#memtal illness

[g0ne1997]

,Saying this, i don't wanna freak out, but Just for your information everyone. Dms are most likey not going to be open or respond fast, because I'm a Schizophrenic, and meds are not working. like, at all !! So im taking a break, Hope i dont upset you all, trying to push through till new things Just been very rough. Time been a postal experience. literally. sending love to everyone everyone ,

ill be ok, just. Yeah, 👍 been bizarre

[schizorrs]

"i dont have time for you"

[blackpoppy0]

I know I will never fill that hole and it’s breaking me.

[bloody-lipstickstain-444]

Made by me

[the-sun-of-endless-ash]

a lover lost

what if one day you realized that you weren't happy. Like you had everything that a person should want.

What if you had a spouse kids and a large extended family and large circle of friends. Who you knew cared about you.

You realized to you own horror that to you they didn't matter to you.

It wasn't that you hated them or even disliked them.

It was just as if they could die or leave forever and you wouldn't be able to care.

You want to care you act like you care and you do your dammed best to make sure that the people that you should love are happy.

You would spend your life not understanding why everyone around you feels so much more human then you.

Why the others were able to feel the things you spent years now learning how to fake.

You feel like your supposed to be someone else like your not supposed to be here

That what everyone calls you is a person that you are just taking the place of

Yiu begin to feel as if you killed the person who everyone knows that.

you aren't yourself you are only pretending to be you.

Your name feels foreign to you. Because it's not what you call yourself.

You that you aren't the person they think of you as.

You aren't their friend Mike.

You aren't their son Mike.

You aren't their husband Mike.

You are. Something else.

Is who you are a sin.

Are you inherently evil.

Do the people you meet think of you.

What voice do people read you in

What assumptions do they make about you.

Do ypu call the people who call their friends. Friends.

[local-dreaming-fangirl]

[theautismcorner]

Sometimes I have thoughts and then I want to light my brain on fire

[chaotic3m]

I love you if you're trans

I love you if you're queer

I love you if you're a woman

I love you if you are a POC

I love you if you are from a different country but praying for America

I love you if you are disabled

I love you if you are an SA or r@pe survivor

I love you if you are a school shooter survivor

I love you if you have PTSD

I love you if you have any mental health issues

I love you if you have SH before

I love you

I love you

I love you

If you are considering

Please

Call the suicide hotline (988)

[vampirevampirevampirehunter123]

Update I'm on meds now, so you all missed your chance to emotionally manipulate me

[autisticmysticsarah]

I see me in you

Take pieces of your personality

Lose myself in illusions

I have to break the mirror

[twinkdrama]

family function more like family dysfunction

[angelic-dismay]

hahahaa thats so funny so anyway is anyone gonna help me ever

[betweenmee]

maybe in another universe life wasn’t so bad

[vampirevampirevampirehunter123]

People say they care but don't do this

Mouse MD

[vampirevampirevampirehunter123]

Having autism plus whatever the hell I have is werid. i desperately want to talk to people and have connections and have relationships, but I hate going outside and interacting with people, and I find it incredibly difficult to in any way, shape, or form like people

[plexiart]

I wished I could take on commissions again because being poor is sh*t.

But I am honestly too tired and too mentally unreliable, that every demand on me causes my mental health to crash and burn for WEEKS.

I just want to give up...

Aa