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waterthatsmoe · 7 months ago
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"Yuu?"
"Is this a joke?"
"Yuu repy back"
"Reply*"
"Yuu, this isn't funny"
"Reply back or I'm coming straight to ramshackle"
06 : 49 undelivered
"Yuu where are you"
"Yuu reply back"
"Please"
07 : 09 undelivered
Part 3 [next] | Part 2 | Part 1 [prev]
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bunnieswithknives · 10 months ago
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As much as I love angst I think it would be funny if he just didnt give af
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tacc0yak1 · 3 months ago
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vanrouge family you’ll forever be dear to me 💔
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idea that has been sitting in my drafts ever since i read that chapter wherein Silver mentions Lilia would take pictures of them together over the years and that got my heart like AUEUEUEUE THAT’S SO CUTE 😭 ( me likes to think mama zigvolt introduced it to them and ever since, lilia got that tradition ‘til he ran out of polaroid film lmao
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here’s a vers. without mama bekky
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Do we think Holmes was Watson's best man (he MUST have been??) and showed no enthusiasm about the wedding in the time leading up to it, but then said something stunningly beautiful and profound after the ceremony? And then gave them a handsome wedding present Watson KNOWS is almost too much for Holmes to afford?
Ah! Even worse: their last evening living together at Baker Street. I wonder if Holmes was even there, or if he fled and spent the night on a case so he would not need to witness Watson leaving. To sit opposite him, lost for words, knowing Watson is eagerly looking forward to this new period of his life while for Holmes it is nothing but an ending.
Or if he was there, making the most of this last opportunity, taking Watson out for dinner, asking Mrs Hudson to bring up the most expensive bottle of wine and then serenading Watson until his fingers hurt, because Watson deserves to be happy beyond measure, and Holmes will be damned if he doesn't do the little he can to make him so.
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champion-of-love · 4 months ago
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bunnistair's been said by some to be kinda bland, a little too predictable, too boring. and while i kinda agree, i think the best way to make a ship more interesting is to give it a bit more angst. consider this: in the original story, alice always leaves wonderland. she wakes up from her dream, unsure if wonderland, with all its nonsense, was ever real or if it was just a figment of her imagination. in the eah world, of course it's real, but alice still has to leave. though she did fall in love with wonderland's wonder and magic and charm and riddles, she still had to climb back up that rabbit hole. because she had her family to go back to, her life to return to.
with this, alistair knows that he has to leave wonderland one day too. so he approaches his crush with bunny with so much gusto. he wants to spend all his time with her and confess his love before he has to leave. he wants to dive in 100%. but bunny approaches her own crush the total opposite way. she's hesitant to confront her love for allister because she knows how the story ends. alistair would have to leave and she doesn't know if she can deal with the heartbreak of him being gone from her life. she's convinces herself to never love at all instead of experiencing a love so great and wonderful and then losing it.
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hearts0hearts · 1 month ago
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୨୧꯭ 𝐵𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀𝒸𝒶𝓉!𝒮𝒶𝓈𝓊𝓀𝑒 Headcannons
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Summary; sasuke finds himself unexpectedly softening toward a sweet, sunshiney girl who never stops smiling at him.
A/N; sasuke is a genin here,, reader is female! reader has a golden retriever personality! ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ ⋆ matching oneshot
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₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; didn’t expect to meet someone like you — all sunshine smiles, soft giggles, and that warm, glowing aura that followed you everywhere. ₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; instantly noticed your golden retriever energy. You were always helping, always smiling, always popping up with some sweet little thing in your hands. Steamed buns, pressed flowers, handmade charms, and a- “Sasuke-kun! I saved this one just for you!” like it was the most natural thing in the world.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; pretended to be annoyed. He told himself you were too much. Too cheerful. Too curious. Too bright. But deep down, your presence was… comforting. ₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; didn’t know how to handle the way you treated him. Like he was soft. Like he was worth your time. You never asked for anything. You never expected anything. You just liked being around him. That terrified him.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; watched you from the corners of his eyes. He never said much, but he saw everything. How you always helped elderly vendors pack up & how you offered compliments so easily made his heart feel tight.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; didn’t say a word when you started sitting beside him under a tree. You brought snacks. Told him about your day. You’d hum while braiding grass, occasionally looking up at him with that blindingly warm expression. He pretended to be disinterested.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; startled the first time you touched his hand, just a soft brush when handing him something sweet. You apologised gently, cheeks flushed. He… didn’t pull away. Your hands were always warm. He secretly started liking that.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; started leaving little signs he cared. A rare smirk. Standing between you and danger without hesitation. Letting you ramble without shutting you down. One time, he actually said, “You talk too much,” but when you pouted, he muttered, “...but I don’t mind it.”
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; found himself protective. He didn’t like when other people made you laugh too hard. He didn’t like when someone made you frown. ₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; hated that he didn’t know why his chest tightened whenever you smiled at someone else. He told himself it wasn’t jealousy. It was just… awareness.
₍^. .^₎⟆ blackcat!sasuke ; never asked you to wait for him when he has to leave. But he noticed you always did. You’d wave as he walked off, your voice calling out: “Be safe, Sasuke-kun!” like a prayer wrapped in sunshine. He never waved back. But his footsteps always slowed.
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hiii thank you for reading! my requests are open! please send!! i dnt mind dms either!
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mintjeru · 1 year ago
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companionship and understanding happy pride from my beloveds!!
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accio-sriracha · 7 months ago
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Remus 12 years after losing all of his best friends at once.
Remus going to Hogwarts to teach and constantly feeling like he should turn a corner and they would be there, waiting for him in their school robes, telling him all of the crazy things they had planned for the day.
Remus getting close with Harry and seeing all of his old friends in him.
He sees Lily in his passion and understanding.
He sees Sirius is in knack for mischief and carefree laughter.
He sees Peter in his youthful positivity and desperation for validation.
And he sees James everywhere. In his face. In his voice. In his willingness to always do what's right. In the tick of his jaw when he's angry and the way his hands shake when he's gone through too much.
And it's hard.
It's so fucking hard.
Because who is Remus if not a mixture of all of these people too?
Remus is Sirius' smoking habit and short temper.
Remus is Lily's academic aspirations and hope for a better future.
Remus is Peter's late night snack routine and knowledge of wizarding chess.
Remus is James' eye for trouble and slight abandonment issues.
Because Remus spent the majority of his life leading up to those tragic events with all of them. And after a while, you start to become the people you love.
You become bits and pieces of them.
You become your best friend's birthday as the password to your safe.
You become your ex-lovers favorite color as the shade of paint on your walls.
You become your childhood crush's mother tongue as the language you picked up learning for fun.
You become your study partner's habit of biting the end of their quill as a quirk you can't seem to get rid of.
You become a mixture of all of the people who have touched your lives.
And it hurts.
Because Harry and Remus were mixtures of the very same people.
Only Harry had no idea who they were.
And Remus couldn't stop them from haunting him.
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kyupidos · 1 year ago
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04/8/24’s delivery 🏹✉️ twisted wonderland
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rather melodramatic aren’t you?ヽ( ・∀・)ノ_θ彡☆Σ(ノ `Д´)ノ,ヽ( ・∀・)ノ_θ彡☆Σ(ノ `Д´)ノ ;; summary. ‘so it seems, you’ve finally found your way back home.’
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characters. first years : ace trappola , deuce spade , jack howl, epel felmier , sebek zigvolt ( separate ) ;; romantic ( implied ) angst . 🖇️ tags. reader is gender neutral ( you/your ), reader is yuu, angst with romance sprinkled in i s’pose ( can still be friendship seen,, i think.. ), blah blah angst
📡 _a/n. mmmm, been listening to tv girl a lot more like i used to, ended up coming up w this. still not the best w angst but we stay rollin ( also, cigarettes out the window >> )
a. trappola
— he was always the one who kept everyone’s mind off the topic of you going home—making the mood lighter so no one would be upset again, especially you. but ace can’t deny how distraught he is, when it comes the time for you to finally, finally go. he’s happy for you, never doubt for a fact that he is. but there’s that one part of him that never wants to let you go. you’ve been friends all this time, haven’t you? then again, this school year with him has always been more of an experience for you, hm.. like an emotional rollercoaster until you make it home, and things will go back to normal, to your usual.
— he knew that much, that one day you would say your final farewells and that he would have to turn his back and go on with his life, the rest of his school year, without you by his side. without a magicless prefect who turned his world upside down, without a magicless prefect to spend his time with, without a magicless prefect whom he held ever so dear to his heart. maybe your time spent with him was just a waiting game before you could return to your norm. but his time spent with you made his heart full, as if you were everything he wanted and more.
— but he can let go, can’t he? not like he’s making lighthearted jokes here and there, about what it’d be like if you were to stick around, even if for a little while longer. he eventually holds his pinky out to you, in a moment of bitter weakness ( to him and him only ), that if the chance ever comes to fruition that it’s not a one way trip, you’ll return to night raven and stay friends, stay together with him. and it becomes a promise, pinky sworn and all. he tells himself he can swallow his bitter tears and see you off, yet he leaves deep, ragged breaths in his wake when you hug him tightly and tell him you’ll miss him, no matter how the circumstances may end up.
— you should know at least that much, left to digest it as you go back home, that he’ll miss you too—and though he may leave this out, unless he’s caught in a moment of weakness truth, you’ll always be on his mind.
d. spade
— deuce always felt such a pain in his heart whenever he comes to the recollection ( sometimes random, but then comes the times you’re forced to remind him you may not be there forever ), that you’re doomed to leave him behind as you return, to your family, to your friends of before. his hopes for you to see his graduate, to stay together being each other’s best friends, to just stay by each other’s side, he’d accept just being in your proximity. how he loved, and will never stop loving your words of kindness, words that’ll never leave the back of his mind, words he’ll never let go.
— how many times you’ve affirmed and reaffirmed your friendship and fondness toward him with those words, he can’t recall. or maybe he does; he’ll keep those memories with him until the ends of times, and whatever voice messages you may have sent him when you finally got your phone will be treasured and stored forever. oh, but how he’d like to not need that in the first place. how will he go on, without your kind words ringing delightfully in his ears? he’d never be able to bring himself to forget your voice, even if he can’t hear it in the present, he’ll hold it dearly as he looks to the past.
— he could never go against your wishes to return home, though. he knows for a fact it’s all you’ve wanted, and he’ll never say he wouldn’t want the same for himself if he were ever in your situation—he couldn’t even imagine that much, he always commended your strength to get as far as you’ve gotten now. but he finds himself asking you, if you’ll ever forget him. reaffirm him once more with your words; tell him that you won’t for as long as you live. that you’ve treasured the times you’ve spent together.
— because, let it be clear, he’ll treasure those times just as much as you, he’ll treasure them forever, and when forever ends, he’ll treasure them more.
j. howl
— he recalls all those times he shyly managed to bring himself to do little things for you, wake you up in class when you felt tired, remind you to straighten out your uniform, anything to silently tell you he respects and cherishes his friendship with you. jack recalls the times you returned the favor, watering his cacti with him, and thanking him for everything he does. just smiling at him makes him happy. but he accepts, with a heavier than he expected heart, that these times will become nothing one day. a day that’s come and approaches now.
— he’d like to send you off easily, but “easily” will never belong in the end. maybe when your friendship first bloomed he could huff and pout about how you were barely friends, and he just “couldn’t let the bad things happening around you go down the way they were”. but if he didn’t admit how much of a likening he took to the time he’s spent with you, he could never live with himself. still, he knows he’ll have to see your smile only once more before never seeing it again, anyway. he finds it difficult, actually, trying to remember how he spent his time when you weren’t there, a time before you. when in the early mornings you weren’t there to greet him, no matter the mood amongst you.
— but in his heart stays all the things you’ve done for each other, and all the things he still wishes he could do, but he knows time will never stop for that. even so, he’ll praise you for your hard work, everything you’ve done that’s gotten you so far as to return to your loved ones. there’s a part that gnaws at him though, that he’ll have to get used to a routine that doesn’t involve you. it was so often, how you’d greet him and he’d greet you, sometimes you’d eat lunch together and on a good day, maybe you’d join him on a run, even if it did end with you laying against the wall because of how exhausted you were. and he’d scold you, telling you not to overexert yourself.
— at least he’s certain you’ll take care of yourself back home, since he asked carefully about your health and you reassured him. still a shame, though, that he could never introduce you to his family.
e. felmier
— he gifted you a nicely carved apple, once. epel figured you may like it, at least he hoped you would. he’s long since found you cool, someone he saw as the confident, ever so diligent prefect to be admired. but eight’s a crowd; it’ll always be back to seven in the end. you were as beautiful as the apples he’d carve while you were on his mind during evenings, glistening in the sunset, their shine never dulling as they design came to be the longer epel worked. in a sense you were like that—except you’d built yourself up from the ground, keeping yourself strong to bear through the troubles of your time at night raven. and epel’d been your supporter as long as you’d known and been a friend of him.
— and now you bear the fruits of your success, and he’s thankful that he’d managed to bring himself to a smile at the good news that you’d managed to finally find your way back to your own world, the world you belonged to. not the world you’ve only spent a school year in. he’d never bite into a bitter apple on accident, far too acidic with a metallic aftertaste; but it feels like he did, as he thinks of how many apples will have rotten, that one singular apple you ate right before leaving, that you forgot to throw out and left on your old bedside table.
— allow him to hold onto your hands gently, as he whispers to you that he’d like, if ever even possible, for you to return, maybe one day. he’s barely paying attention to that bitter taste, a dry gulp as he tries not to make his upset audible to you, leaving his tears silent. he lets you dry those tears, not even caring that it should be himself doing it, he’ll let himself be taken care of you again just once. he wonders what the apples of your world taste like. you’ve talked about the differences between your worlds before, and how nice your world seems from what you tell, so vastly different compared to his, and he commends you for your commitment to returning. he’d want to return to his own world under your circumstances, too.
— so he clenches onto the hem of his shirt, feeling as though he might give in to his impulsive thoughts if not, his growing desire to never let you go, run up to you and hug you ever so tightly to spend eternity with you.
s. zigvolt
— you’ve always seemed to find a way to make things refreshing. sebek’s read ever so many books in night raven’s library, it’s one of his more favored hobbies after all. and ever since your friendship grew he always seemed to search for your thoughts and opinions more. he doesn’t truly understand, how a human, a magicless one at that, from another world like you managed to find your way by his side. maybe that’s just because you were doomed to leave it. humans were always trouble, right? to think you’d leave this type of stain on him. no, no—he could never blame you. as it goes, right person, wrong time. . . and place.
— he grew to be fond of your commentary, your view of things. there would always be aspects of the two of you respectively that clashed, and yet even so here you were. actually, he thinks about your informal first meeting. how he rolled his eyes indifferent to your figure, considering you just another clumsy human who he knew would stumble about. sure there may have been times you had two left feet, but you sure proved him wrong didn’t you, hm? the title of the ramshackle prefect becoming renowned, a prefect who could never be replaced or mimicked, not you, never you.
— once upon a time, you invited him over to ramshackle to read a book together, one he’d apparently not yet to have read. the evening was lovelier than he’d yet expected, having fun sharing your thoughts together and making light conversation between pages. the evenings to nights feel so much lonelier without you. in literature, it hangs in the silence of its realm, alone as some think it. he once respected it as a nice metaphor within the books he’s read—yet now he seems to sympathize with the moon, its solitude compared to others which had more moons to surround it.
— maybe some day “once upon a time” will turn into “and they lived happy ever after”, and those words will belong to him. and then, he can share them with you.
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frogayyyy · 1 year ago
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first kiss + hesitation + ‘not like this’
good omens s2e6 ‘every day’ // star trek: the wrath of khan
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pekoposting · 7 months ago
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natsuki and fumiko for @the-only-teruteru-fan's contest!
(i love how with kuzupeko fankids the gene pool is often so evenly split, like no dominant or submissive genes, just 50/50. fuyuhiko and peko would be so happy)
edit: it is too late but. recessive genes.
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jellykyunnie · 2 years ago
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˗ˏˋ One-Sided Love: In Which, you realize Jinwoo was always for Hae-In ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚𝕊𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕁𝕚𝕟𝕨𝕠𝕠˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ
・┆✦ Entry : 016 ✦ ┆・
‼️[tw: self-deprecation, depression, hanahaki disease, hurt, no-comfort, pure angst, death]‼️
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ Part 1 || Part Two ♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.
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╰┈➤ ❝ [ That boy was your star; but she was his sun] ¡! ❞
You stood there motionless as your eyes watched Jinwoo embrace lips that weren't yours. He was kissing Hae-in with such love. You couldn't feel anything, you couldn't shed a tear nor could you say anything. You just stood there with an empty expression.
Of course he chose her, she was always in his mind, in his heart, beyond heavens and beyond the clouds. It was her.
You were only his friend, a temporary entertainment. A tool to kill time. Your laughs and smiles, as genuine as they were Jinwoo didn't care. He just listened to you because he never had the energy to push you away, so he let you be.
My god, he should've pushed you away. He should've ignored your existence. If he did, you wouldn't have given hope. You wouldn't have clung onto a sliver of faith that he might choose you. It would've been mercy if he had just pushed you away,... But he didn't.
Now here you are, dumbfoundedly glancing over the blossoming of pure love. He was smiling at her.
"Ah....He's Beautiful..." You thought to yourself as you watched those loving grey eyes that looked at her with such endearment, with such passion, with such love that you hoped would be towards you. But no, it wasn't.
Could you blame Jinwoo? No. No you couldn't. She was so vibrant after all, a blinding sunshine that anyone would've loved.
Unlike you, you who is useless. The gloomy, the stupid one, the delusional idiot who thought you could've had a chance.
You weren't even the unfortunate second lead. No, no, no. You are too arrogant to think so. You were never a choice to begin with.
So you turned on your heel and walked away. Did you cry behind closed doors? Did you scream your heart out that night? Did you scratch your skin? Did you bite your lip until it bled? Did you cry and cry until your eyes couldn't shed tears? Who cares.
Not Jinwoo, obviously. He has his Hae-in. Why would he care about your measly existence? The boy didn't even notice when you suddenly distanced yourself, when you suddenly cut off communication, when you stopped sharing your snacks with him, when you stopped greeting him good morning, when you suddenly go home without telling him goodbye. You just withdrew yourself, and he never batted an eye. He was too busy. You're not that important, you prick.
Petals would suddenly come out of your mouth, such pretty flowers stained with your disgusting blood. The crimson red liquid shines against such vibrant petals. You truly didn't deserve such kindness to be able to cough out such beautifully-miserable things.
Your heart would bleed everyday, it was so heavy and painful and it only fuels whenever you see Jinwoo with Hae-in. God did it hurt. But damnit was he so beautiful whenever he smiles so radiantly. The smile that you could never bring out of him, the twinkle in his eyes that never belonged to you. He was just so radiant, he was your star. You loved him like the ocean.
So with a blank smile, you truly embraced your existence as a ghost until you had separated for college. But despite that, your longing continues to sprout uncontrollably and soon enough you would be puking petals left and right. You tried to forget but really, you love him more than life itself.
You could have the petals removed, but in exchange you would lose your memories of him. You didn't want that. Every pretty smile of his, every chuckle he gave, every second you spent with him— You loved every single one of it. So you chose the hard path, you chose to endure.
Like the masochistic fool you were
You loved him so dangerously that you are blindingly throwing your life away. Humans were fools to begin with anyway. Justifying everything for the sake of so-called "Love" just for the hell of it.
And at the ripe age of 19, you died in your deathbed foolishly thinking 'It's all in the name of Love.' But at what cost?
At what cost did you sacrifice your life for a man who forgot about your existence the second you pulled away?
At what cost did you sacrifice your life for someone who never cared to begin with? Jinwoo didn't even remember your existence until Beru asked about you out of a whim.
Jinwoo did try contacting your number but to no avail, so to do it in an easy way. He used his powers that came with being a monarch. The darkness engulfed his body and transported to where you were.
Your Grave.
He stared blankly at your tombstone. Emotions he didn't know would spring up suddenly washed over him and all he could feel was despair as he thought about how you looked at your final days. Did anyone see you in your final moments? What were your last words? He could never know.
Jinwoo felt guilty. Guilty at how he just ignored you. But what would his guilt do? What would his pathetic apologies do?
So with a heavy heart, he disappeared again, and returned with a bouquet of flowers. The flowers you always talked about. The flowers that made you smile so radiantly.
It is his first, and his final gift to you.
The you who is no longer by his side. He bids you a farewell, a farewell he never thought he would do. For a friend.
"Goodbye, may your dreams be pleasant as you drift in purgatory. May your soul rest. I'm sorry."
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ʚ(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭ .。✧・゚: ~♡ —! stories written by kyunnie; translations, reposts, plagiarism are strictly forbidden.
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imagine-to-be-a-pike · 8 months ago
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Leon knew he had failed. He did not fail as a knight. He failed as a friend. He failed as someone who swore to protect him.
He took a step towards the tent, a mixture of blood and sweat running down his forehead, reminding him of what he had just participated in. What Arthur had just participated in
Arthur. Barely 14 years old. Such an innocent and lovely soul. and now he stood in the middle of the tent and shook. The slightly too big armor (despite trying to adjust it) hung on his barely teenage body. The blood-covered armor. Not just the armor. That bright face, golden hair suddenly faded, flooded with a monstrous red.
He looked at him. He knew that look, he remembered it perfectly. Betrayal. He first saw it in the boy's eyes when his father first ordered the guards to take him to the dungeons. Leon swore then that he would never be the cause of that hurt, betrayed face.
He didn't even dodge the piece of armor thrown at him. If it hurt, he deserved it. How ironic the blond's words from a few hours ago sounded now
,,I can't wait to become a real knight like you"
A real knight should protect people. Not mercilessly murder them. Not what Leon just did. not what Arthur was just forced to see. "What a monster he must think I am now" Leon thought. He had seen Arthur's looks during the execution he was forced to watch and they were nothing compared to the horrified looks of those blue eyes as the horror unfolded around him. He saw the mouth open in a silent scream of terror, maybe both, as he swung his sword at the child.
It's funny how a person you thought was perfect can, in a matter of minutes, turn into the worst monster in your eyes.
He wanted to explain himself, apologize, say anything. He was ready to scream, cry, throw things. But the blond just stood there with shaking hands, rubbing his arms as if he was trying to scratch the blood away along with the skin.
,,why didn't you ever tell me?"
Good question.He knew what happened during raids. It wasn't his first time. But he was afraid. He knew how Arthur idealized him. He knew how much boy needed someone to be a role model, someone to give him some approval. But Leon was also a coward. He didn't want to lose someone he practically saw as a little brother. He didn't want to lose his little sun that shone even after the worst training.
He remembered his panic when Arthur, encouraged, told him he was going on another raid. Panic at the truth. Panic that this sweet soul would face a horror that a child shouldn't be exposed to. His prince was overjoyed but the road to the camp was a slow countdown for Leon.
,,These were innocent people... children... women... and all of you....just"
Arthur's eyes were wet, tears mixing with the dirt on his cheeks.
,, Arthur .."
,,leave me"
There was something new in these blue eyes. Not just hurt and betrayal. Coldness. Coldness that Leon saw in one person. The person Arthur should never be reminded of. And he left. And if only he knew that was the last time he would address his prince by his name.
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purple-racoon-80 · 2 months ago
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So, i've seen a lot of people on posts about religious trauma nico saying that nico wouldn't remember any of it since he had his memories wiped, and is not all that likely to have any religious guilt surrounding it.
now, they're correct. i can't actually remember if nico got all his memories back, but i'm like 99% sure he did not.
but, hear me out, what if he can remember some things after a while?
he can't remember them properly, he can't see the setting or the place or the faces. he can only hear voices, and sometimes he can place they belong too.
they're the feeling of a memory, and not the actual memory. so imagine when he comes to the realisation that he's gay, he feels this overwhelming sense of guilt and wrongness.
he doesn't understand why, he can't understand why, but he feels disgusting. sick. wrong.
and maybe he starts to sort of understand why he has these feelings when things start coming back to him.
he can hear vague voices of his mother and sister reminding him about his bible, to wear his sunday best etc.
he doesn't really make sense of it for a while since the voices are so quiet.
but, things start clicking into place when he starts seeing these little "clips" of his memories, and he sees a chapel, priest etc.
so now that he can put the feeling to a thing, it's so so much worse.
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boxeom · 1 month ago
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I've got this thought about Zayne/mc/Caleb...
So you know how mc canonically has astraphobia because of her PTSD from the wanderer attack in Linkon? And how Caleb would cover her ears for her so she could fall asleep? Do you ....perhaps think....that she regressed into the fear after Caleb's "death" for a few weeks...?
And the only person she could think to call to help her....was Zayne.......and he'd just tell her about his day and all the things he did down to the smallest detail until she eventually fell asleep? And he doesn't hang up for a few minutes so he can just listen to her quietly breathing to make sure she stays asleep and be there for her if she wakes up from a nightmare.......? And do you.......perhaps even consider the possibility that Caleb notices when she doesn't react to the thunder in Skyhaven and.......has certain feelings about that?
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06strawberrylemonade28 · 4 months ago
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me when i think about how jack played hopscotch with his sister EVERY DAY. brb lemme go cry
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