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Ship in a Bottle / The Tulpar
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A ship in a bottle
Throttle the neck
And shake back and forth
Put a cork in the mouth
The captain hesitates
The warning signs scream
The screens are all dripping
And glistening red
A ship in a bottle
The air is hissing
Bleeding from seams
While the engine keeps quiet
There's something itching
At the base of the skull
The skin has been flayed
The hull is not breeched
A ship in a bottle
The Rot is a-coming
Clean the wound
And replace the gauze
Take your pills, captain
Swallow them down
I know its not easy
I hope know this hurts
A ship in a bottle
The cargo hold opened
Like an egg cracked
An embryo expelled
Captain, my captain
You knew this would happen
You knew I would falter
On the rungs of the ladder
Ship in a bottle
The crew are all floating
Turn the pistons
Keep feeding the engine
Swallow it, captain
The fuel that I give you
The only thing pure
On this infested vessel
A ship in a bottle
A rotting carcass
Foam, like pus
Leaks through the tissue
It looks at me, captain
The ship, it keeps staring
Unblinking, unmoving
One bloodshot eye, judging
#sooo I got into the video game mouthwashing and it has been driving me insane#so I needed to write a poem about it#i was particularly striken with the scene of jimmy turning the pistons that he stuck through curly to get him to eat#i interpreted it as jimmy beggining (or continuing) to see curly and the ship as the same entity#how his guilt in causing the crash is linked to both#and his two opposing views of Curly#as the idealized captain and friend who he resents because he envies him#and as a problem that needs to be fixed#something he cant fully take responsibility for because the damage he has done is just too extensive#just like the ship#anyways im rambling#hope the mouthwashing fandom likes this#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#poetry#poems and poetry#original poem#pony express
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yes, doctors suck, but also "the medical ethics and patient interaction training doctors receive reinforces ableism" and "the hyper competitive medical school application process roots out the poor, the disabled, and those who would diversify the field" and "anti-establishment sentiment gets applications rejected and promotions requests denied, weeding out the doctors on our side" and "the gruesome nature of the job and the complete lack of mental health support for medical practitioners breeds apathy towards patients" and "insurance companies often define treatment solely on a cost-analysis basis" and "doctors take on such overwhelming student loan debt they have no choice but to pursue high paying jobs at the expense of their morals" are all also true
none of this absolves doctors of the truly horrendous things they say and do to patients, but it's important to acknowledge that rather than every doctor being coincidentally a bad person, there is something specific about this field and career path that gives rise to such high prevalence of ableist attitudes
and I WILL elaborate happily
#theres so much that contributes to this#and its such a traditional field that any change takes ten years to take effect even when its not as controversial as disability rights#ive no lost love for doctors as a whole#but the deeper causes here need to be examined to understand how this problem manifested and what can be done to fix it#disability#chronic illness#ableism#premed#medicine#salt baby talks
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Hey, man, we all can't be like you -- I wish we were all rose-colored too
{Rose-Colored Boy - Paramore}
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Smashing this song and my headcanon that Dash's dad is in the GIW together to make a fic Idea where the GIW finds out Danny's identity and tells on him to his parents in their hunt for phantom --
Dash's dad leads the operation, him and his team (along with the Fenton parents) cornering Danny after school while he's hiding/running away from Dash, forcing transform in order to get away; unbeknownst to either party, Dash witnesses everything and runs after Phantom to try and help.
Que the two stumbling into and getting trapped in the ghost zone in a confused scuffle while Danny's trying to escape, now on the run from three (3) parents and one (1) secret government organization.
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I kinda wanna use this premise to explore how Dash would progress through learning Phantom is Danny, and then (separately!) becoming a better person--
-- I think he'd be super annoying about it at first; idolizing Danny, pestering him a bunch about how cool it is to have ghost powers, generally acting way too close with him, and completely pushing aside how he treated Danny before the revelation.
Most of the situations we see Dash become friendly towards/respectful of Danny in-show are usually after Danny has shown himself to be physically strong/confident (see: Pirate Radio), and even then, Dash doesn't proceed to do any introspection at all and continues to bully him.
Conclusion: Learning Phantom = Danny would not be enough to trigger a redemption arc for Dash. This boy needs to learn some empathy.
Dash actively witnessing Danny having issues despite being powerful as Phantom (i.e. fearing and having to run from his parents, the toll fighting ghosts takes on his school/life/mental health, etc.), as well as being confronted with how privileged he is himself (having a loving, attentive family, being much better off financially, etc.) would force him into being more introspective.
Throw in him realizing the parallel between how the GIW treats Phantom with how he treats Danny (i.e. indiscriminate & unreasonable anger & violence), and -boom!- it clicks for him
#please listen to the song it's so good and fits the fic vibe immaculately#I just want my boy to genuinely become a better person#imo Dash will always prioritize Cool Strong Hero Phantom > Nerd Loser Fenton so just knowing danny is phantom would not be enough#bro does not care about fenton. he is too busy fangirling. bro needs to understand that strength and money cannot fix all of one's problems#can you tell micro-management is my favorite episode#could be written as pre-slash or enemies to lovers#danny phantom#dandash#teddy ghost#swagger bishie#dp fic#fic idea#fanfiction
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last book post for the year! this is Urban Adaptations, Vol 1 (Moths), it's seven full page spreads each with a moth popup, saddle stitched. i made four copies for a book fair in nov & sold them all so i will do a flipthrough video when i've printed and assembled the next batch!!
#i @_@ am beginning to come up against the “zero bookbinding technical knowhow” wall in my artist book bumbling about i think#happy with this but need to. watch some videos on popup book binding to fix some problems kskdflkjs
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I really wish that the BL industry would stop pandering so much to cishet viewers. Pushing heteronormativity so much that the actors/characters can't even switch from series to series.
In the bts for the ThamePo finale when they were filming the final scene where Thame and Po walk back into Po's room, Est jokingly talked about Po carrying Thame into the bedroom, he even picked William up to carry him but the staff said "wrong positions" and "it'll confuse the viewers" ... no viewers that actually know anything about queer relationships would be confused.
Something I liked about The Heart Killers was that Kant was the top and Bison was the bottom but Kant was the submissive one while Bison was dominant.
And in Jack & Joker they clearly showed that they're verse because they both tried to be the top and Jack implied that Joke could top next time.
We need to see more versatility in BLs. Less fixed positions, let them be switches and verse (or hell more characters that are Sides, someone who doesn’t like to top or bottom). Just something else other than the heteronormative roles that are constantly pushed on queer relationships. We get enough of that in real life, I'd like for these queer shows to not cater to the cishet audience.
#and even if it is a fixed position relationship it would’ve been perfectly fine for Po to carry Thame#the things people do outside of the bedroom does not dictate what they do in it#also I have no problem with cishet people watching BLs & GLs they just need to not be the audience in mind when creating these shows#BL Series#BL Drama#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqa#lgbtqia#queer#gay#mlm#bisexual#pansexual#heteronormativity#queer relationships#the heart killers#jack and joker#thamepo#gl#thai bl#korean bl#kbl#bi#porteetee#teeteepor
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Arlecchino is the Nr. 1 yearner of the country and that doesn’t even do her justice. That woman will be putting you through the mattress after a tiring day, nails digging into the soft muscles on your ass as the bed just slams against the wall with each time her hips meet yours in an almost animalistic rhythm. She just missed you so much, she couldn’t help herself. She‘s grown tired of her hand long ago, it‘s just not the same as your walls tightening around her length, welcoming her so dearly as she ruts into her beloved wife as if it were but a lifesaving task. As if she could somehow fuck the curse flowing through her veins right out with you.
It‘s the only time where the Knave allows herself to voice her desperation by soft mewls and almost agonizing moans of your name as her hand gets a hold of the headboard and now she‘s really showing you a way to poundtown. She just couldn’t get enough of this. Of those beautiful tears clumping your lashes together, the sweat lending your body a beautiful glow underneath the soft moonlight as her abdomen grows boneless yet once again before you feel her seed filling your already stuffed cunt. Her body shivering in pleasure just like your legs can’t seem to stop kicking from this bolt of ecstasy shooting down your spine over and over again. The remains of her high would slowly ooze out of the sides where her sensitive shaft meets your opening, your just that full of her when her dick looses its hardness inside of you, unlike the hungry glow in those crimson x‘s mustering your fucked figure.
She always wondered what a cum-stuffed pussy tasted like anyways.
#arlecchino genshin impact please one chance#ovulation is nearing…. can you feel it….#I NEED HER PUTTING ME THROUGH THE DAMN MATTRESS#NOW#anytime I see I grow weak#arledick would fix all my problems…#arlecchino smut#arlecchino x reader#genshin impact#genshin x reader#x reader#mdni#genshin smut#fatui x reader#arlecchino x female reader
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Your interpretation of Hector talking with Bauhauzzo post-game (if you can see that happening) would be neat!!
oh the horrors of knowing no one can fix the problem except for you
#you can tell i really hit my stride drawing bauhauzzo at the last possible second lol#great god grove#great god grove spoilers#hector great god grove#bauhauzzo#requests#i have mixed feelings about whether or not hector and the gods would interact or not post canon#but i think bauhauzzo is a pretty good candidate to make those first steps#but knowing hector he'd probably go to him at an absolute low point#and like. he already knows how the conversation is gonna go but god does he try anyways#maybe THIS time divine intervention will fix all his problems#alas#it might just make them worse#hes already lost so much of himself in the process i think.#i truly believe he puts on a brave face but he has no clue what to do with himself anymore#33 years passed in the blink of an eye. you're old and greying and you dont remember how to be a person anymore#anyways yeah#im normal about them#thanks for the request! i really need to draw mr hauzzo more
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one of these days i will get cdpr to admit to the truth behind trans kerry
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close ups below!
#click for better resolution#(hopefully i fixed? the res problem? j in case ill tag that tho)#trans kerry my beloved#art#my art#ult art#ngl....#was having thoughts and feelings or whatever we wanna call em these days and shrug#guess u could say this did bring me a modicum of joy to draw perhaps#trans kerry makes me queer autistic self like..#:) or something.... kicks rock..#kerry eurodyne#cyberpunk 2077#fanart#kerry eurodyne fanart#trans artist 💚#OKAY WTF DO U WANT FROM ME TUMBLR WHAT CANVAS SIZE WILL SATISFY UR INSATIABLE HUNGER TO FUCKING COMPRESS EVERYTHING I POST#i go smaller its not enough for you i go bigger its not enough i google the size needed thats still not enough#u force my hand to scour reddit for an answer anD THATS STILL NOT ENOUGH#what must i do to please u......#:|#WHY ARE THE CROPS BETTER RES 😭😭
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wip (pose based off a photo by reds-references)
#my solo gale doodles have a running theme to them#and it’s not even an intentional one#disease that makes you draw that man shirtless and miserable#it’s not my fault he’s like a greek statue depicting a tragedy#i don’t like the hair here but i’ll fix it in the lines#at least when i find my pen… i lost it again#and drawing without it is Very difficult for me#i’m already really slow at drawing but it’s so much worse#i need to get a case or something… it vanishes into thin air otherwise#or maybe i’m the problem. probably#i’m posting this on precicely 0 hours of sleep with a headache#goodnight/day everyone#gale dekarios#bg3#bg3 gale#gale of waterdeep#digital art
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i feel like poolverine easily could’ve been one of those “they’re flirty but it’s mostly unserious” situations, and for most of the movie yeah they were extremely gay, but wade’s been like that with other guys and it was never treated as a serious type of relationship before. they’re willing to die for each other, but even then the romantic aspect of their relationship could be glossed over because it’s a superhero movie, that’s just what they do, and they’re working together to save a whole timeline—it’s not just about them. but then the movie doesn’t end with them saving the day and moving on. i think this’s really the part that sells poolverine as a genuine relationship to me… logan’s leaving, and wade calls for him. he can’t stand to let him go. then he introduces him to his family, and logan stays. he doesn’t really need to stay, but they’ve both decided they’re better off with one another than without
#don’t get me wrong#wade and vanessa are going to end up back together again if there’s ever another deadpool movie#and then he’ll lose her again for whatever reason#because that’s just how it goes#ignore the fact that logan tells wade to talk to vanessa and i’d be convinced that the ending was supposed to imply them being canon tbh#not gonna delude myself into believing poolverine will ever be genuinely and seriously canon#but shippingwise#i think this’s why i’ve latched onto poolverine despite some of the similarities between cable & logan#with cable it was never gonna be serious#despite it being fun to ship them and enjoy their dynamic#but#with logan… storywise… it makes so much sense for them to be endgame#they both were at terrible points in their lives and really needed each other#not just to fix each other’s problems. but they needed someone who was so on their own level that they could fix each other#not in a healthy way. but#yknow#anyway#idk i’m kinda rambling about nothing here#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan#um#logan howlett#<- ….i guess#poolverine#deadclaws
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desperation at the postal service
#the neighbourhood's main portal linked up to a player branch down at the chunkloaders. as accidentally found by false#etho pressed the panic button lmao#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s10#hermitcraft season 10#tangotek#tango tek#ethoslab#etho#tangtho#he...he needs him...#hermitchat#extra context...false stream 28m30 is when she lands in the mail system. and then 2h54m30:#etho to false ''yeah we just encountered a major problem and uh...trying to figure out how to fix it''#then tango stream 0h8m (twitch timestamp):#(after exiting etho group) ''etho needs me? I already talked to etho yeah. we found a problem in the chunkloader system down there. it's#not gonna be...a critical problem but it's...definitely an annoyance''#also poor impy with post office fomo 🥲 (impy stream 2h53)
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wanted to play with how blaze would fit into stc, so I finally got around to watching a longplay of sonic rush. i hated it. the writing made me so mad. so here's a couple fleetway blaze doodles and a LOT of "here's how i would fix this story" doodles
#sth#sonic the hedgehog#blaze the cat#fanart#cream the rabbit#amy rose#knuckle the echidna#id in alt text#doodles#not tagging feebay bc really this could be ANY mean sonic... who's to say!#i keep starting and stopping myself from rambling about all the problems with this story#bc at a certain point i just keep circling back to: this is elise's story in 06 and 06 did it better#everything wrong with rush is fixed in 06. they just did blaze again but did the story right that time#so instead i'll just explain that knuckles was ooc as FUCK he would NOT tell blaze to trust sonic with the emeralds#and cream needed to be doing something that was not just. forcing herself as blaze's friend.#she needed to like. just be trying to help someone who needs help rather than annoy her into accepting the title of friend#posts in the night time when all the notes are sleeping ^_^
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Raph needs multiple brothers because with just Mikey there is only Baby Brother. With Donnie there is at least Little Brother. But when you add Leo in there and you get Younger Brother, who is also a Little Shit and you can punt him like a football and he’ll just come back to do it again.
raph and leo cosmically need each other for emotional stability because raph needs a younger brother to affectionately kick around for fun and leo CANNOT be the oldest or he gets way too out of line he needs to be humbled. raph comically squashes leo with a hammer and he just bounces back up like a looney tunes character
#ask#where we went wrong#actually ''leo cannot be the oldest he needs to be humbled'' has canon evidence#and that is the majority of the movie LMAO#casey jr remembers he is 20(?) whole years old and fixes the problem <3
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.
i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.
it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.
#warm up#writeblr#i spent a lot of time picturing our future#how funny to think: in each version of our future#i was never myself#i was someone smarter kinder braver#better adept.#who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me#i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me#people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you.#it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy#the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself:#if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay.#for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing.#and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made#it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'.#a few days ago while i was doing something else#i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized .#you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly.#you said: you're doing this to manipulate me.#you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO#SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me.#i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness#you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.
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its like yeah im cool with being aroace but i also dont wanna be stigmatized bc i dont want a relationship & i feel the crushing weight that idk if im okay with being alone forever
#chat i just need a qpr#thatll fix me#aro#ace#aroace#asexual#asexuality#aromantic#aromanticism#lgbt+#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#listening to my yearning playlist & mitski is playing maybe thats my problem actually
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