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Anyways, I have a tendency recently to traumatize some of my favorite characters.
TW: Mentions of abuse, DV, SA, CSA, Depression
Jacob: One of my favorite characters in the entire series. Goofy, batshit crazy, loves harder than life has fucked him over. Dad SA’ed him for 12 years, but he broke out of it and moved from London to America. I really try to show that there’s healing that needs to be done, and he is working on it in therapy.
Anna: Our ball of sunshine and adoration was kicked out of home at 16 for being trans 🏳️⚧️ Her parents never return.
Hazel: Big, strong Daddy Dom with a heart of gold. His little sister died of Leukemia at a really young age. He prefers to take care of medical stuff that can be done at home. It’s a comfort in a way.
Adam: Tiny authoritarian, unofficial top of the polycule, sadist, but really really fucking kind right to his core. Horrible depression, like the worst you can get.
Steven: AHHH I KNOW HE HAD TRAUMA BEFORE BUT AFTER HE LEFT BEACH CITY WITH NO FUCKING GUIDANCE AND BARELY ANY HUMAN SKILLS YOU JUST KNOW HE WAS GONNA WALK INTO A BAD SITUATION OKAY?!?? Allison Adams, his ex girlfriend, was quite possibly one of the most abusive (and she’s still around trying to make his life hell) partners I’ve ever written. I loathe writing about her, she makes me physically angry. Stevens still healing, but mostly moved on.
Alex: Had to stop his mom from icing herself after he blew up at her, call an ambulance and then has been feeling awful about it ever since. He’s long ago apologized profusely and his mom and him are on good terms. You don’t forget about something like that though.
But not everyone has significant trauma affecting their lives that I added. Connie’s is the same more or less, just at Jayhawk she got bullied for… well, being a nerd and no one believed her about anything she went through. Jasmin doesn’t have much trauma wise either.
I don’t know why I destroy my characters’ mental health? Maybe my mother is rubbing off on me 😂😂😂
#steven universe#connie maheswaran#steven universe fanart#steven universe future#my writing#steven universe au#su fanart#writers#art#author#polybandau#polycule#polyamourous#trauma#trauma mini breakdown#kinda just rambling#autistic rambling
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CW: Implied Cult Trauma, Blood, Spiraling, Self-hate/Self-Blame
Tentative Devotee Minisode: First Mission Mishap
further context is this + this!
Welcome back to Tentative Devotee :} Turns out the reason I couldn't release separated au poll stuff today was because I was working on this! My method of drawing comics has sort of changed and I'm having a rough go of getting back into it (+... yknow the personal stuff too.) Regardless. Enjoy this dip back into the comics. Please don't mind missing details or minor mistakes. The past two months have been a lot for me
Tentative Devotee AU Masterpost (To be updated again soon!)
#buwan's art#my art#td!au leonardo#tentative devotee au#tentative devotee minisode#tentative devotee mini comic#rottmnt tentative devotee au#tentative devotee au comic#rottmnt au art#rottmnt au#td!au hueso#tw blood#tw injury#tw cult trauma#tw spiraling#tw mental breakdown#<- is that the right rag?
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i just finished reading castle swimmers!!!! i binged it all day!!!! and night!!!!!!!!passes ojt
#holy shit#hey guys#hows it going#its going Weird#holy shrimp#lol. lmao. rofl#oTL#this series played on my trauma three separate times#iT MAY have made me have a mini breakdown. oops#oopsies#ahahahahahaahhahaahahahshahahahajab#siren is so me fr#coughs up blood#yes. i read. the entire thing. in a little over a day#and GUESS WHAT#i can BARELY REMEMBER IT RIGHT NOW#THATS RIGHT BEYBAY#WOOOOOO#HOLY FUCK I AM SO MESSED UP#OK GUYS. CRAWLING INTO MY HOLE. BYE CHAT#castle swimmer
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DC should announce a Black Bat and Batgirl mini, with Nightwing as a guest star, and confirm Cass is there but keep what role she's playing a secret and the Batgirl a secret too. People will wonder who the Batgirl is, theorize on whether it's Steph or Tiffany or an old Batgirl brought back or a new one altogether, or if Cass is the Batgirl. They'll assume Cass is Black Bat but keep their minds open to the possibility of it being a new character talking up the mantle.
DC releases the series. It's Batgirl!Cass and Black Bat!Tim, and the only in-universe explanation given is "sibling bonding trip". This is not set in Gotham, it's set in Bludhaven where they bother Dick relentlessly. They nearly kill a man and almost drive Dick to a breakdown because of stress/worry every issue. Steph shows up sometimes to laugh at them. It's silly and sometimes they discuss their trauma and bring up therapy but decide they're too cool for it
#my rambles#tim drake#batfamily#batgirl!cass#black bat!tim#tim & cass#dc good/bad story tag#<- my new tag for dc story ideas#dick grayson#can you tell i love the cass-tim-dick dynamic. because i love the cass-tim-dick dynamic#cass cain
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Why I'll Never Forgive Endeavor - An Analysis
tw: abuse, domestic violence, dehumanization, and everything you expect to come with talking about the todorokis
Endeavor was right in calling Shouto a masterpiece, because that's all he ever was to him. Just a canvas to imprint whatever beliefs he had onto. Shouto was never made to be a person. He was made to be an object, an immovable force, something Endeavor can sculpt to his desire.
We see this through Shouto's demeanor. His inability to show emotions the way others do to that extreme of a level is usually a trauma response. He's purposefully blank, lest he face the wrath of Endeavor noticing the stain on his perfect painting.
Dabi even mentions this.
Endeavor wasn't the only one who saw Shouto as a means to an end. Dabi did too. He calls Shouto a puppet and trophy son throughout the series genuinely does not seem to consider that he has feelings at all. He wants to break him, because Shouto was given the life he was promised, but he can't see past what Endeavor told him to be like class 1a did.
Dabi's plotline was never about reconciling with Shouto, it was about destroying everything Endeavor thought made him great.
Endeavor controlled every moment of Shouto's life from the day he was born. Training, probably diet, every single second of every day was planned to expect max power and effort. He wanted a machine that he could show off, like fucking Tony Stark or some shit.
This is why when Midoriya says "it's your power," it's so impactful. He essentially told Shouto "you don't have to be what he made you to be." He was finally given permission to choose, something no one in his life (not even his mother) gave him. When you're a kid like that, you don't have the perspective that you can change. Midoriya believed that he could, so Shouto did.
Shouto wanted his father to see him as valuable outside of what he could do for him. But he never gets that. That is why the ending is so important for Shouto.
Shouto's arc is, at a base level, finding purpose outside of what his father expected.
You know who was given the freedom to do that from the get go?
Touya.
Let's get into the meat of the issue. Endeavor genuinely cared about Touya. He gave him permission to be great. He told him that there is more to his life than being Endeavor's 'mini me' and that Endeavor would support him in what he'd pursue.
He didn't do this with Fuyumi or Natsuo, but I think at this point he would've been willing to care about them if they offered something he thought was valuable. Because at the end of the day, even if Touya wasn't going to be a hero, Endeavor believed he'd still do great things. That he would bring honor to their name.
Endeavor only started caring about how he treated his family once he saw what it did to Dabi. His wife's mental breakdown didn't do it. The disfiguration of his youngest didn't do it. Breaking his child down until all he was was just another puddle of vomit on the floor at the age of five didn't do it. Not even the death of his beloved child did it.
But seeing how he ruined Touya's potential did.
Endeavor's change only came from the knowledge that he was his own ruin. His apologies come from a place of selfishness and it destroyed his family.
The thing that both Shouto and Dabi had in common is that they both just wanted to be enough for Endeavor. And at the end of the day, and the manga, I truly don't think that was ever achieved.
And that is why I can never forgive Endeavor.
#mha#bnha#dabi#shouto todoroki#touya todoroki#dabi dance#todoroki family#enji todoroki#endeavor#todofam#fuck endeavor#he can rot in hell with afo#mha spoilers#mha 430#bnha ending
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You know, the more I think about, the less surprising it is that "7-8 students overbloted" and more "How has NRC gone decades without an overblot?"
From my understanding, blot is a measure of magic mixing emotional pressure. And overbloting is basically bottled-up emotions finally exploding, yes? Between: - NRC is a prestigious magical academy, therefore drawing lots of magical talent - the students having such big egos it's pulling teeth to get them to willingly together - various past/present traumas, pressures, stress, etc - NRC is a boarding school, so this likely the first time most students have lived away from home How is overblot so rare? Judging from what we've seen, one would think a kid would snap and overblot once every 5 years or something, bare minimum
Anyway, what do you think?
Okay, this is gonna actually be a decently long ramble. Buckle end
So...We got two choices. Either Overblots ARE super rare, which story-wise I'm not entirely sure about either since there are seemingly 10,000 phantoms on ice in STYX. If all of those containment boxes have a phantom in them then that is a FUCK TON of overblots happening around the world at a pretty decent pace.
OR
Overblots AREN'T super rare and plenty of mini-overblots happen that only have the phantoms being taken away with or without casualties.
It's kinda just storywise of the Twist boys just being very powerful teen mages who seem to have the most tragic backstories ever seen in the world and THAT'S why only now they're over-blotting. But even then, 7-8 seriously intense overblots like months apart on the same campus is still fucking weird...
But within my own canon (That I will really deep dive into in my Main story rewrite fic), is that the Overblots are being TRIGGERED BY CROWLEY.
We are a non-magical being, brought to NRC against our will with no idea how we actually got there or how to get home. Once we were rejected by the Dark Mirror and Crowley learns we're potentially not from this world at all, instead of like...handing us over to some type of authorities or even STYX...Crowley puts us in an abandoned, isolated building and tries to make us what is basically an indentured servant???
You can mainly just chalk that up to Crowley being an asshole. And you can even use that logic for the prologue and Book 1. But within my canon, Crowley is the mastermind triggering all these overblots for an end goal. Those were TESTS, to make sure that we can actually survive an overblot fight, and to make sure the chosen target can survive an overblot because OVERBLOTS ARE SUPPOSE TO BE FATAL.
Because from that point on, Crowley is the one throwing us at every issue that leads to an overblot. He puts us on the case for the Spelldrive accidents, he tells us to figure something out with Azul, (kind of a stretch) He has us feed the fire fairies in the cafeteria to be in Jamil's crosshairs, He just DECIDES we need to host the VDC team when literally anywhere else is better than Ramshackle (WE CANONICALLY DON'T HAVE RUNNING WATER AT THIS POINT????).
Book 6 didn't have much Crowley pushing us, but he was busy getting grilled by actual officials on WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING AT THIS SCHOOL????
Book 7...after literally having...no talk since the start of book 4 about us finding a way home...just comes out and says that he might of found us a way home??? Very...convenient since Malleus was on the verge of an emotional breakdown.
Plus just...how did Grim get into the school? Like Grim is a monster, that's a fact. NRC is on the top of an evil ass mountain, there's SOMETHING outside those gates and the school has some type of spell to keep whatever it is outside. But Grim manages to break in like twice? "Undetected?"
Even in the prologue, he had a mage stone collar PREPARED to accept Grim into the school as a student. He's like...weirdly prepared with a lot of shit.
Crowley is sus as fuck and he is the one causing all of these overblots
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All right, i decided on a whim to share a rough reference i use in my head of what teenage Ant looks like. Depending on what story or AU I’m writing a teenage Ant for, his appearance changes, but for this one we’ll say it’s my ‘canon’ version of him. Rather, the teenage Ant I have in my head following my internal interpretation of the canon timeline as it takes forever for new seasons to come out, but that I make sure to update as we get new seasons. Also involving a lot of my headcanons for him, most of which explain certain things about either his appearance or mental health, cause our boy is TRAUMATIZED.
Ant is about sixteen to seventeen here, the typical age for teenage main heroes. Except he has already been through being the main hero and is a little sick of it. Or maybe a lot sick of it. A few years prior to where he is in the drawing, the prophecy ends. After defeating the Monumentials and saving the earth from what would have been a devastating rampage, Ant tried to pretend that everything was okay and normal for a while. You know, blocking all of his trauma and acting like nothing’s wrong as is the norm from teenage protagonists. After a while though, Ant realizes that his lifestyle was never really normal to begin with. Ant has a bit of a metal breakdown, not on par with the one Alpheus had or anything, but he has a meltdown when trying to go back to his normal life fails and he realizes he wants a break from everything. From all the families missions and all the adrenaline they experience on a weekly basis and all the danger he hasn’t realized he’s experienced for a majority of his childhood. Fontaine feels guilty for being so proud of her little brother wanting to do normal, not-submarine things, and so Ant starts his own little journey of doing things beyond the titanium hull of the Aronnax.
Now that I’ve gotten the mini bio, or whatever that was, done, time for the headcanons!
- Ant joined his sister in begging their parents to let them try land school, and ultimately Kaiko and Will caved, due to everything the family had just been through. Fontaine went straight to high school while Ant did a year of middle school due to age before moving to high school, with both kids using Kaiko’s maiden name at Ants request. This was because while Ant didn’t hate being a Nekton and was proud of his name, he didn’t want to attract any sort of attention at all. Fontaine wasn’t immediately thrilled by it, but didn’t complain either.
- Ant ended up growing his hair out a bit, and started wearing a beanie as well. He’d alternate how he wore his hair, sometimes keeping it back but usually having it in a sort of half-up half-down style. Mostly because he didn’t want to try to hard with his appearance, and wanted to try something a little different to what he used to wear all the time. (I usually draw adult Ant with longer hair too)
- Ant got his ears pierced when he was fifteen, deciding on a whim that he wanted to. Fontaine was the one who ultimately took him, leaping at the opportunity. He still wears his communicator all the time, but Fontaine convinced him to try a few other bracelets as well.
- After Ants meltdown, he decided to try and separate himself from most of his childhood as much as possible. Not necessarily in a negative way, but more in a manner of trying to find stuff outside of submarine life. Ant felt he didn’t have too many hobbies outside of anything that came in handy with working and living on a submarine, and so started trying out all sorts of activities to find other things he liked to do. This was another thing Fontaine was eager to jump on board with. He still goes out in the Shadow Knight, and he still loves swimming and working on the Aronnax with Kaiko, but he doesn’t spend nearly as much time doing these things as he did when he was younger.
- Another aspect about Ant trying to branch away from submarine life is his clothing. He didn’t wear casual clothes too much as a kid, almost always wearing a wetsuit. As an older teenager, Ant doesn’t wear his wetsuit too much anymore. He has one, and he does use it, but not nearly as often as a kid. He tries to focus on finding a style he likes, which Fontaine is also ecstatic about. Doesn’t always agree with what he picks out, but she’s super excited nonetheless
-As Ant gets older, he starts to develop some more of Kaiko’s features. Ant always felt, to me, like someone where you knew he was Kaiko and Wills kid, but you never saw any similarities until you put him right in between his parents. As Ant gets older though, he starts to lose baby fat and looks a little more discernibly like his parents, especially Kaiko whom he subtly looks more like in regard to facial structure. (Fontaine is, like, a perfect blend of her parents in my opinion. Ant somehow looks exactly like and nothing like either of his parents in the show)
- Ant starts to develop a bit of muscle as a teenager. He’s not Will, and never does get that muscular, but he’s a teenage boy and that sort of thing just tends to happen to teenage boys. He’s still fairly active as well, which helps. His hair also gets a bit thicker because of puberty, and a tiny bit wavy. Not enough to be actually noticeably though, at least until it gets humid out.
- Ant didn’t grow too much between the ages of twelve and fourteen, but then started shooting straight up at fifteen. Will jokes that it’s all the growth spurts he missed in his early teenage years hitting him all at once. This however leads to Ants usual perfect balance due to life on sea being royally screwed up as his center of balance continues to change makes him abnormally clumsy over the next few years until he stops growing so fast at eighteen/nineteen. Being so clumsy leads to a few accidents, like the one that gave him a scar in his eyebrow. Ant usually doesn’t tell people how he got the scar, cause it’s embarrassing to him after spending so long on the ocean. During a summer between school years, the Nektons were on the Aronnax, and Kaiko just gently tipped the Aronnax into a dive. Nothing Ant shouldn’t have been unable to adjust to with ease. Instead, he slid on the floor, lost his balance, and went tumbling down the hall and crashing into a random room with an unfortunate door open where he wound up twisting his ankle, breaking his nose, and cutting his eyebrow deep enough to scar.
- In line with the prior note, Ant has some scars from all the adventures his family has been on. Fontaine does as well, and these only drive home how desperately they want to experience some sort of normalcy, despite still loving their life on the Aronnax.
- Ants clothing style tends to reflect his mental state; how well he’s doing, if anything’s bothering him, that sort of thing.
I’m sure i have plenty other headcanons, but my brain’s struggling to focus on anything new, so here ya go.
#not me writing all this out and now wanting to write a fanfic of teenage Ants shenanigans in high school#stereotypical teenage protagonist hiding something while attending school. but it’s just that he lives on a submarine and saved the world#it’s like the teenage hero hiding the magic life. except Ant’s retired now#some sort of magical or Lemurian thing starts happening aroudn the school#and while his classmates are filled with awe or terror Ant’s just going ‘not this again’#some sea monster shows up nearby and Ant just blows an air horn at it#a new substitute shows up and no one knows why Ant’s glaring at him so much#it’s Nereus. and he’s half enjoying Ants frustration and half nervous about it because Ants had to replace his pencil twice#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#ant nekton#antaeus nekton#I’d do one of Fontaine but that girls style changes in my drawings so much i don’t have a solid older teenage design of her#ant’s usually consistent in my AU’s. Fontaine has a new hairstyle for every AU i come up with
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marvel headcanons
weirdly specific headcanons for my favorite characters,
some traits may not align with canon or popular fan opinions. these are just my opinions, to each their own !!
!! TW: s/h , ptsd , disability , neurodivergence , anxiety , depression , alcohol
Gwen Stacy :
lesbian + non-binary
she/they
has a secret spider-girlfriend
obsessed with pop-tarts and tries them in every universe
spends her free time at the animal shelter petting dogs, the workers from many universes know her since they come by so often, and they always welcome her.
won’t admit it but secretly wants to be an english teacher when she grows up
Peter Parker :
trans ftm + bisexual
he/him
his parents are rich lawyers who travel a lot, so he’s always lived with his Aunt, May. doesn’t have contact with his birth parents
has social anxiety and a severe anxiety disorder
has a soft spot for dalmations
in the process of filing for a psychiatric service dog for his panic attacks
has adhd
Wanda Maximoff :
bisexual with a female preference
has a wife !!!
massive swiftie
has two twins and an adopted daughter
disability mom, billy has angelman syndrome and tommy has autism and epilepsy
in therapy to work on her trauma trigger responses ie. controllingness
has suffered with severe depression
loves loves loves dogs (has two goldendoodles, snowflake and rocky)
Yelena Belova :
queer woman
convert jew, found herself in the religion and found a community through a support group for, and run by, woman in her synagogue.
absolutely in love with Kate Bishop
very protective over kate and shows her off to everyone
has a ptsd service dog named sasha, who helps with her flashbacks
has struggled with s/h, but is in therapy and getting better
has a very sexual relationship with kate and everyone in the compound steers clear of the hallway where kate and yelena’s rooms are
Kate Bishop :
pansexual + demigirl
madly in love with Yelena Belova
super innocent but would do unholy things for her girlfriend
hates all dogs. except her dog, pizza-dog-lucky. lucky is different.
slight mommy issues
bottom asf , and a massive brat
super snarky but easily gets her feelings hurt
was homeschooled her whole life, and she never lost that childish energy
thinks her girlfriend’s protectiveness is cute, but loves to push against it to see yelena get all hot and bothered
always spends the holiday season with clint’s family (partially bec she loves them and partially to save on heating bills in the colder months)
spam posts every detail of her life on insta stories + makes mini-vlog reels 24/7
Natasha Romanoff :
demiromantic + unlabeled
hates labels, she likes who she likes end of story.
has a massive soft spot for cats, and has 3 of her own, Tumeric, Spots, and Dart.
has a massive unrequited crush on wanda
she’s labeled as the “bed-hopper” by her friends for her string of serial hookups after she left the redroom, but she wants nothing more than to settle down with a wife and even more cats.
top
big mommy issues and that usually comes across in her relationships, as she seeks out (sometimes older) people with nurturing qualities.
battled alcoholism during the dark days in the blip from losing her sister, but she has an amazing therapist and is now sober
Kamala Khan :
bisexual
she/they
really into tarot
best friends with America Chaves and has a small gay crush on her
constantly gets in trouble with teachers for being too loud and talking in class
has inattentive adhd and always forgets to take her meds
has a very popular carol danvers x fem reader fanfic on A03 that she hides from her parents but she always neglects her homework to make sure she updates regularly for her readers
loves tacos
has sensory issues and gets sensory overload breakdowns due to sound and this can trigger her powers to go haywire while she’s overstimulated
her family puts a lot of pressure on marriage but she just wants to live in a house with america and spend the rest of their lives together reading fanfic and rewatching avengers movies
she kissed america once and they never talked about it again, though they both have hinted at wanting to do it again.
#kamala khan#gwen stacy#marvel headcanons#spider gwen#ms marvel#doctor strange in the multiverse of madness#scarlet witch#wanda maximoff#peter parker#spiderman#trans spiderman#natasha romanoff#black widow#yelena belova#hawkeye#kate bishop#i actually made this wtf#part two will happen eventually
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I am not somebody that hops onto the "comic discourse" a lot. I usually prefer to talk things through with my friends and share opinions in private.
But since Tangle more or less got ignored so far i take the chance and talk a bit about her appearance in 64
She jumps in as a supportive character towards Whisper and helps her to prevent another breakdown. While yes, there was a scene in Urban Warfare that did the exact same thing, i feel like with issue 64 we finally see how strong of an impact this support actually has on the page. (I talk a bit more about Urban Warfare further down this post.) I don't even dare and call this bait (Edit: Not my words btw. i saw this used in another heated post. I personally never felt baited in any form. If anything, the girls relationship is one big highlight in these comics.) because it simply isn't. Here is a character that cares for her partner and also is uncomfortable with the whole situation to begin with. She has to decide where her priorities lie. Her reaction is to be expected to be focused on a trembling Whisper and all i can say is i'm glad we finally have a good depiction of that.
Tangle has the right to approach Whisper in ways i think no other character is able to, she earned it and it pretty much shows on this page. Softly taking down Whisper's mask and checking on her, the body language in these panels is chefs kiss. She's truly a bouncy girl, but it's good to see her being serious every now and then, i feel like it's a side of her that people usually tend to ignore. (And i really don't know why that is.) Evan Stanley does always an amazing job if it comes to showing Tangle in a different light or how she cares about her friends and loved ones. In regards about the current arc and even the last one, i feel like this post is a good chance to add my personal take to it as well, since it's been on my mind for a good while now. I feel like 64 finally makes a step into the right direction again.
To elaborate a little on that, i wasn't really a big fan of Urban Warfare, simply for the fact that it's pacing is all over the place. There were a lot of things that needed to be covered, to name a few: - new team building - Whisper's trauma - Lanolin introduced as a new character - a LOT of other teams jumping into the scene - the city itself all squeezed into a 5 book arc. One more book compared to a mini series that usually gives full focus to a set of chosen characters.
To make this clear, there are also good things in Urban Warfare as well but thanks to the fact how rushed the whole story felt in it's core it's a bit hard to enjoy the good bits as well...
Misadventures still deals with the same pacing problem and i believe that is where the real issue lies. As a reader/collector of the books and longtime fan of them, all i can say is:
I wish the comics would get their old, well cared, time for details back. Yes, a story like the Metal Virus was a long run but in the end it was a fantastic read. Mini arcs like Trial by Fire (Still one of my favorites), that focus on other things instead of the usual action, are also very important for character development and add a lot of depth to them. Endless Summer is a great example for such addition as well. These books provide insight into character interaction we usually don't see otherwise. Of course i have no idea how much SEGA is involved into everything if it comes to general decisions like how long one arc is supposed to last and when the next one should start.
(The next part is based on my personal taste, this has nothing to do with the general narrative of the books. I just want to share my thoughts about this since i really don't write them down a lot.)
As a little side note, i feel like Lanolin is a great character so far. Her stubborn and rule book like demeanor as a leader is refreshing to say the least. She also seems to be really close to how her creator ABT imagines her to be and i really appreciate that. But i can't help it and feel like her team dynamic with Tangle and Whisper comes of as rather… rocky ? On a combat level of things it works really good but on a friendship level it's somehow lacking atm. There is this boss and coworker relationship going on that feels more like real work. Obviously though she's new and needs more time to get better established. I guess we will see how this plays out in the future. I'm all in for a good or funny team dynamic but i also can't help it and feel like she works better as an addition to Jewel, running the restoration, the navigator typ that sends intel via com instead of a field combatant. Even if she proved she's good at close combat as well during her encounter with Whisper in 64. That being said, i am all open for surprises and more character development on her part. This is really just a "now" opinion and can easily change over time. I like the sheep, i really do.
#IDW Sonic#Whisper the Wolf#Tangle the Lemur#Whispangle#Just some thoughts i wanted to get out of my head#long opinion posts always take forever to write - language barrier demands extra brain juice - cries in german#Thanks to my friends SomethingSonicRelated - Honeydew - DillyWolf and ScurvyPiratehog for looking over this post#providing some additions as well#64 was a good read overall#the Whispangle moment was soft and needed#not adding more details about the issue in general since i still try to keep the theme of the blog as it's focus.#I think the post speaks for itself :>#There are still moments i hold really high and dear to me from the last arc#best example's probably my pinned post heh <3
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If Ashley found a shrunk con, like fit in your Palm small what would she do with them ? What would the experience be for the con ?( I blame bittyformers/tinyformers tags for this question)
It would depend...
Ashlyn would most certainly not be picky. After all, she is a fan, a little trauma does little to erode the foundational love (one-sided as it is) she carries for these characters. A little mini-con? How can she not pick it up and give 'em a little SQUEEZE?
She would be collecting them like Pokemon.
Knockout would be a little... upset. How dare the grimy human touch him?!?! He can feel his finish eroding every nanosecond those oily digits make contact with his paint!
He'll cool down once the buffer comes out. It's a full-body massage now. The Doctor might even find himself enjoying his new state, the routine compliments, the ease of getting prime varieties of paint and polish, and, better yet, no one to scratch or dent his frame. It could almost be idyllic if it wasn't so pet-like. Yet, lounging in his microfiber blanket, suggesting new modifications to the toy mini race track, KO can't find it within himself to be too upset. Ashlyn for her part is rather diligent with his upkeep, relatively entertaining banter, and doesn't seem too hostile.
He could get used to this. Just until the process is reversed and he's free once more.
Breakdown is more confused than agitated. Ashlyn took one look at him, made a strange strangled noise, and plucked him up. Now he's here, wrapped like a burrito in a mattress nest as the human coos over him and plays monster truck rallies on the TV. It would almost be relaxing if not for the concerning focus in her eyes, the impressive assortment of bug spray and lighters, and the odd sentence she mutters every so often.
What does she mean he won't get torn apart for the third time? What does she mean the second happened when he was dead?!?! KO, please come pick up BD- he's scared.
Makeshift is the most proactive out of them all, fighting valiantly till he can't anymore or risk going into a forced stasis. He transforms in her hands, stabs, and slices as exposed flesh, his vocal processor glitching as his curses in Neocybex. It's not till Ashlyn starts bleeding that the Mech's joints lock up, mind flashing to a particularly sore memory as the warm fluid gets between his gears.
He's still frozen as he's gently washed in a basin, warm water soothing and his ruined arm treated with more consideration than even he's bothered to give the useless limb. Makeshift is still thinking as the human mutters, questions about how he's alive, apologizes for the injury, and promises if he hurts someone again. It's very confusing; an odd mixture of guilt and justification that seems dwarfed by his existence.
Ashlyn Moore promises to take responsibility for this discrepancy she's created in the timeline, and Makeshift feels both threatened and assured by it.
Starscream will be a shrieking mess. He will claw up everything he can get his servos on and insult everything he can think of. Which is a lot. He's entirely unprepared for how the organic snarks back at him, pointing out the height difference in a coldly factual way while she's also ensuring everything is Starscream-proof and comfortable. Including an assortment of cat posts arranged in a way that could almost mimic Vos's skylines.
It's not until he witnesses Ashlyn being, well Ashlyn, that Starscream finally shuts up. A human did that? THAT? That crater, those screaming wails, the sheer fear radiating off masked soldiers as they back away from the same organic that put a cat seat by the window for him?
The seeker can't help but smile, clawed digits and stoking the hand that protectively holds him like a supervillain with a favorite pet. If this is what she can do to MECH, how else can he use this nugget of chaos?
Megatron is shocked to be in this situation, but, similar to Starscream, he believes he can use our darling chaos goblin to his advantage.
That plan is quickly sidelined.
Ashlyn treats him relatively well, maybe a tiny part of her is hoping to change that rusted bucket's mind about the war, or at the very least, about humanity's perceived status as inconsequential. It would be nice not to have to worry about the giant alien in the sky raining down super weapons every other week, okay?
It quickly devolves into a rather obvious game of mental chess, one side with manipulation tactics, and the other with dubious philosophy and ethical questioning. Both sides prove adept at picking up the other's traps. Ashlyn knows what Megatron is, she knows how he works and is quick to call him out when he presents a logical fallacy or deviates into emotionally based evidence. Megatron is quick to pick apart her questions, dealing with even the Trolley problem with simplistic but probing ideas.
It turns into a game, and, eventually, a respectful friendship. There never going to agree, never going to be allies. Ashlyn is not going to let the Warlord go, and he is not going to stop a millennia-long war for a short-lived organic. But they can respect each other.
It's easy to respect a mind that works so similarly to your own.
Soundwave and Ashlyn just stare at each other. Eventually, the Survalince Officer is also added to the hoard. Ashlyn isn't quite sure what to do with him, the mech is a legitimate threat just by existing, but she can't leave him or mini Lazerbeak where they could get stepped on.
Totally not because it's freaking Soundwave and it plucking all the right cords of her fanatic heart to see him in a mini version.
In the end, Ashlyn starts walking around in a tin foil hat and makes a miniature Faraday cage. Hopefully, that keeps the con from hacking her phone.
Soundwaved takes this as a challenge and a vacation :)
Airachnid is found first by Jack. Solid willpower morphed whatever reality this drabble peers into, and Jackson Darby found the spider first. Lacking bug spray and a lighter to attach to it, the teen does the most sensible thing he can think of. He kicks her.
The sadist, six bonus legs and all, goes sailing through the air, her attempted threat cut short by her own teeny tiny squeal.
It's a mercy. Ashlyn would have just stepped on her.
*bonus*
JA332 dropped the final sugar cube onto the ground. Chuffing in a pleased manner as he wiped the few remaining granules from his armor, the little vehicon turned to gather the rest of his brethren to complete the ritual.
He'd prove the existence of Unicron's spawn today. The offering, and now a name ready to be chanted as his kin witnessed him summon the giant. Yes, JA332 would offer proof of what he witnessed so long ago today, and they'd command the giantess to grant them what they desired. Energon, territory, the death of the ants that kept trying to steal the offering sugar. Perhaps even a miracle would be done and ST3V3's true love would finally reciprocate so they didn't need to hear how amazing the Commander was every single vorn.
Yes, this could only end well.
(if you know, you know.)
#ao3 author#ao3#transformers#tfp#aligned continuity#transformers prime#maccadam#I do not own ST3V3#but I love the idea of him#Maybe a little foreshadowing sprinkled in here
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Wayne Family Trauma
I'm loving the current story line in Wayne Family Adventures and allowing the past trauma come out with small to big breakdowns with Duke, Jason, and Bruce and I'm hoping a couple lines and the promo pic of Barbara means we get one with her too. But there a couple of things I want to happen after. And when I say after I mean AFTER.
Look Tim became Robin going I'm gonna lift Batman up when he stayed in the darkness too much after Jason died. He became Robin to be the perfect Robin to allow Batman to become who Batman was suppose to be again. Tim, to me, is a high stress person. A person that works better under the stress. The thing is that those types of people can sometimes have a harder time when the pressure is released.
So I want sometime after Joker is back in jail and Duke and everyone is fully healed and everyone really thinks everyone is doing well for Dick to be lightly hurt at sometime when Dick, Bruce, and Tim are together and Bruce was turned talking to Tim at the moment. This can be in costume or not and when I say lightly hurt I mean it is practically nothing at all. The stakes could NOT be lower so Tim has no pressure on him to help him maintain himself. And I want Batman's words of if one of the others get hurt cause I was dealing with you then that will be on you to go through Tim's head then and him to have his own freak out breakdown. They get back to the manor (or were already there) and Dick reassures Tim it's okay nothing happened. Bruce ends up telling Dick that he can head home Bruce would like to talk to Tim alone. He has some things to that him and Tim need to have a one on one with that is long overdo. Dick agrees but asks to be let know if everything is okay after.
Bruce and Tim helps Tim calm down and they do talk it out and he does address how he went too far in his fear (to be clear I don't mean this as a I hate Bruce how could he but as a character flaw as people have). Bruce will also talk to Stephanie after this but if anyone has any fun ideas for her please share.
But you might be wondering why specifically Dick? This would work for any of them. Well that is because of the second mini breakdown I want. Dick is between the oldest child and Bruce's significantly younger enough brother that Bruce ended up raising after parents died so kind of acts as a bridge between the other kids and Bruce. He has had to step into Batman's shoes so he knows where Bruce is coming from but he has also made sure to remember how those choices made him feel. He plays the perfect big brother that is gonna make sure his siblings feel respected but are still protected and have all they need. Because one time he let the Joker get under his skin he killed the Joker and Tim had to push himself too hard to bring him back and that just ended up with Dick becoming another adult Tim had to worry about when he should not have had that on him(Tim). So I want Dick to get home to his empty apartment (cause if anyone was there then Dick would have something to do to be useful for someone) and have a mini freak out that he didn't keep track of his siblings enough to realize Tim needed help and instead became a point of stress.
And here one of the others could come for a surprise visit and see this and then we get another talk down reminding Dick he doesn't have to do stuff for everyone he just has to be himself (harkening back to an earlier issue) and he can also lean on them. He doesn't have to be the balancing act between them and Bruce and them and their feelings all the time. I personally want this one to be Jason or Jason and Barbara but others work too.
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|| 🍍• I want to know what happened to Knock Out after Predacons Rising.
I want to know if he did eventually gel with his new team family.
I want to know if he struggled with all the mushy Autobot rhetoric and kindness, and maybe fought against it.
I want to know if he was forced to shadow Ratchet as a sort of probation to make sure he wasn’t still “a naughtycon bad boy with the emperor of destruction on speed dial.”
I want to know if he found it morbidly insulting having been the Decepticons medical officer.
I want to know if anyone watched him stand awkwardly on the sidelines while they all caught up after a day rebuilding and working for a movie night and the like, and felt sympathetic towards him.
I want to know if anyone reached out to him on said sidelines and made sure to discreetly pay extra attention to him so he knew he was part of the group, even if he played his egotistical nonchalant character on steroids so no one would ever think he could possibly care about being alone.
I want to know if Knock Out was subconsciously grateful someone could see through him like Breakdown had.
I want to know if that made Knock Out feel guilty.
I want to know if he felt alone.
I want to know if this occasional niceness from someone new began to make him feel uncomfortable having been so long and having become so accustomed to the opposite.
I want to know if he eventually ever uncovered that it was Arachnid that killed Breakdown through accidental word-of-mouth.
I want to know if he was content with knowing, or felt a sudden need to seek revenge wherever she may have lain.
I want to know if anyone reached him in time before he did something stupid like embarking on a wayward bug hunt - that they shared a moment of painful wisdom and trauma with him that had defined their actions up until then.
I want to know if he broke down.
I want to know if anyone genuinely cared, and sat with him through it all as his nonchalant facade shattered and he mourned uncontrollably and unintentionally into their arms.
I want to know if he lashed out at them in doing so.
I want to know if, after a while of keeping his head down, and some well-earned trust, he eventually got to have some medical responsibility of his own.
I want to know if anyone held him a congratulations party for doing well with his new big job to show they cared.
I want to know if, following a successful medical stint, he moved away and went down the cosmetic surgery route again, and set up a specialised body shop.
I want to know if anyone also threw him a moving away party.
I want to know if his business’s catchphrase/tagline was: “Dedicated to turning you from a Breakdown to a Knock Out.”
I want to know if he set up a little body shop training academy which inadvertently created a new generation of mini Knock Out’s.
I want to know if one of them was known as Wildbreak.
I want to know if anyone became his regulars and spent deliberately longer with him chatting away until closing to make sure he was still doing ok.
I want to know if Knock Out came to realise he wanted them to stay longer than they did or could.
I want to know if he ever knew what said ‘Bot(s) were up to visiting him often but played coy because he didn’t know how to thank them…for believing in him and saving him when he didn’t know he needed saving…
But most importantly…I want to know if Knock Out was happy and found genuine happiness in a world without Breakdown <3
Ideas/headcanons ®️of @legitconcrusher
#|| ooc •#|| headcanons •#|| jess speaks •#|| mun writes •#knock out deserves more than he ever received#and that is something I wholeheartedly stand by#I want to know if it was Wheeljack#both him and Arcee would get the ‘I need to go kill a bug bitch’#Wheeljack is as rugged and as charming as Breakdown and could also admirably flirt his way outta gun point#Wheeljack and Knock Out is my jammiest jam jam rare pair#I do love kobd though dw!#should I write a fic on this?#Knock Out#Breakdown#kobd#tfp kobd#tfp#transformers prime#predacons rising#post predacons rising#maccadam#tfp au#wheeljack#arcee#bumblebee#wildbreak#ratchet#airachnid#@legitconcrusher
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Bucktommy HC: Buck has a hard time talking about his past traumas since he is used to not be given space most of his prev. partners and Tommy sees that and is very patient and caring. So when Buck experiences that empathy and acceptance he has a mini breakdown, in a good way. in a "this is how it feels to have a good partner! i can't believe i finally have this!" way. Also, on a less serious note, he love playing with Tommy's loose curls, while Tommy loves giving his bad leg a good massage
oh angst!!!! and yes that's actually how I see both of them to each other. They are scared to open up, bu both are patient and caring and eventually they are each other's main support
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if the drakes bought the house next door to wayne manor earlier than in canon (when tim was four instead of when he was a teenager and janet was dead), there's no way they wouldn't have dropped tim off for babysitting once or twice. like, imagine. you're a young, newly-rich couple, and you have a strange son. you love him, but ever since that day at the circus, he's been...different. the therapist says there's nothing you can do about it, the trauma may stay with him forever, but your son is no longer sharp shards of shattered glass. he's healing. but he's still strange, and that's fine, because he's still your boy. and you stay with him as much as you can, but there's times you're busy and your husband's busy—not that you'd leave him with your little boy for an extended amount of time, not when he's just five—and you're both out of the house and this happens so rarely that it's too short-notice to get a sitter, but oh. brucie wayne and his butler and his son are next-door. wayne's harmless, his butler is competent and his son, still a boy, is both competent and kind. it's really a no-brainer, for you to leave him with them for a few hours, maybe overnight. they don't mind, and you thank them a thousand times and apologize a thousand more for the short notice, and you nudge your son who's been hiding behind your leg since you arrived, staring up at richard. and tim, little tim, looks at richard and bursts into tears. that takes a while to clear up, and tim doesn't elaborate past tears and clinging to you and richard interchangeably, but he does let go, and says he's fine, and you're running late, so with a kiss on the head from you and a ruffle of hair from your husband, you're both off.
and when you come back a few hours later, maybe it's nearing night and past your boy's bedtime or maybe it's the next morning, but when you pick him up and thank them about a thousand more times, he's happy. they give you a rundown of his day—they don't explain what the mini-breakdown was about, only richard knows and he's refusing to tell, but they say he was a delight and would be happy to babysit him again. tim doesn't explain the tears either, but he's happy and quietly says "i wanna stay again, if that's okay, i won't cry anymore" and well. you're not going to say no when the opportunity arises a few more times along the years, until tim's old enough for boarding school.
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Tony Stark, reborn as the son of the Bat.
Getting reborn into another universe was not the most absurd thing that has ever happened to Tony Stark. It wasn’t like he was downplaying it; the event was probably up there in the Top 15 craziest things that have ever happened to him. It just wasn’t that crazy considering everything else he has been through. Weirdly his name didn’t change that much in the jump between universes. Anthony Thomas Stark was close enough to the original, that Tony didn’t really mind that much.
Born to a single mother named Selina Stark… except that was apparently not her real name but an alias. Her real name had been Selina Kyle, she apparently had a falling out with Tony’s father, only to find out later that she was pregnant and decided to raise the child in secret by herself. All because she didn’t want Tony to end up like his father or something. Selina Kyle told Tony all of this while being high off anesthetic as Tony stitched up the three bullet wounds in her stomach.
Because Tony had woken up one night to find his mother bleeding on the floor of their apartment, having been shot three times by an overzealous museum security guard while trying to burglar said museum.
At first, newly seven-year-old Tony panicked. He panicked a lot, reaching never before seen levels of panic. Shaving off a few years of his newly gotten life type of panic. But then Tony had gotten his shit together and immediately began stemming the bleeding and trauma work. The newly washed carpets of their apartment were probably not the best place to work on saving his dying mother, but Tony didn’t really have much of a choice.
Once she was somewhat stable, Tony calmed from his panic somewhat and remembered he had built a mini Iron(child?)man in the closet of his room. It came in handy as Tony had it carry his mother to her bed, as he put on a voice changer to order more medical supplies to their apartment.
Being born with O negative blood proved very useful, though being only seven years old meant that Tony couldn’t really give Selina much of a transfusion. But it would have to be enough. And thank Thor, if he even existed in this universe, it was just enough.
Creating a health monitoring system out of scratch in a few hours was probably not Tony’s best work. Most of the materials were cannibalized from the mini-Ironman suit’s bio monitor and it was a rushed panicked job as Tony wanted to do something to tell him that his new mom was going to be okay. It was only when the first data on the monitor appeared, when Tony saw the expected brain activity and pulse, did he finally come down from his panic.
Everything was fine. No, it wasn’t, but it will be. The threat was gone, he needed to think about the next steps, make a plan for what would come next. And then he broke down. Instead of thinking about the future, Tony spent the rest of the night crying by his mother’s side. Which was great. It was just fine. Yeah, just one mini breakdown was fine. So, he could get it out of the way and not break down when he actually needed to do things.
Then one of the silent alarms on the roof triggered, and Tony did what Stark men did best. He got his shit together and put on the mini-Ironman suit. It had been cannibalized for parts not a few hours earlier, and it was pretty much just extra muscle and protection at this point. But that didn’t really matter. Putting on a large sweater and cargo pants over the suit for plausible deniability in the future, since apparently secret identities were a bigger thing here than back home, Tony grabbed the shotgun he had hidden from his mother in the attic. Since apparently seven-year-olds couldn’t own any guns. Dumb but whatever.
And that’s how Tony first met Batman, by pointing a ten gauge- 775 bore shotgun (that was more of a cannon due to the armor piercing round Tony had made for it) at him. It was not a happy first meeting.
First post on here, I don't know what I'm doing. From a prompt my sister gave me. Please be nice, because I will cry if your mean.
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gf: how was your day? :)
me (riddled with sleep deprivation and trauma flashbacks, was so anxious all day i almost threw up): it was alright!
gf: just alright?
me (literally had a mini mental breakdown 10 minutes before she called): i was up late so i was just really tired haha :)
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