#SORRY VENT POST

[starry-eyed-never-satisfied]

Dear obnoxious bitch i work with

Saying I beg your pardon as you take from the ipad I am using does not make it polite.

Wait your turn. You know, like how we are taught in primary school.

[cptnbeefheart]

man idk if its depression or hormones or what but ive been crying like a little baby the last like 5 days. last night i cried so hard i passed tf out in my jeans 😭😭 

[plastic-kaiju]

I literally have amost no clothing. All of it is stuck at previous house. I wish that person would have more sympathy. Just let me get my clothes.. thats all i want. Why are you so fucking selfish. At least throw them outside, leave them on the lawn. Like you fucking have my clothes!!!!!!!!

[punkitt-is-here]

transgender online

[plow-and-propose]

zionists are like "genocide is fine when we do it"

[goonssquadd]

OCD sucks man. I have a mutual friend tell me that my current like fav friend also has separation anxiety from me and misses me and I’ll still be like but what if I’m annoying what if they secretly hate me what if they’re lying I need to double check that they like me or I need to back off before they realize I’m horrible

[thediktatortot]

Not people saying “Fandom has always been like this” in that vent post I made. No. It hasn’t always been like this. Fandom has NEVER been like this until recently and if you were in fandom pre-tumblr purge, pre-twitter, pre-netflix boom, pre-tiktok....then you would fucking know it was nothing like this.

We still had the drive to create. We still sold prints and charms and made zines...but it was never like this.

The introduction of streaming, binge shows that drop all at once, tiktok and vine RIP i still love u vine but you were the beginning of a particularly ugly era) creating this bite sized, quick paced ‘content’ era of creation and it bled out into fucking everything else.

Fandoms didn’t die down when the show ended or the season was over. You didn’t mass unfollow artist, writers or moots just because they changed fandoms. There wasn’t this need to please the algorithm in order for your posts to get seen by people and enjoyed.

Fandoms used to last YEARS. Star Trek is literally the oldest running fandom out there and you got people in there that could care less about the new stuff and still have been happily prancing through their fucking fifty year old fandom today. Hell, even SPN after all it’s fuckups and shitshows has a dedicated fanbase STILL creating tons of art and fic.

There is no patience anymore. No calm feeling of taking in fandom and friends at a pace that which doesn’t make you stressed and is still fun.

Do I blame fandom for this? Of course not, but people are complacent with it and start changing their vocab to accommodate and end up making the situation so deep it cant be fixed.

We call Art & Fic Content now, completely stripping the value of what it is to a level of consumerism instead of personal entertainment & community bonding.

[uzu-hime]

I fucking hate it here

[family-disappointment]

I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore

[boopicide]

i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

[lulabyy]

I wish I could sleep through my whole life and never wake up.

[skinnynerddd]

i’m starting to think the seasonal depression isn’t just seasonal

[plastic-kaiju]

Everything feels awful and i am suffering. Just as things seemed to be getting better too.

[bloggingboutburgers]

When I talk about how I don't like sex, it's so people like me can feel "more normal" and not so "broken". Not so everyone else can feel "less normal".

Can't believe we still have to say stuff like that all the time in any context of advocacy but this isn't about making things worse for you. It's about making stuff a little bit better for everyone so everyone can be seen. Not even necessarily understood. Just seen.

(PS: I don't wanna put a disclaimer on literally all of my posts to say I mean no ill to allo people. That should be implied. With that said, to all the allo people who DON'T react like that: thank you. Y'all give me hope.)

[penroseparticle]

"Pride is not a party"

Yes the fuck it is, stop being a baby

Yes pride is a riot and a fight and yadda yadda yadda but you are not revolutionary for sucking the joy out of queerness. Sometimes, pride is a party. It is a celebration of the fact that we are here, we're queer, and we're not going anywhere. And that is just as important as throwing bricks and fighting cops, actually.

If your activism doesn't allow you to enjoy the fruits of your labors you will burn out babe. Go suck some dick. Hit on that lesbian. Get the faggy haircut!!! Dance, for the love of god.

[shzxh]

sitting in the middle of the night, crying with blade in your hand, wondering if you should do that or not.