Capturing the Spark
Weiss:*peeks into music room* Summer, sweetie? I canât help notice youâre playing the same note for likeâŠten minutes.
Summer: *plucking string* Iâve reach creative bankruptcy.
Weiss:Youâre sixteen. Thereâs something in there.
Summer:Nothing good.
She points at a decently sized pile of paper on the floor. Weiss takes a look at one and realizes itâs a whole song.
Weiss:Are these originals!? Why are they on the floor!?
Summer:I donât like how they came out. Weeks and months of revising but they feel mediocre.
Weiss:Says you. A single opinion from a creator is damning in any art form. I couldâve listened.
Summer:You wouldâve been too nice and supportive.
Weiss:Summer, I told your father he looked fat in the first tux he chose for our wedding. I will never willingly let you embarrass yourself in front of people.
Summer:âŠThereâs been talk on the radio about my recent songs and concerts. People are saying Iâm losing my spark, and they arenât wrong if Iâm being honest. Things feelâŠdifferent.
Weiss:Could it be because youâre getting healthy?
Summer:Pfft, now youâre making me sound ridiculous. Yes, thatâs exactly it. Being on stage feels weird now that Iâm not fighting for my life. Is that wrong?
Weiss:Little bit, but I get it. Your life was on the line. Adrenaline was at an all time high.
Summer:Exactly! My body was cold and hot. I had to focus on staying myself while thousands cheered my name and had zero clue I was basically on a battlefield! Now Iâm just performing.
Weiss:Haha, and thatâs a bad thing? Itâs gonna be an adjustment but you still have that spark. You donât need your life on the line to bring it out. You also need to treat these songs better.
Summer:Mom, theyâre garbage. My fans donât come for me for darker stuff anyways.
Weiss:They are fruits of labor. Sure not all of them will be perfect, but not every song you make will be a hit and donât have to be. Treat these like your puppy. Donât throw them away because theyâre a little all over the place.
Summer:Where is he right now?
Weiss:Bothering Jaune. Anyways, fuck your haters.
Summer:Wow!
Weiss:I mean it! You are the singer! You canât make people like your music but you change the audience that fills your seats. Theyâre called fans because they help make you burn bright.
Summer:âŠ.
Weiss:The way I see it, you can change up your style and genre to better capture and represent the raw feelings that give you the spark, or bask in the irony of a crowd that loves you, but canât fathom the real weight of your performance.
Summer:Youâve done that too!?
Weiss:Iâve written so many songs that come from my feelings being around my abusive father and most people donât have a clue. We may be the entertainment at a concert, but we both know how easy it is to see the crowd as the real fools.
Summer:Yet when I talk like this, therapy gets mentioned.
Weiss:Hey, Iâve been to it many times. I know exactly who I am, and you will too. One day at a time. Youâre not creatively bankrupt. Youâre just not cashing in all the ideas you have.
And with that nugget of wisdom, Weiss kisses her daughter on the forehead before leaving her to think on it.
Summer:(Damn it. Sheâs gonna feel so proud about that line.) *grabs paper*âŠâŠ
xxxxxx
Weiss:*walking down stairs* Iâm back. Howâs the puppy?
Jaune:*holding him up* Air jail. Did you solve the one note wonder?
Weiss:Yeah, but itâs gonna get louder in sec-
đ¶VVVVVRRRREEEERRRRRđ¶
Both of them looked up as the sound of a distorted and almost wailing guitar started singing wildly. Jaune looked at his wife to see her casually head banging with a smug face. They werenât even sure if the notes lead to something or if their daughter was simply going for it.
Weiss:Itâs been awhile since I heard a eulogy like this.
Jaune:A eulogy?
Weiss:Canât you hear it? Itâs for the death of a pop star as we know her.
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one sentence summaries of every TMA episode
(1-60 i'll add more soon)
part 2 up!
world's most effective anti-smoking PSA
man DOES NOT open coffin. everyone claps.
woman is judgemental towards neighbor even though she has hobbies that are just as weird.
book makes multiple people fall off chair.
man finds bag of teeth and decides he absolutely needs to fuck around and find out.
worm sti.
there was a SCARY MAN in the WAR.
fuck this tree
well at least ted bundy was a great father :)
i'm like 55% sure vampires are real and i'm willing to take those odds
bitches be dying. you're next.
we kill this man because he made the soda too warm.
sorry ur husband's dead. maybe get some help.
Unbox with me ! (GONE WRONG)
hah i'm safe from this one because i have decided to Never Go Into a Cave Ever.
man is so annoying about this spider that even his cat can't be bothered
man's bully finds a book about a Bone Turner and subsequently begins turning people's bones.
this guy sucks at DIY home improvement
aw maybe this priest didn't do anything THAT bad!
oh fuck nevermind
THE SKY ATE MY SON.
the worms stole my identity. i haven't left the house in days.
man beats german children at game of bravery and wins a coin (he later loses this coin)
my ex boyfriend gets casted in the muppets and dies
sorry mom, i've abandoned jesus for a new religion : jesus in the dark.
tall squiggly and HANDsome
old man arm wrestles demon through door knob
the buzzfeed unsolved guys finally catch a ghost but it's their sound tech
immortality but at what cost
working at the big meat factory was so traumatizing it made me vegetarian
i go to america and get almost killed by a furry
well if you love that wasp nest so much why don't you MARRY it (and then she did)
antisocial boat crew bands together to exclude one guy from a midnight party. he dies from the rejection.
bone apple teeth
remember when that norwegian guy threw a tantrum about us not digging a hole? turns out we were right to not dig that hole.
babe come over my parents have taken ill and passed away
man fucks around and it costs him everything
HOMOPHOBIC CHINESE VASE
oh god oh fuck the worms are here
thank you for participating in worms! please rate your wormsperience from 1 to 10.
the wormsperience has left me deeply scarred. i'm going to get lost in a tunnel about it.
đžmusic makes me loose controlđž
spooky stories to tell at the next police slumber party
child threatens to run away and join the circus one too many times, and now the circus has come to cash in.
these mosquitoes are mad sus
man frequents local barnes and noble and then dies(?) after liking a book too much.
realtor gets eaten by the backrooms twice. it's a terrible shame.
both me and this weird goth dude have an unsatisfying italy vacation
guy who turns people's bones gets a new job where he continues to turn people's bones.
man who should never be allowed to build prisons builds a prison.
Something Big Is In The Water.
what if u heard me about 15 feet behind you fumbling around and calling out ur name đł (and we were both prison guards)
i'm going to be honest i didn't retain anything from this episode except that this guy has the silliest old man voice ever
everybody hates the tax man, including these creepy taxidermy animals
hmmgh. ant house.
so turns out being only 55% sure that vampires are real in my career as a vampire hunter has had some consequences.
the only thing keeping you company in space is your abandonment issues
đ¶ the snack that smiles back đ¶ (my husband!)
maybe the real treasure was the house siblings we encased in spider web along the way.
your dead brother wrote books about ancient myths and WHAT
Part 2
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SMUDGED LIPSTICK!
11: fresh start -> prev / mlist / next
now playing: i dont like who i was then - the wonder years đ¶
The uproar of cheering and applause thumped in your head. Your forehead was slick with sweat, and you were still catching your breath as you ran backstage. Your back pressed firmly against the wall, heart beating so loudly you could hear it; adrenaline coursed through your veins. You watched as the rest of the band flooded into the room, smiles spread widely on each of their faces - even tsukishimaâs. Nishinoya was jumping so much so you worried he would take flight. Excitement surged through the room, it was moments like these in which you found yourself appreciating all of the effort you put in to reach this point. All of the shows that went wrong: when you got booed, when you got into fights, when there were tech problems that ultimately ruined the entire show, when your nervousness found a home inside of you, feeding off of your doubts; shaking your hands, and trembling your voice. All of those humiliating, daunting moments you faced together. Everything had to go wrong for the present to feel so right. You were exactly where you belonged.Â
âOh my god did you see the crowd? They went fucking insane!â Nishinoya practically yelled, arms flailing around as if they were fueled by raw excitement. Everyone nodded their heads exhilaratingly. âHoly fuck guys, we killed it!â you ran your fingers through your hair, wiping the sweat off of your forehead. All eyes turned to you as everyone smiled. With a shout of your name, your friends began to drown each other with their praise. Kiyokoâs voice boomed through your ears, âYn, your stage presence is absolutely captivating - Weâre so lucky to have you in the band! Without you the crowd would probably be asleep!â placing her bass safely against the wall, she walked up towards you and pulled you into her arms. You smiled so hard your cheeks began to ache, leaning into her warm touch. âDonât say stuff like that. Youâre gonna make me cry, Shimizu. Oh my god I love you so much. You're the best damn bass player I've ever seen.â you laughed, squeezing her tightly one last time before pulling away. She simply kept smiling, before turning back to the other members, and continuing her words of admiration towards them. You stayed with the others for a good while, spewing your affection to them insistently, before taking a deep breath in.
âGuys. I think I'm gonna go find Sakusa.âÂ
Despite being 6-foot-something and undeniably the sexiest man in the bar, finding him proved to be impossible. Your eyes searched the whole building. Every time you thought you were getting close, all you were met with were traces of him: a white surgical mask stuck to the sticky floor, a half empty bottle of hand sanitiser abandoned on a somehow even stickier table. All you could find was proof of your clean freak ex-best friendâs presence, but not the actual man himself. Frustrated, and growing tired, you got yourself a vodka cranberry and stood awkwardly in the corner of the room. Maybe heâd find you instead?
After a few minutes of wallowing in regret and reminiscence of your memories, your hopes of seeing him again were quickly discarded as a group of people approached you. They looked at you with metaphorical fangs bared, and eyes filled with envy. Oh fuck.
âHey, âyer the girl that was singing on that stage, right?â one of them called out. He was tall and lanky, with messy hair and a drunken slur in his voice. the rest of them snickered from behind him. He mustâve been the âleaderâ of the group. You straightened your back defensively, trying to seem taller; more intimidating. âAnd what if I am?â your eyes flicked to the people behind him, who laughed.
âItâd be a shame. Yer way too pretty to be singing stuff like that. Enough of that emo bullshit.â you scowled, rolling your eyes. Was this guy serious? âIâll sing whatever the fuck I want, asshole.â your lips curved downwards, trembling slightly with brewing anger. He smiled at you sinisterly.
âYouâll never get a husband with that attitude, doll. Men arenât into that edgy style ya know?â he spoke in a patronising tone that you couldnât bear.
âAm I supposed to care what dickless men like you think of me?â you knew you shouldnât be speaking to him like this, you knew that it would only make the situation worse. but, you were way too stressed out to deal with this maturely. If he wanted to start a fight, then youâd finish it.
âYou should - Just look at you! Youâd be so much prettier without that black shit all over yer face. And the screamo music? Are ya tryinâ to look like a weirdo?â Did he seriously come up to you just to say pointless bullshit like this? Your fists clenched with anger, jaw clenched as you looked at the group of men with all the hatred you could muster up. âSuck my dick.â you spoke through gritted teeth. His eyes widened with shock, surprise quickly being replaced by offence. ââScuse me?â he asked, but you both knew he heard you well. The rest of his group looked at each other with a sinister expression, as if they knew what would happen next. You took a step forward, not caring if your boot stomped on his foot in the process. âI said,â you poked a finger at his chest hardly, enunciating each word with a rough poke. âSuck. my. Dick.â you spat at him. Muttering a low âyou bitchâ, he grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly, almost in an attempt to break the bone. âYer gonna fuckinâ regret that - you bitch. Iâm gonna fuckin ki-â His words were quickly cut off as he was pulled backwards by the back of his shirt. He turned around, eyes widening in fear as he stared at the man now in front of him.
Staring at this man with pure disdain was none other than Sakusa motherfucking Kiyoomi. And he was pissed.Â
âLeave her the fuck alone.â he pulled him back harsher, causing him to stumble over, nearly falling. His words shot out like bullets, laced with venom that tasted like pure hatred. The man quickly stuttered out his apologies, aware of how much weaker he was in comparison to him. âHey man- it was just a joke! We were just playinâ around!â you almost wanted to laugh at how pathetic the man looked now, if not for being frozen in complete shock. âYeah? Well itâs my turn to play around then.â he spoke with the ghost of a smirk on his face. You could see the way his fist was clenched, his knuckles were white as he held onto the fabric of his shirt. Without warning, he raised his hand, and punched him in the gut. As he leaned over in pain, grunting dramatically, Sakusa took this as the perfect opportunity to push him, slamming the man down to the ground. The people around you quickly processed what was happening, and tried to avenge their fallen friend. They circled you and Sakusa with the look of pure evil displaying on their features. Before they could get their hands on him, Sakusa grabbed you by the arm, and dragged you to the back of the bar, leading you outside.
The cold night air pricked at your shoulders, as you stared at the man in front of you. âHoly shit, Sakusa..â you muttered, still in disbelief from what just unfolded in front of you. He took a step towards you, and with a fast beating heart, you took a step back. Your back pressed against the wall as you stared up at him. He scanned your face for any sign of injury, before whispering, âAre you okay?â In stark contrast to a few minutes ago, his voice was much softer now - much like his gaze. You nodded your head shyly, scared that if you spoke up now, youâd accidentally let out all of your emotions. Youâd be damned if you didnât think he was hot as fuck back then. Youâd never forgive yourself if you accidentally told him that. He hummed at your response, eyes flicking to the door to make sure you were alone.
âAre you ready to listen to me now?â he asked, trying to sound calm, but there was no denying the desperation in his voice. You struggled to suppress the smile that crept onto your face. âWhat if I say no?â he leaned in closer to you, almost enough to feel your breath on his face.
âThen i'll keep waitingâ
You smiled at him. You smiled at him for the first time in forever. He treasured the sight with every ounce of his being. You were just as beautiful as you were the day you left him. He couldnât help but smile back, albeit significantly smaller. âWill you keep annoying me about this?â you asked, crossing your arms, your smile shifting into a playful smirk. âOf course I will.â he said, blunt as ever. You chuckled. âThen fine. Talk to me.â
He took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment before he began speaking. âLook. About⊠then - IâŠâ he paused for a moment, searching for the right words to say. âIâm sorry. Iâm so fucking sorry for the things I said to you - For what I did to you. I know that saying sorry isnât enough to repair the pain I put you through but I swear Iâll do anything to make it up to you. And I know i sound fucking pathetic right now but I just need you to know how much I regret everything thatâs happened between us.â The way he spoke was the exact opposite of how he normally was: messy, frantic, unprepared and, of course, pathetic. He wasnât sure how long he was talking for, in all honesty he wasn't sure how to stop. He explained everything to you, not leaving out even a fraction of how he had felt or what was going through his mind. You had to do a few double takes to make sure this was still the same Sakusa you had known before. For once, you thanked his blunt honesty. He rambled on and on, only stopping to catch his breath. When he finally stopped, you could see the embarrassment that shadowed his eyes. It was evident that his mind was beating him up for talking so much. A moment of silence hung around you. You struggled to fill it.Â
You looked at the ground, taking in his words. âSakusa.. I-â A few seconds passed by. âI was not expecting that.â you said with a nervous chuckle. He let out a quiet groan of shame, looking away from you. He was adorable. You took a moment to put your next sentence together, processing every word of his apology. With a shaky sigh, your eyes met his again. He prepared himself to face your anger, bracing himself to hear the insults you would inevitably sling at him. He didnât doubt for a second that he deserved it. But they never came. âThanks for⊠all of that.â you laughed awkwardly, âI mean it. You have no idea how much I needed to hear those words from you. I donât think itâs possible for me to keep being mad at you after hearing all of that.â you smiled at him again, tongue between your teeth. You swallowed, before continuing, âIâm sorry too. I shouldâve let you explain yourself sooner. I was just so angry! I mean- you left out of fucking nowhere, yâknow? I was so pissed off I couldn't stand to look at you, because I knew I'd forgive you immediately. It sounds stupid now that Iâm saying it out loudâŠâ you paused, looking into his eyes. âIâm so sorr-â he cut you off,
âDonât say that. You donât have anything to be sorry for.â His voice was low, truthful. Another beat of silence passed, before he started talking again. âDo you want to forgive me yet?â he asked, not doing anything to mask the pleading look on his face. His heart was racing, and he wasnât sure whether it was nervousness or anticipation. Honestly, it was both. The thought of not forgiving him hadnât crossed your mind once. Youâve waited way too long for this moment. With a smile, you pointed your finger to him.
âI forgive you. But, we wonât go right back to being friends. You have to earn that, okay?â your harsh words contradicted the happy expression on your face. He smiled wider than youâd seen in a while.
âUnderstood.â
Without saying another word, you pulled him into your arms; hugging him tightly. He stood there for a second, before wrapping his arms around you, resting his head on top of yours. He relished in the warmth of your embrace. God, he missed this.
âThanks for giving me a chance.â
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Arguments with your lover (Gojo Satoru x female reader)
Thatâs just how two lovers will be naturally
Small Drabble! Iâve been super busy but I hope yâall enjoy !
đ¶ - Arguments with your lover by Mustard Service (Recommended song for vibe!)
It was rare for you and your boyfriend of two years Gojo Satoru to argue. You two were perfect for each other and were that lovey dovey couple that everyoneâs always admired. Heâd take you out on surprise dates, but you the biggest bouquet of flowers every now and then and ordering your favorite food to surprise you and overall was really such a great boyfriend. Despite all his amazing personality traits he tended to be quite childish on certain situations. Always teasing you and trying to get you to crack into either a fit of laughter or anger. So when the other day you noticed his female coworker who always gave you a bad feeling approach him you instantly glanced at his friendly confrontation with her as you two got back to your shared apartment and you instantly began to ignore him.
Satoru knew you were upset at him. From the glance you gave him, the quiet ride home, he knew you were upset at him. His female coworker who always tried her best to flirt with him and how he always began to rant about you instead causing her to awkwardly leave the conversation. He showed her a picture of you that he kept in his wallet, and the Home Screen of you carrying a puppy as he was head over heels for you. Despite you being mad at him, it didnât stop him from getting the chance to tease you about your jealousy. âWhatâs wrong love?â He said in a teasing way as you scoffed and sat on the sofa scrolling through your phone. He chuckled to himself as he sat next to you his arm wrapped around you. âWhat is it now my dear? Itâs always something newâ He teased you once more tilting his head closer to your face as you rolled your eyes at him.
So maybe you were really angry at him. He thought as your body language shifted from how you usually were. You began to move farther away from him and Satoru really saw this as a sign to continue to tease you. âBaby~ Whatâs wrong?â He asked one more time in a single-songy voice as you snapped. His eyes followed you as you shook your head and stood up immediately to head to your bedroom. He panicked a bit seeing that you seemed actually upset as he Immediately got up on his feet to go reassure you. He tried to stop you as he wrapped his arms around you from behind, placing his head on the crook of your neck. âSatoruâ You said seriously as he began to place small kisses to your neck. âYou know she means nothing to me right? I donât want her.â He said softly. âI just love teasing you yknow, can you blame me?â He said as he placed his head on your head not letting you go.
As you two were currently standing still in place you didnât respond to him. As he held you tightly in his arms, he had biggest smile on his face. He was so in love with you and would never in a million years ever cheat on you. You were the only girl on his mind and he was truly obsessed with the idea of you. As he turned you around so he can see your face he looked you straight in the eyes, a genuine look on his face. âYouâre the only girl I want, the only one I needâ he said with a small blush and biggest grin on his face. âSatoruâ you mumbled softly as you looked at him and noticed how honest he was being. He cupped your cheek and moved some hair out of your face before planting a kiss on your temple. He was so in love with you and would do anything to make you happy. âWhat were we even arguing about?â He teased you again as his fingers ran through your hair. As you rolled your eyes playfully at him, he wrapped his arm around your waist knowing that you two were on good terms again and despite every argument you guys have heâll never stop loving you.
âCome on baby, letâs go prank call Nanami and order a pizzaâ
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An Innocent Man
Chapter Nine - The Longest Time đ¶
Pairing: Steve Harrington x FemReader
Warnings: fluff, implied smut, mentions of pregnancy, language, super cheesy & lovesick
Summary: Celebrating your wedding Anniversary Steve relishes in the feeling that he will always love you and he never thought heâd get to be so lucky.
word count: 2.1k
Eight ââ Ten
Masterlist
Spring 1992
But I've gone this far, and it's more than I hoped for
The backyard is dark, the only light coming from the pool and the fairy lights you had put up for the occasion. The party had quieted down, only a few friends and family still hanging around. As Steve sways you around the backyard to Innocent Man by Billy Joel, your chin rests on his shoulder, eyes cast on Dustin who sleeps in the lawn furniture with your daughter in his arms. Youâre certain there is nothing more perfect than this moment.
âDo you ever think about how long itâs been since the day we met?â Steve mutters into your hair softly, it raises the hair on your arms, your hold tightening against him.
âItâs only been seven years Steveâ you remind him and he chuckles lightly, pulling back to look into your eyes. Thereâs so much love and you realize there is something more perfect than this moment. Or someone.
âThat doesnât matter, Iâve loved you for the longest time Iâve ever loved anyone. If you said goodbye to me tonight there would still be things left unsaid, love left to be givenâ and your heart clenches at the sentiment, your love outpouring for him in a new way you never found possible.
âGood thing that would never happenâ you tell him in a low whisper, eyes glancing at his lips because if you didnât kiss him soon you might not survive the rest of the night. Yet as always the boy has so much more to say.
âIâm serious, I donât think thereâs anything left for me but loving you. Iâm so inspired by you. Just when I thought my innocence was gone you found me and now Iâm the happiest Iâve ever been, more happy then I ever thought Iâd beâ he rants and you smile, happy tears rimming your eyes. What a big sap.
âHappy anniversary to you too Steveâ you tell him, arms coming to wrap around his neck, fingers tangling in his hair. Steve smiles, tightening his grip around your waist. Your guests are long forgotten, the two year wedding anniversary finally becoming about just you two.
âHappy anniversary, now letâs make it a lifetimeâ he tells you, finally ducking close where you can capture his lips with your own. You kiss him like heâs your only source of oxygen and you hadnât had a chance to breathe for hours.
âI think the greatest miracle of all is how I needed you and you needed me tooâ you tell him, thinking about that first day in the record shop. How you had went in search of company, a loneliness buried deep within you that you thought music could cure, and instead Steve did.
âYou know I had second thoughts at the start?â Steve admits and your eyes widen as you gasp at him, a bit surprised by this comment.
âSecond thoughts?â you question and he laughs, shaking his head as he realizes you have taken it the wrong way.
âIâd just been so hurt before, I had to make sure I held onto my heart. Yet you felt so right and we had gone so far, it ended up being more than I hoped for. So I took my chances and now I know what kind of woman you areâ he explains himself and you gaze up at him lovingly, wishing you could go back and tell the younger version of you both how good this would turn out.
âAnd what kind of woman am I?â you inquire and Steve smiles, squeezing lovingly at your waist.
âWonderful, romantic, kind, sexyâŠâ he whispers the last part in your ear and your skin crawls, the desire for the party to be over and be up with him in your shared bedroom becoming more and more desperate.
âNice to know I still got it, even after a babyâ you tell him and he grins at you, lustful eyes examining every inch of your face and chest.
âNo matter how many babies we have youâll still be sexy to me baby, youâre more than I could have ever hoped forâ Steve tells you earnestly and you giggle, leaning forward and pressing a soft kiss to his collarbone.
âWell thatâs good to hearâ you tell him and Steve furrows his eyebrows together, a suspicious look on his face as he tries to determine the underlying meaning to that sentence.
âIs that supposed to mean something?â he asks and you give the most unconvincing face as you shrug, unable to suppress the wide grin that tugs at the corners of your lips.
âIâm just saying, I may have missed my periodâ you tell him and his mouth is opening in shock, surprise and excitement filling him all in one go.
âOh my God youâre serious?â he says, shaking you lightly and you laugh, gripping onto his shoulders to keep balance.
âI havenât checked, but Iâm pretty certain. Especially since you havenât left me alone since the doctor gave the go aheadâ you tell him, an accusing tone that holds no resentment. Before you can even respond Steves arms are wrapping around you and spinning you around.
âBaby, oh my Godâ he cheers as some of your lingering friends glance at the two of you with confused eyes.
âShh, be quiet. I donât want to announce it until I know for sureâ you tell him as he sets you back down but itâs far to late, the smile on his face is permanent and the hand he puts on your stomach is the most suspicious of all.
âOkay, but please can we check tonight?â he asks like a little kid, mind already on the pregnancy tests he knows are in the medicine cabinet of the bathroom in your bedroom upstairs. You chuckle before nodding your head.
âYes we can checkâ and heâs spinning you around again, just as happy and eager. Yet the moment ends when the soft cries of your daughter reaches your ears. Both of you turn to find Dustin waking up and panic filling his face as he realizes he doesnât know what to do.
âShitâ he mutters, starting to bounce her in his arms. You giggle as Steve rushes over and saves his young friend from panicking.
âThanks for watching her Dustinâ you tell him as Steve steps inside the house in search of a bottle. Dustin smiles and rubs the sleep from his eyes, the lateness of the night catching up to him.
âOf course, I better get going though. I told Susie Iâd call before bedâ he mutters, eyes opening to look at you and you smile and rub a hand a long his shoulder.
âNight Dustin, drive safe. Iâll tell Steve you leftâ you tell him and he nods as he stands to collect his things.
âThatâs our cue too, thanks so much for having usâ Nancy walks over, wrapping you in her arms and you smile widely against her.
âOf course, anytimeâ you tell her, waving to Johnathon who stands behind her with his hands shoved in his pockets.
Just like that everyone shuffles out, leaving the backyard from a fun family function when not so long ago it used to be loud music and alcohol. Either way you didnât really mind, this home and your lives had been evolving for a long time, becoming better and better with each day. After cleaning up a few things you step inside the back door just as Steve descends the stairs, a soft smile on his face as he spots you.
âI got her to go back downâ he tells you quietly and you smile, pulling him close to press a soft kiss on his lips.
âThank youâ you tell him and he smiles as he pushes some hair behind your ears, holding you close and keeping your face on display for him.
âCould I convince you to take the pregnancy test now?â he asks quietly and you snort, shaking your head softly at his eagerness.
âFine, and to think I was about to get laidâ you joke and Steve laughs loudly, it bellowing out of him and filling the home. Thank goodness your daughter was a heavy sleeper, just like him.
âWho says you still wonât after?â he asks, following you to the staircase, shamelessly watching the sway of your hips as you climb the stairs. You roll your eyes but continue on your trek anyway to your sahred bedroom. Steve sits on the edge of the bed as you disappear inside the bathroom and dig one of the spare tests out of the medicine cabinet. He can barely sit still as he waits for you to finish, eager to know if he was about to be one step closer to his family of six. You only guranteed him three. Either way he was happy to have another baby in the house.
"Alright we have to wait five minutes and then you"ll have your answer" you tell him as you step out the bathroom and he smiles wide as you approach him. It's no surprise he helps guide you onto his lap, legs straddling either side of him as you draw him close for another kiss.
Steve happily complies, mouth finding your own as he shoves the cardigan off your shoulders and starts tugging at the hem of your shirt. You giggle as he pulls that off as well, breaking your lips from his own as he drags it between you. Five minutes felt like nothing as you both sit here making out like you were teenagers again. You in your bra and Steve's hands wandering anywhere he can get away with. It was moments like these that reminded you how much you really loved him.
"I think it's been more than five minutes" Steve says with a soft laugh, hands gripping your arms as he breaks himself away from you. His excitement outweighing his lust and you roll your eyes as you crawl from his lap anyway and head towards the bathroom to grab the test. His leg bounces fastly as you disappear inside and he can't seem to contain his excitment. In this moment he was praying harder than he ever has.
When you return from the bathroom your expression is unreadable. He watches how you hold the test delicatley in your hands and saunter towards him. When he's positive he can no longer take it, you flip the test his way, a smile cracking wide across your face the same time he sees the prominent two lines in the center of the test. He's off the bed in seconds, cheering as he wraps his arms around you, and spins you in a hug. The test is confirmation enough and pretty soon he'd have another baby boy or girl to love.
"We're having another baby!" he cries out, happy tears pooling in his eyes and you kiss him deeply, loving that you found a man who loved you and this little life you had so much.
"We're having another baby" you confirm and he smiles somehow even wider as you both land on the bed and he hugs you close. He intends to hug you for the longest time, never wanting to let go. Nothing could top this moment, well at least until the baby came.
"I can't believe Laura is going to be a big sister, she'll be two by the time this one arrives" Steve says, his hand cupping your stomach that wasn't even close to showing yet but you let him anyway, loving how happy this made him. Thankful you were the one who could make him this happy. Give him that perfect white picket fence dream that he once felt embarassed to have.
"Two years seems wild but she will be the best big sister, I just know it" you agree, voice a hushed whisper as you duck close to your husband. He smirks, knowing exactly what you were getting at as you nudge your nose against his own.
"Mhmm, I'm gonna love you for the longest time" is all he says before pressing his lips against your own. The hand that was on your stomach slides to your hip and this time Steve hovers above you. Kissing you in a way to convey how much he loves you and how thankful he is for this moment and all the ones before it, even more so for the ones that would come. You donât answer him with nothing other than a kiss, already dreaming of the next time you get to tell him you're pregant.
Maybe he'll get six after all.
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Hiii this is the first time Iâve sent in an ask so Iâm a little nervous but your work especially twisted anxietyđ just makes me feralâ€ïž (also feel free to delete this if I make you uncomfortable)
But twstđreader being good at sing has got me in a choke hold, it feels very princess coded lol
I mean đreader has grim, so they have an animal companion, they can singđ¶, they have a âprinceâ the twst boys+yuu and they have a curse! anxietyâŒïž
This idea has just been giving me so much brain-rot I had to share it with you<3, and donât forget to take care of yourself because I know how hard making & writing is so have a nice day/night
WELCOME ANON đ«¶
and dont worry!! im not uncomfortable in any way, and I apperciate you looking out for my comfortably, truly.
and im so glad you like twisted anxiety!!đ
but holy shit I never thought about reader being princess coded CAUSE YOU'RE SO RIGHT???
I DONT KNOW WHY THIS HASNT OCCURRED TO ME
THINKING ABOUT MANAGER đ READER AT THE VDC FOR SOME REASON ATTRACTING ROYAL SWORD STUDENTS????
yeah đ is very closed off, not looking at people in favor of the ground, hovering around other manager yuu and the rest of the nrc squad.
but that just makes the rsa students go đïžđïž
reader is freaked out and starting to get paranoid that everyone is watching them and that there must be something wrong with them. is there something on their face? does this uniform make them look fat? is there sweat stains on their back?? arm pits?? oh god can they see their underwear?? and they're clinging to yuu like a life line
(yuu doesn't mind because they're just happy that reader is clinging to them so yuu can keep an eye on them heheđ€)
of course vil sets reader off to cool down because he can't have their manager bring anxiety to the rest of the performers. so they go to get food!
until they bump into an rsa student...
"oh sorry, I didn't see you there!" all while they're staring at you like this:
LIKE SIR BACK AWAY!!
reader coming back to the vdc crew with a thousand yard stare as they're clutching a churro.
OR
going back to singing reader,
maybe they're in their little hiding place the woods just letting their feelings out. maybe they go a little too far and wonder onto RSA property (hypothetically because I dont know how far away the schools are. but if it's far... they take a magical little short cut that chenya uses to sneak on over đ€)
or maybe rsa guys are doing a 'test of courage' and are sneaking tot he woods of nrc. MAYBE THEY'RE EVEN PLAYING A SCHOOL PRANK TO START A PRANKING WAR-
but one of you are in the wrong woods and the rsa guys hear and see you singing. while yes, 75% of the population is some kind of nobility they know that there aren't any princesses here. especially on sage island.
but maybe you are?? because you're a girl, you're singing about true love, the animals seem to like you, you're wearing a.. dress? a robe, even. and you look so good đ
and when they see you- oh no! you saw them first!
its like the fucking hunt from snow white HASDBIWEUFB they're chasing after you and you're literally trying not to scream or cry
oh god everything is so much more amplified. and luckily you escape and race into ramshackle like your life depend on it (because it did.)
AND OH MY GOD YOU ALMOST GOT MURDERED!!!
but the rsa boys are gushing and spreading rumors of a beautiful ghostly girl who sings for her true love in the forest... BROTHER WHAT ARE WE TALKING ABOUT???
so much lore to the twisted anxiety saga, and so little motivation to map and write it all out đ
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Cut the Shit-Delusion, Sweetheart | Cillian Murphy x fem!reader
summary: A young actress confesses her feelings to Cillian Murphy, this is how he responds.
warning: This is a much different story than I usually write but I think it's one that we all need in moments of pain and loneliness; to allow ourselves to feel sad and disappointment and hurt. We use people like Cillian to comfort ourselves and give ourselves reasons to be happy and sometimes we need moments to be sad. I was inspired by Fleabag (of course) and an AI edit I saw of Cillian where he turns someone down and its really sweet even though it breaks my heart lol. Age-diff, 1 noncon kiss, talk of infidelity.
word count: 1791+k
Blue Light- Mazzy Star đ¶
Don't interact if you're a Yvonne-hater, please and thanks <3
She hesitated before she knocked on the side-door of Cillianâs trailer. This desperate feeling overwhelmed her and she knew that she couldnât sleep unless she went to him and confessed how she felt. Sheâd been plagued by dreams of them together, these beautiful, perfect dreams that poisoned her sleep like melatonin. She loved him and whether or not he felt the same way, she needed to tell him. She exhaled shakily as she dropped her arm back to her side. She was wearing her normal clothes, out of costume finally after a long day of shooting. She lost her sense of security behind the battlements of her gowns and numerous frilly things. She couldnât hide her feelings behind her character anymore.Â
The door opened and Cillian leaned against the doorframe in a casual greeting.Â
âDonât tell me we have a late night call time tonight, Iâm fucking exhausted.â He smiled with his lopsided grin, his wide lips framing his teeth.
âNo, but there is some business I need to attend to. May I come in?â She returned his smile and mirrored his posture.Â
âSure, come on.â He stepped aside and raised his arm in a welcoming gesture for her to pass through the door. She nodded in silent thanks and stood awkwardly in his trailer which was simple and quaint. Except for the unmade bed, the trailer was neat and orderly.Â
âOh fuck Iâm sorry, were you asleep when I knocked?â She blushed and squeezed her palms together in an anxious gesture.Â
âNah, I was just reading the script for a movie my agent wants me to do next.âÂ
âOh,â she nodded and turned her attention to the rack of costumes his character wore, âis it any good?âÂ
âIt's definitely interesting but I donât think itâs tâe right film for me.â He sighed and sat on the edge of his bed. Cillian was wearing a plain t-shirt and pajama pants, and seeing the innocent-intimate side of his life made her want so desperately to kiss him. She sat on the small couch he had in the trailer and tried to smile.Â
âThatâs too bad. Is it anything Iâd like?â She joked and he nodded seriously.Â
âActually, yeh. Iâll send it over once Iâm through. Iâve been re-reading it.â He moved his hands through the air as he spoke, so unlike his characters. She almost laughed and he smiled.Â
âSo, what can I do for you? You said you had some business to attend to. Sounds serious. Should I be worried?â He raised his eyebrow and crossed his legs, his hands cupped around the edge of the mattress. She tried to speak and immediately failed. Frustrated and embarrassed tears filled her eyes and she hid them by looking up at the ceiling. Cillian furrowed his brow, concerned.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â He leaned forward on the bed and she shook her head, laughing lightly at herself.Â
âI feel so incredibly stupid now for coming here.â She looked away and the bed squeaked softly as Cillian stood and joined her on the couch. She scooted over to give him some room and picked at the skin on her hands.Â
âYou can always come to me. Whatever it is.â He said softly and the air around them stilled with anticipation.
âOh donât say that, Cillian. Youâre so kindâŠâ she started to cry and tried to hide her face.Â
âFuck, I hate tears, please donât cry! Did sometâing happen?â He raised his hands helplessly, holding them over her without being sure what to do with them. She nodded her head slowly and hiccuped pitifully.Â
âYouâll have to forgive me for my comforting abilities. Iâve never been good on tâat front and I have boys so Iâm better at comforting members of the male species.â He shrugged and smiled, trying to lighten the mood. She laughed despite herself and wiped her eyes. She stood and paced the front of the trailer, knowing that it was now or never.Â
âCillian, this is such a horrible way to end your nice evening but I canât continue on set without getting this off my chest. I hope youâll forgive me.â She dared herself to look at him and he met her eyes, holding her eye-contact with mature resolve.Â
âOf course.â He nodded softly, wrinkling his forehead, now more concerned with what his costar was going to tell him. He was naive. He assumed she was going to tell him that she couldnât work with him anymore or that something had happened in their scenes that had made her uncomfortable. He shifted uneasily on the couch, watching her. She tried to speak a few times but exhaled and shook her head. Cillian stood and met her where she was standing. He was a good few feet taller than her and so much older, but having him there beside her made the feelings she wanted to tell him about so much stronger.Â
âCillian, this isnât easy to say,â she looked down at her hands and then up into his clear blue eyes. âI have feelings for you, more than our professional relationship can offer. Working with you on set all this time has⊠itâs made my feelings so much harder to ignore, Cillian.âÂ
He froze and remembered to breathe, drawing in a startled breath.Â
âTâat wasnât what I was expecting you to say.â He ran his hand over his mouth and looked away, his blue eyes moving through his hidden thoughts.Â
âI know you probably donât feel the same but I just⊠itâs driving me mad, Cillian. Itâs becoming a form of method acting that isnât fun anymore.â She tried to laugh lightly but grimaced and put the backs of her hands against her burning cheeks.Â
âYehâŠâ he nodded and sighed, his eyes wide.Â
She groaned and returned to the couch, sitting on her sweaty hands.Â
âI can go, Cillian. I can leave if you donât want me here anymore.â She whispered, tears pooling in her eyes.Â
âNo, no. We need to talk târough this.â He said calmly, slowly, and covered his mouth with his freckled hand.Â
âOh God, Iâve gone and fucked everything up. Iâm sorry Cillian. I knew you didnât feel the same but I still let myself go to you.â She leaned back against the couch and pulled her hands through her hair and pulled the skin back from her face.Â
âStop it. Donât say t'at.â Cillian snapped not unkindly but sternly and took a deep breath. âSee, we need to talk about tâis so we can still work together, eh?â He ran a hand through his own dark hair and looked at her for a moment, thinking.Â
âHow, Cillian? If you knew how I felt about you⊠itâs maddening. I canât sleep, Cillian. Youâre all I think about as pathetic as it sounds,â she took a deep breath, âI love you. And now youâll hate me.â She continued and moved her hands, clasped together between her knees.
Cillian sighed and moved abruptly to her side on the couch, opening his body towards her.Â
âDonât talk for me, eh? Look, I understand. Itâs hard to not develop certain er⊠feelings when we do what we do, right?â He cocked his head to the side and licked his lips awkwardly.
âI know Iâm childish, Cillian, but I canât help it. Iâm suffering without you⊠without more from you, more than we can do on set.â She whined and rubbed her shoulders as if she were cold. âCan you indulge me? Do you feel even a little of what I do?â She whispered, looking deeply into his eyes. He said nothing for a second before running his hands up and down his face, exhaling loudly into his palms. He put his hands down and leaned towards her on his elbows.Â
âIâm married, sweetheart. Yvonne is my wife and I love her.â He whispered softly, his hands splitting the space between them.Â
âBut I love you.â She whispered back and leaned in to kiss him. He allowed her to kiss him once and when she pulled away, dejected, he took her chin gently.Â
âCut the shit-delusion, sweetheart. Youâre young⊠far too young for me. You may tâink you love me but you donât know me.â
He took her face in his hands and smiled sadly as tears rolled down her pink cheeks.Â
âI know youâll find someone who truly loves you. Youâre a beautiful young woman who has her entire life ahead of her. Iâm flattered t'at you feel tâat way about me but we canât, I canât. If the roles were reversed and we were married and Yvonne approached me, wouldnât you want me to stop tâings before tâey went too far?â He supported her head as she dropped it slightly to the side. She felt empty of words and so he continued.Â
âYouâre a darling girl but you know we canât do tâis.â He stroked her cheek with his thumb and wiped away her tears. âYou need a boy your age who knows how to love you in the way you need to be loved. I only know how to love my wife⊠and sheâs the only one who knows how to love me.â
âI could have loved you in whatever way you needed.â She whispered weakly and he smiled softly.
âI know, sweetheart,â he soothed her like a father, âbut you wouldnât have been happy wit' me. Youâre out of my league and you would have gotten bored of me.â He joked lightly and she allowed a pained smile to form on her lips.Â
âIâm sorry, Cillian. I feel like such a fool.â She closed her eyes and he hugged her close.Â
âNah, youâre still a kid. Youâre many tâings but foolish is not one of âem.â He squeezed her tightly and kissed her head affectionately. âYouâre a good kid and a great actress. Weâll be fine, the two of us, eh?â He pulled away and she wiped her eyes dry.Â
âIâll try.â Â
She kissed him briefly on the cheek and rose to her feet. She walked to the door and looked back at the actor with a small smile, the door open in front of her.
âGoodnight, Cillian.âÂ
He nodded from the couch.Â
âY/N?âÂ
âYes?â
Cillian stood and shoved his hands into the pockets of his pajama pants, shrugging his shoulders up to his ears.Â
âYou werenât the only one.... That is, you werenât the only one who feltâŠâ he broke off and cleared his throat, âbut it's better tâis way, yeh?.... Itâll pass, love. Itâll pass.âÂ
He met her eyes one last time and she nodded sadly yet full of a completeness found in their mutual understanding.Â
âGoodnight, Cillian.â She said again and closed the door behind her and left the trailer, walking with her back to the wind. Cillian collapsed back on the couch and looked at his watch, wondering if Yvonne was awake. She always answered his calls. She put up with everything, God bless her. She was everything and more than he deserved. He rang her up and she answered after the second ring, her voice ringed with sleepiness.
"Heya, love." He whispered with a smile, "No, everyt'ing's fine. I just wanted to call you. I miss you, girl. Yeah, yeah. Put them on."
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The Present â€ïž Selvadorada
Prev // đ¶ // Next
Transcript below the cut:
Asher: [offscreen] Atlas?
Atlas: âŠ
Asher: Whatâre you listening to?
đ¶a moment a love a dream aloud a kiss a cry our rights our wrongsđ¶
đ¶wonât stop till itâs overđ¶wonât stop to surrenderđ¶
Asher: Hmm.. yâknow, I always think of you when I hear this song.
Atlas: I havenât heard it in years, but itâs been stuck in my head since last night. Finally had to listen to it to make it stop.
Atlas: Anyway⊠Good morning.
Asher: Mm gâmorning. Â
Asher: So, whatâre we doing today?
Atlas: Depends. How adventurous are you feeling?
Asher: I donât know. Like, getting-matching-tattoos adventurous, orâŠ?
Atlas: More like getting-my-name-tattooed-on-your-ass adventurous.
Asher: Oh, Iâve already done that. Iâm offended you didnât notice.
Atlas: Trust me, I wouldâve noticed that.
Asher: You sure?
Atlas: Mhm⊠but maybe I should double check, just in case.
Asher: Just in case, huh? Why do I get the feeling youâre just trying to get in my pants?
Atlas: Probably âcause I am.
âŠ
Asher: So, what are we really doing today? Whatâs your adventurous plan?
Atlas: Nothing too crazy. I think we should go for a hike.
Asher: How intense of a hike are we talking?
Atlas: Not bad, just a few miles off the trail. Itâll be worth it, I promise.
Asher: Okay, letâs do it. How soon do we have to be ready.
Atlas: We have time. I figure weâll go to the market in a couple hours and get some supplies, and then we can grab some lunch before we head up.
Asher: What kind of supplies do we need if itâs just a few miles?
Atlas: We probably wonât need any of it, but weâre in the jungle. Iâd rather have it and not need it than the other way around.
Asher: Always prepared, fuckinâ llamacorn scout over here.
Atlas: Master Llamacorn Scout.
Asher: [laughs] Right. How could I forget?
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The Firsts play Bingo!!! That canât possibly go wrong, right?? RIGHT?? Such a simple game :3c
(Hope itâs been a lovely day!!)
*Lazard walks by the lounge and sees AGSZC setting up a bingo game*
Lazard: Is that how you boys plan to spend your Friday night?
Zack: Yup! Wanna join? I figure you old dudes love games like these.
Lazard: Zack, how old do you think I am?
Zack: I don't know, like 73?
Lazard: I'm going to leave before I start crying uncontrollably.
Zack: Nice! See ya!
Lazard: I only ask that you boys don't blow anything up.
*He leaves*
Genesis: So he just assumes that every recreational activity of ours ends in flames?
Angeal: In his defense, the last time we did a jigsaw puzzle, Sephiroth burned the table in a fit of rage because it was missing a few pieces and couldn't be completed.
Sephiroth: A reasonable response.
Zack: Yeah, but whatever! This game will be perfectly normal. There will be no fighting, no cheating, and no fire!
[ONE HOUR LATER]
*Cloud rolls the bingo cage*
Cloud: B-9.
Zack: BINGO!
*Angeal snatches his card*
Angeal: For the last time, three numbers in a row do not make a bingo. You need five. FIVE.
Zack: That doesn't make any sense! You're just making up rules to keep me from winning!
Sephiroth: There's no need to become upset, Zack. Look at me. I haven't marked down a single number yet and I feel fine.
*Cloud rolls the cage*
Cloud: N-44.
*Genesis happily marks down his number*
Sephiroth: I find it fascinating how your card mysteriously matches with so many numbers.
Genesis: You're accusing me of cheating instead of placing the blame on your poor luck? My, how petty. Let this be a lesson that you cannot win at everything, Sephiroth.
*Cloud rolls the cage*
Cloud: G-48.
Zack: BINGO!
Angeal: IF I GO OVER THERE AND YOU DON'T HAVE A BINGO I'M GOING TO SHOVE THAT CARD SO FAR DOWN YOUR THROAT YOU WILL BE SHITTING NUMBERS FOR A YEAR.
Zack: >:(
Sephiroth: I don't understand. How is it that we're one hour into the game, and so far I haven't scored a single number?
Cloud: That's because half the balls are missing.
Sephiroth: ......what?
*Genesis quietly rises from his seat*
Cloud: Yeah, apparently the last person who used this set hosted a party where they lost half the balls.
*Genesis quietly tries to leave*
Sephiroth: But this is my bingo set. I bought this one.
Cloud: Well, someone lost your balls.
Sephiroth: Who was the person?
Cloud: Oh it was Genesis.
*Sephiroth whips around so fast*
Sephiroth: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BALLS, GENESIS?
Genesis: I DIDN'T TOUCH YOUR BALLS!
Sephiroth: YOU HAD NO RESPECT FOR MY BALLS. WHERE ARE THEY?
Genesis: I DON'T KNOW! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT BINGO GAME WAS YOURS, OR ELSE I WOULDN'T HAVE EVER TOUCHED YOUR BALLS.
Sephiroth: YOU WILL PURCHASE NEW BALLS, OR SO HELP ME, GENESIS I WILL TORCH YOUR ENTIRE BOOK COLLECTION.
Cloud: WHY ARE WE YELLING?
Angeal: WE'RE NOT YELLING! WE'RE HAVING A FRIENDLY GAME OF BINGO AMONGST FRIENDS, WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND!?
Zack: đ¶ AND BINGO WAS HIS NAME-O!
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a dare after allâŠ(C.S)
ââŠI will show you how crazy you actually make me sweetheartâŠâ
Summary ~ Y/nâs crush on her bodyguard, Choi San becomes known after a mischievous dare at a party. What she doesnât know is if he feels the same.
warnings â ïž ~ mentions of alcohol, touching, language, mentions of sex, suggestive đ
a/n âïž~ I am just loving San right now with Ateez new comeback I had to write this for him! đ„ its kinda short in my opinion. Might have a pt2 ?
đ¶MAKE IT BOUNCY đ”
The music boomed around the place as I danced with Jia, my best friend, giggling while drinking some more. Not gonna lie the alcohol was starting to kick in.
âGirls! Come join weâre playing truth or dare!â Wooyoung yelled from the livingroom as some of the guys started to gather and Jia and I looked at each other before making our way to them. Before I could get to them I felt a strong hand grabbing my arm. Turning my head I caught the eyes of Choi San, my bodyguard. He had been working for me and my family for some months now and I had started to see him as more than a bodyguard, his broad shoulders, and the way his long sleeves were rolled up exposing his veiny arms sometimes made me go crazy or the way he always cared for me. But it would be so wrong to say I had fallen in love with my bodyguard, my father would kill me.
âMiss Y/nâŠyou should stop drinking and itâs getting lateâŠyour fatherââ he started but I cut him off.
âSanâŠmy dad is on a business trip, he is barely at home, and Iâm not even drinking a lotâŠâ I said smiling nodding my head assuring him that I would be fine. He let go and I sat down on the floor next to Jia and Mingi.
âSan! Dude come on join us! Drop the professionalism at least for tonight!â Wooyoung yelled at him laughing. San just shook his head and took a seat on the couch watching, Wooyoung shrugged and looked around at the group of people.
Wooyoung started the game, starting with asking Seonghwa, who chose dare and Wooyoung made him eat a spoonful of chili pepper paste. I kind of felt bad but it was a bit funny at the same time. Some minutes into the game Mingi decided to ask me.
âY/n! Truth or dare?â Mingi asked making me giggle as my cheeks started to blush for some reason. I was nervous for both choices.
âUmâŠTruthâ I said making it come out as a question from my lack of confidence in this game. Mingi chuckled and thought for a few seconds.
âHm, would you sleep with a person in this room?â Mingi asked as Wooyoung started laughing seeing my shock face.
âMingi! Shut the fuck up!â I yelled laughing nervously before clearing my throat.
âYesâ I finished off drinking some more of my alcohol feeling hot.
âOh! Who?â Wooyoung asked quickly, I shrugged my shoulders.
âI am not answering that! Itâs not part of the question!â I yelled, throwing him my empty red cup.
Wooyoung laughed and wiggled his eyebrows at me, making a gesture to look behind me. Turning my head slowly I see Sanâs gaze fixated on me and I quickly turn back after we made eye contact.
I tried my best to hide my face that showed that San was the person I would like (love) to sleep with. I couldnât just say it though.
Wooyoung seemed to notice and showed a mischievous smirk and continued the game. After having to do some dares and say embarrassing truths. Wooyoung cleared his throat and asked me
âTruth or dare y/n?â He said still with a smirk and I looked at him confused.
I thought about it for a few seconds, not all dares were bad and truths were getting kind of boring. I laugh softly before looking at him.
âdareâŠâ
He bit his lower lip while laughing. He nodded before speaking
âI dare you to kiss your bodyguardâ he said and I felt like just killing myself right then wanting the earth to swallow me whole. My eyes widened and my heart started beating fast. Hearing the people around starting to make teasing noises made it worse.
âIâŠbut heâs not even playingâ I said trying to avoid the dare but Wooyoung wouldnât budge he made an annoying ânah-ahâ sound and started making kissing noises to annoy me and Mingi started to push me up on my feet.
âIâm helping you out Y/nâ he said winking at me playfully as he waved his hands for me to stand up. I slowly stood up hitting Mingi in a playful yet embarrassed way, and made my way to San who was just as shocked as I was. The only difference was that I actually did want to kiss him and him on the other hand, I wasnât sure what he felt. I slowly sat down next to him on the couch and moved my hand on top of his. His eyes moved down to see my tiny hand on his large one. Before he could look back up at me and say anything I decided to risk it all. It was a dare after all. That could be my excuse.
âIâm sorryâŠâ I whispered only for him to hear.
I gently crushed my lips on his soft ones staring to kiss him gently, not even a second later he returned the kiss. His hand gently moved to the side of my neck. His touch was so magical it did something to me. It came back to me that we were being watched and I slowly broke the kiss. I hesitated to make eye contact with him, slightly noticing the bit of my gloss still on his lips. I blush hard and got up nervously going back to my spot.
My legs and hands were shaking. My cheeks were probably so red but I could blame the alcohol. I had to admit kissing San was a dream come true.
âShould I dare you to go into a room with your bodyguard next Y/n?â Wooyoung said laughing making me come out of my thoughts and I quickly slapped him on the back of his head with some force but still playfully.
âYah!â He yelled at me jokingly. The game went on and my mind couldnât stop thinking about the kiss. His lips, his touch was just so sweet just like I imagined it would be.
God. I have really fallen for my hot bodyguard. And my body wanted more of him.
âHey Y/n come have some more shots!â Wooyoung yelled at me, serving some more drinks kicking me back to reality.
âNo thank you, IâŠIâm getting drowsy and I want to go home now⊠I think I drank enough tonight â I said seeing San in the corner of my eye getting up, making my thoughts come back. God I couldnât imagine what San was thinking. Did he like it? Did he hate it? Was he comfortable? God.
Wooyoung showed a pout and took the shot he had served me.
âOkay well youâre right, I think you both need to go do things huh?â he said laughing. I widened my eyes and made a face at him to shut up.
âUmâŠLetâs go San⊠Bye guys!â I said quickly walking out of the house before Wooyoung could say anything else.
- - - - time skips
The ride home was quiet and neither of us spoke. Even if I tried the alcohol was now hitting and I started feeling sleepy, my head slowly hanging as I fell asleep in the car. Minutes later I felt the car come to a stop. My eyes were half open, while I looked around I failed to recognize my own house. I turned my head gently hearing the door open and close and San opened my door.
My drunken self still managed to recall the kiss we shared a few hours ago. He pushed his body into the car ondoing my belt. His neck was on full display for me, he smelled so good, I just wanted to throw myself on him and actually show him how I felt, and just melt into his warmth. He slowly looked at me, our faces close to each other. His strong arm made its way under my thighs and the other one behind my neck and he took me out of the car slowly. My head fell on his shoulder and I kept admiring him with half open eyes.
Good thing I was kind of drunk and that I might forget tomorrow but tonight I wasnât in the right mind and was willing to risk it all when I asked him the following.
âDid you like it, Sannie?â I mumbled drunkenly. Sannie?! Y/n! Shut up!
After my question I felt his body tense up against mine, his strong arms slowly left my body as he sat me down on the big couch in the living room. My hand quickly pulled him down with me from his shirt.
His eyes widened, quickly holding himself up with his hands to not fall on me completely.
âI asked you a question, San?â I whispered moving his little hairs off his face smiling, his cheeks turned a tint of red as he cleared his throat.
âMissâŠIâŠI donât think I should answer âŠI mean it was a game you were playing I donâtââ he started but I cut him off.
âShould I do it again Sannie? It wasnât just a game to meâŠâ I whispered cupping his face with my hands. His eyes glanced at my lips as he seemed to crave another kiss. I blushed and I started leaning in but he caught my eyes when I saw him leaning in, grabbing my face gently. He now is the one to connect his lips to mine. He was a completely different person from earlier, his tongue slowly licking my bottom lip entering my mouth as our tongues moved against each other. My hands slowly traveled down his chest earning a soft groan from him down to his abs and close to the part where he started to need me most.
He slowly pulls away from the kiss, his breath heavy and a bit fast while he admires me pushing a strand of hair behind my ear.
âMiss Y/nâŠAs much as I want toâŠI canâtâ he whispered softly resting his forehead on mine as if he was trying his best to not do anything wrong. I looked at him and understood his hesitation. I gently cup his cheek with my hand.
âSanâŠI know you are worried about my fatherâŠbut how about we keep this a secret? I have feelings for youâŠI would do anything to be with youâ I told him shyly looking down.
San showed a gente smile and raised my face with his thumb and index finger.
âAs long as you're comfortable with this my princessâŠâ he said before going back to kissing me gently. His other hand slowly went down to touch my thighs gently moving his hand under my skirt. âI will show you how crazy you actually make me sweetheartâŠâ
âS-SanâŠâ I moaned against his lips and he slowly pulled away slowly looking at me with his eyes filled with love and desire.
âletâs go to my roomâŠâ I whispered and he chuckled, kissing my jawline.
âIf we go to your room, I wonât contain myself anymore darlingâ he whispered, making me widen my eyes slightly. His hand slowly coming up to the spot under my boob.
âyouâve contained yourself?â I whispered softly shyly and his hands gently moved down to my waist gripping it gently with his fingernails and he slowly nodded his head.
âand you donât know how hard it's been,â he whispered gently against my neck starting to kiss it and marking me.
âGood thing Iâm not telling you to contain yourself right?â I whispered into his ear before he kissed me again. This time harder and passionately as my arms swung around his neck. His hands explored my body in a sweet way slowly touching my thighs making a moan escape from my mouth. He slowly pulled me closer, picking me off the couch. I felt his mouth form a smile making my cheeks heat up.
He made his way to my room with me in his arms . Entering my room he kicked the door gently closing it without breaking the kiss slowly moving down to my neck. His touches are so soft and full of love.
He walked us to my bed laying me down as he comes down with me between my legs kissing down my collarbone. While my hands gently touch his muscles on his arms. I feel a smirk form against my skin and he slowly takes me hands and pins them above my head.
âTonight is all for you my princessâŠâ he whispered and started to unbutton my blouse. My breathing was heavy and slow and watching how he undid a button one my one made me realize he was the man I wanted to take my virginity not because I had a crush on him but because he was my safe place. If I was going to be with someone for the first timeâŠ
It had to be Choi San.
Update: PART 2 - POSTED PART 2
(please donât be a silent reader I take any opinion or requests I need ideas! đĄ)
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* You have a new message from Widow.*
*Ghost opens message*
Widow:
Ghost: Who's driving? How did that happen?!?
Ghost: Widow respond! What the fuck is happening??
Widow: soap, and I don't knowđ€·đœââïž.
Ghost: my office, NOW.
_ in the office_
Soap: she lied ! It was her. *pointing at Widow like a kid *
Ghost: Widow's taking the video. đđđ
*Widow :You have activated my trap card*
Widow: hehehe, ya played ya self. * Snickering behind gaz and König*
Soap: I can't believe you.
ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°â
*Widow watching soap and Ghost train while eating her Popsicle*
*Ghost does this to soap*
*Widow, almost choking on her Popsicle*
Widow: Kaff! Kaff!
*König hitting her back*: You alright, maus?
Widow: Is he dead đš???
Ghost: No, he's just being dramatic đ đ.
Soap: Grandma, is that you? am coming.
Widow: No- she Dead.
* My guy soap, seeing the light*
âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâą
Ghost: What are you laughing at?
Widow: It looks like the recruits are having a good time. * đ€Łđ€Ł*
*Ghost looking outside the window.*
Ghost: Huh,was that Graves? * points to the person getting attacked*
Widow: si, best hilight of my day. *Wipping tears off her eyes* Ah~...hahaha!đ€Ł
Widow: Can I have the recording later?
Ghost: Why not. I'll get a copy, too.
ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°â
*Widow explaining what happened to ghost*
Ghost: Repeat that again.
Widow: Wait - no, ma. You see what had happened wasđ
.....
Ghost: đ¶
Ghost:......Your ground.
Widow: Come on, am not 12!!
Ghost: to your room, young lady.
Widow: Fine, but soap was the one that did it. I didn't take the missile and blow up grave's house it was an accident.
*Ghost was left even more confused than when this started. Being a parent is so hard.*
đ¶A single mom who works two jobs
Who loves her kids and never stops
With gentle hands and a heart of a fighter
I'm a survivorđ¶*
âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâąÂ°âĄâą
*Saop and gaz doing stupid shit *
Ghost: I'm surprised you're not doing it as well.
Widow: Nah, at the top, they have to pass a bush. That shit poison Ivy, no way am touching that!
Ghost: Why didn't you stop them?
Widow: cuz, they having fun, and they look happyđ. Also, if they get sick, I get to eat their snacks.
Ghost: That's vail. Good on ya, kid.
Widow: i think we should probably stop them. I think gaz is gonna go flying at any moment now.
Ghost: ya right.
* A few seconds later, gaz did go flying for a few meters or so* ( super Mann đŠžđŸââïž wushh)
ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°ââąÂ°â
See ya next time. - missbunnybunny
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call it what you want đ¶
Grayson Waller x Reader
An: I just loved this idea and had to write about it! Also not sure what Scarlett goes by irl so Iâm giving her the nickname Beth cause I think thatâs what Iâd actually call her đ€
âŒïž warnings: swearing, use of real names, not proof read, we are dramatic asf, Grayson is dumb and oblivious but we love him, not really much substance just a little short storyâŒïž
âNo, absolutely not.â
âMatty please?â
âYn Iâm sorry i just canât. Iâve spent so much time trying to be the bad guy, if I go, I lose all credibility. Iâm sure if you ask Trin and Beth, they would go with you.â
âTrin is bringing Jon and Beth is bringing Kevin. I will literally be third wheeling everyone. Know what? Just forget I asked. Itâs fine.â Upset, i storm off.
Taylor Swift. Taylor fucking Swift was the cause of this argument. The Eras tour was finally heading to Florida and i had tickets for us and our friends to go, however between purchasing the tickets and the actual concert itself, Matty decided - no wait sorry Grayson fucking Waller decided to start beef with the swifties - Rendering his attendance impossible.
Grabbing my phone I do what literally everyone else does when they need to rant about their man. Put it in the group chat for the girls to back you up.
Me
Matty says he isnât going to the concert đą
Trin
Girl Iâm sorry. That boy is dumb as hell. Why he starting beef knowing we had this concert?
Beth
Men are dumb - screw him, we will still have fun girl đ
Me
Honestly I donât even wanna go now, yall can find someone to take our place.
Trin
No no no we ainât gon do that. Youâre gonna get you fine ass dressed to impress and you are gonna come to the concert with us.
Beth
Honestly yn it wouldnât be the same without you there, please come - Iâll make sure your glass is always full đ
Trin
I second that! Come on girl.
Me
Know what you girls are right, screw Matty. Iâm still gonna go and enjoy myself. Drinks on yall though - promise is a promise đ
Friday Night Smackdown
Backstage I stand with Trin who is currently warming up for her match tonight.
âWe havenât really spoke about it to be honest. I know Iâm being over dramatic but he knew how excited I was for this concert.â I complain
A familiar scent fills my senses. A strong pair of arms wrap round my waist enclosing me in a tight embrace.
âThereâs my girl, Iâve been looking everywhere for you.â He says.
âWell youâve found me, now I gotta go get ready for my match.â I say u wrapping myself from Mattys grasp.
âIâll see you out there Trin.â I announce before quickly leaving, leaving him confused.
âBoy, you done fucked up.â Trin
âWhat did I do wrong?â He says.
Shaking her head she replies âthe fact that you donât even know what youâve done wrong makes this whole thing even worse.â
âCome on Trin, help me out.â He pleads
âThe concert Matt, she was looking forward to you and her going and youâve let her down. Do you know she wasnât even going to go because of it? This is something she loves and wanted to experience it with you. You better get your shit together and sort it out before the gig.â
âFuck!â He says letting out a huge sigh. He didnât mean to hurt yn, he knew she was looking forward to the concert but didnât think it would be a big deal if he wasnât there.
âThis whole swiftie thing has just got out of hand, but donât worry Trin, Iâll fix it!â
âYou better.â
Day of Eraâs concert
Perfect you say to yourself.
You and the girls had decided to dress up as your favourite Era. You had gone with Lover era. Standing looking the mirror you had found the perfect dress, a pink off the shoulder tulle mini dress, it was the epitome of lover - and of course your outfit wouldnât be complete without and arm full of friendship bracelets ready to swap with all the other attendees.
You had sent off a text to Trin and Beth to tell them you were ready to leave. A small knock at the bedroom door startles you slightly, knowing it would be Matty you tell him to come in. Turning around you are met with Matty dressed up with pink trousers - similar to the shade of your dress. A white Taylor swift T-shirt and and a few little friendship bracelets on his arm.
âWe ready to go babe?â He asks
âI thought you werenât coming?â
âI wasnât, but I didnât stop to think how much you wanted me to be there, and how much I wanted to be there with you. I want to have all these experiences with you and I canât do that if Iâm sitting at home.â
He walks closer to me and takes hold of my hands, looking into my eyes he continues.
âI love you so much yn, no swiftie beef is gonna stop me from making your dreams and wishes come true.â
He leans down and tenderly kisses my lips.
âI love you too Matty, you have no idea how much this all means to me.â
The truth is he did know how much it meant to yn. He could see it in her eyes and he made a silent promise to himself that he would never again be the reason her eyes were filled with sadness.
Thank you for reading whatever the hell this was. Appreciate the likes and reposts.
If you want tagged let me know! đ
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IWTV S2 Ep6 Musings: Loumand (Spoilers)
Armand stressed me TF out this episode; I can't believe they had me yelling at my favorite TVC book character this much on this dang show. But I still stand by what I said about him having good intentions--
--but by god does this man make the worst decisions for the best reasons.
FACTS, I can't stand modern art. The first vamp capitalist, faaaacts.
The first vamp pilot--Louis WANTS to fly now!? Or maybe it's just the Cloud Gift that freaks him out; a vampire taking him up without his control/consent?
I cannot BELIEVE they're banging in Armand's office right in front of that flimsy glass door--that's why the coven hated y'all. đ€Š Rubbing in their faces that Lou can do whatever--and whoever--he wants.
OF COURSE that mofo was gonna say No--DUH! Lou, Armand don't want Lestat's spawn, he wants Lestat's SEED, there's a DIFFERENCE. đ
He. Didn't. NO. The attitude in Lou's neck rolls had me QUAKING. AMC is leaning IN to Armand withholding more than Lestat, jfc. đŹ
It was NOT ok, Armand. That was your cue to be part of the family, and join Lou as he went to the IVF clinic to get his eggs fertilized with YOUR seed, MORON. đ€Š Y'all could've been the Le Russe/Romanus family! Now they'll always be Lioncourts! đ© Alexa, play Rolling in the Deep, cuz they could've had it all! đđ” đ¶
âïž SAY IT LOUDER! âïž
Roleplay don't mean ISH outside the bedroom--just cuz Armand's a subby bottom don't mean he didn't hold ALL the power the whole time; eff what Lou said, asked or "ordered." I said back in S1: Les & Armand HUMOR Lou, and let him pretend to be in charge (X X). It's called POWER IMBALANCE.
It looks like childbirth gone wrong.
Lou going from battered wife depression in S1 to post-partum-depression in S2. đ So Loius tried to kill himself again? By bleeding out? Throwing up all the blood he drank from Madeleine. Dang.
What "you did to yourself" is a little inaccurate, considering it was YOUR insensitive words that triggered him and made him want to yeet himself into the sun! This is what I always mean by Armand taking advantage of Louis' agency, cuz Louis was CLEARLY not in his right mind at the time to be asking for anything THAT serious, which he NEVER would've done elsewise.
So, 3 days after Louis' failed suicide attempt, he asked for his mind to be wiped--cuz he was still TRAUMATIZED, Armand! đ€Š
Lou got high as a kite (if he was ever sober in SanFran.....)
Nearly killed the first human who managed to get anywhere towards helping him process his PTSD--if not just VENT a bit; as he hadn't spoken Lestat's name in 20+ years by that point.
Vented all his resentment to Armand for being hella boring
Was triggered by Armand telling Louis Claudia never loved him, wtf
Tried to kill himself by burning himself alive in the first sunrise he'd seen since Paul's suicide
Burnt to a crisp, he has to watch Armand torture TF out of Daniel, begging for his life & powerless to do anything
Then lay there all crispetty cracketty crunchetty and hear Armand have a effing telephone call with LESTAT
He even told OIdmaniel he'd been in so much pain he blanked out
Armand said drugs did a number on Dan's mind--Louis DIED an alcoholic; he was turned while he was drunk, and I bet mental illness runs in his family, too. So what damage was done to LOUIS' mind when he was in SanFran getting stoned every night b4 you scrambled his brain, Armand?!
Daniel's mind is sharp, yes, but his body sure ain't. Armand caused Daniel's Parkinsons--if it's even really Parkinsons, and not just the consequences of 6 days of bodily & mental torture, as his arm was crushed, head bashed, nose bled, and muscles were contorted. "To protect me, from YOU, my Molloy"--we been knew. "Why did I owe YOU my shame...my one act of cowardice?" Oh, you mean selling Claudia & Louis down the effing river?!
I'd bet money that Armand was so shook seeing Louis' reaction to what he said about Claudia hating Louis, and was so terrified of being on permanent suicide watch, that he was RELIEVED to have the chance to wipe Louis' memory, and soften the blow of his own culpability in WHY Claudia died hating Louis. Cuz she was HAPPY at that cafe with y'all! What happened AFTERWARDS, Armand!?
Why would vamps cheer and drink with alcohol; y'all shoulda known something was up; with this JUDAS at the effing table.
Why tf is Armand sleeping in Claudia's coffin? I guess Loumand doesn't share Louis' the way Loustat did. But better question: Why TF are they still in that flat?! I'd've left Paris for good; that was stupid of them to stay in coven territory. But I guess we know why Armand didn't insist they leave. đ
Louis and Madz have tension. :(
This poor boy just CANNOT help himself, LOL.
LOLOLOLOLOL! Madz is NOSEY, spill all the tea, girl, yaaas! XD (The bass in Lou's voice when he says BIIIIIG HEAD nearly put me in a stretcher--omfg it was IMPROVISED!?)
đ Yeah, he knows, alright. Knows you'll forgive him, Lou.
Cuz he felt he had nothing left if he didn't have you.
Cuz Santiago was right:
Speak of the devil, carrying the effing burlap sacks.
I could never sit there that calm and talk about all that without lunging over and pulling every follicle out of Armand's head.
Omg it's a matinee in DAYLIGHT, it's happening right then & there. đâïž
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hawkins high alumni always run the end of year carnival to help raise funds for the school and steve is always in charge of the alumni basketball game, but this year theyâre trying out a kissing booth and who better to headline than steve harrington? | ( 3.9k â a little angst, a little fluff, kinda enemies to kinda lovers, steve x you, steve x reader )
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đ¶Â dream boy, savannah conley
âNow, please donât be late, Steven. Jasonâs done with his shift right at seven and we donât want to keep people waiting.â Miss Click tapped on the clipboard in her hand before hanging it back up on the nail hammered into the wall of the booth, âRobin Buckley volunteered to cover the cash register for your shift too! You remember Robin.â
Steve felt his jaw tick with irritation as he tried to hide the grimace on his face, his old History teacher practically beaming at the very mention of his friend. Of course Robin volunteered to run the register. She just wanted a front row seat for what was sure to be the most humiliating night of his life.
âGreat. Robin Buckley. A real grade A student,â he said with a forced smile, jamming his hands into the pockets of his Leviâs.
âI thought so too! Such an attentive pupil,â Miss Click agreed before checking her watch. âOh dear, I need to go check on the cake walk. Iâll see you back here in a few hours, Iâm sure weâll have record donations!â and with that she was off across the football field leaving Steve alone in the small booth to freak out about what heâd just agreed to.
A kissing booth. Great. Perfect. Totally fine.
He definitely wasnât sore about Tommy getting to run the alumni basketball game instead of him. Wasnât stressing the fuck out about the idea of having to kiss people for an hour straight. Or worse, kiss no one at all and have to live under a rock for the rest of his life and he totally wasn't going to kill Robin for âgraciously volunteeringâ to take money at his expense.
Loosing a sigh from his chest Steve ran his hands through his hair and kicked at the frame of the wall, KISSING BOOTH written above him. All curly letters and lipstick marks and bright red paint, taunting and teasing him about what would be happening in a few short hours.
It was going to be fine. Totally fine. Steve Harrington could handle a few smooches for charity. Right?
Right?
Midnight, gettin' uptight, where are you? You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two. I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you.
Joan Jett was yelling through the speakers of your stereo as you leaned over your dresser, swiping mascara through your lashes in the mirror, trying your best to hurry up and get ready for the Hawkins High Jamboree.
Did you want to go? Absolutely not.
Was your room mate and best friend making you go with her? 100%.
âSo, like, are you gonna be ready this century or should I plan on arriving in a coffin? Actually. Steveâs gonna probably put me in one anyway, might be doing him a favor,â Robin mused around her toothbrush from across the hall in the bathroom.
âHah, are you kidding? That guy came out of the womb as a fully formed show boat. He loves shit like this,â you shot back, shaking your head at the thought of Steve posted up at the kissing booth. A stupid, shit-eating grin pasted on his face. Signature hair all perfectly coiffed. A ridiculously long line of girls just waiting to fawn over him.
âCanât argue you on the show boat bit, but heâs still totally gonna kill me,â Robin said snorting as she spat her toothpaste into the sink.
You werenât sure what had happened between senior year and now, but somehow your best friend had also become Steve Harringtonâs best friend and it made absolutely no sense.
At first youâd been extremely skeptical, even overprotective of her, and made it a point to tag along with them where ever they were going to make sure he wasnât going to do something shitty, but much to your chagrin he proved you wrong every single time. He was even nice and somehow made Robin ugly laugh more than you did. How dare he?
âCâmon, I donât wanna keep Nance waiting, sheâs gonna be downstairs soon,â Robin popped her head in through your door and you shot her a grin.
âOoo, eyeliner. Are you two going out after?â you teased, wiggling your eyebrows at her and she frowned, cheeks flushed.
âYeah. Maybe. Whatâs it to you?â
âNothing!â you held your hands up in surrender and gave her a little smile, âJustâitâs about damn time. You two have been dancing around each other for months.â
Robin was pretty private about her love life, especially after things hadnât worked out with Vickie, and you were one of the only ones who really got to be in the know. Well. You and Steve, but you had to hand it to him. He at least seemed pretty damn empathetic and supportive in that regard toward Robin and you were thankful to him for it.
âWhat, are you keeping track?â Robin grumbled, smoothing her shirt down a bit and picking at the chipped black polish on her nails.
âYouâre the one with the scoreboard,â you gently teased back, shoving your feet into the Chucks next to your dresser, but then your expression softened as you looked up at her, âYou know Iâm not. Iâd be one to talk anyway, my love life is non-existent.â
âYeah, well. Maybe you should try. Itâs not all bad. Look at me, put myself out there and already have a date,â she said pointedly, scrunching up her nose at you.
âNo, thanks,â it was your turn to grumble and you shouldered past her into the hallway.
âWait. Wait a second. Yes. Yes, thanks!â she said, tone suddenly shifting into the one where you knew she was up to no good.
âRobs, whatever youâre about to say? Donât,â you grabbed your wallet and chapstick off the kitchen table and turned to fix her with a look. The way she was grinning at you was horrifying. âOh my god. What?â
âKiss him,â she said simply and you looked at her blankly.
âWhat?â
âPut yourself out there! Kiss him!â she said again more enthusiastically and your stomach flipped over.
âSteve? Oh, wow. Let me go ahead and put a âhellâ in front of my no. No, Robs. No way,â you crammed your things into your pockets and shook your head, opening the fridge to try and find a beer. Booze suddenly felt very, extremely, necessary.
âSeriously! Câmon! What, are you chicken?â she make a little squawking noise as you cracked open the last beer hiding at the back of the fridge.
âSeriously?â you parroted back, âWhat, are you twelve? No, Iâm not doing it.â You took a long drink from the can in your hand and grimaced as the carbonation fizzed in your nose. Too much.
âIf you do, Iâll leave you alone for a whole week,â Robinâs tone was sing-songy, dragging out the vowels as she leaned on the open fridge door and smiled at you all sweetly. Full of mischief.
You waited, took another drink of beer and narrowed your eyes at her. Sheâd been begging you to go on a double date with her and Nancy and the thought of it made you want to throw up. Not only were double dates super cringy, but one: you didnât have a boyfriend and two: Robin always suggested Steve and youâd immediately have to shut it down. He was absolutely not your type and there was no way youâd make it more than thirty minutes.
âTwo weeks,â you countered, âAnd if youâre gonna hang out with him it canât be here.â
âDeal!â she said much too quickly, sticking her hand out to you and you frowned, taking it and shaking it aggressively.
âGreat. Deal.â It was just a kiss, right? Not stupid Seven Minutes in Heaven or Spin the Bottle, just cramming a dollar into a jar and a quick peck on the lips and youâd be free from Robinâs meddling for two whole weeks. Worth it.
Buzzzzz.
Someone was at the door, a Nancy Wheeler shaped someone, and the color drained from Robinâs face.
âOh, câmon. Youâre fine, you look great,â you took another drink of your beer and then offered the last half of it to Robin who finished it off in one go.
âItâs notââ Robin burped, beer was a bad choice, ââtoo much?â
âNo, itâs not too much. The eyeliner is nice, really brings out the black in your heart. Now letâs get go,â you grabbed the empty can from her hand and tossed it in the recycling before shoving her toward the door.
âI canât believe youâre gonna kiss Steve,â she said, grin tugging at the corners of her lips and your expression soured.
âOh my god, just go,â and despite your grumbling, despite insisting on your irritation, all you could think about the entire ride over was a sliver of a memory from last summer.
It was smack in the middle of July. Sun beating down with the intent to fry you alive.
Robin had practically begged you to go get ice cream and it wasnât like you were gonna say no. It was hotter than hell out, of course you were gonna get ice cream, but then Steve tagged along. Sat across from you in the booth and ordered a strawberry milkshake. Wrapped his perfectly pouted lips around the straw and sipped it slowly. Licked whipped cream from his fingers. Ate the cherry last and looked up at you when heâd pulled it from the stem with his teeth and for a split second all you could think about was him.
What it would taste like. What it would feel like.
What it would be like to kiss Steve Harrington.
âBye now,â Jason was smiling all saccharine sweet. Pure sugar. Too much and too fake as the girl heâd just kissed slowly backed away from him. Unable to pull her eyes away as he leaned against the frame of the booth effortless and on display for the girls waiting in line, all of them disappointed they hadnât beat the clock to seven.
And as Steve walked across the field to take Jasonâs spot, he audibly groaned watching the other boy soak it all up.
Fuck this. He was not excited, he was not looking forward to this, and he did not want to stand anywhere near a damn kissing booth. Roughing his hands over his face he sucked in a deep breath. It was only an hour. Sixty minutes. It would fly by.
âWell, well. If it isnât the King!â
Yeah, no. This was going to suck.
âHavenât used that since Junior year, Carver,â Steveâs voice was flat, unamused, and when he walked up on the line a few of the girls huddled up and started to whisper.
âAh, câmon, Harrington. Return of the king! Back on top!â the grin that pulled at the corners of Jasonâs mouth grew as he fed off Steveâs negative energy. âCâmon, the ladies love it,â and as he turned back to the line a couple girls toward the end started to walk away, âOof, guess Iâm a hard act to follow.â
Steve jammed his tongue into his cheek, hands balling up at his sides as he eyed the other boy, wanting nothing more than to put a fist into Jasonâs face. âItâs for charity, dumbass. Not a damn competition,â Steve grumbled as the other boy pushed himself off the wall of the booth.
âWhatever you say, King Steve. Dropping like flies. Least youâll get out of here early,â Jason sneered and gave Steve a too-hard clap on the back. Biting down on his lip, Steve struggled to keep himself in check, struggled to keep his hands at his sides until someone else chimed in.
âCarver you better get goinâ, gonna be late for Bible study,â Robin walked up on the boys with you and Nancy in tow and gave Jason a too-sweet smile of her own, âDonât wanna let Jesus down. Well. More than you already have I guess.â
Jasonâs face turned beet red and Steve stifled a laugh with a very unconvincing cough, a few scattered giggles coming from the line.
âShut up, Buckley.â
âTsk, tsk. Howâs it go? Love your neighbor or whatever? Anyway, so nice to see you!â Robin punched him a little harder than she shouldâve in the shoulder and walked up behind the counter to take over for Chrissy Cunningham. âAlright, ladies! Now that weâve taken out the trash â come give the King of Hawkins high a big olâ smooch and help buy new basketball uniforms! Real win/win here, friends,â her voice was so loud it made peopleâs heads turn over at the cake walk and Steve wanted to die.
âJesus, Robin,â he hissed, scrambling over to take up his post under the giant red sign.
Nancy turned to you shaking her head, but smiling all fond over Robin, âI kinda feel bad for him.â
âI donât,â you said with a laugh, watching the line perk up a bit with Robinâs encouragement as Steve looked like he wanted to pass out, giving the first girl in a line a kiss.
âYou know, heâs not that bad,â Nancy said, giving you a nudge with her elbow.
Glancing back over at the booth you saw the second girl walk up and give her dollar to Robin, Steveâs face still flushed and pink, but lips just as pouted and perfect as theyâd been that day at the diner. Sipping down strawberry milkshake and pulling the cherry off the stem and you felt your stomach flip over.
âYeah, I guess,â you muttered, but Nancy chuckled when she saw how rosy your cheeks had grown.
âOkay, well you better get in line or youâll have Robin on your ass worse than before,â she reminded you of your deal and you groaned. âItâll be easy,â she said giving you a grin, âAnd he really is a good kisser.â
Your blush only deepened with her words and you tried to hide it, throwing your eyes down to your feet and starting to walk away, âOkay, great! Canât wait. So awesome. Just the best.â
âRelax! Itâs just a kiss!â she called over her shoulder as you fell into the last place in line behind someone from your old AP English class, trying very hard to not turn and run away.
At first it was an extremely awkward and uncomfortable exchange of events for Steve.
People would give Robin their money, sheâd say thank you in her silly sing-songy Robin voice, and then theyâd walk up to Steve and smile. Sometimes it was shy, sometimes it was overly aggressive, and sometimes thereâd be a weird pause where theyâd just stare at each other. Heâd clear his throat nervously or stress about whether or not he shouldâve brushed his teeth two more times before heâd left the house, but eventually sheâd lean in and theyâd kiss and then itâd be over.
It was ridiculous because he used to kiss random girls all the time at parties and shit in high school. Used to love it. Maybe because it stroked his ego. Because he liked showing off. Maybe he didnât get enough affection at home. Maybe Nancy Wheeler broke his heart and he just wanted to forget, but now? Things were different now. He was different now.
He didnât sleep around, he didnât kiss and tell, his dating life was abysmal and this kissing booth just seemed to add insult to injury.
âSteve,â Robin whisper-yelled between customers as if she could tell he was spiraling, âYouâre doing great. Only two more to go and youâre done!â
âGod, Robin. Please stop talking,â Steve hissed back and gave the next girl a weak, half-hearted smile.
âJust sayingââ
âHi,â Steve cut Robin off and greeted the shorter, blonde girl he recognized from Senior year science. She was second-to-last in line ahead of you and you fought back a laugh, watching the awkwardness unfold.
âHi, Stevie,â she purred and Steveâs stomach lurched.
Stevie? Oh god. Why?
Sheâd clearly just applied a fresh layer of shiny, pink gloss right before her turn came up and when she leaned in toward him, Steve waited til her eyes were closed to grimace. What? He wasnât a monster.
It was slippery and wet and not good, but Steve gave her what he hoped was a friendly enough smile as she pulled away all starry-eyed.
âMaybe see you around? When youâre done?â she asked and he swallowed thickly.
âYeah! Yeâmaybe,â he stuttered and she slipped him a piece of paper with her number on it.
âCall me,â she winked and Steve died.
âOkay, sure. Thanks,â he stumbled over his words and when she finally turned away you watched as he screwed his eyes shut, muttering under his breath.
You caught the words stupid and want to die and you almost laughed, but it fell apart in your throat as the girl walked away and left you there. Last in line and panicking as you suddenly remembered what was supposed to happen next. Why were you just as nervous as he was?
Shaking off the last kiss, Steve was ready to just be done. Only one left Robin said, but when he looked up the pained expression on his face softened.
You.
Robinâs room mate. Her best friend. Her cute best friend. The one who fought him over best friend duties. Who teased him relentlessly and gave him shit all the time. Wasnât afraid to eat an entire pizza on her own and always ordered a chocolate shake with sprinkles at the diner. Who wasnât afraid to call him out on things and had a mouth like a sailor. A mouth heâd wanted to kiss more and more every time he saw you, but he could never find the right time to ask or try or make a move andâ
âOh,â fell from him, quiet and surprised and your lips twisted into a little frown.
âOh,â you said back trying to tease, but it came out sounding a lot more hurt than anything.
Steveâs brows pinched together with worry and he took a step toward you, the most heâd moved all night. âN-no, sorry. I didnât mean it likeâŠâ he rubbed at the back of his neck, trying hard to put words to what he was trying to say, but they werenât coming out.
âThatâs okay. Sâfor a good cause, right?â you shrugged and forced a smile.
âYeah. Right,â he agreed lamely as you crammed a dollar into Robinâs hand with a glare. Two weeks better be worth it.
Then turning back to Steve you took another tiny step toward him and he did the same putting you two dangerously close. Almost toe-to-toe. The scent of fresh laundry and spearmint and boy making you feel dizzy, making you feel dumb, and when you pulled your eyes off the ground to look up at him your breath caught in your throat.
Fuck he was pretty.
That pout. The twin moles on his cheek. The soft slope of his jaw. The way his hair fell messy across his forehead and into his eyes all warm honey, liquid amber, melted caramel. He was making it hard to hold your grudge and you could feel the wall youâd put up around yourself start to crumble.
âSo. We justââ you didnât finish your sentence as he looked down at you, his lips parted, waiting, anticipating.
âYeah. Yeah, uhââ Steveâs voice was low and made your tummy twist as he shook his head a little and leaned down. Tried to do the same thing heâd been doing all night, but suddenly so damn unsure. He paused, close enough you could feel his breath as it warmed over your cheek, âIs thisâis this okay?â
âMmhm,â you murmured and you didnât have to wonder anymore. You were nervous, just like he was was, and it scared the shit out of you.
âOkay, guess Iâll justââ he said, voice barely above a whisper as he closed the gap between you and finally, finally pressed his lips soft and sweet to yours.
And it was everything.
It was slow and curious and a little shy, but the feeling of him against you pushed you to be brave and you tilted your head. Deepened the kiss. Opened for him and he slipped a hand wide and warm and soft at the back of your neck, his fingers threading through your hair and holding you even closer.
His tongue chased along your bottom lip and you sighed into him, letting him swallow all your soft pretty sounds until you were both breathless and needing air and when he started to pull away you swore youâd give Robin every single bill in your wallet to do it again.
Steve huffed a laugh, hand still holding you gentle at your neck and you bit your lips between your teeth to fight off a grin, too caught up in each other to care about anything else untilâ
âYeah, think Iâm gonna need another dollar for that one,â Robin was beaming at you two like an idiot and you both fixed her with a look, all sass and attitude.
âRobin,â your voice blended with Steveâs and Robin laughed so hard she snorted.
âOh my god, please, please make this work. Look at you two. This is ridiculous. Here, go get a drink,â and she fisted a wad of dollars from the register, counting it out and replacing it with money from her own wallet before practically shoving it at Steve.
âWhatââ
âNo, seriously, Harrington. Leave. Get outta here. Itâs eight anyway,â Robin cut Steve off and pointed at her watch. Eight on the dot. Kissing Booth closed.
âUh,â Steve started, looking back over at you with a lopsided smile, âWanna get a drink?â
Your heart fluttered in your chest, hummingbird wings and nerves and a feeling you hadnât had in a long time. A tiny flicker breathed into flames when Steve pressed his lips to yours and you felt your cheeks warm again at the thought of it.
âFor charity?â you teased, trying hard to will your blush away as you pulled your eyes up to meet his.
âNo way,â he said, too quick and suddenly his cheeks matched yours. Pink and rosy and warm and you laughed. âNo,â he tried again, smile tugging into a smug grin. Just a tiny bit King Steve, but the show of confidence made you weak in the knees, made you want to kiss him again and you grinned right back.
âOkay, but youâre driving. Robs has a hot date,â turning you winked at Robin and her jaw dropped, fighting the urge to dive over the counter and kill you.
âA hot date?â Steveâs eyes grew wide and he reached up to slap at Robinâs hands, âWith Nance??â
âIâm late, gotta get this to Click, told her Iâd close this up by eight so she could go home,â Robin rambled, trying to pretend like there was so much to do, but failing miserably.
âHave fun!â you teased, throwing her sing-songy tone back in her face, but she ignored you, walking off across the football field still mumbling under her breath.
You looked back to make a joke to Steve, to laugh at Robin, but the sight of him had your words dying in your throat.
"Ready?" he asked, twirling his keys on his ring finger, looking the most relaxed heâd been all night and your heart leapt, hammering against your ribcage. Deep green henley snug across his chest. Dark wash Leviâs hugging all the right places. Hair still messy in his eyes. Those eyes. One hand jammed in his pocket and dirty blue Adidas shifting on the terf, ready to get outta there. Ready to get a drink with you and dammit, Nancy was right.
He was a good kisser.
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The Savannah Summit:
First things first, major kudos to Makuu for actually being responsible and caring about whatâs best for his float
You really canât blame Kion and everyone else to be super skeptical about Makuu. I know he changed for the better, but heâs doneâŠa lot since he beat Pua
âbut to invite him to the Savannah Summit? With all these other peaceful animals?ââI hate to break it to you, Kion, but just bc an animal is an herbivore doesnât mean theyâre peaceful and friendly. If anything, it means survivor
Crocs at the Summit worked with Pua cuz everybody loves him đ
âMakuu has more enemies than friends!ââSo does Bunga lmao
The song is great. I love how everyone seems annoyed at first but near the end, itâs all đ¶Kumbaya, my lord! đ¶. Except MakuuâŠdude looks like heâs lowkey regretting his life choices he did NOT ask for a bs song
Iâm totally on Makuuâs side. He was genuinely trying to be civil here, especially when it comes to Bupu
At least Beshte was trying to be the mediator cuz he looks at Makuu AND Bupu, Kion was just being kinda speciesist
Shut up, Bupu, you started the whole thing
Vuruga Vuruga saying âbuffalo eat whatever we wantâ is actually pretty accurate. They, like other animals, donât care. I read that buffalo will occasionally eat insects if it were an option. Even Twiga could sucking on a bone if she wanted to. Seriously, look it up
If Zazu had a nickel for every time a rhino used him as a chair, heâd have two nickels, which isnât a lot but itâs weird that it happened twice (great nod to the OG movie)
Rafiki is such a mood ânot the official paintingâ you old ass gremlin/aff
I remember Athena P criticizing Simba for blaming Kion about ruining the Summit after Makuu understandably leaves and I agree. Wtf Simba heâs 10. Go easy on him, come on đ
The part that irks me the most is that when Mufasa asks âWhat has Makuu done to make you think this way?â, Kion says âNothing, reallyâ. BRO WHAT DO YOU MEAN âNOTHING REALLYâ?! I understand Mufasa meant what Makuu has done today but there are a LOT of things Makuuâs done in the past that Kion should have told his grandpa. In fact, hereâs a whole list:
-Taking over Big Springs when he became leader, resulting in all the animals to scatter
-Challenging kids to fight
-Taking over the flood plains
-Trying to eat Basi which would have been just him being a crocodile if not for the fact that the reason is so he wouldnât have to follow any rules (says so on the wiki)
-TAKING NALA HOSTAGE (seriously did Simba even KNOW about that? Did Nala or Kion bother to tell him?)
-Generally being a dick to animals
Makuu I know you did nothing wrong in this episode, but you canât blame Kion for acting this way
Iâm not placing any blame on Mtoto. Heâs a good boy and all he did was tell the guard what he heard and thatâs it
Twiga and Vuruga Vuruga coming up with the trap doesnât surprise me. Cape buffalo are actually really vengeful irl so it makes sense how she wanted to teach Makuu a lesson. They ainât called âBlack Deathâ or âWidow Makerâ for nothing
Itâs cool how Makuu took the prank well. Respect.
Wonder how Makuu felt about animals fighting over him lmao?
Let Sleeping Crocs Lie
Once again this episode would be VERY different if my oc Piga was still alive
Kiburi has a right to be mad. Iâm not excusing what he does later in the episode but Iâd be pissed too if someone woke me up
Okay but Nduli sleeping next to Kiburi is adorable. Adds to my hc how close they are
Serious question: Why exactly canât the crocs go back to sleep after theyâve been woken up? The obvious answer is bc it drives the plot forward, but is it true in actual crocodiles? I kinda wanna know the scientific reason
Good on Makuu for going the pacifism route. Heâd really do anything for his float
Love how Kiburi was like âYeah yeah, whatever you sayâ but the second Makuu left, he was like âANARCHY!â
Idk if any of you caught this, but when Ushariâs like âwe reptiles will rule the pridelands under your leadership, right?â Scar actually hesitated before going âsure budâ. That makes me think he was going to betray Ushari the moment he and his army get rid of Simba and the Lion Guard
Crocs really DO need a lot of water, otherwise their lives are on the line. Makuu was really more concerned than upset
âKIBURI! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!ââFighting a child, whatâs it look like
Side hc: I like to think something similar happened with Pua, Piga, and Kujivunia. Pua saw Piga antagonizing some poor young animal and he was all âPiga! What in the Pridelands do you think youâre doing?â and Kujivunia (who happened to be there), with her typical sarcasm was like âPerforming a dance number, Pua đâ
There go the skinks again. Njano with his cuteness and ShupavuâŠdoing her best Grinch face
âAt least youâll be close to all your friends!âAwww Beshte trying to be positive đ„ș
Kiburi saying âwe crocs deserve better!â brings me back to my hc that Kiburi had good intentions (again, until further in the episode), he just went about it the wrong way. Heâs almost like an activist in a way. Heâs not trying to be selfish, he just wanted a better watering hole. Now going as far as to rule the PridelandsâŠ..yeah too far
The background crocodiles who were like đŠ when Kiburi called for the mashindano are so me. Iâm the one going âOoooooh shit!â
Still not getting over that super gay conversation between Kiburi and Ushari
STILL CANâT GET OVER HOW KIBURI AND HIS FLOAT LAUGH AAAAA (Neemaâs laugh tho)
Nduli looks so derpy I love him
I LOVE HOW SELF-AWARE TAMKA IS WHAT AN ICON
Lmao Nduli just gave up like âFuck it you winâ
Love the parallels of Makuu pinning down Kiburi like he did to Pua
Kiburi, I love you but what the hell did you expect? You literally confessed to like 500 animals about your plan and then you get surprised when Simba and Makuu banish you? What did you think was gonna happen? You got way too cocky, I swear
Saying this again, Tamka and Nduli looked worried/traumatized when they were exiled
âNow youâre calling me a reptile?ââMy love, you ARE a reptile. I thought crocodiles were supposed to be smart omg
Kiburiâs actually showing emotion for the first time
OMG JANJA HEY BABY HOW ARE YOU?
Full disclosure: âI have a planâ is mediocre at best. It has nothing on Be Prepared. That being said, I love Kiburiâs âAiight Iâm inâ smile
Thatâs pretty much it. Maybe Iâll do more in the future
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Writer Questionnaire Tag
Thank you @drchenquill @the-golden-comet and @paeliae-occasionally for the tag
how long have you had your writing tumblr/writeblr? a fast and loose estimate is fine!
It's been at least 6 months or more I believe.
what led you to create it?
I actually had it from before but i never really posted anything. The thought that there might be people willing to read my works more than my own family and friends led me to create it. I was done shying away.
what's your favourite thing about the writeblr community?
I absolutely adore the supportive and inclusive nature of the writeblr community! It's a space where writers from diverse backgrounds and genres come together to share their passion for storytelling. I love how everyone encourages and uplifts each other, offering constructive feedback and celebrating each other's successes. The community's enthusiasm is infectious, and it motivates me to keep writing and improving my craft. I also appreciate the wealth of resources and knowledge shared within the community, from writing tips and prompts to editing advice and publishing insights. It's amazing to see how writers willingly share their expertise and experiences to help others grow. Most of all, I cherish the sense of belonging and connection that comes with being part of this community. Writeblr feels like a virtual writing group, where we can discuss our projects, share our struggles, and rejoice in our triumphs together
what's one thing you'd like your mutuals to know about you?
That i really love talking about my WIPs and OCs aand everything related to my story. I feel happy, seen and appreciated. If you like anything i woorte, please don't hesitate to ask or just tell me how you feel.
is there anything you'd like to see more of on your dash?
Uh..memes? More aisan drama related things? More HSR stuff everything about my interests etc.
which wips or writing projects are you noodling about, lately?
Very wrong question lol. I've been going back and forth between my WIPs. But the most recent one I've done, or am thinking about is The Masque of Murder .
how long have you been working on them?
Hahaha.... Since months, years and i still haven't even written a chapter for some of them. I hate myself for that. But since The Masque of Murder is recent, it's been a week or so.
do you remember what inspired them/ what got you started?
Yeah i remember reading a manhwa which had this crazy but mad genius doctor as a minor villan. It got me thinking that it was a waste of his abilities and damn good looks and he would have been surely protected by the plot armour had he been the main character instead. This forced me into making it lol.
how much time, in your best estimation, do you spend thinking about them?
đ”Every hour, every minute, every second. And night after night, I'll thinking 'bout you right, 7 days a week.đ¶
name any characters you created. side characters, protagonists, antagonists, characters who've never been written, the first original abomination you ever pulled from your ass; whomever you'd like!
Uh... every single one of them? I created everyone, if that's what you're asking haha.. I'm not sure if i understand it correctly but i created everyone on my own. I'll mention the one that comes to my mind first then.
Side character- Emrys from In The Silence, Strength
Protagonist- Dr. Phineas Abel Thorncroft from The Masque Of Murder
Antagonist- Dante from Beyond The Pages (but he is also the protagonist)
And i can't really remember the last two.
when someone asks the dreaded, "what do you write about," question, what do you usually say?
Yknow, fantasy stuff with magic and murder mystery with actual murder and blood and stuff and all that hahah none of the stuffs that you like or understand or are interested in right? Hahah it totally doesn't have queer peoples. Just fictional stuff you don't wanna know hahaha.
Deadass.
who's the most unhinged?
Dr. Phineas Abel Thorncroft (from The Masque Of Murder), Acheron (from Legacy of Creation), Dante (from Beyond The Pages) and Eitenne Lumiere( from Wicked Games, Wicked Fates) from what i remember .
who comes the most naturally for you to write?
Vesperine, Cleo, Pareen
do you ever cringe at them?
Hahaha... sometimes..
how much control do you feel you have over your characters? do they ever "write themselves," refuse to cooperate, or do things you didn't expect? to what degree? are some less cooperative than others?
I feel like i have 70% control and 30% is something they do it themselves because i give them the freedom to do so. Because that is the story of my character and not of me, even if I am the one who wrote it. Sometimes the decision i make for them is not what they'd do.
do you enjoy people asking questions about your characters? and do you have a preferred means of receiving said questions? for example, as asks, as replies, as reblogs, as tag notes, as comments on ao3, etc.
Yes i absolutely love it please ask. Doesn't matter how just askâĄâĄâĄ
what makes you want to follow another writeblr account? do you follow 'em as you see 'em, or take time scoping out the blog to make sure you align with its content? do you follow based on wips, or vibes?
I take time scoping out the blog to make sure i align with it's content. And i follow based on both, wips and vibes but mostly vibes.
what makes you decide against following?
If i don't align with the content or i don't fond the story interesting, i don't follow.
do you interact with non-mutual often?
Not often but i do.
do your mutuals' characters occupy space in your noodle?
There are so so many characters of my mutuals that i love love loveee but my memory rn isn't functioning at its best so i will just write whom i can remember rn.
The Madness, the lady and that guy from FoliĂš written by @drchenquill, my friend. Whose writing always leaves me with surprises and cliffhangers. She supports me so much i almost feel guilty đđđđ i love you so muchđđđ
@paeliae-occasionally Xanren, Marsh and Paeliae. I love their stories it captivated me. I hope you can tag me on their journey đ, @cssnder, my first mutual whom i talked with so much courage that i almost didn't open tumblr the next day due to embarrassment and nervousness. Her works are like renaissance paintings, truly mesmerizing and beautiful. Thus Saith The Lord is truly a work of art and i hope i get to read it soon.đ And also, @roarintheheavens , my new friend, I'm so happy. Vron Carson, he is very interesting and i can't wait to know more about him. And of course, @the-golden-comet, I'd very much like to read more about peter hart.
Just because i didn't mention everyone doesn't mean i don't appreciate your works, it's just that i haven't read them yet. I hope you all can send it to me. I'll definitely read it.
I'll tag @finickyfelix @willtheweaver @ascotwriting @agirlandherquill @leahnardo-da-veggie @illarian-rambling @winglesswriter @graveyardshift111
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