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wxstros · 11 months ago

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Bonds Forged in Fire

In a world where dragons did not dance and Rhaenyra reigns unchallenged on the Iron Throne, her legacy endures through her three valiant sons, with the Targaryens having bowed to their rightful queen. You, a traveller in this medieval tapestry, have at last discovered the opportune moment to seek solace in Essos, intending to live out your days unburdened and free. No longer are you compelled to mend the fragile bonds among feuding cousins, having already nurtured a brotherhood among the Velaryon and Targaryen youths. Freed from the duty of attending to Alicent, appeasing your father Daemon, or strategizing for the benefit of the realm and its beloved Rhaenyra, you stand on the cusp of true retirement... or do you?

warnings: typical targcest/inc*st. DARK CHARACTERS; controlling behavior, manipulation, gaslighting. cursing. reader is a modern human. dance of the dragons did not happen. canon typical violence. yandere behavior!

pairings: hotd x reader, daemon targaryen x daughter!reader (platonic)

CHAPTER TWO: NO LONGER A FREE WOMAN

Quiet and Commanding. Graceful and Bloodthirsty — you were both the calmness of the sea and it's tempest. In a desperate act of survival, you reshaped the fate of Westeros; a no ordinary feat by all means, and you bore the scars of fabricating this delicate peace.

You sought to end a war before it grew to become one. Tearing the heart of the dragon so it no longer bore heads, you suffered the consequences of your meddling, self-preserving nature, from the curse of Targaryens.

Madness. Delusions. Paranoia..

Paranoia is ever common among people of power, and in your whimsical rendition of the present, you found yourself ensnared in the very web you sought to untangle.

Your knowledge of the succession of events was vital in its formative years; you were the weaver of histories yet unwritten, the keeper of secrets that shaped destinies. In the quiet chambers of the Red Keep, where whispers carried more weight than steel, you stood as a sentinel of wisdom amidst the unfolding of ambition and intrigue.

Once, you navigated the tapestry of Westerosi politics with a sure hand, guiding alliances and decisions that now lay woven into the fabric of a new era. But the future you once knew, predictable as the turning of seasons, now unfolded with unpredictable swiftness.

The absence of war reshaped the contours of power, leaving uncertainties where once there were certainties... and you had become one of it's unfortunate casualties.

"If I may speak, my lady," she began, her voice a whisper that hung in the air like the fragrance of roses in bloom. You turned to face her, your expression calm yet attentive, silently inviting her to share the secrets that threaded through the underbelly of courtly life. A strategically placed informant, a madame you kept in your good graces, for her valuable informations.

With practiced ease, you gestured for her to continue as you returned to your preparations, the delicate clink of jewelry punctuating the quiet conversation between you. The madame hesitated, her words measured and cautious, betraying the weight of the information she carried.

"I've come upon certain... revelations," she finally ventured, her tone laden with the gravity of her disclosure. She recounted, with a waver in her countenance, the princes' preferences— their specific demands echoing through the chambers like whispers of scandal. Each word revealed a world hidden behind closed doors, where fantasies intertwined with the obligations of royalty and it's stifling constraints.

Your hands paused momentarily, the silver earrings poised between your fingers as you absorbed the implications of her words. You feared the unspoken consequences of such desires. One that transcended the boundaries of rank and decorum, casting shadows upon the noble facade that adorned the princes in public.

"They call for you," she had confessed in a hushed tone, her eyes troubled yet resolute. "Not just any women, but those with your likeness. They cry out your name in the throes of passion, seeking to recreate a semblance of what they know in the sanctity of their chambers."

With a nod of dismissal, the madame withdrew, leaving the chamber with a bow of deference. Alone once more, you resumed your preparations, the morning light seeming dimmer now as you contemplated the delicate balance between power and discretion within the heart of the Red Keep. Yet, the madame's parting words lingered, her voice tinged with an urgency that unsettled you.

"Forgive me, if you must call me insolent." she had said, her eyes wide with concern, "Leave this place once you get the chance. These princes... they are not what they seem. Their love is a dangerous thing."

The weight of her warning wasn't missed, nor unrewarded. Leave, she said. And you almost wept at your desire to do so. The thought of escape had always been present, but now it seemed more pressing, more necessary.

The Targaryen madness... a curse that had plagued their bloodline for generations, was not a mere myth. It was a living, breathing beast that lurked within the halls of the keep, a beast that had ensnared even the most unsuspecting hearts.

The tales of their ancestors, the whispers of dragons and fire, echoed in your thoughts.

You had seen the cracks in their facades, the fleeting moments when the mask slipped, revealing the turmoil beneath. It was in the soft utterance, in a mad whisper of devotion.

with me, no harm shall come your way; rhaenyra, whispers.

i would kill anyone who tries to take you from me; daemon, vows.

you must always have me in your heart. it must have only me; aegon pleads.

It was devotion that threatened to consume you. It was in the quiet plea for acceptance. It was in the vulnerable displays, where the attachment grew into something you could no longer control.

never leave me; jacaerys utters with conviction.

tell me you need me; aemond, grips you.

tell me you love me; heleana whispers.

tell me you're mine...

The madness was not just in their blood; it was in their very souls, a consuming fire that threatened to engulf all who drew too close.

As you finished your preparations, you pondered your next step. To outmaneuver the most powerful people in the realm; to extricate yourself from their grasp, required more than just cunning. It required a keen understanding of the intricate dance of power and madness that played out within these walls.

As you stepped into the corridor, the weight of the madame's warning heavy upon your shoulders, you knew that your journey was far from over. The road ahead was treacherous, but with each step, you inched closer to the freedom that lay beyond the reach of the dragon's fire.

The small council was filled with nobles loyal to Rhaenyra's claim. People who were wise, honest, and unbearably scheming. Aemond was among the council, a concession to allow for unity and to placate those who supported his family. Yet, his presence was more than strategic; Aemond had always been smart and decisive, qualities that made him a valuable asset in matters of governance and warfare. His sharp mind and keen insights often cut through the labyrinth of political machinations, bringing clarity and resolution to complex issues.

Jacaerys, the crown prince, also held a seat on the council. As Rhaenyra's eldest son, it was imperative that he learn the intricacies of rule and the delicate balance of power within the realm. His participation was both an educational experience and a symbol of continuity, showing that the future of the realm was in capable hands. Though Aemond and Jace had a fraught history, they had reached a tenuous truce, understanding the necessity of cooperation for a shared cause. Their interactions were civil, even if not genuinely friendly, a testament to their shared commitment to the greater good.

Aegon, noticeably absent from the meeting, was occupied with securing an allegiance with a rich noble visiting. His transformation from a reckless youth to a responsible leader was a surprising deviation from the expected path, proving that even the most unlikely individuals could rise to the occasion when the realm demanded it.

Where there was once dignified discussions had unravelled into a heated one...

"A marriage allegiance, to the North?" Daemon repeats incredulously, a frown marring his features at the absurd suggestion from one of the lords in the small council.

The man, while relatively small in stature, held his stance despite receiving hostile glares from multiple pairs of scathing gazes. He was certain they wished to command his head off, but the loyalty to your cause remains in him. "The princess is of the right age to marry; it would strengthen our ties with the North and ensure their loyalty," the lord persisted.

Aemond tensed, repressing the urge to draw his sword and cut the insolent bastard's tongue for his brazen suggestion. His dear, sweet cousin, would not debase herself to a mere wolf when she had the blood of a dragon coursing through her veins!

Jace had a similar, quiet indignation. You would not marry to distant mountains, let alone to a foreign man. It was one thing to share your affections among their family, an entirely different one, should it be directed to another entirely.

Rhaenyra, at the head of the council, was first to voice her dissent, her expression calm yet resolute. "The realm is at peace. What need have we for an alliance with the North? We do not need to complicate matters with alliances that may bring more harm than good."

"Peace reigns now, the future is uncertain. Strengthening our ties with the North ensures stability in times of unforeseen turmoil. The marriage alliance is a precautionary measure, one that could safeguard the realm," the lord insisted, gathering murmurs of support around the table.

Daemon slammed his fist on the table, his voice booming. "We have dragons! We should be the ones feared, not groveling for alliances like beggars. The North should be seeking our favor, not the other way around. This talk of marriage is a distraction, a needless concession."

"We do not need to rally more support. Our house is strong enough without resorting to such measures," Jacareys adds, stoic though his eyes blazed with unspoken fury.

The defiance in the room was palpable, a wall of resistance against the idea of your marriage to a northerner, the famed Cregan Stark warden of the North.

Every time the notion of marriage was presented, they always had an excuse, a reason to dismiss it. Their hatred for the idea was unmistakable, rooted in their desire to keep you close, to maintain the unity of the family within the confines of King's Landing.

You never much bothered to disagree. Marriage was never your priority; you were trying to stave off the extinction of the Targaryens, where could you find the energy and time to please a husband?

However, this time, you decided to break the pattern.

"I agree," you said, your voice steady and calm. The room fell silent, all eyes turning to you in shock.

"You what?" Daemon's voice was low, dangerous, a silent threat hung in the air as if begging you to repeat your agreement.

"I admire Cregan Stark," you continued, ignoring the rising tension. "He is known to be handsome, domineering, strong, and capable. Such a match would be beneficial for our house."

And he lives in the desolate cold. Far from King's Landing. Come winter, and no dragon, however mighty, could cross its threshold.

Rhaenyra was speechless, her mouth opening and closing as she struggled to find words. Daemon's face turned a deeper shade of red, his anger barely contained. Aemond and Jace looked as though they were on the verge of losing their composure, their fists clenched tightly.

"You would leave for the North?" While emotionless and composed, Aemond was anything but.

"This is absurd. You can't possibly mean this," Jace added, his tone equally tense.

You met their gazes with unwavering resolve. "This alliance is strategic. It ensures the realm's continued prosperity and stability. It is a decision made for the greater good."

Daemon's expression darkened, his frustration palpable as he struggled to reconcile his paternal instincts with sound reason, and not violent tendencies. He thiught it much easier to wield a sword and conquer cities.

"Whoever wove these tales, planting fairy-tale notions of a prince charming into my daughter's head, is a deceiver. They think they can trick her, make her believe in an idyllic fantasy. My daughter is naive and innocent in their eyes, easy to sway. But I will find this manipulator and have his head for daring to poison her mind with such nonsense!" He uttered, voice laced with venom, a final threat to whoever disagreed with his judgement— Daemon thought you naive, and gullible to suggestion, believing it was not your own will, but a treacherous cunt's ideas.

Afterall, you would never desire to leave him; your poor father... and the rest, whoever they may be. He still has no idea which was whom; he kept a tally of one or two silver haired kid, and the rest were lost to him.

Rhaenyra took a deep breath, her composure returning as she placed a hand on the table, grounding herself.

"We must weigh all options, think of the ramifications. A marriage... it is not a decision to be taken lightly."

Despite her words, you knew her mind was already made up. She had always been fiercely protective, and the idea of you leaving King's Landing, leaving her side, was something she could not easily accept.

The path to freedom was fraught with peril, but you had come too far to falter now. Your nod to the Arryn lord, was subtle— indicating he back down from his duel of wits. It was an issue for another day. Rhaenyra had made it so.

With a determined breath, you resolved to tread carefully, to gather the strength and allies needed to break free from the chains that bound you.

The Targaryen curse was a formidable foe, but you were no stranger to battles fought in the shadows.

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me-kume · 12 days ago

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Your ex-husband Sylus

Sylus for fem!Reader

Your ex-husband Sylus, who, even after the divorce, continues his visits to your little daughter. Amid the chaotic whirlwind of his days, he still carves out a few precious hours to once again be immersed in what was once called family.

Your ex-husband Sylus, who dares not meet your gaze—haunted by the belief that his departure was the ultimate betrayal. He had always kept his word, never breaking his vows, yet fate compelled him otherwise. Your presence beckons him back to a time when happiness didn’t feel so fleeting, and evening kisses were a cherished ritual.

Your ex-husband Sylus, paying homage to the past by still bringing fresh flowers to your home. Their delicate fragrance, uniquely awakened in your hands, makes your heart tighten in a painful grip—where your rare smile emerges as a much-needed breath of fresh air.

Your ex-husband Sylus, whose love for your daughter knows no bounds because she is the living embodiment of a dream long lost. A tiny piece of the puzzle from which he once built a real family—one where each of you held a special place. The rasp in his voice softens into tender notes, and his face blossoms into a smile when the little one graces him with her messy, adoring kiss.

Your ex-husband Sylus still harbors a deep love for you in his heart. He captures every fleeting glance, every seemingly casual touch that, in truth, carries a spark of hope—that there might still be a place for him in your life.

Your ex-husband Sylus will never reveal the true reason for the divorce. Time after time, he evades direct answers, furrowing his brows as if he were never meant for the bonds of family. Yet beneath this fragile web of untruths lies a profound inner pain he is not yet ready to share.

Your ex-husband Sylus, who, on long, silent nights, buries his fingers in your hair—savoring every caress as if it might be the last. His lips trace the pulse at that warm spot on your neck, and with his eyes closed, he momentarily escapes the reality that everything has changed. He knows your pain, understands the agony of watching everything you once built crumble, and if that is the cost of your happiness, he is willing to pay it twice over.

Your ex-husband Sylus, who sometimes forsakes his own indulgences to guide your daughter. With patient tenderness, he seeds in her young mind the realities of a cruel and unjust world, and the vital importance of remaining strong against all odds. He laments life's relentless hardships, quietly reminding her that her mother deserves nothing less than true happiness.

Your ex-husband Sylus, whose love for you will never fade. He still touches your cheek with reverence—as if you were not just a woman, but a delicate piece of glass to be handled with utmost care. He presses tender kisses to your knuckles, as if apologizing for all the inadvertent pain he has inflicted upon your soul.

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emeraldelixirs · 6 months ago

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Bloodsport {II:when the party’s over}

bsf! m. riddle x fem!sallow!reader, stepbrother! t. nott x fem!sallow!reader

Bound by Blood, Betrayed by Fate. When you’re dragged to Malfoy Manor under orders from Voldemort himself, you learn the price of your mother’s mistakes: an Unbreakable Vow, tethering your life to the deranged Bellatrix Lestrange. Forced to navigate a web of dark magic, family debts, and impossible expectations, you must tread carefully in a house brimming with enemies—and a few familiar faces. As tensions rise and the lines between loyalty and survival blur, one question remains: will you find a way to break free, or will you lose yourself to the darkness?

Content warnings: 18+ themes, angst, dark, graphic descriptions of violence, gore, blood, swearing, fighting, taboo themes, underage coercion, predatory behavior, suggestive content, underage recreational drug and alcohol use, typical canon HP themes of blood purity, house prejudices, oppression, lmk if I miss anything this chapter is considerably lengthy with detail

Word count: 8k oops

A/n: is it really a slytherin fic if it doesn’t have a party scene? sorta hehe sorry. but we have the whole gang together in this, and that’s why i love this part sm, easily so far my pride and joy of what i have written for this fic. also collectively the longest chapter ive ever written for any fic ive wrote…ever. banter and comedic relief is really my bread and butter

[playlist: televised—hunny, bite my tongue—you me at six, softcore—the neighbourhood, do i wanna know—arctic monkeys, kyoto—phone bridgers, people—the 1975, fourth of july—sufjan stevens, when the party’s over-from the room below—sleep token, seventeen going under—sam fender]

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The Zabini Villa roared with laughter, loud chatter, and throbbing music that seemed to make the very walls vibrate. Judging by the unfamiliar faces crowding every room, this party had spiraled well past its original circle of Hogwarts pure-bloods like Blaise had originally intended for. You and Theo wove through the throng, his large, warm hand secured at the small of your back, guiding you gently while you led the way.

“There’s no way all these people are from Hogwarts,” Theo quipped, batting away a gaudy streamer that dangled in front of his face.

“Merlin, no,” you muttered, forcing a polite smile at Millicent Bulstrode as she brushed by, then reverting to a frown once she was gone. “Everyone must sense this might be the last Zabini bash they’ll ever see.”

And perhaps they were right. The Daily Prophet had plastered the story across its front page at the end of term: the Department of Mysteries debacle was conclusive proof that Voldemort was back. The second wizarding war had begun to weave its dark tendrils into daily life, pulling you—and your friends—deeper into roles none of you wanted. Now, your presence at this party felt less like revelry and more like obligation. But among the upper-inner circles you roamed, appearances were everything still. You and your friends had a carefully maintained status quo, and no looming war would undo that overnight.

Not that you were simply a carefree teen. You were also Bellatrix’s pawn: the one she nudged around the board, using you to lure secrets from the gullible, offering your company to the wavering. You tried not to dwell on that as you made a beeline for the kitchens, your chest feeling tight beneath the weight of her instructions.

“The less your peers know, the better,” she’d sneered earlier that week, pacing in the Malfoy Manor drawing room.

“We may never know who might have vital information—on their family, their loyalties, their resources…” Her cold eyes had narrowed on you, a grimace of satisfaction twisting her features.

“Do you understand, girl?”

“Yes… Mistress,” you’d been forced to concede, swallowing your hatred.

Now the memory fluttered through your head as you stepped into Blaise’s expansive kitchen. You exhaled, relieved at the relative calm. Maybe you could breathe easier here, at least for a moment.

“C’mon, let’s get a drink,” Theo said, noticing the faraway look in your eyes. He maneuvered around you, snagging two cups from an array of colorful bottles lined across the counters.

To your mild surprise, the kitchen wasn’t packed—only a handful of people rummaged for snacks or chattered over glasses of spiked punch. The music, mercifully, was less ear-splitting.

You leaned against the moss agate countertop, the cool surface grounding you. Theo’s presence was a balm, as it always had been. You’d known him since infancy, your mothers having been close friends long before war divided loyalties. And his father—your now stepfather—had become a mentor to your own father before his untimely death.

Theo had been there for every moment that mattered: the good, the bad, the life-altering. Neither of you wore icy apathy like a shield towards one another; instead, your shared experiences had created an unspoken understanding. A bond as unshakable as it was fraught.

A hand slid around your shoulder, making you jump.

“Oi,” Daphne Greengrass said, lips quirking into a half-smile. “So jumpy. Relax—it’s a party.”

You forced a semblance of a grin, tension dissolving a fraction when you saw it was just her. “Daph…”

She pressed a friendly kiss to your cheek, eyes darting between you and Theo. “Where in Salazar’s name have you two been? Blaise is losing his mind—he’s about ready to hex the pair of you for being late.”

She didn’t know half of it since this was the first time you’d seen her since summer began; how Bellatrix had forced you into an unbreakable vow; how Theo had been dragged into the Dark Lord’s fold with no way out. War loomed in every corner, and Daphne, blissfully unaware, was closer to its claws than she realized. And you hadn’t been sure you wanted her to know, terribly naive, too pure for the mud you and the other rolled around in now.

You shrugged lightly, deflecting. “Busy summer.”

She jabbed a finger at you, pouting. “More importantly, where have my letters gone?! I wrote you heaps!”

You flinched. She pulled away, stepping around the island to give Theo a quick squeeze and a smacking kiss on the cheek. “You do realize our father’s in Azkaban currently?” Theo replied for you, tone sharper than usual, though that never deterred Daphne.

“And?” she retorted, placing her hands on her hips. “A simple note to tell me you’re fine would’ve been comforting, you git.”

Theo set his jaw, a flicker of apology in his eyes. “Right. Sorry.”

You parted your lips to intervene, but Daphne continued chastising Theo, her exasperation morphing into mild relief that both of you were safe. Then launching into her usual Daphne updates, like a beat wasn’t missed: an outfit she saw that reminded her of you, the gossip she heard—that you too should have known—since school ended, or where her family was choosing to stay for holiday.

Somewhere in her mini-lecture, she casually mentioned:

“Oh, and watch out—someone said Lord Rosier’s nephew, Evander, is here tonight, skulking around somewhere. You know the Rosiers, always up to something… shady.” Then she held her arm as she twirled a piece of her honey blond hair, thoughtfully. Then adding in, “though I remember him being so handsome back in first year—shame.”

An internal pang reminded you of the other very real reason you were here—to attempt to gain information from any possible prominent names in attendance. Her offhand comment sent your thoughts spiraling because this was, if not, the biggest prominent name on the list of contacts Bellatrix had talked about. The Rosiers were an influential pure-blood family, their allegiances as ambiguous as they were dangerous. If Evander was here, he might have information Bellatrix would find valuable.

You masked your interest, offering a polite nod. Inside, determination sparked more than it ever had since you were pushed into task. If you could pry even a shred of intel from Evander, it might buy you some breathing room—enough to finish your summer coursework without Bellatrix breathing down your neck. Even for a week? Then you could surely spend the rest of summer doing her bidding, or gods knows what, and maybe hold together your sanity?

“Need to… use the bathroom,” you excused yourself, ignoring Daphne’s frown of confusion. Theo’s gaze lingered on you, sharp and knowing. But he let it go, turning back to placate Daphne.

Your mind thrummed: Find Evander. Ask the right questions. Remember Bellatrix’s instructions. Your stomach twisted in equal parts excitement and dread. This had been it—a moment to prove yourself.

You scourged the main corridors of the party, narrowly dodging your friends and peers, with no sign of the infamous wizard yet.

Did you even remember what he looked like?

Finally giving up on the obvious, you slipped into a hallway that led away from the main commotion. Passing ornate paintings and the occasional couple giggling in corners towards the back wing of the villa, you found a partially open door—likely Blaise’s mother’s study or personal lounge. Light spilled through the crack of the sturdy mahogany door with noise of man humming lightly.

You took a breath, moving slowly to peak through the ajar door.

A tall, slender wizard with sharp cheekbones and slicked-back hair leaned against a sideboard, swirling a glass of brandy. It was him—Evander Rosier, you had remembered him from when he attended Hogwarts faintly now. He was in 6th year when you had only first been sorted, but you remembered his distinctive features anywhere. He was the head boy for Slytherin by his 7th, with a gleaming smile, and dimpled cheeks that made all the girls swoon.

Not you though, you weren’t easily charmed with looks, even when people thought of you to think different. Veelas or those with Veela lineage held ideologies that vastly contrasted the stereotype, but that may have been something your mother had just told you. You never met her side of the family or knew much besides they disowned her when she married your father.

Taking a deep breath, you took a baited one right after, faking a casual stroll into the room, glancing behind your shoulder for anyone that may have seen. The space was richly decorated with dark wood shelves, a looming portrait of some Zabini ancestor, and a deep emerald rug that muffled your footsteps.

Evander glanced up when you entered, eyebrows raised in mild curiosity. “Can I help you?” he asked, not unkindly, but distant.

You summoned your best coy grin. “Oh, sorry—I was looking for a quieter spot.” You let your gaze trail meaningfully over the spines of expensive books, then back to him. “Didn’t realize someone was here.”

He shrugged, taking another sip. “I don’t care for crowds. You can stay if you’d like.”

Perfect. You let out a soft sigh, stepping closer. “Crowds can be suffocating, can’t they?” you said, letting just the right note of empathy creep into your voice. “Especially these days, with the rumors swirling… people are so on edge.”

He gave a short laugh, swirling the brandy again. “Rumors. Right.” His eyes darted to the door. “Though some rumors are more than that, if you catch my drift.”

Your heart gave a little leap. This was going somewhere. “I do,” you murmured, feigning a shadow of concern. “Everyone’s talking about… you know, Him. People say families might be forced to pick a side again.”

He stiffened slightly. “And do you have a side, Miss…?”

You offered a small, self-deprecating laugh, hand pressed lightly to your collarbone in a subtle attempt to seem compelling. “Selle.” You opt for your mother’s maiden name. “I’m just a young witch, worried about my future, about where my family stands. It’s all so uncertain. Forgive me if I overstep.”

His expression softened slightly. “Curiosity isn’t a sin, Miss Selle. But it’s a dangerous habit to cultivate these days.”

You forced a bashful smile, letting your lashes flutter—just as Bellatrix had drilled into you. “I only ask because… I want to be prepared. For whatever’s coming.”

His gaze flicked over you, lingering for a moment too long, and a knowing smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “Preparedness is admirable. But it can also attract… unwanted attention.” He stepped closer, his voice lowering. “Are you sure we haven’t met before? You seem… familiar.”

He thinks I’m flirting, you realized with a jolt of disgust. But you pressed on. If you wanted these secrets, you had to endure the creeping slime of his interest, you reminded yourself of your training with Bellatrix.

Your throat tightened, and your pulse quickened. “I don’t think so,�� you replied, aiming for nonchalance. “But perhaps you’re mistaking me for someone else.”

“Perhaps,” he mused, though his eyes betrayed lingering doubt. He reached out, brushing a knuckle against your shoulder—a gesture that made your skin crawl, though you resisted the urge to recoil and continued to flutter your lashes up at him.

“How are you preparing for the inevitable…forgive me,” you touched his arm, thoughtfully. “I hadn’t caught your name yet?”

He studied you, the softened sharpness of doubt in his eye dissipating as he stared at you. “Evander Rosier,” he said, dazed. “My uncle’s always forging alliances, scouting alternative avenues. Now that the Ministry’s rattled…” A dopey like smirk curved his lips?

That was interesting—unexpectedly your charm had begun to work. You forced your expression to remain neutral, your mind racing to process what he’d just revealed. “Alternative avenues,” you echoed, letting the words hang in the air. “Like… trade alliances? Resource management?”

His fingers trailed down your arm slowly. “We’re… considering our options. With the Ministry in disarray, alliances are fragile. It’s a precarious time for everyone.” The closer he stayed, the more his cologne hit you like a wall of acrid fumes, sharp and cloying, filling the air between you with an almost suffocating intensity.

“But you have the resources,” you pressed, letting a trace of awe color your voice, though you upturned your nose avoiding his heady overpowering musk. “The foresight. Surely the Rosiers aren’t relying on chance.”

He chuckled softly, the sound devoid of humor. “Chance is a fool’s game. Let’s just say we’re exploring alternative avenues. Not everyone sees eye-to-eye with the Dark Lord’s methods, you know.”

You nodded in understanding. “Your family must be analytical. I envy that, mine can be so naive and misled, never seeing the bigger picture.” A scoff to feign disdain.

“You’re quite inquisitive, Miss Selle. Should I be worried you’ll pass on every word I say to some rival faction?” A charming smile donned his features as he teased you.

You bit your lip, acting as if you were being bashful. “Oh, hush,” you said lightly, playing coy. “I just want to know where the wind blows. For my own safety.”

The air weighed heavy, and you felt a flush of shame. But you forced a sweet smile until he relaxed again, rambling about his relatives’ hush-hush business deals and doubts about the Dark Lord. You caught snatches of who they might recruit, how they planned to hide assets, all the while your heartbeat thundered at your success.

Eventually, he glanced at the time and frowned. “I’ve got to mingle. But perhaps we’ll talk again?” He grabbed your hand, brushing your knuckles with the pad of his thumb.

You swallowed your revulsion. “I would hope, Mr. Rosier.”

“You’re surprisingly… charming,” he said, his voice smooth and deliberate, as he brought your hand to his lips, kissing your hand.

You forced a tight smile, leaning into his touch just enough to keep the illusion intact. “Likewise,” you murmured, stepping back to break the contact. “I should probably get back as well. My friends will start wondering where I’ve disappeared to.”

Evander’s smile widened, a flicker of amusement in his gaze. “Of course. Do take care, Miss Selle. The world is a dangerous place for the… unprepared.”

With that, he tipped his glass in a mock salute and slipped out of the study without another word. You waited a moment before you made your way out of the room, your chest tight and your mind racing. The information he’d shared was valuable, no doubt—but the cost of acquiring it had left a bitter taste in your mouth. A mixture of triumph and nausea churned in your stomach. You’d gleaned valuable info—Bellatrix would be pleased. But the cost felt steep.

Emerging from the study, you felt shaky, so you snatched a drink from a passing tray and downed it in one go. You nearly bumped into Pansy, who’d apparently been looking for you.

“There you are!” she scolded, linking your arm with hers. “We’re headed to the veranda for fresh air—Blaise wants to smoke.”

Her eyes lit on your face, puzzling over your unsettled expression. “Are you… okay?”

You forced a bright grin. “Sure, yeah. Just… too many people in there.”

But your hands trembled slightly, and Pansy noticed. She frowned. “You’re sure?”

Before you could answer, Daphne’s voice floated over, calling, “Y/n, there you are! Was the toilet enchanted and sucked you in?” She stopped short, noticing your stiff posture. “What’s going on?”

They both stared at you with that worry in their eyes. They didn’t know the half of it—how deep you and the others were entangled in the Dark Lord’s web.

“I’m fine,” you repeated, plastering on a wry smile. “This place is packed. I had to go all the way to the other side of the house to use Blaise’s personal bathroom, the line was so long. Got cornered by some ex-Slytherin alumni, talking my ear off on the way back.”

Daphne’s brows rose. “You? Getting cornered by random men? Never.” She tried to sound playful, but her eyes flickered with concern. “Ugh, well, you’re safe now, with us.”

You almost winced, remembering how you’d endured the man’s touch and questions just minutes ago. But you just shrugged it off. Keep the mask on, you reminded yourself, following your friends closely through the throng of wizards and witches.

Inwardly, you clung to the swirl of relief. The idea of being surrounded by your close friends, you could put on your old persona again—just a teenage witch out for a good time—never mind the dark secrets burning a hole in your mind.

After edging away from the house’s main hall, you emerged onto a white stone veranda that stretched grandly across the villa’s rear façade. Tall, dark mahogany beams framed the space like silent guardians, while beyond them, the night sky hung heavy with stars. Music reverberated from within, muffled here by the draped entrances.

In one corner of the veranda, your circle of friends had gathered like a small court. The aura they exuded—Mattheo, Draco, Theo, Enzo, and your host, Blaise—repelled most other party-goers, who lingered meters away. Perhaps the others sensed that an entourage of Death Eater heirs—and the Dark Lord’s heir himself—was too intimidating a scene to breach. Even in the chaos of this unexpectedly crowded party, power commanded distance.

Daphne let out an excited squeal as she dropped into one of the cushioned iron chairs by Blaise. “Everyone’s together again!” she cheered, blissfully unaware of the that undercut what lingered around her within her own friends.

Pansy strolled over to Enzo, who stood near Blaise, indulgently smoking a joint that was being passed around. A swirl of smoke left his lips just as Pansy pinched his arm, snatching the cylinder from his hand.

“Oi, Pans—what the fuck?!” he snapped, rubbing his arm.

“Looked like you were hogging it,” she retorted with a nonchalant shrug, raising the joint to her lips.

A slight grin tugged at your mouth, and you ruffled Enzo’s hair as you walked past, heading to drape your arms around Blaise’s shoulders from behind in a gesture of greeting. “Sorry for being late,” you murmured. He patted your arm briefly, acceptance in his silence.

You then moved to the wide couch where Theo and Draco were seated. They each gave you a subdued nod. Theo casually rested his arm across the back of the couch, behind you, as though you’d never been apart. Draco gave a subtle tilt of his lips—a sort of half-smile, half-cool acknowledgment.

“More like you ladies were taking forever,” Enzo grumbled, adjusting his fluffy brown hair, glaring at Pansy who was now inhaling deeply on the stolen joint.

“It took us ages to find Y/N,” Pansy interjected, her tone pointed as she exhaled a plume of smoke that curled overhead.

You raised a brow. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize this party was less than sacred among our peers and needed some solitude at the other end of the house.” The smoothness in your voice was practiced, every bit of forced normalcy. You’d slip a mask over the chaos that churned in your racing thoughts, bidding to grant yourself grace for the rest of the night. You’d done what you needed, there was no need to dig for more.

Across from you, Daphne let her legs drape over the arm of her chair, and Mattheo silently passed the joint her way. She took a swift drag, then handed it off to Draco.

Blaise let out a bark of laughter. “I didn’t realize either, okay?” he said, gesturing at the throng of unfamiliar wizards mingling through the open archways. “Apparently, the world’s craving a distraction with… well, everything going on.”

You flicked a look at Theo. He met your gaze, then glanced at Mattheo, who had fixed his dark eyes on you—a hard stare that spoke of annoyance or concern briefly flitting to your now healed hands, then back to your eyes. Your stomach knotted as he scowled deeper, snapping his gaze away the second you raised a questioning brow.

It stung. He was—is—your best friend, along with Theo. Inseparable, you three. Hell, he basically lived with you and Theo at this point. Had his own room in the guest wing and everything. So why did he choose to be distant when you needed him most? When he needed you the most?

“Probably never a good sign if Evander Rosier’s milling about,” Pansy said, taking another slow drag before handing the joint to Draco. She wrinkled her nose. “That man’s a menace.”

Daphne propped her head up, eyes alight with curiosity. “Is he still as handsome as he was in school?” She twirled her hair, kicking her feet idly off the chair’s arm.

“Daph, the guy’s a weasel—” you started, rolling your eyes.

“That prat is here?” Mattheo muttered, stepping forward and running a tense hand through his curls. He spat the words low enough that only your group would hear. There was something almost feral in his tone, like he itched for a confrontation.

Draco leaned in, elbows on his knees. “Bold of him, considering his family's got major targets on their backs for switching allegiances when it suited them. Heard the Dark Lord isn’t fond of turncoats. You’d think they’d keep their heads down.”

“Exactly,” Mattheo agreed, starting to pace in the limited space of the veranda. Each step exuded pent-up energy, a sign of the storm roiling beneath his brooding façade. “I don’t trust him,” Mattheo muttered.

“You don’t trust anyone,” Pansy quipped, leaning into Enzo’s side as she blew a huff of air to fix her bangs.

Mattheo didn’t bother replying, his jaw clenching tighter. Draco, seated at his side of the couch, shifted slightly, one leg crossing over the other as his cool gray gaze flicked between Mattheo and Theo. A hum of knowledge unspoken as the dark curly haired boy continued pacing, his equally dark eyes sharp and restless. His shoulders were tight beneath his tailored jacket, each step deliberate but restrained, as though holding back something more volatile.

War was creeping into every aspect of your lives. It was easy to mask it under booze, weed, and forced smiles, but it only took a mention of someone like Rosier to remind you that trouble lurked everywhere.

“Well, Mattheo’s not wrong,” Draco said, breaking the silence. His tone was measured, but his words carried weight. “If Evander Rosier’s here, it’s for a reason. And it’s not to mingle.”

Daphne, ignorant to the depth of that trouble, scoffed. “You lot are so dramatic. Maybe he’s just here to enjoy the party. Could be a rumor, anyway—who said he’s committing treason?”

Pansy grimaced. “Not treason, survival,” she corrected, flicking her gaze your way. “Rosier’s family is desperate to cling to whatever power they have left. Bet they’ll sell out friends or enemies alike to keep afloat.”

“And what does it matter to us?” Daphne countered, her tone breezy but her eyes narrowing. “We’re not the ones making alliances, are we?”

Her words struck a chord—you forced yourself not to flinch, remembering how you and Theo, Mattheo, and even Draco plus Enzo had been entangled in the Dark Lord’s webs. You busied your hands by taking the joint from Theo and inhaling a bitter drag. A tingle of numbness slid through your veins, but the conversation kept your mind from fully escaping.

Theo, finally spoke up. His arm still rested casually along the back of the couch, his fingers tapped a steady rhythm against the fabric, growing antsy. “If Rosier’s family is trying to play both sides, that makes him a liability to everyone. Including us.”

The group fell silent, the weight of his words settling like a shroud, uncomfortably close to the truth.

“You’re awfully quiet tonight, Y/n,” Pansy noted, arching a brow as she glanced your way. “Something on your mind?”

You exhaled smoke, crafting your face into something neutral. “Just listening,” you deflected, passing the joint to Enzo. “Watching the crowd, seeing who’s worth noticing.”

“You just smoked!” Enzo complained, though he took the cylinder greedily.

Mattheo’s pacing halted, his gaze snapping to you with hawk-like sharpness. “Did you talk to him?” he asked abruptly.

The question sent a ripple through your friends, each set of eyes anchoring on you.

You wanted to scoff, nothing got past him, did it? Feeling so entitled to know everything you did, despite keeping you at arms length right now.

You hesitated—barely a fraction of a second—long enough for Mattheo’s eyes to narrow. “Briefly,” you confessed, keeping your tone cool. “He wasn’t direct, but he hinted his family might not be as loyal to the Dark Lord as they pretend. Could be worth telling—”

“You shouldn’t have,” Mattheo cut you off, voice throbbing with repressed anger. “You can’t toy with Rosier, he’s dangerous.” Mattheo’s scowl deepened, and he ran a hand through his dark curls in frustration. “You believed him?”

Something about his hostility riled you. You straightened, the high of the smoke fueling a rush of bravado, everyone became muffled background noise. “I’m not toying with him, I’m gaining information. If any of it’s true, we can use it. If not—”

“Y/n,” Theo leaned forward, trying to interrupt.

“Use it for what? Bellatrix’s schemes?” Mattheo interrupted him, bitterness dripping from every word. “For what? For him to use you for his schemes as well now?”

The words hung between you, heavy with unspoken meaning. You straightened your spine, the mask of confidence you’d worn all evening hardening.

“I’m not toying with anyone,” you said quietly, doubling down on your stance. “I know what I’m doing.”

“Do you?” Mattheo snapped. “Because it seems like you’re getting in over your head stupidly.” His words laced with venom.

“Mattheo.” Theo’s voice became sharper, his arm tensed along the back of the couch, but his body coming forward. You put a hand on his chest, pushing lightly him back into the couch.

“No, let him finish,” the words left your mouth before you could stop them. You had been bemused almost. These were the most words you had garnered from him—in the form of an argument nonetheless—something that shouldn’t have shocked you.

Mattheo’s eyes burned into yours, the intensity of his gaze almost unbearable. “You think Bellatrix cares if you come back in one piece? You think she’s sending you out there because she trusts you?” Mattheo’s voice rose, drawing the attention of several onlookers. He took a step closer, his voice dropping to a harsh whisper. “You’re disposable to her, Y/n. We all are.”

A hush descended, the weight of his outburst making the veranda feel smaller. The truth of his words cut deep, but you refused to flinch. Instead, you held his gaze, your jaw tightening.

Somewhere in the corner, Blaise stood, shock and anger etched across his features. “Wait, wait, wait–a gods forsaken second!” Blaise demanded, half to the group, half to you, looking from Theo to Draco to Mattheo for clarity. “Bellatrix’s schemes? Gaining information? What the hell have you lot been doing this summer?”

You didn’t need legilimency to see how Daphne, now realized how serious this was, sat upright, eyes wide. “You guys are… involved with the Dark Lord? And you never told—”

Pansy paled, anxiety twisting her face. “Merlin, did you take the Mark?” She peered at Enzo, then Theo, then you, voice trembling. “Please tell me you didn’t. Tell me you still have a choice.”

Enzo shifted, inhaling sharply, “Well, only Theo and Matt—uh…”

He trailed off, a fateful hush smothering the veranda. The color drained from Blaise’s cheeks; Pansy’s hand flew to her mouth in horror. Daphne opened and closed her mouth, at a total loss, the illusions of carefree youth shattered before all your eyes.

The stress in your chest mounted, your mind swirling with guilt for all you’d hidden. Theo leaned forward, pressing the heels of his palms against his eyes. “Enzo…” he grumbled.

Mattheo’s nostrils flared, fists clenching at his sides. “You… you twat!” he snarled, rounding on Enzo. Anger and frustration overloaded him, the tension snapping like a frayed wire of weeks of him barely holding it together

In one swift motion, he lunged for Enzo. The other wizard watchers on the other side of the veranda corner recoiled, startled, as Daphne yelped, tumbling off her seat. The metal chair scraped violently across the stone. Pansy rushed to her aide while the rest of you scrambled to break up the fight.

Draco and Theo tried to pry Mattheo off Enzo, who’d ended up pinned on the floor. Blaise tried to help, but Mattheo and Enzo were locked in a tangle of furious limbs, fists swinging, sounds of fists connecting to bone. Shouts rose from the party-goers that remained, some jeering, others stepping back to watch the spectacle like a twisted show.

Your stomach churned. You’d known everyone was on edge, but seeing them physically brawl—to the point of bruises, cut lips, and swollen eyes—felt like a bitter confirmation that the war had long sunk its claws into your friend group, fracturing the dynamic you all once held.

Your hands shook as you sprang forward alongside Blaise, trying to wedge yourself between the two hotheaded boys. Theo had latched onto Mattheo’s arm, Draco pulling Enzo, but the pair still flailed with adrenaline and rage.

“Stop—stop it!” you yelled, voice cracking with tears you refused to shed. You could glimpse Enzo’s dazed expression beneath Mattheo’s clenched fist. The savage twist in Mattheo’s features struck you with guilt—had you caused this?

Finally, with combined effort, Draco, Blaise, and Theo yanked the two fighters apart. Mattheo staggered backward, panting and furious, his lip split, while Enzo lay on the floor, coughing, a bruise already forming on his jaw, eye swelling. The veranda fell into a stunned silence as party-goers parted to watch.

Blaise, face grim, holding onto the younger man. “You got him?” He asked, and you nodded quickly as he let Enzo slouch into your grasp. He then stepped forward and brandished his wand with authority. “That’s it. Party’s done—get out!” he roared at the onlookers, who quickly backed away, murmuring in hushed tones. Some half-scurried to the exit, others lingered but kept their distance.

You knelt by Enzo, gently brushing back his chocolate brown hair. Despite your anger at him, you couldn’t stop the wave of compassion. His nose was swollen, maybe broken, and blood trickled down his chin. He looked up at you, eyes full of remorse.

“S-sorry,” Enzo whispered hoarsely. “I didn’t mean to—”

“I know,” you said, trying to keep your voice steady. “Just… hold still, we’ll get you patched up soon.”

Near you, Mattheo stood rigid, fists still trembling, you shot him a bitter glare. Theo hovered, breaths ragged, one arm loosely supporting Mattheo, the other still clamped on your shoulder for stability. The hush pulsed with leftover anger, confusion, guilt.

Pansy and Daphne stared at the group in shock from where they sat, uncertain whether to help Enzo or scold Mattheo. Draco grimly surveyed the damage—a few scattered chairs, a torn tablecloth, broken glasses. The fleeting warmth of the night had turned sour, a mirror of the secrets you and your friends tried to hide from the others now laid bare.

Blaise rubbed his temples, clearing the last stragglers away. “I’ll handle them,” he muttered, shooting the group a glare that balanced frustration and worry. “For now, just—sort yourselves out. This is all going to absolute shit.”

Around you, the once-lively party had dissolved into broken fragments. The veranda, now eerily quiet, bore the evidence of the night’s chaos: dark smears of blood against the pale stone, shattered glass glittering under the soft glow of the fairy lights. In the distance, the music continued its pulsing, upbeat hum—mocking the grim reality before you.

Mattheo stood apart, his chest heaving as he struggled to regain control, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles turned white. Enzo sat slumped against the railing, wincing under your careful touch, his face contorted with pain. Theo, his usual composure frayed, closed his eyes briefly, his shoulders sagging as though the weight of the night had finally broken him. You swallowed hard, blinking back tears that threatened to spill, the stress of the evening hanging over you like a leaden cloak.

Without warning, Mattheo turned sharply, causing both you and Theo to instinctively shield Enzo from whatever fury might follow. But Mattheo didn’t lash out at any of you; instead, he kicked a broken votive lying on the ground, sending shards scattering across the stone.

“Fuck!” he spat, his voice low and hoarse, as he stalked toward the edge of the veranda, Draco following. He pulled a crumpled pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lighting one with shaking hands, then offering the pack and lighter to Draco, who took it with trembling fingers.

The flame trembled briefly before catching, the glow illuminating the raw anger and frustration etched across his face. Draco’s face is heavy with exhaustion evident on his pale features.

Theo exhaled deeply, releasing his hold on you as he turned to check on Daphne. She sat huddled nearby, her knees drawn to her chest, tears streaking her pale cheeks. Bright, angry red scrapes marred her arms and legs where she’d fallen, her quiet sobs cutting through the silence like a knife. With Theo nearby, Pansy excused herself to go find Blaise inside the house.

Daphne shouldn’t have been part of this. She wasn’t supposed to be caught in the crossfire of your mess—or theirs. You doubted Mattheo or Enzo had wanted this, either. For all her family’s ties to conservative politics, Daphne had always remained blissfully uninvolved in the darker intricacies of the war. She should have been unscathed.

Enzo groaned softly, clutching his side, his breaths shallow and labored.

You let out a quiet sigh, reaching for your wand.

“Keep still, please,” you murmured, your voice gentler than you felt. “This is going to hurt.”

His only response was a faint grimace as you grasped his broken nose carefully between your fingers. He winced sharply, a hiss of pain escaping through his teeth, but he didn’t pull away.

You muttered the incantation for a mending spell, your wand’s tip glowing faintly as you guided the bones back into place. The magic hummed beneath your skin, familiar but no less draining.

“There,” you whispered, leaning back slightly to inspect your work.

Enzo exhaled shakily, his face pale but less strained.

You, Pansy, and Daphne had long since learned the basics of healing spells, an unfortunate necessity when dealing with the boys. Scuffles with others—and often each other—had left their marks over the years. But tonight was different. This wasn’t some petty fistfight or roughhousing gone wrong. This was something darker, more violent.

“Thanks,” Enzo rasped, his voice barely audible.

You nodded, brushing another stray strand of hair from your face as you sat back on your heels.

Nearby, Theo helped Daphne to her feet, his touch gentle but firm. She winced as she stood, her scraped knees trembling slightly. He muttered something low, his voice too soft for you to catch, but whatever he said made her nod, her sobs quieting to sniffles, helping her sit on the couch.

Mattheo, meanwhile, remained by the railing, his back to the group. Smoke curled around him in lazy spirals, the sharp scent of burning tobacco cutting through the night air.

“You should talk to him,” Theo said suddenly, his voice tight and quiet as he returned to your side.

Your head snapped up, meeting his gaze.

“Me?” you shot back, your voice hushed but edged with disbelief. “Why me?”

Theo’s jaw clenched, “someone has to keep him in check, Y/n. He’s going to get himself—or all of us—killed.”

Your lips parted, a retort forming, but the weight of his words silenced you. He wasn’t wrong.

“He won’t listen,” you whispered finally, your voice barely audible. “Look at what happened just now.”

Theo’s expression softened, the anger giving way to weariness. “He listens to you more than anyone else. He always has.”

You glanced toward Mattheo, your heart heavy. He stood rigid, staring out into the dark expanse beyond the veranda, the glow of his cigarette flickering faintly in the shadows.

“It’s true,” Enzo sat up more properly. “Even when you two are at each other’s throats.”

You shook your head, “not now.” You muttered, looking back down at Enzo. “Lets get you in a seat.”

The silence stretched, punctuated only by the distant hum of music and the faint crackle of Mattheo’s cigarette with the scraping of a chair that Theo picked up for Enzo to sit in before pulling up his own chair. Their legs bounced up and down anxiously in tandem as no one dared to speak. You sat with your back against the railing, picking at the sides of your nails anxiously.

Pansy finally emerged from the house, her arms laden with first aid supplies. Her usual sharp, composed demeanor was dulled, her expression unusually grim as Blaise trailed behind her, carrying a bottle of firewhisky and a collection of mismatched glasses—enough for all of you.

“Well, that was fun. Anyone else want to air any more grievances?” Blaise announced, his voice laced with sardonic humor as he set the bottle and glasses on the small table beside his chair. He poured himself a drink with practiced ease, his movements deliberately casual, but the tension in his jaw betrayed his true feelings.

No one responded.

Blaise glanced around, his deadpan expression hardening. “Good. Let’s start the family meeting, then.”

Mattheo let out a sharp, humorless laugh from his place at the railing, the ember of his cigarette flaring briefly as he inhaled. “Family meeting? You’re acting like this is some petty school spat, Zabini.”

Blaise raised an eyebrow, unruffled. “And you’re acting like sulking is going to fix anything, Riddle.” He poured himself a generous measure of firewhisky, the clink of glass on glass unnervingly loud in the silence.

Draco sank into a chair across from Blaise, his elbows resting on his knees, a sharp contrast to Mattheo’s restless stance.

Mattheo rolled his eyes but said nothing, taking another slow drag of his cigarette. The smoke curled lazily around him, dissipating into the cool night air.

“This mess is only going to get worse if we don’t get our shit together,” Theo said, his voice steady but laced with a frustration that mirrored everyone’s simmering exhaustion.

“Enlighten us, Theo,” Pansy cut in, her arms crossed as she perched on the edge of a chaise. “What exactly is the plan here? Because from where I’m sitting, you’ve all—” she paused, her sharp gaze flicking to each of you, her finger subtly tracing a circle that excluded only Blaise and Daphne. “—been keeping things from us.”

“And if we told you?” Theo shot back, his tone sharper now. “What then? You think any of us asked for this? Dragging you into this mess is the last thing we want.”

“Enough,” you said firmly, your voice slicing through the escalating tension. You stood, brushing the dust from your hands, feeling the weight of their stares settle heavily on you. For a moment, you regretted speaking, but you pressed on.

“Whether we told them or not, they’re associated with us,” you said, sitting beside Daphne. “They’ve been collateral since we made our vows. And now? It’s about survival. We’re in too deep, and we all know it.”

Mattheo snorted, the sound bitter and sharp. “Oh, we know it. But pretending to be one big, happy family isn’t going to change anything.”

“And brooding in a corner is?” Blaise shot back, topping off his glass with an air of exasperated nonchalance.

“They deserve to know,” you said softly, picking up a bottle of antiseptic elixir and a clean cloth. You turned to Daphne. “May I?”

She nodded silently, her tear-streaked face a mixture of gratitude and quiet pain. You dabbed the cloth with the elixir and began cleaning the scrapes on her knee. “Face it, Mattheo,” you continued, your tone firmer now. “We’re stuck with each other, whether you like it or not.”

“Stuck,” Mattheo repeated, his voice low and dangerous. He flicked the half-smoked cigarette into the darkness, the ember snuffed out on impact. “You say that like it’s some minor inconvenience, Y/n. But in case you’ve forgotten, there are people out there who’d kill us all without a second thought. And some of us…” His voice dropped, and his eyes flicked briefly to Theo. “Some of us are already marked.”

His words hung heavy in the air, the unspoken weight of the Dark Marks on Mattheo’s and Theo’s arms casting an even darker shadow over the group.

Daphne broke the silence, her voice soft but steady as she placed a hand on yours, stilling your movements. “I think you’re forgetting something,” she said, her blue-gray eyes filled with quiet resolve. “We’re your friends. Not your enemies, not spies waiting to turn on you. Friends. If any of us thought in first year that befriending Riddle, Sallow, Malfoy, and Nott was a mistake, we’d have steered clear. But we didn’t. We chose you, just like we’re choosing to stand with you now.”

Mattheo’s gaze softened slightly as he looked at her, the tension in his shoulders easing just a fraction.

A watery chuckle bubbled out of you despite the heaviness of the moment, and you quickly wiped your face with the back of your hand.

Pansy hummed in agreement, picking up the glasses Blaise had poured and passing them around. “She’s right,” she said, her tone light but firm. “So stop brooding, Mattheo, and get over here.”

Mattheo’s scowl deepened, but he pushed off the railing, crossing the veranda begrudgingly.

Blaise exhaled heavily, swirling the amber liquid in his glass. “Now we want to know everything,” he said, his voice leaving no room for argument. “And don’t bother sparing the details. I can get my hands on Veritaserum if I have to.”

Theo rolled his eyes but accepted a glass, muttering something under his breath. Draco rubbed a hand down his face, masking a smirk, while Enzo let out a soft laugh before wincing and clutching his side.

You handed a glass to Daphne, then grabbed one for yourself, the firewhisky burning as you took a slow sip.

“Fine,” you said, leaning back against the cold stone wall, the firewhisky warming your chest but doing little to ease the heaviness of the moment. “But you’d better brace yourselves. You might wish you hadn’t asked.”

With Theo, Draco, Enzo, and even begrudging input from Mattheo, you told them everything. The words came haltingly at first, but as the night wore on, they began to flow more easily. You described the aftermath of Lucius Malfoy’s and Theodore Nott Sr.’s imprisonment in Azkaban, the brutal ceremony that branded Mattheo and Theo with the Dark Mark, and your own unbreakable vow with Bellatrix—a chain wrapped tightly around your throat.

Every detail out in the open, even Bellatrix’s obsession with your role as her informant. When you recounted your confrontation with Evander Rosier, Mattheo’s fingers turned white against the arm of the chair. His jaw clenched, the muscle twitching as you explained why Rosier’s allegiance—or lack thereof—was such a critical piece in Bellatrix’s game.

“Merlin,” Daphne whispered, her face pale as she sank deeper into her chair. “If I’d known, I never would have—Y/n, I’m so sorry—”

You waved her off with a lazy flick of your wrist, muttering another ‘Reparo’ as you all worked to restore some semblance of order to the veranda. Shattered glass reassembled, splatters of blood faded from the white stone, but the aftermath of it all lingered

“You didn’t know,” you said softly, brushing stray hair from your face. “And honestly? It might still be useful. If it buys me even a day of her not breathing down my neck, I’ll take it.”

Mattheo scoffed from across the veranda, his sharp eyes flicking toward you, but he said nothing. You shot him a glare, daring him to push further, he only turned his focus back to cleaning, muttering incantations as he scrubbed at the stubborn stains on the tiles.

By the time the night drew to a close, the tension had softened, though it never fully dissipated. There were still unspoken fears and lingering doubts, but for now, what mattered was that the group remained intact.

Pansy, Blaise, and Daphne had listened in silence, their expressions a mixture of shock and resolve. Despite everything, they remained steadfast in their decision to stand by you.

“We’re in this together,” Pansy said firmly, her hand resting on your shoulder as she caught your eye. “No matter what.”

The burden you’d carried for weeks felt just a little lighter, their support a fragile but welcome relief even with the apprehension you felt for their involvement. For the first time in what felt like forever, you felt a flicker of hope.

As the floo network flared to life, casting an emerald glow across the room, you turned to your friends. Each of them stood nearby, ready to depart but unwilling to leave without a proper goodbye.

You hugged Daphne and Pansy tightly, promising to write as often as you could. Enzo pulled you into a warm embrace, murmuring a quiet apology that you brushed off with a forgiving smile. Draco offered a rare but sincere pat on your shoulder before stepping aside for Blaise, who enveloped both you and Theo in a firm, protective group hug.

“Don’t hesitate to call on us,” Blaise said quietly, his voice steady. “If you need anything—anything—you know where to find me.”

For all the darkness that surrounded you, they were your anchor in their own ways.

“We’ll talk soon,” you said, your voice quiet but resolute.

Theo nodded, his arm brushing against yours in silent support as he stepped toward the hearth.

Just as you moved to follow, Mattheo’s voice stopped you. “Y/n.”

You turned to find him standing apart from the others, his usual mask of indifference fractured, if only slightly. The low light caught the sharp angles of his face, his dark eyes glinting with something unspoken. For a moment, the weight he carried: fear, frustration, and a simmering anger, lay bare between you.

He opened his mouth, then closed it, as though wrestling with the words. Finally, he spoke, his voice low and raw, barely audible over the crackling floo. “Get some rest.” He finally murmured, gaze dropped, and his fingers twitched at his sides, betraying the composure he tried so hard to maintain.

Your breath caught, the knot of frustration and exhaustion loosening just enough to let the gravity of his words settle. Despite the distance he’d put between you, the quiet simmering for weeks, this moment felt like a quiet truce—for now—a bridge across the gulf that had formed between you.

You stepped closer, your voice soft but steady, your fingers twitching, wanting to reach out but hesitating. “You know where to find me, Mattheo.”

He lifted his gaze, and for an instant, his expression was unguarded, raw. His nod was slight, almost imperceptible, but enough to say what words couldn’t. His lips pressed into a thin line before he turned away, retreating to the shadows of the villa.

The green flames licked higher, casting flickering shadows against the walls. You hesitated for a moment longer, your eyes lingering on Mattheo’s retreating figure. Then, with a steadying breath, you stepped into the hearth beside Theo.

As the world blurred into streaks of green, Mattheo’s quiet words echoed in your mind.

The war wasn’t just coming—it was already here. And now, more than ever, you’d have to trust that the fragile bond between you all would hold.

Taglist: @moonlightttfae

A/n: and there we have it the madness begins, I hope you enjoyed. Lmk what you think as always!!

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bzurk · 10 months ago

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what gets dirtier the more it cleans?

series masterlist:

tuesday, week five:

cw: manipulation

You’ve gotten comfortable with the arrangement.

Your employers take advantage of you, you take advantage of them - it’s quite amicable, really. You thought at the beginning that they had the better end of the deal, given the amount of control they had over you, but you find yourself quite readily adapting. They take what they want, and in return, you take what you need - a roof over your head, money in your account, and a fleeting, electric connection that keeps the loneliness at bay.

Most days, the house is empty, a hollow silence echoing through its hallways. You used to relish these moments, savoring the peace, the chance to catch your breath. But that peace has grown thin, stretched over the sharp edge of anticipation. Now, when the sun dips below the horizon, you linger, moving slowly as you wipe down counters or fold laundry, hoping that the creak of the front door will announce someone’s return.

It’s a peculiar satisfaction you seek, a twisted sense of completion that only arrives when your day ends with the salty taste of skin on your tongue, the warm press of a body against yours, and your panties damp with desire. You feel conditioned, tolerant to their advances and treatment in return for the rising numbers in your accounts.

You’ve noticed their patterns, learned to predict when one of them might return late, carrying the scent of smoke or the odor of sweat on their clothes. On those nights, you wait, heartbeat quickening as you busy yourself with menial tasks, pretending you’re not waiting at all.

You greet them as you always do, a slight nod, perhaps a polite smile. Professional. They might respond with a grunt, a nod, or just the flicker of an eye in your direction, but it’s enough. The unspoken understanding passes between you like a current, and you know what will come next.

Sometimes it’s gentle, a hand on the back of your neck, guiding you to your knees as if this is as natural as breathing. Other times, it’s rougher, more urgent, a need that doesn’t bother with pleasantries or patience. Either way, you lean into it. The taste of their sweat on your tongue, the raw heat between your legs, it all coalesces into a moment where nothing else exists but the two of you and the understanding that this is how the day is meant to end.

It’s not about love or affection. It’s about compulsion, a dark, tangled web of desire and submission that you find yourself ensnared in. But even as you recognise the danger in it, the way this arrangement has wormed its way into your bones, you can’t bring yourself to stop. It’s a necessity now, as vital as breathing, as inevitable as the sun sinking below the horizon each evening.

And so you stay, long after the work should have ended, waiting for the familiar sound of the door, the creak of the floorboards, and the knowledge that, at least for tonight, you’ll end the day the way you’ve come to expect; with them taking what they need, and you, somehow, getting what you need, too.

But tonight feels different. There’s a heaviness in the air, a pressure that sits on your chest, making it hard to breathe. The house is still and silent, yet you can’t shake the feeling that something is waiting, lurking just beyond the edge of your awareness. You try to ignore it, focusing instead on the mundane tasks that fill your evenings - folding laundry, scrubbing countertops, anything to keep your hands busy and your mind distracted.

The clock on the wall ticks steadily, a constant rhythm that does nothing to soothe your unease. You force yourself to move, to keep going, but the tension in your muscles refuses to release. It feels like the house is holding its breath, waiting for something to happen. There’s only one or two tasks left for the day, but time seems to crawl, your body stuck in slow motion and tethered to the house. Lingering.

When the front door creaks open, you flinch. The sound is louder than usual, sharper, as if it’s cutting through the thick atmosphere that’s settled over the house. Footsteps follow, slow and deliberate, each one echoing through the empty halls. You brace yourself, trying to gather your scattered thoughts, but your body betrays you, trembling with a mixture of fear and anticipation.

You don’t need to turn around to know who it is. You’ve memorized the sound of each of them, the weight of their steps, the cadence of their breathing. This one is familiar, but there’s a new edge to it, something that sets your nerves on edge.

He doesn’t say anything as he approaches, and you keep your eyes on the countertop, focusing on the smooth, cold surface beneath your fingers. The silence stretches between you, taut and heavy, until he finally speaks, his voice low and rough.

“Why do you stay?” John rumbles.

The question catches you off guard. It’s not what you expected. Usually, there’s no conversation, no small talk, just a wordless exchange of needs and desires. But tonight, he’s broken the unspoken rule, and you don’t know how to respond.

Why do you stay?

You know he’s not asking about the hour you wait after you finish the day’s tasks. You know he’s not asking about the way you’ve kept the place tidy while they’ve been away.

Why do you stay? With us?

You swallow, trying to find your voice, but the words stick in your throat. His presence is overwhelming, pressing down on you like a weight, and you feel the familiar stir of arousal mixed with something more, something dangerous.

“Because there’s still work to do,” you finally manage, your voice barely above a whisper, your knuckles white as your fingers grip the polished stone.

He doesn’t move, doesn’t speak, but you can feel his eyes on you, intense and probing. The silence stretches out again, longer this time, and it feels like it might just suffocate you.

“Is that really all it is?” he asks, his tone carrying a hint of something you can’t quite place - condescension, maybe, or disbelief. It makes you uncomfortable, like he’s trying to peel back the layers of your carefully constructed facade, to see the truth beneath. To break down the wall of your professionalism, your detachment.

You don’t answer. You can’t. Because if you do, you might have to admit it out loud, admit to yourself, that there’s more to it than just necessity. That somewhere along the line, you stopped being controlled. A stray dog that keeps returning for scraps.

He steps closer, so close that you can feel the heat radiating off his body, and you tense. His hand comes up, fingers brushing lightly over the back of your neck, and you shiver. It’s a gentle touch, carrying the weight of something much darker.

“You could leave,” he murmurs, his breath warm against your skin. “You don’t have to stay.”

The lie is obvious to both of you. Leaving isn’t an option, not anymore. You’re not sure you could find your way out even if you wanted to. As if they would ever let you.

You’ll stay because you don’t know how to leave. And maybe, just maybe, you don’t want to.

He knows it too, because his hand tightens on your neck, possessive, controlling, pulling you closer until your back is pressed against his chest. His other hand slides around your waist, holding you in place as he leans down to murmur in your ear.

“But you won’t, will you? You’ll stay, just like you always do.”

It’s not a question, and you don’t need to answer. Because he’s right. You’ll stay. You’ll stay because you need to, because you crave the connection, the feeling of being wanted, even if it’s in the most twisted, degrading way possible. You let them take what they want, because, in the end, it’s what you want, too.

No more stressing, no more thinking. No more leaky faucets or overdrawn accounts. No more silences filled by the ringing in your ears. In John’s own words, ‘You stay, be good, and I’ll take care of you.’

And they have, haven’t they? Sexually, monetarily. In every way that counts, they’ve kept their end of the bargain, haven’t they? You’ve traded your freedom for comfort, your dignity for security, and somewhere along the line, you convinced yourself that this was enough. That this was what you needed.

But as his grip tightens and his breath hitches, his whiskers brushing along your cheek, you wonder, how long can you keep telling yourself that?

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this is part one of a two part update! part two will be out tomorrow

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yearningaces · 2 years ago

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Hrrmmmmnnn

Been thinking about how different monsters might express affection and care, different important traits. How swans greet their partners with the intricate head swinging, how cats groom each other, how horses follow the one they trust the most to guide them, how humans hold hands, do you see what I mean?

But monsters

What about Driders that will use the silk of their webbing to craft intricate tapestries or blankets for their dearest companion. Taking days meticulously plucking at every thread to perfection

How about Giants who are so much bigger than their dear one and can carry them in their palm with the ease of carrying a few grapes. But one day they sit down and methodically add breast pockets to every shirt or jacket so their dearest one can be right next to their heart at all times

There's also werebear that focus so much on the act of sharing their plate of food and it's such a bold declaration of care and love for the one they share with, especially if they pick what they will take off of their plate and offer it to their loved one without said person even asking

I'm also partial to Multiheaded creatures like hydras or Cerberuses who express care with each head memorizing something their favorite person finds interesting because with so many different heads with different personalities it leads to conflict of interest so to them, memorizing what someone else likes is important because they'd want each individual head to be remembered individually as well

And I've already mentioned it before but selkies focus so much on warmth. They brave warmth and to offer it to their dearest one is such an expression of affection, as well as saying someone makes them warm, or being told they make someone warm, it is so vital

I will keep saying it, I adore odd expressions of affection that mean huge things depending on species

#letters of yearning #monster boyfriend #monster romance #x reader #monster x reader

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callmemonster68 · 3 months ago

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the mark of sin | y.jw - jungwon

Jungwon: (a mix of fear and desire, breathing unevenly) “I trust you, Y/N. Do what you will. I’m ready to discover.”

paring: virgin!jungwon x fem!reader 18+ | masterlist

wc: 963

warnings: nsfw content, unprotected sex, loss of virginity

In a distant corner of the universe lies a planet known as Abyssia, home to demons of extraordinary beauty and supernatural powers. In this exotic world, immortality is guaranteed by one peculiar necessity: the vital energy extracted from intense, overwhelming orgasms. This energy sustains Abyssia’s inhabitants, yet ensnares them in a cycle of lust and domination.

Among Abyssia’s denizens was Y/N, a demoness of hypnotizing allure. Her long, black hair shimmered with pink streaks that pulsed with energy whenever she used her powers. Her oriental eyes bore a mesmerizing heterochromia: one as deep as the ocean, the other as gray as an impending storm. Her skin was adorned with a peculiar tattoo, a constellation-like design that seemed alive, shifting with her emotions and powers as if it were an extension of her very soul.

Though she was among the most desired beings of her realm, Y/N felt unsatisfied. The energy exchanged among her kind was intense but predictable, like a dance where every step was known before it happened. Craving something raw and visceral, she decided to leave Abyssia in pursuit of new experiences.

Her destination? Earth.

Upon arrival, disguised to blend in, Y/N roamed the streets of a small town, captivated by the unfiltered emotions of humans. It was there she saw Jungwon—a young man with tousled hair and eyes that radiated a provocative purity. He was a stark contrast to the predators of her world, and his innocence intrigued her.

Determined to possess him entirely, Y/N used her powers to become his neighbor, silently observing him. Her presence exuded a magnetism that Jungwon couldn’t ignore, even if he didn’t understand it. Gradually, she introduced herself, weaving a web of seduction and desire around him. Jungwon, naturally timid, was both hesitant and irresistibly drawn to her fiery aura.

As she led him down a path of forbidden explorations, Jungwon discovered pleasures he had never imagined. Y/N left her mark on him, physically and emotionally, transforming him from an innocent youth into a fervent lover. Yet her seduction was intense and unrelenting; she desired him entirely and tested his boundaries without hesitation.

In the dim candlelight of her room one fateful night, Y/N took things to a new level. She conjured chains and cuffs of gleaming black metal, cold as ice, binding Jungwon to the bed. The tension in the air was palpable.

Y/N: (with an intense gaze, her voice both a promise and a threat) You’re mine now. And I will explore every inch of you. Don’t be afraid to surrender. Let go.

Jungwon: (a mix of fear and desire, breathing unevenly) I trust you, Y/N. Do what you will. I’m ready to discover.

Y/N: (whispering as her fingers glide over his body) You don’t know how much this excites me. Every sound you make is music to me. Let’s lose ourselves until we can no longer tell pain from pleasure. I’ll guide you through this journey.

Releasing her powers, Y/N transformed the very atmosphere around them into a manifestation of her desires: walls trembling, lights flickering, and even the air growing warmer. Jungwon, though frightened, felt irresistibly drawn in, diving deeper into the intoxicating sensations.

Y/N explored every inch of his body, alternating between soft caresses and firm touches, observing his reactions to each new sensation. The sound of shifting chains accompanied Jungwon’s moans as he surrendered completely. S/N, with a predatory smile, pushed the boundaries of pleasure and pain, creating an intoxicating balance that left them in a state of near-supernatural ecstasy.

At the same time, Y/N felt something unexpected—a purity in Jungwon that, instead of simply satisfying her hunger, seemed to intensify it. For the first time, she didn’t just crave his energy; she wanted to understand him, consume him, and protect him all at once. It made her feel vulnerable—a sensation she had never known.

But danger loomed. Y/N knew her presence on Earth would not go unnoticed by others of her kind. They wouldn’t accept her bond with a human, much less her decision to stay with him. Facing threats from her own people, she also had to confront the growing complexity of her feelings for Jungwon.

After an intense exchange of sensations, S/N looked at Jungwon, now more confident.

Y/N: (with a tender gaze) You’ve changed, Jungwon. The purity I saw in you now burns with a new intensity. I want to protect it.

Jungwon: (smiling, still breathless) And I want to discover more about you—not just the demoness who claims me but the S/N who cares for me.

Y/N: (with a soft smile) Then let’s face this together. But remember, what we have is dangerous. I can’t promise the others from Abyssia will leave us in peace.

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Y/N looked into Jungwon’s eyes, her heart pounding with an intensity she could barely contain.

Y/N: (gently extending her hand) I want you to know that you’re mine, in a way that goes beyond what we can see.

As she touched his arm, a soft light emanated, leaving behind a shimmering trace that seemed to dance between them.

Jungwon: (shivering as a chill ran down his spine) What was that?

Y/N: (with an enigmatic smile) It’s my magic. Now, you’ll always feel my presence, even when we’re apart.

Jungwon: (smiling, feeling a deep connection) So, I’m marked forever?

Y/N: (nodding) Forever.

Now, Y/N and Jungwon’s fates are intertwined in a story of unbridled desire, corruption, and a passion that defies both human and divine laws. How far are they willing to go to stay together? And how might this forbidden union transform not only their lives but also the destinies of two worlds?

✿ If you don't reblog and comment, you can be sure I'll be showing up in your dreams tonight... and I won’t be as sweet as in the story ✿

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the-most-humble-blog · 5 months ago

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The Brain’s Magic: How Your Mind Reads the ᵾᶰᴿᵋᴬᵭᵃᴮʟᵋ͟͟͞

Can You Still Call Yourself Human If You’re This F☰☰king Amazing?

Our brains are incredible biological machines that can decode the undecodable, make sense of chaos, and turn gibberish into understanding. You’ve probably seen those memes or tests where the letters in a sentence are jumbled, replaced with symbols, or entirely flipped. And yet, somehow, your mind calmly steps in and says, “I got this,” assembling the scrambled mess into meaning.

Why? Because your brain isn’t just functional—it’s damn near magical. But let’s get into the messy, hilarious, and downright extraordinary ways your brain proves every day why the universe needs you.

1. Your Brain, the Overachiever

First off, let’s acknowledge the absurdity of what your brain can do. You’re sitting there, possibly sleep-deprived, scrolling through social media while multitasking a mental to-do list. And yet, you see a sentence like this:

“Y0uR Br@!n 5T!lL r3c0gN!z3s p@77ern5 & m@k35 it m3@ningful.”

… and you just get it. You don’t need a translation guide. Your brain leaps over logic like a gymnast and lands perfectly on comprehension.

Reality is a stand-up comedian:

Your brain: a quantum computer that can decode unreadable text. Also your brain: forgets why you walked into the kitchen.

The same organ that turns chaos into understanding also Googles “symptoms of mild death” every time you get a headache.

2. Pattern Recognition: The Mind’s Hidden Flex

Here’s where things get spooky. Your brain isn’t just reading symbols—it’s recognizing patterns, filling gaps, and using context to solve puzzles in milliseconds. This isn’t something you learned; it’s baked into your DNA.

Fun Fact:

Studies show that 93% of adults can read a sentence where the first and last letters of every word are correct, but everything in between is scrambled. Your brain doesn’t even flinch.

Let’s put this into perspective: Computers need programmers, algorithms, and updates to achieve half the things your brain does on autopilot. Meanwhile, your mind’s out here solving puzzles like Sherlock Holmes at 3 AM with no coffee.

Your brain is that one friend who doesn’t study for the test but still scores higher than everyone else. Smug, but you love it anyway.

3. The Ultimate Biological Quantum Computer

Your brain isn’t just smart—it’s a show-off.

Neurons: You’ve got about 86 billion of them, and they’re firing off messages at speeds of up to 268 miles per hour. Faster than your Wi-Fi, honestly.

Processing Power: Your brain can handle around 10 quadrillion calculations per second. That’s the equivalent of a supercomputer with a personality (and occasional existential dread).

But here’s the kicker: your brain isn’t just processing facts—it’s synthesizing them into experiences. It’s why you can laugh at memes, cry during Toy Story 3, and somehow still navigate rush-hour traffic without committing vehicular manslaughter.

4. Can Machines Compete? Not a Chance

Artificial intelligence? Cute. Sure, machines can replicate some human functions, but your brain operates on a level AI can only dream of.

AI struggles with context. You? You can figure out when someone’s being sarcastic just by their tone.

Machines need explicit instructions. Your brain? It casually interprets nonsense like,“C@n u 3v3n r34d th!s?” …without breaking a sweat.

Imagine a robot trying to figure out your drunk texts. “Dinnrs @ 9, bt wtf hapen 2 keys?” Your brain decodes that in half a second. AI would implode.

5. Why This Matters: You’re Not an Accident

Let’s get serious for a second. Your ability to read scrambled text, pick up on patterns, and make sense of the seemingly senseless isn’t just a party trick. It’s evidence of how extraordinary you are.

Consider This: Your consciousness isn’t some random byproduct of biology. It’s a vital thread in the infinite web of existence. Every time you recognize patterns, connect ideas, or laugh at a well-timed meme, you’re proving that you’re not just surviving—you’re thriving.

ᵀ͡ʰᵉ ⱻ̷ᶰᴵᵛᴱʳˢᵉ ⱻ͜ᵉᵉᴅˢ ᵞᵒᵘ̷!

ᵞᴱˢ, ⱻ͞ᵐ ᵀʟᴋᴵⱭᴺᴳ ᴛᴼ ⱻⱭᴜ͡.!

You are a living, breathing node in the infinite network of reality. Even if you’ve doubted yourself in the past, even if the world tries to convince you that you’re ordinary, remember this:

Your mind isn’t just a tool—it’s proof that the universe is capable of creating something extraordinary. And every time you use it, you reaffirm your place in the fabric of existence.

Sure, your brain is powerful. But let’s not forget it’s also the same brain that makes you forget passwords and cry over fictional characters. Nobody’s perfect, but at least you're human, and that's close enough.

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Her heart was racing as she contemplated the idea. It was a strange, exhilarating sensation that had taken root in the deepest recesses of her imagination, and she couldn't resist the urge to explore it. She was a young woman in the prime of her life, her body a painting of beauty. Her skin glowed with vitality, and her eyes sparkled with an insatiable curiosity.

The small, sleek microphone lay on the bedside table, attached to a thin cable that seemed innocuous enough. The plan had formed in her mind like a delicate web of desire, and she knew she had to try it. Carefully, she inserted the microphone into her mouth, feeling the cool metal against her tongue as she pushed it back, down her throat. Her eyes watered a little, but she remained focused, determined to conquer this peculiar form of arousal. Inch by inch, she guided the device down her esophagus, feeling it slide against the soft, warm walls of her throat. When it reached the spot she was aiming for, right beside her heart's left atrium, she could feel the pulsating beat, a rhythmic throb that grew louder and clearer with each passing moment. The sound was raw and intimate, a symphony of life's most fundamental force, and it sent a thrill through her body that was unlike anything she had ever felt before. Her breath grew shallow as she listened to the force of her heart's pounding, the thud-thud-thud resonating through the microphone's cable and into her ears. It was as if she could feel her very essence, her soul's engine, driving her onward. She lay back on the bed, her body responding to the internal vibrations with a growing sense of urgency. Her hand slowly made its way between her legs, her fingers finding their way through the soft, damp folds of her vagina. The heartbeat grew louder, more insistent, as she began to masturbate, her hips rocking in time with the rhythm of her pulse. The sound was intoxicating, a siren's call from within, and she found herself lost in the symphony of her own body. Her breath quickened as she touched herself, the heat building with each stroke of her clit. The microphone, now a part of her innermost workings, transmitted the wet, squelching sounds of her aroused heartvalves to her ears, adding another layer to the cacophony of sensations. She could feel the tension coiling in her belly, a tight knot of pleasure that grew tighter with every passing second. The heartbeat grew faster, louder, echoing in the chamber of her chest, and she knew she was close. Her hand moved faster, her breath coming in ragged gasps, the sound of her own body's hunger for release mingling with the symphony within her. The wire of the microphone danced against the delicate tissue of her esophagus, sending shivers of pleasure down her spine. Suddenly, it hit her—a wave of ecstasy so intense it seemed to shake the very foundations of her being. She arched her back, her eyes squeezed shut, as she came with a scream that was muffled by the device in her throat. The heartbeat in her ears grew to a fever pitch, the blood rushing through her veins in time with the pounding of her orgasm. Her body convulsed, muscles clenching and releasing in a frenzied dance of pleasure. The microphone remained in place, a internal witness to her climax, as she rode the crest of her passion. And through it all, she could hear the thundering applause of her own heart, a reminder that she was alive, she was powerful, and she was in complete control of her pleasure. As the waves of pleasure subsided, she carefully removed the microphone, her cheeks flushed with excitement and her breathing still ragged. She lay there for a moment, basking in the afterglow, her heart's rhythm gradually returning to normal. She knew that she had just experienced something utterly unique, a moment of self-discovery that would be etched into her memory forever.

The salvia covered microphone was a strange artifact of her curiosity, a tool that had allowed her to tap into the very core of her desires. And as she set it aside, she couldn't help but wonder what other secrets her body held, what other sensations she might discover if she was only brave enough to seek them out. But for now, she was content, her young heart still echoing in her ears like a sweet, private melody that only she could hear.

#cardiophile #female heartbeat #heartbeat #cardiophilia #girl heartbeat

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sylvan-librarian · 1 year ago

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Nissa Revane, William Wordsworth, and Me

Introduction:

We are not isolated individuals but an interconnected web. Part of embracing green's philosophy is understanding the importance of how each of us figures into the lives of the others. Grasping the role this larger group plays is a vital piece in understanding how the world works. - Mark Rosewater: “It’s Not Easy Being Green Revisited” … Therefore am I still A lover of the meadows and the woods And mountains; and of all that we behold From this green earth; of all the mighty world Of eye, and ear,—both what they half create, And what perceive; well pleased to recognise In nature and the language of the sense The anchor of my purest thoughts, the nurse, The guide, the guardian of my heart, and soul Of all my moral being. - William Wordsworth: “Tintern Abbey” How wonderful there should be a thing we don't yet know. - Magic Creative Team: “Renewal”

What do Nissa Revane, elf animist who had a good run in the 2010's as Magic’s iconic green planeswalker, William Wordsworth, nineteenth century British poet and the godfather of English Romanticism, and I, a mentally ill librarian who spends all his free time playing a children’s card game, all have in common? Not much, really. I’m neither a lesbian that wields earth-shaking magic nor am I the founder of a poetic movement that English majors still fawn over. However, thankfully for me, the human experience transcends time, gender, sexual preference, and even reality. There’s a lot to learn from both fiction and poetry, and I’m nothing if not a curious student. In particular, though, I’d like to talk about transitions.

The past couple of years for me have been packed full of constant transitions: I had an emergency move away from the city I had built a life in, I finished a master’s degree in library science, and I began the long, arduous process of changing careers. Not every transition has been so traumatic, though, as I am also now in a joyful, peaceful relationship and have finally achieved a modicum of financial stability on my own terms.

Needless to say, these transitions have had me feeling introspective (even more so than usual), and I have found myself seriously wondering about my place in the world. That probably sounds dramatic (well, if the shoe fits), but as an elder millennial who was around to witness when the first acorn fell from the first tree and the first scene boy put on girl jeans to pair with his trucker’s hat, I honestly just kind of gave up on that brand of stability at some point; after all, I was fifteen on 9/11, nineteen and living in Louisiana when Hurricane Katrina hit New Orleans and washed away whatever trust I had left in our institutions, and twenty-one when the Bush-era recession nailed my post-undergrad job prospects into a coffin. Of course, at the risk of sounding like I’m trying to appeal to your sense of pity, I’ll admit that today’s generation coming of age during Trump and and Covid have probably had it worse than I did and have also proven themselves much stronger and more resilient than I ever was, but nevertheless, a swirling concoction of circumstances and terrible mental health habits left me feeling for decades that I’d never have a place in the world to call many own.

All that said, in my attempt to carve out a life for myself and discover my role within my larger community, I started rereading Wordsworth, Coleridge, and Keats (the poets of English Romanticism were my favorite discovery as a literature student and some of the only writers I have carried with me beyond academia), since their poetry also dealt in themes of self-discovery, memory, and transition (also, their poetry is broody and navel-gazing - something I definitely relate with). However, as a Magic: The Gathering Vorthos with basic forest brainrot, I was also struck on this reread just how close my own experiences and the themes of the Romantic Poets mirrored how my favorite green characters from Magic fiction navigate their world. At first, I felt that this is fairly low-hanging fruit, since on the surface, themes like “finding yourself in nature,” “the rejection of social norms,” “celebrating your connections,” etc. are common enough to be found in all sorts of literature. However, the more I thought about it and connected the dots in my head, the more I realized just how much green’s themes in modern Magic fiction, particularly as expressed through Nissa Revane, helped me understand my own place in the world.

Indeed, while this essay grew out of the concept of tracing the similarities between Green Magic and Romantic Poetry (not the most riveting read for most of you, I’m sure), this particular tale kind of grew in the telling (to loot a phrase from Tolkien) until it became my own personal journal of self-discovery. If the entire m.o. of my online presence didn’t already give it away, my love of Nissa Revane - planeswalker, animist, green mage, icon - colors most of my thoughts about Magic: The Gathering, and this is no different. Compiling Nissa’s arc throughout Magic’s Story, synthesizing it with the things I love the most about the Romantic poets, and letting it stew around in my brain for the last year highlighted something of vital importance to me: the message, one that weaves its way throughout Nissa’s entire narrative, that personal growth means learning that the definitions I have held onto for my whole life - of myself, of other people, of even nature and the universe itself - are but a narrow, small part of a greater whole; that embracing healthy connection with the world around me and seeking to understand my place within it helped change parts of me that I thought were intrinsic to my very nature and helped me bloom into the best version of myself.

Part I:

(me, trying to juggle graduate school and work)

Last year around this time, I found myself struggling. I was wrapping up my last full semester of my graduate program, failing miserably at balancing school and work, isolating myself from my friends because of how busy I was, and unhappy about living in Central Texas again after I swore I was done with the region. Throughout all of this, following Magic Story was a boon to my shocked nerves, though I rarely found time to follow it completely. It wasn’t pure joy, however, because as a result of stress mixed with the, at the time, untreated depression and anxiety, Nissa getting compleated - with “no way” of getting healed - during the “All Will Be One” story (not to mention that her tragic loss happened OFF SCREEN - the disrespect) severely bummed me out, so I tuned most the “March of the Machine” stories out to focus on wrapping up my semester. That is, I tuned it out until the final story, K. Arsenault Rivera’s “Rhythms of Life” was released in late March. Letting Chandra and a healed Nissa kiss at the end was a nice touch, but it was not for another month until we found out what happened to them after the climax of the Phyrexian stories.

When that month passed, however, on May 1, Grace P. Fong’s “She Who Breaks the World,” was released in tandem with previews for “March of the Machine: The Aftermath” products. Of course, I was going to like this story because I like Nissa and Chandra, and I have been a proponent of them being romantically involved since “Zendikar Resurgent,” but this story struck a deeper chord in me than I expected. I felt an immediate kinship with Fong’s representation of Nissa, a character who is also in a state of transition: in a place she doesn’t want to be, isolated from her friends and loved ones, and trying to redefine who she was after traumatic events left her floating listlessly throughout her world.

The events of “All Will be One” and “March of the Machine,” after all, were Nissa’s darkest hours in a life full of dark hours. Her mind enslaved and her bodily autonomy stolen from her, Nissa was forced to do things in service to the Phyrexian matriarch Elesh Norn that horrified her. However, due to the nature of Phyrexian compleation — having her mind and body altered on a genetic level — she performed these actions in the moment with fanatical zeal, even pleasure. We are told in the first episode of the March of the Machine arc, “Triumph of the Fleshless” that Nissa “is the finest gift the Planeswalkers have given Phyrexia. Even standing at Norn's side, she can steer Realmbreaker's attention. To say nothing of her combat capabilities. If things continued at this rate she might overtake Tamiyo as Norn's favorite new servant.” Later on in “She Who Breaks the World,” while Nissa is reflecting on this, she notes that the alterations the Phyrexians made to her “granted her the ability to unleash a call through the branches of the Invasion Tree and speak the glory of Phyrexia to every plane in the Multiverse. And right now, Nissa is disgusted with herself because—despite her friends' sacrifices, despite Chandra's sacrifices—part of her misses hearing those planes.”

On the other side of these events, Nissa is mostly healed from what the Phyrexians did to her (outside of a metal cage imprisoning her chest and some scarring on her limbs where metal was grafted on), her mind is returned to her own control, and she and Chandra are finally sharing mutual love and affection instead of being mired in “will they/won’t they” hell like they had been for nearly a decade of Magic Story. However, the trauma of knowing, remembering, and feeling intimately all of the terrible things she did understandably leaves her feeling like an outcast among loved ones, and to make matters worse, she is now with a planeswalker spark, meaning she got depowered significantly and can no longer go back to her beloved Zendikar, her homeworld that she has a close intimate connection with. All this is to point out that Nissa finds herself in a spot where she has to completely redefine who she is. Nissa took great pride in being animist; now, she cannot hear the voice of the planes and her magic is basically useless. Nissa had previously discovered meaning for herself being a member of the Gatewatch: traveling the planes doing good where can and making connections with new worlds and interesting people; now, she is trapped on a plane that does not listen to her among people she very directly harmed when her mind and body were not her own.

After a failed attempt to connect with the world of Zhalfir, Nissa begins to despair, believing that the planes have rejected her because all of the social connections she has made over the years. Nissa believes that “[s]he has spent so long connected to others that she has smothered her own connection to the Multiverse. Whether or not those bonds were made of her own volition, the planes have rejected her.” While she recognizes deep down, even if she can’t forgive herself for it just yet, that what happened while she was a Phyrexian wasn’t her fault, Nissa comes to believe that her original sin that led to this was in getting involved with the wider universe in the first place. She (and everybody who suffered from her actions as a Phyrexian) would be better off, she believes, if she had remained in her primordial, untarnished state of a champion of nature.

At this point in the narrative, Nissa’s experience reflects the way poets and writers of the Romantic Period mythologize their own world. Canadian literary critic and theorist Northrop Frye (a theorist who, truth be told, I disagree with in many respects, though his work on the Romantic Period is exhaustive and insightful) called this the “Romantic Myth.” In “A Study of English Romanticism,” Frye describes how the Romantic Myth delineates from traditional mythology:

In the older mythology the myth of creation is followed by a gigantic cyclical myth, outlined in the Bible, which begins with the fall of man, is followed by a symbolic vision of human history, under the names of Adam and Israel, and ends with the redemption of Adam and Israel by Christ. The two poles are the alienation myth of fall, the separation of man from God by sin, and the reconciling, identifying, or atoning myth of redemption which restores to man his forfeited inheritance. Translated into Romantic terms, this myth assumes a quite different shape. What corresponds to the older myth of an unfallen state, or lost paradise of Eden, is now a sense of an original identity between the individual man and nature which has been lost.

Ignoring, for a moment, the gender essentialism Frye uses, note how the lost Eden of the Romantic period was connection to nature itself. Joining society, spending precious hours having “dialogues of business, love, or strife” - all of these things are the sins that tear us away from our original, perfect self. William Wordsworth begins his “Ode: Intimations of Immortality” this way:

There was a time when meadow, grove, and stream, The earth, and every common sight, To me did seem Apparelled in celestial light, The glory and the freshness of a dream. It is not now as it hath been of yore;— Turn wheresoe'er I may, By night or day. The things which I have seen I now can see no more.

To the persona of Wordsworth’s poem, this sense of identity was lost in childhood; in Nissa’s head, she “smothered her own connection to the Multiverse” when she started to value her connections to other people — Chandra, the rest of the Gatewatch, Yahenni, and many others she let into her life — at the expense, apparently, of the natural world. What’s left for her except to turn back to nature and attempt to find herself again?

Part II:

(Nissa's oath to protect the life of "every plane" plays a huge role in her identity)

What does “finding herself” look like for Nissa, though? To answer that, let’s look at a few different things. Here, we’ll examine Nissa’s place as a green character in Magic’s color pie and pick apart the ludonarrative elements in Nissa’s card designs that informs how she approaches her idea of self.

Nissa is the only planeswalker of the original five Gatewatch to have cards that branch out to other colors. At heart, though, she is a green character. Even though she has some blue elements in her personality (curiosity) and black (the ambition to make her ideals reality, whatever the cost), Nissa’s heart is “green to the very door.”

In his near ten year old article, Mark Rosewater writes this about the philosophy of Green:

The natural order is a thing of beauty and has all the answers to life's problems. The key is learning to sit back and recognize what is right in front of you. Each individual is born with all the potential they need. The secret to a happy life is to recognize the role you were born into and then embrace it. Do what you were destined to do. The world is this elaborate system, and each one of us gets to play a part. And it's not something we have to guess about; it's imprinted on us, it's in our genes. Just look within.

It’s very easy to see Nissa in the first paragraph: even though she is a warrior out of necessity, she too craves peace and acceptance and this is revealed in one of her favorite hobbies: meditating. Nissa’s animist powers (more on that here) let her reach her consciousness into nature itself so that she can just exist among the wonders of life. Take note of this gorgeous passage near the end of “Renewal,” the last story of the Kaladesh block:

There were rivers in the air; they carried her like a mote of pollen. Great hearts were pounding in the deeps of the sky, singing slow symphonies of joy. Wordless, they expressed the sun breaking over the edge of clouds; the sharpness of stars over frosted peaks; the awareness of a new life growing within, nestled and patient, waiting for its first breath of radiance. She drifted bodiless among the singers, listening. Back and forth they called, echoing across cloud and current, composing shared dreams of weightlessness, rain, and memory. An eye the size of a house blinked. Radiant curiosity washed over her, like the return of sunlight from beyond the edge of all things. There is something new in our sky, it sang in language of sensation and vibrance; quickened heartbeats and quivering muscle; caught breath and a hundred shades of blue. How wonderful there should be a thing we don't yet know.

Nissa is an expert at recognizing “what is right in front of you,” though due to her connection to nature, “right in front of you” could mean just about anywhere on the plane itself.

To cycle back to Rosewater’s statement, however, it’s important to take consideration of the fact that a green character does not just treat the wonders of the natural world as a conduit for inner peace, they also believe that the “secret to a happy life is to recognize the role you were born into and then embrace it. Do what you were destined to do.” What does Nissa believe the role she was born into is? What drives her throughout much of Magic’s narrative?

To put it simply, Nissa believes that she is the champion of nature itself, the chosen one of Zendikar’s worldsoul. Whenever she planeswalks to a new world, she adopts the worldsoul of the plane as her own; the first thing she usually does when touching down on new earth is to attempt to connect with the soul of the plane. Throughout whichever story arc she takes part in, she usually comes to see herself as the voice of that particular world and acts as its champion as well.

Let’s take a look at the second Innistrad block, for example. Even though her role in this story is quite small, this template still applies. Jace, after unraveling the mystery of what was happening on Innistrad, goes back to Zendikar to fetch the rest of the Gatewatch to help stop the rise of Emrakul. As she planeswalks to the battlefield, the “hill rumbled slightly, the only herald of Nissa's arrival. She frowned as she knelt down, placing her palm against the ground. ‘The mana here is dark. Twisted. It's in the soil, the trees...Emrakul did some of this, but’…‘This is your first time to Innistrad, right? “Dark and twisted” is kind of a regular feature,’ Jace continued.”

Presumably at some point later on in the story, on the flavor text on the card Splendid Reclamation, Nissa says “No matter how much a plane has suffered, there is a way to restore it." Of course, this line appears nowhere in the story, but there has always been a conflict between what has been written in Magic fiction versus what is printed on the cards. Furthermore, it’s possible that this card was a bottom-up design with the mechanics designed first and Nissa pasted on later since there wasn’t another “green character who cares about lands” present during the battle against Emrakul. Either way, Nissa comes across as a character who sees herself as the champion of nature.

Nearly all other stories Nissa takes part in give her a similar arc. In "Amonkhet," she is the first to identify just how sick and distorted the world had become under Bolas’s influence, and after a trial with the ibis god Kefnet, she ends up believing that she set herself up as a rival to Bolas, able to manipulate the leylines and the gods attached to them just as efficiently as the dragon. During :War of the Spark," in a move that would earn her the disgust of the Selesnya guild, she animates Vito-Ghazi, the home of Ravnica’s worldsoul Mat'Selesnya, in order to fight against Bolas and the zombified gods. In "Zendikar Rising," Nissa’s journey takes front and center, with her conflict with Nahiri ending with Nissa as the one true savior and liberator of Zendikar. Her brief stint during the "Brothers' War" side stories end with Nissa swearing an oath to Gaea, the worldsoul of Dominaria, to personally destroy the Phyrexians herself, no matter the cost.

Even while she was a Phyrexian during “All Will Be One” and “March of the Machine” and her mind not her own, Nissa follows a similar arc, though a twisted variation: after her capture and transformation, Nissa becomes the voice of Phyrexia, as the card All Will Be One showcases, proclaiming the plane’s glory and, through manipulating Realmbreaker (likely the single largest and most powerful living thing in existence at the time), sending “Phyrexian perfection coursing across the Multiverse.”

You can certainly see Nissa’s confidence in her station as the champion of worldsouls multiverse-wide in her cards: “Nissa, Voice of Zendikar,” “Nissa, Who Shakes the World,” “Nissa, Ascended Animist,” etc. All of these designs showcase Nissa’s might as a master of land magic. Loyalty abilities on these cards almost always animate a land into a creature that can then fight alongside her. The most powerful variation of this ability was on “Nissa, Who Shakes the World”:

On a narrative level, however, what these abilities showcase is that Nissa during this era saw herself as less a friend to nature than a master of it.

Fast forward to the aftermath of the Phyrexian invasion and Nissa is in a much different place mentally, emotionally, and even physically. As Nissa struggles to (literally) bury the physical remnants of what the Phyrexians did to her body, she feels an immense sense of loss that stems from more than just guilt. Fong describes it this way:

[Nissa] felt cut off, lost in the Multiverse with no voice calling her home. Maybe no plane would hear her ever again. They'd all lost their sparks, but only Nissa still wanted to planeswalk. Even if her friends seemed to be moving on without her, she still cared about their happiness. So not wanting to bring down the spirits of their celebration, she excused herself.

I recall seeing a few half-hearted takes on social media after this story was released expressing frustration that Nissa spent so much time in this narrative grappling with the harm that was done to her rather than acknowledging guilt for the harm she inadvertently did to others. First of all, she clearly does feel guilt for the harm Norn wrought through her:

[Her] copper skeleton is covered in mangled spikes, and those spikes are covered in the dried blood of her friends. She rubs one, and dark residue flakes off on her fingertips. She wonders whose blood it was. Maybe Koth? Maybe Wrenn? Maybe Chandra? Chandra. She had hurt Chandra, almost killed her.

Secondly, exploring Nissa as a green character shows us that Nissa has lived her life believing firmly that she was alive for a purpose: to be the voice of nature and act as its most ardent champion. However, now worldsouls won’t speak to her and her magic barely works at all. Her spirituality that drives her and her magical might that allows her to act in service of that spirituality have been unceremoniously ripped away from her. Everything Nissa has ever believed about herself has come dramatically (and traumatically) crashing down.

Nissa is a character whose entire system of beliefs has now been obliterated by her experiences, and as mentioned in the previous sections, she believes it was because her original mistake was in seeking her identity in her relationships with people rather than with her relationship with nature.

I asked at the end of part one, what’s left for Nissa except to turn back to nature and attempt to find herself again? Perhaps, however, a more apt question to ask is what’s left for Nissa at all? Yes, she and Chandra are (mostly) on the same page about their feelings for one another and yes, she is alive and physically healthy (though weakened and scarred), but notice that even if Nissa despairs about what she has lost, she shows little desire to go “back” to nature. Even though she believes with absolute certainty that “the planes have rejected her,” she stays true to her duty as one of the stronger warriors left among the surviving Mirrans; when faced with decision to either explore the brand new omenpath or to help the survivors, Fong writes, “as much as Nissa loathes to abandon the portal, she knows Koth is right. As much as the war took from her, others have lost even more. They need to help first.”

Though separated by over two-hundred years and in different genres altogether, what Nissa is going through reminds me of what Wordsworth writes in “Tintern Abbey”:

I bounded o'er the mountains, by the sides Of the deep rivers, and the lonely streams, Wherever nature led: more like a man Flying from something that he dreads, than one Who sought the thing he loved. For nature then (The coarser pleasures of my boyish days And their glad animal movements all gone by) To me was all in all.—I cannot paint What then I was. The sounding cataract Haunted me like a passion: the tall rock, The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood, Their colours and their forms, were then to me An appetite; a feeling and a love, That had no need of a remoter charm, By thought supplied, nor any interest Unborrowed from the eye.—That time is past, And all its aching joys are now no more.

You see, Wordsworth — like Nissa, like me, and probably like you at some point in your life — found himself in the late 1700’s grieving a deep sense of loss as everything he believed in came crashing down around him. Spellbound by the fervor of Revolution-era France, he lived on the continent for years and had a child with a woman he fell in love with there, but France’s tense political relations with his home country and the Revolution descending into the Reign of Terror forced him to return to Britain. Witnessing what he saw as his utopian beliefs plummet to irredeemable violence utterly broke him (on a personal note, I likely have a different view than Wordsworth on the merits of putting aristocrats to the guillotine, but that’s another essay entirely), and — like Nissa, like most of us — had to rebuild himself from the ground up.

What a relatable human story, right? As someone who is closer to forty than he is thirty, I have stumbled upon this crossroads multiple times in my life. Years ago, it involved disentangling myself from my evangelical upbringing and accepting the fact that, though my parents and (just to give them the benefit of the doubt) many of the religious adults who helped raise me had my best intentions in mind, instructing an impressionable, vulnerable, and anxious child that deep down in the center of his being he is evil and deserves eternal torment for the crime of being born was pretty fucked up. It took years of therapy, medication, and daily affirmations to finally feel good about myself. More recently, as alluded to, going through a tough breakup, wrapping up a master’s degree, and beginning the process of changing careers all within the span of roughly two years left me scrambling in my pursuit to create a new self to be a better fit for my new circumstances.

What choices did I make at this crossroads? What about Nissa or Wordsworth?

Part III:

The answer to that question is that the three of us (Nissa, Wordsworth, and I) all came to similar conclusions. This answer is two-fold, and I hope you’re not expecting some life-altering nugget of wisdom here, because — true to the heart of a green mage — the first lesson we learned is, quite simply, the art of acceptance: acceptance of the world that is, not the world that was or the future world our anxiety creates in our mind. Rosewater writes,

Green wants acceptance.

The other colors are all focused on how they'd change the world to make it better. Green is the one color that doesn't want to change the world, because green is convinced that the world already got everything right.

There is, of course, something to be said for improving your circumstances — especially if the environment around you is toxic — and the relentless ambition to mold your life into one you are happy with, but in Nissa’s case, what she needed most was to accept that she was living in a different world than was previously. Bereft of the planeswalker spark that gave her a sense of purpose and traumatized by remembering what she did when her body and mind were being puppeted by the Phyrexians, Nissa finally comes to understand and acknowledge her new place in her new world.

Early on in Fong’s “She Who Breaks the World,” Nissa attempts to connect her soul to the leylines of Zhalfir, but instead of basking in the orchestra of the planes, the music is drowned in all of the other songs that have influenced her, her tune “muffled by dozens of new, alien voices she recognizes and despises: the Eldrazi, Bolas, and finally, loudest, Phyrexia.” This leads to her belief that was discussed previously that her original sin was embracing human connection instead of remaining the voice of Zendikar’s worldsoul.

However, at the climax of the story, Nissa shares this struggle with Chandra when the two of them are trying to fight their way out of an impossible situation. A wild, out-of-control storm elemental was threatening the Mirran survivors of the Phyrexian invasion, and Nissa and Chandra were defending the populace against it. However, the two of them are not working well together, and the elemental manages to capitalize on their poor tactics and absorbs copious amounts of steam arising from a burnt baobab tree to become a colossal being whose head caresses the sky. After they get trapped in a hole with no way out, Chandra suggests a plan of attack reminiscent of the channel-fireball combo the two of them used to destroy Ulamog and Kozilek all the way back in “Oath of the Gatewatch,” and Nissa finally admits to Chandra that her magic no longer works and expresses her deep anxieties about why: “‘it's like my voice isn't my own,’” she admits. “‘Like it belongs to Phyrexia instead, like everything I've ever connected to is drowning me out.’”

Chandra, however, does not see it that way. Choosing, for once, to think before she talks (a skill she no doubt learned from her years around Nissa), eventually concludes “‘you know … you have good connections, too.’” She continues:

‘It's true—you did bad things while they had you. But everyone you've connected with over the years with the Gatewatch, we're just happy you're still here. With us.’ Chandra sets fire to a chunk of moist dirt that was about to fall on Nissa, turning it into a soft rain of ash. ‘With me.’ For the first time since she awoke in Zhalfir, Nissa smiles. Chandra, sweet Chandra, even if she doesn't realize it, has always understood and explained emotions better than Nissa ever could. Chandra continues, ‘Your connections aren't drowning your voice, Nissa. They're changing it into something new, maybe something even more powerful. Infinite voices, infinite possibilities, right?’

What Nissa needed was not to perform some kind dramatic penance or to reject society for asceticism once again but to simply accept that the world around her had changed, that she had changed. This fact is hammered home by the next section: agreeing to try connecting to Zhalfir’s worldsoul again,

Nissa closes her eyes. She retreats inward and listens for her inner voice. It's hard, much harder than before, but Chandra is dutifully helping her concentrate, blasting the falling rock away before it can reach her. Nissa is greeted by ringing deep in her ears, but she refuses to be deterred. With her connections in mind, she picks the static apart into unique melodies, the individual songs she picked up from all around the Multiverse. She arranges them, harmonizes them, and this time, when she calls to Zhalfir, her voice is amplified in chorus. She offers an apology. The plane answers. It too was cut off from everything it knew, from the connections it had made. It, too, was scarred by Phyrexia and is growing into something new. It forgives her, and Nissa can finally forgive herself. Magic floods her flesh, her blood, her bone. She hears Chandra laugh, delighted by their success.

It’s only through accepting that her life now is different from what is used to be, through confessing that her priorities had changed, through acknowledging that presence of others in her life had made her stronger, and most importantly, through forgiving herself for what’s she did when her mind wasn’t her own that Nissa is able to reconnect to the source of her magic and her joy.

Nissa learns to reinterpret her world in a new way. This can be seen in mechanical elements as well. Most of Nissa’s planeswalker cards have her manipulating lands, either by animating them into creatures to be controlled or by fetching them from the library. Nissa, Resurgent Animist, however - the first time she has been printed as a creature since the flip-walkers of 2015 - does not do any of those things. The text on this card reads:

Landfall — Whenever a land enters the battlefield under your control, add one mana of any color. Then if this is the second time this ability has resolved this turn, reveal cards from the top of your library until you reveal an Elf or Elemental card. Put that card into your hand and the rest on the bottom of your library in a random order.

The act of playing a land during the narrative of a game of Magic is the act of a planeswalker establishing a mana bond with a certain place in the multiverse. ‘Mana bond’ is a term almost never used in Magic fiction anymore, but as far as I know, it has not been retconned either. Even if not explicitly stated, there are nods to the act of creating mana bonds throughout the tie-in fiction. Look at this section from “Nissa’s Origin: Home,” for example:

As they picked their way deeper into the marshland, Nissa formed a connection with it. She saw the beauty in the moss-laden trees, felt the magic in the mists that rose up from the brackish waters, and swayed to the song of the swarms of lion flies that circled them. She never would have believed a bog had so much to offer.

In the narrative of a game, this paragraph would simply read “Nissa plays a swamp.” Explicit or not, establishing a mana bond with a particular piece of geography means that the planeswalker can, among other things, draw mana from that place no matter where in the multiverse they are. This is why, flavorfully, a player can play Ravnica shock lands alongside Tarkir fetch lands: in the narrative of a game, your planeswalker avatar has gone to these places and forged a bond with those pieces of land.

To cycle back to the card, however, instead of manipulating the land itself, having Nissa, Resurgent Animist alongside the player allows them to, firstly, hypercharge their link to the lands they play, giving the player extra mana for the act of forming connections with lands. Secondly, the player forming connections with as many lands as possible in a single turn (two in this case) allows Nissa to discover other creatures to fight alongside them. Instead of being the champion of all nature, Nissa now fights alongside nature as an ally rather than a general. This makes it all the more fitting that according to the “Aftermath Set Design” article published last year, the original name for this card during the design process was “Nissa, Friend to Nature.”

The journey Nissa goes on lets her reinterpret herself from champion to friend, but celebrating things others consider dark and reinterpreting the world in a way to showcase its beauty was close to the heart of many Romantic Poets as well. In “To Autumn,” John Keats celebrates the season of change, a season so often characterized as a time of preparation and vigilance for the coming winter. Keats writes,

Where are the songs of spring? Ay, Where are they? Think not of them, thou hast thy music too,— While barred clouds bloom the soft-dying day, And touch the stubble-plains with rosy hue; Then in a wailful choir the small gnats mourn Among the river sallows, borne aloft Or sinking as the light wind lives or dies

Keats argues that we should not characterize an entire season through the lens of humanity. Instead of pining for spring, we should live in the moment and appreciate what fall offers us. Similarly, Nissa learns to appreciate the current, sparkless season of her life with Chandra instead pining for the life that was.

Keats again argues this in “Ode to a Nightingale”; a creature poets often infuse with sadness is only that way, he argues, because of how it is interpreted:

Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird! No hungry generations tread thee down; The voice I hear this passing night was heard In ancient days by emperor and clown: Perhaps the self-same song that found a path Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home, She stood in tears amid the alien corn

“Thou wast not born for death,” Keats writes, meaning that the nightingale is not infused with sadness by nature, but only because that’s the emotion humans have assigned to it. Nissa too learns to stop infusing her world with despair by labeling herself as powerless, damaged, and guilty, instead choosing to enjoy the moment she is in.

It is through accepting that age and experience has changed how he views the world that Wordsworth also is able to move forward. Instead of treating nature as his “all in all,” he writes,

For I have learned To look on nature, not as in the hour Of thoughtless youth; but hearing oftentimes The still sad music of humanity, Nor harsh nor grating, though of ample power To chasten and subdue.—And I have felt A presence that disturbs me with the joy Of elevated thoughts; a sense sublime Of something far more deeply interfused, Whose dwelling is the light of setting suns, And the round ocean and the living air, And the blue sky, and in the mind of man

Instead of nature being the only thing in his life, nature is now simply one of the important things in his life, a feeling too that Nissa wrestles with. Instead of hearing only the song of the leylines, the worldsoul’s tune is now just one of many melodies she sings.

Acceptance is a song I too have been singing. As a staunch leftist, living in Central Texas is not particularly suited to me, and I have left here once before. Swearing never to move back, I moved away in the 2010’s for a relationship with a woman that ended up failing some years later. Financially desperate, broken emotionally, in the middle of a graduate degree, and not having anywhere else to go, I moved back to Waco to live cheaply, wrap up my online library science degree, and re-constitute my support network. It was not easy reacclimating to life here. Though I love the people I know in the area, I felt then and still feel now haunted by the ghosts of old memories, all of which had become flavored by loss. After I finished my degree in mid-2023, it did not get much better; even though I’d become ambitious and committed to looking for work elsewhere, the job market for librarians kept me here (entry-salary positions asking for five years of experience and all that). Note that for as much as change scares me, I had dared to face those fears and dared to dream only for it to come to nothing - not an uncommon story these days, I’m afraid.

Now, however, I’m working at the public library in Temple, Texas (close enough to Waco to commute) and settled myself down for the time being. Composing a new rhythm for my life has drastically helped heal the damage that almost three years of rejection, chaos, instability, depression, and anxiety wreaked on me, but that journey began, I think, with acceptance. I’m not currently where I want to end up, but despite what my anxiety and self-doubt tell me, that’s okay. I had to accept that this is where I am at in my life right now, confess that my ambitious priorities were probably going to be achieved at a much slower rate than I had hoped, acknowledge that people in my life made me stronger, and most importantly, forgive myself for the many mistakes I made over the past three years. Only then was I able to truly move forward.

The second lesson we all learned was to embrace connection with people in our lives rather than reject it. In Nissa’s case, as previously alluded to, part of the process of accepting where she is at in life involved understanding that becoming part of the Gatewatch pursuing romance with Chandra had made her better and happier than she had been before. Once that hurdle was crossed, Nissa was able to come to terms with just how different Chandra is from Nissa in how she thinks, feels, and loves. Chandra tells Nissa:

I realized I can't just burn through any relationship I care about. Love leaves room for the other person to be who they are. I have to make room for you, too. I want to." "Like fire needs oxygen . . ." Nissa asks her final question. "You have room for someone who can't planeswalk?" "Yes. I'll make it. I will falter, I will be tempted, but I will make it. Fire's going to burn, no matter what you do, but you can shape it if you try. And I want to try. For you." Nissa thinks for a moment. Finally, she nods. "I can handle that."

Later on, Nissa describes the omenpath she ran into earlier:

“I think I can still hear Zendikar out there, strange and distorted, but possibly still out there. I could just be imagining it completely, but I think I would risk that unknown to see home again." Chandra nods firmly. "And I'll be walking right alongside you." Every Planeswalker can go anywhere they want, but Nissa recognizes Chandra's need to roam runs deeper than that. It's part of who she is, and part of what Nissa loves. So Nissa offers, "Maybe, after that, I wouldn't mind seeing more. As long as it's with you." Chandra breaks into a wide smile. "Let me be your torch, then.”

Compromise is an important part of any relationship, and through embracing change in her life rather than running from it, Nissa is finally able to compromise with Chandra in a way that should fulfill both them - something Nissa has clearly wanted since at least the Kaladesh arc (though I would argue these feelings began long before that). Pursuing connection and intimacy with Chandra at this crossroads allows Nissa to blossom into a much happier and more self-actualized character than she has been in Magic fiction so far. Once, back in “Renewal,�� the last story of the “Aether Revolt” arc, Nissa - deep in meditation and basking in her connection with the worldsoul of Kaladesh - watches the birth of a new aetherborn and ponders:

How could she tell this new life to laugh and weep without reservation or regret; to sing to the stars and waters, or to nothing at all; to love unreserved and unguarded; to treasure every moment with those beloved; to forgive any regretted trespass; to dance when moved to; to savor long silences in warm company; to greet each dawn, each face with the thought, this will be an adventure; to be brave, and kind, and trusting, and... ...like Chandra.

Years later, Nissa has finally learned to be more like Chandra, and she is better for it.

For his part, Wordsworth famously had a great relationship with his sister Dorothy, and part of the change he embraces throughout “Tintern Abbey” involves reclaiming himself through her:

…in thy voice I catch The language of my former heart, and read My former pleasures in the shooting lights Of thy wild eyes. Oh! yet a little while May I behold in thee what I was once, My dear, dear Sister!

Earlier in the poem, Wordsworth lamented that he could not “paint / What then I was.” In this passage, Wordsworth finally finds himself again through communion with his oldest and dearest friend.

As for me, I’m in a happy romantic relationship again after years of trying to rebuild myself. Additionally I've made friends with people I wanted to meet, and I’ve managed to carve out a small niche for myself in my own small corner of the world: I realized last summer that I thought about Magic: The Gathering in a much different way than many of my local friends do. As a game that occupies much of my social life and possibly more of my internal life, I searched for an outlet for these thoughts, and that led me here, where I’ve made good friends and joined an online community that I once looked at from afar. If you’re reading this, thanks! I’m happy to be here and to know you.

Conclusion

Relearning ourselves, redefining ourselves, and finding a place for ourselves is a journey most of us must embark, whether of our own volition or not. I’m certainly not a master of this process, so I’d like to leave you with the following thoughts:

One of the more, well, magical things about Magic The Gathering’s tie-in fiction is the fact that you could put just about any character from across the entire history of the game into a random number (character?) generator and the character that gets selected will be near and dear to some Magic player’s heart. In a game as wide and varied as Magic, there is a massive range of experiences portrayed throughout the stories that someone will personally identify with. I’ve seen communities big and small form around fans’ shared love of popular characters like Liliana, Vraska, Oko, and the entire concept of Phyrexians, but also less commonly known characters like Kallist Rhoka (who doesn’t even have a card) and less commonly liked characters (if we’re using loud people on the internet as a gauge) like Jace, Nahiri, and yes, even Nissa.

The biggest lesson I learned from my time as an English major (whether my professors meant for me to learn that is another thing entirely) was that there is no such thing as good and bad literature; there is just literature. Magic story has varied in quality drastically over the years, but one of my main reasons for writing this piece is to emphasize that Magic fiction has a place in the world of literature. It’s not likely to be studied by English students decades from now, but that says nothing about its ability to delight, upset, soothe, and even instruct those of us who enjoy it.

As for myself, I’m eternally grateful to writers who have picked up the task of writing Nissa over the years, because even when she is written poorly (ignoring that one instance where her characterization was butchered beyond recognition), I see much of myself reflected in her deep sense of conviction, in her struggle to express true feelings to people she loves, in her obsessive loyalty to those she lets into her life, in her adoration of the natural world, and even in her love of music. More specifically, I’m especially grateful to Fong and the story team behind “March of the Machine: The Aftermath” for giving me exactly the right Nissa story for exactly the right time in my life.

Whichever omenpath you personally are crossing through, I hope that you find what you need to come out of the other side of it happy, healthy, and ready for the next adventure.

References

Davidson, Nik. (2016). Battle of Thraben.

Fong, Grace P. (2023). She Who Breaks the World.

Frye, Northrop. (1968). A Study of English Romanticism.

Humphreys, Dave. (2023). Leading March of the Machine: The Aftermath Set Design

Keats, John. (1819). Ode to a Nightingale.

Keats, John. (1820). To Autumn.

Kreines, Kimberly J. (2015). Nissa's Origin: Home.

Magic Creative Team. (2017). Renewal.

Rivera, K. Arsenault. (2023). March of the Machine | Episode 1: Triumph of the Fleshless.

Rosewater, Mark. (2015). It's Not Easy Being Green Revisited.

Wordsworth, William. (1798). Lines Written (or Composed) a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey, on Revisiting the Banks of the Wye during a Tour, July 13, 1798.

Wordsworth, William. (1807). Ode: Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood.

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sinfulsalutations · 1 year ago

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𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟 ⋆*･ﾟ 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕣 𝕔𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕚𝕣

➼ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ ☆ ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱʜᴀɪʀ x ɢɴ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

➼ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ ☆ ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱʜᴀɪʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ.

➼ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ☆ ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ʙɪᴛᴛᴇʀꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ/ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ, ɪᴍᴘʟɪᴇᴅ/ʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇᴅ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇ, ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱʜᴀɪʀ ɪꜱ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ, ʟɪɢʜᴛ ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ, ᴛᴇᴄʜ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ :), ᴅᴇᴠᴇʟᴏᴘɪɴɢ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱʜɪᴘ, ᴠᴇʀʏ ʙʀɪᴇꜰ ʜᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ, ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ

➼ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ☆ 2ᴋ

➼ ᴘᴏᴠ ☆ ꜱᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ

⋆ ★ ᴜʜʜʜʜ ꜱᴏ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛʀᴀɪʟᴇʀ. ᴡʀᴏᴛᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴏꜰ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴꜱᴇᴄᴜʀɪᴛɪᴇꜱ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʙᴀᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴏꜰꜰ. ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ :)

⋆ ★ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴏɴ ᴀᴏ3 ⋆*･ﾟ ᴛᴀɢʟɪꜱᴛ ꜰᴏʀᴍ

Your heart nearly stops when you see that helmet rightfully placed on his head again.

The batch had already lost so much, from Omega getting captured by the Empire to Tech disappearing into the fog; Crosshair was just another one of those losses that added to the group’s misery. Though, calling any of the events just one of many feels like you’re undermining their importance.

The tight band of brothers you so abruptly became a part of during the Clone Wars turned into a fractured group of obsolete, defective soldiers drifting through the galaxy, their inherent purpose wasted away like the fading remnants of the Republic. And you’re forced to watch, equally aimless and discouraged, and see Hunter’s once determined stature be chipped away, loss after loss. You see Echo’s connection to the group being severed and fading with every setback; Wrecker’s optimistic disposition becoming grimmer and grimmer. Their key characters remain, yet they feel so out of reach, cocooned into their bodies out of self-preservation.

When the cavalry arrives and the batch reunites, you’re not sure how to feel.

Everyone’s relieved, no doubt. Wrecker envelopes Crosshair and Tech into a loving, suffocating embrace; Echo and Hunter converse and exchange vital information to help benefit their hopes to save more of their brothers. And Omega, little Omega’s eyes regain all their color when she sees all of you again, giving each a long, savoring hug to say all she wants but is too overwhelmed to express.

Suddenly, everything is back to normal. Back to before .

Yet the first time you see Crosshair’s face as he slides his bucket off his head, you realize that still, so many things have changed since the end of the war. His hair is gone, leaving a nasty scar on the side of his head that could compete with Wrecker’s spider web of damage. Wrinkles are etched into his face, any sense of youth gone from his complexion, eyebags you could trace with your finger and a droop in his mouth and eyes garnered from months of misery and torture in solitude and confinement.

The sight upsets you. It makes your skin crawl and tears swell up in your eyes because you think about the last time you truly got to talk to Crosshair. Not on Kamino after he’d chosen the Empire, when the air was tainted with the drive to escape alive; but on the Marauder on their way to Kaller to assist Master Billaba and Caleb.

It had been the first time you got him to smile your way. Genuinely, and not one of those smug or sly ones he likes to give regs when he emerges superior.

The two of you had been… close. Somewhat. When you first joined the batch as their medic you got along easily with the rest of the crew, making friendships and memories as time went on. But Crosshair always remained that pesky lump in the carpet you couldn’t seem to flatten.

Eventually, or so you believe, he warmed up to you; and began to actually talk on the nights you both found yourselves restless sitting beside each other in the cockpit or the barracks. He’d offer you little slimmers of guidance as you patched up his injuries, telling you what hurt and what didn’t, guiding your hands when you shook and struggled to stitch up a cut.

You two became familiar with your unfamiliarity.

Now, he’s eerily silent– not the cold, stern silence he typically used to wear– deafening, stomach-twisting silence. You can’t keep your eyes off of him, scanning his little behavior patterns and actions, searching for anomalies or changes, trying to prove to yourself that’s still the same man you once knew; just tainted with something else.

When Crosshair catches you staring, he huffs and puffs out his chest.

“Something wrong?” He asks, snide as ever, and the familiarity makes you grin.

“Nothing,” you respond, leaning back on the side seat in the cockpit, but not once severing the eye contact. “Just taking you in.”

He tilts his head.

“What do you mean?”

You shrug. Each of your voices are soft, save for the occasional slither of Crosshair’s voice curling over a word. You speak lowly in the dead of the night, still awake when everyone has fallen asleep. It had always been this way even before the war; the two of you would find yourselves late at night with wide eyes and lively minds and would sit beside each other in the cockpit to just talk. For a moment, nothing has changed.

“I’m taking in that you’re really here. In front of me,” You continue, running your tongue over your bottom lip. Not once does Crosshair look away from you. You’re unsure if he’s even blinking. “You’ve– you’ve been gone for so long that I almost got used to it.”

“Hm,” He gruffs, and his chin dips up and down in the barest slimmer of a nod. Silence falls over the space between you before he talks again. “I understand what you mean. I think the same thing happened to me.”

Your jaw slacks, lips parting dumbly. You wish you had more to say.

“Yeah?” you mutter.

He nods again, more stiff and clear. You take a deep breath through your mouth, then exhale. You breathe again, then exhale. There’s so much you want to say, and also nothing at all. Do you let the moment rest? Do you let him process just as you should? Or do you speak? Confess all your past fears and worries and grievances and all the kriffing guilt you’ve carried this past year?

You inadvertently choose the former. Silence sweeps through the two of you again.

Eventually, Crosshair decides to say something, much to your surprise. He clears his throat and finally drifts his stare away from you.

“The empire…” He begins, and immediately you sigh and shake your head, reaching a hand out to rest over his.

“You don’t have to talk about it,” you say, taking a deep breath again as you compose yourself. “I know it must be a lot to talk about.”

“I want to tell you about it,” He rebukes, stare as piercing as his crosshair. You still. He doesn’t move until you give him a response.

So you straighten your back and nod, gulping shallowly.

“OK.”

Crosshair sighs.

“You know as well as any other clone what we’ve been taught our whole life.” His voice curls into something lurchingly sharp, and defensive. “And… because I was never good, we were never good, just a ‘bad batch’... All I wanted was to be good at something I could feasibly be. A good soldier.”

He takes a pause that weighs heavy on his tongue.

“And good soldiers follow orders .”

Everything in you wants to reach out and hold him. Suddenly the few inches of space between you becomes miles upon miles, and all you need is to wrap your arms around his shoulders and bring him to your chest, so you can squeeze him tight and make sure he’s there, so he knows that it’s okay and that you’re here for him, always. But you let him make space for himself. You’d feel selfish otherwise.

“That chip , it changed how I thought,” he continues, voice cracking slightly at the word chip . “And they told me they took it out. That it was just my inherent nature to follow them. They made me think their thoughts were mine .” He becomes more strained with each second he talks, and you almost feel guilty letting him keep talking. But then you remember he wanted to tell you.

Your stomach twists.

He wants you to know.

He wants you to listen.

He wants you to understand .

“The chip fought against my body. It made me sick. I couldn’t think straight. Couldn’t see straight. Could barely shoot a kriffing target. I felt– I felt mad ,” He exhales darkly and sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose, eyes scrunched and head heavy. He brings it up again to finish. “And they tried to fix it on Tantiss. Tried to make me a good soldier again.”

You keen further as he does, your heads so close it only would take the slightest movement until your foreheads were pressed together.

“But by then, I found Omega. We found Tech. They got the chip out of me. We came here. And... Now everything’s clear again. I can see, hear, understand better. I can think freely. Can hear, talk freely. I’m… finally something not attached to another.”

He finishes his words and for good this time. It takes a moment for it all to process, and once it does, you still take the time to rethink and reprocess them again. Every single word you meticulously file into your cognitive wheels that turn and click together while you try to come up with a feasible response just as eloquent or thoughtful. But not enough comes to mind. You’re afraid to just let it sit, but there’s no conclusion otherwise.

So you do. You let it sit. You keep his eyes on his and let his words travel from his mouth to your ears and into your brain. The tears that began to swell up in your eyes are now dry and your breath is steady again, and the stability is comforting in just the way you’d hoped it to be.

“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk for that long,” you finally, finally let out, a breathy chuckle escaping your open mouth. Crosshair chuckles dryly, lips still downturned.

“Me neither,” He agrees.

For a moment, the two of you just laugh; it’s a nice sedative, a buffer between the tense air and postures just to enjoy each other’s company again. Crosshair doesn’t laugh often. It’s hard to make him genuinely chuckle with actual joy or excitement. Seeing this sight makes your heart erupt in overwhelming warmth, and strangely enough, relief.

“ Kriff , I missed you.”

You don’t expect it to come out.

Crosshair blinks, tilting his head to the left. You slack your jaw, lips parting slightly and your eyes widen in your own surprise.

You wish there was more for you to do or fix. But there isn’t. What’s said is said. All you can do is wait for his response.

He methodically darts out his tongue and kicks his bottom lip, sucking it in to bite it harshly, not once looking away, stare still pensive and almost impossible to read. At least that hasn’t changed.

“…I should have figured,” he says.

You huff and bite the inside of your cheek.

“I’m just so empathetic?” You ask sarcastically. Crosshair frowns playfully.

“Sounds about right.”

A bubbling giggle leaves you as he exhales darkly and his gaze softens; there’s something new in his eyes, something peculiar and hard to place. Yet you can tell just from it that he feels comfortable in your presence. That the tense air comes from your circumstance, not his reluctance. You sigh pleasantly and offer a helplessly wistful smile.

“I’m glad you’re okay, Cross,” you confess. He raises an eyebrow. You string your lips tight and run an arm up and down your thigh, up and down, containing the urge to reach out and touch him.

“Likewise,” he answers, voice curling into his chin as he finishes.

There’s nothing else you can say. Frankly, there’s nothing else you want to say. Crosshair’s eyes drift elsewhere, but you watch his hand slowly inch closer and closer to yours in your peripheral vision. You meet him in the middle, and clumsily, you take hold of each other’s hand. His skin is much more coarse and rough and cold, but they’re just as pleasant to grasp as you imagined. He deliberately flexes each finger, letting them trace your skin and elicit gentle, held-in exhales. Crosshair looks up. You follow suit. And there does the wordless exchange speak louder than anything else.

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shamandrummer · 4 months ago

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What is Weather Shamanism?

Weather Shamanism is a spiritual practice rooted in ancient traditions that seeks to build a deep, reciprocal relationship with the forces of nature, particularly the weather. It blends shamanic techniques with ecological awareness, enabling practitioners to understand, influence, and harmonize with the elements--wind, rain, sun, and storms. Far from being an esoteric or mythical pursuit, weather shamanism invites us to rediscover our inherent connection with the Earth and play an active role in its ecological balance. In this blog post, we'll explore the origins of weather shamanism, its principles, practices, and the role it plays in fostering a harmonious relationship between humans and the environment.

Origins of Weather Shamanism

Shamanism, as a spiritual practice, predates organized religion and exists in cultures worldwide. The shamans, or spiritual leaders, of these communities served as intermediaries between humans and the spirit world. Many shamanic traditions included working with weather as a vital aspect of maintaining balance within their communities.

Indigenous Roots: Weather shamanism has been integral to many Indigenous cultures. Tribes across Africa, Asia, the Americas, and Oceania developed rituals to call forth rain during droughts, calm storms, or invoke the wind for agriculture and travel.

Cultural Interpretations: For example, the Mongolian shamans revered Tenger ("eternal blue sky") as a divine force controlling weather. Similarly, Native American tribes had specific rain dances and ceremonies to honor and petition weather spirits.

These practices were not merely superstitions but profound ecological insights. Early shamans understood that respecting nature's rhythms and cycles was critical for survival.

Principles of Weather Shamanism

At its core, weather shamanism is built on the principles of interconnection, reciprocity, and reverence for nature.

Interconnection: Practitioners believe humans are not separate from nature but part of a vast, interdependent web of life. The weather is viewed as a dynamic expression of this interconnection.

Reciprocity: Weather shamans emphasize giving back to nature in exchange for its gifts. This might involve offerings, rituals, or simply adopting sustainable practices to honor the Earth.

Communication: Weather shamanism teaches that the elements--air, water, fire, and earth--are alive and sentient. Through prayer, meditation, and ritual, practitioners seek to communicate with the spirits of these elements.

Balance and Harmony: The ultimate goal is to maintain harmony between human activities and natural systems. Practitioners aim to mediate and heal disruptions caused by ecological imbalance, such as extreme weather events.

Practices in Weather Shamanism

Weather shamanism combines ancient techniques with modern spiritual approaches. Here are some common practices:

Rituals and Ceremonies

Rituals play a crucial role in weather shamanism. These might include:

Rainmaking Ceremonies: Invoking rainfall through dances, prayers, or offerings.

Wind Calling: Appealing to the spirits of the wind for favorable breezes.

Storm Calming: Seeking to pacify storms through chants, drums, or meditative practices.

2. Journeying

Shamans often undertake journeys into non-ordinary realities to connect with weather spirits. This involves:

Entering a trance-like state through drumming or other rhythmic sounds.

Meeting spirit guides who represent specific weather forces.

Gaining insight into weather patterns or receiving instructions on how to address imbalances.

3. Elemental Offerings

Offerings, such as food, flowers, or symbolic objects, are made to honor and thank the elements. For example:

Pouring water into the earth to appease rain spirits.

Burning herbs or incense to honor air spirits.

4. Meditation and Visualization

Modern practitioners often use meditation or visualization to connect with the elements. For instance:

Visualizing rain nourishing parched land.

Meditating on the warmth of the sun to foster inner and outer balance.

Weather Shamanism in Modern Times

In today's world, weather shamanism is experiencing a resurgence as people seek to reconnect with nature and address the pressing challenges of climate change. Here's how it's being practiced and adapted:

Ecological Activism: Many weather shamans view their work as a form of ecological activism, aiming to heal the planet's disrupted weather systems.

Community Rituals: Weather-focused ceremonies are increasingly being held as communal events to raise awareness and foster a collective intention for environmental healing.

Personal Growth: For individual practitioners, weather shamanism offers a path of spiritual growth by deepening their relationship with nature.

Criticisms and Misunderstandings

While weather shamanism has deep spiritual and cultural roots, it's not without its critics. Skeptics argue that weather manipulation through spiritual means lacks scientific backing. Others caution against cultural appropriation, urging practitioners to approach the practice with respect for its Indigenous origins.

To practice weather shamanism responsibly, it's essential to:

Honor and credit the traditions you draw from.

Avoid oversimplifying or commodifying ancient rituals.

Use it as a tool for ecological awareness rather than personal gain.

The Role of Weather Shamanism in Addressing Climate Change

As climate change accelerates and extreme weather events become more frequent, weather shamanism offers a unique perspective. While it's not a substitute for scientific solutions, it can complement them by fostering a spiritual and emotional commitment to healing the planet.

Deep Connection: By treating the weather as a living, communicative force, weather shamanism cultivates a sense of responsibility and care.

Inspiring Action: Rituals and ceremonies can inspire communities to adopt more sustainable lifestyles.

Cultural Wisdom: Indigenous shamanic traditions often contain invaluable ecological knowledge that can inform modern environmental efforts.

Conclusion

Weather shamanism is more than an ancient tradition; it is a call to realign with the natural world. By honoring the spirits of the weather, practicing rituals, and fostering a sense of ecological stewardship, practitioners aim to harmonize human life with the elements. In an era of ecological crisis, this ancient practice offers profound lessons on living in balance with the Earth.

Whether you're drawn to its spiritual aspects or see it as a way to deepen your connection with nature, weather shamanism invites us all to respect and nurture the forces that sustain life. In doing so, we not only enrich our own lives but contribute to the healing of the planet. Let us embrace the wisdom of weather shamanism to reconnect with the elements and help create a sustainable, harmonious future.

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⚘ Gods of Tir Arandor ⚘

This is a long one so its going under the cut.

The Radiant Accord—sometimes simply called Elyndra by the faithful—is the principal religion in Tir Arandor. It is founded on the worship of Syrion and Vaelith, the two faces of a singular deity representing the harmony of light and shadow, day and night, life and death. This belief system is a tapestry woven from the teachings of balance and unity, with each facet of existence represented by gods who serve Syrion and Vaelith. Together, the gods of the Radiant Accord create a pantheon that mirrors the complexities of the world, guiding the people of Tir Arandor through their lives and challenges.

Syrion and Vaelith: The Twin Aspects

At the heart of the Radiant Accord are Syrion and Vaelith, the Twin Aspects of the eternal god who oversees all creation. Syrion, the Radiant Flame, represents the sun, light, and vitality, bringing strength and courage to those who serve. Vaelith, the Silent Watcher, governs the night, secrets, and wisdom, guiding with a calm and reflective hand. The faithful believe that Syrion and Vaelith are two sides of a single divine entity, intertwined and indivisible, working in perfect balance to govern the universe.

The people of Tir Arandor honor both aspects of the god, celebrating sunrise and sunset as sacred times of transition. Syrion’s light sustains life and fortifies spirits, while Vaelith’s shadow guards wisdom and brings solace to the weary. This divine duality serves as the foundation for the Radiant Accord’s teachings, emphasizing the importance of harmony in all aspects of existence.

Under Syrion and Vaelith, seven gods serve, each embodying a vital element of life. They are revered throughout Tir Arandor, with temples and shrines dedicated to them in nearly every town. The priests of each god work together to foster unity, believing that each deity represents a unique, irreplaceable aspect of the greater whole.

Aldreth, the Iron Sentinel

Domain: War, Protection, and Order

Aspect: The Unyielding Shield

Symbol: A shield bearing crossed swords and scales

Role: Aldreth stands as a bastion of strength and justice. Warriors, guards, and protectors call upon Aldreth’s name for bravery and discipline, especially in times of conflict. His teachings promote honor and duty, inspiring those sworn to defend the realm.

Nythis, Weaver of Fates

Domain: Destiny, Knowledge, magic, and Secrets

Aspect: The Unseen Thread

Symbol: A spider’s web interwoven with stars

Role: Nythis is the god of fate and foreknowledge, quietly guiding the weave of mortal lives. Those who seek insight into their path, or who need wisdom to navigate life’s trials, pray to Nythis for guidance. Known for his subtlety, Nythis rarely answers directly, preferring to reveal truths through dreams and omens. In Tir Arandor, magic is exceedingly rare, believed to be a gift that only a select few can wield. Practitioners of magic, often referred to as Weavers by those who follow the Radiant Accord, are viewed with a mixture of reverence and wariness. Magic is considered a profound force, one that Nythis, the god of knowledge and fate, oversees in his subtle way, and it takes many years of dedicated study to obtain a fundamental understanding. Because magic is scarce, those with the talent to wield it often study intensely under guidance such as that of the King’s magic advisor or the academy. Any misuse or excessive display is frowned upon, as magic is seen as a delicate part of the world’s natural balance.

Cyrra, Maiden of Storms

Domain: The Sea, Weather, and Change

Aspect: The Tempest

Symbol: A wave topped with a lightning bolt

Role: Cyrra is worshiped by sailors, travelers, and those who embrace change. She governs the oceans, storms, and all things in motion. Her followers respect her as a force of transformation, understanding that change, though unpredictable, brings growth and renewal.

Thyra, the Hearthmother

Domain: Harvest, Home, and Family

Aspect: The Nurturing Flame

Symbol: A hearth with a gentle flame

Role: Gentle and maternal, Thyra watches over homes, families, and communities. She blesses the harvest, protects children, and inspires unity within households. Festivals in her honor celebrate family bonds and the bounties of the earth, and her shrines are a place of solace and healing.

Eriath, the Whispering Shadow

Domain: Death, Transitions, and Memory

Aspect: The Soul’s Passage

Symbol: A raven holding a single leaf

Role: Eriath is the quiet god of death and remembrance. His followers believe he shepherds souls to the afterlife, maintaining a serene acceptance of life’s final transition. Eriath’s teachings emphasize honoring ancestors, and his priests hold ceremonies to mark each passing, helping mourners find peace.

Lirael, the Blooming Star

Domain: Love, Art, and Beauty

Aspect: The Song of Life

Symbol: A blooming rose encircling a star

Role: The patron of artists, lovers, and creators, Lirael inspires beauty and joy. She is invoked in ceremonies of love, in artistic endeavors, and in times when life calls for celebration. Her followers celebrate her presence as a reminder of life’s beauty, joy, and the connections that bind people together.

Vireon, the Wildheart

Domain: Nature, Animals, and Freedom

Aspect: The Untamed Spirit

Symbol: A stag encircled by leaves

Role: Vireon is the god of nature’s untamed wilderness. Hunters, herbalists, and free spirits worship Vireon, valuing his guidance in fostering respect for the land. His teachings remind people of their ties to the natural world, and his followers revere him as a champion of balance between civilization and wilderness.

Practices and Beliefs:

The Radiant Accord emphasizes balance and unity, teaching that each god’s influence contributes to the harmony of the world. Followers participate in daily rituals dedicated to both Syrion and Vaelith, honoring the cycles of day and night. Temples of the Radiant Accord often host priests of all seven gods, and the faithful can pray to whichever deity best suits their need, from Aldreth’s strength to Lirael’s love.

Twice a year, the Eclipsing Rite is held, a time when Syrion and Vaelith are said to be closest. During these ceremonies, priests of all gods gather to perform rites that honor each deity, ensuring that their blessings continue to flow through the land.

In the Radiant Accord, life is seen as a complex web woven with care by Syrion, Vaelith, and their divine attendants. By seeking balance in one’s actions and understanding the roles each god plays, followers believe they can live lives rich in purpose, with every joy and sorrow a sacred part of the Accord’s divine weave.

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African Gods, African Goddesses & African Mythology Guide – Culture Bay

The vibrant lore of African deities and mythology contributes greatly to the richness of cultural traditions. The pantheon plays a pivotal role in African culture, embodying the values, beliefs, and customs of various communities. It's more than just deities; it's a reflection of societal norms and historical narratives.

The diversity within the African pantheon further enhances its depth, offering unique insights into different ethnic groups across the continent. This starter guide aims to give you an overview of this fascinating aspect of African culture that continues to shape identities and influence contemporary thought.

Table Of Contents

Key Takeaways

The Origins and Diversity of African Mythology

Prominent Deities in African Mythology

The Diversity of Beings in African Mythology

Beauty and Significance of African Mythology

Exploring Yoruba Mythology and Deities

Ancestral Spirits and Nature Beings Across Africa

The Influence of African Gods on the Diaspora

Moral Teachings and Aesthetic Expressions in African Myths

Syncretism in African Diaspora Religions

Cosmic Tales and Creation Myths in Africa

Oral Tradition and Storytelling in African Mythology

North, South, East, and West: Diversity of African Folklore

The Impact of Egyptian Mythology on African Beliefs

Exploring Bantu and Kuba Creation Myths

Santeria: A Deeper Dive into Afro-Caribbean Faiths

Exploring Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou Deities

The Mysteries of Oshun, Nana Buluku, and Oya

Understanding the Powers of Shango, Obatala, and Olokun

Exploring the Stories of Yemoja, Elegua, and Babalú-Ayé

Pan-African Historical Legends: A Comparative Study

Conclusion

Frequently Asked Questions

Key Takeaways

African mythology is a rich tapestry of tales and teachings, with each region offering unique deities and spirits that reflect the continent's immense cultural diversity.

The Orishas of the Yoruba tradition, such as Oshun and Shango, are central figures that embody various aspects of life and nature, and their stories provide valuable insights into Yoruba beliefs and values.

Ancestral spirits play a critical role across many African cultures, emphasizing the importance of lineage, respect for elders, and the interconnectedness of the living and the spiritual realms.

Understanding the impact of African gods on the diaspora reveals how these mythologies have adapted and survived through syncretism in religions like Santeria and Vodou, especially in the Caribbean and South America.

Anansi the Trickster is a key figure in African folklore whose stories underscore the significance of intelligence and cunning over brute strength, teaching moral lessons that resonate across various African societies.

The oral tradition remains a vital part of African mythology, ensuring the preservation and transmission of these stories through generations, which continue to influence modern culture, art, and religious practices.

The Origins and Diversity of African Mythology

Historical Roots of African Mythology

The intricate web of African mythology has its roots in the very beginnings of civilization. These mythologies, deeply ingrained in the cultural fabric, were a way for early societies to make sense of their world and existence.

The myths served as moral compasses, guiding people through life's challenges and uncertainties.

Take for instance, the Yoruba tribe in West Africa. Their mythology revolves around a pantheon of gods and goddesses, each responsible for different aspects of life. One such deity is Olorun, the sky god believed to have created the universe.

Variety in Myths Across Different Regions

Moving from one region to another within Africa reveals a diverse array of myths. This diversity is reflective not just of geographical boundaries but also distinct ethnic groups and cultures.

In North Africa, Egyptian mythology holds sway with its famous gods like Ra (the Sun God) and Isis (the Goddess of Magic). Meanwhile, southern Africa has its own unique set including Mukuru - revered by the Himba people as an ancestor spirit who intervenes on behalf of humans.

Influence Of Geography On Mythological Narratives

Geography plays a significant role in shaping these mythologies. From river valleys to arid deserts, every landscape has influenced local myths in one way or another.

Consider how Nile River shaped Egyptian mythology. The annual flooding was attributed to Hapi - the god of inundation – ensuring fertile lands for agriculture.

Similarly, among the Maasai tribes inhabiting East Africa’s savannahs, Enkai is worshipped as both sun and fertility god – demonstrating how geography influences divine attributions.

Prominent Deities in African Mythology

Key Gods and Goddesses in Africa

Africa is rich with numerous gods and goddesses, each playing a significant role in the life of their believers. Among them, Amun-Ra, the creator god of ancient Egypt, stands out prominently. He was worshipped as the king of gods and symbolizes creation.

Anansi, another key deity from West Africa, is renowned for his wisdom. Often depicted as a spider, he is associated with storytelling and trickery. In Yoruba mythology from Nigeria, Oshun is revered as the goddess of love, fertility and rivers.

Roles and Significance of These Deities

Each African god or goddess holds a unique role within their respective cultures. For instance, Amun-Ra was considered the supreme power responsible for creating everything in existence. His significance extended beyond spiritual beliefs into political realms; Pharaohs often claimed to be his descendants to legitimize their rule.

In contrast to Amun-Ra's grandeur, Anansi plays a more down-to-earth role as a cultural hero. His stories are used to teach morals and social values to children.

Oshun's importance lies in her connection with fertility and prosperity. She provides hope for childless couples and blesses them with offspring.

Unique Attributes Associated With Each Deity

Each deity possesses unique attributes that distinguish them from others. Amun-Ra embodies duality; he represents both hidden (Amun) and visible (Ra) aspects of life.

Anansi’s primary attribute is intelligence; his cunning ways make him an interesting character in folk tales.

Oshun personifies love and beauty; she manifests through sweet waters like rivers or streams where devotees perform rituals to seek her blessings.

The Diversity of Beings in African Mythology

African mythology is rich with a variety of beings, each with unique characteristics and roles in the natural and supernatural worlds. These beings often serve as deities, spirits, and creatures in African folklore, shaping the cultural and religious beliefs of various African tribes and communities. Here, we explore some of the most prominent types of beings in African mythology.

Gods and Goddesses

In African mythology, gods and goddesses are the supreme beings who rule over the universe. They are often associated with natural elements like the sun, moon, earth, and water. Notable gods include Amun-Ra, the Egyptian sun god; Olorun, the Yoruba god of the sky; and Mawu, the Ewe goddess of the earth and moon.

Ancestral Spirits

Ancestral spirits are revered in African mythology as they are believed to have a direct influence on the lives of the living. They are often invoked for guidance, protection, and blessings. An example of this is the veneration of ancestors in the Zulu tradition.

Nature Spirits

These are spirits associated with natural elements such as rivers, mountains, trees, and animals. They are believed to inhabit these elements and can either bring fortune or misfortune. The Yoruba river goddess Yemoja and the Igbo earth goddess Ala are examples of nature spirits.

Mythical Creatures

African mythology is replete with mythical creatures, often embodying both human and animal traits. These include the Anansi, a trickster spider from Akan mythology; the Sphinx, a creature with a human head and a lion's body from Egyptian mythology; and the Mokele-mbembe, a dinosaur-like creature from Congo River basin folklore.

Demonic Beings

In the realm of African myth, entities symbolizing wickedness or bad luck are prevalent. One such example is the Tikoloshe, a small water spirit resembling a dwarf.

Beauty and Significance of African Mythology

The allure of African mythology is in its elaborate mix of narratives, figures, and mythical features. These lively stories do more than just amuse; they teach valuable lessons about life, ethics, and our environment.

Aesthetic Expressions in Myths

The myths play a significant role in shaping aesthetic expressions. The narratives inspire various forms of art such as sculpture, painting, and dance. For instance:

Sculptures often depict gods and goddesses from mythology.

Dance routines are choreographed to tell the story of a particular myth.

Paintings portray scenes from these myths.

These artistic representations bring to life the beauty inherent in African mythology. They provide a visual narrative that complements oral storytelling while adding an extra layer of appreciation for the depth and complexity of these myths.

Moral Teachings within Communities

African mythology is an important tool for moral instruction within communities. These stories often contain lessons on virtues like honesty, bravery, kindness, and respect for elders. For example:

The Yoruba god Shango teaches about justice and wrath.

Anansi the spider from Akan mythology emphasizes wisdom and cunningness.

Maasai's lion-god Nemele teaches about bravery.

Through these stories, children learn about good behavior while adults are reminded of their responsibilities towards society.

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Exploring Yoruba Mythology and Deities

Overview of Yoruba Mythology

Yoruba mythology is a rich tapestry of tales, beliefs, and traditions. Originating from the Yoruba people in West Africa, it has influenced cultures worldwide.

The Yorubas believe in a pantheon of gods and goddesses, each governing different aspects of life. These mythical beings are revered for their divine powers and wisdom.

For instance, Ogun, known as the god of iron and warfare, symbolizes strength and courage. His influence extends to professions that involve metalwork like blacksmithing and surgery.

Similarly, Osanyin is another important figure in Yoruba mythology. As the god of herbal medicine, he represents healing and protection against diseases.

Key Figures in Yoruba Pantheon

In addition to Ogun and Osanyin, other key figures populate the Yoruba pantheon. One such figure is Oduduwa.

Oduduwa holds a special place as he's considered the progenitor of all Yorubas. He's associated with creation myths where he descended from heaven to create the earth at Ile-Ife, now regarded as the spiritual home of all Yorubas.

Another notable deity is Oya. She's revered as a goddess who governs winds and storms—a symbol of drastic change.

Moreover, divination plays an essential role in connecting with these deities. It involves rituals where priests interpret signs or symbols to reveal divine messages or prophecies.

Cultural Impact of Yoruba Myths

Yoruba myths have left an indelible mark on various cultures globally through migration and diaspora communities—especially in countries like Brazil, Cuba, Trinidad & Tobago where African religions mixed with Christianity led to syncretic faiths like Candomblé or Santería where many African gods found new identities.

For instance, in Brazil's Candomblé religion, Ogun is syncretized with Saint George—both sharing attributes of a warrior. Similarly, Osanyin is often associated with Saint Joseph or Saint Sebastian, reflecting their shared association with healing and protection.

Yoruba mythology also significantly influences art, music, and literature. For example, Nigerian author Wole Soyinka's works often incorporate Yoruba myths and legends.

Ancestral Spirits and Nature Beings Across Africa

The Role of Ancestral Spirits

Ancestral spirits hold a significant place in many African cultures. These entities, often deceased family members, are believed to influence the daily lives of the living. They provide guidance, protection, and blessings to their descendants.

For instance, in Saharan Africa, ancestral spirits are revered and consulted for wisdom during important decision-making.

The belief in these spirits is deeply ingrained in African societies. It transcends generations and forms an integral part of their cultural identity.

Their presence is felt through rituals that honor them - from simple offerings at home altars to grand festivals celebrated community-wide.

Nature Beings and Environment Connection

In addition to ancestral spirits, nature beings also feature prominently in African mythology. These beings embody natural elements like rivers, mountains, trees, or animals. They symbolize the intimate connection between humans and their environment.

Nature beings are considered guardians of specific natural elements they represent. For example, a river deity would be responsible for maintaining the balance of aquatic life within its domain.

These entities remind people of their duty towards environmental conservation. By venerating nature beings, communities show respect for nature itself - preserving forests as sacred groves or protecting certain animal species seen as incarnations of these deities.

Rituals Associated with Spirits and Nature Beings

Rituals form an essential aspect of engaging with both ancestral spirits and nature beings across Africa. They range from personal prayers at home shrines to elaborate ceremonies involving music, dance, sacrifices, or processions.

For instance, during harvest season in many agricultural societies across Africa, rituals are performed to thank the ancestral spirits for bountiful crops while seeking blessings for future harvests.

Similarly, before embarking on a fishing expedition or hunting trip - activities closely linked with survival - people might offer prayers or sacrifices to nature deities seeking success and safety.

The Influence of African Gods on the Diaspora

Migration and the Spread of African Mythology

The migration of Africans, forced or voluntary, to different parts of the world had a significant impact on the spread of African mythology.

People carried their beliefs with them, including stories about their gods and goddesses. These narratives found new homes in various corners of the globe, from the Americas to Europe.

For example, during the transatlantic slave trade, enslaved Africans brought their religious practices to North and South America.

Over time, these practices evolved into unique belief systems like Vodou in Haiti and Candomblé in Brazil. Both religions feature African gods known as Loa (Vodou) or Orishas (Candomblé).

Adaptation of African Gods in New Cultural Contexts

In new environments, these deities adapted to resonate with local cultures. This fusion resulted in hybrid forms that retained core elements from Africa while integrating aspects from other influences.

In Cuba, for instance, Yoruba gods became syncretized with Catholic saints due to colonial pressures. Thus Santería was born - a religion where Yemaya (a Yoruba goddess) is associated with Our Lady of Regla and Ogun (a Yoruba god) corresponds to Saint Peter.

These adaptations allowed diaspora communities to preserve their ancestral beliefs covertly under oppressive regimes while also making these traditions accessible and relevant within their new cultural contexts.

Continuity and Change in Diaspora Beliefs

Despite these changes, there's a remarkable continuity within diaspora beliefs. The reverence for ancestors remains central across many Afro-diasporic religions today as it was back in Africa.

Simultaneously though, some alterations have been inevitable due to geographical separation from the continent and interaction with other cultures.

For example, Oya is a Yoruba goddess associated with rivers in West Africa but she's linked with the wind and cemeteries in Cuban Santería.

Another change is the increased prominence of certain deities. In Africa, Eshu was a relatively minor Yoruba deity but in diaspora practices like Vodou and Candomblé, he's become a central figure as Legba or Exu who controls access to all other gods.

These shifts reflect the resilience and dynamism of African mythology within the diaspora. They testify to its ability to maintain core principles while adapting to new circumstances.

Moral Teachings and Aesthetic Expressions in African Myths

Ethical Lessons Derived from Myths

African mythology is rich with moral teachings. These ethical lessons are often communicated through stories featuring gods, goddesses, and other mythical creatures.

For instance, the Yoruba people of Nigeria tell tales of Esu, a trickster god who teaches the importance of truthfulness and fairness. In one story, Esu tricks two friends into breaking their bond by spreading lies about each other. The lesson here is that trust should not be easily broken based on hearsay.

Similarly, the Akan people of Ghana have a spider god called Anansi who often finds himself in tricky situations due to his greediness. Through Anansi's mistakes, listeners learn about the consequences of excessive greed and selfishness.

Artistic Representations Inspired by Mythology

Art has always been an integral part of African culture and mythology plays a significant role in inspiring artistic expressions.

For example, the Dogon people of Mali create masks representing their gods for ceremonial dances. These masks are intricately designed and painted to capture the essence of each deity.

In addition to physical art forms like sculpture and painting, African myths also inspire music and dance performances. The Zulu people of South Africa perform dances dedicated to their ancestors during religious ceremonies as a form of worship.

The influence extends beyond Africa too; many contemporary artists around the world draw inspiration from African myths for their work.

Intersection Between Aesthetics and Spirituality

In African cultures, there is often no separation between aesthetics (art) and spirituality (religion). They intersect at various points creating a unique blend that shapes societal norms.

Take for example body art practices such as scarification or tattooing which are common in many African tribes like Nuba in Sudan or Yoruba in Nigeria. These markings are not just beautification tools but are deeply rooted in spiritual beliefs about protection and identity.

Similarly, African architecture often reflects spiritual beliefs. The houses of the Musgum people in Cameroon are shaped like shells, symbolizing the life-giving properties of water and fertility goddesses.

Syncretism in African Diaspora Religions

This section explores the fusion of traditional beliefs with foreign religions, examples of syncretic practices in diaspora communities, and the impact of syncretism on religious identity.

The Fusion of Beliefs

The term 'syncretism' refers to the blending or merging of different religious practices. In the context of African diaspora religions, it is often seen as a survival strategy.

During the Atlantic slave trade, enslaved Africans were forcibly converted to Christianity. However, Africans managed to retain elements of their indigenous religions by fusing them with Christian beliefs and practices.

This fusion resulted in unique syncretic religions such as Vodou in Haiti, Santeria in Cuba, and Candomble in Brazil.

For instance, many African gods and goddesses found parallels within Catholic saints. Yemaya, an Orisha (god) from Yoruba religion associated with motherhood and rivers was syncretized with Our Lady of Charity in Santeria. Similarly, Ogun - god of iron and war - was equated to Saint Peter who holds the keys to heaven.

Syncretic Practices in Diaspora Communities

In diaspora communities today, these syncretic practices continue to thrive. Rituals often include elements from both African traditional religion and Christianity.

For example, practitioners may invoke both Orishas (African gods) and Catholic saints during ceremonies.

In Haitian Vodou rituals for instance, songs are sung not only for Lwa (spirits akin to deities), but also for Virgin Mary or Jesus Christ. An altar might display Catholic icons alongside objects symbolizing African gods.

Moreover, there are special days dedicated to specific Orishas which coincide with feast days of corresponding saints. On these occasions devotees participate in elaborate ceremonies involving music, dance and animal sacrifices – a practice rooted deeply into African traditions.

Impact on Religious Identity

Syncretism has had a profound impact on religious identity among African diaspora communities.

It provided a way for enslaved Africans to maintain their cultural heritage under oppressive conditions. Today, it serves as a bridge between the past and present, connecting individuals with their ancestral roots.

However, syncretism also poses challenges. The blending of beliefs can lead to misunderstandings and misinterpretations about the nature of African gods and goddesses.

It may also cause tension between traditional practitioners and those who follow syncretic practices.

Cosmic Tales and Creation Myths in Africa

African Creation Myths: An Overview

African creation myths are as diverse as the continent itself. Each region, each tribe carries a unique story of how life began, often intertwined with natural phenomena and celestial bodies.

For instance, the Dogon people of Mali believe that all life originated from a single grain of sand flung into space by the god Amma.

The Role of Cosmic Entities in African Narratives

In these narratives, cosmic entities often play significant roles. They're not just characters but symbolic representations of complex ideas about existence and morality.

Take for example the Yoruba deity Olorun who is associated with the sun and sky. Olorun is considered the source of life, embodying notions of warmth, vitality, light, and guidance.

In another instance, consider the Zulu myth where Unkulunkulu (the first man) emerged from an 'uthlanga', or reed. Here reeds symbolize fertility and continuity - vital elements to human survival.

The Universe According to African Mythology

African mythology offers fascinating interpretations of the universe too. In many traditions, Earth is seen as a woman giving birth to all forms of life while Sky is viewed as her husband or partner.

For example, among the Kikuyu people in Kenya, Ngai (God) resides on Mount Kenya which they consider to be God's throne on earth. This mountain represents an umbilical cord connecting humanity with their Creator.

The San people in Southern Africa view stars as ancestors watching over them. This belief instills a sense of unity between humans and cosmos where every individual has a role to play in maintaining cosmic harmony.

Oral Tradition and Storytelling in African Mythology

The Significance of Oral Tradition

Oral tradition plays a crucial role in preserving myths in African culture. It is through this method that the tales of African gods, goddesses, and mythology have been kept alive for centuries.

The griot tradition, a West African practice where designated storytellers preserve historical narratives and genealogies, exemplifies the importance of oral storytelling.

In societies without written languages, oral traditions are the primary means to pass down cultural knowledge.

For instance, traditional beliefs about African gods and goddesses often exist in folklore passed down through generations orally.

Techniques Utilized in Storytelling

African storytelling employs several techniques to engage listeners effectively. Repetition is a common feature; it reinforces the story's message and makes it easier for listeners to remember.

Proverbs, riddles, songs, and dance are also incorporated into these stories to make them more engaging.

Storytellers sometimes use physical objects like masks or puppets as visual aids during their narratives. These objects not only enhance the entertainment factor but also serve as symbolic representations within the stories themselves.

Moreover, interactive storytelling is prevalent in Africa. Audience participation is encouraged whereby listeners respond to certain parts of the story or repeat phrases after the storyteller. This interaction fosters a sense of community while reinforcing key aspects of the narrative.

Community's Role in Sustaining Oral Traditions

The community plays an indispensable role in perpetuating oral traditions. In many cases, everyone has a part to play - from young children learning their first tales to elders who carry vast amounts of traditional knowledge.

These stories are often shared during communal gatherings such as festivals or ceremonies where multiple generations come together. By participating actively in these events, individuals learn about their cultural heritage while contributing towards its preservation.

For example, griots hold an esteemed position within their communities due to their extensive knowledge of traditional stories and histories. They are not only storytellers but also historians, advisers, and arbitrators. Their role exemplifies the community's collective effort in maintaining their cultural heritage.

North, South, East, and West: Diversity of African Folklore

African folklore is a rich tapestry of diverse narratives. This diversity stems from the regional variations present within the continent's cultural heritage.

Regional Variations Within African Folklore

African folklore is not a monolith. It comprises an array of stories, myths, and legends that have been passed down through generations in various tribes and cultural groups.

Each region in Africa has its unique set of tales that mirror its people's history, beliefs, and values.

For instance, in West Africa, Anansi the spider features prominently as a trickster figure whose exploits often impart moral lessons. Meanwhile, Southern Africa is known for its stories about animals like the cunning hare or the mighty lion.

These regional variations are a testament to Africa's immense diversity. They reflect how different environments and historical events shape cultures and their storytelling traditions.

Unique Characteristics of Myths From Each Direction

The myths from each direction also showcase unique characteristics shaped by local contexts. Let's take North Africa as an example where Egyptian mythology reigns supreme. Here we find gods such as Ra (the sun god) or Isis (the goddess of motherhood), reflecting ancient Egyptians' reverence for natural phenomena and family ties.

In contrast to this pantheon-based system, Central African mythologies often center around ancestral spirits rather than gods per se. The Bakongo people believe in Nzambi Mpungu who remains distant while lesser spirits interact with humans directly.

East African mythology presents another variation with figures like Nyame - the supreme sky deity among the Gikuyu people of Kenya - embodying abstract concepts like infinity or omnipresence.

Interactions Between Different Regional Traditions

Despite these differences between regions, there are instances where different regional traditions interact with each other. Trade routes facilitated cultural exchanges that brought together diverse elements into shared narratives.

One notable example is Mami Wata, a water deity whose worship spans from West Africa to Southern Africa. Despite her origins in the coastal regions of West Africa, Mami Wata's influence spread across the continent through trade and migration.

This intermingling of traditions underscores the dynamic nature of African folklore. It shows how myths and legends are not static but evolve over time as cultures interact with each other.

The Impact of Egyptian Mythology on African Beliefs

Ancient Egypt's Influence on African Culture

Egypt, one of Africa's most ancient civilizations, has left a profound impact on the wider African culture. Its mythology is rich with gods and goddesses that have shaped many beliefs across the continent.

For instance, the concept of life after death in Egyptian mythology found resonance in other African cultures. Many societies adopted this belief, manifesting it in their rituals and practices.

The Egyptian god Osiris, symbolizing resurrection and fertility, also influenced various African tribes. They started venerating similar deities symbolizing rebirth and abundance.

Shared Motifs Between Egyptian and Other African Mythologies

Interestingly, there are shared motifs between Egyptian mythology and other African mythologies. These common elements highlight how interconnected these diverse cultures are.

One such shared motif is the reverence for animal totems. In both Egyptian and many other African mythologies, animals like lions, crocodiles, or birds often represent certain gods or spiritual entities.

Another common theme is ancestor worship. Both ancient Egyptians and other Africans believed their ancestors played an active role in their lives from beyond the grave. This belief led to elaborate burial rituals to honor the dead.

Legacy of Egyptian Beliefs in Contemporary Practices

The legacy of ancient Egyptian beliefs continues to influence contemporary practices across Africa today.

In many parts of Africa, people still practice traditional religions that incorporate elements from ancient Egypt. For example, some communities believe in a supreme creator god akin to Amun-Ra from the pantheon of ancient Egypt.

Moreover, symbols derived from Egyptian mythology remain prevalent in modern cultural expressions throughout Africa. Ankh crosses representing life are seen as protective amulets by several communities across the continent.

Exploring Bantu and Kuba Creation Myths

Overview of Bantu and Kuba Cosmogonies

The African continent, with its diverse cultures, has a rich tapestry of myths. Among these are the creation stories of the Bantu and Kuba peoples.

The Bantu cosmogony revolves around the deity named Bumba. He vomited out all life forms after suffering from a severe stomach ache. On the other hand, the Kuba people believe in a more complex process involving multiple deities.

Key Figures and Events in These Myths

In the Bantu creation myth, it is said that after vomiting out the sun, moon, stars, animals and humans, Bumba was left weak but satisfied. His children continued his work by creating more aspects of life on earth.

In contrast to this single-deity creation story, the Kuba myth involves several gods working together. It begins with Mbombo or Woot who vomits out the sun causing a massive fire that leads to creating dry lands. Then his sons create plants and animals each contributing to shaping earth as we know it today.

These two myths provide an interesting comparison as they both involve vomiting as a means of creation but diverge in terms of complexity and number of key figures involved.

Cultural Insights Derived from These Stories

The cultural implications derived from these stories are profound. They give us insights into how these societies view their world's origin and structure.

For instance, in both myths there is an emphasis on creation being born out of pain or discomfort (Bumba's stomach ache). This could suggest that these cultures see hardship or struggle as integral parts of existence or even necessary for growth and development.

Furthermore, while both myths revolve around vomiting as a means of creation they differ significantly.

Lastly, these myths also show the importance of collaboration and familial bonds. In both stories, creation is not a solitary act but involves multiple beings working together. This might reflect the community-oriented nature of these societies.

Santeria: A Deeper Dive into Afro-Caribbean Faiths

Understanding the Roots of Santeria

Santeria is a religious practice that has its roots in African mythology. Originating from the Yoruba people of West Africa, it was brought to the Caribbean by enslaved Africans.

As they strived to preserve their cultural heritage and spiritual beliefs, they developed Santeria by blending elements of their indigenous faith with Catholicism.

In Santeria, African deities known as Orishas are revered alongside Catholic saints. These Orishas have distinct personalities and domains, ranging from love and fertility to war and wisdom. They serve as intermediaries between humans and the supreme deity, Olodumare.

For instance, Oshun, an Orisha associated with rivers, love, beauty, and fertility is often syncretized with Our Lady of Charity in Catholicism. On the other hand, Shango - god of thunder and lightning - is equated with Saint Barbara.

The Afro-Caribbean Connection

The connection between Santeria and African mythology lies in its pantheon of deities – the Orishas. These divine beings mirror those found in traditional Yoruba religion. However, over time they've evolved to reflect the unique experiences of Afro-Caribbean communities.

Take for example Eleggua – he's equated with both Eshu (a trickster deity) from Yoruba mythology and Saint Anthony in Catholicism. In Santeria rituals he's invoked first because he holds the keys to destiny; he opens or closes doors leading to fortune or misfortune.

Such connections highlight how African mythology shapes many aspects of Afro-Caribbean spirituality despite centuries of geographical separation.

African Deities within Ritual Practices

African deities play a crucial role in Santeria rituals. Followers believe that these divine beings can intervene on their behalf if they're honored with offerings, music, dance and prayers.

These rituals often involve animal sacrifices as a way of feeding the Orishas. The blood is seen as life-giving sustenance for these deities, enabling them to continue their protective roles.

Divination is another key aspect of Santeria practice. It's used to communicate with the Orishas and gain insights into one’s destiny. Tools like cowrie shells or an ikin palm nut are commonly used in these divinatory practices.

Exploring Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou Deities

Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou pantheons are rich with a myriad of deities. These gods have influenced New World religions, and there are unique practices associated with them.

Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou Pantheons

The Afro-Brazilian religion, known as Candomblé, venerates the Orishas. The Orishas are powerful spirits representing natural forces. For instance, Yemanja is the goddess of the sea while Ogun is the god of iron and war.

In contrast, Haitian Vodou focuses on the veneration of Loa or Lwa. These spirits serve as intermediaries between humans and Bondye, the supreme god in this belief system. Famous Loa include Papa Legba, guardian of crossroads, and Erzulie Freda, goddess of love.

The pantheons in both religions reflect their African roots. They're derived from traditional West African religions like Yoruba and Dahomey faiths.

Influence on New World Religions

These African gods left a significant impact on New World religions due to historical events such as slavery. Slaves brought their deities along with them to new lands like Brazil or Haiti. Over time these beliefs fused with indigenous practices and Catholicism to form syncretic religions.

For example, in Santeria – an Afro-Caribbean religion mentioned earlier – many Orishas align with Catholic saints. Saint Barbara corresponds to Chango (god of thunder) while Our Lady of Charity matches Oshun (goddess of rivers).

Similarly, in Louisiana Voodoo – not to be confused with Haitian Vodou – you'll find parallels between Loa and Catholic figures too.

Practices Associated With These Gods

Worship methods vary among followers but generally involve offerings, music, and dance. In Candomblé, each Orisha has specific foods, colors, and symbols associated with them. Devotees offer these items during rituals to show their respect.

Haitian Vodou ceremonies typically start by honoring Papa Legba. As the gatekeeper of the spirit world, his permission is crucial for successful communication with other Loa. Ceremonies also feature rhythmic drumming and dancing to invite Loa possession.

Another common practice in both religions is divination using the Ifa system. This Yoruba method involves casting a chain or palm nuts onto a tray to seek guidance from Orishas or Loa.

The Mysteries of Oshun, Nana Buluku, and Oya

Deep Dive into Three Deities

Africa is rich with a plethora of gods and goddesses that have shaped cultures across the continent. Among them, three stand out for their unique roles and attributes: Oshun, Nana Buluku, and Oya.

Oshun is a Yoruba deity associated with love, beauty, fertility, and rivers. She is often depicted as a beautiful woman adorned in yellow attire. Her followers believe she brings prosperity and happiness to those who honor her.

Nana Buluku is considered the supreme deity by many West African cultures such as the Fon people of Benin. She represents the essence of life itself. As a creator goddess, she birthed the universe and everything within it.

Oya is another powerful Yoruba deity known for her control over winds, storms, and transformation. She symbolizes change – both destructive and regenerative - much like natural phenomena like tornadoes or hurricanes.

Unraveling Myths Surrounding These Goddesses

Numerous myths are woven around these deities which further highlight their significance in African mythology.

One popular myth about Oshun tells how she saved the world from drought by luring Oggun out of his isolation using her charm. This story underscores her role as a nurturer who sustains life on earth through water.

The myth surrounding Nana Buluku speaks volumes about her creative power. It's said that after creating the universe, she gave birth to twins: Mawu (moon) and Lisa (sun), who further created all other gods.

As for Oya, one well-known story narrates how she earned her title "the Rain Queen". In this tale, she confronts an arrogant king who refuses to respect nature's balance. By summoning a storm that floods his kingdom until he repents his arrogance, Oya demonstrates her control over natural phenomena.

The Cultural Impact of Oshun, Nana Buluku, and Oya

These goddesses have left an indelible mark on their respective cultures. Their influence is evident in the various rituals, ceremonies, and traditions that are still practiced today.

In Yoruba culture, for instance, annual festivals are held in honor of Oshun. During these events, devotees gather at the riverbanks to offer gifts and prayers to this goddess of fertility and prosperity.

Nana Buluku's influence extends beyond West Africa to Afro-Brazilian religions like Candomblé where she is revered as "Nanã". Here she is seen as a deity of wisdom and serenity, embodying the life-giving essence of water.

Understanding the Powers of Shango, Obatala, and Olokun

Attributes of Shango, Obatala, and Olokun

Shango is a god revered in African mythology. He's known for his fiery temper and control over thunderstorms. His attributes include strength, courage, and justice.

Obatala is another significant deity. Often referred to as the "Sky Father," he represents wisdom, patience, and fairness. Traditionally depicted as an elderly man with pure white clothes, he embodies purity and peace.

Olokun is a goddess of the sea in Yoruba mythology. She symbolizes wealth, health, prosperity, and the unfathomable depths of knowledge.

All these deities play crucial roles in African mythology.

Stories Featuring Shango, Obatala and Olokun

Numerous tales feature these gods displaying their unique attributes.

In one story about Shango's wrathful nature unfolds when he destroys an entire village due to disrespect. This tale teaches respect for authority figures.

Another story tells how Obatala created human beings out of clay. The narrative underscores the importance of patience and careful planning as it shows how haste led to imperfections in his creations.

A popular tale about Olokun talks about her rivalry with the sky god. It highlights her power over water bodies on earth.

These stories aren't just entertaining; they carry moral lessons that shape societal norms.

Influence on Social Norms and Values

The influence of these deities extends beyond myths into social norms and values.

Shango’s association with justice influences societal expectations regarding fair treatment from leaders. His stories reinforce that those who wield power should do so responsibly or face dire consequences.

Obatala's attribute of patience informs cultural practices around decision-making processes. It encourages individuals to take time deliberating before making decisions to avoid mistakes caused by haste or ignorance.

Olokun’s representation as the goddess of wealth and prosperity influences societal views on success. Her stories often underscore the importance of hard work, resilience, and determination in achieving prosperity.

Exploring the Stories of Yemoja, Elegua, and Babalú-Ayé

African gods, goddesses, and mythology form a rich tapestry of cultural narratives. This guide delves into the stories of Yemoja, Elegua, and Babalú-Ayé - three significant figures in African mythology.

The Tales of Yemoja

Yemoja is a revered deity in African mythology. As the mother of all waters and fertility goddess, she holds immense significance for her followers. Her narrative is one that interweaves tales of creation with themes of nurturing and protection.

Yemoja's story begins with her birth from the sea foam. She then proceeds to give birth to numerous other deities, thus earning her title as 'Mother Goddess.' Her tale's importance lies not just in its content but also in its implications for understanding African cosmology.

The lessons derived from Yemoja's story are manifold. They underscore values such as respect for nature, maternal strength, and the importance of community bonds.

Understanding Elegua

Elegua is another prominent figure in African mythology. Known as the god of crossroads and opportunities, his narratives often involve trickery and cunning.

Elegua's stories are marked by his playful yet wise character. He often uses his wits to outsmart other gods or humans, showcasing his intelligence while teaching valuable lessons about life choices.

His tales' cultural significance extends beyond their entertainment value; they serve as moral compasses guiding individuals towards making ethical decisions.

Lessons from Elegua’s tales include understanding the consequences of actions and appreciating life's unpredictability. His narratives remind us that wisdom can come from unexpected places – even through trickery!

Delving into Babalú-Ayé’s Narrative

Babalú-Ayé, known as the god of disease and healing, is a fascinating figure within African mythology. His stories offer a unique perspective on suffering and resilience.

Babalú-Ayé's tale is one of transformation. Stricken by disease, he endures immense suffering before emerging as a powerful healer.

This narrative holds great cultural significance, shedding light on African societies' views towards illness and recovery.

The lessons from Babalú-Ayé’s narrative are profound. They emphasize the power of endurance in the face of adversity and the potential for growth through hardship.

Overview of Pan-African Legends

The African continent is rich with an array of diverse cultures. Each culture has a unique set of legends that offer a glimpse into their history and belief systems.

These legends often revolve around gods, goddesses, and mythical creatures, forming the backbone of African mythology.

Comparison Between Different Historical Narratives

Despite the vast geographical distances and cultural differences among various African societies, striking similarities can be observed in their historical narratives.

Many stories involve gods interacting with humans or intervening in human affairs. There's often a moral lesson embedded within these tales.

Comparatively speaking:

The Yoruba people from Nigeria tell stories about Eshu-Elegua, a trickster deity similar to Anansi.

Amongst the Zulu people of South Africa exists Unkulunkulu who like Qamata is credited with creating humans.

The Dogon people from Mali have Amma as their supreme being who just like Leza is associated with creation and control over nature.

These analogies indicate that despite cultural variations across Africa, shared themes persist in their legends.

Insights Into African History From These Legends

African legends are not just fascinating tales; they also provide valuable insights into history. They paint pictures of ancient societies' social norms and values while reflecting historical events or natural phenomena that impacted those communities.

For example:

The legend of Yemoja among Yoruba people reflects matriarchal influences prevalent during certain periods in West African history.

Stories about Babalú-Ayé, an Orisha associated with disease and healing, likely originated during times of epidemics.

The tale of the Ethiopian goddess Atete indicates agricultural practices and fertility rites that were integral to ancient societies.

These narratives serve as historical documents, preserving knowledge about past civilizations that would otherwise be lost.

Conclusion

This exploration of African mythology has underscored the rich diversity and profound depth of these ancient traditions. The myriad deities, from the Yoruba Orishas to the trickster Anansi, embody a vast range of human experiences and natural phenomena, reflecting the intricate tapestry of life across the continent. These narratives not only convey moral teachings but also inspire aesthetic expressions, contributing significantly to Africa's cultural heritage and its influence on diasporic religions.

The study of African gods, goddesses, and mythology is an ongoing journey that offers invaluable insights into humanity's quest for understanding and connection. It invites us to delve deeper into these captivating narratives, exploring their implications on various aspects of culture, religion, and history. Let's continue this exploration together, shedding more light on these fascinating tales and their enduring impact on societies across the globe.

Frequently Asked Questions

Who are some prominent deities in African mythology?

African mythology boasts a diverse pantheon, with prominent deities including Shango, Obatala, and Olokun from Yoruba traditions. Other notable gods include Oshun, Nana Buluku, and Oya.

What are Orishas in Yoruba traditions?

In Yoruba traditions, Orishas are divine beings that act as intermediaries between humans and the Supreme Being. They serve various functions and possess unique attributes.

Can you explain the role of Anansi the Trickster?

Anansi the Trickster is a central figure in African folklore. Known for his cunning and intelligence, Anansi uses his wit to overcome difficulties or create mischief.

How does Egyptian mythology impact other African beliefs?

Egyptian mythology has significantly influenced African beliefs through shared themes of creation, life after death, divine intervention, and moral teachings.

What is Santeria?

Santeria is an Afro-Caribbean faith that blends elements of West African religions with Catholicism. It's characterized by rituals involving offerings to saints (Orishas).

Can you tell me about Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou deities?

Afro-Brazilian and Haitian Vodou religions have a rich pantheon of deities derived from West African religious systems. These include spirits like Lwa in Vodou or Orishas in Candomblé.

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