#agoraphobic

[neurodivergenttales]

What are you supposed to do when you’re agoraphobic but you don’t have any hobbies to pass the time being inside the house?

I’m terrified of the outside world but I’m also terrified of being trapped inside with my own brain

I’m spiralling

[hopethisdsntawakenanythinginme]

Agoraphobia is so fucking stupid like oh no i had to briefly interact with another person now i have to go to my room and fucking cry about it stupid brain get your shit together jesus christ bitch

I had a Walmart delivery and it gave me a panic attack

[satinsnail]

I found my first animation from 2020, figured why not post it.

I can’t remember who made the original lofi edit, let me know if you know!

[i-hate-yuo]

I can’t wait for the day I drift away

[learningfromlosing]

website: find friends?

*grabbing it by the collar* you tell anyone you ever saw me and I swear to god

[cal-is-a-cryptid]

Self Reflection//: Cal-is-a-cryptid

Instagram: @cleebdoodles

[theitches]

Me: depressed af literally too anxious to leave the house (agoraphobic) and caught in a time loop of my own feral grotesque nightmare in which I die before experiencing living.

My sister: why didn't you do the dishes today?!

[copingmecha]

In other news, I am still daydreaming, romanticzing, and idealising my future life while pacing to music in the confines of my home.

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + Agoraphobia Culture is literally only ever wanting to go outside and do things outside of your room so you have stories to tell other people and brag about how eventful your life Is. But also feeling physically ill at the thought of having to exist around other people outside of the comfort of your own room.

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[pjunicornart]

I don't know if I've mentioned this before...

But all of my MtR AUs have official theme songs!

Yup! All of them! I feel like giving each of my AUs a theme song adds to the vibe I'm trying to create. So, here they all are! They're all linked, so you can listen for yourself!

My AUs Discovery-Recovery - You're An Awful Person by R.I.P. ft. vflower Lazy Days - Hollywood Yeen by Spott ft. ida deerz Agoraphobic - Agoraphobia by Elita The Abomisons - Viscera by Riikira Little Lambs - Cruel by Mercy Necromancy Little Neil and Caretaker Franny - Otter Pop by Shawn Wasabi ft. Hollis

Adoptable AUs - Little explanation here. Once upon a time I had the drive to continue these AUs, but I don't anymore... So, I'm putting them up for adoption! Quiet Cottage - rises the moon by Liana Flores - Cornelius is a field expeditionist, and Franny is a baker from the beach city up the path from the forest. Franny and Neil married a couple years after meeting at Franny's family bakery. Wilbur was from Franny's previous marriage, but he already calls Neil "daddy" (he's five). They just found out they were having a baby. Autumn Love - Like The Movies by Laufey - Lewis is 19. He works at a local library and lives with his Aunt Billie and Uncle Joe in a town house. Everyday, a young man named Tony comes by the library for Lewis' book recommendations. He has a huge crush on him, and his best friends Franny and Goob want him to make a move already! Horse Riding Down the Street - Good Lookin' by Dixon Dallas - Michael (Goob) is a delinquent who was recently ordered to serve in his community after vandalizing various properties in the city. Of course, he got the worst job - being a farming assistant for Robinson Farms. Lewis is the son of Lucille and Bud, who are the ones responsible for providing most of the city's fresh produce and dairy products. Why does Mike find Lewis cute?

[neurodivergenttales]

If someone says that they are agoraphobic it doesn’t necessarily mean that they never leave their home

It might mean that they avoid situations where it’s difficult to escape like places with large crowds

It might mean they only have a limited area where they feel safe like only venturing a certain amount of distance from their home

It might mean that they can go places but only when they are accompanied by people they know and trust

Despite media presentations, agoraphobia doesn’t look the same for everyone

[ruth-t]

Waiting

Still waiting for a call that never came,

For a life I never lived.

[caitliinstasey]

aw watching bobs burgers and they just had an agoraphobic woman on, it was obviously a little dramatic but I thought it was so sweet how bob really tried to help her. I don’t think we ever see her again but I thought this was a good way to go about agoraphobia. They initially get scared by her because she sits in her car staring at the restaurant and doesn’t come in and does it again the next day( which is something agoraphobic people do a lot we stake places out before having the confidence to go in) they joke about how she might be a killer.

[irreverentdreams]

My eyes can barely stay open

It’s late

I’m sleepy

I’m thinking about how I’m wasting my life and I really wish I could enjoy things again. I wish I could go on a vacation like a normal person. Or even just to the grocery store would be nice.

I hate who I’ve become and I feel trapped in this body , and I keep gaining weight and becoming more and more unrecognizable. It’s awful.

I wish there was a way out.

[i-hate-yuo]

Why the absolute FUCK am I still here

[learningfromlosing]

I want so badly for adults to understand me. Very deeply. I hope there's a day I walk into a new pharmacy and they look at me with my tattoos and my black lipstick and not see someone who abuses these medications I've taken since adolescence. I hope so deeply I do not need to convince any new doctor of my ailments. I crave so completely to have the whole world explained to me in diligent detail so I can understand.

I am 25 years old. And I do not see myself as an adult. I feel like a nervous child who, in tears, begs to be understood, and to understand. To have them see no malice in my mistakes.

I want everyone I come across to accept the olive branches I am carrying by the bundle.

I feel lost at sea. Starving, exhausted, sleep deprived, and in pain. Watching the boats turn their noses up at my decaying being, and pass me by.