing and getting ready for the trip.

One of Tim’s classmates had just returned from vacation, and she was showing photos of the sperm whales that gathered. Tim looked because it was shoved in his face, and he nearly snatched her phone out of her hand. In the back, dressed like a local, he was there. His eyes focused on the breach sperm whales, but Tim would recognize him from any angle in any get up.

He asked what beach she was at, and she said Playa Rincon, Dominican Republic. Y/N was in the Dominican Republic. But for what? Y/N has never shown any interest in the tropics or even the ocean in general. Sure he loves the beach, but that was it. Never has he expressed his desire to go to another country to experience it.

So, what could have been there that would draw Y/N in? With the amount of money he withdrew, he could have bought a plane ticket anywhere in the world, and he chose the Dominican Republic. Without a doubt using a fake idea, a fake name, and he was probably using a different name to either rent a place or buy a house.

Sure, they can all just go over, but if they do they would have to tear apart the country to find him. They work fast, but words can travel faster.

There has to be a reason why Y/N went. Something there that would at least narrow the search.

Tim looked around Y/N’s room, searching for anything that would give him a hint. Anything.

He glanced at the bookshelf where the only book missing was the Moby Dick. A book about how a group of whalers get bested by a giant sperm whale that is believed to be a god. It is a book about a Captain that has a self-destructive obsession with the white whale called the Moby Dick. Based on a true story of a crew on a ship called the Essex.

“I’ve always felt bad for the whale.” Tim raised an eyebrow, staring at his brother who was stroking their youngest brother’s head as Damian slept on. The book In the Heart of the Sea in between his thin fingers as he met Tim’s inquiring gaze.

“There is no proof as to why the whale rammed into the Essex, but many believe it was due to a mistake. The hammering in the hull of the ship sounded like another whale.” Tim signed, ‘But why do you feel bad?’ Y/N smiled, “Because, not only were they being hunted but now a book written about how this one whale is the reason a reputable Captain goes mad really does paint them in a bad light.”

‘Whaling has been outlawed.’

“Still, I bet this book only increased it for a while.” Tim watched Y/N bookmark his page, closing the book before returning his hands to Damian’s head.

‘Do you like sperm whales?’ Y/N beamed, “I do. They really are such an amazing animal, I hope I get to see one in person.”

Tim stood straighter, pulling out his phone and doing a quick Google search. The Dominican Republic is the only place where sperm whales stay all year.

“There’s no way.”

“What.” Tim brushed past Damian, rushing down to the Batcave and ignoring the glare the youngest sent him. It didn’t take long to find whale sighting information. It took even less time to find the pattern. Series of reds, blue, yellows, and green decorating the waters around Dominican Republic. The red dots were where the most recent sights were, and he stared at the location his classmate was at when they saw the whale. Where Y/N’s photo was accidentally taken.

There is only one spot that the red dots haven’t reached yet, and if the pattern stayed true, they had about two to three days.

Tim fished out his phone, calling Bruce, “I know where Y/N is.”

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Bruce loves his sons. He would risk himself for them and would do everything in his power to ensure they are safe. Yes, they had been Robins, yes Jason had died, yes his and Dick’s relationship was still rocky, but damn did he love them.

He stared at a photo of when Y/N and Jason were 13, 6 months freshly moved into the manor, and it was him and Dick standing on opposite sides of them. Jason grinning brightly, holding a more timid Y/N’s hand who was holding onto Bruce’s jacket. Dick was crouching next to Jason, laughing at something the other had said before the picture was taken. Y/N, when they first moved in, had been terribly shy. He always hid behind or stayed next to Jason, and watched Bruce and Alfred with hesitant eyes. Jason on the other hand was outspoken with his mistrust, but willing to comply with their rules for some things.

Bruce remembers when Y/N first helped Alfred dress their bruises and scratches. Alfred taking on a more unruly Jason, while Y/N helped with the minor stuff on Bruce. He had rubbed Y/N’s head with his ungloved hand afterwards, and he watched as those E/Cochromic eyes widened before a large smile took over his young face. Bright and happy with little care in the world.

He had wanted to keep that on Y/N’s face forever.

Bruce will be the first to admit that he didn’t do a great job in that. All his failures hung in front of him, and Y/N and Alfred were reminders that those failures didn’t affect just him. Yet, Bruce watched Y/N power on. Continuing to keep his chin up and shoulders back, taking on the new day with more determination.

Y/N had learned to be strong on his own, and while yes, Bruce is extremely and undeniably proud of him, he is also worried. Terrified. Something he shared with everyone else. The world is unkind to people who are different. It’s unkind to people in general, but to add in something about yourself that you cannot control and that is different from everyone else, it is terrible. Y/N, for how normal he pretends to be, is far from it.

It stresses Bruce out. He is constantly worried for him, constantly double-checking and ensuring that Y/N is okay. Bruce doesn’t want to admit that he is softer to Y/N because he is deaf, because that is not the complete truth. If anything, Bruce knows he is more controlling of Y/N because of that. Always having to know where he is, who he’s with, what he’s doing and whether it is safe enough for him or not.

A helicopter parent that the child cannot hear.

So when Tim had told him of how Y/N had somehow managed to get to the Dominican Republic, and was most likely living there, Bruce wanted to flip a table. All for some whales. He was more stressed than impressed over the fact that his son, who had no experience with Robin or anything illegal, managed to not only get a fake passport, a fake ID, and then live in another country for three months.

“Oh that kid?” One of the locals recognized who Bruce was asking about, a smile on their face as they recalled what an excellent free diver he was. The man grinned, pulling out a camera that had Bruce raising an eyebrow, “I’m an underwater photographer. That kid is a natural in the ocean.” Bruce stared at the photos, and even he could admire just how in place Y/N looked amongst the coral reefs and deep blue. Long legs looked fluid, and his body lithe like the fish he swam amongst.

Y/N looked free.

“Pleasant to talk to as well. It's a shame he’s deaf, he’d be a great teacher for other free-divers.” Bruce wanted to deck this man across the face for stating that Y/N couldn’t do something because of his lack of hearing, but that would be hypocritical. How many times has he used Y/N’s disability against him?

According to Tim, this area is the next stop for whale sightings, meaning Y/N has to be somewhere around here. The family has split up, asking the locals and looking around the tourist areas.

“Did he say where he was staying?” The local shook his head, “No, didn’t ask either.” Bruce wants to break the man's fingers just to make sure the other doesn’t know. The local, as if sensing the dangers he was in, gulped, “But if I had to guess, he most likely lives near coral reefs.

“Somewhere he could free dive constantly without having to go out on a boat. Afterall, for how short of a time he’s been doing it, he’s extremely impressive. A lot of this sport takes practice.”

Bruce nodded in thanks. It is the Brucie Wayne smile now on his face, “Thanks, and how much for the photo?”

Y/N stumbled back to his place, his cheeks flushed and a giggle on his lips. In his hands was a bottle of homemade tequila from one of the locals he had just gotten done partying with, and the taste was thick on his tongue but he couldn’t deny that the heat in his belly was addicting. Stumbling into the tiny bungalow, he set the bottle down on the kitchen table and resisted the urge to take another sip.

Doing a quick stretch, he watched the waves crash against the beach, the full moon illuminating the waters and the white sand.

Only one more day and the sperm whales should be at this side of the island. Maybe they’ll be here tonight. Scratching the nape of his neck, Y/N released a pleased sound before making his way to his room to grab stuff for the shower. He moved in the dark, knowing where everything was and not needing to add to the electricity bill.

The room itself was nice, probably the most grand room in the entire space. Above the bed was a large window that allowed for natural light, constantly illuminating the room. In the soft light of the moon, Y/N navigated his room with practiced movements. The fire in his gut making him stumble sometimes, but nothing serious or even alarming. When he lifted his gaze, his eyes landed on the book on his bedside tables and something else.

Furrowing his brows, Y/N walked to that part of his room, and his eyes turned hazy momentarily as his fingers brushed over the external processor of the cochlear implants, thumbing them and feeling the cool metal under the pad of his thumb. Fond memories of when he first got his hearing back, if only somewhat, and the way the world burst into noise.

He chuckled when a memory popped up of him and Jason arguing, and Y/N had taken off the processors and closed his eyes so he couldn’t see or hear Jason’s argument. The fight dissolved into laughter, Jason hugging Y/N and the both of them landing on the carpeted floor.

They were the external processors he left behind when he left the Wayne manor. Decorated in small stickers that Tim and Dick jokingly put on them, and the small scratches from when Damian had accidentally dropped them.

The processors he left behind to start this new life figuring out how to cope with silence.

The processors… he left… behind…

His E/C eyes widened and he made a quick sprint for the door, dropping his clothes on the floor. He has to go outside where there is open space and where he can hopefully be seen by a local. His family of vigilants excelled in close-combat and combat the needed tight spaces. It wasn't like Gotham had a lot of room to begin with.

He had to get out of here. Y/N has to leave, or at least give himself a chance.

When he threw open the door, he almost collided into the broad chest of one of his brothers. His eyes glanced up and he met the crazed and desperate eyes of his twin. The red helmet off of his head and exposing the bags under his eyes. Guilt crushed Y/N’s chest, and he wanted to cup Jason’s cheeks within his hands. He wanted to assure others he was safe, that he was fine, and that he was ready to do this.

But they would never get it.

He took a step back instead. Jason followed, and Y/N nearly screamed when he felt the floor creak beneath his feet. 4 other pairs of feet moved, making the wood creak and vibrate under his feet and alerting him that they were all in his home.

‘Ready to come home?’ Jason signed, and Y/N felt the wood creak. Y/N shook his head, never taking his eyes off of the man in front of him. Jason's facial expression changed.

‘Too bad.’ Y/N dodged a pair of hands that were behind him and barely side-stepped another pair. Jason stood in front of the door, ensuring that Y/N could not leave through it. He remembers just how slippery the other could be, and he was not risking it.

Y/N raced to the kitchen, grabbing the handle of the tequila bottle, and holding it like a bat. In front of him was his family, Damian, Tim, Dick, Jason, and Bruce. None of them were dressed in their vigilante outfits, and that is because Y/N is not a criminal that needs a suit to fear. He is their brother who needs guidance from his family.

“C’mon Y/N, vacation is over.” Dick said, and Y/N had difficulty reading his lips but he understood it.

“No.” Dick’s jaw clenched and he could see Tim grab something from his pocket.

“Y/N. If you wanted to see the whales you could have asked.” Y/N scrunched his nose, and tightened his grip on the bottle, “Put that down, and let's go.” Y/N shook his head, “No. I want to stay here.” Dick’s lips pursed and Damian scowled, “Why? You have no hot water, you can’t cook, there is literally nothing here other than those whales.” Y/N’s face must have made a terribly pained expression because Damian looked like he had been the one to be chastised.

“I want to learn how to do things on my own.”

“That's so stupid Y/N. Come on.” Y/N shook his head, “No! No, I-I want to stay. I am the only one who get tre-treated like glass. Not even Babs gets treated like me!” Jason glared, “That is different Y/N, and you know it.”

“How?! She is in a wheelchair, and I am deaf. We are both handicapped, but when she wants to do something you have little complaint but when I want to do something you have an entire novel!” It's not fair. Y/N shouldn’t be mad at Barbara, because it is not her fault. But even he couldn’t stop the feeling of resentment building in his chest when he sees how free Barbara is compared to him.

Y/N doesn’t hate Barbara. He couldn’t hate her, because she’s his sister just like everyone else were his siblings. But he is frustrated. So undeniably frustrated. He spent an ungodly amount of nights laying awake and staring at his ceiling as he thought about it. Trying to find the reason why he is treated like the slightest gust would send him stumbling. He wanted a valid reason.

“I am deaf. I am not stupid or-or incapable of taking care of myself!”

“That is not why we are doing this!” There’s no point in yelling because he couldn’t hear it, but Y/N could see the way their throats flexed and mouths opened wider. Y/N shook his head, “I am not glass! I want to learn how to be inde-independent.” He had to slowly say that last word, but he got it.

“I. Am. Staying.”

This is exactly why Y/N left. This is why he left the way he did. Why he had too. They don’t get it. They’ll never get it. How could they understand? They have always been able to make their own decisions. They have always been able to do things that Y/N only wishes he could do. They had such a stangle-hold on his life that the slightest hint of wiggle-room, they only tightened their hold even more. It was suffocating and painful.

It was even more painful because Y/N still loves them, and he knows they love him. That this was just a version of their love that was unfortunately, or fortunately for everyone else, reserved for only him. A chain and leash meant for only him. A cage for him. With intricate gold bars that looked beautiful, but still kept him trapped.

He missed Bruce’s signal, but he watched how Damian was the first to move. Y/N isn’t too sure how he dodged Damian, the little gremlin he was, but he also knows that they weren’t going hard on him. He knows they are not treating him like a criminal, but as a brother. Which means, Y/N was somewhat at an advantage. Bruce and Jason had made sure Y/N knew the fundamentals to self-defense and how to use his surroundings.

His biggest downfall however, was him focusing on Dick and Damian, and forgetting that one of them technically could still intervene. Tim, with whatever he was holding didn’t join the fray and Jason was too busy guarding the door as a just in case. Which is why when a large hand gripped the wrist that was holding the still intact tequila bottle, twisting the joint in a way that had Y/N dropping it, had him crying out in shock. His short fingernails digging into the callused skin of his adopted father, Bruce Wayne.

The man stared at him with a heated glare and Y/N fought off the urge to shrink under the heavy gaze. However, he threw his weight back, trying to dislodge the grip around his wrist. Bruce used his other arm to immobilize Y/N’s upper body, stopping him from throwing an elbow or scratching his hand. Trapping Y/N’s body and making his already racing heart nearly burst in panic.

“No! Let go!” Y/N wanted to stay. He has to stay. His foot stomped and he released a cry, and when he looked down he wanted to cry. The tequila bottle had shattered, and Y/N was the only one who was barefoot. He could feel the glass cutting into the skin and the sting of alcohol entering the wound.

‘Shit!’ He grit his teeth, trying to push aside the pain and get Bruce’s grip off of him. Only, someone was touching his feet now and he didn’t mean to panic but he kicked up. Memories from Crime Alley filled his mind as large hands gripped his ankles, and Bruce’s grip changed to better accommodate someone who was no longer standing.

His throat closed up and he began gasping as he tried desperately to ground himself. His eyes blown wide and tears now streamed down his face as those hands were replaced with others. The darkness of the bungalow now shifted to the darkness of Crime Alley, and the way the counter and island now looked like the buildings of the Alley way had Y/N screeching. Thrown back into the past with painful shove and memories that clouded his vision.

“Jason! Jason! Help, help they’re touching me.” Another pair of arms replaced the ones around his arms, and the hands around his ankles let go, but it did nothing. Y/N was effectively back to the past where it was only him and Jason. Those strong arms encircled around him, keeping his own arms pinned and secured, and they began to rock.

Tapping on his skin and Y/N’s mind began translating it. There was no ASL or Morse Code in Crime Alley, but when Jason and him realized he was going deaf they made their own. One that is unique to them.

One Y/N still remembers, and so does Jason.

‘It’s okay. It’s okay, no one is doing anything. It’s just me and the family.’ Y/N shook, and he struggled to catch a breath. There is a hand on his chest, trying to ground him, and he wonders if that hand is the one that is gripping his lungs and making it so hard to breathe.

‘It’s okay, it’s okay. You are here. You are safe. We’re safe, and we’re going home.’ Before Y/N could process that, there was a sharp prick in his neck, and before he could shout once more a hand covered his mouth, and his body tried to escape the grip. His thrashing only got weaker and weaker as whatever drug was given to him.

His eyes grew blurry and the last thing he saw was Jason’s face.

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Waking up was hard. His head felt heavy and his limbs couldn’t move. Opening his eyelids seemed impossible, but when he did he groaned. The light was too bright and his limbs too heavy to do anything other than to continue groaning.

A hand rested on his forehead, and Y/N was too exhausted to try and shake it off. He could hear some shuffling and he furrowed his brows. He took off his external processors a few months ago…

That night returned to his memory full force and Y/N groaned from the headache. The hand on his forehead moving to massage his temples.

“Shh, I know. You had a crazy time.” It's been a long time since he heard Bruce’s voice, but it was still deep and gravelly just how he remembers. Y/N turned his head with difficulty, and met those blue eyes that have been staring at him intently.

Y/N opened his mouth, but closed it. The argument he had with everyone was still fresh in his mind, and he couldn’t help but to continue feeling bitter. Bruce, sensing his son’s thoughts sighed exasperatedly, “Y/N, I admire your drive for wanting to be independent, I really do. But pulling a stunt like that is exactly why we worry.” Y/N scrunched his nose, “You don’t trust me.”

“That’s not-”

“It is. If you did trust me you would let me stay out later than nightfall and would be okay with me traveling without a babysitter.” Bruce removed his hand, and stared down at Y/N. His expression is painfully neutral, “Y/N.”

“You, and no one else in this household, trust me. Then you sit here, listing out everything I do that makes you lose your trust in me, but it’s hard to lose what I never had,” He was voicing his opinion, an opinion that he has had for a while but has never said anything about because he didn’t want to interrupt the balance.

More importantly, he didn’t want to admit it to himself. They always called him trustworthy, but they never did trust him. He trusted them though. He trusted them with his life, with his secrets, and his insecurities. Then they throw all of that back in his face and expect him to continue making the same mistakes.

Bruce sighed, as if he was talking to a child that has needed to be told multiple times why they can’t put a fork in a toaster. He met Y/N’s E/C eyes, staring into the irises and seeing the truth behind his words. One of his fingers gently touched one of the external processors, “It’s not that I don’t trust you, I don’t trust other people. This world is awful to people who are different.” Y/N scrunched his nose, and Bruce continued, “You still panic when your ankles are touched.”

“That’s not fair! That was a stressful situation and you all just made it worse and then-”

“I know. I know. Dick knows and he is sorry about that, but you stepped on glass.”

“You made me drop the bottle.”

“You shouldn’t have been dri-”

“I’m 23. I’m legal to drink in every country.”

“Y/N-”

“I was fine.” Y/N wanted to cry. He had a taste of freedom and then it was taken from him. Forcefully so.

Bruce stood up, almost knocking the chair back as he did so, and Y/N flinched. He was unable to move still, because whatever drug Tim had given me must have been a muscle relaxant as well. He watched as Bruce schooled his emotions, quickly swallowing them down and then sighed.

The man leaned down and pressed a kiss into Y/N’s H/C locks. His hand now cupping Y/N’s ear and external processor, “You are grounded until I say otherwise, Y/N. You will stay within these Manor walls until I believe you have learned your lesson.” He ignored Y/N’s face of exhaustion and disappointment. Not at himself, but at Bruce. The man made his way to leave, but before he closed the door, he looked back at his son. His son who had turned away from him and was taking note of the bars over the windows.

Bruce closed his eyes, feeling his disappointment in the situation and shut the door behind him, making sure to lock it.

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THIS WAS SO LONG!!!

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urhoneycombwitch · 5 months

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luuuuu...

i'm thinking about prompt #31: “what happened? you wanted this so bad five minutes ago”

coupled with this 👀

featuring rockstar!eddie, naturally 😌

*heavy breathing* hey the cool thing is I am actually so normal about this!!!!!!!!!

+18 mdni. quickie thots and bootriding w rockstar!Eddie below the cut

rockstar!Eddie before a show. you can hear the roar of the crowd underneath the floorboards where you kneel. Eddie’s in so much goddamn leather and lace, your eyes don’t know where to land- fishnet crop top under blinged-out black jacket, tight TIGHT leather pants.

His eyeliner is smudged to fuck (from earlier when you two were going at it on the loveseat), all smoky and blurred as he looks down at you. On the toe of his boot. Vibrator buzz juuuust loud enough to be heard by you both in the little dressing room.

A dressing room with his name on it. Eddie is only ever like this (prideful. boastful. a little mean.) right before a big show. Like the adrenaline and anticipation manifests into your usually-gentle boy’s fantasies. With an edge.

He’d instructed you to keep your hands to your sides, earlier, but you’d been so good that now you’re allowed to hold on to his leg. Cheek pressed to leather, panting a wet spot against the dark fabric. Fingers turning to claws when the vibrator hits right against your clit for the hundredth time in the last twenty minutes. You let out a sharp whine- Eddie, far above, chuckles. Dark and low.

His hand wraps around the back of your neck, fingers threaded into hair, holding you in place against his leg. “what happened, hmm? Thought you wanted this so bad. Change your tune, sweetheart?”

A distorted buzz as you struggle (into? against?) his grasp, words coming out choked as the vibrator lights up the beat between your legs- “No, no- please, Eddie- please…”

From your vantage point, you can’t see the sharp glint in Eddie’s eye as he tightens his grasp on you; you don’t see the way his free hand pulls at the tented fabric in his pants for a bit of relief. Eddie tilts the heel of his boot up higher, speaking over your moan- “Come before the opener’s done and I’ll eat you out again ‘fore I get onstage.”

#i truly think this is the meanest i have ever written him #and even then this is mild… LMAO #thank u blueywrites I love you and your mind #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson #e.m. thots from lu #rockstar!eddie munson #rockstar!eddie x reader

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reality-detective · 5 months

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This is a great example on how different rhythms and vibrations eventually synchronize with each other.

Now think of what is happening here on earth on a larger scale with the Schumann resonance and the big spikes of light/energy that are coming down on us.

We will all synchronize ourselves according to the light/energy that is coming down and what we are seeing currently is just the chaos from out of the tune noises.

Everyone will adjust themselves to the new vibration eventually!

Keep your positivity

Keep vibrating on higher frequency

Keep calm 🤔

#pay attention #educate yourselves #educate yourself #knowledge is power #reeducate yourself #reeducate yourselves #think about it #think for yourselves #think for yourself #do your homework #do some research #do your own research #ask yourself questions #question everything #synchronization #harmony #you decide

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Kansas Anymore: Drabble #1

Tyler Owens x OC

Summary: In which Riley Owens, the ex-wife of the infamous Tornado Wrangler, has 36 hours to come to terms if moving to a whole new country with their small daughter is something she truly wants to do.

Warnings: Cursing, angst

✶ Chapter One ✶ Chapter Two ✶

■ Italics = Flashback

■ A/N: So this is just a little outtake update. These drabbles will be focused in the past and will spill the tea on Tyler and Riley's relationship - good and bad. I am gonna start writing chapter three in the coming days so be on the lookout for that... And I may have another fic on the brain... Stay tuned ❤️

■ Taglist is available - just drop a comment! Would love to hear your thoughts, questions, or maybe just drop by to say hello! Can’t wait to hear from y'all

TL: @ellesmythe @18lkpeters @hookslove1592 @djs8891 @smoothdogsgirl @queenslandlover-93 @imjustamehbleh @love2write2626 @lt-jakeseresin @starcrossedtrek

@lauraseresin @axolotllover225 @kmc1989

“You can’t be serious right now!” My knuckles were white as my fingers curled tightly around the handle that sat above the window. “You’re gonna get us killed – fucking turn around!”

The car veered sharply around a corner, tires squealing against the asphalt. My heart pounded in my chest, each beat echoing like a drum in my ears. The sky was pitch black, the only light coming from the dim glow of the dashboard and the constant flash of lightening high in the sky.

“Relax, I’ve got this!” Tyler’s voice was steady, but I could see the tension in his clenched jaw and the way his eyes darted to the rearview mirror as the funnel barreled closer.

“Relax? Are you kidding me?” I shouted over the roar of the engine. “We’re not in some action movie! You’re gonna get us both killed!”

He didn’t answer, just pressed harder on the gas pedal. The speedometer needle climbed higher, and I could feel the car vibrating with the effort. I glanced out the window, trees blurring into a dark smear as we raced past them.

“We can’t outrun a tornado, Tyler!” I yelled, the panic rising in my throat. “This is insane!”

Tyler glanced over, his hands reaching over, pulling the belt tighter across my chest. “Wanna bet?”

The wind howled outside, shaking the truck as if it were a toy. Debris flew past the windshield, some of it slamming against the car with loud thuds. I could barely see the road ahead; the rain was falling in sheets, and the wipers struggled to keep up.

“Tyler, please!” I tried to keep my voice steady, but it cracked with fear. “We need to find shelter, now!”

He ignored me, his eyes fixed on the road, his knuckles as white as mine on the steering wheel. The car hit a pothole, and we were jolted violently, my head smacking against the window despite the seatbelt. Pain shot through my skull, and I tasted blood.

“Damn it, Tyler!” I screamed, tears blurring my vision. “This isn’t worth it!”

In the distance, I could see the tornado’s massive funnel, an ominous silhouette against the flashes of lightning. It was like a monstrous black snake, twisting and writhing, consuming everything in its path. The sound was deafening, a constant roar that drowned out even our screaming.

“God dammit, Riley!” Tyler yelled. “I fucking got this!”

But the tornado was gaining on us, its monstrous form growing larger and more terrifying by the second. The air pressure dropped, my ears popping painfully. The car swerved again, narrowly missing a fallen tree branch.

“Tyler, we’re not gonna make it!” I sobbed, clutching the handle above the window as if it were a lifeline. My mind raced, picturing the car being lifted and tossed like a rag doll, the metal crumpling, the glass shattering. This couldn’t be how it ended.

With a final, desperate glance at the rearview mirror, Tyler seemed to make a decision. He yanked the wheel to the right, sending us skidding off the road and into a muddy field. The tires spun, struggling for traction, but Tyler kept the pedal to the metal, urging the car forward.

There wasn’t a house in sight – just an open field. I kept my eyes trained on the scene in front of us, glancing every other second to see how Tyler was reacting. His once cool and calm façade was now replaced by worry and fear – feelings that the so-called tornado wrangler never dared to show.

The car's headlights cut through the darkness, illuminating the swirling chaos of wind and rain. The tornado’s monstrous form was a dark shadow against the flashes of lightning, growing larger and more menacing by the second. The air pressure dropped even further, making it hard to breathe, my ears popping painfully.

“Tyler, what are we going to do?” I cried, my voice barely audible over the roar of the storm. “There’s no place to hide!”

Tyler’s eyes darted around, searching for any sign of shelter, but the field stretched endlessly in every direction, offering no refuge. The car hit another bump, and I was thrown against the door, my heart racing faster than ever.

“Just hold on, Riley!” Tyler shouted; his voice tinged with desperation. The tires struggled to find traction in the muddy ground, the car fishtailing wildly.

I wasn’t the praying type – never having grown up going to church and all that, but at that moment I was desperate. “Please God – please God.” I whispered the words like a mantra, hoping some higher power would hear me, even if I had never believed before.

The wind howled around us, the noise deafening, as debris began to pelt the car. The windows rattled, threatening to shatter. The car lurched as it hit another rut, and I could hear Tyler cursing under his breath, fighting to keep control.

“Look!” Tyler yelled, pointing ahead. Through the sheets of rain, I could make out the faint outline of a small bridge, its weathered wood barely standing against the storm.

Tyler didn’t hesitate. He gunned the engine, aiming straight for the structure. The car bounced and jostled over the uneven ground, the structure growing larger and larger in our view. As we neared, Tyler slammed on the brakes, sending the car skidding to a halt against the side of the bridge. Without a word, we both threw open our doors and ran for cover, the wind nearly knocking us off our feet.

“Hold onto that pile!” Tyler’s voice was barely heard over the roar of the wind as I wrapped my arms around the wooden fixture. Tyler’s body hovered over mine as the rain pelted us sideways, mud and debris hitting us as the tornado approached. The red truck that Tyler treasured began to be pulled away only to be slammed back into the side of the bridge, my screams being overshadowed by the wind as nature’s force laid upon us. The wooden planks shuddered as the rusty nails began to give way, ripping off the top.

The bridge groaned and creaked, the old wood and metal straining under the sheer force of the tornado. Splinters flew through the air like missiles, and I pressed my face against the wooden pile, trying to shield myself from the onslaught. Tyler’s grip on me tightened, his body a protective barrier against the fury outside.

“We’re going to make it!” Tyler shouted, though his voice was filled with equal parts determination and fear. I held onto his words like a lifeline, my heart pounding in my chest.

The wind howled louder, and I could feel the bridge lifting slightly beneath us, threatening to be torn from its foundations. My mind raced with images of us being flung into the storm, the bridge collapsing, and Tyler’s truck being swallowed by the tornado. I squeezed my eyes shut, praying for the nightmare to end.

The noise was deafening, a relentless cacophony of wind, rain, and destruction. I felt like I was being pulled in every direction, the tornado’s force almost too much to bear. But Tyler’s presence kept me grounded, his unwavering strength giving me hope.

“Just a little longer!” Tyler yelled, his voice barely audible over the storm. “It’s almost over!”

A loud crack echoed through the air as one of the bridge’s support beams snapped, the structure shuddering violently. I tightened my grip on the pile, my knuckles white with the effort. The wind seemed to intensify, and I could feel my body being lifted slightly off the ground, the pull of the tornado almost irresistible.

And then, as suddenly as it began, the wind started to die down. The roar of the tornado faded, replaced by the steady patter of rain and the distant rumble of thunder. The pressure around us eased, and I dared to open my eyes.

The bridge was still standing, though barely. The top was partially ripped off, and debris was scattered everywhere, but we were alive. Tyler loosened his hold on me, glancing around to assess the damage.

“I think it’s moving away,” he said, his voice filled with cautious relief.

My eyes moved around, my body still shaking as tears started to prick against my eyes. The bridge was a tattered mess but for some reason we were still here – still alive. “You okay, baby?” Tyler’s hand caressed my arm, turning me to face him as he checked for any visible injuries. “Looks like everyth-“

“You stupid fucking asshole!” His body fell back at the force of my push.

Tyler's eyes widened in shock as he stumbled back, trying to comprehend the sudden shift in my demeanor. “What the hell, Riley!”

I could feel the anger boiling inside me, a mixture of fear, relief, and frustration. "You almost got us killed, Tyler! What were you thinking, driving straight into the storm like that?"

His eyes stayed connected with mine, searching for the right words but knowing they would still be wrong in my view. “Baby—” He sighed. “It’s a part of the job – tornadoes are my job.”

I stared at him, incredulous. "Your job? Your job is to drag me into life-and-death situations without even a warning? Without any regard for our safety?"

Tyler ran a hand through his hair, his face a mix of guilt and defensiveness. "I didn't expect it to get this bad. I thought we could get through it like we always do."

"Like we always do?" I echoed, my voice rising. "This isn't some routine storm chase, Tyler. This was a goddamn tornado! I could have died out there! We both could have!"

He took a step closer, his expression softening. "Riley, I know you're scared. I was scared too. But this is what I do. I study storms, I chase them. I can't just sit on the sidelines."

"But why drag me into it?" I asked, tears welling up in my eyes. "I didn't sign up for this."

Tyler took a deep breath, his eyes never leaving mine. "Because I need you with me. You're my anchor, Riley. You keep me grounded. I thought... I thought having you there would make it easier."

I shook my head, the tears spilling over. "It's not easier, Tyler. It's terrifying. I can't go through that again."

He stayed silent for a moment, “Would this be a bad time to ask you to marry me?”

My head jerking up, meeting his gaze, “What?”

I watched as he slowly reached into his denim pocket, pulling out the diamond ring. “I’ve had it in my pocket for about a week now – lost the damn box – almost lost the fucking ring a time or two.”

The tension in the air was palpable as Tyler revealed the ring. Despite the fear and adrenaline coursing through me from the storm, my heart skipped a beat. His eyes were earnest, filled with a mix of hope and apprehension.

"Riley," he began, his voice trembling slightly. "I know this isn't the most romantic proposal, and I know I've put you through hell. But I love you. I want to spend my life with you, chasing storms or not."

I stared at the ring, sparkling even under the dim light, and then back at Tyler. The weight of the moment pressed down on me, the reality of our dangerous lives juxtaposed with the promise of a future together. It was as if the storm outside mirrored the turmoil within me.

"Tyler," I whispered, my voice breaking. "This is crazy. You’re crazy."

He nodded, a small smile forming on his lips. "Maybe I am. But I’m crazy about you, Riley."

A laugh bubbled up, mingling with my tears. Despite everything, despite the fear and the chaos, there was love. And maybe, just maybe, that was enough.

I took a deep breath, my hand reaching out to touch the ring. "Yes," I said, my voice steadying. "Yes, I'll marry you."

For a moment, the world seemed to stand still. Tyler's face lit up with joy, and he slipped the ring onto my finger. It felt strange, comforting and surreal all at once. But in that instant, surrounded by the remnants of the storm, it felt right.

Tyler pulled me into an embrace, holding me tight as if he was afraid to let go. I could feel his heart pounding against mine, a rhythm that matched my own. The storm outside seemed to quiet, as if acknowledging the significance of our moment.

"I promise," Tyler murmured into my hair, "I'll do everything I can to keep you safe. I know it's dangerous out there, but I can't imagine facing it without you."

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daportalpractitioner · 8 months

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astrocartography: the moon line

to get your astrocartography chart, go to astro.com > free horoscopes > locational astrology > astroclick travel

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .

do you happen to live on your moon line? are you thinking about visiting your moving to your moon line?

the moon is one of the two luminaries in our solar system + is one of the most important aspects in the realm of astrology. with the moon being the closest planetary body to earth, she has a direct influence on our physical bodies, our minds, the weather, and our emotions to name a few by being the puppet master of our subconscious.

why one would want to be on their moon line:

establish nu roots

buy real estate

start a family

develop a community

get to know self on a more deeper and intimate level

divine feminine innerG activations

healing mother wound

womb healing

rest + rejuvenation

physical + spiritual healing

moon/asc: you're likely to feel very sensitive + in tune with your inner and outer world. be mindful on how you're spending your energy because you may not have the energetic capacity to do a variety of different things. honor your feminine flow + need to rest. this is the place to get in tune with your moon cycle. honor what each phase is requiring from you. you're very attractive on this line + other people feel very comfortable when in your presence. your goals are likely to be more internal + personal based rather than focusing on your greater impact on the world.

moon/ic: there is a tendency to want to nest + be cooped in the house when you're on this line. family matters most + if you're not in close proximity to your family, you will be craving the need for family. focus on cultivating your safe spaces, whether that be with others or within yourself. familiarize yourself with your close surroundings + the neighborhood that you live in for you'd be surprised by how many sweet individuals want to pour into you. this is great place to successfully conceive a child, do some family planning, and raise a family period. invest in interior design that reflects who you are in order for your living space to uplift your vibration. you'll be feeling the presence on your ancestors with you even more — open yourself up to their guidance for they're here to elevate you into higher timelines.

moon/dsc: on this line, you attract a lot of people that make you feel safe or the other side of the spectrum, trigger you in order to make you feel more secure within yourself. you crave connection + tend to make connections very easily. it's easy to date on this line, but longevity in those connections is not always promised. beware of energy leeches. people notice that your energy is of value before you do, so just don't get blindsided. if you have a business, this is a great line to build your clientele as people find you very trustworthy, making it easier to develop your business + cultivate secure connections with those that choose to invest in you. traveling here with your partner makes a great retreat to focus on healing + cultivating deeper connection with your partner.

moon/mc: you exhibit muva/queen/matriarch vibes to the world. people tend to respect you more on this line, like people respect their mother. if your line of work deals with catering to the needs of others, nurturing, or any type of healing, this is a place that will help you excel in that lane because people will gravitate towards you for those type of needs. beware of workaholism — your energy is really demanding by others here, so make sure that you have strong boundaries + make lots of time to rest + recharge. on this line, you're likely to think about your legacy, your (future) descendants, and long-term goals. whatever you do here on this line must be meaningful + build your reputation.

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hellsburners · 1 year

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thin walls

summary: this new york city apartment has terrible walls! pairing: matt murdock x gender neutral!reader word count: 934 warnings: 18+ warning, masturbation, perv!matt, eavesdropping, mutual masturbation kinda?, sex toy use, neighbor!matt a/n: was writing for a request but this prompt came to mind lol.

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Matt Murdock let out a yawn listening to his screen reader, neck aching, lids half-hooded at this point. It was well beyond the night for this lawyer of Hell’s Kitchen. It was definitely nothing new, taking hours doing research for a case. The week has been busy for him, balancing pro-bono cases and bigger cases to pay for the bills, this didn’t even include his nightly duties to the Kitchen.

Matt was in his dining area with his laptop and tons of paperwork, one earbud on as the robotic voice of the reader blurred in his tired brain. He pauses the audio and rests his face on his hands. The sounds of his neighborhood started to flood his senses, the dogs barking, the couples fighting, the crying babies, it was all making his head hurt. He tries to breathe his way into silencing the noises, purely focusing on blocking them all out when he hears a moan and buzzing sound from the unit next door. He knew who you were, you’ve exchanged greetings before, you even gave him packed food on Christmas day. It was a warm gesture, something that rarely happens in this neighborhood he loves to protect.

With Matt tuning his senses to the sounds coming from your room he hears what you’re doing clearly. You were on your bed, he heard the way the bed creaks and the way the cotton sheets brush on your shirt, you were completely naked waist down, the vibrating toy in between your legs teases you sex. It was a gift from your friend, you told them it was embarrassing and that you would never use it anyway, but here you were holding the six-inch pink vibrator in your hands.

On the other side of the wall Matt could hear you spread lube on the vibrating device. He furrowed his brows and removed the earbud to fully listen to what’s happening. Matt knew it was wrong, he purposely intended to only use his hightented abilities for good, not for eavesdropping on your neighbor masturbating. He loosens his tie from the heat starting to burn inside him, unbuttoning the first two buttons from his shirt. He hears your soft moans from you teasing your sex with the vibrator, you try to increase the intensity and you suddenly shudder from the shock of pleasure. At the same time, Matt could feel his own erection form.

Your mind wandered to the hot neighbor you had, with his red glasses, unkempt stubble, and his soft lips. You wondered what it would feel to have those lips on your skin, the softness of his kisses with the roughness of his facial hair trailing down your body to your center. Your eyes closed as you dive deeper into your fantasy, moaning while your thighs move closer. You were reminded of that time you saw him take a package left on his doorstep with the name “Foggy” written on it. He was only clothed from the waist down with worn out sweatpants with the hems tucked into old cotton socks. You marveled at his toned body, his big arms, his broad chest and his abs. You couldn’t help but stare as he bent down and his muscles contracted into deeper lines making them more defined.

“Fuck,” you said as you started to put the vibrator in your sex, feeling your muscles tense and give into the sensations. The lube added more ease to the thrusts you were doing to your center. You gripped the sheets as you moaned. In your head the pleasure wasn’t from a toy but from the man in the unit next door.

Behind the thin wall Matt Murdock was also in the middle of pleasure. He had opened his trousers and was pumping his dick to the sounds from the other room. Your voice starts to pitch higher from the immense pleasure. You muffle your moans with your other hand as you continue to fuck yourself. In a twisted use of his abilities, Matt could single out the moments the vibrator would go in and out of you. He used that chance to pump his dick in the same rhythm to yours.

Come on, sweetheart, let me hear your moans, he whispers under his breath, his chest rising and falling. He spits into his cock to give him some lubrication so his thrusts could be faster. You were a whimpering mess, your hand leaves your mouth to play with your nipples. You wanted to call for his name. The name of the man next door. Matt was it? Your orgasm was close. Your body slightly convulsing, tears pooling in your eyes. You wanted him so badly, want to feel his cock as it thrusts inside you. You want to feel him lose himself in your arms. A carnal desire looms over the both of you.

“I want you so bad, Matt,” you moaned. Matt was shocked to hear you moan his name, and how you wanted him. Wanton lust pulses through Matt’s body as he cums. His senses focusing on your beautiful noises, his cum pools on his abdomen as he climaxes.

The tension inside you loosens as you give out your release. You give out one last moan before you fall back to the mattress. You turn off the device and take it out of you. You lay there in your bed, ashamed of what you’ve done. The same way Matt feels. Sin won tonight in Hell’s Kitchen, wherein you and the devil lost yourselves to lust. Matt wondered if it would happen again tomorrow night.

He grins.

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gowonminajxx · 1 year

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— hobie brown and his smutty tendencies

:: A HC LIST. can be gn!reader but mainly for f!reader <3

++ me just blurting out all this shit LOL.

// CWs :: slight and extreme smut, smoking, hobie being flirty af 🤷‍♀️, author has terrible writing for british characters

— X = sfw

— XX = suggestive

— XXX = blatant smut

pick up lines are a no-go. hobie jst is smooth like that (X)

didn’t know hobie had that DAWG in him!

thinking about how hobie probably would never use those cheesy pick up lines someone like miles would use — or even peter b. hobie let’s it play out, hints being thrown everywhere about how he cares for you and wants to develop a further relationship with you (aka dating!!)

often calls you those pet names such as “doll” “bee” and other playful / dating ones even if you aren’t in a relationship. if you don’t like them, he teases you with them even more.

hobie brown and his lil smoking sessions with you (if you want to obviously) (XX)

thinking about how hobie will always insist on smoking with you. whether it’s plain old cigs or you and him are rolling papers together, getting high as hell in his own home.

if it was your first time, he’d teach you how to smoke it (simply.)

“just roll your pretty lips around the cig, and take a big breath. alright, doll?” he’d lean in just so you could hear, his breath grazing across your neck.

his intricate ways of touching you and finding excuses to touch you (XX)

hobie will always find some way to wrap his hand around your shoulders, place them there or place them .. in other places.

he often finds himself starved for your touch or some sort of physical contact between you two. his hand always glides from your shoulder to your waist, then a little higher, then a little lower, until he’s practically massaging your side.

once you two are further into your relationship, he always finds a way to touch you in more private places (such as your ass, hips or chest.)

if you two were in private or no one could see you, he’d wrap his hands right across your hips or your chest and give a little squeeze before pecking your neck with a soft kiss.

in public?? FO’ SURE .. (XXX)

thinking about how hobie enjoys seeing you squirm in public especially if he’s groping you somehow or whispering seductively in your ear.

he’d definitely be the type to pull you aside in the middle of something and fuck your brains out! for sure. ramming you against a bathroom stall? FOR SURE.

oh yeah, and taking you aside before or after a concert of his and seeing how willing you are to give him the juiciest head he’s ever had in his life. your lips forming around his length so sweetly, he couldn’t help but groan so loudly even if there’s people around checking themselves out in the mirror.

would he be the type to stick a vibrator in you and make you walk around? that’s up to you 🤷‍♀️……. he’d probably get a laugh out of it yk yk

musical instruments (X)

thinking about how hobie would teach you all his favorite songs on his guitar, while you sit in his lap. he guides your fingers gently, making you strum each string on perfect tune.

if you didn’t get it right, he’d help you and demonstrate for you, holding you close to his in the process.

his chin would be nudging into your neck the whole time while you play. no wonder you were messing up!

musical instruments and fingers (XXX)

thinking about how hobie teaching you how to play his favorite songs turns into him slamming 3 fingers inside of your entrance, causing you to let out loud cries.

the fact he takes off his rings to help you play already sets a tick off in your head. thinkin like .. damn is he gonna finger me?? you get a little excited at the thought even, giggling as his eyebrow raises.

“what’s so funny, doll?” he’d ask if you started giggling.

JSJSJJSS and just thinking about how hobie couldn’t get past one practice with you without turning it into a whole make out session + sex. his ass would NOTT stop thinking abt all those dirty thoughts the two of you share.

that’s all!!!! might update sooner or later thanks for reading my tiny little thoughts

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Mac Baconai @Macbaconai Archangel Angels and Cosmic Energy

Connecting Source Energy can open our soul to the Angelic Kingdom. The angels have an incredible way of speaking to your ego mind to get it to focus, while simultaneously broadcasting higher vibration frequencies of Divine Light and Cosmic Energy which you automatically tune into as you listen. You can simply go within. Turn off your mind and commune with the Ascended Masters, with the Divine, and with the unlimited supply of Cosmic Energy. Angels have thoughts, intelligence (they can speak God’s heavenly language as well as the languages of earth) and emotions. Angels don’t die, marry or pro-create so, they were probably all created at the same time. God’s angels also know their rightful place, as created beings of God. They exist to worship and serve God – not be worshiped themselves. Angels do have free will to make their own choices. Towards the beginning of creation, one of the highest ranking angels, Lucifer – also now known as Satan or ‘The Devil’ rebelled against God and decided he wanted God’s power. There was a great battle and Lucifer and his followers (about a third of all the angels) lost, were punished and thrown out of heaven. They now work against God and his holy angels to try and stop people knowing God. Angels (and the ‘fallen’ angels) are not normally ‘visible’ to our eyes. It may be that they can choose to reveal themselves to us (or when God allows us to see them). Having said that, angels, if allowed by God, can also appear as ‘normal’ men, as described in the Bible when Abraham and his nephew Lot were visited by ‘men’ The archangels have a more powerful, stronger essence than guardian angels. They oversee and guide the other angels who are with us on earth. As opposed to our guardian angels, the archangels can be in more than one place at a time. They don’t all have wings! Only certain types of angelic/heavenly beings are described as having wings. Angels also don’t know everything and can’t be everywhere. They serve God and follow his commands. Seven archangels supervise other angels who work in teams to help answer prayers from people according to the type of help for which they’re praying. Since the angels travel through the universe using the energy of light rays to do this work, various rays represent the kinds of angelic specialties.

Archangels are considered to very powerful spiritual beings that have captured our attention for centuries. The prefix ‘arch’ means ruling or chief in Greek. Religious texts refer to archangels as being at a high level in the celestial hierarchy. While the exact number of archangels is unknown many traditions and faiths reference seven archangels. Who these seven are is also a source of debate varying from faith to faith. Many scriptures tell of the archangels great abilities as healers and guides, intervening with assistance in many of life’s challenging situations. Continue on to learn about 7 well- known Archangels and their specialties. The Archangels are magnificent spiritual beings who vibrate with an incredible light and frequency. Each Archangel illuminates specific attributes and qualities of Creator, God, and of All That Is through the immense Divine Light and love they carry. The Archangels serve according to Divine will within the Heavens and on Earth, and their missions are often closely intertwined with helping humanity, because of this, their presence has been documented in many of the worlds religions. Archangels exist outside of any one religion or culture, and they exist outside of time and space. They are able to view reality, including our past, present and future as one stream of energy within the present moment, which enables them to offer powerful guidance and enlightening new perspectives. Archangels can appear to different people in locations across the world, all at the same time. They are great beings of light and unconditional love who coordinate and oversee guardian angels, guides, and other angels who provide help to us on Earth. Archangels project the light of the Divine and the energy of unconditional love always. Archangels are highly evolved spiritual beings of the light, who are more than willing to offer their love, guidance, healing, and support whenever we ask, but will not interfere without our permission. There is no one way to properly connect with or evoke the Archangels, but one thing is certain, by increasing your vibration first, and learning to open your subtle and psychic senses you’re far more likely to connect with the high vibration energy of the Archangels in a meaningful way. Archangels are the highest-ranking angels in heaven. God gives them the most important responsibilities, and they travel back and forth between the heavenly and earthly dimensions as they work on missions from God to help human beings. In the process, each archangel supervises angels with different types of specialties — from healing to wisdom — who work together on the light ray frequencies that correspond to the type of work they do. By definition, the word “archangel” comes from the Greek words “arche” (ruler) and “angelos” (messenger), signifying archangels’ dual duties: ruling over the other angels, while also delivering messages from God to human beings. Archangels are the strongest class of angel, being looked at as Heaven’s most fearsome wrath. They were the first Angels to be created, arguably making them God’s first creations, possibly older than Leviathans. Archangels were harder to make and are harder to revive as they were formed from such powerful primordial energies of creation which no longer exist after the physical plane and universe were created. They were created in this order: Michael, Lucifer, Raphael, and Gabriel. Michael is the mightiest and the most loyal archangel, Lucifer is the most prideful and avaricious, Raphael was the most ruthless and imperious, while Gabriel was the most mischievous and deceptive. The angel Metatron was also considered to be an Archangel by other Angels, until he revealed that he was simply a regular angel who was chosen to be the Scribe of God.

Archangels are responsible for ministering to humans, considered somewhat like “manager angels,” Archangels oversee the responsibilities of Guardian Angels and the other Celestial Light Beings that act as our guardians and guides. Each Archangel has specific qualities that distinguish their characteristics and their specific angelic responsibilities. Archangels, God’s top angels, are such powerful spiritual beings that they often capture people’s attention and awe. While the exact amount of archangels is debated among different faiths, seven archangels supervise angels who specialize in different types of work helping humanity, and four of those are considered by many believers to be the most important archangels. They are: Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, and Uriel.

Michael, who leads all of the holy angels, often works on missions that involve fighting evil, proclaiming God’s truth, and strengthening people’s faith. Archangel Michael is God’s top angel, leading all of the angels in heaven. He is also known as Saint Michael. Michael means “Who is like God?” Other spellings of Michael’s name include Mikhael, Mikael, Mikail, and Mikhail. Michael’s main characteristics are exceptional strength and courage. Michael fights for good to prevail over evil and empowers believers to set their faith in God on fire with passion. He protects and defends people who love God. People sometimes ask for Michael’s help to gain the courage they need to overcome their fears, obtain strength to resist temptations to sin and instead do what’s right and stay safe in dangerous situations.

Gabriel, who communicates God’s most important announcements to humans, specializes in helping people understand God’s messages and apply them to their lives well. Archangel Gabriel is known as the angel of revelation because God often chooses Gabriel to communicate important messages. Here’s a profile of the angel Gabriel and an overview of his roles and symbols: Gabriel’s name means means “God is my strength.” Other spellings of Gabriel’s name include Jibril, Gavriel, Gibrail, and Jabrail. People sometimes ask for Gabriel’s help to: clear away confusion and achieve the wisdom they need to make decisions, obtain the confidence they need to act on those decisions, communicate effectively to other people, and raise children well.

Raphael, who serves as God’s main healing angel, cares for the health of people, animals, and every other part of God’s creation. Archangel Raphael is known as the angel of healing. He’s full of compassion on people who are struggling physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually. Raphael works to bring people closer to God so they can experience the peace God wants to give them. He is often associated with joy and laughter. Raphael also works to heal animals and the Earth, so people connect him to animal care and environmental efforts. People sometimes ask for Raphael’s help to: heal them (of illnesses or injuries that are physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual in nature), help them overcome addictions, lead them to love, and keep them safe while traveling. Raphael means “God heals.” Other spellings of Archangel Raphael’s name include Rafael, Repha’el, Israfel, Israfil, and Sarafiel.

Uriel, who focuses on wisdom, often works on missions of helping people learn more about God, themselves, and others. Uriel means “God is my light.” Other spellings of his name include Usiel, Uzziel, Oriel, Auriel, Suriel, Urian, and Uryan. Archangel Uriel is known as the angel of wisdom. He shines the light of God’s truth into the darkness of confusion. People sometimes ask for Uriel’s help to: seek God’s will before making decisions, come up with fresh creative ideas, learn new information, solve problems, resolve conflicts, let go of destructive emotions such as anxiety and anger that can prevent them from discerning wisdom, and recognize dangerous situations so they can try to avoid them.

According to Jewish tradition (but not the Bible) the seven archangels are:

Archangel Michael is a powerful Archangel of protection. Michael oversees guardian angels, and he will help you to release lower energies of fear or worry, so that you can open to experience the incredible love and light of the Angelic Ream, and live a fun, fulfilling and passionate life. Archangel Michael is one of the easiest Archangels to hear, and also one of the most known. His main role is to take away negativity. He is able to restore harmony and peace in our lives and in the world. He is a very huge, powerful angel, and is often seen by those who are clairvoyant as an indigo (purplish-blue) colored light. Archangel Michael presides and rules over the Tree of Life Sephirah 6 (Tephirah). Archangel Michael name means ‘who is like God’. Archangel Michael rules the Blue Ray which is the 5th Ray in the spectrum. When Archangel Michael is in attendance you may see flashes or sparkles of blue or purple light. Archangel Michael is a ‘protector angel’ and is known as the ‘Protector of Humanity’ who bares the ‘Sword of Freedom’. Michael is also known as the ‘Prince of the Archangels’ and the ‘Defender of the Faith’. Archangel Michael functions as the world’s guardian angel as he is the master at keeping Divine order in all situations. It is Archangel Michael’s purpose to help you with whatever you need, when you need it. Archangel Michael is the Archangel of the South, and rules over the element of Fire. Archangel Michael vibrates to the energies and powers of faith, truth and protection.

Ray: 5th Ray, 1st Ray

Colour/s: Sapphire Blue and Yellow, Red and Purple Focus: Communication, Protection, Faith, Will of God, Power, Omnipotence of God, Perfection Chakra: Throat and Solar Plexus Element: Fire and Ether. Planet: The Sun Day: Sunday, Wednesday Direction: South Crystals: Sugalite, Sodalite, Angelite, Rainbow Hematite and all Blue crystals and gemstones Metal: Gold Trees: Laurel Animals: All cats (both wild and domestic) and all black birds Signs/Symbols: Sword and Shield Essential Oils: Frankincense and Myrrh Astrology/Zodiac: Leo

Gabriel – Gabriel is sometimes depicted as a male, and at other times as a female archangel. For simplicity, however, I will just use the masculine pronoun when describing him here. Gabriel is the communication angel, and we can call upon him whenever we need help with writing or speaking. Clairvoyants often see him as a copper colored light. Archangel Gabriel’s name means ‘God is my strength’, ‘strength of God’, ‘the Divine in my strength’. Archangel Gabriel presides over the Sephira Yesod and the Moon rules over the Tree of Life Sephirah (Yesod). Archangel Gabriel is known as the ‘Angel of the Annunciation’, the ‘Angel of Resurrection’, the ‘Chief Ambassador to Humanity’, the ‘Angel of Revelation’, and the ‘Bringer of Good News, Judgement and Mercy’. Archangel Gabriel is the ‘Angel of Harmony, Beauty, Purification and Art’, the ‘Angel of Joy and the Spirit of Truth’, and is the ‘awakening’ Archangel and the ‘soul’s guardian’. Archangel Gabriel teaches us to seek angelic help and guidance through invocation, ritual, meditation and dreams and helps to raise our conscious in order to increase our awareness of angels. Archangel Gabriel is the Archangel of the West and rules over the element of Water. Archangel Gabriel also works in the purest essence of every ray, the pure white Light. Archangel Gabriel governs the Base or Sacral chakra, and when this chakra is functioning at its optimum, you have the thrust and energy to get things done and feel passionate about achieving your goals and making a success of your life. You also put more energy towards your relationships and social contacts. Gabriel is in charge of the development of the Base and Sacral chakras of the planet and humanity as a whole. Archangel Gabriel is the archangel of the mind and can be called upon to help with mental challenges, to help construct alternative choices for outcomes in situations, and to help with decision-making.

Ray: 2nd Ray

Colour: Orange and White, sea Green Focus: Creativity, vitality and originality Chakra: Sacral Chakra Element: Water Planet: Moon Day: Monday Direction: West Crystals: Carnelian, Tiger’s Eye, Pyrite, Metal: Silver Trees: Pear trees and Weeping Willows Flowers: White Lilies Animals: Wolves and Owls Essential Oils: Jasmine and Camphor Astrology/Zodiac: Cancer

Raphael is the main archangel who oversees healing for living beings on Earth. He is a well know and incredibly powerful angelic being, who is ready, willing and waiting to connect with you directly if you so desire. Through the powerful divine guidance from Archangel Raphael, you can learn to activate and use your bodies innate ability to heal itself. Archangel Raphael is the angel to call upon if we wish to heal others or ourselves, except in cases where illness is part of the overall plan. As a response to our request, Raphael will show us what we can do to get well. He also often allows us to see how our thoughts and actions triggered our health problems in the first place. Clairvoyants often see his essence as an emerald green colored light. The name Raphael means ‘God heals’, ‘God has healed’, ‘Medicine of God’, derived from the Hebrew word ‘rapha’ meaning ‘healer’ or ‘doctor’. Raphael is the archangel of healing and is also known as ‘the Shining One Who Heals’. Archangel Raphael rules over the 4th Ray, the green ray, which is the fourth colour of the visible rainbow spectrum and is the colour of the Heart Chakra (green and pink). Raphael’s healing powers are directed to the dissolution of negative blocks, transmuting them to the positive power of love. Archangel Raphael is known as the ‘Chief of Guardian Angels’ and he is considered to be the patron of science and medicine, known as the ‘Archangel of Science and Knowledge’ and the ‘Archangel of Consecration and Dedication’Archangel Raphael is the ‘Angel of Healing, Abundance, Creativity, Truth and Vision’, and Raphael is also the patron saint of the blind. Archangel Raphael is also known as the patron saint of travelers and traveling, so call upon Raphael when you are traveling to ensure a safe and happy journey. Archangel Raphael is the Archangel of the East and rules over the element of Air. Archangel Raphael’s energies are most powerful on the Earth on Wednesdays and Sundays. Raphael’s wings symbolize his ability to rise above limitations. When Archangel Raphael is around you, you may see sparks, flashes or twinkles of green light. Archangel Raphael assists with spiritual and physical healing for humans and animals, gives guidance and support for healers, helps with reducing and eliminating cravings and addictions, enhancing clairvoyance, retrieving lost pets, space clearing and traveling. Archangel Raphael is a guide and healer for both wild and domesticated animals, and also assists with finding lost pets. Raphael helps to develop Divine vision, intuition and insights, and enhances creative visualization and manifestation techniques. Raphael helps us to develop our inner-vision and intuitive abilities, and helps to open our hearts and minds to the healing powers of the Universe. Archangel Raphael brings us in touch with our personal spirituality and allows us to find healing in nature and in the Universal Energies.

Ray: 4th

Colour: Emerald Green Focus: Harmony and Healing Chakra: 3rd Eye Chakra Element: Air Planet: Mercury Day: Wednesday, Sunday Direction: North, East Crystal: Emerald, Green Adventurine, Malachite, Green Fluorite, Trees: Hazel, Myrtle, Mulberry Animals: All birds Signs/Symbols: White feathers, the Sun Essential Oils: Star Anise, Lavender Astrology/Zodiac: Gemini, Virgo

Archangel Raphael presides over the Sephira Chokmah on the Tree of Life, and is archangel of the 4th Ray.

Archangel Ariel is well known as the Image result for archangel ariel fantasy art “Lioness of God”, (and is associated with lions), and also means ‘altar’as this is the direct translation of the name Ariel, or Arael in Herbew. But there’s more to Ariel, who is a powerful Archangel of abundance, happiness, and nature. Ariel closely works with animals, and the realms of nature and helps those whose missions are aligned with helping animals and the environment. Ariel is associated with the element of Wind and the direction North, and oversees the Earth, creative forces and Elemental spirits. Ariel is the ‘Angel of Nature’ as she oversees the protection and healing of plants and animals. Ariel is experienced as a feminine angelic presence with a beautiful pale pink energy. Her name means Lioness of God and she is described within books and literature involving Judaic mysticism and cabalistic magic. Archangel Ariel is aligned with the Natural World, with Animals and with Elementals (i.e. Fairies, Elves, Sprites, Gnomes etc.) In this capacity Ariel is a Guardian and healer of Animals and is an ally toward conservation of our natural world. Ariel will work autonomously and/or alongside Archangel Raphael for healing both wild and domestic animals. She invites us to call upon her for angelic assistance regarding any issues relating to animals and/or with conservation. Ariel is aligned with air/wind and with water, and although she is a guardian of all animals, she is especially aligned with birds and the Lion would be considered her “animal totem.” Archangel Ariel will act as an Angelic Liaison for those interested in connecting with the Elemental Kingdoms. Call upon Ariel to provide platforms for positive interactions with the Fairies, Nature Spirits, Sprites and others within the Elemental Kingdom. Ariel invites us to go outside and encourages us to spend time within the Natural World. She reminds us that there is a magical healing energy found in Nature that is restorative and rejuvenating to our body, mind and spirit. Soothing, refreshing and inspiring, simply spending time in nature has the ability to clear our perspective. Archangel Ariel is often depicted with a globe representing the Earth, or with water, fire or rocks, symbolizing the elements of nature. Archangel Ariel is also the ‘Angel of Destiny’ and is believed to be the feminine aspect of Archangel Uriel. Being androgynous, Archangel Ariel appears in both male and female form, although most often interacts from a feminine aspect. Archangel Ariel speaks to us through the Heart Chakra. Archangel Ariel resonates with pale pink and rainbow colors. Archangel Ariel oversees sprites (Elementals or nature angels associated with water) whose purpose is to maintain healthy environments around all water areas such as oceans and seas, lakes and rivers, estuaries, streams, creeks and ponds.

Colour: Pale pink, rainbow colours and Golden Orange Focus: Nature Chakra: Heart Element: Wind, Water, Fire and Earth Direction: North Crystals: Rose quartz, Amethyst, Emerald, Jade, Moonstone and Pink Tourmaline, Carnelian, Gold, Silver, Gold Topaz, Peach Adventurine, Opal, Sugarlite, Rhodochrosite. Trees: All trees Animals: All animals Signs/Symbols: Symbols of the Earth Essential Oils: Carrot seed, Hyacinth, Hyssop, Jasmine, Neroli, Sandalwood, Frankincense.

Archangel Haniel is an Archangel of Related imageenergy, vitality, and passion for life.When called upon, Archangel Haniel will cleanse and transmit all worry and lower vibrations back into love with her blue orb of healing light.

Archangel Haniel is an Angelic Ambassador of the Vibration of Grace, Remembrance of Natural Healing, and Ambassador of Opening and Developing of Natural Intuitive Abilities. Haniel is experienced as a feminine angelic presence with a beautiful opalescent blue-white energy. Her name means Grace of God and her presence helps us to return to our True State of Being. Haniel’s energy helps us to realign with our True and Natural State of Grace and to return to the Integrity of our Divine Essential Self. Archangel Haniel is aligned with the Stars and the Moon. She is one of the archangels who guided the priest-astronomers of ancient Babylon with their work in astrology, astronomy, divination and spiritual healing. Archangel Haniel can also help you to awaken your psychic and spiritual abilities like energy healing, clairvoyance, intuition and inner strength. Archangel Haniel’s name means ‘glory of God’, ‘grace of God’ or Me, the God”, and is the ‘Angel of Intellectual Activity’. Archangel Haniel presides over the Sephira Netzach on the Tree of Life, and rules over the planets Venus and Saturn, as well as the Moon. Archangel works on the white ‘Ray of Purity’ and the orange ‘Ray of Logic, Reason and Knowledge’. Archangel Haniel also resonates with the colour turquoise, which is the colour of the ‘Age of Aquarius’, and the vibration of this colour encourages us to seek spiritual knowledge and wisdom.Archangel Haniel is the ‘Angel of Divine Communication’ and he encourages Divine communication through clear perception and works with group energies and communicators. Archangel Haniel resonates with the energy of the Moon, and governs feminine power and the ancient magic of healing. Haniel connects to us using vivid, recurring visions and/or dreams. Archangel Haniel’s presence clears and balances the 3rd Eye Chakra.

Colour/s: Turquoise, deep pink, orange and white Focus: Self-expression through higher feelings and emotions Chakra: Thymus and 3rd Eye Element: Earth Planet: Moon, Saturn and Venus Day: Friday Month: December Crystals: Moonstone, Angelite, Howlite, Red Jasper Flowers: Rose (symbolizes spiritual growth, enlightenment, love and beauty) Animal/s: Wolf Essential Oils: Basil, marjoram, coriander, jasmine, cardamom, neroli and sandalwood Astrology/Zodiac: Taurus, Libra

Archangel Jophiel is a wonderful ally Related imageto call upon when you need help seeing the beauty within and around you. She will help you to shift your perspective from focusing on what is wrong and bad, into seeing the positives, beauty and magic that is all around you. Translated to English, Jophiel’s name means ‘Beauty of God’, or ‘the overwhelming beauty of God.’ Archangel Jophiel is the ‘Angel of Wisdom and Illumination’ and works with the angels from the ‘Halls of Wisdom’. Archangel Jophiel helps you to develop a fresh approach to life, bringing positive and optimistic attitudes, enhancements and pleasure. Archangel Jophiel builds connections to align you to your Higher-self, and helps to recover soul fragments that may have been scattered by shock, fright, grief or severe illness. Archangel Jophiel rules over the yellow ray, which is the third ray of the rainbow’s colour spectrum. Archangel Jophiel’s yellow ray illuminates our path through life by helping us look beyond the obvious to gain an understanding of the current life situations we may be caught up in. The colour yellow is the mental colour that deepens to gold as you open to more wisdom. Archangel Jophiel resonates with all yellow foods (eg. corn, yellow peppers (capsicum), bananas, lemons, grapefruit, honey and hazelnuts). Archangel Jophiel oversees the expanding of the Crown Chakra in humanity to enable everyone to connect with their Higher-Self. Archangel Jophiel helps us to look at life from a deeper level and assists to awaken our soul and bring a deeper understanding of we truly are and our spiritual life purpose in this lifetime. Jophiel brings about soul illumination and strengthens the connection with the Higher-self, spirit guides and angels. Archangel Jophiel is the Archangel of beauty and art, is also known as the ‘Patron of Artists’. He assists with artistic projects and creating and acknowledging beauty within ourselves and others. Jophiel illuminates our creative spark and infuses us with the energy and ideas to carry out artistic ventures. Archangel Jophiel’s gifts include the ‘Wisdom Flame’, intuition, joy, perception, wisdom, renewal, energy, bliss and soul illumination. He assists when your creativity needs a boost to prevent feelings of low self-esteem, mental fatigue and/or inertia, and he can heal, cleanse, activate, balance and align the body and soul, mind and spirit. Archangel Jophiel uses his might and power to light up and inspire the mind and spirit so that we are able to be creative, open-minded and wise.

Ray: 3rd Ray

Colour: Yellow Focus: Wisdom Chakra: Solar Plexus, Crown Element: Fire Day: Sunday Crystals: Rose Quartz, Peach Moonstone, natural sea shell Flowers: All yellow flowers Animals: Salmon and the Kestrel Foods: All yellow foods

Archangel Uriel’s name means “the Light of God,” and she is often depicted with an open hand… Holding forward a flame of light that is a gift of illumination for all human souls. The open hand of Archangel Uriel represents the openness and willingness to receive the love of God and to remain spiritually devoted. Uriel pours light upon the world illuminating humanity and helping us each along the path of enlightenment. Archangel Uriel aids us in situations when we feel helpless, and comes to the rescue during disasters. He also helps us to fulfill our life’s purpose, and pushes us to feel motivated when we are in a slump. He is very present to help out during times of war and violence. Clairvoyants often see him as a whitish yellow colored light. Archangel Uriel means ‘Fire of God’, ‘Flame of God’, ‘Light of God’, ‘God’s Light’, or ‘God is Light’, ‘God is My Light’, ‘Radiation of God’, ‘God is the Radiating Principle of Light’. Archangel Uriel rules over the Red Ray, red being the first visible color in the rainbow spectrum. His glyph is the lightening flash that he uses to bring flashes of inspiration. Archangel Uriel is the Archangel of the North, rules over the element of Earth, and relates to the astrological signs of Aquarius, Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn.

Archangel Uriel brings the concept and practice of alchemy and the ability to manifest onto the Earth plane. Archangel Uriel assists with Earth changes, alchemy, problem-solving and solution-finding, spiritual understanding, studies, learning and education, weather and writing. Archangel Uriel is the ‘Angel of Peace’ or the ‘Archangel of Divine Peace’, the ‘Angel of Salvation’, the ‘Angel of Repentance’, and the ‘Prince of Light’. Uriel is also the ‘Angel of Music’, the ‘Angel of Poetry’, the ‘Angel of Prophecy’ and the ‘Archangel of Ministration’. Archangel Uriel’s symbol is an open hand holding a flame, which he offers as the ‘Flame of Love’ towards all souls.Archangel Uriel is one of the most powerful of archangels, and he is associated with light, electricity, lightning and thunder, sudden action, courage, stamina and endurance. Uriel activates and revitalizes, and helps to release the energy blocks deep within the body’s system. Being known as the ‘Angel of Salvation’, Archangel Uriel is able to show us how we can heal all aspects of our lives, finding blessings through adversity, turning disappointments into victories, and releasing painful memories and burdens.

Ray: 1st Ray

Colour/s: Ruby Red, yellow and gold, purple Focus: Spiritual devotion through selfless service to humanity Chakra: Root or Base Chakra Element: Earth Planet: Venus Day: Thursday Direction: North Crystals: Rutilated Quartz, Citrine, Tiger’s Eye Signs/Symbols: The Flame of Love, glymph Astrology/Zodiac: Capricorn, Aquarius, Taurus, Virgo

Archangel Azraels name means “Whom God helps”. Archangel Azrael’s primary angelic responsibility is assisting souls in making the transition from physical life to the spirit world after death. Archangel Azrael can also help you to complete a life review now. Archangel Azrael means ‘Whom God helps’. Archangel Azrael works on the 2nd ray. The 2nd ray holds the vibrations of love and wisdom. Archangel Azrael is often recognized as the ‘Angel of Death’ and is also known as the ‘Archangel of Spirit’ because he is an intermediary between angels and archangels. Archangel Azrael comes with unconditional love, and provides guidance and assistance for our highest good. Archangel Azrael reminds us that death is transformation. Archangel Azrael’s primary purpose is to assist those who are making the transition from physical life to spiritual life. He helps us with experiencing a loving and gentle transition, and releasing our soul from the physical body that no longer serves us. Archangel Azrael comes with great compassion and wisdom and brings Universal healing energies, comfort, support and love to those grieving after the loss of a loved one. Archangel Azrael offers comfort where it is needed, particularly at times of grief and bereavement. Archangel Azrael is known as the Angel of Death’ and is with you when your physical body dies, soothing any suffering and fear, and assists with the journey as you pass over to the Other Side. Archangel Azrael’s primary angelic responsibility is to assist those who are making the transition from physical life to spirit life. Azrael ensures that the transition process is painless and effortless as well as offers safe passage to those who are transitioning, lovingly guiding them to their heavenly home. He also offers assistance to new arrivals helping them to adjust to life in Spirit. In addition to assisting those who are transitioning from the physical plane to Spirit, Archangel Azrael brings Universal Healing Energy, love and comfort to those who are grieving the loss of a loved one. Azrael holds this space with deep honor and respect, and considers this a very sacred service. Understanding that grief is a natural and also a very personal process, Archangel Azrael comes with great compassion and wisdom. Archangel Azrael assists with comforting the dying and grieving, crossing over the souls of the newly deceased. Archangel Azrael comforts people prior to their physical death and makes sure that they do not suffer during their passing. Azrael also offers assistance to new arrivals on the Other Side, helping them to adjust and assimilate to life on the Other Side in the spiritual realm. Archangel Azrael surrounds those left behind (eg grieving family and friends) with Divine Light and healing energies, helps them to cope with loss, and brings material, spiritual and emotional support. Archangel Azrael stands by as a source of quiet strength and comfort and is available to all concerned.

Ray: 2nd Ray

Colour: Yellow, Pearl, cream Element: Water Day: Tuesday and Friday Direction: Southwest Crystals: Creamy yellow calcite Astrology/Zodiac: Scorpio, Pisces

Archangel Zadkiel radiates joy, love, Image result for archangels and their crystals fantasy artforgiveness, freedom and mercy. Zadkiel is connected to the seventh ray, or violet flame, and has such an uplifting vibration simply calling upon Archangel Zadkiel will cleanse and illuminate your vibration…Zadkiel’s name means ‘the righteousness of God’, ‘Knowledge of God’ or ‘the Justice of God’. Archangel Zadkiel rules the highest vibration in the rainbow, the Violet Ray which is the 7th ray of the rainbow’s color spectrum. Archangel Zadkiel is the guardian of the ‘Violet Flame of Transformation and Healing’, which has the highest vibration frequency. This brings soul freedom and joy by releasing us from our limiting behaviors, concepts, beliefs and karmic binds or lessons. Archangel Zadkiel is known as the ‘Holy One’, the ‘Angel of Mercy and Benevolence’, the ‘Archangel of Deep Contemplation of God’, the ‘Angel of Understanding and Compassion’ and the Archangel of ‘Divine Joy’. Zadkiel resonates with Divine Grace and Divine Forgiveness. Archangel Zadkiel is also related to darkness, primal waters and inertia, and helps us to understand obstacles/difficulties that confront us in life, and with learning how to overcome them effectively. Archangel Zadkiel is the ‘Angel of Deep Contemplation’, representing the Divine feminine, and the water aspects of creation. Archangel Zadkiel represents the ‘Cosmic Mother’, contemplation and nurturing, the deeper aspects of the Divine Feminine (to protect and nurture), and the deeper aspects of intuition. Archangel Zadkiel is associated with feminine energies, mothers and motherhood due to the emphasis on nurturing and caring, as Zadkiel nurtures all things and gives glimpses of other realities.Archangel Zadkiel has the mission of helping us to discover the Divine aspects within ourselves and encourages spiritual growth and cosmic alchemy, accessing angelic guidance, wisdom and understanding. Archangel Zadkiel helps us to develop our natural tendencies towards helping one another whilst serving your life purposes.

Ray: 7th Ray

Colour/s: Violet, Lilac, Blue/Turquoise Focus: Self-transformation, accessing angelic guidance Chakra: Crown Chakra, 3th Eye Chakra / Brow Chakra Element: Cosmic energy Planet: Jupiter Day: Thursday, Saturday Crystals: Amethyst, Ametrine, Blue Chalcedony, Tanzanite, Charoite, Fluorite Planet: Jupiter, Saturn Trees: Oak, Ash, Cedar Animals: Elephants, whales, swans, ducks Essential Oil: Benzoin Astrology/Zodiac: Pisces, Sagittarius

Archangel Chamuel is a powerful Archangel of protection, comfort, love, peace and compassion. Chamuel often works behind the scenes to help ease tension, alleviate burdens and rinse away fear and pain energy from your being. Call upon Archangel Chamuel to integrate Divine love and peace into your life now. Archangel Chamuel’s name means ‘he who sees God’ or ‘he who seeks God’. Archangel Chamuel’s message is: “It is only the love energy within any given purpose that gives lasting value and benefit to all creation”. Archangel Chamuel presides over the Sephira Geburah on the Tree of Life. Rose Quartz crystals resonate with Archangel Chamuel’s healing energies and emotional healing. Archangel Chamuel helps to renew and improve your loving relationships with others by helping to develop the Heart Chakra. Essential oils of Rose Otto and Rose can be used to connect with Archangel Chamuel, and are used to open the heart chakra, bringing love, inner-peace and emotional balance. When you expand your heart chakra your cosmic heart becomes open and you can connect to the love of the cosmos. The Pink Ray of Archangel Chamuel takes the heat out of emotional stress and restores equilibrium without suppressing the release process. Archangel Chamuel brings the energies of unconditional love, beauty and compassion, and specializes in emotional healing.

Archangel Chamuel is known as the ‘Angel of Love’ and he oversees all the ‘Angels of Love’. They pour unconditional love into you and enable you to express love through creativity of all kinds. Angels of Love appear unexpectedly in response to people who are working with their hearts open and Archangel Chamuel sheds his loving light over artists, philosophers, peacemakers, meta-physicians and musicians. Archangel Chamuel and the Angels of Love bring pure compassion and love when you need it. The Angels of Love help in any situation that requires heartfelt communication and will do whatever they are able to within the guidelines of the Universal Spiritual Laws to ease your life and heal a hurting heart. The Angels of Love specialize in making your daily life more harmonious.

Ray: 3rd Ray

Color: Pink (all shades) Focus: Relationships Chakra: Heart Element: Air. Developing the higher emotions Crystal: Rose Quartz, Flourite Day/s: Friday, Monday, Tuesday Planet: Venus, Mars Crystal: Rose Quartz, Green Adventurine, Jade, Prehnite Animals: Deer, Dove, Rabbit, Butterfly Trees: Cherry and Apple Essential Oil: Rose Otto and Rose Astrology/Zodiac: Aries, Scorpio

Archangel Jeremiel assists with developing clairvoyance, receiving prophetic visions, understanding the meaning of dreams, and sorting through past memories to review your life. Call upon Archangel Jeremiel when you’re ready and willing for help, and he will help resolve challenges and guide you to make changes which will impact your future in a positive way. Jeremiel means ‘mercy of God’, ‘God’s mercy’ and ‘Lord of Souls awaiting resurrection’, and is known as the ‘Angel of Presence’ and the ‘Angel of Visions and Dreams’. Archangel Jeremiel brings to light things that have not been in the light before. Archangel Jeremiel is also known as the ‘Angel of Transition and Change’, and embodies forward movement and positive change. Archangel Jeremiel is said to preside over bees. Archangel Jeremiel assists with prophetic visions, psychic abilities and clairvoyance, and presides over true visions. Jeremiel assists with bringing clear vision (clairvoyance) both in our waking and dream states and brings a sense of clarity of self. Jeremiel assists with developing psychic and spiritual abilities and bringing them to the fore to be used for the highest good of all. Archangel Jeremiel helps you to fearlessly face your past and learn from prior experiences. Archangel Jeremiel encourages positive life choices. Archangel Jeremiel mainly communicates through visions, symbols, mental movies, and dreams. He’s particularly helpful in assisting you with developing clairvoyance, receiving prophetic visions, understanding the meaning of dreams, and sorting through past memories to review your life, and resolve to make changes which will impact your future in a positive way. Archangel Jeremiel is incredibly helpful when it comes to dealing with emotions. Specifically, he will help you to see the patterns in your life which have led to your current emotional state. This is often called a life review, where you “see” past experiences, memories, choices, and patterns that have molded your life, and impacted your energy and emotions. With this understanding, he then offers gentle guidance (usually in the form of inner visions, impressions, and mental images) to help you make positive changes to raise your emotional vibration in the present so you can positive impact your future and align with your authentic soul path and purpose. Archangel Jeremiel reviews our lives with us after we have crossed over, and helps us to re-acclimatize to our spirit bodies once we pass back to the Other Side. Jeremiel is also able to review our lives for us whilst we are still on the Earth plane by helping us to review our lives up to the present moment allowing us to make positive changes and adjustments which lead us on the right path. Jeremiel helps us to consider, examine and consolidate our present life circumstances, and where we are headed in the future, enabling us to learn from experiences and maximize our opportunities.

Color: Purple Chakra: 3rd Eye (Brow Chakra) Crystals: Amethyst, Rhadochrosite, Garnet, Red Jasper, Animals: Bee Signs/Symbols: Scorpio

Archangel Raziel is like the wizard of the Archangels as he holds the key to unlocking many of the secrets and mysteries of the Universe. Connecting with Raziel can help you to uncover new spiritual insights, develop your psychic abilities, remove blockages, increase your creativity, and tune into Divine magic and manifestation. Archangel Raziel’s name means ‘secret of God’ because he works so closely with the Creator that he knows all the secrets of the Universe and knows how it works. He represents the ‘Cosmic Father’ and the secret mysteries of the Universe. Archangel Raziel aids us to come to greater wisdom of how the Universe operates. Archangel Raziel rules over the 6th Ray of the physical visible rainbow spectrum – the Indigo Ray. Archangel Raziel may appear in many forms, but most often as pure energy or vibrant light. Archangel Raziel is the Archangel of the ‘Revelation of Divine Mysteries’, and he offers mysterious knowledge, insight and Divine wisdom to those who are ready to receive it. Raziel works as a spiritual guide, infusing Divine grace and knowledge which helps to broaden the intuition, assisting with understanding metaphysical and esoteric aspects. Archangel Raziel brings Divine information by allowing us to glimpse the enigmas of the Universe. These experiences take our consciousness beyond the confines of time, so any glimpses of this level of existence will show past, present and futures as the eternal ‘now’. Archangel Raziel helps to create internal communications and helps to focus on personal issues such as self-awareness, self-knowledge and understanding. Archangel Raziel can help you to open up to higher levels of spiritual awareness and psychic abilities and increase your ability to hear, know, see and feel Divine guidance. Archangel Raziel helps you to understand spiritual and esoteric material, the principles of manifestation, sacred geometry, quantum physics and other high-level information. He helps you to deepen your spiritual understanding of esoteric information, knowledge and concepts. Archangel Raziel can help you to understand sacred geometry, quantum physics, the principles of manifesting and manifestation, alchemy and other high-level information. Archangel Raziel helps to enhance intuition, clairvoyance and clairsentience and also helps to develop psychic abilities and spiritual awareness. Archangel Raziel is the keeper of the DIVINE MYSTERIES and so this guardian Angel of Illumination is the keeper of the supreme knowledge of the soul, just as the Great Pyramid and Sphinx hold the secrets of bygone civilizations. Therefore, drawing Raziel into your daily devotions will allow you to experience life drawn from a deeply profound connection with the sacredness of the Cosmos. Once you allow this magic into your life the veil of illusion parts, and you will see life truly as it is, full of a love that stretches for infinity.

Ray: 6th Ray

Colour: Indigo Focus: Intuition, insight and psychic abilities Chakra: 3rd Eye chakra Element: Light Crystals: Chevron, Amethyst, Labrodite, Prehnite Archangel Raziel presides over the Sephira Chokmah on the Tree of Life.

Archangel Sandalphon is the Archangel of music, poetry and prayer and works closely with musicians. Sandalphon receives and delivers prayers to the Divine so they are clearly heard and answered. Sandalphon means ‘brother’ in Greek, and he is said to be twin brother to Archangel Metatron. Sandalphon was the prophet Elijah, and Metatron was the wise-man Enoch. Sandalphon’s primary role is to carry human prayers to God so that they are able to be answered and assists with music and conveying messages and musings. Archangel Sandalphon is the ‘Guardian of the Earth’ and he is responsible for the welfare of human kind and all that inhabitants of Earth. Sandalphon brings glory to the kingdom and is the steward who rules the kingdom, bringing the nature elements (or Elemental s / the Elemental kingdom or realm) into harmony, and establishing peace and joy. Archangel Sandalphon offers us stability, balance and freedom. Archangel Saldalphon is the angel of earth-healing, prayer and absent healing. When we use nature’s colors to heal ourselves and the environment, we naturally tune into the energy of Archangel Sandalphon. Working with Archangel Sandalphon includes having respect for and being involved with all life of Earth. Archangel Sandalphon helps us to integrate healing energy within the physical body, which is vital if stability and balance are to be maintained. He brings grounding to our daily spiritual practices and those who work with nature’s energies (such as Shamans and the like) utilize his energies. Nature has furnished us with all the colors displayed in the multitude of trees, plants, flowers and crystals. Archangel Sandalphon is known as the ‘Archangel of the Holy Spirit’ and the ‘Angel of Music and Prayer’ as music is a powerful tool to lift and maintain a positive vibration and mind-set. Call upon Archangel Sandalphon to develop your musical skills and guide you towards lessons, tuition and avenues and opportunities to bring your unique music, songs and words to the world. Sandalphon can also guide and oversee your career path within the music industry. Archangel Sandalphon is said to have lived on Earth as the prophet Elijah, prior to ascending to the spiritual realms and becoming an archangel. Sandalphon is the twin brother of Archangel Metatron and they are the only archangels who were originally mortal men. Sandalphon was the prophet Elijah, and Metatron was the wise man Enoch.

Color: Nature’s colours Focus: Environmental awareness – personal and global responsibility. Chakra: Earth Star (situated below the feet) Planet: Venus Day: Friday Crystals: Turquoise, Amazonite, Apatite, Aquamarine Essential Oils: Sandalwood Archangel Sandalphon presides over Sephira Malkuth on the Tree of Life.

Archangel Muriel is a powerful and yet gentle Archangel of peace and harmony who oversees emotions, and intuition, with unconditional love and compassion. Archangel Muriel helps all who call upon her, but is especially connected to those who are empathic, or struggling with emotions. Muriel also assist individuals who are ready to open up intuitively to the next level. Muriel’s name means “God’s perfume.” Her angelic responsibility includes tending the animals and the plants of earth. She is often depicted with a crown of flowers which she lovingly places in the river of life. When she is around, you may smell the subtle scent of your favorite flower. Muriel brings messages of peace and harmony, reminding us that every selfless good deed is rewarded exponentially. Muriel’s huge heart will teach you how to love unconditionally. As you invite Muriel into your life, you become aware of your intuition. If you suddenly find yourself thinking about helping the homeless, follow through. Muriel teaches us that helping others is the path to true happiness. If you really want your life to change, volunteer at a homeless shelter, pull a few weeds from a local park, hang a bird-feeder or become a dog walker at an animal shelter. Reach out to someone else and see what happens to your life. You might just meet your future love or find the job of your dreams as a result of your willing service. At the same time, Muriel teaches to act with an open heart, without expectation of personal gain. Then and only then will your blessings come back to you multiplied. Muriel, whose name means “God’s Perfume”, is the Angel of Divine Light and Love, emotion and grace within, and is the patron angel of empaths. She helps us to gain greater control over and fine tune our emotions to “feel” at a higher level. Muriel will help you to be able to pick out what others are feeling while enabling you to channel these emotions in a more constructive and productive manner. By being able to “feel” the emotions of others, while keeping your own in check, you will be able to discern the needs of others and be of greater service to the Light. Archangel Muriel helps with the art of speaking, and to enlighten the mind in holy things. Angel Muriel helps us to be courageous to face challenges that may arise and she teaches us to grow and expand our horizon, to maintain our enthusiasm in everything we do. She urges us to be righteous and believe that there is power greater than us that is ever willing to help in times of need and grants wishes that comes from the heart. She has a reputation of giving intellectual and material rewards to those who are open minded. Her angelic responsibility includes tending the animals and the plants of earth. She is often depicted with a crown of flowers which she lovingly places in the river of life. When she is around, you may smell the subtle scent of your favorite flower. Muriel brings messages of peace and harmony, reminding us that every selfless good deed is rewarded exponentially. Muriel’s huge heart will teach you how to love unconditionally.

Archangel Orion offers powerful help with energy clearing, protection, releasing dark or negative energy (or entities), and on the lighter side he will help you to open to receive and understand the vast beauty, magic and high vibration frequency present now. Orion is like the galactic Archangel… He is an incredibly powerful, cosmic, and love filled guide from the Celestial Realms.

A simple but powerful Archangel Invocation is simply:

Archangel Michael stands in front of me… Archangel Raphael stands to my left.. Archangel Uriel stands behind me… Archangel Gabriel stands to my right… Thank you for your protection, healing light, guidance, and divine communication. Thank you for connecting with me now.

You can add in any additional Archangels you have a connection with or are drawn to connect with.

When you think or say these words and then quiet your mind, focus your awareness within upon the area of your heart, and with intention and practice you will experience the many blessings of connecting with the Archangels.

In the metaphysical system of angel colors based on seven different light rays: blue, yellow, pink, white, green, red, and purple. Some people believe that the light waves for the seven angel colors vibrate at different electromagnetic energy frequencies in the universe, attracting the angels that have similar kinds of energy. Others believe that the colors are just fun ways of symbolizing the different types of missions that God sends angels on to help people. By thinking of angels who specialize in different types of work according to colors, people can focus their prayers according to what type of help they’re seeking from God and his angels.

Blue (power, protection, faith, courage, and strength – led by Archangel Michael).The blue angel light ray represents power, protection, faith, courage, and strength. Michael, the leader of all holy angels, is in charge of the blue angel light ray. Michael is known for his exceptional strength and courage. He’s a leader who fights for good to prevail over evil. He protects and defends people who love God. People sometimes ask for Michael’s help to gain the courage they need to overcome their fears, obtain strength to resist temptations to sin and instead do what’s right and stay safe in dangerous situations.

Yellow (wisdom for decisions – led by Archangel Jophiel). The yellow angel light ray represents the enlightenment that God’s wisdom brings into people’s souls to help them make good decisions. Jophiel, the archangel of beautiful thoughts, is in charge of the yellow angel light ray. Jophiel helps people learn how to think in enlightening ways that can help them develop beautiful souls. People sometimes ask for Jophiel’s help to: discover more about the beauty of God’s holiness, see themselves as God sees them and recognize how valuable they are, seek creative inspiration, overcome the ugliness of addictions and unhealthy thought patterns, absorb information and study for tests, solve problems, and discover more of God’s joy in their lives.

Pink (representing love and peace – led by Archangel Chamuel). The pink angel light ray represents love and peace. Chamuel, the archangel of peaceful relationships, is in charge of the pink angel light ray. People sometimes ask for Chamuel’s help to: discover more about God’s love, find inner peace, resolve conflicts with others, forgive people who have hurt or offended them, find and nurture romantic love, and reach out to serve people in turmoil who need help to find peace.

White (representing the purity and harmony of holiness – led by Archangel Gabriel). The white angel light ray represents the purity and harmony that come from holiness. Gabriel, the archangel of revelation, is in charge of the white angel light ray. People sometimes ask for Gabriel’s help to: understand the messages that God is communicating to them so they can grow in holiness, clear away confusion and achieve the wisdom they need to make decisions, obtain the confidence they need to act on those decisions, communicate effectively to other people, and raise children well.

Green (representing healing and prosperity – led by Archangel Raphael). The green angel light ray represents healing and prosperity. Raphael, the archangel of healing, is in charge of the green light ray. Raphael works to bring people closer to God so they can experience the healing peace that God wants to give them. He’s often associated with joy and laughter. Raphael also works to heal animals and the Earth, so people connect him to animal care and environmental efforts.People sometimes ask for Raphael’s help to: heal them (of illnesses or wounds that are physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual in nature), help them overcome addictions, lead them to love and keep them safe while traveling.

Red (representing wise service – led by Archangel Uriel). The red angel light ray represents wise service. Angels, who express their love for God by serving on the missions God gives them, encourage people to express their love for God through service as well.Uriel, the archangel of wisdom, is in charge of the red angel light ray. People sometimes ask for Uriel’s help to: seek God’s wisdom before making decisions, come up with fresh creative ideas for how to serve people in need, learn new information, solve problems, resolve conflicts, let go of destructive emotions such as anxiety and anger that can prevent them from discerning wisdom, and recognize dangerous situations.

Purple (representing mercy and transformation – led by Archangel Zadkiel). The purple angel light ray represents mercy and transformation. Zadkiel, the archangel of mercy, is in charge of the purple light ray. Zadkiel helps people approach God for mercy when they’ve done something wrong, encouraging them that God cares and will be merciful to them when they confess and repent of their sins, and motivating them to pray. Just as Zadkiel encourages people to seek the forgiveness that God offers them, he also encourages people to forgive others who have hurt them and helps deliver divine power that people can tap into to enable them to choose forgiveness, despite their hurt feelings. Zadkiel helps heal emotional wounds by comforting people and healing their painful memories. He helps repair broken relationships by motivating estranged people to show mercy to each other.

Angels are said to be the drinkers of cosmic energy. In the case of angels, the inert energy is directly grasped from cosmic energy, which generates awareness through the subtle nervous system and here there is no need of food and oxygen to generate inert energy. The energetic bodies of angels do not have a digestive and respiratory systems to carry on the oxidation of food to generate inert energy which is the working element in the nervous system-machine to generate the awareness. Since angels travel in the region of vacuum also above the region of air, the respiratory system is impossible. The electromagnetic radiation travels even in vacuum, without air and hence the energetic body of the angel travels in vacuum, without air. Since angels do not take any food, neither air nor food is available for the generation of inert energy. These angels said to be the drinkers of cosmic energy (ushmapayinah). This means that the energetic bodies take the inert energy directly from cosmic energy, which enters the subtle nervous system and generates awareness. Since the human body does not have the ability to take cosmic energy directly, the food and air are required for the generation of inert energy. Hence, the awareness in a human body disappears in the absence of food and air. In the case of angels, since the inert energy is directly taken, the awareness is continuous even without food and air. The angels are called as animishas, which mean that their eyelids are never closed. This means that they never sleep. Hence angels are said to be relatively eternal compared to human beings. In the Occult/New Age there is a different list the seven angels, known as the ‘Angels of Revelation’, each of which is linked to their ‘planet’. These are:

Michael – the Sun Raphael – Mercury Uriel – Venus Melchizedek – Earth Gabriel – the Earth’s Moon Samael – Mars Zachariel – Jupiter Orifiel – Saturn

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By popular (???) request, based on the outcome of this poll.

A WARNING: you guys really did pick the most complex one. This is loooooong. A DISCLAIMER. This is a silly little lesson aimed at folks who know sod-all about MRI. There are memes. There is (arguably) overuse of the term ‘big chungus’. If you are looking to delve deeper into the mysteries of K-Space, this is not the Tumblr post for you.

So, without further ado...

Today I am introducing you to my one true love. The legend. The icon.

Ferromagnetic material loves him. Claustrophobic people fear him.

Yeah, that’s right – we’re talking about the big boom-boom sexyboy magnet machine, hereby known as Big Chungus.

Aka...

MAGNETIC RESONANCE IMAGING

First off, though? Let’s start small.

Very, very small.

Meet HYDROGEN.

The nucleus of this element is made up of a single proton, which has a magnetic dipole – i.e., it acts like a tiny bar magnet.

Hydrogen is also a component of water. As we all know, we’re basically walking sacks of goop – meaning that Hydrogen is abundant throughout our bodies.

Therefore, when we stick you in a strong magnetic field… say, within our friend Big Chungus… we can manipulate all those tiny Hydrogen atoms in a variety of fun ways.

Under normal conditions, all your Hydrogen protons are pointing every-which-way.

But in Big Chungus, there is a strong longitudinal magnetic field that travels along the Z-axis of the machine. So, all your teeny tiny Hydrogen protons swivel to align with that field!

If a proton’s energy is LOWER than that of the longitudinal magnetic field (a majority), they will align PARALLEL with the field. If their energy is HIGHER (a minority) they will align ANTI-PARALLEL.

As most of the protons align with the longitudinal magnetic field, the net magnetisation vector within the human body is also longitudinal! This is called the thermodynamic equilibrium – the resting state for all those li’l protons when your body is within Big Chungus.

(You won’t feel any different, btw! We’re flipping a bunch of teeny-tiny bits inside you, but you won’t feel a thing!) (You might do later, when we activate the Gradient coils. We’ll….. get to that)

But, while all of this is very cool, it gives us no actual information. We gotta play some more with your protons - which brings us to arguably the most important concept in MRI. I mean, it’s literally in the name!

Let’s go back to our Hydrogen protons.

We’ve established that they’re all pointing in different directions. But they’re not just sitting still. They’re spinning and wobbling all over the shop.

We call this rotational wobbly movement precession.

In their natural state, these protons all precess at different speeds. When we subject them to Big Chungus, as well as all lining up neatly with the magnetic field, they all start to precess at the same speed.

However, their magnetic North will be pointing to different points at any given moment. Imagine two clocks, both of which are ticking at the same rate, but which have been set to read different times.

This is where magnetic resonance comes in.

In addition to the homogenous longitudinal magnetic field provided by Big Chungus, we also create an oscillating magnetic field in the transverse plane by using a radiofrequency (RF) pulse. We can tune that oscillation to the ‘resonant frequency’ of Hydrogen atoms.

Every molecule capable of resonance has its own specific frequency. We use a funky equation called the Larmor Equation to work this out, or, as I like to call it, W, BOY!!!

(The weird ‘w’ is the resonance frequency; the weird ‘Bo’ is the magnetic field strength, and the weird ‘Y’ is the gyromagnetic ratio of each particular element.)

So, we know exactly at what frequency to apply that RF pulse to your protons, to achieve resonance!

But what is resonance?

In acoustics, a ‘resonant frequency’ is the frequency an external wave needs to be applied at in order to create the maximum amplitude of vibrations within the object. Like when opera singers shatter glass with their voice! They’re singing at the resonant frequency of the glass, which makes it vibrate to the point where it compromises its structural integrity.

A similar concept applies in magnetic precession, with, uh, less destructive results. We’re not exploding anything inside of you, don’t worry!

(We do explode your innards accidentally in Ultrasound sometimes, via a different mechanism. But you’ll have to ask me more about that later. >:3)

To put it simply, magnetic resonance is the final step in getting those protons to BEHAVE. Now, the clocks have been corrected so their hands move at exactly the same time, in the same position. The protons are precessing ‘in phase’. Yay!

This creates transverse magnetisation, as the magnetic vectors of all those protons (which, remember, act as bar magnets) will swing around to point in one direction at the same time.

But the cool thing about resonance? It also allows the protons to absorb energy from the RF pulse.

(Do NOT ask me how. Do NOT. I will cry.)

And remember how the higher-energy protons flip anti-parallel to the longitudinal magnetic vector of Big Chungus, while the lower-energy protons are aligned parallel? And because we have more low-energy protons than high-energy protons, our body gains a longitudinal magnetic vector to match Big Chungus?

Zapping those protons at their resonant frequency gives 'em energy (a process known as ‘excitation’, which I love, because I get to imagine them putting little party hats on and having a rave).

So, loads of them flip anti-parallel! Enough to cancel out the net longitudinal magnetic vector of our bodies – despite the best efforts of good ol’ Chungus!

(Keep trying, Chungus. We love you.)

Our protons are as far from our happy equilibrium as they can possibly be. We’ve lost longitudinal magnetisation, and gained transverse magnetisation. Oh noooo however can we fix this ohhhh noooooo

Simple. We turn off the RF pulse.

Everything returns to that sweet, sweet thermodynamic equilibrium.

Longitudinal magnetisation is regained. I.e., the protons realign with Big Chungus’s longitudinal magnetic field, with the majority aligned parallel rather than anti-parallel.

This is called SPIN-LATTICE RELAXATION.

‘T1 time’ is the point by which 63% of longitudinal magnetisation has been regained after application of the RF pulse. A T1-weighted image shows the difference between T1 relaxation times of different tissues.

And, without that oscillating RF pulse, we lose resonance – the protons fall out of phase randomly, due to the delightful unpredictable nature of entropy, and Transverse magnetisation reduces.

This is called SPIN-SPIN RELAXATION.

Or, if we’re feeling dramatic…

‘T2 time’ is the point by which 37% of the transverse magnetisation has been lost. A T2-weighted image shows the difference between T2 relaxation times of different tissues.

(Spin-spin is objectively a hilarious phrase to say in full seriousness when surrounded by important physics-y people. However, a word to the wise: do not make a moon-moon joke. They are not on Tumblr (present company excluded). They will not understand. You will get strange looks.)

But remember how resonance lets our protons shlorp up that sweet, sweet energy from the RF pulse? Well, in order to get back to thermodynamic equilibrium and line up with Big Chungus again, they have to splort that energy back out.

This is why we stick a cage over the body part we’re imaging. That cage isn’t a magnet, or a way of keeping you still – it’s a receiver coil.

It picks up the RF signal that’s given off by your innards as they relax from the intense work-out we just put them through. How cool is that??

The amount of time we wait between applying the RF pulse and measuring the ‘echo’ from within your body is called the ‘ECHO TIME’, or ‘TE’ (because we didn’t want to call it ET).

(yes, we’re cowards. Sorry.)

We also have ‘REPETITION TIME’ or ‘TR’ – the amount of time we leave between RF pulses! This determines how much longitudinal magnetisation can recover between each pulse.

By manipulating TE and TR, we can alter the contrast (i.e., the blacks and whites) on our image.

Areas of high received signal (hyperintense) are shown as white, while areas of low received signal (hypointense) are shown as black. Different sorts of tissue will have different ratios of Hydrogen-to-other-shit, and different densities of Hydrogen-and-other-shit – ergo, some tissue blasts out all of its stored energy SUPER QUICK. Others give it off slower.

A T1-weighted image has a short TR and TE time.

Fat realigns its longitudinal magnetisation with Big Chungus SUPER QUICK. This means, on a T1-weighted image, it looks hyperintense. However, water realigns its longitudinal magnetisation with Big Chungus slooooowly. Therefore, on a T1-weighted image, fluid looks hypointense! Ya see?

A T2-weighted image has a long TR and TE time.

The precession of protons in fat decays relatively slow, so it will look quite bright on a T2-scan. But water decays slower, and therefore, by the time we take the T2 image, fluids within the body will be giving off comparatively ‘more’ signal than fat – meaning they’ll appear more hyperintense!

If we have a substance with intrinsically long T1 and T2 values, it will appear dark on a T1-weighted image and bright on a T2-weighted image, and the same in reverse. If a substance has a short T1 value and a long T2 value, it will appear relatively ‘bright’ on both T1 and T2-weighted images – i.e., fat and intervertebral discs.

As every tissue has its own distinct T1 and T2 property… we can work out precisely what sort of tissue we’re looking at.

When we build in all our additional sequences, this becomes even clearer! This is why your MRI scan takes sooooo long – we’re running SO MANY sequences, manipulating TR and TE to determine the exact T1 and T2 properties of various tissues within your bod.

There is, however, a problem.

The RF signal given off by each proton doesn’t shoot out in a handy-dandy straight line. Meaning, we have no idea where the signal is coming from within your body.

Enter our lord and saviour:

THE GRADIENT COILS.

(Shim coils are also very important – they maintain field homogeneity across the whole of Big Chungus. While Big Chungus wouldn’t need them in a perfect theoretical scenario… reality ain’t that. Big Chungus’s magnetic field is all wibbly-wobbly, so we use Shims to keep everything smooth! That’s all you need to know about them. BACK TO THE GRADIENTS.)

There are three of them, wrapping around each of the three planes of your body. When these activate, they cause those epicly eerie booming noises, characteristic of a Big Chungus ExperienceTM.

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The Gradient coils are also what causes those weird tingling sensations you get in an MRI machine – which, don’t worry, aren’t permanent! Your nerves just go ‘WOAHG. THASSALOT OF MAGNET SHIT. HM. DON’T LIKE THAT.’ But they’ll calm down again once you’re freed from Big Chungus.

The gradient coils cause constant fluctuations in the magnetic field across all three dimensions. They activate sequentially, isolating one chunk of your body after the next.

As these fluctuations cause variation within the signal received, we can look at how much THAT particular signal, received at THAT particular number of milliseconds after an RF pulse, varied when THAT particular gradient was activated, in comparison to when THAT OTHER gradient was activated.

For every single bit of signal output.

That gives us A WHOLE LOTTA DATA.

^ imagine this, but the cupboard contents is just. data.

Way too much data, in fact, for our puny human brains to comprehend – so obviously, we feed it to an algorithm.

K-space is a funky computational matrix where all this info gets compiled during data acquisition. Once we’ve finished the scan sequence and have all that yummy raw data, it can be mathematically processed to create a final image!

Just like that. Simple, right?

TL;DR

You are full of Hydrogen.

Hydrogen nuclei (protons) are basically tiny magnets

These tiny magnets are orientated completely randomly, with ‘North’ pointing in all directions

We stick billions of these tiny magnets (i.e., you) into a mahoosive magnet (i.e., Big Chungus)

All the tiny magnets flip around to align with the longitudinal magnetic field of Big Chungus

High energy protons = antiparallel Low energy protons = parallel

As you have more low energy protons than high energy protons in your body, the net magnetic vector of your body is longitudinal – just like Big Chungus!

All your protons are spinning and wobbling (precessing) at random rates

We use an RF pulse, tuned to the Resonance Frequency of Hydrogen, to make ‘em precess in phase (wobble at the same time, all pointing in the same direction at once). This creates a Transverse magnetic vector.

This in-phase precession is ‘Magnetic Resonance’

Magnetic Resonance means the protons can absorb energy from the RF pulse

Now there are more high energy protons within your body! They flip antiparallel, and the net longitudinal magnetic vector of your body decreases.

We measure the time it takes for the high-energy protons to release that energy and return to alignment with the net magnetic vector of Big Chungus (Spin-Lattice Relaxation / T1 recovery)

And the time it takes for the precessing-in-phase protons to Quit That Nonsense and all start wobbling in random directions again (Spin-Spin Decay / T2 recovery)

Each tissue within your body has a different composition & density of Hydrogen atoms – which means each tissue within your body has a unique T1 & T2 recovery time

By measuring the signal at different times (TE) and by varying the frequency with which we apply RF pulses (TR), we ‘take pictures’ that show variations in the amount of signal these tissues are giving off. The signal is caught by the large radiofrequency receiver coils we put over you when you enter the machine.

Because the signal given off during recovery/decay blasts out in all directions, we don’t know exactly where it originated within your body.

Gradient coils are arranged across X, Y, and Z axes throughout the gantry of Big Chungus. They cause tiny fluctuations in the magnetic field, in sequential chunks throughout space. This is the booming noise you hear when you’re in the machine.

These tiny fluctuations cause variations in the signal we receive, depending on how close the signal is to the activated gradient coil. All this data is compiled in a magical computational matrix called K-space. A funky algorithm then decodes those variations and couples them up with the strength of the signal to give us 1) How much signal is being blasted out at that particular moment 2) Where exactly that signal comes from within your body, according to the 3D map produced by the gradient coils

It then represents these values with a pretty picture!

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