its not even just abt the weight loss anymore, its abt being back in control and knowing i can choose how i look, how much i eat, and that if i can control that, i can be in control of everything in my life
when the numbers go down, my willpower goes up
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Jestem na diecie jabłkowej, obiadu nie jadłam i zaraz wracam do domu, boję się że mama znowu zrobi mi kolację i będę musiała to zjeść a mam już 489/500 kcal limitu
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so about a year ago i bagged up a bunch of cute clothes i bought but knew i couldnt look nice in until i lost weight. and so with summer coming up i decided it was time to bring out those clothes and try them on. and oml it was such a confidence boost seeing myself in clothing i remember myself almost exploding out of with how big i was. it was a great reminder of how far ive come (45 lbs down) and i have so much motivation and lose the rest of what im uncomfortable with so i can feel truly happy in my clothes and with my body.
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i feel like a hard part of losing weight is accepting thays its okay to do so. i feel like ill be judged if i get skinnier or like ill never find a bf ect. its so hard to rmb that people of every body size can find love and if i want to be skinny then thats okay
maybe this sounds stupid but the people in my life have always made me feel crazy or guilty for wanting to loss weight, my mom, my bf. its just hard to remind myself that this is what i want and ill still be loved
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