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freetheworms · 2 years
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EVERYONE PLS GO READ “Downloading to Paris” THE FANFIC MY DEAR FRIEND @sevdrag IS MURDERING ME WITH SO HARD I HAD TO MAKE ART. GO NOW
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aropride · 9 months
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*neurotypical meaning "typical neurological development or functioning". i.e. not neurodivergent, i.e. someone who doesn't have autism/ocd/schizophrenia/an intellectual disability/tourettes/a personality disorder/social anxiety/dyslexia/bipolar etc etc you get the picture i'm just listing off disorders atp. yes self dx'd or questioning/researching is fine i love you 👍
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bmpmp3 · 2 months
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HEY YOU!!!!
YEAHHH YOU. YOU EVER WANT A SERVER TO JOIN THAT'S A SAW ROLEPLAY? OR do you actually have friends because EITHER WAY I HAVE THE SERVER FOR YOU !!!!! ME AND A COUPLE OF BUDDIES HAVE THROWN TOGETHER THE GREATEST MOST AWESOME SERVER YET AND WE ARE SUPER EXCITED TO SHARE IT W YOU YEAHHHH!!!!
MESSAGE ME FOR THE LINK :3 WE HAVE: OCS, CANON CHARACTERS TO CLAIM, ART CHANNELS, DIFFERENT FORMS OF CHATS FOR ROLEPLAYS, CHARACTER INTO CHANNELS, AND WHATS THAT... WHAT??? WE EVEN HAVE A CHANNEL TO POST PET PHOTOS IN??? WHAAAAAATTTT????
COME GET UR POOKIES EARLY BEFORE SOMEONE SNATCHES THEM... JUMPSCARE...........
All we ask is for the people who want to join r over 18+ and not. weird tysm... :3
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I think a lot of people on this website need to learn two things: how to use the block button, and how to be the bigger person.
Like if someone says something you don't like, you can just block them. Obviously in some situations they are harassing people/being super racist/etc. and saying something/reporting them is necessary. But in most situations, you can just block someone and move on with your day. You don't have to tell them to kill themselves. I promise you it wont help the situation. Like if somebody really does have as awful of an opinion/belief as you believe them to have, a Tumblr ask is not going to change them as a person. Getting them banned or run-off the internet wont make them change their mind. It really wont.
Don't waste your energy on being hateful. Use it to actually do something productive. Use it to go show love to someone who needs it. I don't think you need to show love to people when you feel they're being shitty, no. But there are plenty of non-shitty people on this website who could really use a kind anon, or a reblog, or sweet message.
Do you really need to spend your time sending anon hate to a random trans woman on Tumblr who phrased a post a bit crudely? Or a black person who is complaining about your favorite show in a rude way? Or a Palestinian being upset with the U.S. government in an unpalatable way? Do you really need to spen your time being hateful/condesending towards them? The problem you have with them, whatever it be, is it truly unsolvable by just blocking them? Do you need to spread hatred? Is it necessary?
Chances are, it would be 1000 times more beneficial to everyone involved if you just block the person, and instead use that energy and effort to do something good/kind.
Just because you feel someone is shitty (weather they are or not is irrelevant) does not mean that you need to be shitty back. In the long run, it will always have been better to walk away and try to make the online world a kinder place, than to harass a random person on Tumblr.
Like I mean, I obviously think you should try like. Listening to people first before blocking them. Sometimes people are saying very important things. But either way, if something someone posts is making you upset enough where you feel the need to attack them or be rude/mean/hateful, then you should step away. Maybe you just need to step away from that person, or maybe the internet as a whole for a while. Either way, you need to take second and ask yourself: "Do I really need to do this?"
I'm not exactly sure why this is so hard for so many people, because I thought that this was something that cartoons taught everyone when we were little kids... But hey, its never too late to learn, and its never too late to be kind. There are a lot of people who could use that kindness right now. Take some of that time you might have used to be an asshole, and please spend it on some of these causes;
gazafunds
click for palestine
sudanese fundraisers
congo rescources
lots of trans folks need financial help in the notes of this post!
check out some black creators!
read this post!
and last of all: try to find somebody in your space who is struggling- be it physically, emotionally, mentally, or financially- and send them some love.
Use your time wisely, please. You only have so much of it.
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bigboobshaunt · 4 months
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I would have gladly taken Hifumi over Yusuke as a team member if possible
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lokh · 1 year
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are shippers at least making a distinction between asuka and asuka r#
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felicityphoenix5 · 1 year
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the fucks a trigun
sob emoji do i really post about it that much to get asks about it /lh
uhm . a trigun... is a show. and a manga. and a love story. and the bible if it was a gunslinging scifi. and the media my friends infected me with. and my greatest fear. and uhhhhhhhhhhhh-
@wallace-marte @wolfwoodbignaturals (cant BELIEVE i have to type that url with my own hands /lh) help me out here..?
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stars-and-branches · 1 year
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I want to run off and live in a cave as a hermit like some freak who wrote scriptures in 200ad
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piplicious · 1 year
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oh buttery? headcanon time?
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pepprs · 2 years
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in my despera (despair era)
#purrs#talked to her about everything and uhhh. i think she simply cannot compute that being a mom is about more than feeding your kid and bringing#them stuff when they need it (not that that isn’t important or real or anything ofc) or that she has hurt me in ways that run to the deepest#parts of myself. i think i did a good job keeping things civil and not being inflammatory like i usually am but everything i brought up she#refuted by pointing out something that i did wrong which i would then address / explain and apologize for and own up to and then when i woul#would point out stuff she did wrong she would just deflect w my own wrongdoings or change the topic or whatever. lol! and i told her she#night love me but i don’t think she likes me (hashtag ladybird) and she said that that was hurtful to hear but i explained why i felt that w#way and then she did nothing but continue to exhibit the same behaviors that make me feel disliked and quite frankly unloved by her so um.#lol and lawl and lel i suppose. the absolute hopelessness of it. she is never going to understand or change. there are the most basic things#in the world that i need from her which are also the hardest things in the world to ask your own mother ofr and i couldn’t even bring up the#favoritism thing bc everyone was around LOL but um. wow! she does not understand how she is hurting me and nothing i do or say will get#through to her. this will continue and worsen ♥️ i do not feel better i feel worse ♥️ every day brings a new reminder that she is emotionall#unavailable and unwilling to even try to be nurturing in ways that will impact me for the rest of my life ♥️#delete later#the energy it took not to start crying during that and now im too tired. what a fucked up day it’s been#like it’s as if i didn’t even say anything. she is like i pretend i do not see it <3#also she was like i had these same kinds of fights w my father but i realized what counted was that he was always there for me and i eas#like you’re not wrong but also… maybe that at least partially explains why you are an emotionally unavailable parent! lol!
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themindelectricdemo4 · 10 months
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wait it all makes sense the most likely reason why i got "ermm youre not ENTITLED to that INFORMATION" when i asked for boundaries in a listed format is because it was assumed i would use it for manipulation because thatsliterally how their brain works. like. i was vulnerable with what upset me & i had it blatantly used against me to disrupt me purposefully. yikes
#HOKO.EXE#11/26/2023#i understand having low trust of ppl cuz god me too but umm#its kind of telling that thats a first assumption kinda cuz uhhh wlell (they literally did that)#speaking of assumption this is what this is it does make sense though#being overly aware of manipulation tactics can really be a yellow ass flag#i say this cuz like i think ive run into being a manipulator msyself just gonna be real & admit to my mistakes!!!#im overly aware of them but its the paranoia but i think esp at one point it was that#the bpd episode of 2016 or 2017 or whenever#good god to my fp at the time#i think my bpd makes me more manipulative sometimes tbh -_-#but other times im paranoid of these tactics being used against me from anxiety#so i think researching them helps to make me more aware (it only makes me more paranoid)#& esp in my bpd lows ive def utilized them ........#gordness#this is why my fp is a deliusion & hes a king cuz nothing i say iin my hashtag worst moments#means anything to him hes so awesome 4 that#cluster b x cluster b (mutual manipulation. its like if u both manipulate each other enoguh it ballances out#HELP ME#sorry for making this a hokomate post in the tags#HOKOMATE.HTML#GLOOMY.TXT#anyways i just need lists for my autism but if u dont wanna provide one thats ok#i will just have to curate my own thru trial & error & thats fine but will probably be annoying to u from me making mistakes over & over#i am attempt to unlearn the “sorry if i hurt ur feelings”apology though please why did i ever do that#also inb4 “its not an excuse” no its not an excuse its just helpful to be conscious of my conditions cuz they cause me to act certain ways#so certain therapy can help with that & looking up “bpd how to stop being manipulative” or some shit like that can come up with relevant#results or “how to effectively communicate with autism” (eveb though i mostly get shitty resources for autistic kids cuz ppl think it goes#away when youre an adult) its just a statement to announce correlation (to me at least. i know some ppl try to use it as an excuse which su
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carrotpiss · 2 years
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Wall of text time wall of text time (hello tumblr I use u like a diary time) just gotta get some words down innit
#I was gonna chuck this under a read more but can't seem to do that on mobile anymore rip#Uhhhhhhhhhh#Got too drunk again on Sunday! I would say idk how but I did uhh only eat one brioche that day so I guess it was a nailbreaker moment again#(nailbreaker I at least was having jager and classics at tho. Even if I did only eat a singular panini that day)#Anyway my memory straight up cuts out not too long after writing on the ceiling I think I remember going back inside the main venue bit?#I think I remember drunkenly trying to pit for gw but I really don't remember is just a very very hazy memory of seeing zoe#And then nothing until I'm very aware of being very alone in the toilets#Clearly in process of chundering or trying to chunder? I have no idea if I was successful#I was just suddenly very aware of how very cold and very alone I felt#And then Z was there trying to help and then he ordered an uber#I remember asking the driver to pull over so I could try chundering I remember feeling so embarrassed abt that#I was fine tho didn't chunder got to train station#I remember the train wasn't moving was held for ages so just stuck chatting and being v v drunk#On a very busy train I feel so bad for everyone else on that train we were probably so annoying#Uhhh then we weren't in London anymore and was so cold and I didn't have my hoodie it was at the venue (still too embarrassed to go back)#Then another uber to a 24 hr store that was in fact closed lol#Long walk chicken and chips sitting on kitchen floor#I think I was talking about evil Megan for some reason and we were like we should probably sort out spare room#And then we just got lazy so was like fine we can share a bed it's cool we can be normal about that for sure#(hashtag lol hashtag cringe)#crouch speaks#Id sobered up a lot at that point but was like yknow what sure why not lol when z asked#The ace flag on the wall right next to his bed hashtag lol#(nothing interesting to say here)#Idk next day just a lot of sleeping lol like I think I spent near entire day either taking a nap or trying to take a nap#Was nice if very very cold there#Journey back sucked but my fault for leaving at prime students going home time straight into rush hour time#Idk I know it's my fault for not eating but still feels so strange to me that I blacked out that severely that suddenly#I remember buying 3 doubles#Z got me like 3 singles. Which isn't usually what Id consider severe black out amounts
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racketballz · 1 month
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can we know some more about your witch girl ocs if you dont mind? like their personalities? (im haitian too btw 🇭🇹🇭🇹 keep up the beautiful art)
I actually sketched this recently :)
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uhhh in my #magical girlies hashtag there’s some stuff but they all have an “element” attributed to them I very rarely refer to them as elements in my head to me they’re more like pillars of power! At the beginning it is believed they got their powers by chance and being at the right place at the right time but that is not the case they’re specifically granted powers (I think). Im not sure how their power manifests yet! Once upon a time it was like magical girls and outfit change and also wands but that was all scraped! I wanted to focus in the fashion aspect of it since that was the reason they were made in the first place~
Oh but yes they all have individual powers and strengths they bring to their little coven (they’re all kinda clueless so is this even a coven LOL) all together they can conduct the greatest good and bad known to man or something. when the four of them are together kinda like columns holding together a house or something 3 is good too but 4 is better! Funny considering their all coming from broken homes and complicated upbringings :P
Uhh Violet and Grace are polar opposite of eachother and balance and Jenny and Mickey are the same! Again with the house and pillar thing a platform can be held by 2 pillars on opposite sides but it’s not as strong it will hold up eventually but in the end it will crumble.
There’s also some involvement of cardinal directions and signs and astrology somewhere I wrote down but i forget so it’s less relevant LOL
There’s actually a lot of things in considering for this like part of me wants to make it scary! there’s a lot of topics of death and dying in it tho rebirth and all that and a wittle but of American Christian iconography
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elliesmainhoe · 1 year
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Hey! I was wondering if you could write about streamer Ellie with SFX makeup artist gf reader. Like Ellie will be streaming and reader will come in with super cool or scary make up and Ellie will just blow up with praise about how good it is and tell you to join her. Or if she’s playing a horror game you’ll come in with scary makeup and spook her and the viewers love it!!!
Ellie Williams Headcanons: SFXArtist!Reader X Streamer!Ellie
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Definitely met you over Instagram.
She was laying in bed, scrolling through her favourite video game hashtag- when she stumbled on a post you made with hyper-realistic SFX make-up.
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yourinstagram this took me twelve hours, I wish I was joking 🧍
ewiliiams holy fuck that's cool!!
yourinstagram replying to @ewilliams- awwe thanks ❤️ appreciate it xoxo. (Love your streams btw)
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(screenshot sourced by hollymurraymakeup on tiktok)
Next stream she's chatting about how cool you look and confesses to stalking your insta
Little does she know you where watching
Had you giggling and kicking your feet as well as giving you the confidence to slide into her DMs
Eventually after a few months of chatting you two pull a classic U-Haul lesbian andice in with her.
She doesn't tell chat about the developments in her love life until you decided one day to cause chaos.
Ellie had told you she wouldd be staying up later than usual tonight to stream a newly released horror game realistic zombies as a main feature.
You'd created zombies with prosthetics and makeup about a million times and had perfected exactly what products to apply and to which part of your face. You'd started a few hours before Ellie was set to start streaming so you'd already gotten the naked prosthetics on your face by the time she'd began the gameplay.
An hour into the stream, when Ellie was exploring an abandoned hospital, the lights were dim, the game had an absence of music giving off an unnerving atmosphere- you knew it was time to set your plan into motion.
Ellie was well-known for her immersive gameplay experiences, the LED lights of her office connected to her monitor so when the game was dim, so were her lights. If her character was submerged in water, her light would turn the same murky brown colour.
The hospital she was in was dimly light, making her set up also turn dim so when you snuck into the background of her office the viewers didn't immediately clock into you. You stood there for about 30 seconds, forcing your body to imitate the movements of the undead enemies that hunted Ellie.
User1: What the actual fuck is that in the background?!?!!
User2: your setup is sick man
User1: please tell me I'm not the only one seeing this!!!!!!!!!
User3: Holy shit.
User4: That's freaky as fuck.
Of course, Ellie being her usual oblivious self was too distracted to notice the spam of comments that flooded her chat until a voice donation brought back her attention.
User5 donated $30 'look behind you'
An out of character screech came from Ellie as soon as she spun around to see you, the screech eventually turned into a burst of laughter as you playfully imitated a zombie, stumbling towards her. She opens her arms as you fall into her lap- biting at her neck as she played along- pretending to flail before acting dead.
User7: Whats going on lmao
User8: Ellie's dating a zombie?
User8: a HOT zombie aswell.
"uhhh, so chat.... This is my girlfriend, Y/N,"
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mobblespsycho100 · 4 months
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👍psychoanalyze ur kabru playlist now boy
yes I shall #1 boykisser... 🫡
ask game thing
anyway formatting the last post was kinda hell for me. which is why I'll do the same exact formatting for this one...
(rambling all over the place is commencing)
1. Valley of The Dolls by MARINA
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baby. where do i freaking begin.
"In the valley of the dolls, we sleep" -> his adoptive mother, Milsiril, is a big fan of collecting dolls. Like, plushies of everything. She animates them to fight, but they're also there to soothe her. She also adopts a lot of children from short-lived races who don't have a family and she got allegations that she treats them all like her dolls lmao... I mean she kind of does in the sense that they're all precious to her. She does respect their autonomy but uhhh still living with such a doting and overbearing/overprotective mother makes u wanna break outta the dollhouse the cage . be free . hashtag transgenderism also gosh im getting off topic . anyway i bet Kabru slept with a lotta those dolls. in his comfy bed . that he left behind because hes not abt that life mama he wanna see the world and save it and get killed in dungeons. boy.
"Got a hole inside of me / Living with identities / That do not belong to me" -> Grouping these lyrics together because it makes sense for my twisted narrative i mean my very real and based takes. Anyway, he's got a hole inside of him the void in his heart (in his mind) and thats why. his autism and ptsd masking swag. thats as eloquent as i can put it. theres a lot more i can say though
"In my life, I got this far" -> He survived the tragedy of Utaya his hometown . the bloodbath because of the dungeon. It has to be for a purpose ™ . It's because he has to save the world from suffering the same fate and it's his burden to bear it's his purpose it was why he survived (the survivor's guilt... goodness man. trauma processing of all time. :[ )
"Now I'm ready for the last hoorah" -> boy . letting these panels speak for itself. putting it under the cut because spoilers for the peeps seeing this maintagged and they're not caught up with manga .
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yeah boy hes falling. fallen. uhm. in the pit. Ready for the last hoorah in this case like. yeah 🤣 just leaving it up to laios (Liar . kabru and mithrun dungeon adventure speedrun)
"Dying like a shooting star" -> guy keeps dying. not even like a shooting star really. well. ig hes going out in style somewhat id getting crushed by Falin's chimera dragon claw counts as shooting star style
2. Lip Sinking by The Hoosiers
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We all know Sash does not play about The Hoosiers which is why I have 26 damn The Hoosiers songs on there I should get awarded tbh .
Now Lip Sinking is really good because it's another one of those scammer / masking guy anthems i keep talking about. These lyrics in Verse 5 in particular is really easy to match to Kabru's character moment™ though, so let's break it down.
"I float above my body" -> Common depersonalization experience. For trauma reasons, Kabru probably feels like this a lot sometimes but specifically in this scene...
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(apologies for no alt text peeps . but this is the friendship confession scene for those in the know if it hasnt loaded in yet)
anyway, back to the show (psychoanalyzing Kabru) . I think this disconnect with his words VS his thoughts and his heart is so real. Like. seeing urself out of ur body is again a depersonalization thing, and idk if hes feeling depersonalization in this moment specifically but he was really out of it and in a sort of , scrambled and intensely anxious state. His usually calm and cool persona slash facade is Crumbling and man he hates that .
"Must be out of my mind / Cos I watch myself / Getting it wrong everytime" -> He's like. man what the hell am I saying
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letting the page speak for itself again because It's like. its there i mean its in tha text what am I supposed to dissect hes dissecting himself already 🤭😭 okay. 'What am I saying' 'I can't find the words' so true man idk what the hell im saying either rn
"I can't tell you how I'm really feeling" -> because he doesn't know his own emotions. He thinks he does, he has been so good at controlling them and like being fake about what he's truly feeling in his heart, adjusting his personality for others' sake. So they trust him, believe in him, listen to him. But for Laios, how does he even say anything? Before this, the words just spilling out, he didn't even know how he felt about Laios. It sounds ridiculous even to himself and that's why he clamps his mouth afterwards but indeed it Is what he was truly feeling all along... (and then Laios thinks he's lying and hes like "NO BITCH!!!? what?!!!?! im being vulnerable and honest rn?!?" )
"Cuz I'm just lip-syncing" -> for so long that's what he's been doing. lip syncing, saying things he doesn't really mean to influence others' perception of him... but this time his mouth moved faster than his mind racing with thoughts. that he's able to convey what he truly wanted all along and finally admit to himself and his own consciousness. like. aaaahgh. man hes so special to meeee....
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bonus: the outro's lyrics is rlly good aha. he can finally say what he actually feels... he can be #real.
3. Allies or Enemies by The Crane Wives
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This one is . a lot of vibes I think.
"Are we allies or enemies? / This will be the death of me / This will be the death of me" -> He legit says this to Laios . like hes still wondering if they're allies or enemies . Technically he doesn't want them to be enemies. he's cautious but he knows Laios isn't really a bad guy but like, his mind just keeps fixating on Laios and the steps he takes to get the dungeon under control so. hes desperately trying to figure it out because goodness this guy is so. waugh
"All is fair in love and war, but I can't fight with you anymore / This will be the death of me" -> his mental conflict is sooo tasty to me. like . all is fair in love and war !!! any method is justifiable !!! means justifies the ends but also he understands that in the end he can't fully wrap his head around Laios' love of monsters but he knows that Laios will be the one to conquer the dungeon because he also loves his family. He can't fight with him anymore and he can't "kill" him anymore because somehow this man has wormed his way in. well, he never wanted him dead in the first place but I find that he often thinks about killing him to save humanity from his... well. freakishness (complimentary) (concerning sometimes) ;;; but in the end Kabru lets him go and is willing to trust and support Laios till the end ... also once again the repetitiveness of "this will be the death of me" because he's stressed as helll!!!!
"What happens now, do we have another go?" -> I think this is post-Marcille being talked down out of being dungeon lord . Kabru's probably like ok so now what. well. Laios goes its my turn with the dungeon lording 😭😭 (and shit goes down) (but its okay he got it covered)
"Do we bow out and take our seperate roads?" -> Now this is probably when they're (the whole gang) is like "WHERE'S LAIOS DID HE DIE?" no he lives guys its fine. and namari toshiro and kabru run at him in relief. wauh. and also ofc the whole people coming together to eat faligon meat and save Falin ... yippeee... so yeah they don't go seperate roads because Kabru is like yeah imma be Laios' pr manager . #royaladvisor . sticking with him fr fr
"I'll admit I had my doubts / But I want to be let in, not out / But I want to be let in, not out" -> again the repetition ... of him wanting to help. I've mostly been talking abt how this entire song is Kabru's conflicted thoughts @ Laios but this can also be Kabru lending a helping hand to Mithrun at the end of everything. Because he's the one to like help Mithrun realize that there is a purpose to living and like . new desires and ppl who care abt him... but also yeah Kabru "i want to be let in, not out" because he wants to help out Laios with running the new kingdom instead of being in the background again and being ignored ahhaa he wants to be friends for real (and maybe even . lovers. lets go gay people)
ANYWAYYY YEAH THATS THE END WOOOOO idk how to close this out. happy belated birthday kabru and ty juno for sending this in ajshjdhsb :33 ♡
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