#dorlene letters

[loserboyfriendrjl]

Marlene,

You will not have seen this letter, as it has been drafted and written after you have passed away. I would have wanted you to see it, and get to read my feelings, as so I yearn for one more moment of you.

Many things have changed ever since you have passed. For one, I am utterly lonely, and The Order misses your presence. You and James had used to be the brightness in a room as dark as the night. James is not with us anymore, and neither is Lily; they have gone in hiding, along with the Longbottoms.

I have also realized that death is nothing but imminent.

Whether one wants it or not, she does not care. She looms over you and grabs a hold of you when you expect it least, when you want it least. However, that does not mean that we must not live our life to the fullest. That does not mean I will not fight for what I believe is right, and that is avenging you. Even if I do bring death upon me.

Death is imminent, after all; it can be our choice and the own making of our destiny that brings her, though.

Death is bittersweet too, Marlene. Leaving a metal taste in your mouth and your heart aching, lonely and desperate for closure, but the sweetness of what you and them once had imprinted in your body, in your lips, on your veins, in your whole being. You'd never know, though. You never will, because you've been the first one to go.

You told me. Things, in that letter that you have hid under the loose floorboard under our bed.

You told me that I should laugh, that I should fall in love again (you have asked me to, do you remember that? Of course you don't; you're not with me anymore, and I am slowly distanced from you more and more, with every cold night.). And yet, surprisingly for you, though I had expected it, I can't. It has been you, it always has, and there will be no other.

And so, I may bring death upon myself. It is not my intention, of course; but, in order for the sun to rise, it must dawn, and it must be dark first.

Yours, even in death,

Dorcas ♡

[ninety-two-bees]

mí an mheithimh faoi na réaltai, an irish dorcas meadowes microfic (461 words)

@euphorial-docx made a post about irish dorcas, and i was tagged in it by @theicarusconstellation. this is what has come of that

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Dorcas Meadowes has known magic from the day she was born, long before she ever stepped foot inside Hogwarts. It lives in the long grass and the rolling green hills everywhere she looks; in the bodhrán and fiddle and harp displayed proudly in the living room; in the clasp of hands and cheers as her people twirl and stomp and sway.

She can hear it now, standing outside the pub while her friends acquaint themselves with the steps of Ionsaí na hInse inside. Even in the chill of the late-night air, Dorcas finds herself warmed by the thought of the people she loves stumbling over a dance she was born knowing. Their laughter enchants her, intertwining with the music of the band and filling the air with love and light and joy. No magic Hogwarts can offer could compare to this.

“You’re going to freeze to death out here,” a familiar voice rings out from the doorway. Dorcas turns to find Marlene grinning, face flushed from all the dancing and drinks. When she makes no move to reenter the pub, Marlene steps outside and wraps her in a hug so tight she’s not sure where she ends and Marlene begins. “What’s on your mind, baby?”

A million thoughts race to the forefront of Dorcas’ mind, but none of them pass her lips. How could she ever begin to explain it? Níl aon tinteán mar do thinteán féin, she thinks, but even that sentiment doesn’t feel quite strong enough. The love she has—for this place, for these people, for the life they have afforded her—cannot be contained by any language.

“I love you,” she mumbles, face buried in the crook of Marlene’s neck. And really, what else is there to say?

“I love you, too. But I’d love you more if we weren’t freezing our asses off right now,” Marlene insists, laughter bubbling up through her words. She lets go of her grasp on Dorcas only to reach for her hand as she leads her back inside. On her left hand, pointing outwards, is a claddagh ring. Passed down for generations in Dorcas’ family, it only made sense that it would someday be the ring she proposed with. A little bit of her past to be shared with her future.

They’ll be back in their little London flat in a few days, a couple hundred miles and a million lifetimes removed from here. No one will play her music there, and her tongue will stick on the days she tries to remember that English is not native to her lips. But they have now, and they have love, and tonight that’s all they need.

She will move and she will grow, but her roots will always be planted firmly in Irish soil.

[jamesunderwater]

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[star4daisy]

hi, just came across your fic fire on fire and was wondering if there were going to be more chapters?

it’s sooo good :)

heey thanks I'm really happy you think so <3

yes there will be more chapters I think I wrote 5k for the second on the same day I posted the first one and it wasn't like half of what I had planned for it so I got distracted but now that you reminded me (thx for that btw I have a really short memory when I get too many dif ideas lol) I might break it in two and change the chapter count otherwise it would be something crazy like higher than 10K and I don't like when one chapter count is too dif from another lol

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Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 19

chapter 33:

1. awwww being close to sirius again is the best part of reg’s life now

2. “James nearly breaks his fucking neck to do a double-take as soon as Regulus is led out again. If he was a dog, his ears would be standing straight up in intense interest. Sirius whacks him on the back of his head in what seems to be a reflex, most likely because James is doing absolutely nothing to hide the fact that he's currently undressing Regulus with his eyes.”

😭😭😭 james, keep it in your pants

3. i love that when people are jokingly mean to james, the first thing he does is call for his mum. he’s such a momma’s boy

4. james and reg being dressed up pretty <3333

5. effie and monty 💕💕🥰🥰

6. i love everyone teasing james and regulus for their crushes. they’re so funny 😭😭

7. oh. james leaving a flower at the door everyday is reg’s reason for getting up in the morning

8. their disabilities are not being ignored!!!!

9. i- they’re gonna have to visit the districts of all their friends from the arena, knowing that they walked those same streets and breathed that same air, and have to be fine

10. 😧 district twelve was where remus lived. i- sirius is not gonna do well

11. plsss lyall is so scared of why sirius would be knocking at his door

12. stop, this conversation with lyall is making me cry

13. lyall is gonna write remus a letter. i’m SOBBING

14. sirius missing remus is making me miss him too

15. “"You just found out my son is a murderer," Lyall informs him, raising his eyebrows slowly.

Sirius blinks. "Mr. Lupin, I'm also a murderer. I've killed twelve people."”

😳 they’re both on thin ice but that exchange is also unnecessarily funny

16. 😭😭😭😭 sirius, buddy, you just told lyall that you and remus had sex. my boy, pls think before speaking next time

17. 😭😭😭 he just rambled more and admitted to being in love. sir 😭😭

chapter 34:

1. DORCAS SEES MARLENE FROM THE TRAIN

2. DORLENE HUGGG!! FUCK YEAH

3. i’m so mad at the riches that victors and the hollow receive, while there are literally people in starvation

4. god, they’re so gay. dorcas just gave marlene her ring

5. i can’t fucking deal with this. james sees vanity and hodges’ families

6. i knew i couldn’t deal with it, cause james’ speech to the families is making me cry

7. 😬 shit they just did the hallow is hollow chant. shit shit shit

8. james, stop being so harsh on yourself. you deserve the same grace that you gave sirius

9. 😧 evans only friend was regulus. i- i am not okay at all

10. sobbing, shit shit shit. they’re looking at evan’s tree

11. “They talk a lot, him and Evan. Or Evan's ghost. Regulus tells him secrets that he's never told another soul. Evan is his best friend, so why shouldn't he?”

deep breath. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

12. 😭😭😭 regulus deciding that he must climb the tree even tho he doesn’t really want to

13. !!!! progress!! reg wants to sleep in james’ room!

14. “He won't see Evan in his dreams again for a long, long time.” 😐 i want to stare into author’s soul cause i hate them for this line

(also, if anyone knows author’s pronouns and could let me know, that would be great. idk if it’s something they shared or not, but if it is, i’d like to know)

[rxsilabeth--er]

:: Back to us again..

☎ Now Calling........Author: "Hello?..Yes, this is an original thought about James with Reader...Yes, I know I'm cringe, but honestly thank you all for reading this, anyways..Thank you so much, Bye!!"

☎ Now Calling........Synopsis: ".. you lost some people...but luckily you earned some as well...and He...is happy to be with you and James as well..."

☎ Now Calling........Warnings: "Nothing...hm...maybe a few ships, Wolfstar, Marlily, Dorlene, Rosekiller and Regulus X OC cause I don't want him to be alone. Barty didn't partake in torturing the Longbottoms....apologies!! Non canon compliant like any other marauders fic...reader is fem"

The hustle bustle of the train-station began even as early as 3:40 am...and you knew it as you shut the trunk of your car, luckily you got your driver's lisence...hard to believe, but yes...

As you and James walked up the stairs to the station and stood in front of the platforms 9 and 10. You and James waited, talking normally to not attract too much attention to you two by muggles. Soon, Sirius finally joined you in excitement..he was absolutely buzzing with excitement like James was...

Finally, you held James's hand and ran through the wall in between platform 9 and 10, you closed your eyes, always getting a bit worried, but always excited as you ran and James faster and faster and then through the wall.. You let out a breath and looked back at the arch way saying "Platform 9 and 3/4" as James led you away, Sirius came behind you both.

You all stood at the station talking to each other for a few hours, you have no idea why you all decided to come so early... as the morning started to creep on to you, thank god it was getting brighter now..

"...Wow, it's cold this morning, huh?" James said grinning as he shivered a bit and wrapped an arm around your waist and pulled you closer to kiss your lips, you hummed as you giggled, "..I told you to wear an inner, did you wear one?" You asked with a grin as James only pouted. You shook your head and handed him your scarf, it was nearing winter and you were warm enough...

James took it and wrapped himself tightly, crossing his arms, as Sirius was more and more excited as the moments passed, yet he was also shivering...these two idiots always forgot one or the other thing, you pulled out your wand and produced a small portable fire and kept it in your hand near the two as the two warmed up...

you looked up at the timing board and saw the train you all were waiting for was in like 20 minutes... you also started to get excited, you had got that letter from Dumbledore a few months ago and though you didn't trust that man a lot, he had good intentions at times...

Finally waiting with James and Sirius literally bouncing around you, a red engine train finally stopped in-front of you two. It let out some steam before the doors opened on it's own and you stayed there waiting for the people to get out, while James and Sirius scanned the area to look for a familiar haired werewolf...

Finally you spotted him, the same messy, fluffy-brown hair with a scar on his face in baggy clothing...you were absolutely beaming with happiness, and you were about to scream out his name, when you stopped...

Remus seemed to comfort a boy your age..his cheeks splotchy with tears, adorable freckles dotting his cheeks and you knew exactly why Dumbledore gave you that letter...

You walked over to them, but unfortunately Sirius was faster as he absolutely tackled Remus and smashed his lips against Remus's, the boy seemed to know who Sirius. When James hugged him, the boy seemed confused at James and you knew he didn't know who James was.

You walked to the boy and stood in-front of him, rubbing your knuckles on his cheeks, before taking you a napkin and handing it to him, the boy took with a cheeky smile and wiped his face..His adorable freckles, soft ginger hair and brown eyes made you smile and remind you of a certain someone you knew..

You comforted the boy, while James and Sirius took comfort in Remus like Remus took comfort in the two. You turned to find Sirius and James basically on top of Remus and emus trying his hardest not to punch the two in their throats... You smirked at the scene, similar to your hogwarts years... you missed him too...how couldn't you?...He was basically your brother..

"...Hello, where is my hug??" You asked Remus with a grin, who threw the two away and hugged you tightly, like you did back, you both giggling leaving your husbands with dramatic pouts.. You both giggled before pulling away, as you pulled the boy into a hug, he needed one after all especially after all that crying, if there is one thing that can cure a few things, it's a hug...

"...You know you look like my friend, Harry Potter...and that man is an ABSOLUTE copy of the bloke..." the boy said pointing at James, clinging to Remus's foot, making you giggle.

As you pulled away from the hug, the boy looked a bit confused as Remus continued to catch up with his supposed husband and James, while you only smiled and fixed his hair a bit, before saying

"..copy of him? You mean, he looks like us!" You say giggling as you patted his back before smiling softly and holding his hand in yours..He felt calm with you and holding your hands felt nice... You spoke up, looking at your three old and now a new loved one,

"...Welcome Home, honey...I was waiting for you, Fred..."

"..AND THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T PLAY CATCH WITH A BLUDGER UNDERWATER!" You yelled pulling Fred and James by their collar and pushing them into some kitchen chairs. Remus and Sirius apologetically hopped up and sat on the kitchen counter... You angrily picked up your shirt and wet it before wiping Fred's bloody head where he had a gash.

"..Come on now, don't be too harsh on them..." Rosilabeth said grinning, as she placed a huge first aid kit on the table beside you, she handed you some antiseptic

You had no idea, why Moony, Ginger, Padfoot and Prongs decided it would be a great idea to go to the Pearl Lake and dunk inside and let a bludger go free in the water...and it was no better that neither Remus nor Lily nor Mary tried to stop them...

You finished patching up Fred before pulling out your wand and putting some spell on it to make it hurt less before angrily moving to James who only looked down, "..I'm sorry, Love...I promise..." he said in a soft tone making you sigh..you could never be upset with him for too long..

"..I'm glad you know where you went wrong, but I'm not letting you heal yourself up quickly, you will let it heal on it's own.." you say handing him an ice pack for his head where he hit himself in the frantic attempt to get the bludger back...

You began wiping his head as well, somehow both Fred and James got hurt in the same spot...all Sirius got was a spell from a scared Rosilabeth who thought the bludger was heading towards her,

"..I'm sorry Sirius, I truly didn't mean to punch you, I thought it was a bludger...." Rosilabeth apologized again and again, "..It's fine Rosi, truly!!" Sirius said as Remus cleaned his nose with a smirk, Regulus only smirked at three condition... as he sat beside on the couch right infront of the counter

Finally done with patching people up, you picked up as many bottles of soda, of firewhiskey, emerald wine and other drinks...While Regulus, Rosilabeth pocketed as many snacks as you all could, before heading out to the drawing room...

Sat there, Mary and Lily cuddling under the same blanket while talking...or rather arguing with Barty and Evan over something...most likely who cheated looking at the numerous uno cards sitting between them...

Marlene and Dorcas while cheering them on, making you sigh as Regulus sat down beside the couple on the numerous mattresses you all laid out in the living room, taking on of the larger blankets as you and Rosilabeth set out all the food and drinks, before Regulus pulls Rosilabeth by her waist under the blanket as you only giggled at the two..You leaned against one of the couches, James draping one of the blankets on you as you cuddled upto him...

As you start the TV and the movie starts, Fred walks in with a smile as he carries the marauder's map and says "Mischief Managed" before placing it on the shelves in the drawing room, as he finds where to sit, not finding anywhere...You open your arm and one side of the blanket for Fred, as he happily slips in beside you, as he lays his head on your shoulder, watching the movie..Him and James and other asking questions in between as you all spent time with each other...

".....Mum..."

"No."

"PLEASEEEEEEE....."

"NO, FRED, I CAN'T!"

"Honey, please, you're his mother, you can't just do that..."

"..Yes, I can!" You yelled back

".............mum, what do you call a short mum?"

"....Ugh............What Fred? What DO you call a short mum?

".......Minimum..." James spoke in a feeble voice before the two burst into laughter...

You sighed before banging your head into the table, and sighing out in frustration as you looked at your husband your... "son".....laugh at stupid jokes they make you listen...

".....Love, what do you call-",".NO!"

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[moutainrusing]

mistake

dorlene july event, 657 words, @enbysiriusblack

Dorcas growled under her breath as she grabbed her eraser and rubbed furiously at the disintegrating paper. Another mistake, in the same place, because she couldn’t get it right. She didn’t even know what the problem was, because usually, she wouldn’t care about the way her stupid letter ‘e’ would flick, but now, she needed to make it perfect.

This was just English homework. It didn’t need to look perfect. But it did, and right now, her ‘e’ was pissing her off. Just flick better, okay? Why do you look so ugly?

Why is your eye so huge? Why is your aperture so short? What is wrong with you, stupid letter?

Dorcas scrunched the paper up and tossed it in the bin. She’d made a hole in it from all that rubbing. Oh, well. The ‘e’ was rubbish.

E. She really hated ‘e’. E could go die for all she cared. E was so unnecessary. Hold on, it was unncssary. Words made so much sense without ‘e’.

E was just so full of itself. Loved being the most common letter, didn’t it? Attention whore. Forcing Dorcas to make it look perfect. Because ‘e’ can’t stand not looking perfect. E, e, e, e, e.

“Dorcas, mate. Take a break,” Regulus took the pencil away from Dorcas’s hand so she would stop piercing her eraser with it. “What’s the eraser ever done to you?”

Dorcas looked up and glowered. “Begin with the motherfucking letter that shall not be named.”

Regulus raised an eyebrow. “Okay. I think you really need that break,” he suggested pointedly.

Dorcas shook her head. “Nope. I need to finish this piece of shit and it’ll be the greatest thing I’ll ever do.”

Regulus tilted his head, as if to show her the critical tilt in her logic. “You… want a piece of homework to be your greatest accomplishment?”

“Well, no. Everything needs to be perfect. And every letter ‘e’ is ruining it. Seriously, why’re there so many?”

“Don’t ask me. And a piece of homework doesn’t need to be perfect. Actually, nothing needs to be perfect. You love Marlene, even though she’s not perfect.”

“Marlene is perfect! And I do not love Marlene!”

“The antithesis,” Regulus muttered, but before Dorcas could once again protest, he said, “Just take a break. I’ll still think you’re perfect even when your ‘e’ looks like the most imperfect toadstool I’ve ever seen.”

“My ‘e’ does not look like a toadstool!”

“Yes, I agree, it looks like an imperfect toadstool. But, ya know, if you do want validation for your ‘e’, go ask Marlene. She’ll say anything you do is immaculate, no hesitation.”

“Will she really?”

“Of course. You should ask her on your break. Which you are now taking.”

Dorcas rolled her eyes at him, but she was smiling. “Fine, fine. I’m going. Thanks, Reg.”

“Anytime. Well, not anytime. Only when I choose to speak to you.”

Dorcas laughed. “Thanks for gracing me with your presence, then.”

“Mhm, and I’m no longer doing it now. Go bother Marlene.”

So Dorcas left, and with each step she took, she felt the tension seep from her shoulders, down into the ground via the soles of her shoes. She didn’t need to be perfect. She just needed to be free. Around the people she loved. And it didn’t matter if she wasn’t perfect. Because the right people would still find her perfect for it.

It didn’t matter. All the moments in the world eventually slip away. Everything she did wouldn’t last. So she wouldn’t dwell on how it wasn’t perfect. She would think about living life as it comes, moving on and breathing, past all the mistakes and words on a page. Pages disintegrate, and so would she. But not yet. She was still living.

It didn’t matter, as long as she let herself live. And breathe, but right now she was kinda struggling with that one because holy hell, there’s Marlene—

[theprongspotter]

24 Prompts til Christmas: Day 19

“Christmas Shopping” (Dorlene)

“Oh my gosh, Marls, look at this crop top.” Dorcas gasps dramatically, pulling her wife over to a light blue crop top.

“Get it if you want it, babe. You look so good in that color.” Marlene compliments, pecking Dorcas’ cheek. “But, you also have to remember that we are here to get some last minute shopping done. The Christmas party is tonight and we still don’t have half of the gifts yet.”

“Mhm, yep, gifts,” Dorcas says as she admires a soft purple pair of overalls.

Marlene sighs and pulls on the woman’s arms. “C’mon, love, we need to go. We can come back later, I promise.” Dorcas caves and follows Marlene through various isles. Books for Regulus and Remus, jewelry for Pandora, new converses for Lily, etcetera, etcetera.

The two women stayed pretty focused and on task until they stumbled upon a rack of ugly sweaters.

“Wait, wait, look at this one.” Dorcas giggles, holding up a bright green sweater. Santa’s face is plastered on it and he’s wearing sunglasses. Various sweets surround him, and in big letters it says ‘I DO IT FOR THE HO’S.’ Tears are brought to Marlene’s eyes as she laughs.

When she catches her breath, she spots another one and bursts into a fit of laughter again.

“What?” Dorcas tries to find the one she’s looking at. Marlene points to a dark red sweater. “Oh!”

The sweater has a massive candy cane on the right of it. One the left side, it says ‘IT’S NOT GOING TO LICK ITSELF.’

After a half hour of just giggling at ugly sweaters, the two women move on to continue their shopping journey. Of course, it doesn’t last long though, because Dorcas gasps and drags her wife over to the baby clothing isle. She squeals as she hold up a beige bunny onesie. “Oh, Marls, we have to get a kid!”

“Well, we can make it happen, Cas. I think a little one would be a great addition to the family.” Marlene wraps her arms around her wife.

[loserboyfriendrjl]

To my sunshine,

If you find this, it means that I already have died. I would have wanted to write this in a light-hearted way, but the truth is, death is not light-hearted. She is cruel, she always has been.

We have lost a lot of people ahead of their time.

Benjy and Fenwick, dead lovers of the night, now a mere memory.

Edgar and Cecil, and their children, a family that could have had such a bright future, and that now are buried in a cemetery in Birmingham.

All of us slip away, little by little, dead or torn and broken, and there is, truly, nothing that we can do to stop it.

I have lied to you. Not many times, but what had been supposed to be the most important two truths have been lies. I promised you you would never have to live a life without me. I have lied, therefore you are reading this letter.

I think that this might be even more of a lie, and even more important. I have told you, a night tucked in that cramped apartment that we had all gotten together, that I am not scared of death. I lied. I am. I have always been. And I am scared of being forgotten too, Dorcas. I am scared of leaving the people I love behind, and of being completely, utterly lonely in what awaits me after life.

I am scared of having no effect on this planet. I would rather leave the world a worse place than it used to be than to have done nothing. And that is exactly the case. I have left, and I have changed nothing. Have I been unimportant? No, of course not. Have I been useless? Possibly, but I'd like to think I was not.

Death is imminent, my love. We both know that very well; however, even the mere thought scares me, but I have the slightest bit of closure with the thoughts that I will be missed.

I know you will miss me, I do, do it, mourn me, because love has slipped between your fingers. However, do not dwell on it. Death is forever, yes, but that must not mean that grief is, too. You must move on; you must not stop here, because this is not where you end. I am not here anymore, of course, but you still are.

Fight for me, if you want to. Do not let my death go in vain, and, more importantly than that, do not forget me. Slip out of the war, if you want to. Do not fight anymore, if that is what you want. Battles are still to be fought, however, and this might sound awfully unlike me, your demons are to be fought first. Only come back when you are ready to. Take your time. You have plenty of it.

And, most importantly, do not make the sun set just to see me again. You have so much left to see and do, and my death is but a mere setback. Let yourself live without me. There is happiness where I am not, Dorcas. It is your choice whether you seek for it or not. It is your choice whether you let the darkness consume you.

I love you, Dorcas. I always have, even in death. Death is a parting of ways, not an end.

Farewell, until the sun will rise again! Be strong, Dorcas!

Marlene ☆

[iliketoreadstuf]

my works

all of my fics in one place for you <3

WIPs:

linger on your pale blue eyes: Nico di Angelo and Will Solace haven't spoken in years. The once best friends are only distant strangers after Will moved to Texas as a kid. Now, years later, Will has returned to work at the same amusement park as Nico.

Will they rekindle their friendship... or maybe something more? (solangelo, multi-chap)

because i liked a boy: James Potter is a well-known celebrity riding the high of his acting career. After breaking up with his longtime girlfriend and past co-star, Lily Evans, he enters a relationship with Regulus Black.

Chaos ensues. (jegulus, multi-chap)

sing your heart out: In a last-ditch effort to escape his parent's control before settling down at their finance firm, Regulus takes a leap of faith and auditions for The Voice, which will be coached by the four members of the Marauders. (jegulus, marylily, rosekiller, multi-chap)

boys don't cry: It all starts with a girl who doesn't know her name, a childhood board game, and the disappearance of Regulus Black.

or, the marauders if they existed in Stranger Things (jegulus, wolfstar, nobleflower + others, multi-chap)

every summer after (on hiatus): Regulus Black has never had friends, all except for his childhood best friend that moved away years ago. What will happen when said best friend turns back up as his roommate at summer camp?

or, a Bartylus childhood friends to lovers story told through each summer at camp and the letter correspondence between reg and barty during the rest of the year. (bartylus multi-chap)

stereotypical (on hiatus): Remus is a basketball player, Sirius is in Marching Band. Alternately, James is a basketball player, Regulus is a theater nerd. Chaos ensues. (jegulus, wolfstar, multi-chap)

Finished Fics:

and i'll never go home again (place the call, feel it start): Camp Half Blood holds a volleyball tournament every summer. This the first time Nico di Angelo has ever had a chance to participate, and on Will Solace's team nonetheless. (solangelo, multi-chap)

close proximity: Marauders x Holiday Season x Office Romance. Fluff. Mutual pining. Falling in love. Happy endings only. Enjoy. (jegulus, wolfstar + others, multi-chap) written with @prongsisthesun

anything can happen: after getting out of tumultuous relationships, both regulus and remus are desperate for a break. deciding to go on a vacation and switch homes for christmas, both of them find out the true meaning of love and what it takes to keep it.

or, a marauders AU set in "The Holiday" (jegulus, wolfstar, multi-chap)

second chances: when Regulus is hit with a rogue spell that sends him back to a 6-year-old, Sirius is forced to face their adversities and grow past their animosity. (jegulus multi-chap)

touch starved: Regulus can't sleep; James can't sleep. They fix this by cuddling. (jegulus one shot)

it's worse to be nothing with you: After his ex left him with no warning, Regulus has to find some semblance of normal. That is, until his ex returns 8 months later on his doorstep. (bartylus one shot)

harry vs. the homo sapiens agenda: Harry Potter has a lovely life: loving family, amazing friends. But he has a secret. No one knows that he's gay. Well, no one but his anonymous pen pal "Dragon". What will happen when his emails are found by the wrong person? (drarry multi-chap)

a real cowboy: Harry dresses up as a cowboy for a Halloween party at the Gryffindor frat house. Draco finds him. (drarry one shot)

i feel more free than i have in years: Narcissa Black has been brought up to be the perfect ballerina, but her long-time crush on Alice Fortescue seems to always take precedent over everything. (nobleflower one shot)

to me, you are perfect: What if the Marauders existed in Love, Actually? (jegulus, wolfstar, dorlene + others multi-chap)

sweeter than revenge: In the aftermath of The Prank, Remus finds himself desperate to get revenge on Sirius. And what better way than fake dating his brother and two best friends? (jegulus, wolfstar multi-chap)

sometimes it's easier to be invisible: Regulus Black hates James Potter. He's loud, egotistic, and replaced Regulus at a time he needed Sirius the most. But when Regulus gets kicked out of his home and forced to live with him, will their spark grow or die? (jegulus-centric, multi-chap)

Blinding Lights Universe:

blinding lights: Regulus is the highest-paid actor of his generation, and when his brother's band agrees to write a song for his film, the brothers are forced to speak to each other again after seven years. (jegulus, marylily, rosekiller, multi-chap)

lifeline: Years before they ever dated, James sent Regulus post cards in hopes of getting a reply. He finally does. (jegulus one shot)

keep his name out of your mouth: What happens when someone publicly drags Regulus's husband on live tv? They get socked in the face. (jegulus one shot)

[fefifofoggy]

Coming back to the HP fandom after a decade just feels like getting hit by a train.

What is jegulily? Slytherin skittles ??? Rosekiller this, rosekiller that?? Who is Panda?—like Panda from JJK ???

Dorlene is cool?? poc aspiring divination professor with the jock lesbian who’s a chaser? Beater?? Keeper? Idk what’s going on but she’s got cool hair and an even cooler gf.

Why are Death Eaters cool now. Am I missing something here.

And what is going on with Mary?? (Not to sound like a nincompoop but back in my day when I was a youngin and consuming fanfic, Mary Macdonald was an Asian Muggleborn who wanted to be an entomologist like her parents???)

And then she received her letter and the only thing that changed was she wanted to become a magi-entomologist as well??? ??? When did the fandom change this?

Like it’s fine, that’s whatever, everyone consumes fandom at their own pleasure and interacts with it how they want to but like

What is going on here??

[that-bitch-kat3]

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ships: jily, wolfstar, and dorlene are my main three but i'm a multishipper

this is my wierdly detailed canon marauders timeline

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just in case- evans sisters angst, jily mentioned- a letter that Lily wrote to Petunia when the Potters went into hiding in case the worst happened.

secrets to the sky- evans sister and black brother angst, sirius and lily friendship- Lily and Sirius talk about their relationships with their sibling

he was my brother first- black brothers angst, james and regulus have a conversation after sirius runs away

[my-castles-crumbling]

Clandestine Part 2: Chapter 5

Fic: Clandestine Pairing: very slowburn Jegulus, background wolstar, dorlene Length: 57k (WIP) Rating: M

Chapter Excerpt:

“Go get Sirius, Potter,” Regulus ordered, rolling his eyes, trying to keep himself calm. 

It took Potter exactly three minutes and twenty-seven seconds to return. Regulus had been prepared for a longer wait. He’d turned to the wall and started breathing deep, cleansing breaths, counted the seconds to keep himself from lashing out or panicking.

So he’d been quite surprised when Potter came back so soon.

He was even more surprised that Potter was alone.

For a sinking moment, he thought perhaps Sirius didn’t want to talk. That he’d waited too long, that their relationship was damaged irreparably. His stomach dipped and he clenched his fists.

But then he caught the look in Potter’s eyes.

James Potter was always smiling. Even on that day that Potter had shown up in Regulus's bedroom, actually focused on the ill-thought-out rescue mission he and Sirius had masterminded together, he’d thrown Regulus a few smiles.

But now ?

Potter looked distraught. He clenched a letter in his hands, and his eyes were as wild as the messy hair on his head. And Regulus realized what he was going to say only moments before he said it.

Sirius...

“He’s gone,” Potter croaked out, handing Regulus the letter. “Left when none of use were around so we couldn’t stop him."

But Regulus’s brain was echoing with the screams he’d heard emitting from Sirius’s room over the summer, his eyes zeroing in on the words etched on the page in Sirius’s perfect scrawl:

I’m sorry. I have to protect Reggie.

[all-things-jily]

The we built this fandom from nothing is so laughable. Because we do actually learn a lot about them from the books (and there is extra canon material). For the marauders we know a lot of what they got up to in school, enough to form a almost complete picture, and we now all their home lifes and what they did after school. And even the minor characters we know at least one thing about, even if its mostly how they died but one can take a lot from that.

It really is so funny 😂

"We built this from nothing!" "Nothing is canon, canon doesn't exist!" "We built it on two sentences!" "The point of the fandom is fanon!" "Everything is fanon!" "ATYD is canon!" "We added diversity!" etc

First of all - you built nothing, nor do you get to decide what the point of the fandom is, the fandom existed before most of you were born. Second, it was built on PoA actually and what's even funnier - Jily shippers existed even before that, though I wasn't part of them then and only started shipping with OotP/SWM, but surprisingly there were already shippers from the first book! The "Marauders era" as it is truly solidified during OotP though, when we got a real glimpse of it and how different the vibe was from the current era and how alluring it was.

And like you said, we actually do have so much canon material. Even for James and Lily, who were already dead and who are often brushed aside as "non-characters" or "blank slates", even for them we have so much we can find both in books and in supplemental material, as long as one is interested to look or knows how to (but we know where they prefer to put effort instead 💀). Lily's one single letter to Sirius ALONE is so telling and contains so much!

And no, that fic isn't canon, none of the fics are canon or "fandom lore" or required reading material to be in the fandom and nobody has the right to enforce that, just like no ship is a requirement to ship or should be shoved down anyone's throat, especially fanon ones.

They didn't even add diversity cause the fandom was already doing that, POC James and POC Harry were already popular, they didn't invent Wolfstar, or Dorlene, or even their own favorite ships (except for the ones featuring Crouch Jr and Rosier, those they did create 💀💀), the direction was already chosen and getting stronger as fandom evolved and we grew.

All they did was babygirl-fied and boring-fied the most evil characters and gave Lily Evans Potter's main character life to their Y/N male character while pushing her back and called it a day.

[ess-presso]

microfics ->

wolfstar

wolfstar + fluffy blanket

wolfstar + soft

dramione

dramione + weaving

dramione + pets

jegulus

jegulus + quaffle

dorlene

dorlene + letters