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mudstoneabyss · 2 years
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hell circle of I don't have communication skills I don't know how to communicate. I need to learn those skills. I need to learn them by communicating. I don't know how to
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dyketubbo · 2 years
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i love watching streams (<- has her earbuds taken out
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m1sa-w1sa · 4 months
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Oooh~ can I get a third round of that Reader S/O that's a reincarnated dark lord With Yae Miko, Lisa, Cloud retainer and Ganyu? I loved the previous two you did for this but omg the second hit me in the feels
(Hi!!! So I saw your other request with lumine and just to make it more easier for me I just mushed them together! Hope you enjoy!^^ TW ASWELL!!)
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Yae Miko
She was actually hard to write for because I do not like Yae AT ALL
•So when she found out she was a little conflicted yes, but she frustrated at you she didnt understand and that made her frustrated based on lore wise
•When she confronted you about it she teased you, saying that its your fault that all the archons were split you felt uncomfortable..you didnt like when Yae acted like this and you told her to stop but she kept going, she told you its all fun and games but it hurt being teased so you left, without a trace just with a note
Goodbye
-Reader
•Yae Miko thought this was some type of prank! But when she realized you were gone her dace dropped where the hell were you?? What if you get hurt? She cant let that happen
“Darling..?! Darling where are you?!”
Lisa
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•She most likely found out in books while she was in the library
•It caught her eye that you and the dark lord had so many similarities together..still she didnt judge just yet to see what you said
•She went to go ask you some questions, calmly and not to upfront to make you stressed, when you told her you didnt know she wasnt mad, disrespectful, rude, she understood, not every person reborn remembers and since that was the only book about the dark lord (in mondstat) she hid it from others so no one else can know about it and question it
“Dont worry darling I believe you… now why dont you be my little helper again in the library Hm?”
Cloud Retainer/XianYun
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•Found out through the traveler while they were snooping around for whatever reason
•She was surprised and didn’t believe at first she went on her own way and researched herself, when all the features were almost perfect she quickly went to go ask you about this
•She knew that if she stayed with you that means that everyone would find out, and how you say you dont remember is even worse
“We will split paths..”
“Wait what? But——“
“Leave… traitor”
•Those words slapped you in the face a thousands times you were heart broken, the only thing you could do was leave with your head down, rather quickly at that, traveling alone
•Xianyun never forgot you,, and will never forgive herself in a million years seeing your lifless body on the floor with cuts, bruises, and a malnourished body
“I was foolish my love..Please forgive me..”
Ganyu
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•She was quite confused when she heard the news she spent no time going to you and asking a whole bunch of questions
“Isittruethatyouwerethedarklordinyourpastlifeandhahsjajdbdb——“
•Needless to say she would panic but also calm down when you say you dont know anything about that
•Yes she thought about leaving but that quickly got overrun by how you two were together through thick and thin, through wars and battles no mortal can fathom, and she vowed to stay and thats what she will do forever and for eternity
“I wont leave you until the world burns down..”
Lumine
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•When she broke up with you she regretted it, you were the one that helped her, didnt use her, LOVED her for HER and not for her skills
•She quickly tried to find you to apologize beg for forgiveness no one as kind, sweet, beautiful, she be with someone as shitty as her she thought, and she had to make it right
•so she bought your favorite snacks, flowers, and sweets then quickly found out in the same garden you two met at
•Quickly running up to you with a teared stained face holding out the gifts
“Im sorry… can we maybe talk it put and get back together?..”
“I——..”
(FINSIHED!! >:3 hope u enjoyed! And do u want to get back together?)
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rafesangel · 2 years
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ITS JUST US, ANGEL
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Im bored, tired and bored again so thought I’d write a fic!!
summary : JJ is scaring you and Rafe helps and comforts you.
warnings : harassing, kook!reader , crying, fluff.
a/n : this is from readers pov and Sarah is a kook in this fic!!
“Hey Y/N! Love those shorts cupcake!” you heard one of the pogue boys shout at you, it was probably JJ because he always tried to hit on you, you didn’t really care back then, but you do now. Since you now have a boyfriend, Rafe Cameron.
“Leave her alone JJ!” You heard Sarah yelling at JJ from behind you. “Thank you, Sarah..” you mouthed at her as you saw JJ and John B eyeing you from afar. You were still wondering where Rafe and his friend were, but you didn’t have the need to call them, but you wish you did later that night.
You sat on the sound with your head resting on Sarah shoulder while drinking the cocktail from your glass, as suddenly someone sat down next to you on your right and put his arm around your waist. It was JJ, again.
“where’s your boyfriend cupcake, having fun without you?” he asked me as he almost forced me to look him in the eyes. “Probably yes, i don’t really care to be honest, i came here with Sarah anyway…” the look on his face told that he wanted something from me.
“Okay look, what do you want JJ, you’ve been seeking for my attention all night” you asked him, as Sarah sat beside you to help if something would happen. “Well if Rafe is having fun without you, why don’t we have some fun without him, just the two of us!” He smirked at you but you just tried to push him of you, but he didn’t go away
“JJ, leave her alone can’t you see she feels uncomfortable?” Sarah asked almost mad, no furious. “Thats not true, mind your own business you kook” JJ told Sarah as she rolled with her eyes. “She’s right JJ , let me go..” your voice lowered as you almost begged him to let you go, you looked to your side, but Sarah wasn’t there anymore. Great.
“Come on cupcake, i see how you look at me..” he rubbed your back as you didn’t dare to look at him. “JJ stop your scaring me..” you said while tears were falling on your thighs “don’t cry now cupcake, its alright-“ JJ went quiet as he got cut off by someone.
you looked behind you and saw Rafe with Sarah, Topper and Kelce wandering behind him. “Get your hands off my girlfriend Maybank!” Rafe yelled at him as he pulled JJ up by his shoulders.
“I-i wasn’t-“ JJ tried coming up with some shitty excuse, but Rafe cut him off again. “No shut it, if i ser your hands on my girlfriend again, wait no, if i see you talking to her again, Me, Topper and Kelce are gonna have a fun talk with you, got it?”
It was Silent, But JJ refused to talk, all he did was nod. “Anything you have to say to her?” Topper asked JJ and Rafe turned him to me. “I-im sorry Y/N..” you shook your head while rubbing your hands up and down over your arm, not knowing what to say.
“Goodjob Mate, now go” Rafe said and pushed JJ away. Rafe walked up to you and pulled you against him, as your tears made a wet stain on his Ralph Lauren polo. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t here for you Angel, you must thank Sarah, she came up to me telling me that JJ was harassing you” you looked up at him and then at Sarah, giving her a ‘Thank You’ look.
“This is the last time this’ll happen okay? Its just us, angel.”
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mysicklove-main · 1 year
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𝐃𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐊 𝐇𝐂𝐬
With: Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugou, Shoto Todoroki, Eijiro Kirishima, Denki Kaminari, Mina Ashido, and Ochako Uraraka
A/N: Different types of drunks are so funny to me. I love watching some ppls personalities just doing a 180, its always so amusing to me. I also might write one for demon slayer characters, I was on the fence about mha or kny. lmk if i should do it for my other loves :)
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𝐈𝐙𝐔𝐊𝐔 𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐘𝐀
Light Weight/Sloppy Drunk
Light. Weight. I mean everyone know it, after one drink his cheeks are flushed and he is grinning like a mad man.
His former classmates love to just offer him drink after drink, just to see him get wasted.
Sloppy drunk. Im sorry, but he is. Slurring his words, hiccuping, stumbling everywhere. 
He always ends up falling somehow, you find him laughing on the floor with people crowding over him trying to help him up.
Talks to everyone he can find. Literally they cant even understand what he is saying because he is slurring his words and rambling about everything.
”Im not drunk, Y/N! You're drunk!” As he is on the floor, refusing to grab onto your hands to help him up. He's so stubborn.
He always ends up vomiting. 
You basically have to pour water down his throat to sober him up.
He refuses to go out the next couple of days cause he is so embarrassed of his actions.
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𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈 𝐁𝐀𝐊𝐔𝐆𝐎𝐔
Silent/Clingy Drunk
His usual scowl disappears, and for once in his life he looks…relaxed?
Just watches his friends do stupid things without any yelling.
Seems to scout for you the second you leave his sight.
Lots of mumbling under his breathe that nobody hears.
Sticks with you most of the time. Only talking when someone talks to him, but even so he gives one word responses.
You only know that he is drunk because of his flushed appearance and slight smile. Its so rare to see him smile in front of people.
Mumbles compliments in your ear, and plays with the hems of your outfit.
Holds your hand the entire night and follows you around.
Randomly will disappear and come back with another round of drinks for the table. Instantly becomes everyones favorite drunk.
Yells at everyone the next day if the mention anything about him being “soft”
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𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐊𝐈
Relaxed/Smiling Drunk
Its rare to see Shoto give a full smile, but after a couple of shots he just can't stop grinning.
Is surprisingly much more talkative and friendly towards his ex-classmates.
But the second he finds somewhere to sit, he is stationed there for the rest of the night.
He acts more high than drunk istg
Just sits back and smiles, laughing at everything that comes out his friends mouth.
Its so cute though, because he gets so excited when talking to you.
He def slurs his words but you cant even tease him because he looks like he is having the time of his life.
One of those drunks that finds out they have a random special talent. Like have u seen that video of the drunk dude that finds out he is fantastic at piano?? Thats shoto.
Laughs at his self when he tries to walk in a straight line. “Look Y/N. I cant walk straight!” You just have to go along with it
Doesn't get hungover at all! But also doesn't remember anything lol
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𝐄𝐈𝐉𝐈𝐑𝐎 𝐊𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐀
Crying/Emotional Drunk
Something about it just gets him so emotional. He doesn't even know why.
He drinks and cries, drinks and cries, until you have to drag him home.
Most of the time he is crying about like the least important things like how good you look right now or how crazy it is that he is dating someone like you.
Other times he tries to go all “meaning of life” on everyone. It throws everyone the fuck off and you always have to try to get him back into the moment. Its so funny tho 
When he bumps into someone, he apologizes so much it makes the other person feels uncomfortable.
Will randomly go silent and then start crying again. The bartender always looks so concerned. 
You have to bring him home early bc he just ruins the vibe. he is not allowed to drink when you guys are tying to relax and enjoy the moment.
Sober him is way more fun lmaooo
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𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐊𝐈 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈
Flirty/Touchy Feely Drunk
Are you surprised? 
Its like every single pickup line is blurted out no matter the moment.
You'll be in the middle of a conversation and all of the sudden you hear some bullshit like. “Hey baby, are you from Tennessee?” “Denki dont.” “Cause youre the only ten I see” scares off every single girl you were talking to.
Tries to get you to do lewd ass dancing with him and acts like you killed him when you decline.
Hand on your waist, or thigh, or neck, or ass if you dont slap him away. Genuine pervert.
You catch him flirting with Bakugou once and you got so much second hand embarrassment from the way the blonde just stared at him in disgust.
Tries to unbutton his shirt, and about every ten minutes you have to rebutton it for him. “What, you cant handle all of this?” You almost kill him.
Overall, at least he is a partier and you know youll have fun with him.
Gets HORRIBLE hangovers tho. You are stuck taking care of him the next day (again)
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𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐀 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐎
Affectionate/Friendly Drunk
Makes friends with every single person she sees.
The drunk girls you see in the bathroom that hypes you up? Thats her.
Especially if you are her partner?? God damn she compliments you so much.
Ends up helping the DJ chose songs when you guys go to clubs. Seriously it is so funny how she ends up talking to everyone.
So much dancing. So so much dancing. Even if its just the two of you, you guys are dancing.
But also mom too, like makes sure everyone has water and isnt getting too fucked up (izuku). Keeps everyone a their best.
You stumble over, she catches you with the biggest smile on her face. Wont even tease you, just continues to make the vibes just absolutely great.
Holds her alcohol perfectly. Enough to get crazy, but she isnt stumbling nor slurring her words.
I just want to go clubbing with her.
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𝐎𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐎 𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐊𝐀
Angry/Fight Picker Drunk
This seems like a shocker. What precious ochako getting mad at people???
Yes. She picks fights.
ALWAYS with dudes that her twice her size too. Be prepared to fight istg.
Yells at people who are too drunk (Izuku) and tells them to get their shit togehter. You have to use your hand to cover her mouth before she gets kicked out.
So many curse words. So many.
Literally gets approached by nobody because she has the biggest frown on her face. 
You have to try to ease her up by dancing with her or showering her with compliments.
Cheers her up for a bit, and she goes back to all smiley and happy, but then someone interrupts the two of you, and she goes back to being pissed.
You have to watch her 24/7.
She doesnt drink that much anymore because she knows how she gets lol
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batmanisagatewaydrug · 4 months
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hi, im an 18 year old pre-transition trans guy and ive grown up in an incredibly repressive fundie household which has caused me to really struggle both socially and with my sexual development. ive been homeschooled nearly my whole life and am currently getting everything set up to enroll for college this fall, this will be my first time living away from my abusive household and im very nervous about it..
anyhow, im in a really really weird situation right now. because of my shelteredness ive always been extremely isolated irl, ive never had a consensual romantic or sexual experience irl and all of my friends are online friends. well, one of my online friends (a cis guy who i knew from an online forum) and i started fooling around a bit, flirting and then eventually very explicit conversations, trading nudes and sexual video calls. we were extremely emotionally close and the relationship was pseudo-romantic but we both agreed we didn't want to do online dating after both of us having a bad experience with it previously.
this whole situation allowed me to experiment sexually more than i ever have, and i really felt more sexually confident than i ever have.
when we met, he told me he was freshly 19. and for the whole relationship i was under that impression, he didn't give me any reason to doubt it. but two days ago he couldn't handle lying anymore and revealed that he was 15. needless to say that was an incredible shock and i dealt with it as responsibly as i think i can.
the reason i'm coming to you about this is because i feel really weird about the whole thing, i dont blame myself for believing him and im not mad at him because i understand what lead him to those choices, but now i feel really awkward about all of the good things i got out of the situation before the reveal.. this was my first time ever really doing "real" sexual stuff with someone (beyond just texting i mean, i had never exchanged nudes or done vidoe calls like that before) everything sexual i encounter now makes me feel awkward because of all of this, its really weird and uncomfortable and i don't know what to do :(
im not sure what im hoping to get out of telling you this but i can't really talk about this to anyone else i feel like, so i guess i just wanted to get it off my chest
(if anyone responds to this accusing me of taking advantage of him or not handling the situation correctly, firstly you have basically no context and secondly you don't know what i did to take care of the situation. let me and my close friends be the ones to judge how i handled it, this is an extremely complicated situation for me to be in and you being judgmental does nothing positive for it.)
hi anon,
oofah doofah, what a sucky situation.
I totally understand feeling grossed out by the reveal; those feelings are real and deserve recognition. it's not nice to be lied to, especially when the truth casts all of your previous experiences in a totally different light - and a much scarier one, since you could very well have been breaking the law by exchanging nudes with a 15 year old, depending on where you live! this person could have gotten you in huge trouble by lying, which makes this whole situation that much worse.
having said that, you don't need to feel good about having had a good time and having gotten some positive experiences out of this dynamic. you were enjoying a relationship that you had every reason to believe was above board and it did great things for your sexual confidence! that's not retroactively untrue just because you were being misled; all of the good things you felt are still real.
think of it this way: when a couple breaks up there's often a urge to feel that they've been wasting their time together, that all of the energy and devotion they brought to their relationship was ultimately a waste because they didn't die together in bed holding hands at the tender age of 107. but that isn't true! no relationship is a waste of time, and even when things don't work out, that doesn't mean the good things didn't count. every time those people made each other laugh, everything they encouraged each other to try, every new thing they experienced together, every time they had sex, every meal they shared - all of these are real and matter and helped shape them for the better, even if they ended up parting ways as romantic partners.
the same is true for you. take your time to sit with your hurt at this loss and betrayal of your trust, but don't throw the good out with the bad. this wasn't ultimately a good relationship for you, but that doesn't mean it brought nothing of value into your life, and you can carry what you learned about yourself forward with you as you seek more appropriate partners :)
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homesickformb · 3 months
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Roommate hamzah! You guys live together as flirty friends but one night break and hookup
im a minor so im not comfortable writing any smut about anyone! 😭 so i won't be writing anything smut ever!! if you request something with anything sexual in it, i won't be mad, but ill turn it into something sfw! so sorry if that's what yall wanted to see!!
btw can someone tell me the difference between hc, blurbs, etc. just wanna use the correct wording!!
(okay last p.s., still working on a format. if anyone has any tips, suggestions, or anything like that, please tell me i need help figuring everything out on here. i'm fairly new to tumblr!!)
PART 1 / idfk how many parts this is gonna be 😭
you and hamzah have been friends for a while now.
you were both on 4freakshow (pretend it had 5 people) but we all know that came to an end. you and hamzah are th eonly two people who stayed friends after the podcast ended.
you lived in NY and were visting hamzah so much it was costing you so much money.
one time you were vistng, you guys got high, and hamzah threw out the idea
"y/n, why dont you just move in with me?" he said while looking out at the streets form his balcony
you released your hit and waited a moment. you had never thought of that.
you guys sat in silence for a little while you thought about everything, from how you guys were gonna split the rent and bills to how it would affect your guys friendship.
would you guys argue? would you guys get in such a bad argument that it ended your friendship?
that was the last thing that you wouldve wanted to happen. but you didnt know why you didnt want that to happen.
you tried to convince yourself thta it was because hamzah had been your friend for the longest, and who would want to give that up?!
but you knew deep down, that there was another reason.
you always though hamzah was fine. but you tried to push those feelings down by saying that maybe he was a catfish on zoom for the podcast.
but once you finally saw him in person, you immediatly knew he was not a catfish.
for a while it was just physical attration, until you found yourself practically crying when you left his apartment for the airpoart when you had to go home.
hamzah had snapped you out of your thoughts.
" you okay? sorry if that made you uncomfortable "
you were not aware of how deep in thought you were. what the fuck is in this weed?
" no no, it didnt make me uncomfortable. just thinking about it. "
" okay. " he waited a second. "you know you can think about it for a few days. its a big decision. "
" i dont need to think about it any longer, im gonna do it. "
you saw hamzahs eyes light up
you guys spent the rest of the night planning everything out
you guys knew that the pets werent gonna be an issue, as peter and your dog got along great all the time.
hamzah planned to move all his stuff out of the office and have you move in there.
you guys were so fixated on it, that you guys pulled an all nighter finding stuff for your room and planning
when you guys saw that there was daylight outside, you decided to put on a movie, hopping it would keep you two awake for the remainder of the time until you could go get energy drinks and breakfast,
around 20 minutes in, hamzah fell asleep on your shoulder.
you only lasted about 10 more minutes and then you were alseep too
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i hope you guys liked it!! this is my second time writing anything in about 2 years so i might need to do some brushing up.
let me know if you want to see anything specific in the next part (hamzah helping you move in, or straight into you and hamzah starting to flirt and catch feelings for eachother)
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punkitt-is-here · 2 years
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Hey, I saw a post claiming you ship AJ and Pinkie together despite that they’re related I guess? It would be nice if you could clear that up if it’s just a misunderstanding.
HKGLSJFHJLHGHJKFHKGS OKAY SO THATS REALLY FUNNY.
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it was for a post where i made a joke about the crew round robin dating before twilight showed up AND if you'll notice: it is not colored. i color nearly all of my horse drawings before i send them out. this was because i had 15 minutes to get this made before i had an event i couldnt miss but i wanted to get the idea out, so I doodled it up real quick. the characters are also fucking copypasted
So the reason is ONE i wanted fluttershy and rainbow to be next to each other and i ALSO wanted to have AJ and RD next to each other and then since i literally had, once again, 15 minutes, i didnt think about putting pinkie and rarity in the positions they were.
reason 2: i forgor. the moral of that episode was that it didnt matter if they were related by blood, AJ accepts pinkie all the same. so i just assumed in my head it didnt matter and they werent related, and even if its some great great x45 grandfather relation that would be a cousin so far removed it wouldnt even matter. when i made this image i completely forgot it was ambiguous if they were related or not and i had forgot the episode existed by the time i posted it. oops oh well!
3. that post probably got made because people on twitter are mad at me and looking for other reasons to justify it aside from me supporting just being chill with queer identity. i dont know how you could extrapolate that im some sort of incest-crazy pinkie/applejack shipper when i haven't really ever drawn ship content of them (or anyone) in the first place, and especially since round robin format works by everyone competing against everyone so literally it would be all of the 5 before twilight shows up. its silly. its silly!!! i literally meant ntohing of it bc i made it quick and im a dummy and forgot about one of the 80+ episodes that id watched up to that point.
i literally have a sibling who's awesome and i love and the idea of incest SERIOUSLY squicks me out so its fucking wild that someone would even suggest im some sort of proshipper incest artist or whatever. i can guarantee its just people deliberately looking for ways to make them more uncomfortable with me so they can justify what they're doing more. i think its very bizarre!
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system-venting · 2 months
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i don't know if you guys are still active or not, but if you are, i'm going insane right now and have nowhere else to go, so hi.
im losing my fucking mind. i'm splitting very badly and am in the middle of a BPD episode, so take everything I say with a grain of salt, but FUCK man.
our partner system got mad at us for making a friend. not even somebody we talk to necessarily, just a mutual. they *flipped* out on us and lost their minds, and are currently still flipping out on us as we speak, despite it having been over a day now.
i don't fucking get it. they have friends. why cant we have friends?? our relationship is already weird because we're minors with a three year age gap (us on the lower end of it, being 14). it's easy to make us uncomfortable because we have trauma and are paranoid we're being groomed and controlled, and they *know* of this paranoia and still do this kind of shit where they very blatantly try to control us.
ive brought this up with them, I told them it made us uncomfortable as soon as it happened and tried to communicate it, but they immediately shut us down and explained how we were somehow in the wrong for "waking them up to that." waking you up to WHAT?? I didn't give you any devastating news, I told you we MADE A FRIEND. CRAZY FUCKING CONCEPT, I KNOW.
i don't even know what to do with them at this point. I'm stuck comforting them after they threw us into an episode and trauma response. I honestly am just appalled that they're acting this way. this is something we've talked to them about a number of times and they continue to do it. gross.
We are still active- well one mod is, the other mod's system is going through smth so they can't handle the vent page. Anyhow-
We.. honestly understand that situation, and it is really difficult. We were lucky enough to get them to mostly listen, and when they started up again our protector was plain out like "nope. Bye. Goodbye. No more of this.". It's.. difficult to get out of, but I wish you the best, if anything you could try to break up but obviously I know its hard and isnt always on the table for most.
Also, Not to make it worse, but it might be grooming. Our system was groomed by someone three years older than us and they mainly would manipulate and gaslight or guilt trip, and honestly your situation reminds us of our own
Grooming by definition is:
"Grooming is when someone builds a relationship, trust and emotional connection with a person [typically young but can be any age] so they can manipulate, exploit and abuse them. Children and young people who are groomed can be sexually abused, exploited or trafficked. Anybody can be a groomer, no matter their age, gender or race."
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magmythedevil · 10 months
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IMPORTANT POINTS ABOUT THE DRAMA BEFORE PEOPLE SPREAD MESINFORMATION
Context:
I made a post answering an anon's ask giving comfort for them because they were scared that their favorite ship: dollzi, would end up being being canon cousins. Its seems like anomaly is REALLY uncomfortable by this ship and genuinely thinks that anyone who ships or defends Its needs to be blocked on sight. I made a post apologising If i made someone uncomfortable by that and then a lot of people started to send me asks about It.
The points:
- Never have i once denied the problematics on Dollzi I just dont think they are on the same level of actual proshipping, like N x Cyn.
- i think that accusing dollzi shippers and anyone who defends it of being weirdos is a similiar rethoric to what nuzi haters did months ago, and If people can hate on dollzi, they should hate on every ship on murder drones, since all of them are questionable. With some worse and some better than others. Nuzi vs Luzi for example
- im not mad at anomaly and i have never started all of this just for her to unblock me I genuinely see no problem with It. I Just wanted to talk about It. Anyone can do whathever they want with their plataforms and she has ALL the right to be uncomfortable by dollzi
- I Just think accusing people who like dollzi and blocking them on sight because she thinks Its similar to proshipping is something that goes too far, Shes making some people in the fandom feel genuinely scared to commit even a litte mistake
- theres nothing to be worried about me! So Please dont accuse anomaly of harming me or something. I am okay genuinely
- i have NEVER defended actual pro,shipping. I dont support ince-st, pe-do, not any of these types of ships
- even If Doll and Uzi really are cousins in the end. It doesn't change the fact that making people feel bad to ship It before It gets confirmed, when Its not comparable to gross ships like khan x uzi, something not so nice to do. I would feel bad for them because i know how they feel.
Edit 14 hours later:
- i don't even ship them i even defend the theory that their mothers are sisters. Everything i wanted to do was comfort the Dollzi shipper, Bc i dont like having double standards and every shipper of harmless ships deserves respect.
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jesterwriting · 11 months
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pairings: mad scientist!law x assistant!reader
word count: 2k words
contents: DARK CONTENT AHOY!!! animal death (cat), animal harm (cat), animal gore (cat), reanimator au, medical student law, medical student reader, unhinged!law, creepy!law, horror, manipulation,
note: this was originally supposed to be apart of an earlier request, but i split it up because i felt like this one had far more horror elements and animal harm that were a lot heavier and darker. you can read them together or separate or not at all! its up to you <33 im kind of obsessed with this au so i may do more with it if people are into it??
playlist: reanimator prologue & main title - richard brand
prequel to this fic
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At first, you thought this was a dream come true. It wasn’t often that you got lucky enough to be paired with your crush for a project, but here you were, meeting him at your apartment for the sixth time in one month. It was more than you could ever dare to hope for. For the longest time, you had thought that you were condemned to a life of daydreams and fantasies.
Trafalgar Law was an odd man, one who was not particularly liked by his peers— aside from you, of course. He was cold, and the sort to stare if you managed to garner his, usually unwanted, attention. When he did speak, it was a snarky remark at the recipient's expense, both classmate and professor, Law had no patience for perceived stupidity you realized after weeks of study. His tattoos were off putting to most. What kind of medical student had ‘death’ written across his knuckles? You, on the other hand, found them fascinating. The story behind such morbid body art was sure to be captivating.
If only you could get him to share it.
You shouldn’t be surprised. Law was quiet, only ever speaking to prove someone wrong, or to insist that he was right. When he did talk to you, it was about the project and his own personal plans for it. You could hardly get a word in edgewise. Instead of fighting Law on it, you allowed him to do whatever he pleased with the project, following his orders dutifully, which seemed to earn you the smallest margin of his rarely given respect. Last meeting, he had even acknowledged your interjection with a nod, rather than a scoff, though he didn’t incorporate your idea at all. Progress was progress, you supposed.
Your keys jingled as you pulled them from your pocket. Before you could stick them in the knob, the door creaked open, revealing your empty living room. It was dark, no signs of life. Not even your cat came to greet you. You swallowed hard, anxiety making your saliva thicken until it was stuck in your throat as a hard glob.
You told Law where your spare key was hidden, had he forgotten to close the door after he arrived?
“Law?” There was no response. With your heart pounding, you pushed the door open further and stepped into your apartment. Floorboards creaked under your weight, making you wince. There was something that told you to be quiet, that there was someone waiting for you in the shadows, ready to strike. Your hands wouldn’t stop shaking.
A dim light in the kitchen caught your attention, and you slowly tip-toed over to it, careful to keep your footsteps light. Carpet squelched under your shoes. Maybe Law spilled a glass of water and went looking for a rag. Surely, your organizational skills weren’t so bad he was still looking for one. You choked on an uncomfortable laugh.
Like your front door, your fridge was open. Not gaping, but a small crack to let the barest sliver of light out. A sense of dread settled on your shoulders, though you tried to remind yourself that Law was supposed to be here. Everything could be explained if he would come out. All he needed to do was make his presence known and you would know you were safe. You swallowed hard, staring at the refrigerator door. It was your only source of light in the apartment, if you closed it now, you’d be surrounded on all sides by darkness.
You blinked, cocking your head to the side to get a better view. There was something large and furry on the top shelf. Nausea roiled in your gut, threatening to spill your dinner onto the floor, as dim recognition flickered in your brain.
With your knuckle, you pushed the door open fully to get a better look. There, inside of your fridge, was your cat. He wasn’t breathing, eyes glassy and body stiff under the pale yellow light.
Your cat was dead and its corpse was in your fridge.
You couldn’t help it. You screamed.
“You’re home.”
Scrambling backwards until your lower back hit the counter, you could barely make out Law’s figure through your blurry vision. You choked on a sob and hastily wiped your eyes. He seemed bored as he leaned against the wall, almost unimpressed, though there was a glimpse of something softer in his gaze. Not concern, not yet, but close enough to it that you could pretend.
You pointed a shaky finger at the fridge. “M-My cat.”
“I know, I put it in there.” Law strode into the kitchen and closed the door with his foot. You felt better not having to look at the corpse anymore, even if tears continued to leak from your eyes. “I didn’t want it to decompose and start to stink before you were able to bury it. I know you were fond of it.”
“What happened? How did he die?”
Law shrugged, noncommittal. “I’m not sure. It was dead when I got here. I figured you would rather me not perform an autopsy in your living room considering I have no veterinary experience.”
“An-And you put it in my fridge? You couldn’t have left a note on the door or—“
Law scoffed, “And what would the note say? Cat dead, details later? Think for a second.”
The longer the conversation continued, the harder you sobbed. You loved that cat. He’d been with you for years now, through thick and thin. You’d never feel his warm body on your chest again as he slept, you’d never feel his purr rumble against your skin, you’d never be able to pet him under his chin the way he liked it ever again. It was too much to think about, grief rolling over you like a wave, threatening to drown you.
Law’s gaze softened, even if his sigh was exasperated. “We can postpone working on the project until you’re able to gather yourself.”
He turned to leave, but your hand shot out to grab his wrist. “Please don’t leave me here with him.”
The body. You couldn’t bury him. Not alone. Law thought for a moment, his golden eyes glazed over for a second before a smirk inched across his face. He only ever got that look when he thought of a plan, and this looked to be a good one. With a condescending pat on your head, Law wrenched himself from your grasp, grin still in place.
“That’s alright, Y/N-ya, I’m not going anywhere. I can sleep on your couch and help you with its body tomorrow.” His pupils shot over to the fridge. “It’s best if you leave it in there for the night, corpses are best kept cold.”
Sniffling, you gave a shaky nod. “I’ll set up the couch.”
It was three am when a knock at your door woke you.
The weight of mourning felt heavy in your chest and your bed felt too cold without the familiar warmth of your cat. Your heart ached at the reminder of his demise. All you wanted to do was curl up and go back to sleep. Forget about what waited for you in the fridge.
So tired, both emotionally and physically, you were ready to chalk the knock up to a dream. That was, until you heard it again, louder and more forceful this time.
An unwanted feeling of anxiety crawled up your spine. Something felt off, a sense of wrongness filled the air until it was so thick, you could hardly breathe. A horrible yowl resounded through your apartment, blood curdling and unnatural. There was a familiarity to the scream. You took no comfort in it. Your eyes shot open, and you leapt from your bed onto your feet, wired from the sudden surge of adrenaline. Hyperventilating breaths ripped from your chest.
The knock sounded again. “Y/N-ya, I have something to show you.”
Law’s deep voice sent goosebumps erupting down your arms. If you were being honest, it wasn’t the first time it had happened, but this time, there was something different about it. Dread curled in your gut, sleeping inside you like the cat in your fridge. With a cry, you covered your ears and curled in on yourself when whatever was in your living room screamed again.
“Law, do you hear that?”
You didn’t have to see him to know he rolled his eyes. “Come out, there’s something I need you to see.”
Your feet moved on their own accord, drawn by the sound of Law’s voice. Even as the thing in your living room wailed, your fingers found your knob and curled around it. The brass was cold against your palm. It grounded you. The first thing you noticed when you opened the door was that Law had blood smeared across the front of his shirt. It didn’t seem to be from any wounds, and you found yourself relieved, even if you couldn’t begin to explain where it came from.
Law was grinning, all teeth, a manic gash across his face. “I did it. A success, right here in your apartment. You must be my lucky charm.” He patted your head.
“Did what?” You peered around him.
“I’ll show you.” He paused before stepping to the side. “I did it for you, you know? I know how fond you were of it.”
There was something on your coffee table. It twitched and convulsed, mouth open in a soundless scream as its eyes bulged out of its sockets. Blood pooled around it, dripping onto the carpet. It took a second for you to recognize it through the pulsing viscera. He hadn’t been so cut up before. Instead, he had been so whole, you could have mistaken him for being asleep if it wasn’t for the glassiness in his eyes. Beside him was an empty syringe and a container of glowing green fluid.
“My cat,” You choked out. “What did you do to him?”
Law wrapped an arm around you and held you to his chest. “I brought it back for you.” He glanced at the bloody mass, a frown tugging at his lips. “There are still some kinks to work out, but this was a good test of my reagent.” Expectant, Law glanced at you. “But, I need more trials.”
“He was dead,” Your tone was flat, and your body was numb. When you looked away, Law grabbed your chin and forced you to look at the thing pulsating on your coffee table.
“Look at it. I defeated death tonight. I did what every doctor has dreamed of doing for millenia, and the first steps to realizing this were done in your apartment. You should be honored.”
“Why did you do this?”
“Because I wanted to share something extraordinary with you.” He must have seen you were unconvinced because he sighed, the motion rattling your body, still pressed against him. “I need an assistant, and you are my best option. You're respected and well-liked by your professors, they would let you get away with murder as long as you turned that sweet smile in their direction.” Law leaned down until his lips brushed against the shell of your ear. “You can get me into the morgue, Y/N-ya.”
This was wrong, you knew it deep down in your heart, but with Law so close to you, the smell of antiseptic and blood clogging your senses, you could hardly think. Once the project was over, Law would never give you the time of day again. He wasn’t the type of man who had friends. Colleagues, maybe, but not friends. If you agreed to be a part of his sick experiments, you wouldn’t have to leave him. Law would be stuck with you, bonded together by this secret. If you were his assistant, you could have him forever.
“Okay,” You said, still somewhat hollow. A tear slipped down your cheek when you pointed to your cat. “Just kill him. Put him out of his misery, I can’t stand to see him like this.”
“If that’s what you want.”
Without hesitation, Law stepped around you, scalpel in hand, and plunged it into your cat's skull. The twitching stopped. His body went slack, limp against the coffee table.
Law stood back and gave you a reassuring smile. “There. All better now.”
For a second, you let yourself believe him.
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turnin9pag3 · 4 months
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THIS IS NOT ABOUT HARRY POTTER
i feel i have this inexplicable sadness born in my veins. its been stuck there making a home inside me since birth and the people that are supposed to help have done nothing but make it worse. im alone. painfully so. im everyones second choice and i have lots of friends but a friend to all is a friend to none. those who claim they are my closest are the ones moving to hurt me most. it sucks because i still long for the girl who was my entire life for a year. my best friend and i miss her. she took the thing i wanted most in this world from me and told me i was crazy. my other friend tells me she was wrong and i deserve better but now that friend is doing the same thing to me and thinks that i don’t know. but i do know and i almost wish i didn’t because that would make this so much easier. im so tired. all the time im tired. and im sick. i keep waiting for a chance that never wants to come and im good but not good enough and im funny but not funny enough and im pretty but not pretty enough. im second always. i feel uncomfortable expressing this to the people i actually know so i opt for anonymous posting on a ghosted app full of people i’ve never met. i miss being young. not to say im old im still a child by all means but i miss 7th grade when i always had someone to talk to and i hung out with someone every weekend and school didn’t make me depressed and my friends weren’t toxic and i liked random boys in my class instead of obsessing over the same boy for 10 months. when i blew out the candles on my 15th birthday i wished for him. my best friend and the girl standing 2 feet away watching me is the reason i never got him. shes no longer my best friend but god i wish she was. i miss being at her house everyday. i miss walking to the park with her. i miss getting ice cream after school. i miss sleepovers on school nights. i miss i miss i miss. it feels like thats all i do nowadays. i just miss. i don’t have any constance and i feel like im not doing anything right. i want someone genuine who isn’t going to stab me in the back or leave me. i want someone who can be there a lot of the time and not shit talk me to others. i need friends who wont keep secrets. i need friends who want to be around me. i need people who wont laugh at me when i speak. i need people who wont judge my every move. its hard to be confident when everyone is shoving your insecurities down your throat every 5 seconds. i don’t know what to do with myself anymore. i feel remorse for the way i act but i don’t know how to fix it. i just for once want someone to love me the way i love them. i want someone to want me the way i want them. i need someone to like me like i like them. i cant go on being next best every time. the school year is ending and i feel like im going to be forgotten. these people who claim to be my friends barley spare me a glance outside of classes and i don’t want to have to talk first. i don’t know why people keep me around if they so obviously hate me. why do you try and get me to like him if you’re going to try and get with him anyways? why do you ask me to sit by you if you’re going to get mad at me when i speak anyways? why do you text me things if you’re not going to tell me what its about anyways? why do you want to be included in conversations that don’t concern you if you’re going to be rude anyways? why do you entitle yourself to my conversations and friends but when i do the same thing its a problem? and why do i stick around if im treated like shit by you all the time.
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lifmera · 7 months
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Hello!! I came across your blog and its so adorable!! I love the aesthetic sm <333
I was wondering if I could possibly have a hazbin hotel matchup if you weren't too busy :)
So uhhh here's a tiny bit about me :)
my pronouns are she/her im demisexual/demiromantic
my personality type is INFP
i love drawing/writing and creating things in general. I tend to hyperfixate quite easily on things accidentally.
I play the violin quite often and I take a martial arts class :)
My favorite color is purple and black and some things i like to do in my free time is just binge watch things or read books. I tend to be quite stubborn on things and don't change my opinion easily this and I also tend to be quite hot-headed at times. I also like listening to music. My friends also say that I'm kinda intimidating from far away but once you get to know me they feel embarrassed that they ever thought i was so :D
Im kinda in between a golden retriever and a black cat in terms of personality ig :)
as for alignment its somewhere in between true neutral and chaotic good if that says anything-
I'm generally a kind person but if someone makes me mad then i kinda am a bitch in a sense but quietly, stuff like ignoring them and whatnot.
My sign is Leo and I'm 5'4 I really like animals especially dogs or cats :)
uhhh here's some more stuff im interested in :D
video games, books, args, theories, greek mythology, minecraft, and i also like just creating aesthetic things like moodboards and whatnot.
I tend to ramble on and get off track at times especially when I'm really into a topic (its the hyperfixation-). I also tend to overthink things because of this. I'm also lowkey obsessed with my grades... yeah idk why-
I'm fine with some touch and stuff but I get uncomfortable with hugs and stuff along with holding hands for too long. I like the more shoulder touching side hugging bits of physical touch more. I'd say my love language would probably be gifts and words of affirmation too :)
I hope this was enough info and sorry if its too much lol :)
AWW THANK YOU HUN!!
I think Emily would fit too- but..
I’ve decided to pair you with… ROSIE!!
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SHE WOULD LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT THINGS YOU HYPERFIX ABOUT!
She def wants you to draw or write her stuff. Esp speeches for the rest of cannibal town!
She’d the think the violin is BEAUTIFUL. Begs you to play it often.
She’d love that you can defend yourself! Esp against the rest pf the cannibals if they tried to get too close..
Rosie isn’t really a fighter type. I don’t think you guys would disagree often! She’d love to listen and hear what you are thinking.
She definitely likes that you can look intimidating from far! It’ll help people stay away if they wanted to hurt you! But she also loves that you are a sweetheart. She’d LOVE to be with you!!
If you ever got mad at her, she’d be super upset, and buy you a TON of stuff to try to make up for it.
Rosie honestly would love animals too! You guys would adopt a puppy and a kitty.
She’d ask you to make her a mood board, or make her in videogames!! Definitely would ask you to make her in stuff !
She’d love someone with a golden retriever personality!! She has one too :)
Rosie tends to like older music- but i think she’d losten to whatever you liked to get closer !!
Personally i think she’s be super interested in hearing out greek mythology!
She’d support your grades no matter what! She definitely does not want you to become a burn out though.
I think rosie wouldn’t be very touchy either. I think she’d enjoy quality time and acts of service! In a giving way. She’d love to brew tea and sit and chat with you!
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hopefully that was okay!
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pineappleciders · 2 years
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Hello there ciders! Is nice to see that your requests are open again ^^
Me wants angst (hurt/comfort) so 👀
Clyde, Gregory (if ya write for him), Damien, Kenny and Stan when someone literally points them out that they've been ignoring reader for like a week because they were speding all their attention on other friend and that they now are a crying and confused mess in their room (the room of the character that pointed that out).
Ofc you don't have to do it If you don't feel like it! <3 Stay hydrated and don't forget to eat, take breaks est and sleep a good amount of hours ^^
clyde, damien, kenny, and stan unintentionally ignoring reader; platonic hurt/comfort
A/N: HIII!! i havent had a lot of experience writing hurt/comfort but i hope this will suffice. im also not great at writing for clyde but i tried!! the friend character has been hanging out with is not specificed and is referred to as F/N. and thank you!!!
i wanted to write a gregory segment but honestly i think its hard to fully depict his personality as he was only in the movie, so i apologize!! :(
reader is referred to with they/them pronouns
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clyde donovan
clyde can be. very..... unaware sometimes. so it probably doesn't click that he hasn't been talking to you until someone hammers it into his brain. when he realizes he feels really stupid and guilty
"clyde! dude, i need to talk to you." tolkien rushes into the living room, where clyde and his friends were playing games on the couch.
clyde gets up and looks at him, as tolkien takes him into the next room. "what's wrong?"
tolkien looks kinda uncomfortable. "it's Y/N. they had a total breakdown in my room. they said something about you, i don't know what to do."
clyde,, doesn't like to hear this. he's actually kinda scared to go in there and see you crying, but the fact that you mentioned him has him kinda curious.
he lightly knocks on the door before creaking it open. "...Y/N?"
he sees you, awkwardly curled up in tolkien's racecar bed, sniffles and hiccups sounding throughout.
he hesitates for a bit, stumped on what to do, before stepping in and shutting the door behind him. he plays with his fingers.
he's incredibly nervous, but he steps closer to you, trying to get a better look at your face. "Y/N?"
you look up, and upon recognizing clyde's face, you sit up and wipe your tears. "o-oh. hey, man. what's- what's up?"
he's really stumped now. what does he say?????
"uh, i was checking if you're alright. did- did something happen?" clyde seems to kick his foot a little, seemingly trying to look at everything in the room but you.
you continue to wipe your face with your sleeve. "um- no, not really. it isn't-" you stop yourself, and an inner conflict is visible on your face. you sigh.
"y'know what, whatever. clyde, why- are- i feel like- like you've been avoiding me." you look away.
it doesn't process at first. "huh? avoiding you?"
you sniffle. "i mean, yeah. you've been, like- not talking to me and stuff and it seems like you're always busy. did i do something?"
"... but we're hanging out right now, right?"
"...... well yeah but it's different.. i mean like, alone. like you keep walking past me in school, and, when i wanted to be your lab partner, you-" you pause and hiccup. "agh, this is stupid, i'm sorry dude."
you can see the gears turning in clyde's head. "so, you think i've been ignoring you on purpose? i haven't... oh." he kinda has a durr moment and realizes the events of the past week.
he grimaces. "oughh, i just realized i've been hanging out with F/N way more lately.. i'm sorry, man. i didn't mean to make you feel left out."
you look at him again, with a little hope in your eyes. "wait.. so, you're not mad at me?"
he shakes his head. "no. i just kinda got busy, sorry for ignoring you. we can be partners for mr. garrisons next project, OK?"
you wipe your cheeks once more and nod. "yeah, OK."
he does a stupid lil grin, one that's strangely encouraging. "c'mon, we gotta get a slice of pizza before the guys eat it all!"
damien thorn
he's erm. very confused as to why it bothers you that much
he tries to be sympathetic though. keyword tries
"oh, dear. damien, i'm so glad you've come! ...what happened between you and Y/N?"
"... ?"
"well, it's just that.. i was talking to them and it seems you've been ignoring them for about a week or so."
"..." he thinks for a moment. "..not on purpose."
pip plays with his hands a bit. "well, i think you should go have a chat with them. they're up in my room."
damien looks at him with an unreadable expression, before making his way up the steps. he stands in front of pip's door, unsure what to do with his hands.
damien opens the door, and you look up from your spot on the bed. "damien, uh, hey, dude.." you quickly wipe your face and look at him.
he stands there for a moment, the both of you feeling the awkwardness kick in fast
"..pip wanted me to talk to you."
"'bout what?"
"about me ignoring you. i didn't do it on purpose." you can tell it strains him to explain himself.
you wipe your cheeks a bit more. "i- i know you didn't, but.. i dunno. i saw you and F/N hanging out and- you seemed really happy."
you have to admit, it's a little strange sharing your feelings of friendship with the son of satan.
".. i'm here now."
"...?"
"i'm here, hanging out with you. would you prefer i left?"
"i- no!" you find yourself speaking louder than intended. "i-i mean, no, i don't."
his head tilts a little. "then what is it that you want?"
you rub your arm, once again feeling like a shrimp in the presence of a shark. "well- maybe we could just, hang out. i dunno. you and me."
damien thinks for a moment, before nodding his head. "very well. we shall go play xbox at your house."
"really?"
"yes. now come, we must leave quickly so pip doesn't ask any questions."
"hah, okay."
in the hallway, right before you walk down the stairs, you hear damien mutter, "i didn't ignore you on purpose."
you chuckle and pat his shoulder. "yeah, buddy. i know."
kenny mccormick
god. he feels so bad about it.
i can see him being kinda confused on why it upset you so much,, but he does get it to an extent and he's just like. damn.
"dude, kenny, have you been ignoring Y/N?"
"mmph? mph!" (what? no!)
"they started crying because they thought you were, you should probably go talk to them in my room."
he opens the door and he's incredibly confused why you were crying next to stan's bed with your knees to your chest.
"mmph, mmph mph?" (dude, what's wrong?) he slowly sits next to you, putting his hand on your shoulder
you sniffle and look away. "can.. can you tell me why you're upset with me?"
".... mmph? mph mmph mmmf mmph mph!" (.... what? i'm not upset with you!) he's really confused now. what ever gave you that idea?
you look at him a bit oddly, wiping a few of your tears. "then.. why were you ignoring me?"
he ponders for a moment, trying to scan through the week that's passed since you two last hung out. to him, it just seems like you two haven't really had time to talk...
and then it hits him that he's been hanging around F/N a lot recently. as a result, you two haven't talked at all. to him, it really wasn't that big of a deal, but he feels bad when he realizes that you thought he didn't want to be around you anymore.
"mm, mmph... mph mmphph, mmph. mmf mmf mmmphph mmph mmf mph mph mmmph mmph... mmf mmph mmmph." (aw, man... i'm sorry, Y/N. i've been hanging around F/N a lot recently and.. i didn't realize.) he seems sheepish, and rubs his arm.
kenny gets up and extends his hand to you to take. "mmf mmph mmph mph mph, mmph? mmph mmmph." (i'm not mad at you, okay? i promise.)
you look at him, still a little weary, but relieved that it was just in your imagination. "yeah.. yeah, okay. thank you, kenny." you take his hand and he pulls you up.
you can't see his smile because of his parka, but you see his cheeks lift and his eyes crinkle, almost as if he's giving you a pep talk through his eyes.
"mmf mmph mmph! mmphh mmph mmf mm mmpph mmmph! "now, come on! stan's mom is making tuna helper!)
stan marsh
"oooof, jeez..." he's like scratching the back of his head and grimacing. like he doesn't know what to say but he feels very guilty
"stan, what's up with you and Y/N?"
"huh? what do you mean?"
"they said you've been avoiding them for like a week, what happened?" kyle crosses his arms.
"avoiding them? i haven't been avoiding them! we hung out like..... last friday..."
"well, whatever happened, it had them pretty upset at my house yesterday. they started crying about it right before we went to bed."
stan is incredibly confused. he knows it's been a bit since you two hung out, but he didn't think it was that serious!
he tries to look for you around school, hoping to maybe find you in the cafeteria or in the hallways, but nothing.
he sighs, entering the bathroom, but perks up once he sees you, washing your hands.
"Y/N! dude, i've been looking for you everywhere!" stan runs up to you, his face showing an emotion somewhere between awkwardness and relief.
you look a little down as you greet him. "hey, stan. what's up?" you dry your hands and face him.
he averts his eyes a little. "um... kyle was talking to me earlier, about how you slept over at his place yesterday? and, about..." he trails off, looking to find the right words.
you realize what he's talking about, and get a little embarrassed. "oh, yeah. i... i wanted to talk to you about it, but i didn't really know how to.."
his voices gets a little softer. "listen, um, i didn't mean to ignore you. F/N and i have been hanging out a lot recently, and, i dunno, i guess i kinda got caught up in it. i'm not mad at you or anything." he fidgets with his hands a little.
you look up a little. "oh, well, that's a relief." you say, with a little chuckle in your voice. "i.. i was kinda worried you didn't wanna be friends anymore.. but i guess i was overreacting."
stan looks at you. "it's fine, dude. you didn't overreact. i'm sorry." he puts his hand on your shoulder and squeezes it a little, giving a small reassuring smile.
you smile back. stan's always had a sort of hard time finding words to comfort people, so it means a lot that he's trying.
he pats your back, before looking nervous. "now, if you'll excuse me, i really have to shit." he runs into the stall, slamming it shut.
you chuckle and leave before the smell hits you.
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The Black Towel
Pairings: Thornhill x Weems x Reader (Platonic)
Word count: 1.2K
Summary: You end up in the principals office … but you didn’t do anything wrong. Well, nothing that deserved being here at least.
TW: periods (that’s really shouldn’t need a warning), talks of blood, reader being awkward
A/n finally I’ve written a period fic for this fandom. Hope y’all enjoy. Lemme know if u want more period fics by requesting.
You were in a hurry, you needed to get to class. You were running late and by the state of the hallways half the school was as well. The power must have gone out in the storm last night because it seems nobody’s alarms went off. You held your satchel closer to you and ducked your head. Little did you know someone’s eyes were trained on you.
You managed to make your way into one of the lesser jam-packed halls, realising a little too late as to why everyone was avoiding it. It was the hallway with the principal's office.
You hurried past the doors wincing when you heard them open. You managed to try and lose the principal in the crowd, but she seemed hell bent on getting to you for some strange reason.
Rounding another hallway, you leant against the wall and panted after the small amount of running you did, maybe you should listen to coach Vlad and do more fencing.
Unfortunately, you didn’t hear the clicking of heels until it was too late. The principal came and stood in front of you with a soft look on her face which surprised you as you expected her to be mad with the way she was chasing you.
“Ms L/n could you come with me to my office please?” She asked kindly and you gulped and nodded still feeling nerves about what was going to happen, detention probably. The hallways were suspiciously empty as you walked back, everyone probably hiding from the detention you could see in your future.
Entering the room, the principal placed a hand on your arm to stop you.
“Wait here. Don’t sit down just yet.” She instructed before going back into her room through the door at the back.
You stood awkwardly shuffling from foot to foot. A moment later she came back and laid a black towel on the lounge and sat down patting the covered spot beside her. You shuffled over and sat next to her.
“Would you like some tea darling?” She asked and you nodded. Your stomach cramped uncomfortably, maybe something warm would help.
While she made the tea, she spoke to you.
“Darling, do you know why your here?”
“Because i was late to class?” You said averting your gaze and bouncing your knee.
“No darling. Students weren’t the only ones late this morning, I had to knock on staff residences doors as well.” She chuckled, “You’re here more so due to the stain on your skirt.” She said softly, coming back and handing you the tea.
“What…oh.” You said finding it hard to look at her again.
Now it made sense. The stomach cramps. The tiredness. You had your period and, in your rush, had managed to bleed onto your skirt.
You flushed a deep red and took the drink from her.
“It’s natural darling.” She said as if she was simply discussing the weather, “do you have cramps?” She asked sweetly, “I have some paracetamol if you would like it?” She continued and you nodded shyly, eyes locked on the teacup in your hands. “Alright.” You mumbled softly.
She took a sip of the tea and set it down on the bench, before she stood, she placed a comforting hand on your knee.
“Darling, you don’t have to be embarrassed with me, I’m not here to make you uncomfortable. Im here to help.” She said softly and you finally met her eyes, nodding your thanks to her instead of speaking.
She stood and went over to her desk draw and pulling out some pain medicine. She popped two out and handed them to you.
You nodded your thanks and took them, chasing it with some more tea. After a minute there was a knock on the door.
“Ah, she’s here.” Ms Weems said with a smile and stood, opening the door. The door swung on its hinge to reveal a slightly disheveled Ms Thornhill holding bag with another skirt in it.
She smoothed down her clothes with a hand and straightened her glasses.
You laughed softly. “Did your alarm not go off Ms?” You asked with a smile, and she chuckled.
“Me and half the school.” She joked before coming over to you and setting the bags down.
“How are you feeling honey?” She asked and you nodded.
“Im alright. The teas helping.” You said taking another sip.
“Good. Good. Well, I’ve put a couple pads in there and a fresh skirt for you. And I got Yoko to throw in some underwear.” She said and you flushed a deep scarlet.
“Oh honey,” she said with a chuckle at your complexion, “This happened to me one too many times in high school. Nothing to be embarrassed about. It's better than being called aside by coach Vlad of all people. For an old vampire the sight of period blood makes the man squirm. It's odd, because he’s both old enough to be mature about it and because he’s a damn vampire for Christ's sake.” She said exasperatedly and you chuckled. “He always finds some reason for me to come to the gym and deal with it. The mans a coward.” She smiled, pushing up her glasses again as you cracked a grin.
“I guess.” You shrugged “Thank you… both.” You said awkwardly.
“No problem honey.” Ms Thornhill said, not missing a beat, and Ms Weems nodded in your direction and sat back at her desk watching the interaction.
“There’s a bathroom in the back if you would like to change.” She said and you shot her a sheepish grin.
“Yes please, if that’s ok?” You said and Ms Thornhill stood and nodded before she guided you to the bathroom. You knew she was close friends with the principal, so it was no doubt she knew her ways around her quarters.
After shutting and locking the door you heaved a sigh. embarrassed didn’t quite cover it. You quickly changed into a fresh set of underwear and slipped on a pad and the fresh skirt.
You silently cursed Yoko for finding the one pair of neon Marvel underwire you had hidden in the back which were a gift from your aunt as a gag gift at Christmas after she had found out your obsession with Wanda and Natasha. You were closer with her than your parents and often stayed at her on holidays.
Once you were done you shoved the soiled clothes back into the bag and washed your hands. When you were done you walked back into the office and thanked them again.
“Like Marilyn … Ms Thornhill said earlier no problem darling.” The principal said and stood. “I’ve written you a note for class. Feel free to drop your things back at your dorm. I’ve given you fifteen minutes leigh-way with the note.” She said and handed you the crisply folded paper between her index and middle finger. You nodded and took it.
“Thanks.” You said again not quite making eye contact before you slipped out of the office, hurrying back to your dorm planning all the different ways to remove fangs without anaesthetic.
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Hello!
I'm not sure if you're still answering asks concerning your DCA Detective AU, so if you're not, feel free to ignore.
My question is: Who is this Pops? If I got it right, he's the boys' creator who died "due to health complications".
What was his relationship like with the boys, Eclipse especially? I assume there's some good stuff, as I remember you mentioning that Eclipse learnt some engineering skills from him, and decided to find out more behind his death (is that right? And that is what got him mad, infected, and a mafia boss in the first place?)
What is Pops' backstory? Is it something dark, that led to his death, like the past coming back to get him (what if he didn't die because of health issues but of something else and that was just a cover???).
And also...
Here to say that I really appreciate your work and art, I love the AUs you've come up with! Looking forward to seeing more of our favourite detectives and faes! And... this might be a bit of a sore topic, but I read the earlier ask about Sleuth Jesters and Naffeclipse. I feel so awed with how you handled it. I understand how people feel when something of theirs is used by another person, and even with credit they are not the more popular one. I don't think its my place to say this, but I'm proud with how you managed it. I don't know what goes on out of the phone, off the screen, but I admire your strength with this issue. It's great to know you're getting more recognition for this wonderful idea you brewed! And your art, scrumptious!
Of course, if all this makes you uncomfortable, you are welcome to ignore and delete.
Sending hugs <3
Woah! I just wanna say first and foremost: thank you for liking my stories and my characters! sorry it took me so long to respond, I have lots going on always all at once but since I’m taking today off to just unwind I’ve finally got a moment to type this up,
There’s toons of questions here to let me address them all!
1. Pops is indeed an old man who created sun, moon, and eclipse! Think of him as the Geppetto who created his own Pinocchio’s.
2. Pop’s story was definitely not dark at all, but it’s not to say he didn’t have some life struggles here and there. He was a mechanic, an engineer and a brilliant man, he simply wanted to show everyone bots could be taught just as humans can grow.
3. He was a very beloved man and mechanic in the small section of the city he lived in, basically everyone in the block and knew him or recommended his shop to get your repairs done at!
4. Im still undecided on his fate, but the gist of it was that pops discovered the mega corporation that was fazbear.co was doing shady business and human experimentation on their robots (along with some cold cases on various children) , and planned to tell his local paper, which he did! And while it gained traction, almost a month after a ‘accidental fire’ took place in his shop and it is assumed he died in it because his body wasn’t recovered. He just went missing :( along with any evidence that could incriminate the corporation.
5.eclipses and pops relationship was really close! they were family and eclipse saw him as a father figure :) . Eclipse became a detective, looked after his brothers and they kept the shop (they had to rebuild it) and was promoted to head chief , and sun and moon also grew up to be detectives, the best in their courses of course! Basically it was tough but things were actually starting to look bright and hopeful again.
Lastly, from the bottom of my heart thank you for your kind words. And I’m a little embarrassed honestly , I’ve never heard someone say they admire mE but//! Thank you!! (//`ー´//)
I’m giving you the biggest hug back!
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