#ALSO YOU ARE DEFFO BEING RACIST

[evansbby]

bro now it’s actually pizsing me off the hate this poor young woman is getting for playing Juliet in some random play in London like not even a Hollywood movie but a random play 😭😭

[sea-buns]

not really, but I suppose that’s just a difference of opinion. I do think that gorgug’s nightmare sequence was one of the weakest, especially with how it shifted topics (being dead, small spaces, not being able to escape a stereotype, because if any of these had been expanded on that would’ve been great), but I do think a lot of gorgug’s character revolves around feeling in-between, or too much one thing and not another and trying to close that gap. The best one for me was deffo the sphinx tho, I interpreted it as not *just* about him being dumb, but rather like. You’re big and dumb and strong and your main job is getting angry and hitting shit with an axe. You went to a community of gnomes and they gave you a better axe, and you loved it. You are uniquely dumb, unlike those who have come before you, because you cannot solve a specific kind of puzzle while a sphinx talks at you. You are the reason your parents cut contact, and from the beginning you were unsuited for their home. Your extended family predicted that you would grow to know only rage, and here you are, a barbarian. You, from this perspective, are not proving them wrong.

I do think that that whole sequence does reveal that he’s afraid of like. Being that stereotype? And then going yeah sure I’m stupid eat me, then moving forward and clawing your way into understanding anyways

Ahhh I see. Yeah I think I did misunderstand your first ask a bit lol

I did really love a lot of the topics his sequence brought up. Like I've read some incredibly well-written fanfics that covered the ways that claustrophobia, and imposter syndrome, and being dead have affected him. But like you said, if they had just honed in on at least one, rather than hopping back and forth, it could have done so much for that section. Cuz, personally, I don't feel like we saw Gorgug be significantly affected by any of those. At least not in a way that felt complete and satisfying.

I really like what you said about his character being "in-between". I totally agree. Kinda circles back to how his parents trying to help him calm his rage was actually stifling him.

Your family needs you to calm down; you've broken another bedchairdoorappliance. Your teacher wants you to rage; he says anger is good but you don't understand. You sing to try and calm yourself, you're always trying to be kind to others; they only use it to hurt you more and all you can do is get angry back. Your friends need you to rage. You don't have the power to protect them socially, but this you can do. You try not to rage outside of a fight, but.... they don't seem to be that bothered when you do. In fact, you watch them provoke physical confrontation when they're mad on many occasions.

(Oops dipped a biiiit into the pot of how important friendship is to his character. Did not mean to lol it's just one of my fav things about him so it's kinda subconscious I guess)

But yeah! He's also in such a limbo this season as well! You can't do this you're too angry, you're not smart enough for that, you don't rage right.

Also realllyy like your interpretation of his trial. The angle you described it at was really interesting.

I don't think stereotype is the right word, though. I would say... he's afraid of becoming a self-fulfilling prophecy? I'm assuming based on your own "stereotype?" that you weren't sure about the word either.

I don't think Gorgug is, or would ever be, afraid of being a "stereotype". Like I don't think he gives a shit about the stereotype that orcs/half-orcs/barbarians only know anger and destruction. I think he's afraid of being a self-fulfilling prophecy of all the things people say that he is. Stupid, mindless, destructive, etc. To pull from what you said here (which it wont let me copy paste on mobile god fucking damnit)

"Your extended family predicted that you would grow to know only rage, and here you are, a barbarian. You, from this perspective, are not proving them wrong."

"Stereotype" for sure applies to his racist extended family. They fucking breathe stereotypes like oxygen. But the bit where his afraid of becoming what everyone says he is, I think "self-fulfilling prophecy" suits that much better. He believes he can be more than that, he knows he can, but it doesn't change the fact that they are technically right.

Okay and the giving in but then "clawing your way into understanding anyways" actually goes so hard lol. Anon, you are so right. From that pov, it's not so much a give up as it is an acknowledgment before he essentially puts the subject on ice.

Rings back a bit to the start of fhjy to me. That dread of seeing the email of school starting back up again, and the terrible sinking pit in your stomach of avoidance, because the time has come to really unpack all that. There was something specific Zac said in his little Gorgug recap before the season started that was about, like, the dread of having to figure out who the fuck you're gonna be when everyone around you seems to have their shit together. That. That hit hard lmao but the experience that he's covered is very true to Gorgug, I think.

I totally misunderstood your first ask! Though I'm happy you sent another cuz I understand a lot better, I think. And tbh I've never had the opportunity to discuss that section of fantasy high with anyone? I wasn't on tumblr or watching d20 when it first aired so I missed these specific topics. Always been v interested in what others thought of his part. Maybe I should put the vods on in the bg next time I'm play sdv. Give em a relisten. And man. The fact that I'm out here quoting your message brings me back to english class so hard. Shocked I don't hate it. Actually having a topic you give half a shit about does wonders huh lmao

Thanks for the ask! You have altered my perspective and I appreciate it. It's like how sometimes you gotta read something out loud to understand it. If all I have is the walls of my own skull, I can only get so far.

[quotidian-oblivion]

✨Out of context lines shitpost Pt. 8✨

Part 7

Quo: This is it... our last day of childcare course. And... *sighs* I'm getting choked up. I met @mispeltnostalgia and got to know her well through this course and she's been the best irl fanfic buddy and older brother despite being a year younger than me ever.

Nog: These out of context things have made me so happy and its fun to look back and remember the funny shit that we have said and done this year. this deffo won't be the last though. Quo and I will forever be saying and doing stupid shit. Quo is the best little sister ever and while I'll miss our fridays together she cant get rid of me. I know too many of her fanfics and she's beta-ing my works.

Quo: You beta-ed a couple of mine too!

We'll still be posting the out of context lines, but there are going to be longer gaps since we're not gonna meet on Fridays anymore :( There's still our weekly study sessions that we dubbed TEAS on Wednesday!

~

Tim: *holding a ball of wool to Jason’s face as a pretend mic* What do you say about the Curse you just found out you have Jason: *clears throat* I hope it kills me. ~ Jason: What do you have to say about your Curse? Tim: …I’ve had it since I was fucking born. ~ Barbara: So I bought a pack of quick oats because I love oats. And then I bought another pack of overnight oats because it had yoghurt, and now I’m just realizing that I really am just a horse. Little Shit Young!Jason: THAT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING. ~ Damian: I’ve been able to find a knife, I’ve been able to find a fork, but I can’t find a spoon. Jon: You have all the stabby objects in your bag Damian: I also have a fuckton of crochet hooks and— a pocket watch?? *pulls out pocket watch* Where the fuck is my spoon. ~ Steph: So I was getting pumped up for this song but then I just hear this tiny Alvin and the chipmunks voice say “Party Rock” and it just dashed my hopes. Listen to this *Plays Party Rock Anthem”. Damian: … Steph: Like, imagine getting pumped up for one of your childhood songs then you just suddenly hear “party rock” in this high-pitched voice and I felt like killing myself. Damian: … Steph: And hear me out— Damian: I don’t think i want to hear you out anymore. Steph: *Continues to play Bad Romance covered by the Alvin and the Chipmunks” ~ Tim: *Watching a video of Bruce* Bart: Wait, your dad sounds American. Bart: And he speaks kind of like you too! Tim: Yeah, I wonder why my American dad who raised me sounds and has the same speech patterns as me. Hmm, good question. Bart: I just wasn’t expecting it. I forgot that American dads were a thing. ~ Steph: i am granting you the honor of waffle ~ Barbara: *looking for a place to put popcorn. Places the popcorn against Dick’s lap* Dick: hell yeah crotch popcorn! Omg crotchcorn! Barbara: Please don't. ~ Bruce: You have to be very careful out there. These racist attacks are getting worse. Dick: Don't worry, Pops. I'm with a white person, I'll be fine. Barbara: *chokes on her drink with laughter* ~ Tim: *mixes soda water, energy drink and trace amounts of tea together in a tumbler* For funsies. *chugs it* ~ Jason: *falls to the floor, crumbles and silently screams in a public library* Barbara: Stop it, you’re embarrassing yourself Jason: I’m a drama kid, I can do whatever I want ~ Steph: *singing* I am not a quitter Tim: *singing with her* Pocket full of glitter Steph: Yarn balls, I’m a knitter!  Steph and Tim: *singing together* I’m the whole package, baby! Tim: I haven’t met you Steph: But if you’re staaable Tim and Steph: Then here’s my number! And call me Mabel! ~ Alfred: *grabs Bruce by the shoulders and shakes* BE PRODUCTIVE! ~  Steph: IS THAT A PURPLE BALLOON??? Steph: *walks over, picks it up, and carries it like a baby* *whispers* I’m pregnant ~  Damian, high on pain meds: *giggling while he draws Tim falling off a roof* whee whee, hee hee, I’m so funny. Hee hee hee. He’s falling off a building.

[casasupernovas]

You watch invisible? 🫂 the hype deffo fell off cause of the pointless mid season break after like 3 eps 😒 (well atleast on twt) That fight scene with kate rex and the green lady (forgot her name- see this hiatus was a bad choice) had me gripped like I did not expect the ending. Also I just wanna give Amber a hug like babygirl been through a lot on her own. Her and mark are cute and I like how theyve developed from s1 (tho she was valid in her reason y she was upset w mark- ugh the amount of racist bile that was being said was infuriating #defending amber bennett online isnt enough I need a gun). Also yh Ik from the comics who ends up tgt, but ima be delusional hoping that doesnt happen. #blasia UP periodt

#blasia up please. amber, yet another character that gets dogpiled because she's black. like you can think she's annoying but the criticism has a certain...flavour. this is why im personally not a fan of when they race bend characters. because amber's fate is to be the disposable black girlfriend.

I need to rewatch the 1st season and read the comics. I do enjoy it and it's a shame they're killing its hype with all these gaps...

[butchbarbieagainstterfs]

Would you be willing to analyze this post? This is not like how my PCOS was diagnosed at all and feels like PCOS and other intersex conditions are being used as a talking point here. I'm nonbinary myself, but I don't support using my chronic illness as "proof" of whatnot about gender. I had to start taking birth control to stop having a period 24/7, and my hormones had been so out of balance due to PCOS that taking birth control finally helped me make progress with my mental disorders that were impossible to lessen while my PCOS was untreated.

-I don’t know all that much about PCOS but yeah I have never heard of it being diagnosed in that way. If it is in some places, that sounds like malpractice which is a definite possibility, malpractice happens, but still.

-the race specific diagnostic tools aren’t something I’m going to touch on here really bc I’m white and I feel like analysing that part would be better suited to someone who is not.

-they’re definitely misrepresenting that quote about there supposedly not being a “normal” natural testosterone range in afab people. It seems like doctors do view there as being one, they just don’t necessarily know the specific range it needs to be in for it to cause adverse health issues. EDIT: someone else has said there isn’t in fact not really a “normal” natural range for afab folk, so perhaps I’ll do more research into it. I’m deffo open to being wrong here and learning new information :)

-the gender binary is racist but this isn’t also isn’t really gender binary, this would be more sex binary and bioessentialism. Which are equally racist from what I’ve read, but I digress.

-I feel like this person is a well-meaning dyadic but yeah I don’t think some of her sources seem to be saying what she thinks they are tbqh. She’s deffo misunderstanding and misrepresenting some things here.

-anyway @ everyone, if you’re going to talk about a condition that you don’t have, please please talk to people with the condition first if you can and please be very careful about how you represent information about the condition.

[trans-mephisto]

You know, I have been thinking latley and.....

Arthur and Rin would be lile the perfect dream team if it wouldn't be for Arthur's racist and borderline genocidal tendencies with demons.

Just hear me out :

Both Arthur and Rin are known for not being the smartest of the bunch. They tend to get very excited abt stuff they enjoy and are very stuborn too. They basically share the same core personality !

Arthur with his claymore has a fighting style more focused on slow, but powerfull attacks. During a fight he moves in rather large heaps at a time. Rin's fighting style is very agile. While his flames allow him to exercise strikes of enormous strenght too, he usually uses smaller/"weaker" heaps with his sword in relative quick succsession.

If we combine those we have Rin able to confuse and distracting a demon bit his more agile fighting style while Arthur can prepare and deal out stronger slashes.

Not to mention what they could do combined. Imagine a blue flame powered Angel Slash.

Returning to their personalities and going away from their fighting abilities, Arthur would the the rock Rin needs in his life. I mean, it's pretty obvious Rin felt kinda lonley after Shiro's passing and struggeled a fair bit with self worth.

He couldn't really rely on Yukio for mental support and he didn't wanna put stuff on his friends. Arthur could be an ear to listen for Rin. Meanwhile Rin would be the thing loosening Arthur up a bit.

He'd show the older that orders aren't everything and props would teach him some social cues by pure proximity.

Not to forget that I am CONVIDENCED that a good chunk of Arthur's problems in the mental department could be solved if they just gave him an apprentice or student to take care of an teach.

Saint Complex and comming off as too princey ? Having a kid around that would look up to Arthur could easily satisfie atleast some of that complex.

Too sadistic/too little empathy for others ? Well kids need a lot of emotion. If Arthur got attached to it he'd deffo naturally get better in that whole empathy department due to pure neccesity.

Too easily manipulatable ? Having someone to teach and look after would deffinitly decrease the amout on time he spends with the Uzais.

Rin who already has a similar personality with Arthur would deffinitly see the blonde getting genuinly attached if we ignore the Spawn of Satan side of things.

Sadly, Arthur was manipulated into being a borderline demonic genocidal maniac by the Uzais 😭

Sorry it took so long to answer this, I've been busy

But I agree with basically all this. I've actually thought a lot about how similar Rin and Arthur are and how they seem kind of like reflections of each other, like Arthur is just how Rin would probably be if he actually was raised as a weapon and not like a son. I also feel like a lot of Arthur's hate towards demons is definitely hammered in by his family, since he doesn't even have an issue with Caliburn (seeing as he actually will hold conversation with her and actually cares enough to wrap her up when its cold, which is cute lol) and he's best friends with Lightning who is obviously a demon fanatic who enjoys seeing and researching demons

The way he seems to almost seem more like a child when Jeremiah comes into the story (how he gets sensitive around his brother and whined about how he wanted to fight in the battle against Satan because Jeremiah said he could) really shows how deep the manipulation goes honestly. I almost wonder if he's scared to go against whatever Jeremiah says sometimes

But if Arthur was able to have that character development I could really see him having an older brother sort of bond with Rin. They're so similar and I feel like they could relate and work together both battle wise and friendship wise pretty well, if that ever were to happen

It'd be cool seeing em fight together too, hopefully if Arthur DOES live and gets his redemption we could see something like that in the manga. It'd be so cool

Plus, I know Yukio wasn't mentioned here, but he has said he likes Yukio despite being a son of Satan as well, so he definitely isn't 100% clouded by his hatred for demons so it could be a possibility still that he can just. Learn to stop being such a dick to Rin if he gets hit with some common sense

But yeah, I enjoy reading your asks and I think most (if not all) of Arthur's issues stem from being manipulated by Jeremiah and the Uzai family. Hopefully he learns to be his own person sometime. I already like a lot of his character so I'd love to see an arc about him :]

[caladamn]

I'm not even gonna venture onto DR twitter rn cause I know the Plane hate will piss me off. Like... I completely understand not liking what she said or agreeing with it! But it pisses me off when people call someone racist, misogynistic, homophobic, transphobic (you get the idea) for no reason when whatever they said just doesn't warrant that reaction?? I don't know much about Chappell and I'm sure she's a lovely woman, and PJ deffo (just for her own sake tbh) shouldn't have posted that cause, well... we now know how people react and she probs should have just sat in silence with it for a while longer (also idk if i'm not understanding fully, but did pj say she's heard some drag queens say that chappell is rude or did that not happen? cause i've only seen one screenshot of plane talking about it, but some are saying that PJ said that other drag queens have had been interactions with Chappell) ANYWAY, sorry for this ask - you don't have to answer it cause its so messy and all over the place lmao but it genuinely rubs me the wrong way... I think most of the people getting super angry over what she said are people that don't like pj, haven't from the start, and just kinda followed along with the overall fanbase when they started opening up to her, and they've been waiting for something to set them off (cause i remember people being set off during the lip sync smackdown episode when pj joked about amanda and quite a few people started calling her a bully again on twitter) i think everyone should just take a deep breath like i understand why people are mad or annoyed but it's the people REALLY going in on her that are pissing me all the way off like... fucking relax you're acting like she said something horrific

i 100% agree anon !

at first I was mostly annoyed by the fact that people just blew everything completely out of proportion (imo-- cause I really don't understand how "I don't vibe with this person" becomes "I think this person and everyone similar to this person is not valid"- ???). but then they started calling pj things that she's clearly not (there's multiple videos of her saying she loves women and lesbians, hello?). and I somewhat understand why seeing someone who's a white cis gay man being skeptical of a lesbian artist feeds into the narrative of gay men excluding queer women from queer spaces--- but that's literally not what pj did. and you're right, she did mention that she heard from local queens that had worked with chappell in the past that she wasn't the nicest (not sure how true this is, but if that's what she heard who am i, or anyone, to deny that).

and the worst part is that now they're using this to bring up past FALSE allegations against her. it's pretty obvious atp that these people don't actually care to defend the reason this whole discourse started for, they just want pj cancelled and gone. I've literally seen people just go on and on about how shitty of a person (they think) she is instead of defending lesbians or queer women who do drag. they don't care about queer women.

also, everyone's entitled to an opinion (!). all pj did was give her (albeit uninformed/incorrect) opinion/criticism on chappell. she never talked about lesbians as a whole. and even if she did. WHO CARES. there's more important things in the world and a person's opinion is not going to change anything or have any true impact on anyone's life. this is such stupid discourse imo.

[ghostiewriter]

you don’t have to answer to this if you don’t want to and I know ur inbox is full of this but the rudy and madison situation is frustrating and it comes as unprofessional for so many reasons.

we don’t know what went down between them. i have my own theories about this being more personal than just fans shipping them. actors deal with real life shipping while being on personal relationships all the time. this isn’t new. they must have prepared for this. i could name so many examples of actors being shipped and still doing their job just fine. it’s clear rudison are not best friends anymore, and the shipping to some degree affected their real life relationships. the vibes weren’t as weird on s2 but you could still feel it. something for sure happened during s3 because from being bffs to polite friendly coworkers and then to not even want to stand next to each other or look at each other that’s such a crazy thing. you would expect that level of weirdness from chase and madelyn but they were pretty professional. media outlets were probably hoping for interviews with them since it brings views and to the point it affects your job is unprofessional. I wonder what are madison and rudy teams or managements thoughts on this madness. stopping each others bag and for what exactly?

now there’s the gf working on set issue. and i do believe this affects the work. while i think rudison did amazing this season. it lacked the natural banter they would provide that we know it’s was mostly unscripted. ur gf being on set while you try to do a romantic scene must be uncomfortable especially if the online shipping affected them in real life. i don’t know if there’s insecurity there from his gf (who’s a racist btw). i won’t comment on that. however, it does ring alarms that she has avoided tagging madison in obx content on her own ig acc when she’s supposedly their *official* photographer. she avoided tagging both of them in the jiara beach pic while she did so for the other pairings/cast. (here). she also didn’t post a kie portrait in her poguelandia stories when there was a kie pic taken by her released in the event she could’ve posted to include her (here). i think she deffo saw those critics because then she started including her more. to me, that screams *conflict of interest*. if your boyfriend (or you) have problems w her then you shouldn’t work on set. regardless, rudy is a grown man and he should know that this doesn’t look good on him in the professional side. personal issues shouldn’t reflect on your work. you’re an actor. i think madison is actually trying so the problem isn’t her she evens mentions him and tries to compliment his scenes so like is a HIM issue.

anyways, i don’t care as long as it doesn’t affect their work or jiara moving forward but it has been disappointing to see how jiaras canon era has been like this because they (HE) don’t seem to want to put the differences aside for this one. the bag they could’ve made if they promoted jiara. the more they act like this, the more people wonder what happened and that’s not a good look nor does it quiets the rumors and allegations. don’t know if u saw he accidentally liked madisons photo dump from s3 and unliked,,, that doesn’t help his case at all. (here)

yes.

[killa-trav]

as far as i know manchester united is being carried by the foreigners. martinez, garnacho, casemiro, de gea..... meanwhile the english players like maguire are terrible. manchester united is nothing without the foreigners. sad

idk why ur calling them the foreigners or think it’s sad that non english players are playing well but yet here you are (u are sounding very racist icl)

saying all the english players are bad and then only naming maguire who we all know isn’t the best is really just ???? ur forgetting that wan bissaka, rashford, shaw, mainoo and sancho are all english

and the thing is yes i’m a very big maguire critic both for his performance on and off the pitch but recently he hasn’t been as bad as we’ve seen him in the past he’s still awful by united captain standards don’t get me wrong but he has slightly improved

also ur trying to diminish the fact that the players from other countries are not as good as those from england by saying that united is nothing without the foreigners and icl anon u deffo voted brexit bc there’s absolutely nothing wrong w non english players thriving at the highest level when the talent pool for english players isn’t always the best

there’s a reason why despite the teams england have had, it’s been fucking ages since they won something bc ik ur going to hate this anon but english players aren’t always the best!!!! obviously they are good but other countries are better!!

and if u seriously have a problem w english players not thriving at united, don’t call urself a united fan and go support some club that’s just full of absolutely stinky gammons like urself!!

[kraeki]

mac allister has really disappointed me with his statement about enzo’s and his other teammates’ racist chants. it’s giving gaslighting as in “europeans are so sensitive it’s just a song” like what? even is it’s ‘just a song’ to you argentinians it’s racist to the rest of the world. accept your “mistake” and apologise. talking about oh he apologised. lmao that was a ‘here damn’ apology if i’ve ever seen one. no remorse. what’s still messing with me is the fact that they sang that song and didn’t even play against france??? 💀 likeeee black people are on your mind that much? also argentina is such a racist country but argentinians are so consumed in their racism that they don’t realise it. this may be a silly silly point but have you guys everrrr seen a black person play for argentina 😀. macca should’ve just shut up. ignored the question if it came up. even if he’s not a racist himself he’s a racist apologist and i don’t rate him highly anymore. i mean did he also forget he has black teammates? in fact a black african french teammate? smh macca. i hope the best for our preseason cause…and middle finger to you still enzo 🖕🥰

- a disappointed yet again 🥸 anon

Aaa I am sorry for this late response, this message got lost in my inbox 😭

I was very disappointed but not surprised by the Argentina NT reaction to the criticism they received. I honestly kinda knew what Macca would say if he said something. Same as I knew Messi, the respected face of Argentine and world football would never say anything. Was honestly so stupid of Macca to say anything after he got lucky and wasn’t pictured on that damn bus (let’s be real, he would’ve been singing if he was on it!).

If we remove the racist and transphobic elements, yes it’s still so stupid to even sing that song when they won an AMERICAN competition omg. The way they always have the most to say about anything Mbappe says as well. It’s giving unhealthy obsession!!! What did France even do to you? They LOST to you?? Have you guys ever heard of the concept of being a graceful winner??

Anyway, back to the biggest issue of the actual lyrics those men have no problem singing. Answering your ask late means I can also say now that this issue seems to be already forgotten and no one received any consequences besides Enzo. He rightfully got the most heat as the poster and the one in front of the camera. With the added element of him actually having several French teammates of African descent.. But it annoys me so much that he was the only one that had to apologize (shittily!!). We’ll see how it will be when he returns to Chelsea. Poor Fofana for having to deal with more consequences of rightfully speaking out than the actual wrongdoers. I hope the French Football Federation manages to keep this alive and that there will be some punishment.

Anyway yes, my opinion of Macca is deffo low rn. I would love to know what Ibou thinks about this. Or the captain, whose mother was not born in Europe either.

[gravityghosts]

Anyway re: all the racism & music posts I’ve been seeing,

I never get when other white ppl are offended at being called out for unconscious racist shit

Like. I’m autistic– I don’t understand race, conceptually, AND I’m white, AND I grew up in a town where a few families still have lawn jockeys. Like. Obviously I have stuff to unlearn?

I’m thankful for the people who complain about that shit bc it gives me stuff to think about– lets me know how I can improve.

Idk I’m just. I value the opportunity to learn when I’m wrong, be it overtly, accidentally, incidentally, whatever. Being wrong isn’t a moral failure unless you make it one. It’s an opportunity.

My reaction to someone going “ugh it’s so annoying when white people do this” isn’t to go “but I’m not racist tho how dare you say that” it’s to go “oh shit I never thought of that as being an issue bc I’ve never experienced being a racial minority. Deffo gonna keep that in mind now*”

Like. All these posts like “white peoples music tastes are too white” has me going “yeah this is true. I wanna listen to more nonwhite musicians” not like. Getting offended over it??? This isn’t even a case of something I DONT think about this is just an obvious thing?

I can appreciate when I find a nonwhite artist, but I can also understand that if I was asked to name 10 bands at random, my list would likely be fully or mostly white musicians bc that’s what’s mainstream and easy to remember unless they’re one of your favorite musicians. That’s not an ATTACK on me personally to say “your (your = white ppl as a whole) music tastes are overly white” that’s just factual.

I just. Idk I don’t get why people are so stubborn as to go “but I’m not racist just bc I don’t like rap” rather than “yeah good point op this is somethin I can improve wrt personally”

[notmuchtoconceal]

damn, bro.

i've been to exactly three parties in the last three months (a fairly optimal ratio, considering how few people talk at them) and at each one, a different straight guy got gay for me all by himself.

like, dude.

i'm just fuckin standin there, being friendly and receptive and open and maintaining frame, and like ... they just find themselves drawn to me and able to effortlessly pass all their tests and just feel themselves getting weaker for me the more i listen and the more they reveal their truth, for on some level -- they detect sanctity as well as sensuality and are drawn to me to confess, and like --

starting to think a main reason i could never be catholic is anonymous confessions to a church official has to be the most unerotic situation imaginable, oh my god. bro, there is just something so sexy about confession, i just can't put my finger on it.

the vulnerability. the need. the passion.

when you go into a photobooth to play pretend with your priest, while rattling off a litany of minor sins to keep up appearances, or worse -- being driven in for you have nowhere to go.

bam -- trap shut.

yeah, but anyway, i'm not even flirting with them. i'm not flirting with em, unless my openness and attraction constitutes a baseline receptivity they regard as flirting, but i don't. people are so fuckin weird about friendliness sometimes. bro, it's like they secretly hate affection more than they hate being judged, for they crave being judged -- needing to reaffirm their unworthiness, but simultaneously dreading the exposure.

some people, you try to build em up, or just interact with em with natural affection, they start to think you're their plaything and if their first instinct's to test for how much bullshit you're willing to take, don't give em any reason to be surprised for when the inevitable happens.

some people though, bro. some people really just need a sympathetic ear and someone who isn't appalled by what they got goin on inside.

case in point. back in october, an aggro, vaguely racist polish dude with blood all over his face (my favorite) kept getting way up in mine and it was the most delightful thing, the smile on his lips and in his eyes when i refused to be intimidated, chose to reveal to him his mirth.

i can't even remember how things started.

i've known this guy since high school. the dude i shared my locker with freshman year was also there. we've talked maybe once before this -- i think the year or two previous where my murderous detachment energy was through the roof and my sheer emotional unavailability turned all straight boys into wet, eager sons. oh my god. sometimes all i need to do is walk around in public as a giant callous and people will wanna rub their palms all over me. thank you, dumb jock hypno. thank you for making me lose the totally worthless intellectual considerations of brokenhearted fools who've deliberately given themselves to the shackles of an ideology for want of belonging. when joe rogan boys recognize me as their new daddy, that is an opportunity to give god's most perfect abortions some beautiful and much needed restructuring.

anyway, he brings up how long we've known each other and barely talked, and i agree. i usually show up at my friend's parties with one or both of my brothers, but i got here late and they left early, so i'm alone and we both notice the place is simp city, but also -- he's deffo down to be DL and don't wanna take the place over, but I'm not sure yet if I wanna manipulate myself into a front-facing or behind-the-scenes position in this elaborate and ultimately deterministic farce of a bunch of people who mostly know one person all in the same room with sugar and alcohol.

it's brainpower, mostly. do i have the energy to manipulate these simple animals and the simple needs which will be revealed to me, for all our intellects and souls are mutually oppressed by fear, and only by the light of truth may we mutually strive to become?

not right now, i decided.

i kinda just wanted to observe. i hadn't been out in awhile. i'd been insane. i sorta just wanted to hang out. have a drink, enjoy the atmosphere.

he then alludes to the obvious and unspoken nature of our mutual supremacy, and i've heard this from like five or six other people now, so i wonder if he's talkin about us both bein starseeds or some shit or if he's talkin about us bein whi-- oh, wait yeah. deffo that second thing, bro.

being insane, i now wonder when i stare in prolonged, barely-obvious-to-me-confusion (is it because i'm so naturally daddy, the PTSD or the dumb hypno? i have no fucking idea what signals you think i'm sending sometimes cause the nature of how you're intimidated by me scrambles my brain which is why I crave a safe, infinitely-compassionate Buddhist monk with a tight, wet, soft mouth who'll horse pet me til I'm sane again, but it's cool. I may be unsane, but I ain't undead. Life is beautiful, and scars reveal experience, the way all wounds inevitably compose a tight cunt you want my dick in) i sometimes wonder how much of my interior monologue is being telepathically transmitted to my non-recipient, how much of the dialogue is truly decipherable from my face, and how much is that other person's immediate retreat into their own experiences?

anyway, i think superior people are self-made. people who are truly superior seldom see themselves as superior, unless it's like -- a massive spike from the surrounding area. superiority comes from asserting and maintaining values derived from lived experiences, not arbitrary complexes. DNA is relevant, and we live in a time where its very nature is distorted not only by our fears of eugenics, but bad science reportage which stupidly oversimplifies the nature of genetics. he then says something to the effect of we must have an understanding even if we don't subscribe to the same ideology, and it's like...

everybody who posits an ideology to me is seldom willing to ask follow-up questions and seem to already think they already have me figured out, so that's interesting. i feel with most insecure minds, they can't handle the barrage of ambiguity, so they force themselves to adopt loser thinking because they need a stern and workable hypothesis before they not only act, but interact. it's like they don't know how to play it loose, or scout or find it uncomfortable to be in a recipient position, so every engagement becomes a plan of attack which is exhausting cause now it can always fail instead of simply reveal. i'm never sure what people think my ideology is. i've been accused of being a rugged individualist and a fascist and a degenerate and i do feel all three are an attempt to characterize my belief in personal autonomy, self-defense and my tendency to follow my own inclinations as somehow a bad thing.

this is followed-up (it could have also come before) with the confession that he has recurrent thoughts about committing violence against a certain group of people a shade or two darker. i don't immediately condemn him, because i know thoughts are thoughts. the important thing is that he's not acting on them. the important thing is that he's repulsed and horrified by these thoughts and has come to you begging to be judged. really, unless a person was born with their head screwed on wrong, it takes a significant amount of repeated abuse and neglect (or else prolonged alienation via hierarchical thinking) to drive someone to commit violence against others, for even if violence is fun -- most i feel would prefer to express it in constructive and beneficial ways.

It's after this that he shows me a picture of his black girlfriend (who I then remember I've also already met before) and it's like... yeah, man.

Sometimes being in a mixed-raced relationship is wacky. Your body is being pummeled daily with televised fear and division signals and every time you want to express your love for your woman, you have to self-consciously cross that racial boundary and reflect on all manner of mutual hidden motivations -- secret and accumulated tensions between friends and family, secret fears of never belonging or always being an outsider. The complexes you're mutually playing out, together and in isolation, for no matter how real your love may be, there might simply be things you're too ashamed to admit, even to each other. The ugly, nagging, unavoidable truth that though we're all affected by it, we're all complicit in it, too -- in countless more jagged and fragmentary ways to imagine, being the products of conlonizers and conolonized peoples living on stolen land itslf stained by numerous genocides. The true degree to which our way of life is illusory and our nation haunted.

Shit's rough, bro.

we then get take more shots, play jenga.

i cut loose and dance and eyes are on us and he's like, naw bro.

that's too much.

then i think he's leaving and talk to some other dude.

then he's still there and we're not-quite making googly-eyes.

then -- completely of his own volition -- he tells me that he's not gay and his girlfriend wouldn't like this.

yes. his girlfriend.

his girlfriend wouldn't want this to happen.

i understand. i never once used the word gay, bro.

actually, earlier he had looked me dead in the eyes and said "I'm straight" to which I immediately and unselfconsciously replied "So am I."

I absolutely meant it. The secret to flirting with straight men is just to become one. You don't even have to try. Then go after you. It's amazing. The second they realize you're as much of a man, they turn into chicks and boys, sometimes at the same time. It's like a fuckin switch, dude.

I admit it. I have extreme situational charisma.

There are people who are drawn to me, and people who are repulsed by me. Most of the time, I just feel I radiate an intensity which makes others default to trying to ignore me cause they don't wanna get too close, cause all my good moods tend to be the product of single-minded focus and everyone I attract without realizing it tends to be a moth or a vampire who is solely approaching to feed on the light of my flame.

I spent years not knowing how to initiate, only to instigate.

I get it.

Oh, my god. It's actually the same fucking thing as when I decided to become a gay man, women were immediately drawn to me. Fuckin magnets, bro. My icy indifference made them so hot, they wanted to press up against my pale marbled body and make snow angels.

Situational bisexuality is simple enough for most people to grasp. If men are in the forest or in prison, a hole's a hole. We all have needs.

People tend not to understand asexuality at all, some poor fools lacking in either minds or souls even going so far as to claim that sexual reproduction is the ultimate motivation for all life on earth.

Now that I'm starting to grasp all the ways my sexuality is truly fluid, it's clear consciously what I've always suspected and felt -- asexuality is just another mode, another configuration among many. Sometimes in my life, I just don't have any sexual desire for a few weeks or months at a time. I never consciously decide to do it, but somehow, somewhere down the chain of command, my dick just knows how to go into maintenance mode and my system shifts into a new equilibrium. It's not conscious, but in some part of my mind, I'm deciding -- no sex. Sex is not a priority. We're cutting off sex and reconstituting the flow of that energy.

Essentialized states of sexuality only make sense to me as some kind of pledge. You know. A marriage to a woman. A vow of chastity. Signing the fag contract and taking your collar like the good bitch that you are.

This is the wisdom of not needing to disclose or even discuss your sexuality until it's relevant, and it induces the paradox of public difference, where one needs to feel they will not cause offense to ask questions, and yet -- here we face the additional paradox of how much is one entitled to appear publicly visible without needing to perform? Obviously, it shouldn't be outrageous for a man to be partnered to a man. If a person is distraught by witnessing a female mind or soul in a male body which has been surgically or hormonally altered (or just dresses differently) to reflect the way that mind or soul either feels it always was or has become ... yeah, no. You can de distressed by the appearance of a burn victim or an amputee and you would know that's your problem and you're being rude.

If we believe in mutual service, and service arises out of values, do we reveal our own presumptions when we move to serve others, and what do we do with an act of service (which constitutes a gift) we don't want, can't accept, or won't appreciate? How do you keep up the courage to believe in common decency and still ask questions knowing it's difficult to tell a bad actor from a traumatized person struggling to communicate their reality? How can you gage the worth of interaction against the pain of enduring it? How can you know how far to push when so many have so many different theories of what constitutes too much?

I dunno, man.

Hopefully some expert'll come along with a nice one-size fits all solution we can all follow along and then just not have to think about it.

I just wanna work and drink and watch TV.

Get my cock sucked.

Don't wanna have to fuckin talk to people.

[omgthisisnotmyrealaccount]

just saw someone under a video of ewan mcgregor talking reply “why is he talking like he’s auditioning for braveheart” and somemone just replied “it’s called being scottish” 💀

[yannadere]

Scolding Daryl Dixon Would Include:

tw: racist comments (before daryl reforms past that era in season 1)

if he's talking to someone and being rude/irrational you flick his ear in passing, and he lets out a small yelp as he holds his ear, glaring at you

shuts up immediately afterwards

verbal scolding would not go through well, he literally doesn't listen and kisses you up to get out of 'trouble'

he knows what makes you tick, so you have to keep your guard up if you want to get through to him

when he realises you're serious he listens, and gives an apology to you and whoever it is he 'offended'

ofc his apology isn't a direct one as he grows awkward, but everyone understands what he's saying

if he goes to whack someone, as he normally does, you grab his elbow and pull him away before anyone else can intervene

you calm him down and let him breathe before asking him to apologise for the outburst

he does it for you <3 (but only for you)

bc of merle's awful influence, at the beginning he made a few more racist comments which you quickly hop onto

your scolds are more serious with him, whacking the back of his head lightly and demanding him to apologise

he gets over the impression that being racist makes him 'cool'

he's so thankful for you bc you bring out the best in him <3

everyone is also very grateful as he's more mellow and open when you're around

if he's upset and pouty after being told off, you deffo give him forehead smooches and coddle him

he's alright afterwards as your smooches make him feel so much better <3

[the-empress-7]

AU ANON( tea anon): part 2

7) refused to wear the Akubra hat - reason: made out of rabbit pelts, understandable if she wasn’t wearing her leather shoes whilst saying this 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️. Harry also refused. Reason: Meghan said so. She’s very manipulative in term of his lifestyle, his behaviour that’s him but changes in his lifestyle: Meghan.

Note: very icy with each other, Meghan deffo hides behind Harry’s hatred of the media, very obvious to staff, she would make her assistants cry Harry again embarrassed and confused never knew what she was going to do next like a father with a spoilt toddler that will blow any seconds if she doesn’t get her way.

I will say that those who met her say she has really weak handshakes and cold eyes and Harry was literally dazed by her - and this is the reasons I believe lady c’s book, because what she wrote about Harry being like a puppy is accurate. He was dazed by her but whenever she got angry he would be shocked - sad what love bombing does - this was apparent by everyone which is the reason why people felt bad for him and why people think he left. When meeting in person meghan seems VERY calculating when the cameras are off and I’m not just saying that, but I think everyone knows this because you just have to look at pictures of her when she doesn’t know the cameras are on her to see her behaviour also there’s a video out there pre-marriage in which she is going through his car. That video explains all you need to know about her. She gives a very sickly sweet act in front of everyone and would insist on making speeches and genuinely believed she was SAVING the monarchy. That engagement interview is literally how she acts in front of people to pull the wool over the eye, hence why many say this was the video that made them question her. Also extra info: remember the documentary : Queen of the world for her majesty, basically the production crew DID NOT like her, when talking about her dress if it seemed that Meghan was taking over she did.

8) the drama that surrounds her - my source has a friend in her circle and she is literally UNHINGED by the drama so her crying and being upset is false she plays it up for Harry and anyone she wants to be a victim in front of- by the drama I mean her and her dad- also other drama such as media - SA crocodile tears was just her horrible acting. I’m n fact the person it effects the most is Harry not Meghan. He would be stressed one moment but then he would play honeymoon hence why the staff complained about picking things up for him in regards to invictus

This is all for Australian tea, I also have SA and Moroccan tea thanks to my wonderful friends I have met and talk to🥰 . Moroccan tour, two words absolutely appalling. Photographer was right when he said she was repugnant and yes that is exactly what he said, they just sounded it so people thought they misheard. Note: Harry drastically changed in attitude and temperament.

1)Both of them dissed Mokuan Hussein the crown prince by walking past him as though he didn’t exist and staff had to turn them around

2) Meghan breached protocol by introducing herself first and broke it again when she moved ahead in the introduction of the king. In a Muslim country that is a major breach and they were not happy, it was a mess but it did help from steering her away from the academy awards. That rumour was true.

SOUTH AFRICA: this one just proves my opinion that she is racist and Islamaphobic. And yes i do mean racist she talks about how she had to pick between white and black but when the option was there I.e. IMDb she ticked Caucasian- as a Muslim and person of colour who was victim of racism I can’t stand people like her who pick and choos their race to fit a narrative. Very pale when in America where the sun is always a daily occurrence but faked tanned and bronzed when she was in the uk, to fit the “I am a victim of racism narrative” get out of here with that bull🙄🙄. But anyways rant over the tour if you think AU and the Moroccan tour was bad then boy you ain’t ready for this. What this proves tho is that she most definitely ISN’T a sister or whatever she said. She HATED it there. Like hated it, girl couldn’t have hated it more even if she tried. She was untidy and dirty. This is genuinely who she is and how she acts. This classy business is just her thinking she’s the best thing that has ever been born into this world, she genuinely has zero manners and is very dirty. There has been info on here about when she looked presentable and one even said that she could dress well because of the farewell thing in March except what I’ll say is that that was thanks to her stylist, whenever she looked good you can guarantee Jessica Dan whatever stylist would dress her. Also the reason why I call her a racist is because she threw clothes on the floor for the BLACK staff to pick up for her. She also definitely uses her mother for the black card

Also a little food for thought and what I always thought about is when she said she had to think if she should talk about something about George Floyd as she was worried what others may think and also how she had to look down on her paper because she forgot that she was disgusted by what has happened. What I mean by this if you go and look at her video she pauses and looks down almost as though she forgot what to say and she says that she was disgusted, regardless of who you are something like this should be a natural response like how can you forget to be disgusted?

Another thing during South Africa they stayed in private residences and didn’t leave their rooms, what I mean is that they stayed in separate bedrooms, fights constantly, drank and smoked. Now this is the sad part: Archie. Not did either one of them go into Archies room to see him😒. The only time they did was when they had to take him to desmond tutu. If you go back to the video it is obvious that Archie rarely spends time with them and really doesn’t give them the time of day. This is why Meghan looks so awkward around him. Poor thing i feel so bad, does not deserve this.

Also re Meghans behavior she was horrified she had to dance with the poor people. She also didn’t want stay behind whilst he went Botswana. So what do they do they had a fight. The reason is because she hated Johannesburg more than Cape Town and called it a “boring dump”. These are supposedly people she wanted to represent as a ‘women of colour’.

This just genuinely disgusted me and also made me realize that she definitely IS A NARCISSISTIC PARASITE that deserves all of the hate and karma. For women you have to wear a headscarf when entering a mosque. It is mandatory. So little miss “don’t you know who I am” had a fit because she didn’t want to cover her hair in the mosque. This is one of the reason why her scarf looks as though she just did it to get it over and done with. She just threw that thing on and called it a day. Didn’t even try the least to cover her hair or her breast region.

Also, remember when she made those women sit on the floor. Well that was the biggest mistake she could’ve done yes it gave great pictures but in the culture you only sit on the floor for funerals. I mean so much for a women who researches the culture🙄. So imagine your wearing your best clothes and some women goes and tells you to sit on the floor. Not to mention she barely touched the food or ate anything. This was a big slap in the face as they were asked if they could do this.

Her sugars are basically an example on how easily it is to use the teenage generation to gain stans as they are know In media to be the easiest to manipulate. Media outlets do this all the time.

There is a lot in regards to Meghan and her ways to get what she wants. I would also say since many have wondered how she had gotten Harry since there was a rumored break up around July 2017. This is true as there are picture out there of Harry kissing a random girl. So basically when searching about Harry and Diana Meghan stumbles upon Diana’s favourite scent. It is the bluebell by penhaligon. She wore this on their first date. This is e well know tactic in terms of getting a guy to fall for you it is dubbed the scent bomb as it is supposed to entrance the guy from liking you. It is basic psychology certain scents can bring someone back to a known place obviously Harry has mommy issues therefore this scent would have done wonders in securing him. It would put anyone in a “trance”, interestingly finding freedom from the excerpts also in the book war of the royals. So it’s definite that Meghan uses Diana as a way to control him. Even through her clothing choices.

That is all the info, hope yall enjoyed 🥰🥰

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*This post is for entertainment purposes only*

Tea Anon. Part Deux.

[love-anddeepression]

I have an ask

I want you to describe how do you see "y/n", in your stories? How do you describe it, both physical and emotional values. I want to draw y/n for you

I know it wouldn't be good, but I want to draw her for you because you give us amazing fics with her in it💖❤️

Thank you😄

Omg im going to cry<3THANK YOU YOU SWEET LOVELY HUMAN

Well, Y/n has the features of an indian girl because im indian XD. but she has short, wavy black hair a little below her shoulders, almond shaped brown-black eyes and long eyelashes, a curved, larger nose, and big hands and long fingers. shes tall<3(about 5"5-5"6), her lower teeth are lil crooked, and her lips chap constantly.(i also hc that her hands are rough and she has short bitten off nails) SHE WEARS RINGSS, and when shes chilling she wears an ankle bracelet and she also wears a lot of threaded bracelets and also wears a volcra-tooth necklace.(basically a wolfs teeth necklace) she has a lil acne and she tries her BEST NOT POP THEM. she wears black, like when ppl say black clothes they say Kaz and Y/n. She also wears kohl

Y/n's emotions are very real, like she doubts herself, she IS a nice person and ppl take advantage of it, but she stands up for herself. she talks around ppl she knows(the dregs), but otherwise nope. she is, i feel, a sweet person, like if Inej isn't feeling well, Y/n will make Inej her favorite food and some tea<3. She DOES NOT STAND RACISM IN ANY FORM. being a POC, she's being stereotyped and treated differently, so yeah. lol racists better watch out.

She takes family very seriously, her family is the crows and she takes care of them, deffo the mom friend.

she either always wears her hair down, or in a ponytail with two strands out(it can't be plaited since its only till below her shoulders)

Loves golden hour and nightime.

THAT'S IT, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU HAVE OFFICALLY MADE MY ENTIRE WEEK<3