I'd love to make some friends here! 18+ ONLY
A bit about me. I'm 23 and have 4 cats. I like anime and Marvel, and I just started re watching The 100 for like the 6th time.
I've been dealing with this ed shit for literally half my life and tend to use dark humor to manage it like I do most other problems in my life. I have horrible insomnia and am online here at the most random of times.
I have horrible anxiety and will never have the nerve to message someone else first, so if anyone wants a new friend dm me!
(I'd also be interested in a discord server if anyone knows of an active 18+ one!)
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I’ve never regretted not eating - but I almost always regret eating.
I never have an empty stomach and think I messed up. But whenever I have a full stomach I feel like I messed up.
I never go to sleep thinking “I should’ve eaten more today”… I go to sleep thinking “I should’ve eaten less today.
Realizing this has been a wake up call for me.
Why would I keep doing things that upset me?
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❀ My new rules ❀
◌ Eating window 11 am - 7 pm
◌ Work out before bed
◌ Walk the long way home from school if not too cold
◌ Coffee or Green tea untill lunch
◌ Tea after school and if hungry eat 1 apple
◌ Lots of water !!
◌ Log everything you eat and burn
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HELP
I NEED ED FRIENDS✨
I know Ed’s are terrible and I don’t wish them pain anyone but since trying to loose weight (as a fat bitch) I’ve slipped back into this shit.
Please hmu so we can chat about this shit together! I need motivation!!!!
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i dont wanna be pretty skinny
i want to be so thin everyone can see how sick i am. i want to be "too thin". i want to be emaciated
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OMG YESTERDAY A FRIEND TOLD ME THAT SHE’S NEVER SEEN ME THIS SKINNY AAAAAAAAAAAALSYWKSBSKSHWKSVSJDG
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I have been so unmotivated to starving and have been eating ALOT. Like yesterday I ate a whole damn pizza and an ice cream. I can’t throw up either cause I kinda have emeterophobia or whatever it’s called. I want someone to talk to, about how to motivate me and help me not eat, I’ll help you of course and all that. PLEASE dm me if you want to help me 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I kinda want a friend
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