#i dont really have much to say these days...

[yuramour]

ADORE YOU — F1 GRID

synopsis. the grid as dads pairing. f1 grid x reader (ft. mv1, yt22, ln4, op81, gr63, cl16, lh44, dr3, aa23, cs55, ih6, jd7) genre. fluff warnings. idk?? established relationships, mentions of like, having kids?? duh?? wc. 1.8k (150-ish each)

a/n. im ovulating. that's all. also, i wrote max's before he had his baby, so like, absolutely called it. (yes, this has been in my drafts for over a month now.)

MAX VERSTAPPEN

♥︎ girl dad

feels so incredibly obvious, but that's because it's so incredibly true. this man would treat his daughter like an absolute PRINCESS. putting aside the fact that max is an amazing bonus dad for his girl, he just like, exudes girl dad energy. i honestly have a hard time explaining it, but like, trust. omfg he would buy his baby girl literally anything she wants- just one look and he's MELTING and doing whatever she wants. overall, he'd actually be a pretty level-headed dad, especially as his daughter gets older. like, he has good clear boundaries and rules, but still respects her as an individual. would he threaten any future potential boyfriends? no. he doesn't need to. he's literally max verstappen. that's intimidating enough. so yeah, overall, he'd just be a fantastic dad, and he'd have such a great relationship with his little girl. and that's the tea. i love him.

YUKI TSUNODA

♥︎ both

yuki strikes me as the type to not really want kids until he's older. like, he's dedicated to his career until the day he decides he wants kids, and then he's all in on the dad thing. this man does NOT play about family vacations- like, he's got the full itinerary, waking the kids up at 5am to go to the airport for the flight that doesn't even board until 10am, fanny pack, yelling at everyone to put on sunscreen every five minutes. like, he's got that shit on lock. i don't think he cares much about how many kids he ends up having- he just loves being a dad. and trust, he does not play about his babies, he will throw DOWN for them. even as his kids grow up and move out, he is available to them 24/7. he is dropping everything to be there when they need him.

LANDO NORRIS

♥︎ girl dad

someone hold me back. this man is SO girl dad istg. now don't get me wrong, lando would be happy just to have kids- i'm sure we've all seen the numerous videos of him with babies and little kids and he's just absolutely cheesing in all of them. like, this man just loves kids. but he would absolutely LOVE to have a baby girl. i am so so convinced. he is does NOT play about his baby girl. tea parties, playing dress-up, watching every single barbie movie back to back- he's just happy to be there. he absolutely eats up a princess tiara. lets his baby girl do his makeup and all- tells her that she made him look beautiful every time (even if he looks like a literal clown, his girl can do no wrong in his mind). is he a bit of a pushover? yeahhhhh. is it a bit of a problem when he physically cannot say no to his baby girl? yeahhh sometimes. but at the end of the day, lando is just so full of love, he would do literally anything and everything for his kid.

OSCAR PIASTRI

♥︎ boy dad

GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD dont get me started on this one. i'm literally in shambles right now. oscar's nonchalant personality is GONE. vanished the second he holds his baby for the first time. he is just so proud to be a father, and his baby boy is the absolute light of his life. he starts every single post-race interview saying "hi" to his baby at home because he knows he's always watching. UGHHGHGHDGHFGDHDGHDGDHG im dead. he likes to keep his private life private of course, so he doesn't typically talk about his kids in interviews, but whenever anyone asks, he can't help but gush about them a little bit</3 dont get me wrong- oscar would be a great girl dad, but he just like, exudes boy dad energy. TRUST he would raise the sweetest, kindest, most generous little boy ever. im gonna STOP right now bc my brain cant handle this. but you get the vibes.

CHARLES LECLERC

♥︎ girl dad

we all saw this coming COME ON NOW. GIRL DAD TO THE EXTREME. that baby girl will never have to want for everything in her entire life. charles already has it all covered. he plans the most elaborate nursery for that baby and has it all set up months before she's even born- he's just so excited. teaches her how to play piano as soon as she's old enough oml. and when she's old enough to go to school and go out with friends, he doesn't hesitate to put his card in her mobile wallet- she could literally buy a whole car with his card and he'd be like "yes, what a sensible purchase. you definitely needed that 🥰" TOTAL pushover and he doesn't even realize it. if you insinuate that he might need to put his foot down a little bit, he is absolutely AGHAST. whatever his baby wants, his baby gets. of course, he's such a sweet man, he raises a sweet, sensible, kind girl. just a liiiiiittle bit spoiled.

LEWIS HAMILTON

♥︎ both

he would just be so happy to be a dad in the first place, he would not gaf if it was a girl or a boy. genuinely, he's the most balanced out of all of the drivers. he brings up his baby anytime he gets the opportunity. even if the conversation is not at all related to kids- if he gets the chance to relate the topic to his kids or being a dad, he will. like, he brings up his babies in EVERY interview. he definitely tones it down after a while, but he's just so elated to be a dad, it still slips out sometimes. again, he doesn't care about whether his baby is a boy or a girl- he just wants to raise a responsible, kind, empathetic person. and even though he talks about his kids basically nonstop, that doesn't mean he'll really want them in the private eye. i think having kids would give lewis more incentive to keep his private life PRIVATE. like, people probably wouldnt even know what his kids look like until theyre a couple years old at least.

DANIEL RICCIARDO

♥︎ TWINS

daniel can't live without chaos in his life. twins are just inevitable. we've seen how chaotic daniel is as an uncle, and being a dad is pretty much the same. he's just a little more careful. having boy/girl twins, daniel treats them the exact same. takes them dirt biking, hiking, sand duning, lake swimming- everything. his twins become his little travel buddies. he's usually the silly goofy fun dad, but TRUST he can be serious and scary when he wants to. like, he will throw DOWNNNN for his kids if he needs to. no other thoughts. just dadiel.

GEORGE RUSSELL

♥︎ girl dad

its that one picture of george in an eras tour shirt with his hands on his hips like an absolute diva that just SCREAMS girl dad. like, he will do ALL the "girly" things with his daughter. he lets her paint his nails, plays barbies with her, watches her shows with her, etc. every day is a constant diva-off between him and his daughter, bc TRUST he's raising her like a literal princess. like, that child is never going to have to work for anything ever. like, lando is nothing but a butler to his baby, but george and his kid are in a constant battle for princess status. two icons, truly.

ALEX ALBON

♥︎ boy dad

pure chaos in that home. never a moment of silence. play fighting, playing baseball in the living room, 1v1's on Halo on the tv, fridge full of bug juice and costco pallets of stain remover in the laundry room. alex fully embraces being a boy dad the second his kid is born. that house is going to be LOUD and ROWDY. but don't get me wrong, that boy is going to be KIND and RESPECTFUL. alex may be the fun goofy dad, but he is going to instill good values into that boy. breakfast in bed for mom every sunday, learning how to cook, learning how to clean- that is going to be a well-rounded, emotionally intelligent kid. bless up.

CARLOS SAINZ

♥︎ girl dad

literally the most perfect dad in the world do not play w me right now. does he treat his daughter like a literal princess? yes ofc. but he is going to make sure that she is respectful, patient, and kind. if she's gonna be anything, she will not be spoiled. i see carlos after becoming a dad keeping his life as private as he physically can. like, he'd want his kid to live as normal a life as possible. but oml going back to the like, girl dad thing, carlos is the most gentle patient dad in the entire world. like, every disagreement/argument is handled in the most mature gentle way possible. every mistake is turned into a lesson instead of a punishment. like, literally the ideal dad. istg im gonna melt right here right now. love that guy. he's the type of dad where his kids are never uncomfortable coming to him about any problem they're having. im gonna stop right here before this gets too long oml

ISACK HADJAR

♥︎ girl dad

(i have a drabble about young dad!isack cooking in my drafts, i just need to get this out before my brain explodes) when his baby is first born, (and well before), he is NERVOUS and SCARED. like, tf does he know about being a dad??? poor guy is hesitant to even hold his daughter for the first time bc he's scared his arms are gonna give out for some reason and he'll drop her. though he gets into the groove of being a dad pretty quick. like, the way he goes from scared boy to peak DAD™ so quick needs to be studied. the type of dad to offer to carpool for his daughters soccer games, bringing all the best snacks and drinks for practice. takes pride in the fact that his home becomes The Hangout House™ for his daughter and her friends. he's just the type of dad to practically adopt his kids friends and treat them like his own.

JACK DOOHAN

♥︎ boy dad

the type of dad who basically just becomes best friends with his kid. like, they just hang out with each other. he takes his kid to hang out with his hangouts (i can just imagine young dad!jack taking his son surfing with his friends and being the only dad but all his friends treat his son like a little member of the friend group im crying). anyways, sometimes he may be a little bit too chill and fun. like, he may have a hard time setting boundaries with his kid bc they're just so chill w each other💔 like, he may struggle a bit for a while especially as his kid gets older, but i think the older he gets, the more dad-ly he becomes.

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[rafeslvbug]

How is nfl rafe and readers sex life?? Are they adventurous? Or do they do a lot of soft love making? What are their favorite positions?? Mhmm nfl rafe is so down bad for his girl I bet they have a great sex life

okay okay, i don’t really do smutty hcs..but since you’re not the only one to ask for this *sigh* (it’s not even that detailed icl)

nfl!rafe is down bad for his girl, yes they do have a great sex life.

i’ll be honest if it weren’t for the fact that she makes him use protection, they’d have had quite a few kids already.

she had her first kid right out of uni so when she was what? 21, i’ll say. but nine months so maybe she ended up actually having him at 22. then he’s about two when she has her next one, because they’re still quite young so she didn’t want kids so quick. then she’s 24? nine months again maybe late 24 or 25. now she’s 27. so idk? maybe kid three is in their cards, i can’t lie it probably is, they still have like a solid ten more years in them.

nfl!rafe is the type to do it at any given opportunity. kids dead asleep? yes. he’s just come home from a flight at 12am, it’s just him and her? sure, on the couch, or wall, or whatever’s nearest. happen to be in the shower at the same time? that’s his fav, actually might drag her into the bathroom with him.

soft? i wouldn’t say, but then i wouldn’t say adventurous either. i dunno, they have kids, their relationship was pretty forbidden and they go weeks without seeing each other sometimes. it’s messy, and rough? if that helps, always has been.

i dont know about positions..i’ll let you use your imagination on that one. it kind of depends on the situation, but nothing too weird. just remember there’s a lot of against furniture and walls, not much time for crazy or overly intimate positions.

i mentioned a lot about not having time, but to be honest they make time. they’re those kind of parents, love life doesn’t die after having kids, it persists and finds ways around it.

he’s the type of man to see her in his jersey and go feral, though, coaxing her up the stairs, hands on her waist and shoving her back against the bedroom door. everything off but the jersey.

could see some backshot stuff? maybe if he’s reallyyy impatient.

amount of times they do it..they do it maybe four times a week? multiple times a day, or literally when their schedule allows it. i don’t know what you guys consider to be a lot, but it’s a miracle protection even works atp.

i wouldn’t say rafe has a breeding kink or anything like that though. he definitely doesn’t, just can’t keep his hands off her. and if kids are a result of that then so be it.

while she’s pregnant though..there’s not a lot of action. big belly in the way, which i can really see not being a problem for him, but it’s just a bit awkward for her.

stuff still goes on though, like in other ways. all i’ll say is maybe think 69.

if anythingg maybe body worship. i can see him doing that, not even consciously, most times it just slips out, but he’s not apologetic for it. he’s vocal.

honestly he thinks your kids are cockblockers, it doesn’t even matter how active you guys already are. without kids, it would be much more. still loves his kids obviously.

do i feel like your son has maybe walked in on you guys? might have. but i think in the morning or late at night, so you were at least in bed and could say you were playfighting. anything done at a risky time, the door is always locked.

hope this is satisfactory enough! 🥴

[jackalopc]

i really can't stress this enough: you have got to learn your limits and actually stick to them, you have got to stop pushing yourself so hard on your "good days".

which i know that seems super counterintuitive, and especially when those "good days" are often the only time stuff can happen. but most of us approach it in a 'throw ourselves so hard at it, because we know the next few days we'll be unable' but like... y'all there is a good chance that doing that is playing a sizable role in why you're unable to do much the following days or maybe even have so few "good days"...

like not to be annoying but it's a moderation and endurance thing. disabled life isn't a series of sprints, it's a marathon. so focusing less on saving everything for one day is less efficient and useful than say doing one tiny thing everyday. and yes, some days, you wont even be able to do one tiny thing! that is okay. it can take a lot of forms, but sometimes even just prepping for what you wanna do can help out a lot.

it wont necessarily change everything immediately, you may still get worn out and need a day or even a few. but taking the time to build up the endurance to do just a little, but more frequently, can truly make a huge difference. it wont be pretty, it wont be fun. but it's something that might be able to help...

and a huge part of that is learning your damn limits. like if you find yourself accidentally going past your limits frequently then you dont know your limits. and in general i suspect what most folks think is their 'tell' for reaching/hitting your limit is actually well past that point when you actually need to stop. because there is like your hard limit, when you're forced to stop; then there is that first warning where in the back of your mind you're like 'man i'd love to stop to rest for a second but--' that's it buddy. that's your body telling you that you're rapidly approaching your hard limit.

if you are disabled, you cannot ignore your body; we do not have that luxury. you can't be mad when you pointedly ignore your body's warnings, when it suddenly gives out on you.

we've been trained, out of shame most often, that we need to just "push through it"; so many of us don't know how to recognize when our bodies are going "hey buddy if you keep doing [x], [y] will happen". whether your disabled or not, it's important to take the time to learn to listen to your body and recognize what its trying to tell you.

[himasgod]

I want to see Idia help dying reader(cancer perhap) keep it a secret from other. Only Idia know that reader dont have much time!

IDIA X READER

Where you are terminally ill.

Where you spend your last moments with him

I really hesitated to write this one, as it's a very, very sensitive topic. Of course, these types of illnesses shouldn't be romanticized, so I haven't added any sugar coating to this fic under any circumstances. They should be treated with the respect they deserve. If this content is triggering for you, I ask that you not read it.

Your diagnosis came quietly.

No dramatic crashes, no outbursts.

Just you, sitting in the sterile nurse’s office with that white paper crinkling beneath your hands, trying not to cry when you’re told that magic and potions can only do so much.

Stage four. Late discovery. Spreading like wildfire.

You were running out of time. Months, if you were lucky.

You told Idia first—not because it was easy, but because it was necessary.

He noticed things others didn’t: the way your fingers trembled when you held your books, how you started taking longer naps in his room, and how you felt weaker each day.

He listened that night, shoulders hunched, blue hair dimming to a dull sickly hue as you explained it.

"I don’t want anyone else to know,” you had said. “Just you.”

And he had nodded, eyes glassy, trembling like his fingers were already typing out a thousand lines of code to try and find a solution that didn’t exist.

The world still turned.

NRC still buzzed with chaos.

You still went to class, laughed when Grim made a fool thing, and lived in Ramshackle like everything was normal.

Like you weren’t quietly dying from the inside out.

Only Idia knew.

You’d sneak away between classes to rest in his room, curled up beneath a blanket while he played games beside you, pretending not to glance your way every few minutes just to make sure you were still breathing.

"Y'know... you're just farming sympathy buffs from me at this point," he mumbled one evening, awkwardly pressing a warm mug of tea into your hands.

His fingers lingered too long.

“I should be charging mana for all this emotional damage.”

You smiled, weak.

“I’ll pay you back in hugs.”

“Not fair... That’s like... an SSR-tier bribe.”

Sometimes, when you were too tired to speak, he’d talk to fill the silence. About his game progress. About the latest manga chapters.

About Ortho, who had no idea you were fading.

You never asked him to lie to Ortho. But he did anyway.

“I told him you’re just really busy,” Idia murmured once, sitting on the edge of his bed, fingers digging into his sleeves.

“That you’re helping Crowley with secret work or whatever.”

“That’s a terrible lie.”

“Yeah, well… it worked. He believes in you more than, like, 99.999% of people. And I guess I do too.”

He paused, voice cracking.

“So maybe I’m lying to myself too.”

“Idia…”

“I know. I know, okay? You don’t have to say it. Just… stay. Here. With me. For as long as you can.”

The days blurred.

You stopped attending most classes.

Everyone thought you were simply burnt out or finally fed up with the school’s chaos. Even Grim didn’t suspect much, too busy enjoying the tuna and the quieter dorm without having to fight ghosts or deal with overblots every weekend.

But Idia knew. He always knew.

He watched the color drain from your face, the way your body moved slower than it used to, like you were stuck in molasses.

The way your coughs grew harsher and more painful, and how sometimes, when you tried to speak, the words didn’t come out right.

And yet you still smiled for him.

“You’re still here,” you whispered one night, curled into him under the flicker of his room’s neon lights.

“Of course I am. Where else would I be? The... "final boss fight" hasn’t even started yet…”

“Idia, there’s no final boss. Just… a game over screen.”

He flinched, the words slicing through the layers of deflection and sarcasm he used like armor.

“I’ll... I’ll find a way,” he said, pulling you tighter.

“I don’t care if I have to hack into the underworld or bribe Hades himself. I’ll use forbidden code, I’ll glitch the world—hell, I’ll write a patch for reality. Just... don’t go. Please.”

You rested your head against his shoulder, eyelids fluttering.

“I didn’t tell anyone else because I didn’t want them to look at me differently. I just wanted to be me. Just… me and you. Like always.”

“And that’s all I want too,” he whispered, tears he never let himself cry sliding down his cheek.

“Just the two of us.”

And the final week came faster than either of you could have prepared for.

You could barely stand anymore.

He carried you everywhere now—not that you were heavy, just that your legs forgot how to move most days.

He set up a custom bed in his room, surrounded by screens playing soft ambient music from your favorite games.

Ortho wasn’t allowed in, which hurt, but Idia had made some excuse about “anti-virus calibration zones.”

You both knew this was goodbye, even if you didn’t say it.

And on the last night, when your breath was shallow and uneven, he held your hand like it was a lifeline.

"I’m scared. I don't want to die, Idia...," you whispered as you looked into his dark-circled eyes for the last time..

“I’m not,” he said, even though his hair had turned the color of ash and his voice was shaking.

“I’ll keep you here, in every memory, every save file, every photo, every saved profile. I’ll talk to you every day. In my head. In my dreams. You’ll be part of my world always.”

You tried to smile.

“Even after the Game Over screen?”

He squeezed your hand.

“Especially then.”

You looked away from his eyes and up at the fading ceiling.

"Idia… meeting you and loving you was the best thing that could have happened to me."

And when your breath slowed, your grip loosened, and your eyes fluttered shut for the last time—

Idia didn’t scream.

He didn’t cry out.

He just held you, silently, for hours.

His screens blinked around him. A still frame of your favorite game lingered on one of them.

“Yuu has left the world. Yuu has left me.” he whispered.

But deep down, he believed—you were just waiting for him at the next checkpoint.

One where it was just the two of you.

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - Okay Mid Year Here We Come!

Pun intended.

Organized, in each category, with ones I'm enjoying most at the top.

May 2025 Week 5

Ongoing Series - Thai

Knock Out (Fri WeTV ) ep 3 of 12 - Sometimes, on my more philosophical days, I feel like this BL is the backstory of the brother & boyfriend characters who run the gym in Wandee Goodday. 

Meanwhile, massage oil scene with the secondary couple was excellent. Kind of came out of nowhere. (Presumably so did he.) But I’m not gonna complain. (Presumably neither did he.)

My Stubborn (Sun iQIYI) ep 5 of 10 - Sorn literally cannot keep his hands to himself. This show is the poster child for workplace sexual harassment. That said absolutely every employee seems to be doing it, so perhaps it was a hiring mandate. Company bonus? Your paycheck comes with a side of kabedon?

Pit Babe 2 (Fri iQIYI) ep 5 of 13 - Serving us a season 2 like no BL before has ever served. I am in awe. Mostly of Kenta's tatas on a platter and the cast joking about them and wardrobe's wholesale investment in their importance. Which is true. Very important work Pit Babe is doing for us right now.

Where was I?

What is happening?

I can’t with the scooters. I just can’t.

The plot (or whatever you wanna call it) continues a pace. There’s a lot of vrooming and canoodling.

Oh who cares, let us return to what really matters - black shirt tata chacha chacha.

Kenta brought a knife to a car fight. Best thing to happen in BL in years: a vroom vroom rescue.

Kim's protective doughnut of Kenta was, in fact, (as the kids would have it) legend. I am officially calling this maneuver the Bangkok Drift (and you can't stop me). I got nothing left to say. It spun out my brain meats.

(I should invent a very strong cocktail called the Bangkok Drift. I'm taking mixer suggestions in the comments.)

Also Kim = brimming with BDE. OMG is this couple BDE vs BTE (big tata energy)? Yes, yes they are.

Carry on Pit Babe, you clearly know what you're doing, even if no one else does.

(I should clearly be doing a Trash Watch of this but it's too late now.)

The BangkokBoy (Sat Gaga) ep 6 of 12 - Ooo hacker cutie, just what we all needed in our lives. Should we talk again about how incredibly hot Top is? Goes without a saying, I suppose. Also too pretty = likely the mole. (Too much to ask him to put that hacker up against a wall?)

I am still very much enjoying this, but I wish it was a bit less gangster and a bit more BL.

Eye Contact (Weds WeTV) ep 3 of 12 - NO SINGING. I figured it out. This is Make it Right goes to college and that's why I like it. That said, the terrible editing is beginning to grate on me. Perhaps if I were able to watch the extended version it wouldn’t be so bad. But as it stands  I’m losing patience with the whole WeTV platform in general, so I won't be upgrading on principle.

The Next Prince (Sat iQIYI) ep 5 of 14 - I'm enjoying it for the fantasy aspect. But we have got couple bloat happening. There’s too many. I am kinda into and excited by most of them (except maybe the leads), but still it’s too much for this show.

They aren’t Pit Babe, they can’t get away with it. (To be fair, Pit Babe really isn’t getting away with it either, it’s just so chaotic it doesn’t matter.)

While whipping boy is a favorite trope, and I did squeak in delight when that dog lead came out - Thailand going kinky rarely works out well for us. This pair is very "someone's been reading too much Slytherin slash."

My Sweetheart Jom (Fri YT) ep 3 of 12 - It's fine, but pretty missable. I dont get much chemistry from the leads. More parental tolerance meets childishness. I mean, if they’re aiming for a Daddy/brat dynamic, it’s not working.

I like that the same actor is playing the same psychopath in both shows currently airing. Aon is very good at being wild-eyed crazy.

On a completely different note wouldn't he be great as Song Qi if Thailand did a remake of Moon and Dust?

Boys in Love (Sun iQIYI ) ep 6 of 12 - I don’t know. They’re losing me on this one. It doesn’t seem to know where it wants to go or what it wants to do. There’s no major through line. And while that has worked for me in the past with pre-branded existing pairs (e.g. We Are) the profound lack of tension isn’t really working in this show for me. I hate Shane’s parents. Hate them. 

That is all.

Sweet Tooth Good Dentist (Fri iQIYI) ep 10 of 12 - Jimmy is back, yay! This ep was all backstory and dealing with past drama. I wish we got a little bit more of Sant’s story. But also I am v bored.

The Ex-Morning (Thurs YT) ep 2 of 10 - I don’t have much to say about this show. I found this episode dull. Krist is always the same character in BL, and frankly it’s an archetype that I intensely dislike. More importantly, I always fail to understand why any love interests are ever interested in dating this personality type. Frankly he’s a jerk and a bully. Were this any other couple and any other production house I would have already dropped it.

I Promise I Will Come Back (Mon WeTV) ep 2 of 10 - It’s a bit touristy for me. Look I don’t like seeing anybody’s travel photos, not even my own. This is not a framing convention I enjoy in my BL. 

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Sweetheart Service (Korea Fri YT) ep 4 of 12 - this installment was rough, confrontations but also successes. I feel sorry for the bartender character. But it is interesting to watch Strongberry tackle a true love triangle.

It's okay Taeha, there is a whole other cutie just gagging to be taken care of by you.

Just look to the left.

Moon and Dust (China YT) ep 2 of 6 - Is both absolutely terrible and terribly great. All of the triggers! But if you didn’t know that going in why are you even bothering to read my blog? You can't be taught.

Okay so just stepbrothers (not blood related). Fine.

White/black outfits? This is perhaps the least subtle BL of all time.

Fair price, China.

And so fucked up. Bite him! Yay!

Excellent.

None of this is going to end well for any of us but I am ALL IN.

Give me the fuck-up-a-tude. GIVE IT TO ME.

Fight for You (Taiwan Fri Gaga) ep 11 of 12 - This is common with Taiwanese BLs... once they are together and boyfriends they’re absolutely adorable, incredibly gentle, and very sexy - domestically beautiful. Meanwhile, add another to the Official Roster of Fantastic Grans in BL. This one is such a bad ass. Love her and her spoon - we soulmates. I wack at people with spoons if they come in while I'm cooking all the time.

The Sparkle In Your Eye (Singapore Sun Gaga) eps 1-4 of ? - Yet another celebrity BL (trend noted) but I am curious about Singapore's take on the genre. However this is one of my least favorite power dynamics (younger less powerful character has crush on older popular guy who doesn't like him). Also, far beat it for me to predict what a BL from Singapore will be like (when we have had so few) but the fact that they’re speaking in Chinese is indicative that this is gonna have that style, which means I’m not sure we can depend upon it to end happy.

It's airing but......

Loy Kaew First Love (Fri YT) ep 3 of 6 - Didn't drop for me. MDL says it aired but not where (usually means YT or Gaga, but not for me). I’m not particularly motivated to hunt. So I’ll let this one slide until I figure out how to get it or it ends badly and spies tell me... whichever comes first.

Top Form (Thurs WeTV) ep 11 end - Apparently I’m never gonna be able to see this final ep unless I pay for WTVs VIP? Which I’m simply not doing. If their interface or app were better and didn’t crash and have a bazillion other bugs, I might consider it. But the technology is terrible. Can’t condone this kind of behavior. So I guess I’ll live never knowing how this ends. I assume they're happily together blah blah blah.

Season of Love in Shimane AKA Ai no Kisetsu: The Season of Love (Thai) - Sequel to Kiseki Chapter 2 which I intensely disliked. I won't watch this.

Mission to the Moon (YT) 2 of 12 - Watching but I can't keep track. Too short, too many, too YT. I will report at end.

Next Week Looks Like This:

I've started including Thai holidays so we know why something might not be airing that day.

Coming Next Month

(I'm not confident on any of these, mostly rumor-based.)

6/2 Reset (Thailand iQIYI) - Yet another time travel kinda thing this time with Pond & Peterpan (we love this idea) but what a melodrama! And (shocker) celebrity romance again. On the night of his greatest success, famous actor Armin dies after being betrayed by his lover. However, death is not the end. Going back in time and meeting mysterious fan TD, the path to superstardom begins again.

6/5 Ball Boy Tactics (Korea YouTube?) - After retiring from gymnastics, Han Ji Won thought his biggest challenges were behind him. Turns out, winning Olympic medals was easy compared to surviving university as a painfully shy ex-superstar. Enter Kwon Jeong U — campus heartthrob, basketball star, and a whole new world of trouble wrapped up in a perfect smile.

6/13 I Became the Lead in a BL Drama 2 AKA Zoku BL Drama no Shuen ni Narimashita (Japan ????) - Another 2nd season I certainly did not want. This time the story tells what challenges they have to face as a relationship. Also the story of the managers continues.

6/20 Depth of Field (Japan Fuji TV)

6/?? Revenged Love (China) - A remake of 2015's Falling in Love with a Rival. Wild.

2025 Line Up

BL Announced for 2025 - PART 1

BL Announced for 2025 - PART 2

20 BLs Announced for 2025 That I'm Really Excited About

GMMTV 2025 Line Up - My Totally Biased and Wildly Flawed Feels

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

Well, see the Pit Babe 2 car rescue. Possibly best BL moment of 2025.

I can't I'm just eating this BL up. It's is beyond toxic. Are we in Forbidden Love territory? Will we go all the way to necrophilia? Depends on who dies first, i suppose.

Oh, someone's dyeing.

It was a really good kiss. As it should be! They have some seriously good "through the net" action to go up against. One of them from Taiwan.

What? It was a GREAT scene.

May I please point out that I called Boat as a great lead for a BL when he was a very minor side (and only good pairing) in the horrendous My Secret Love in 2022? I believe my case was made based entirely on this screen cap:

(last week)

The tag BLigade: @doorajar @solitaryandwandering @my-rose-tinted-glasses @babymbbatinygirl @babymbbatinygirl @isisanna-blog @mmastertheone @pickletrip @aliceisathome @urikawa-miyuki @tokillamonger @sunflower-positiiivity @rocketturtle4 @blglplus @anythinggoesintheshire @everlightly @renafire @mestizashinrin @bl-bam-beyond @small-dark-and-delicious @saezurumurmurs

[favefandomimagines]

Steady Hands (f.l)

Summary: y/n’s always felt like a burden because of what’s inside her head; until she met Frank

Request: “may i request anxious/neurodivergent reader with langdon or abbot (age gap) i dont mind which one, where she finds it hard to work on account of her anxiety and neurodivergence and he is understanding and is okay being the main provider in the relationship cos he knows how hard she tries.. maybe even tries helping her get volunteer positions at the hospital so he can be close in case she gets overwhelmed..? personally need the comfort rn”

AN: I’m so sorry this took SO long! I rewrote it at least four times! I hope you like it!

Frank Langdon wasn’t looking for anything the day he met Y/N. He’d just finished a brutal shift in the ED, running mostly on Red Bull and unfiltered adrenaline. All he wanted was to crash at home, maybe feed the stray cat that had started hanging around his porch. But Jake, his idiot best friend, had other plans.

“She’s cool, man. I swear. You’ll like her,” Jake had insisted, dragging Frank along to a mutual friend’s low-key birthday dinner at a quiet gastropub.

Frank didn’t expect to fall in love with the girl who wore oversized sweaters like armor and laughed with her whole chest even when no one else got the joke.

Y/N was sitting at the edge of the long booth when he arrived, sipping on a club soda, eyes wide and observant but not shy. There was something deliberate about her stillness—like she was watching the world shift and calculating where she fit into it.

He sat beside her, more by chance than design. She turned, offered a soft hello, and asked him what Jake had to offer to get him there.

“He said I was going to meet a super cute girl. And he wasn’t wrong.” Frank replied, boldly.

She smiled. “Does that line usually work?” She asked. “I don’t know. Did it work on you?” Frank replied.

She laughed—really laughed—and from that moment, something in him softened.

By year three, their lives were comfortably entangled. Not in a tangled, codependent mess—but more like ivy and brick, each growing in support of the other.

Frank lived for the mornings when she padded out of their bedroom in fuzzy socks and one of his T-shirts, her hair a riot of waves and sleep, her eyes still adjusting to the day. He’d already have the kettle going and the blinds cracked just enough to let in light without overwhelming her.

Y/N didn’t work a traditional job. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to—God, did she want to. But her anxiety, coupled with her neurodivergence, made certain environments almost physically painful to endure.

Crowds, fluorescent lighting, the cacophony of multitasking and deadlines—it all pressed in on her, made her heartbeat race and her thoughts spiral.

She’d tried. She really had. Office jobs, retail, even freelance gigs. But inevitably, the pressure built until it choked her, and she had to step back again.

“I’m not broken,” she said one night, curled beside him on their worn couch. She was clutching a throw pillow like it might anchor her to the world. “I just… I need a different kind of rhythm.”

Frank didn’t say anything for a moment. He just traced circles on her back with his palm.

“No. You’re not broken,” he agreed quietly. “You’re wired different. And that’s not a flaw.”

“I want to be able to help. I really do,” she whispered.

“You already do.” He kissed the crown of her head. “In more ways than I can count.”

Frank never pressured her. That was part of what she loved most about him—his patience, his deep well of empathy. He didn’t coddle her, didn’t treat her like something fragile. But he also didn’t expect her to force herself into a world that didn’t fit.

Still, he could see how much it mattered to her. So, one Saturday morning, over waffles, he floated the idea.

“What if you volunteered at the hospital? Not anything intense—just something part-time, low-stress. I could help you find a quiet department. Maybe even geriatrics—they love visitors.”

Y/N’s fork paused midair.

“I wouldn’t have to do anything clinical, right?” she asked, wide-eyed.

“Nope,” Frank assured her. “It’s more like reading with patients, helping with crafts, keeping people company. And if it ever feels too much, you can walk. No strings. No guilt.”

She was quiet for a moment, then nodded slowly. “Maybe. Yeah. I think I could try that.”

They started small. One afternoon a week. Y/N arrived with a notebook in her bag and a playlist of soothing music queued up on her phone, just in case she needed grounding. Frank walked her to the volunteer office the first day, even though she insisted he didn’t have to.

“Humor me,” he said, squeezing her hand.

She met Mrs. Langley first, a ninety-year-old woman with brittle hair and sharper wit. Y/N read to her from The Secret Garden, and when she stumbled over a line and laughed at herself, Mrs. Langley patted her hand and said, “We all get tangled up sometimes, sweetheart.

Frank checked in on her during breaks, just a quick hello in passing or a coffee left with her name scribbled in loopy handwriting. She never once asked for help, never called him to come rescue her—but he could tell she liked knowing he was close.

By the third week, she was staying longer. Helping organize books in the hospital library. Sitting with a little boy who’d been there for weeks, playing Uno and letting him win (though barely).

She wasn’t doing it to prove anything—to him, to the world, or even herself. She was doing it because she could. Because she wanted to.

It wasn’t all perfect. No story worth telling ever is.

One rainy Tuesday, everything went sideways. A fire alarm test set off the emergency system—flashing lights, loud sirens, a rush of chaos through the hallways. Y/N had just finished a reading session with a dementia patient when it started. Her hands began to shake. The world tunneled.

She tried to find a corner, somewhere safe, but every door seemed closed.

Frank got the call through a nurse.

“Your girl’s in the east wing stairwell. She’s okay, but she’s kinda freaked out.”

He found her sitting on the steps, knees tucked to her chest, headphones in but not playing anything.

He didn’t rush her. Just sat beside her and placed a hand over hers.

“I’m sorry,” she murmured after a long silence. “I tried. I really tried.”

“I know,” Frank said. “You don’t have to be sorry. Not to me.”

“But I wanted to show you I could handle it.”

“You did handle it,” he said. “You didn’t run. You didn’t give up. You just needed a pause.”

She blinked at him through tear-clumped lashes. “How are you so good at this?”

“I’m not,” he said honestly. “I just love you. That’s all. And loving you means being here for the hard days, not just the easy ones.”

People often mistook Y/N’s softness for weakness. But Frank knew better. Strength wasn’t loud or blinding—it was persistent. It was showing up when your whole body screamed to shut down. It was putting yourself out there again, even after you’d crumbled.

And Y/N? She was strong in a thousand quiet ways.

She still had anxiety. Still had days when even brushing her hair felt like a mountain to climb. But she also had victories: small, glittering things that didn’t make headlines but made her shine.

She made a scrapbook for the kids’ ward.

She brought in her own tea blends for patients with insomnia.

She convinced Frank to adopt the stray porch cat, who now ruled their apartment like a queen.

And Frank? He never once made her feel like less for not matching the world’s tempo. Instead, he adjusted his steps to hers.

They built a rhythm of their own.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Kissing the male toons

Guys imma be so real idk what to put in these notes esp since I'm writing these posts back to back In one sitting p much- nothing of note is really happening but I hate leaving it blank

Notes: gn toon reader, can be either pre or post game, short and sweet, written on computer, blot isnt here- at the time of writing this hes only been out for a few hours, blot will get his own post later

CWs: none

BOXTEN

honestly its going to take a long... long time... for him to grow fully confident in kissing you- he just doesnt want to be weird about it or think he doesnt really... know what hes doing

he was hopeless in the beginning so youd have to take charge, but he does get the hang of things after a while, trust!

definitely the type to squeeze his eyes shut really tight, and waaaay too early... might smack his face against yours... likes kissing you where you like to be kissed- just say where!

COSMO

similarly to cosmo he prefers if you told him where you want to be kissed- he doesnt have anywhere in specific where he likes to aim! well... okay thats not entirely true, he does like giving you kisses on the cheek when his hands are busy

he... of course... smells and tastes like chocolate- dont bite him though because hes... probably not going to let you get close enough to do it again if its like... an earnest attempt to get some of his face

he doesnt like kissing you when theres other people around- hes shy about PDA, but he doesnt mind giving you a peck when theres people around hes close with

FINN

the quickest way to make him shut up is to pepper his face with kisses- hes going to be so taken aback that it makes him cut the puns... and it works everytime! definitely has that sheepish dorky string of giggles the entire time

he sometimes gets a little too excited and clinks his glass against your teeth and it... hurts... obviously... he always always always feels awful for it- you dont think youve ever heard someone shoot out such a quick string of apologies

as mentioned in the pocky post his mouth is kinda... 2d... the best he can do is press the location against you and make a sound

GLISTEN

again, hes another one with the "2d mouth" problem- but he only makes the "mwah" sound if youre having a bad day and need something extra- just to get a smile out of you

thankfully though he doesnt clink you with his glass- hes far more careful and he doesnt want to ruin his makeup either! and he doesnt mind kissing around others all that much, its just a peck its nothing scandalous

likes being kissed on the back of his hand... makes him feel a certain way.. special... hes not picky when it comes to your affection but the hand kisses always make his heart flutter

GOOB

definitely giggles into the kiss- sometimes it can be hard to have a more serious intimate moment but hes just so cute... you can never really be angry over it! 100% if he had a tail it would be wagging like mad behind him

you have to mind his teeth though, youve definitely been left with at least one nick on your lips... never enough to bleed but its definitely something to watch out for

he loooooooooves wrapping his arms around you during kisses- and he loves all sorts of placements. forehead, cheek, mouth, ect. youre sure if he wore lipstick youd be painted in his preferred color within a few short minutes

LOOEY

poor thing... another 2d mouther... he'd be an awkward kisser anyway, he doesnt want to be too much but he doesnt want to make you think hes not into it- its best you show him what you want

he does think its a little funny if you lightly squish his head in your hands when you cup his cheeks for the kiss- it doesnt really bother him since its never a tight squeeze, he sees the humor in it

....he does smell like a balloon though... rubber... latex... hopefully you dont mind the smell all that much, especially so up close

RAZZLE

love love loves giving you a kiss on the cheek whenever he sees you! its quick, so its so much easier for him to give you one in passing when he and dazzle need to be somewhere quick

he likes to kiss you as a greeting and parting, hes a bit corny but sometimes a kiss is so much more welcoming than simply saying hello!

and if you asked him where he preferred to be kissed hed tell you where ever you think feels right... in reality he loves getting forehead kisses

DAZZLE

he likes kissing the back of your hand, its a little more... intimate... but its sweet, and he likes taking his time with it... though that does deny him the chance to really give you some loving in passing like razzle does

he also does the hand kisses as a greeting and parting- he was... a little shy and clunky about it in the beginning but its become so natural by now that you instinctually offer him your hand the moment youre within each others bubbles

he likes... being kissed on the cheek... its nice... he doesnt like pda all that much though...

RODGER

he has no mouth so he needs to be a little creative about it... and creativity stops short in the form of simply pressing where his mouth would be to you. he unfortunately does not make a "mwah" sound he doesnt really see the point in it nor does it cross his mind

LOVES "kissing" the back of your hand and knuckles, and he will maintain eye contact as he takes your hand in his to get the act done

he doesnt really like pda though- he likes to maintain some look of professionalism in front of the others... and there arent many places on his face to kiss him... :(

SHRIMPO

he thinks its stupid.

anyways hes definitely the type to roughly grab you and slam himself against you- not all that pleasant actually. your teeth knock up against each other and it hurts. he smells like shrimp. kinda of sweaty too. not surprising considering hes always fuming. hes really rough too and it all happens so fast that youre kind of left reeling as he storms off

[ceasarslegion]

In my experience if youre an atheist there will be many, many times in life when you are faced with the dilemma that is "i really like this person, but their religion is so woven into the fabric of who they are that I can not voice my own beliefs around them without them taking it personally and, in a lot of cases, morally." When you are faced with this dilemma, you can either shut up and never voice your own beliefs while they continue to voice theirs unimpeded, or you can risk them seeing you as a bitch.

And im telling you right now from personal experience to always choose being a bitch. No matter how much you like someone, if they can voice their beliefs freely but your own have to be locked up tight while they begrudgingly tolerate them, that's an unhealthy dynamic that is going to boil up and explode one day. And im also telling you from experience that when that explosion happens, the religious person is the one whose side everybody takes, because as an atheist you are seen as inherently aggressive and bigoted towards religious and spiritual people even and especially in "progressive" spaces.

This is not limited to religion either, this also includes if your witchy friend is allowed to talk all day about your star chart and how it determines your personality but you saying "I dont believe in spirits or astrology or spells" sends them into a death spiral

[madabapf]

Hell, I know what I sign up when I vote "yes" and I freaking LOVE it!!! Love the pain💕

Part of me want to slap Macaque and make him sit and actually LISTEN to Wukong's explainition for ONCE. Okay I understand him okay. Spending night with someone you still love and STILL hopping to be love by them is hurt. I get it. It's heart breaking to think it's a mistake. To have a hope and to feel it being crush in front you. The wish to run away from problem and never face it again and just forget. Forget the pain.

But fuck having six ears mean nothing if you dont listen 😭. No one listening to my boy, Wukong 🥲 always being told wrong and shutted down.

I dont blame Wukong for saying that is mistake. Because it is. They both drunk and not actually in right mind. They both dont actually have consent. Wukong being scare is understand. He scare that he the one create the damage even more of the relationship he have. They didnt suppose to do that. They not even together. What even are they? Friend? Maybe.. even that it's not clear. It's wrong for them to do it. Wukong the same tho he want to run, he's panic. To leave and pretend everything just a hunting dream and that he didnt do mistake and ruin staff they have now.

Both monkey have communication problem with one not knowing how to explain staff through word and one is scare to listen.

Anyway love the comic and the story!! Your art is amazing 💕

"having six ears means nothing if you don't listen" 😭 lmao i love that-

the thing with macaque is, he is an extremely insecure person.(at least how i like to write him) he won't admit it of course, but if he feels something bad is gonna happen to him, even the slightest confirmation will make him spiral, and then there's nothing that can stop it. because for him everything said after that will either drive his point further, or is only to "deescalate the situation" and not sincere.

wukong is semi aware of that which is why he wanted to find an excuse to buy time so he could carefully think about the words he was gonna use.. but putting on full glamour while obviously lying to get out of a situation was not exactly the best way to start this-

sorry for rambling i just love writing for these idiots, they're so perfectly imperfect

you pretty much hit the nail on the head with your observation

at the end of the day, they're both not ready to confront all these feelings, they're still scared to hurt the other and get hurt themselves and they need a loooooot of practice when it comes to communication-

i'm really glad you enjoyed it! :D thank you so much!!

[lovergirl-co]

Ultraviolence

𝘗𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘳𝘺

𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘦

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘦

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘦

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰

𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘮 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘤𝘳𝘺

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𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺:: You wanna leave. God, you really want to. But she’s like a magnetic force, and your being forced towards her.

𝘛𝘢𝘨𝘴:: Slapping, Ellie is mean asf (is it weird to say I’m turned on), strap usage, “bitch” being used a bit, crying. ELLIE AND ABBY MENTIONED SMD IF YOU DONT LIKE IT🙄, Ellie is cheating.

𝘈/𝘕:: This has so many Lana del Rey song references like: white mustang (why am I staying; the lyric), pretty when you cry, and ultraviolence. Also I love Ellie js letting you know (and you guys to.. ig)

ALSO OTHER NOTE, I WROTE THIS IN MY NOTES APP WHILE I WAS CLEANING MY ROOM SO ITS IN BOLD💔

(Not proofread.)

Men & Minors DNI

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Why are you staying? 

Cause ellie would always tell you ‘you’ll never find anyone like me again’ or ‘ I’m the only one who can make you feel this good, right?’ While she was practically touching your gut. Well one day, you completely lost it while you guys were arguing, of course Ellie always hit you with the classic line “you will never find anyone like me again if you leave.” and in return you raised your voice at her “your right, I can find better than you” oh, that sent Ellie off the fucking rails. She then slapped you so fucking hard you thought you saw God inviting you to heaven. It actually genuinely knocked you off your feet. You tried to get up before Ellie stopped you by standing above you and crouching down placing one finger under your chin lifting your head to see your tears, she chuckled “you know, you look so pretty when you cry” you clenched your jaw. Ellie sighed “get to the bedroom, now.” She demanded. Now you were on your back with your legs spread wide open, and your feet hanging off of Ellie’s shoulders. 

Ellie brought the back of her hand to her forehead wiping the sweat dripped down her forehead you moaned and whined at the base of the strap hitting your cervix, tears spilled out from the corners of your eyes “ e-Ellie it’s too much” you cried out  you guys have been going at it for fucking hours ellie smirked and grabbed your face in an aggressive manner “you can take it bitch, can’t you? You wanted this right?” She snarled at you. Then in an instant she landed a slap across your face “fucking answer me” you nodded aggressively “y-yes” she let go of your face and began whining as her own orgasm begin to build up “fuck” she whispered before a guttural moan spilled from her throat and she threw her head back her hips spurted.  She stayed inside you for a bit before she pulled out of you, took off the harness and threw it somewhere. She climed off you and layed on her back next to you. “Make me something to eat, I’m hungry” she groaned. Then she got up and started walking towards the bathroom. “Wait— you paused before she snapped her head towards you “what?” “What do you want to eat?” You stuttered. she looked at you cold before answering “ whatever, you know what I like” she didn’t care about you, or anything that has to do with you. She walked in the bathroom before slamming the door and putting her palms face down on the counter looking in the mirror. For a moment, she felt bad,  she didn’t know whether to apologize or just leave you. Whatever, she had better things to do than worry about you, and better people to talk to.

Abby

Can I see you tonight? Or is your gf still over.

Ellie answered fingers working fast against the screen

No, shes at a friends. Im coming over, be ready.

she smiled looking the notification. She walked out the bathroom and into the kitchen where you now were turning on the stove and pulling out a pot. She walked past you fastly and headed towards the door sliding her converse on. You snapped your head towards the door where she was “Ellie, where are you going?” She turned her head slightly before she gripped the door handle “don’t worry about it, I’ll be back before tomorrow” “uhm, okay bye, I love you” then the door slammed. It was 1 in the fucking morning. She wasn’t gonna be in your bed tomorrow and you knew that. You bit your lip fighting back the tears. This was your life now. Accept it. You didn’t leave this relationship.

Now it’s your fault. 

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A/N: agian not proofread. Something quick. NO PART TWO WILL BE ADDED UGH🙄🙄

@lluxentzz @look-me @graciedollie @liliofabby @korn-dawg @eddiesdrummergf @cassieyapsz @firefliesfade @ellieswife4ever @mewl3tte

[fushitoru]

ok updates on the situation for the day

okay so after i SSed (yesterday night) and it showed up in our insta dms, i thought i was permacooked. the same night, i sent him two things (after the SS thing) and got good responses:

i sent him "im so hungry i could eat u" and he sent me "🙇‍♂️if you would be so kind" and wow....thats pookie

i also sent him the reel captioned "us after pound town" where there's a girl chomping on chicken wings happily and her bf is like across her almost passed out. he responded: us but reversed. AND I??????????????????????? DIED???? like wdym ur gonna make me pass out sir

okay so that's yesterday. but TODAY. today he didn't send me much and responded to whatever i sent mostly with only emojis so i thought it was over, crashed out and listened to a lot of Olivia Rodrigo. like i sent him something that said " "yes ma'am" im pulling off ur jeans w my teeth" and i expected him to say "yes ma'am" but he only responded w a skull emoji.

and so i spend most of my day really just thinking about it all (lemme tell yall being in a situationship is so good for my health...i was on the elliptical and time flies by so fast when im thinking about him that i looked and i had burned 1k calories alr 😭). i really thought i had fucked it all up (which, deserved. i was screenshotting our chat and it was messed up).

because thinking about it AGONIZED me i texted him and asked him about his day. turns out he was at six flags all day 😭 getting my clown makeup ready

anyways he's just returned from it and i sent him another reel and he responded well. so after that i sent him a reeallllyyy risky one (ok so, before, i sent him a picture of yutamaki, where they're drawn like this:

and so he said "i want that to be me so bad"

and then. and THEN i sent him a picture exactly like that rn but instead it had the text "us?"

i haven't checked my phone since.

in other news, i finally asked an irl i trust (my straight guy bestie) who knows mr. pookie. his intuition told him that maybe mr. pookie wants to be fwb because of the freaky nature of what he's sending me (but he doesnt think its platonic). i dont want to be fwb because i am a lovergirl and also i value our friendship. so straight guy bestie told me that i need to start sending him more romantic stuff (hence the kissy picture teehee). however, i must add the fact that im a little confused why he would want to be fwb. im in canada and he's in the US and wont be going back until college starts so erm....

does this smell of unemployment from my side? yes. i am almost 20 years old and overanalyzing the fuckass reels someone is sending me. i am mentally twelve im sorry. but dont project this to mr. pookie ok. mr. pookie is an uber smart guy that's probably going to be earning bank bc he's just so smart while im forever going to be stuck on him....

you guys dont even understand if i had a checklist for things i was looking in a guy he would check all of them but i never thought much of it because mr. pookie was a bestie...

if this doesnt work out i hope he suffers. he has two roommates and both of them have gfs (LMAOO) i hope he gets drowned in pda of other people im sorry im petty like that

[imnotlikeyall]

I feel like comic fans (especially dc comics fans) are inherently delusional about how annoying they actually are. Most think that their favorite character’s fans are the least annoying, that they’re “the good ones” for not liking certain character (or characters). for example: some Jason fans thinking Richard fans are more annoying than they are, and viceversa.

I also have seen comic fans feel or act as if they were superior for not liking a specific ship or fanon couple, like Dickroy fans talking shit about Jayroy fans. At the end of the day, at least in my opinion, we all are a bit annoying, it’s part of being in a fandom. Liking a really obscure character that no one but you knows won’t make you better than a Superman fan, no matter how many of your oomfs on dctwt say so, you’re just making people don’t want to engage with a character you claim to like so much and making yourself look immature.

Saying that Nightwing fans are annoying won’t make people like Red Hood more. Saying Red Hood fans are annoying won’t make people like Nightwing more. Let’s focus that hate on batcest shippers instead.

yes ik i made many orthographic errors in my writing, dont correct me, i dont respect this language.

[socratesgirlnextdoor]

im genuinely obsessed with s6 but as you were is top ten episodes of television

this episode has:

riley finn comes back with a big ass scar on his face and is like "buffy i need you for top secret cia fbi pta emergency" at her place of employment the buffyverse mcdonalds

he announces to buffy that he is married despite the fact that riley left no joke one season earlier which is about a year but go off king to a really cool woman who's just kind of there ngl she talks like a fuckboy which is awesome

at one point buffy to sam (rileys wife) is like "oh shit i gotta uh... look for stuff over there. vamps and whatnot" and sams like "aha cool" then buffy goes and fucks spike in his crypt and never returns to her

the criminal guy riley was looking for was spike all along, and the name they had for him was the doctor which is a crazy name for spike to fucking use and the episode is really weird about this plot twist. riley calls him doctor for an entire scene and he has a bunch of eggs in his basement/bedroom that riley and buffy gun down. all of spikes records and furniture is fucking destroyed and he does not give a fuck

i think in this one buffy and spike have sex in her backyard right as shes coming home from work to feed dawn which is just random detail

buffy has a convo with riley and idk this is alluded to inspire her to not be in the toxic situation with spikey anymore but one detail i have to mention is that before the big iconic "im using you scene" buffy changed into the prettiest lavender pretty outfit JUST to dump spike's ass. it's not the next day i dont think. spike is going through the rubble in his basement and buffy teleports in there wearing a cute outfit telling him its not working

in addition to that, we get buffy real naming spike

dawn says "i thought it would hurt less this time" to riley before he gets on the helicopter. dawn i feel like you didn't really fuck with riley like you didn't hate him ofc but relax he's just riley finn

everyone treats riley like he was the fonzie of buffy the vampire slayer or jesus christ. you guys did not like riley this much lmfao

i literally remember nothing else except iconic scene of riley walking in on buffy and spike together and spike says "she really did need some monster in her man" LMFAOOOO

oh and even though it's unclear if spike really was just holding them for a friend or whatever some theorize that it was to help buffy make money which i think makes the most sense lol but BESIDES that. buffy doesn't even give a fuck anyways. oh ok then what was this episode even???

anyways greatest episode of all time

[mi-co-uk]

what is mute reader and chris doing rn?

⍣ ೋ MUTE READER X YAPPER CHRIS

BLURB: chris apologises to dotty and her sister :c

(PART TWO OF THIS) - I wasn't gonna post this for a couple days but I already said he was on his way there to apologise so I decided to just post it !

WARNINGS: not much, just kinda fluff :>

wc: 600.

[ MORE OF THIS AU HERE ]

Chris found it all insanely humiliating. Regardless, he showed up, flowers in hand awaiting an answer on the front porch. 

He viewed himself typically calm and collected, but right now he couldnt be. He had to fix things. He just kind of hoped at least her dad wouldnt be home. 

Bonnie answered the door, already holding an irritated expression having looked through the peep hole in the door. 

“She doesnt want you here, chris.”

“I wanna say sorry.”

She stared at him blankly, already completely over the conversation. 

“So say it.”

He took a second to gather his thoughts, his mouth opened to begin pathetically begging for forgiveness until he saw dotty approaching from behind her sister. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion, moving to step next to bonnie.

“Id say hes apologising but hes taking his sweet time about it.”

“I was- nevermind. Can i come in?” his eyes darted between the two, hoping for an ounce of sympathy. 

Bonnie opened her mouth to fire another quick line but dotty nodded, opening the door wider for him. Chris gave a wide smile in relief and in thanks. 

He shuffled his shoes off by the door, careful not to drop the flowers. Dotty placed herself on one of the chairs at the kitchen table, bonnie standing close behind like a bodyguard, arms crossed. Dotty nodded towards the seat next to her when she saw chris hesitate. Before setting down, he leaned the flowers towards her. 

“These are for- well both of you.”

Dotty leaned down and held them closer to sniff at them.

“How sweet” bonnie sarcastically responded, earning a harsh look from dotty. She knew he was trying his best.

“I really am sorry. I was wrong and i definitely shouldnt have yelled.” his face flushed from embarrassment as he spoke, slowly placing himself beside dotty. 

Dotty had one boundary, bonnie had to forgive him too. If she wasnt convinced then dotty wouldnt let herself be. Regardless, she was pretty convinced already. she could tell he was hating every second but persisted anyways, the embarrassment wasnt due to a lack of genuinity in his apology. 

She looked over to bonnie who showed no sign of giving in until she saw dottys hopeful expression. 

She sighed, “thats it?”

“No uh- i thought that if you wanted i could stay here with dotty ‘n take care of her while you go out.” he spoke far too quickly out of anxiousness. “you have fun doing whatever and ill keep her safe.”

“You think i-”

“No you keep her safe fine i just- i know you always do your best for her. I didnt mean to say that you didnt- or dont.”

Bonnie felt more sympathy for him, he cared for dottys safety as much as she did. He just didnt understand the situation as much as she did. 

Chris pulled out a wad of scrumped notes of cash, “i wanna pay too. You can do whatever you want ‘n i promise ill keep her safe while youre gone. If dotty wants me here of course.”

Dotty was convinced probably way too quickly, smiling and wide eyed staring at chris happy with his apology. She looked back over to bonnie awaiting for her response. 

“Keep the money, kid. But you have a single miniscule problem and you call me. No trying to deal with it yourself. you call.”

He nodded in agreement, desperate to show his seriousness. Dottys smile grew, passing over the flowers to her sister as she stood up and grabbed chris to tug him out the chair, dragging him to her room. They cuddled themselves to sleep from the relief of finally spending time together after the first full 24 hours theyd spent apart from each other. 

hope this was okay :>

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HAPPY ONE YEAR TUMBLR!

this blog os officially one year old!! thought id discuss changes of sorts and yeah

When I first joined Tumblr, I had moved from Quotev. I remember struggling to figure out how to tumblr and reading up on all the customs of the website. At the time, I was a firm "ENDOS DNI" and not much like I am now.

Some of my earliest memories were of Syscourse. Yeah. That shithole. Don't go there.

I've always disliked harrassment, but I, at the time, had harassed people. I apologize to those that I harassed, and I want to let you all know I have very much changed since then.

A bit after, I was introduced to plenty of people. Some of my favorite memories are of reblogging a shopping cart and tagging a friend "youre going in this!!"

Around August, I begun to distance myself from those people. That month is a blur.

September is when I begun watching JRWI. life changing.

I met plenty of people in this community too!

I want to say thank you to everyone, even the ones who sent hate, for just existing. I cannot count the amount of times Ive felt sick from laughing so hard over a shitty post.

I think whats changed the most is my opinions and view. I have begun just not caring. Im open to learning more and growing further.

Some big thank yous;

@n3hmof1sh YOU DUDE!!! some of my favorite memories are just talking to you. thank u. genuinely. you changed me alot /pos and i dont think id give it up for the world. even if we dont talk much anymore, you are one of my favorite people. i wish you nothing but the best.

@br0-k3n-sch00lb01 you made me very happy, even if we didnt talk much. thank u for being super cool and awesome.

i cannot remember their current tag, but it was cru3l-th3s1s iirc at one point. thank u for being supa cool!!!

i also cannot remember their url, but they were nehmos partner sys at one point and had a star in their name. thank u so so much for being epic and kind.

@bffnf i dony talk to you anymore, but sometimes i go back and look at our convos and im just really really happy. thank u sm.

@rustedbread u like dnd iirc. i like dnd. YAY!! hugs u !!

@hollowporcelain we don't really talk all too much, but everytime i see u in my activity i smile. :3

@ghostcat404 sometimes i see u in my notifs ans go :) havent talked u u much but ur soo cool

@ssquilliamsquispmainquill SUPER COOL ANS AWESOME!! makes me go :D i told my therapist about u thw other day and she APPROVES!!! everytime i talk to you i get really happy abd yayyy !! very good writer, and also amazing artist (im jealous grgrgr)

not tagging them because they blocked me, and also not naming them, but i miss you alot. uou were one of my best friends and u just understood me. tbank u for the happy times and i wish u the best. thank you so so so much dude. i tbouht about u alot /p sense and got very excited to talk about you. i still think about ur unfinished wonderlust oc sometimes. thank u for all the good memories. <3 /p

@plantwriting super cool makes fics that make me go YAYYYYY and do a little dance. likes kian stone and i likw kian stone too !! yayy!!

@surgeonirl U DUDE!!! UUUU! i love how u rp and grgrgrgr i wanna bite you a billion. ur fics are so grgrgr an d yayay and ur so cool and awesome

@s0lar-ch3ri hai wife waving!!! ur so epic and cool and everytime i talk to you i leave with a smile on my face. thank u for being epic!!

LEAFY!!! I CAN NEVER REMEMBER UR URL IM SO SO SO SORRY BUT UR VERY COOL AND I LOOVVEE TALKING TO U. I NEED TO PUT APPLE IN A BLENDER LATER SO YOU SHOULD TOTALLY SEND ME A PIC OF HER. APPLE SMOOTHIE.

@eirastartho from much before tumblr, but you dude!!! u made me so happy and im so glad youre alright. love u sister (or brother??) not sure what ur pronouns are now xx /p

@flamethemage U DUDE!! thank u for being epic and also talking to me about stuff. im glad i was ur gay awakening apparently i have that affect . yr so epic and im glad ur doing well. im always here for u xx

@ethossleepy make me go YAYYY!! i love ur rp style and ur oc for the vtm campaign. i have so many ideas and raaa ur so cool and awesome thank u dude xx

@thepiratefish similar urls. go to sleep on time please xx /silly but in all seriousness ur so cool and awesome and jus being around u in like a call or wtv to u makes me happy :D im glad u watched bitb

@astrokid425 FELLOW GORE LOVER!!! WOAHHHH HI CHARLIE!!! PUTS U DOWN

another person that has me blocked (which is ok) but dude ur soo cool and awesome. makes me go yay!

@noctivagant-corvid letting you know i spent 10 minutes writing that user. theres a reason i mispell it all the time. ive given up... /silly But ur super cool and scary sometimes. i like ur fics i go yay whenever they come out

@nuclearregulatorycommission i can barelt ever remembwr ur url but ur so cool dude. i love the au w william it makes me so happy when i see it

@thanksphalanxformation very cool i love love love ur shilo cosplay!! :D

@sworbl ive barely talked to u but i love ur pfp and u make me happy to sed u in my notifs

@cherrytry SUPER SWEET!! BARELY TALLED TO U BUT UR SOO COOL

@jrwi-rambler i spinn sooo maby times super many and go YAY youre very cool and awesome and i wanna put u under a microscope and experiment on u /aff

@baradurus such a genuine sweetheart. love u dude /p ur so epic

@smolsiren COMPLIEMENTED MY FIC THAT ONE TIME AND THAT MADE ME CRY. THANK U DUDE.

@monstrousparalysis I LOVE UR FICS AND UR SO KIND AND I LOVE TALKING TO U!!! AAA

@novelisticgodhood very silly person!! bites

Tehheee thats all for now :3 might post more later!! thank u everyone xx

[capricorncorvette]

Small rant about feeling unsafe at the carefarm cuz of this questionable much older dude

So.

So me and my best friend go to a carefarm 4 days a week for people with a disorder, or like autism, PTSD, that shit. Basically youre helped with animals, you can walk dogs, ride horses, cuddle bunnies, theres a lot to do. I spend most of my time mucking out stables, feeding and grooming/cleaning the animals.

Now there are a lot of people at this farm, a lit of people with autism, ADHD and severe trauma's, but there is one guy that me and my friend have been increasingly disturbed by. We're going to call him Simon, okay? So Simon does this thing where he watches a TV show and quotes out some lines he finds funny, all the time. He says them to accompanists at the farm, and fellow participators, like me and my friend. Mostly its just harmless, he just says a reference nobody but him understands and we just laugh it kinda away, but with me and my friend, we're gonna name my friend Alice, he says lines from his shows that are more... Questionable. Mind u we are 16 and 15 and he is around 26 25ish, im not sure. Anyway the lines he tells us go "would you like to go out with me?" and that stuff. Its just quoting but still kinda aaahhhhhmmmm we are underage my guy.

Anyway today he did something very disturbing. It started with me being done changing and heading to our taxi to go home, i go to the cafeteria to grab my backpack, and i see Simon, with my vest i hung up earlier that day, pointing out there is a hole in one of the pockets. I kinda mumbled like yeah i know and i grabbed my bag and but it on my back, he notices its half open, comes up to me unannounced and zips it shut. Im like uhm, but its still not that bad.

But then.

Me and Alice went to walk together to the parking spot to our taxi, and Simon FOLLOWS us, very closely, saying things like 'bye girls!" And blowing kisses at us, all the way to the parking spot, we get in the car, and when we drove away, out of the window i saw him waving at us and blowing kisses at us.

I know he probably doesnt mean to creep us out but we are very bothered by it. I just messaged one of the managers about it, and i have been quiet for a long time. Simon has been creepy to me for a longer time, one tike an accompanist, a man, Omar, jumped in. I was feeding the sheep and Simon stood next to me petting one when suddenly he whispers in my ear asking if i want to go out with him. Of course im creeped out and i tell Omar, Omar tells Simon like 'hey Jane probably doesnt like it if you invade her space like that dont do that bro stop" and Simon apologized, but his behavior to me and Alice has gotten worse and i have no idea what im gonna do if the accompanists and farmers dont listen.

Because if they dont, what the fuck will me and Alice do? I really dont want to leave the farm, i really found my place there, but Simon is becoming creepier, and i dont feel safe being alone in one room with him..

If the accompanists dont help me i legit dont know what to do. Help