#analog diary

[die-rosastrasse]

Analogues I took at Versailles last Summer

[uhohitsbadagain]

realizing that to be morning skinny, you have to actually be skinny.

[starrrvxxx]

Honestly its not even a want anymore its a need

I need to be skinny.

I need people to worry about how sick i look.

I need clothes to constantly be too big for me.

I need people to treat me better.

I need to be tiny and perfect.

[juleswasnevethere]

I feel like something that isn’t talked about enough on edblr/anablr is the disappointment and frustration of getting you period? Like it sucks knowing that I don’t look as sick as I feel. I’m clearly sick but not sick enough to lose my period. SUCKS.

Or maybe it’s just me who knows

[meimrtback]

even water gives me stomach aches. i dont want to swallow anything again, it destroys me a little more everyday

[thegirlwhoistired]

also babes!!!! important to remember if you do strength training workouts!!!

muscle weighs more than fat!!!!

focus more on your clothing sizes and measurements rather than the scale!!!!

[uhohitsbadagain]

its so funny the way i drown myself in guilt and regret from eating not even 1/3 of the amount of what a normal person does.

[juleswasnevethere]

New rules for the new year! (Posting this to keep myself accountable!)

- In any situation possible, CHOSE 👏FRUITS👏 when I HAVE to eat

- ONLY water, diet soda, zero sugar Gatorade, energy drinks, or zero sugar drinks for drinks

- 300 cal limit no matter what the day is, besides the day I break my fast I aim for 600-800 (only because when I don’t eat enough after my fast my body dosent break it down and make me sick because after a fast I always end up throwing up and tmi but having diarrhea😭)

- 5k+ steps EVERYDAY

-no matter how long before ALWAYS fast on the days I see my situationship (this man is a literal TWIG)

-take vitamins EVERY

- SAY👏NO👏 TO👏 FAST👏 FOOD👏

-lower carb intake AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

-no shortcuts walking anywhere

-CHEW👏GUM👏INSTEAD👏

- stay OUT OF THE KITCHEN

-try to burn 500 cals (Atleast) every single day

Ok, I think that’s all but I might have to edit this later lol

[secajo]

Um antes e depois para vocês 😑 Depois dessa foto, já perdi mais 2kg, porém estou muito longe da minha meta. Mas estou bem mais perto do que no início. A Ana é vida! 🦋🦋"

[greenlinsblog]

How can u even get ,,better” in a ed hospital with all the other people being way skinnier than you ? Like it’s more a relapse hospital lol

Good for me tho

[thinbon3ss]

☆ Mealspo ☆

[starvingrexii]

I am so jealous of the pure anas that don’t binge.

[spearmintzero]

i felt so in control today, i was about to fuck up and eat something i’m not supposed to. but i said no, and threw it away. so this is ur reminder that you are the one in control. if you find yourself preparing something you will regret eating, you can always choose to not eat it

[meimrtback]

my doctor said : « im not worried about you, you aren’t losing too many kgs. i understand u don’t wanna be obese but try to eat and exercise » FUCKK YOUUU YOU WILL SEE WHEN I WILL BE JUST SKIN AND BONES THAT I WASNT JOKING AND THAT IM FKG SICK

[thegirlwhoistired]

when the person you recovered for in the first place gives up on you so you can relapse in peace >>>>>

(i am not doing well)

[grandbakeryoafstatesman]

"I want to be as beautiful as the ocean"