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Eddie it's ok.

Papa!Eddie Munson x plus size reader

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Warnings: body insecurities, jealousy, language, description of a panic attack and not proof read and no word count.

Oh boy. This is a long one. Building a foundation, okay. Don't judge.

Summary: Eddie sees more of you than he expected. Something is brewing in him that it's hard to ignore.

Chapter 3: Insecurities

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Sometime in the night Eddie got up to use the restroom. When he came back Rosie had moved into the space he was laying. He noticed that you put a pillow on the other side of her so she wouldn't roll off and that you scooted so that you could hug her. Instead of moving you and her, he laid down behind you. Pulling a blanket over all of you. He laid on his side facing your back. After a minute or so he was drifting off when he felt you move closer to him. Bodies only inches apart you reached back and grabbed his arm. Wrapping it just under your breast. His body trembled a bit when he felt your warmth. He moved closer so that your bodies were touching. He liked the way your body felt against him. So soft and warm. He wanted to touch and kiss you. He started rubbing slow small circles on the underside of your breast. You had let a faint moan when he stopped. He had to stop. He needed to stop. What he was doing wasn't right. You were asleep and he wasn't going to take advantage of you. So he turned around so that you were back to back. He adjusted himself and went to sleep.

But in the morning he woke up with his face buried in your hair spooning you again. He breathed you in again. But when heard Rosie giggle he froze mid-inhale.

" Is your daddy awake sweet girl?"

He didn't know you guys were awake. Why hadn't you moved his hand that was now under your shirt hugging your soft tummy. He pull his hand away but you grabbed it and held it over your shirt.

" Morning Eddie."

"Erm morning sweetheart."

" Hungry?"

" Starving." He said propping himself on his elbow.

He looked at the side of your face for a second and smiled. You were tickling Rosie lightly. Eddie looked over to Rosie. He had never seen her so happy and calm in the morning. She would always wake him up crying her eyes out. But here she was, happy as a clam.

" Morning princess. Aren't you a happy little girl this morning?" Eddie grinned moving over you just a bit to kiss Rosie's forehead.

When he lifted and made eye contact with you. He gave you a toothy smile before kissing your forehead too.

"Let's get ready. And I'll treat my favorite girls to some pancakes."

Eddie got up and went around the bed to pick up Rosie. You got up too and went to brush your teeth. Eddie changed Rosie and got her dressed. It looked cold outside and she didn't have a thick enough sweater. But it was as if you read his mind again. You came back into the room with a pink little star fish outfit.

" I picked this up for her. It's starting to get cold and I thought it would look so cute on her."

Eddie took it with a smile. He put it on her and she looked like a cute little star. With just her face showing.

...

Days went by and you were at the trailer spending some quality time with them, when Eddie decided that your cast needed some art. While feeding Rosie some apple sauce Eddie drew a 20 sided dice and the face of his hellfire club logo. He hadn't done a campaign for a while. And to be honest, he missed it. So when you brought it up one day. He planned out a campaign. With no were to actually do it you offered up your living room.

Eddie didn't know that you liked to play too. You had mentioned once that you were a rogue ranger. He thought it was a reference to Lord of the Rings. But when you pulled out a familiar looking note pad. Eddies heart jumped.

You had pages and pages of characters. Each one was completely different. Not one of the characters you built had any of the same abilities. He noticed at least half of them had the word 'Deceased' in big red ink. With how they died just under it. He saw one that was dated 1974. That was the year it released. You must have been 8 years old when you start to play. It was hard to read your younger self's writing. But he could make out that you were a Bard. Obviously entertaining your teammates during quests. That's when it happened. He looked up from the pages and saw you dancing with Rosie in the trailers small kitchen. He watched as you spun Rosie around making her giggle. He couldn't fight it anymore. He was falling in love with you. He had been trying to fight it. But today, he chose not to anymore. He wasn't sure how he was going to get you to be his. But he knew he was going to do everything and anything he could.

So over the course of a few days he was trying to see if you liked him too. But to no avail. You kept giving him mixed signals. Any time he would hug you, you would hold on just a little bit longer each time. But then when you guys went out to eat you would always ask for separate checks. So that gave him the idea that it wasn't a date. Even when you finally went back to work some days you would sit with him to eat lunch. But other days you would sit with other guys. He knew it was just because of the union stuff. But still he got jealous.

It wasn't until his birthday that it seemed like you were interested in someone else. Eddie and Rosie's birthday were only a few days apart so he decided to just throw her a party. It was the day before it when he got a visit from his buddies. Johnathan and Nancy had moved in together in California and Steve and Robin were roommates attending college in Michigan. They had all came to celebrate Rosie's birthday.

Eddie had talked to them a lot since they left. Mentioning you every so often. But when they came you were at work so he didn't get to introduce you.

" So Munson when are we gonna meet the Mrs?" Steve asked

" She's coming tomorrow. She's the one making the cake."

" What's her last name?" Robin asked while playing with Rosie.

" Oh I didn't tell you? It's uhh l/n."

" What?!" Steve blurted

Eddie looked up from the kitchen table where he was wrapping Rosie's presents.

" You know her?"

" Yeah I know her. We use to go out. Haven't seen her in years though."

Eddie was confused. You never told him that you dated Steve 'the hair' Harrington.

" Uhh what?" Robins eyes moved from Rosie to Eddie then to Steve then back to Eddie.

" Yeah. Yeah. I told you. The girl who was my first love. Eddie? Are you guys dating?"

He hesitated to answer. Did he now have to compete with Harrington for your affection? He wanted to say yes. But what if you didn't actually like him the way he liked you. That would put him in a very awkward position. And the possibility of losing you was not an option.

" Uhh no man. She's just my friend."

Robin gave Eddie a look knowing damn well that she was becoming more than that to him. Eddie had talked to Robin more than anyone else. Ever since she got him to stop smoking he liked her a lot. They were very similar in a way. Constantly rambling about stuff that really didn't make sense to others. But was totally coherent to them.

Steve and Robin were close. So close that they spent pretty much every waking moment together. But when Steve was in class or at work. Robin would call Eddie. Just to see how things were. Eddie had a crush on her just a little bit after the events in the upsidedown. But that quickly went away when he found out her sexual preferences. He took it as a challenge at first but then just saw her as a sister later.

Eddie pleaded her to not say anything with his eyes and she got the hint.

" So it would be alright if I take her out?"

NO!

" Uhh I guess man." Eddie tried to hide his feelings.

" Uhh no Steve. What about the girl back home back at school?" Robin tried to get Steve to back off. You were going to be Eddie's girl and she knew it.

" What about her? Things are not serious. We didn't make it official."

Eddie wanted to say something. But he was just too encumbered by jealousy to not to.

" Common Steve. Do you really think a girl like that doesn't want something serious?"

" If she did. She would have told me. Besides y/n and I have history. I wouldn't mind having a family with her."

That's when Eddie had enough. He got up and picked up Rosie.

" I'm gonna change her real quick." He said walking to his room and closing the door behind him.

How was this happening? What the actual fuck? Could Steve really be thinking that? Would he really try to take you away from them? Would you let him? What if Eddie lost you? This was exactly why he didn't want you to get so close to them. And now he was in love with you. Now he couldn't put a stop to the relationship you have built with him and Rosie. She was so use to you now. He couldn't just have you be taken away from her.

Robin knocked and came in closing the door.

"Hey. Nancy and Jonathan came back with food for tomorrow."

" Cool." He said not looking up from Rosie.

"Hey...I won't let Steve ask her out."

" It's fine he can date whoever he wants."

" But Eddie you like her."

" So! I don't even know if she likes me."

" Munson are you serious? Why else would she spend so much time with you."

" Because of Rosie."

" I don't think that's the only reason."

" How would you know? You aren't here to see it." He said coldly

He was hurt when they all left him. They had went through so much together. He understood that they had to move on with their lives. But still, he wished they would have stayed. Or ask him to come with. Maybe if they had. Rosie wouldn't have been here. He loved Rosie with all his heart but he couldn't help but think about what his life be like if she wasn't a permanent fixture in his life. He could have been something. He could have pursued his music or he didn't know. Something other than another person stuck in this stupid small town. Raising a baby all by himself. Just another walking cliche.

"Eddie I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say"

" It's fine Robin. I get that you guys needed to move on. I just wish I could too."

...

Everyone was packed into the small trailer the following day. All his highschool friends were there to celebrate Rosie's and his birthday. It was mostly for her but he didn't care. The only person who was missing was you. You said that you were running late. That the cake was taking longer than you expected.

Everyone was passing Rosie around while Eddie and his uncle made hotdogs and burgers. It was super cold outside so they had lit a bonfire. The guys were outside drinking. Well the ones who were old enough and all the girls were inside with Rosie.

Eddie could hear all the giggles form the girls inside. He caught Mike and Dustin trying to sneak a beer. Normally he would be okay with it. But ever since Rosie, he had scary parental instincts. He gave them a tongue lashing while snatching the beers.

That's when he saw your car approaching. You had just gotten it back a few days ago. Eddie was so happy to see you finally made it. He jogged over and opened the door for you. You gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Lingering there for longer than you should've.

" Happy birthday Eddie."

" Uhh thanks sweetheart."

You were the first person to wish him a happy birthday. He could have kissed you right then and there, but instead he helped you carry not one but 3 pink boxes. You held one while he had the other 2.

" Why did you make 3? We're gonna be eating cake for days."

" Well one is for the party, one is just for Rosie. And one is a pie...just for you. That's why I took so long. I know you don't like cake so I made you a pumpkin pie."

" How did you know that?"

" I have my ways Eddie."

Eddie smiled at you. Pumpkin pie was his absolute favorite.

" Where's my girl?" You asked walking with Eddie towards the trailer with your bicep touching his.

" She's inside. It's too cold for her out here."

" Good. Don't want her to get sick."

You held the screen door open for him while he went in to find a spot for the desserts.

" There she is. Hi princess. Oh looked at you. You look so pretty."

You said handing the last box to Eddie. And went to Erika who was holding Rosie. She was trying to wriggle out of Erika's hold to get to you.

" Hey everyone this is y/n." Eddie introduced you.

" Hi. I've heard so much about all of you." You said while picking Rosie up.

Robin and Nancy stood up.

" We've heard so much about you too." Nancy said after the hug.

" Glad to finally meet you." Robin smiled while giving you a hug as well.

Eddie had noticed Steve come through the door and stood behind you.

" Hey y/n long time no see."

You turned around and gasped. "Harrington?"

Steve gave you his signature grin causing Eddie's blood to boil.

" I didn't know you were coming?"

" Yeah? Did Munson forget to tell you that I was here?" Steve shot a glance at Eddie. But he looked away quickly.

" God it's been what? Like 8 years?"

" 8 years and 5 months to be exact."

Eddie heard a laugh coming from you that he had never heard before. He could feel Robin's eyes on him but he didn't want to avert his gaze away from you two.

He saw you two awkwardly shuffle to give each other a hug. That's when he went to take Rosie away from you. You looked at him with sad eyes as he pulled her away.

Eddie didn't see it but Robin and Nancy did. They nudge each other when they saw you hug Steve but your eyes never left Eddie as he walked away. The only time you stopped was when Steve was talking to you. You kept stealing glances when you could though.

As the food was ready most of the guys stood outside except for Steve and Eddie. You sat down on the couch with your plate in your lap. Steve tried to sit next to you but Nancy slid in. He went for the other side and Robin tossed herself there. He gave her a frown.

" Hey Steve come sit with us." Max said gesturing to the chair between her and Erika.

Eddie was sitting at the table feeding Rosie who was in her highchair. Your guys eyes met and you smiled at him. He returned it with a thin lip one. He watched you get up and scoot past Robin to sit with him at the table. Rosie was making all kinds of noises. Throwing in dada when Eddie would forget to give her some food. You had touched Eddie's hand when you caught him staring at you. He just smiled and looked away.

It was finally time for presents. You sat next to Eddie on the floor with Rosie between his legs. She was stuck on one present. She was ripping the wrapping when she was distracted by the pretty purple bow. You helped her with most of her presents as Eddie stacked them in a corner. Eddie had gotten a couple of gifts as well. Mostly albums and a new set of dice from Dustin. The girls and Steve pitched in on getting a new leather jacket for him. He immediately took off his old one and put it on. It was a Harley-Davidson black motorcycle jacket. He absolutely loved it.

When it was time for cake Eddie put Rosie back in the highchair while you were in the kitchen unpacking them. You had taken out the big one first. Then took out a personal size one for Rosie. Eddie thought it was so pretty. The white frosting decorated with pink and purple flowers. With happy Birthday Rosie writing so elegantly with hot pink frosting. Eddie could tell you put all your love into it.

Every one sang happy birthday and you and Nancy passed out pieces of cake. Steve tried to help you but Robin kept him distracted. Steve was getting annoyed real fast on how they kept him from you. But Eddie couldn't have been more happier with his female friends. Before you gave Rosie her cake you gave Eddie his pie. You had written happy birthday on it with a heart in whip cream. You handed him a fork at the same time placing the cake in front of Rosie. You hurried and grabbed a disposable camera to start taking pictures.

Rosie had tested the waters. Picking up a handful of frosting and putting it to her mouth. Everyone laughed so hard when she dove face first into her cake. Her face was completely covered in frosting.

" Oh no princess your getting it in your hair." Eddie said trying to get the frosting out of her nose.

You were giggling away just snapping photo after photo. Eddie got so close to Rosie that she smacked him with a mixture of cake and frosting, smearing it on his face and hair. Eddie looked at you and you were just beaming at him. Eddie grabbed your wrist and pulled you so Rosie could get you too. And oh did she. You guys acted like no one else was there. Laughing and covering each others face with frosting.

Everyone laughed at the sight. Well everyone but Steve. He saw the chemistry you and Eddie had. He decided then he wasn't going to pursue you. When you guys were done playing around you went to the bathroom to clean your face. When you came out everyone was still laughing and taking pictures of Eddie and Rosie. You went to stand with the others to watch too.

You started to feel your heart break looking at them. Your eyes began to water, thinking about how you would never see you son do that. Eddie looked up and noticed your shift right away. He was about to get up and comfort you but you held out your hand and shook your head.

You went outside and Steve followed you. Eddie could see you guys through the window. Steve was hugging you while you cried. Eddie looked over to Robin and she nodded. Pulling Nancy and signaling for the other girls to go outside. Eddie saw them all surrounding you giving you hugs. He wanted to be out there. But he couldn't leave Rosie. He hated the fact that Steve was the first one to hug you.

When everything was cleaned up everyone said their goodbyes. It had just started to snow. Eddie had suggested that you stay the night. You tried to refuse because you didn't have anything to sleep in. But Eddie assured you that he had something. Wayne had left to drop off the kids that couldn't drive yet and after he mentioned he was gonna go to the bar and have a couple of drinks with his buddies.

You had insisted that eddie shower before you. Normally he would bathe Rosie's and put her to bed before he did. But since you were there you had told him to take a shower with her. Eddie was worried that you would see his scars. He had been so self-conscious of them since he got them. No one but Rosie has seen them. Even when he had sex he always kept his shirt on. He hated them so much. A constant reminder of almost dying. But you looked away, handing Rosie to him. You sat on the toilet waiting for Eddie to finish washing her up. When he handed her back that's when you caught a glimpse of the terrible looking scar on his chest. You looked away quickly and took Rosie into the room. Dressing her quickly and putting her in the crib. She was out so fast it could have made your head spin. You noticed Eddie had forgotten his shirt. You heard him cuss when he noticed too.

You went to the door.

" Eddie...I have your shirt."

Eddie threw his head back cursing under his breath. He pulled the door open just a bit. Sticking his hand out. But you didn't give it to him.

" Eddie can I please come in?"

" Uhh. I uhh no."

Eddie heard the sadness in your voice.

" Eddie it's okay. I promise I won't judge you. Please?"

Eddie paused for a moment contemplating. Should he? Was it inappropriate? Would you not like what you saw? Because he sure hated what he saw. Eddie stood back from the door and you opened it slowly. He immediately covered as much as he could. He didn't look at you when you came in closing the door behind you.

You put his shirt down on the counter and went for his wrist. He resisted your pull but your sweet soft voice made him stop.

" Eddie. Honey. It's okay. I'm not gonna hurt you. I promise."

Eddie's arms dropped to his side. He could feel your fingers ghost over his scar on his side. He flinched when you lightly touched it. It didn't hurt, it's just no one has touched them before and he was scared. You pulled your hand away when he did.

" Eddie what happened?" You said turning him around.

You gasped at the scars on his back. When Eddie turned back around he saw your hand on your mouth with tears in your eyes. No one knew about Vecna or the upside down besides the ones that were there. And he had never planned on telling anyone. Definitely not you. Would you believe him if he did?

Eddie quickly grabbed his shirt and put it on. " I uhh don't want to talk about it. ... I know they make me look ugly."

" Eddie no. I mean yeah they're pretty bad. But you don't look ugly. Honestly you're very handsome."

Eddie didn't believe you and you noticed. He looked away and tried to find something else to focus on. He didn't notice when you took off your shirt.

" Eddie look. I have scars and I hate them too."

He turned and his eyes widened as he saw you standing there. You weren't looking at him. You were pointing and looking down at yourself.

" See these here on my chest." You pointed at the skin above your black bra. " I got the marks when the twins came in. And these on my stomach. I could lie and say they came from my pregnancy. But I had them way before that."

Eddie was in shock. He had you half naked in his restroom and he didn't have to do anything. He stood quietly looking at your beautiful body riddled with stretch marks and rolls. You had unbuttoned your pants pulling them down slightly so that he could see your over hanging belly. You had lifted it a bit and showed him a 6 inch scar.

" This one I hate most of all. It's a C-section scar."

Eddie moved closer to you and held your waist. "What is that?"

" It's uhh how they got Bastian out."

Eddie finally made eye contact with you.

" I couldn't have him normally. I had this thing called a Fibroid Block. It's a blockage in the birth canal which caused him to not be pushed through."

Eddie was rubbing the scar.

" See Eddie. We all have parts of ourselves we don't like. But it's ok. The people who matter don't care what we look like. And to those people who mind, don't deserve to see us anyways."

You had stepped back out of Eddie's reach and buttoned your pants and pulled your shirt back on. You leaned against the door.

" You're beautiful y/n."

You smiled. " Maybe. But I smell terrible. The bonfire really seeped into my pores."

" Uhh right. Umm let me get you something to wear."

Eddie didn't want this moment to end but when you stepped back he was sure you weren't into it like he was. You guys went to the room and Eddie pulled open a drawer he hadn't opened since Tina left. He pulled out an all white maternity night gown and handed it to you.

" It was uhh Tina's. I haven't gotten around to getting rid of her stuff just yet."

You took it with a small smile and left. Eddie checked on Rosie and moved her to lay on her back. He laid in bed waiting patiently for you. He wasn't sure if you wanted to sleep with him. But he hoped that you did. When you came out you looked so gorgeous. The white teddy gown fitted you perfectly. It didn't look like a maternity gown anymore. You stood in the doorway with your hair wrapped up in the towel and your clothes balled up.

" You can just put them on the dresser." Eddie said pointing to an empty space.

" Umm so do I sleep here or should I go to the couch?"

" No. No. You can sleep right here" Eddie words came out way too eagerly.

He moved over to the wall to make room for you. You quickly dried your hair and laid under the covers with him. You guys faced each other.

"Eddie thank you for letting me be a part of your lives"

" Of course sweetheart. We love having you around. Rosie loves the hell out of you."

You smiled. " Well I love the hell out of her....and you."

Eddie was taken back. " You...you love me?"

" Duh. You're my best friend. How could I not love you?"

Eddie's heart sank. You didn't love him like he loved you. You gave him a kiss on the cheek and turned around. He laid there with tears rolling over the bridge of his nose. He loved you so much that it hurt. Now he had to settle on just being your friend. How was he going to do that?

...

Eddie had put in vacation time for the week during the party. It was the 3rd day of his week vacation when he came home from taking Rosie for a checkup. He was surprised to see Erika and his uncle in the living room.

" Hey? Did I plan on having you babysit or something?"

Erika smiled "Or something...."

Eddie was confused and even more so when you came out of his room with his green army duffle bag that he got at the salvation army. You also had one of Rosie's diaper bags. The biggest one she had.

Rosie screamed when she saw you.

" Hey sweet girl. Did you miss me?" You said handing Erika and Wayne the bags.

" I thought you said you were going out of town for a few days." Eddie said with his eyes following you until you came and gave him and Rosie a hug.

" Oh we are. I just had to pack for us."

" What? We?"

Eddie looked as Erika and his uncle went outside.

" Eddie. I have a birthday present for you. I know it's late but I just got it in the mail today."

" You didn't have to get me anything. Your presence is more than enough."

Rosie touched your face and you held her hand.

" Oh princess is daddy flirting with me?" You cooed.

Eddie let out a nervous laugh.

" Well if you are. You are totally gonna fall in love with me after I show you this." You said pulling out a folded envelope out of your back pocket.

You handed it to him taking Rosie so he could open it.

"Look it princess. Watch daddy."

Eddie smiled at you and opened up the envelope. His mouth dropped to the floor and his eyes felt like they were about to pop out. Rosie screamed again and laughed.

"Man I wish I hadn't used all of the film in the camera."

Eddie looked up to you. " Ho-how how-"

" I have my ways Eddie."

Eddie looked down at 2 balcony tickets to Metallica's tour, Damage Justice.

" Oh and you're gonna need these too."

You switched Rosie to your other hip and pulled out 2 lanyards handing them to Eddie. If he thought he was surprised before he had no idea how to explain how he felt now holding 2 meet and greet passes. His knees became weak for a second. But he caught himself.

" Uhh you ok Eddie?"

" I-i...shit..."

" Shit."

Eddie eyed shot up towards Rosie " Oh no princess. No don't say that."

" See I told you. Now she has added a new word to her repertoire."

" Crap! I-....thank you."

Eddie went to kiss your cheek and you went to do it too but something got crossed and you guys ended up kissing. Eddie quickly pulled away.

"shit- I mean crap."

"Crap"

Eddie hung his head. While you laughed.

" Her mind is a sponge right now. You got to watch what you say. I'm sorry I was going for your cheek."

Eddie looked up and you just smiled at him.

" Let's go. Chicago is a long drive and I want to check in our hotel room as soon as we get there. So we can rest before we go exploring."

" What about Rosie?"

"Oh you think we would go anywhere without her? Erika is coming too. She agreed to come as long as she could order room service and watch paper view. "

" you have everything planned out huh?"

" Been planning this for weeks babe."

...

You and Eddie got ready to go to the concert while Erika sat with Rosie on one of the beds in the king size room. You had gotten one with 2 beds. He had hoped that you would share a room with him but then thought this was for the best. You were just friends right.

You came out of the restroom dressed to the nines. Eddie was losing his damn mind when you came out wearing a tight faux leather skirt with fish net stockings and black Doc martens with red roses on the side. You had on a red shirt with cuts on the side and skeleton hands covering your breast. Your eyeshadow matched what you were wearing. He had never seen you like this before. Sure you were beautiful, but tonight you looked so fuckin' sexy.

" Wow!" Y-you look..."

You smiled. " Thanks. I missed dressing up. Shall we?"

Eddie nodded and let you lead the way.

" Bye sweet girl. We'll be back soon." You said giving Rosie a kiss on the head.

Eddie almost forgot you weren't alone. He gave Rosie a kiss too.

"Munson. You're drooling." Erika teased.

" Shut it Sinclair. Take care of my daughter."

" Always. Just don't come back and have sex while I'm here."

" SINCLAIR! Don't you dare say that word in front of my daughter."

" Munson go. Don't want to keep your girl waiting."

You guys got there early to do the meeting and greet first. Eddie almost fainted shaking the guys hands. He got them to sign one of his albums and you got a pic from James Hetfield. But you didn't keep it. You gave it to a kid who was next to you in your seats. Eddie saw that and he was bummed that you didn't get anything.

The show began with Blackened. You were head banging and Eddie did it too. The song finished and the intro For Whom the Bell Tolls played.

" Oh my God. I love the guitar in this." You yelled.

" Me too." He matched your pitch.

Eddie watched you air guitar it. He couldn't believe that you liked Metallica as much as he did. You sang along, every once in a while doing a mixture of air guitar and drums.

The band broke to address the audience. But as soon as the beginning of One started you jumped and screamed.

" This is my favorite song Eddie."

Eddie grinned and just watched you sing the song. You turned to him and sang the best part

" Darkness imprisoning me

All that I see, absolute horror

I cannot live, I cannot die

Trapped in myself

Body, my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight

Taken my speech, taken my hearing

Taken my arms, taken my legs, taken my soul

Left me with life in hell"

Eddie had the biggest smile you had ever seen. You watched him move his fingers on his imagery fret board. You remember when he used to play. He was really good. You wonder why he stopped.

After the song you went to go get drinks. They played Harvest of Sorrow. You weren't back yet when they started playing Master of Puppets. As soon as Eddie heard it he fell back into his seat. His started to shake and his mouth went dry. His heart began to pound. It felt like it was gonna burst out of his chest. He suddenly felt dizzy and nauseous. His vision blurred and he could feel sweat soaking his shirt.

He hasn't felt like this since months after the upside down. He always had his uncle there to help him through it. All sense of self went out the window. Eddie didn't even see you trying to snap him out of it.

" Eddie! Honey! I need you to breathe. Common baby, breathe."

You covered his ears so that the music would be muffled enough to get him to focus.

" Eddie honey, calm down. Look at me. Look at me."

When he finally did he saw tears coming down ruining your makeup.

" Let's go."

He nodded and let you lead him outside. He sat on the curb while you kneeled in front of him.

" Eddie you're ok. Just breath. Common breath with me."

Eddie was shaking so bad that you held his hands.

" okay honey. In through your nose. Hold it for 5 seconds. That's it. Just like that....and out through your mouth.....good....again."

Eddie did that several times until his heart and mind calmed down. When you notice he was ok you sat next to him rubbing his back.

" I'm so sorry y/n. I didn't mean to ruin our night. I don't know what happened."

" Eddie you didn't ruin anything. I'm just glad you're okay."

" I... I played that song once...before I got these scars."

" Eddie you don't need to tell me. It's ok. We can just go back to the room."

He faced you. " No. I want to tell you what happened. I... I just don't know if you'll believe me."

" Eddie, whatever it is. I trust you okay." You said cupping his cheek.

" Okay. Remember when Chrissy died?"

...

The drive back to the hotel was quiet. You hadn't really said anything since he told you how he got the scars. He was worried that you thought he was insane. But then out of nowhere you grabbed his hand and interlocked your fingers in his. You didn't need to say anything or even look at him. He just knew that you believed him.

The only time you stopped holding his hand was when you got out of the car. Eddie stopped at the rooms door and turned to face you.

" Y/n I uhh know this might sound crazy. But...thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for existing. Just being around you has made my life, made Rosie's life so much better. Even when we aren't doing anything. When we just hang out and watch the same old movies. I really appreciate you and who you are...please don't ever change because...y/n I love you. And-and I know what you're gonna say. And I can understand if you don't want to be with me. I have a lot of issues and I have Rosie and I know I'm not much to look at but...but y/n thank you. Thank you for seeing and hearing me. Thank you for showing me patience. Thank you for not running the other way when you saw my insecurities. Thank you for making Rosie laugh. Thank you for everything you have done for us. I-i don't know how I could have done this without you."

You were quiet for a minute.

" Eddie. I...I wish you could see yourself in my eyes. You would see how incredible and strong you are. You would see how loving and kind you are. How stupidly beautiful you are. You are magnificent and you don't even know it. Your issues don't scare me. It actually shows me that you need someone to help you through them. And I see them and I don't want to run away. I want to run to you. And I know I can't expect to change you or to find the answers. I just want to be like a piece of furniture in your beautiful life. There when you need me and there when you don't....if I'm being completely honest. I...can't stand the thought of losing either of you. I-i just can't. It can't happen. Because Eddie I love you too... And it's more than just a friend. It has been since you and Rosie stayed with me for the first time. I love you. I love Rosie. And I would love nothing more than to be a part of your lives for as long as you will have me. Because I will always be here for you two. And if you show me where you hurt, then I'll know where I need to love you the most. Because you deserve that."

There was a brief moment of silence when Erika opened the door.

" Alright Munson that's your queue to kiss her. Now will you two shut up because Rosie and I are trying to sleep. Just don't have S.E.X while we are in the room."

"SINCLAIR!"

" I'm just saying."

Eddie pushed her gently back into the room and closed the door. He shook his head and turned around. He immediately felt your lips on his. He froze for a moment not knowing what to do. But he guessed it was too long of a moment because you pulled away.

You weren't looking at him and you were obviously embarrassed from doing that. But he wasn't going to have that. He pulled up your chin to look deep into your eyes.

" Let's do this right. No more surprises. No more accidents. okay?"

You nodded slightly. Eddie cupped your face and leaned down. He parted his lips slightly to catch his breath before meeting yours. It was gentle and sweet. He had never wanted to kiss anyone this bad before. When the kiss deepened he put his hand on the back of your neck and put the other around your waist. Your hands were on his shoulders slowly moving up into his hair. When he could no longer hold his breath he pulled away leaning his forehead against yours.

" I love you y/n." His voice shuddered as he tried to catch his breath.

" I love you too Eddie."

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@salenorona23 @browneyes528 @b-irock

#fanfic #eddie munson #eddie munson x female original character #eddie munson x you #stranger things #eddie munson x plus size reader #eddie x reader #eddie my beloved #eddie x fem!reader #eddie x y/n #plus size reader #eddie x plus size reader #baby #daddy eddie munson #joe quinn #joseph quinn #ex zzzzzzo

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checkoutmyflow · 5 months

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Star Elite Trivia: De'Andre Wilde

So I'm remaking my old De'Andre trivia post.. I'mma try to post more often about my Blue Lock ocs, but I felt the need to redo this.

Now onto the post! Hope you enjoy?

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Hometown: Detriot, Michigan (June 21: Leo) - He shares his birthday with his twin brother, Amari Wilde. However, De'Andre's 6 minutes older than him.

Family: Father, (Deceased) Mother, Older sister, Twin (younger) brother, Younger brother, Younger brother & Younger sister (Twins)

Height & foot size: 181.6cm (5'11.5ft) and 28.7cm

Blood type: Rh-null (I have the rarest blood type in the world, apparently I get it from my mom.)

Favorite athlete: Joe Frazier

Age when he started playing: 10 years old

Favorite motto: "Wake up with purpose, sleep with satisfaction"

Best trait: His confidence (I know my worth, my skills and what I want to achieve in life.)

Worth trait: His desensitization (Due to being into horror pretty young, I'm desensitized to some things. Things that'd have a person's jaw dropped, or better yet, crying and hyperventilating, would probably be like watching a family movie on movie night for me. Not to say I'm completely apathetic tho.)

Favorite food(s): Anything spicy (I like the way spicy food feels in your mouth.. tho most spicy food doesn't have its spark as it did with me when I was younger tho.), Cajun food - Fun fact: De'Andre's spice tolerance is extremely high, so high that it's almost considered inhuman to other people - Favorite snack(s): Vegetables (Exs: Bell peppers, Cauliflower, Radish, Beets), Spicy peppers, Spicy snacks and candy - Favorite drink(s): Water, Gatorade (specifically red), Coconut milk, Almond milk, Orange juice, Ginger tea, Mint tea

Least favorite food: Natto (It looks like someone ejaculated into some beans... the texture is no better)

Hobbies: Martial arts, Body training, Anything horror related, Sports, Playing trombone, Cooking, Robotics

Favorite season: Spring and Early Autumn (I like the weather and temperature. it's perfect to work out in)

Favorite song: Hit em up by Tupac

Favorite movie(s): Real Steel, the Silence of the Lambs

Favorite manga(s): Black Lagoon, Hajime no Ippo, Berserk, and The Drifting Classroom

Favorite smell(s): Gasoline, Cinnamon, Pine, Sage

Favorite subject(s): P.E. and Science

Least favorite subject: English (It's just more boring to me than other subjects, though I'm good with it.)

Extra curriculars in school: Band (Trombone, Drum Major), Robotics club, Horror club

What makes you happy?: Hanging out with loved ones, Playing soccer with his brother and watching him improve

What makes you sad?: Amari being sad

What is your fetish: N/A (I don't think I have one.)

His type: Muscular people? (I've never liked anyone in THAT way before. Romantically or sexually. I just don't prioritize it? Though, I can admire a muscular person.)

First time someone confessed to him: 6 (It was from this one girl.. she still won't leave me alone to this day. She's a sweet girl, but FUCK is she annoying.)

Favorite childhood memory: When Amari had a nightmare and came into De'Andre's room to sleep in his bed with him. De'Andre agreed stubbornly, but to this day it's still his favorite memory. (Don't tell anyone I said that, especially Vespa, he won't ever shut the fuck up about it.)

Number of Valentine's chocolates he got: 100+ (I'm one of the most popular kids in school. I mean, yeah it's cool but sometimes I really wish I wasn't known like that because I have a whole ass fanclub at my high school... not fucking proud of it. Last Valentine's day I lost count with how many gifts I got... past 100 for sure.)

If he was able to take AllStars out for a day: He'd take them to an escape room. Bonus if it's a horror escape room.

His phobia: Pediophobia/Fear of dolls (I- fucking hate dolls. Fuck I hate them so-- fucking much.)

#blue lock #blue lock oc #original characters #oc trivia #blue lock au

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I made a list for webtoons, might as well make a list for manga/anime! I wasn't really allowed to watch too much cartoons TV growing up, so for the past few years, I've been "catching up" so to speak on the anime I missed out on aaand also watching newer ones lol Anyhoo, here's what I've seen/read so far (in alphabetical order):

Arte (Hulu) Manga continues

Black Butler (Hulu) ((full disclosure, I wasn't super paying attention when I watched this, so I have to watch it again lol))

Blue Exorcist (Hulu) ((I haven't finished it yet))

Cardcaptor Sakura/Clear Card Arc (Netflix) ((One of my faves as a kid, I had a board game for it, even! It has since been lost to time, though. T_T))

Cells at Work (Netflix) ((Also haven't finished yet lol))

Corpse Princess (Hulu) ((See Black Butler lol))

Dance with Devils (Hulu)

Demon Slayer (Hulu) ((haven't seen a lot yet, please don't come for me, I'm trying lol))

Devil is a Part-Timer! (Hulu)

Diabolik Lovers (Hulu)

Dragonball/DBZ/DBS (Funimation) ((I got Funimation just so I could watch Dragonball, then I figured I might as well get a refresher of DBZ since I hadn't seen it since it was on Toonami, all while my BF and I were watching DBS on Toonami/Adult Swim lol)

Fairy Tail/100 Years Quest (all the seasons were on Hulu, but they took all but 2 down, so I've been watching it on Funimation) I am SO excited to see 100YQ animated! It's been fun to read.

Food Wars! (Hulu)

Fruits Basket (both runs are on Hulu)

Fushigi Yuugi (Hulu) ((I actually don't know if I finished this...after a while I was just waiting for it to be over and it just. wasn't. ending.

Horimiya (Hulu)

Inuyasha/Final Act (Hulu/Netflix has the movies) ((another fave from my childhood))

Itazura na Kiss (Hulu) ((I'm not sure why people like this))

Jujustu Kaisen (Hulu) ((I think I started reading this after I finished watching it, but I've been super busy and forgot lol))

Kaguya-sama: Love is War (Hulu)

Kakuriyo: Bed and Breakfast for Spirits (Funimation)

Kamisama Kiss (Hulu) ((ugh...I love this and it's criminal that the anime didn't finish with the manga))

Kimi ni Todoke (Hulu)

Kono Oto Tomare!: Sounds of Life (Hulu)

Little Witch Academia (Netflix)

Magic-Kyu! Renaissance (Funimation)

Mahoutsukai no Yome [The Ancient Magus' Bride] (Funimation) ((I love this, too, but I had to take a break from the manga because I was getting irritated with the FL and the choices she was making lmao I've been meaning to pick it back up, though, it really is very good!))

Maid Sama! (Hulu)

My Love Story! (Hulu)

Noragami (Hulu) ((made me cry in a way that my BF asked me what was wrong lol))

Ouran High School Host Club (Hulu) ((I'm sorry, I don't get the love for this, but I also haven't been able to read it yet, so maybe I will once I do))

Pokemon [Kanto-beginning of Hoenn] (Hulu) ((I have not kept up with it over the years and the only reason why I know of any of the newer Pokemon is because of PokemonGo and the new Pokemon Snap--which has been really fun so far--lol))

Ranma 1/2 (Hulu)

Rurouni Kenshin (HBO Max) ((I liked this, but I thought the story was super choppy))

Sacrificial Princess and the King of Beasts (manga only for now, but I think I just saw that an anime is coming soon!!) ((this is so beautifully drawn and sooo well written! It made me audibly react sometimes)

Sailor Moon [OG] (Hulu) ((My absolute favorite when I was a kid! My mom even watched it with me lol I wanted to be Sailor Mars sooooo bad I always kept my hair long just like her! I've got her as a keychain right now lol))

Say "I Love You" (Hulu)

School Rumble: 1st-3rd Semesters (Hulu) ((I didn't even watch the last episode. Literally nothing happened and I just felt bad for the guy. I couldn't watch it anymore lol)

Snow White with the Red Hair (Hulu) ((I hope it gets more seasons, but I also hope it gets better animation. I know people worked hard on it, but it does not do the manga justice. It's so beautifully drawn and written, this is for sure one of my favorites!))

Spice ad Wolf (Hulu)

Spy x Family (Hulu) ((It was popping up so much on my tumblr around ep 4 that I had to know what people were talking about and I'm so glad I did!))

Vampire Knight (Hulu) ((Didn't/Couldn't finish it))

Wandering Witch: The Journey of Elaina (Hulu)

Yashahime (Hulu) ((It's not what I was expecting/hoping for, but I've had fun watching it))

Yona of the Dawn (Hulu) ((this NEEDS more seasons, the manga gets SO INTENSE))

You're Lie in April (HBO Max is where I watched it, but I think it's on Hulu, too) ((ugly cried))

Yu Yu Hakusho (Hulu) ((I only saw a few episodes as a kid, but I remember really loving the art style and the voices. It's still one of my faves))

Yu-Gi-Oh! (Hulu) ((I watched this every time it came on Toonami, I had a whole deck that I lost--which I'm still sad about--but I have a new deck and sometimes my BF and I play each other lol))

I've got an excel spreadsheet with these and others that I want to watch, but haven't yet, totaling 126 lmao As of right now (1/2023) I have no desire to watch Attack on Titan, One Piece, or Naruto (again, please don't come for me and PLEASE don't try to convince me), but I welcome any other recommendations and/or discussions/chats about any I listed!

#anime and manga #anime #manga #anime and manga recommendations

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seelestia · 2 years

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hello hello!!!

omg YES I would totally invite u first to my gaming club. (and I would probably put a special collection of books for you if u have a tendency to whip out books. reading is fun, too!)

no, it was cloudy! I too despise the sun. (thoma should be up there you ..!) but it was really warm for winter, so I took a walk around our school gardens and that always puts me in a good mood! (being surrounded by so much life makes me happy!)

I totally don't mind at all, you asking about my arts!! I was drawing ur genshin oc at some point (please he looks like such a sweetheart I wanna be his friend) and then it inspired me to create my own Oc! May show u the concept later ^^

all the geo characters are honestly so cool djcwdkhksjdh oh and I've fallen in love with Heizou,,,, and again with Kuni,,,,, (did you SEE the teaser??? Crying on my bed rn)

*hugs u* Bye Lia <3 take care

-michikinonn ( so catchy!)

michikinon, hiii! >:) i'm your honorary club member now, but you're too accommodating with me tho... you should bonk me on the head and tell me to focus on the actual purpose of the club 😩 IKRRR like fr thankful for the vitamin D, but the sun looks better when it's behind floofy clouds <//3 i'll even hold up a parasol for us both, so we can pretend to be vampires under the blazing sun 🥸 (/lh) i'm glad you got to take a walk around the school gardens tho! that must be so relaxing~ i do that sometimes too and it makes me feel like a lost wannabe cinderella, hehe. ✨

wait, you were drawing my oc and it helped inspire you to make one of your own?? OH MY DAYS??!? I'M SO HONORED?? i'd love to hear about your oc's concept! it's been some time since i've talked about genshin oc's with someone, so just know that i'm dropping everything for you rn >:) and yeah, caelin is a sweetheart, but he is a little awkward to the point you'd doubt he is a merman god (well, he did technically live under a rock... or under the surface, you could say /lh).

they are! i hope you get to pull more geo characters in the future like zhongli because my team has never died ever since i got that man ;D ALSO, heizou and kuni??? it seems you've fallen for the short jerks... but i don't blame you because me too 🚶 AND YES, I HAVE! why does hoyoverse gotta make scara so... so huggable, we are not your strongest soldiers. (/j)

#his trailers have lots of references to bohemian rhapsody by queen too! just smth i noticed hfjejjdjsk #...scaramouche scaramouche will you do the fandago *gets hurled*#ask box! 📬#visitor: dearest michiki anon! 🧺

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un-angel · 2 years

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70 horrible questions updated

black march 2020, purple november 2022

01 Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02 Who did you last say “I love you” to?

sara

izzy

03 Do you regret anything?

there’s one thing i should regret but i’m not sure i do, but apart from that nothing at all

still not sure i regret that same thing i was talking about but i do regret one relationship i had

04 Are you insecure?

hell yeh baby

yeah

05 What is your relationship status?

single

single but married

06 How do you want to die?

on my own terms

and i stand by that!

07 What did you last eat?

a bagel

half a cheese toastie

08 Played any sports?

netball and horseriding played tennis and swam when i was younger too

i joined netball and football at uni idk tho

09 Do you bite your nails?

yes

still yes

10 When was your last physical fight?

never properly only my brother

my brother literally doesnt count ive never fought anyone

11 Do you like someone?

kinda

yes im completely in love with her

12 Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

ummm i don’t think so

not sure probably not why would i

13 Do you hate anyone at the moment?

yes

no and i havent for a while, no point wasting ur energy hating anyone

14 Do you miss someone?

yes

yep

15 Have any pets?

2 cats jasmine and tiger (my lovs)

still got em

16 How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

struggling

dying

17 Ever made out in the bathroom?

yes

18 Are you scared of spiders?

yes

19 Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

maybe

yes maybe for a day or so

20 Where was the last place you snogged someone?

ewww but a club in bulgaria gag

in my bedroom

21 What are your plans for this weekend?

stay alive and go cycling

stay alive lie in bed

22 Do you want to have kids? How many?

i change my mind everydsy

2 or 3 maybe not sure

23 Do you have piercings? How many?

yes 8

i have 8 but theyre a different 8 from before

24 What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

ummmmmm art english RS chem

why would i ever have written chem? it was art and RS + i’ll let english slide

25 Do you miss anyone from your past?

yes but u don’t get to know who

yeah a little

26 What are you craving right now?

frozen yogurt

oh my god i have literally been craving frozen yoghurt for the past 7 years but i had so much of it this past summer. that will do me for a while.

27 Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

maybe i think so a little

yes

28 Have you ever been cheated on?

i don’t know

girl u were cheated on

29 Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

yes

yes and now it’s a boyfriend and a girlfriend

30 What’s irritating you right now?

my parents

the love of my life

31 Does somebody love you?

damn i hope so

yes . ur loved dont forget it

32 What is your favourite color?

all of them

still all of them but maybe blue or purple or pink

33 Do you have trust issues?

wirh certain people yes but in general no

im gonna say no but i think im about to develop a few Xx

34 Who/what was your last dream about?

i dreamt we went back to school (nightmare)

i cant remember

35 Who was the last person you cried in front of?

mia

izzy

36 Do you give out second chances too easily?

i dont think so

37 Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive

literally neither i will never forgive u and i will never forget it fuck u

38 Is this year the best year of your life?

maybe

39 How old were you when you had your first kiss?

just turned 15

true story

40 Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

no imagine not being insecure

no!!

51 Favourite food?

my nans lubia polo or my great aunts🤤 or nachos

still probably lubia polo

52 Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

yes

yes but u wont always understand the reason

53 What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

finished watching finding dory

cried and prayed

54 Is cheating ever okay?

still no but i did maybe slip up and i get how it happens but doesnt make it okay.

55 Are you mean?

i don’t know maybe

no!!! but sometimes

56 How many people have you fist fought?

0 sir

0!!

57 Do you believe in true love?

ummmmmmm don’t think so

i wanna say yes i wanna say i know my true love but now im not sure

58 Favourite weather?

when it’s raining but it’s warm

yeh that

59 Do you like the snow?

YES

yes

60 Do you wanna get married?

yes

61 Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

depends who but yeh

if it’s the loml then yes

62 What makes you happy?

art and animals and my friends

and my love

63 Would you change your name?

not anymore but i used to really really want to

dont think so i would never adjust

64 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

yes

the hardest but so so easy at the same time

65 Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

mannnn idk

scream and cry jack get away from me

66 Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yes

not sure if we’re there yet

67 Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

bruce hahahah

rory

68 Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

i can’t remember but probably mia

izzy? been having a lot recently though

69 Do you believe in soulmates?

yes i do that was silly. u can have multiple though

70 Is there anyone you would die for?

a lot of people

yes but less than before i think i was just suicidal

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softhourswithseb · 3 years

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One More chance..3

Summary: A rollercoaster of emotions. From friends to lovers to strangers with memories.

Sebastian Stan X Reader

Chapters: ONE TWO THREE ???

Masterlist <3

Feb 2022

Sebastian stood opposite you in the club. The button up shirt wrapped around him tightly. Two buttons undone. His hair slightly messy. He grew his beard a bit. His eyes stuck on you taking in your figure.

You smiled at him and gave him a lil wave. He winked back at you. He walked up to you and gave a hug.

“Its been so long y/n..” you hugged back.

“i know seb how have you been.” You both began talking, Sebastian breaking up with Mira and how she over dramatically made a scene and threw a vase at him.

He’s been with a few girls but it was a fling but work has got him occupied most of the time. You also had a recent ex but he was a complete dick that ghosted you and went for another girl.

You both decided to laugh things off and went to go dance. Slowly your body’s met, with each moment you felt yourself get closer to him.

His hot breath hitting against your neck, his hands gripping onto your waist. He began slowly kissing the back of your neck, and turned you around. You both looked at each other for a good couple of minutes before Sebastian dragged you out of the club and brought you to his car.

He pushed you against it and wrapped his arms around your waist, give you quick kisses on the neck. His voice came out raspy.

“You know you have been on my mind ever since the day i met you. So quiet, so cute, how you went red the moment i spoke to you.” He brought his hand to your face and made you look at him.

“I always remembered how you looked at me with those beautiful eyes.” He brought his face closer to your and both of your lips met. You melted into the kiss, leaving his hands to wander about your body.

You both stopped to catch a breath.

“Let’s go back to mine sweetheart.” You nodded and got into the car.

The car ride was tempting. His hand slowly rising up your thigh and gripping it at times. You would catch him looking at you whenever you guys would be a red light. But the moment you stepped out of the car Sebastian picked you up and rushed to the apartment.

When you reached the bedroom he pressed himself against your back. Feeling his eagerness you slowly started to undress yourself till he got impatient and ripped it off of you.

“Now be a good girl and get on to the bed” His blue eyes piercing into you

(i don’t write smut ppl 😔 disappointing ik so use ur imagination 😩)

Next morning..

You woke seeing Sebastian sleeping peacefully next to you, you could see his neck filled with hickies and his back tinted red. You silently laughed at your art work.

You got up and put one of his black shirts on to go make breakfast. His place looked nice as usual and clean. You heated up the water and went to go grab a cup. While waiting you went to go on your phone to answer some messages. Till the door rang.

This early? Who the fuck-

“Don’t worry i got it.” Sebastian’s deep voice echoed.

You walked behind him to see the stranger at the door.

eh.. Mira?

She stood there with a smirk but it faltered the moment she saw you.

“Seriously… you are here?” You moved infront of Sebastian.

“Yeah and you still begging?” Mira laughed.

“Seriously mira what are you doing here.” Sebastian asked.

“Funny you asked when serval weeks ago i was right in your “girl” position. Sort your shit out baby daddy.” Mira took grab of your hand and shoved the pregnancy scans in your hands.

Sebastian pulled you back and slammed the door in her face. Yet everything went quiet around you.

Your eyes were glued to the scans.

A baby.

Sebastian called your name a couple of times and shook you. Yet you couldn’t answer him.

“You told me you split up a year ago…”

“yeah we did but she decided to come over a few weeks ago and she was crying and-“

“you had sex..” you scoffed at him and slapped the scans against his chest and went to his room.

You grabbed your belongings and went to walk out yet Sebastian took hold of your hand.

“let go of me.”

“let me explain y/n please..”

“fuck off my uber is gonna be here any minute Seb.” You yanked your hand out of his grasp and walked out of his apartment.

a baby…

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A/N: HEYOOOOOO TWO POSTS IN ONE DAYYYY LESSS GOOOOOO. Anyways there’s a baby in the picture now. Now is it really Sebastian’s? or is it.

Who knows maybe y/n might have to be a step mummy. But i hope you guys liked chapter 3.

if you want to be tagged for Part 4 pls say so!

love Ru <3

OMC tag list : @hereforstan @princessayveke @vicmc624 @sinner-as-saint

#bucky barnes #sebastian stan #sebastian stan au #sebastian stan imagine #bucky barnes imagine #sebastian stan x you #bucky barnes masterlist #bucky x reader #sebastian stan fanfic #sebastian stan masterlist

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ceruleanchillin · 3 years

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Honeymoon Headcanons: Mayans Edition

Characters: Angel, Coco, EZ x F!Reader

Miami (Angel)

It wasn’t difficult at all to decide where the two of you would take your honeymoon. When you weren’t gonna be naked, Angel wanted you in sundresses and bikinis. You wanted him in linen shirts, and to feel him up in a club. Couple that with you both wanting a tropical environment, and Miami it is.

Angel letting you handle the accommodations, because you seem to know more about what you wanna see/where you wanna go than he does. He only cares about a bed and shower for when he’s not taking you in the inappropriate places. He just hands over the cash, though he complains about his hurt wallet.

Angel hard as a rock when he sees your new name on your plane ticket.

The two of you nearly missing your flight because your husband needs to “show his wife he loves her”.

You babying him on the flight, because Angel has never flown anywhere before.

“Mami, it’s perfectly valid to feel like a flying toaster can’t safely get you anywhere but a casket. Which they can’t even put you in, because you’ll be everywhere!”

Cue you distracting him with kisses and dirty words in his ear, which gets you initiated into the Mile High Club

Barely making it into the cute little condo before the two of you are at it again, collapsing in the late hours to jet lag and mutual satisfaction.

Your first official day is spent dragging Angel around the humid streets. Knowing he stresses easily if you plan things too tightly, and wanting to wing it yourself. It’s surprising how well you to fit in, it almost feels like home.

Angel switching from being jealous, because your tiny cotton sundress is attracting more than just his attention, to him kissing all over your dewy skin because so much of it is visible.

You getting as jealous as Angel, because it seems like each place you drag him to has openly interested ladies. It’s the white linen shirt that he won’t fully button no matter how many times you try to make him.

Angel basking in the attention, and even playing it up to force you to be the one to initiate inappropriate public sex.

Smirking when you break after a woman pays for his (and unintentionally yours) order at a small cafe you stepped into and you snap and drag him to a hidden place.

“I only love you querida, mi alma.” he whispers in your ear when he bottoms out inside you.

You two are a beautiful couple. Photogenic as all hell. Alone, neither of you have a problem attracting interest, but together, you make people want to be seen around you. That’s why you have no problem club hopping to all the exclusive places.

Angel taking photos and videos of you dancing because he’s so enthralled. He can’t wait to show your kids one day when they ask why he fell for you, and he explains how full of life you are.

Getting enough liquor in Angel to get him dance somewhere away from the club, especially since he (lies) and says he can’t.

You and Angel competing to see who can get the most people to buy your drinks + the two of you losing track because you both get drunk.

A quickie in the coatroom is the prize, Angel fucking you to the hypnotic beat.

Spending a few hours apart the following day, only to still keep texting and FaceTiming each other until you met up, touch starved, at a small restaurant.

Deciding to spend the rest of the day at your Airbnb laid up under each other after Angel scores weed. Teasing Angel about his monetary complaints when you spend all night enjoying the small backyard pool.

Angel thanking God for getting an adventure loving woman as his soulmate when you wake him up the next afternoon to inform him you rented jet skis for the day.

You being impressed when, while jet skiing, Angel silver tongues your way into an invitation to a nearby yacht party out of the host.

FaceTiming Gilly to make him jealous that you two are doing Hookah and drinking Casamigos in a hot tub.

Angel ramping up the mockery when EZ and Coco appear on screen, attracted by Gilly’s whining. Everyone looking overworked and salty, while you and Angel are living your best non-sober lives.

Slipping away from the party to one of the rooms on the boat, because once again, you and Angel never know when to stop teasing each other before it ends up in sex.

Feeling bold enough to suggest that since Angel’s been documenting so much of the trip, that maybe he should film this too.

The aftermath being a surprisingly sweet series of kisses and confessions where the two of you express how thankful you are to have found each other. How you can’t wait to build a forever together.

Marfa + Roswell (Coco)

No one knew how you got Coco to agree to travel for your honeymoon until you finally revealed where you were going. Splitting a week between Marfa and Roswell.

You and Coco are that “weird” conspiracy, incense, and weed couple, so it makes sense.

Giving Coco an edible before you leave, because like Angel, he doesn’t fuck with air travel like that.

“They got me with that bullshit in the military, but that was out of my control. You askin’ a lot right now, you’re lucky you’re cute mujer.”

Coco getting progressively handsy during the flight as the edible hits. Eventually, you stop fake-fighting his neck kisses and forward touches.

Also like Angel in that he’s unafraid to become a member of the Mile High Club.

The ride from the El Paso airport, to the car rental place, to Marfa takes far longer than Coco would like.

He’s used to long stretches of trip on his bike, and when you notice him becoming antsy, you distract him with interesting facts about Marfa.

The entire time, Coco can’t help but think that you’re the perfect road trip co-pilot, only to realize he actually meant his life in general now.

Coco proud as hell when you fall in love with his accommodations choice like he did. The colorful airstream trailers of the El Cosmico hotel are the two of you through and through.

You both trying to be responsible adults and refresh after travel, but continuing to get lost in each other during the whole process.

Shower sex -> Making out while drying off -> Touching while searching through your bags for something to wear -> bed sex -> repeat

Looking thoroughly mauled when you finally manage to get Coco off of you and into the car in search of food the next afternoon.

Coco being happy you can’t cover up due to the heat, while you wonder what superpower he and his boys have that let them wear flannel and long sleeves in the heat.

Dragging Coco to a cute cafe you saw on instagram, and him knowing, by the hipster design of it, that his wallet is about to cry.

Stealing food from his plate, and laughing at him sucking his teeth and whining when he catches you.

“You’re stuck with me forever now Johnny sooo….get used to this.”

“Small price to pay for that I guess.”

Finding small shops to go to and being Siamese twins in every one. Coco showing he has good taste in a lot of things one might think he wouldn’t. Him opening up his wallet at everything you 'ooh' and 'aww' at. He can’t help it, he likes you happy, and your kisses and adoring looks are addicting.

For almost everything you get, Letty gets something too. Neither of you wants that tantrum when you get back.

You fighting yourself to avoid the art supply store, and Coco not having it.

“I have so many supplies already, it’s an addiction at this point.”

“So? Get some more. It’s our week, we shouldn’t stress about shit.”

Coco bragging on your talents and successes to the art shop cashier when you checkout.

“Cocoooo.” you murmur hiding your face in his shoulder, arms around his waist.

“Don’t be shy ma, you’re fucking amazing. I love your skills.”

Cue the cashier swooning at the two of you.

Finding unique liquor stores and getting tipsy on samples. It becomes twice as fun when locals, and other tourists alike, start discussing the Marfa lights with you, and you and Coco impress everyone with your ideas.

Being invited to a bonfire smoke session with the other El Cosmico guests when you get back.

Sketching Coco by the firelight, because he’s the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen in that moment, and now he’s officially yours.

The sex being on another level of intimate that night, because all day you and Coco have been engaging in your respective love languages, and it culminates in mutual need for each other.

The drive to Roswell being more tolerable for Coco, but he still misses his bike. Your excitement about AlienFest is so palpable however, he quickly forgets.

Your hotel being more conventional, but the people you meet making up for it. Finally, you and Coco aren’t the weirdest ones in the room.

Taking the time before the festival starts to check in with friends and family and accumulate odd souvenirs for them. You believe Coco is intentionally getting them stuff they’ll hate.

“Taza won’t wear that baby, he has better taste in jewelry than UFO earrings.”

“Ok, but can he bitch about us not getting him anything? Plus, you can guilt anyone into anything.”

Doing cute edible pastries at the festival.

“You know Aliens are demons right? Jack Parsons and L. Ron Hubbard were doing summoning rituals in the Mojave in 1946, and Roswell was the following year.”

“Word?…Shit. Tell me that again when we’re not rolling. I wanna read about it………you’re so smart mami.”

Coco realizing between every snack stop, every dance he shares with you, every trinket you pick up, and every little conspiracy tidbit you share, that you’re his wife now. That the peace he’s been feeling all week, that he thought he’d never have, is going to be his new normal.

New Orleans (EZ)

You and EZ both enjoy engaging with history and culture, and felt that your honeymoon should be built off of your shared interests. During your meticulous wedding planning, it was decided New Orleans would be the honeymoon destination. It didn’t hurt that you missed your southern roots too, even if you weren’t from New Orleans.

Traveling with EZ is a dream considering you’re both pretty organized, together people. He’s not afraid of flying, but you’re always a little nervous.

EZ being Best Husband™️ and soothing even the most minor of your stresses by turning your attention to the excitement of your trip and your new relationship status.

Teasing EZ in-flight won’t get you Mile High Club initiated, because he finds it much more entertaining to punish you by letting you work the both of you up, and making you stay that way for the duration of the flight. He’s got enough will power to suffer through it, because your soft whines make it worth it.

The airbnb is everything it was promised to be, and you’d appreciate that later, but all you can think of is your husband when you step through the door. That’s the other half of why EZ likes to leave you waiting. Your aggression and exclusive desire for him gets, and keeps, him hard.

It rains the following day, which is just as well, because neither of you are quite ready to stop physically expressing your love for each other. The day consists of ordering food, falling out of your clothes and onto each other, separating to read, falling back on each other, and quick naps.

Angel sending mocking texts in your Reyes group about how you’re trying to turn his brother bamma like you, only to stop when you threaten him with no souvenirs.

EZ and you taking responsibility for your own tour because let’s face it, you both know exactly what you want to see, and can plan a more satisfying tour for the both of you. You take turns deciding where to go next.

When it’s his turn, EZ picks an art museum, and can’t quit smiling about it. You think it’s because he picked a place he really wanted to go to.

“Babe, I have a surprise for you.”

“What?” your excitement always makes EZ’s heart race with his own.

He hands you the guide brochure he picked up at the door, folded to the section he wants you to look at.

“Faith Ringgold exhibit?!”

He hums and nods, grunting when you knock into him with a hug.

“Thank you for thinking of me. I love you.” you look up at him, eyes shining with unshed tears and he just kisses you, afraid he’ll cry if he says anything.

The two of you avoid the tourist trap spots for lunch and find a cute family owned cafe. You order for the both of you based on what you know about southern cuisine and both of your tastes.

You love watching EZ fall in love with the food as he keeps asking “Can you make this?” about everything he eats.

The two of you walking through the Garden District in the evening. Hands swinging between you with no plans but to admire the beautiful homes and foliage.

EZ noting how awestruck you are, and you describing what you love about the historic, towering homes.

He catches that when you describe what your dream home in the area would be, he and your future children are mentioned frequently, and it makes butterflies dance in his stomach. He can picture your family in the yards around him.

The two of you almost make it back to your Airbnb, but give into your baser urges after all the domestic conversation. EZ pulls you into an alley for a quickie, the two of you fighting to silence the other’s vocal expression.

You teasing EZ after that he’s more like his brother than he thinks. Him teasing back the two of you would’ve been caught and arrested if he was like Angel.

The following day is relaxed and less planned. The both of you getting thoughtful gifts for each member of your family, blood and otherwise. EZ scores major points for the gifts he suggests for your mom and dad, and you kind of want to jump him again.

EZ is glad you’re impressed, but it’s nothing to him. It all comes naturally because he loves you so much, and refuses to be anything other than the husband he knows you deserve.

AN:

I didn’t want to add this, cuz I wanted to end on a sweet note, but you just know Angel would accidentally send that vid to one of his boys.

Personally, I lose it for shit like this. Anything domestic in writings is my jam, so I decided to make these headcanons.

- Fun fact: Jet Ski is kind of like Bandaid in that it’s become the generic term for “personal water vehicles”, but it’s actually a specific brand’s name for their PWVs. I learned this while writing this enjoy💀.

#mayans mc #mayans imagine #angel reyes #angel reyes x reader #coco cruz #coco cruz x reader #ez reyes #ez reyes x reader #reader insert #angel reyes imagine #coco cruz imagine #ez reyes imagine

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stickynotestoletters · 3 years

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may i ask for some poly relationship w larry & sal x male reader hcs?

Ah! Of course! :) Sorry I've been taking so long school is getting to me cause of finals;-;

Warnings: Noncannon compliant (their parents aren't together, no one dies, etc), NSFW (implied teen NSFW otherwise they're out of highschool), no weird cult stuff but they still ghost hunt, more modernish (?) phones and stuff

Sal x Male Reader x Larry hcs

highschool

I think that Sal and Larry would have gotten together before you got there

Like, I say gotten together but the way they started it was literally best friends that were super hornknee and decided to have sex together

They started then developing romantic feelings for each other though

And although the sex dynamic wasn't perfect (refer to my Sal x reader NSFW fic) it was good and they loved each other

It became an on and off thing until they actually worked it out

they talked about it and decided that it was better that they stay friends until they can sort out their own sexual desires and endeavors

Sal didn't even know he could do both as a switch and verse so he wanted to just re-examine his sexual self

And Larry was okay with that

So they decided to date but just without sex for a while

Then you moved to Nockfell their sophomore year

and god were you cool

Sal was the first one to see you in the hallway

It wasn't love at first sight really

He thought you were cool and he wanted to talk to you

Then that same day he told Larry about you during lunch

"I want to talk to him I just don't know how to approach him"

"Oh, well who is it?"

Ngl Larry was kinda jealous about how flustered Sal was getting at the prospect of a new friend but then Sal pointed at you and Larry was like "Oh, okay, I get it."

So Larry just approaches you

It was kinda to tease Sal about how shy he was being

Also kinda because you looked rad as fuck

So Larry approaches you sitting at a table alone

You were actually quite chill

You were happy since no one was approaching you

You guys hit it off and ended up becoming really good friends!

So for the duration of your sophomore year and the summer of your junior year, you guys were really good pals and hung out a lot

Then Larry started developing feelings first

And he was super confused since he knew he still liked Sal, no doubt about it

So he was just super confused and conflicted because he didn’t want to break up with Sal

So during, about the first half, of all of your junior year he kept this to himself and tried to keep himself from feeling for you

Sal on the other hand already accepted his feelings, he realized it later than Larry

And he read yp on what being polygamous meant

So although there was a lot of confusion at first he figured it's no different from people in love triangles

He realizes it a couple weeks after Larry and decides to bring this up to Larry during winter break

The conversation pretty much just went like Sal explaining polyamory to Larry for an hour

They end up deciding to just wait a bit and try to flirt with you individually

you know,

because they don't remember that you don't know they're attracted to you at this point

So basically you think that they're both trying to cheat on each other for the week they're flirting with you

At the end of that week, you tell them to meet you together

And they don't know any better than to meet you

And then you come to them, don't let them explain, and cry because you don't want two of your best friends to cheat on each other like this even though you like them

And then they realize why you're saying this

So although this was not the time they expected to confess to you they told you what they were trying to do

So you just sat there

With these two idiots

and told them "No guys, cause I was literally having a breakdown about losing my two best friends."

And they confess to you

and everything is emotional and raw and you accept

Your guys' dynamic doesn't change because you’re dating now

The only difference is you guys make out together and show lots more pda

although you always bring up what they did when they were trying to give you hints

"We just really wanted to flirt with you okay??? Is it such a crime to want your crush to fall for you???"

"When you guys don't explain you're looking to expand your relationship, yes. Yes, it is Larry."

"He's kind of right babe-"

"SAL-"

Y'all spend a lot of time communicating with each other on stuff like that now

Your senior year goes without any bumps between all of you and you then graduate

College Dynamic

so you and the gang (except Ash, she moves to the city of course) goes and makes a college house

once you all move in together there it's a new routine

You all agreed and talked about the move together and what it would entail

And then you all finally realized how different it was from a monogamous relationship it was

But you all had your learning curves within the relationship

You find out more about their dynamic as a couple

For example, Larry and Sal never liked to fall asleep without you anymore

They had trouble sleeping without you beforehand and the first time you all slept in the same bed together it was just... so... peaceful

They'll spoon and cuddle without you individually (Sal is always the big spoon with Larry)

but they just love falling asleep next to you

They also refuse to do homework without you there

Even if it's just the simplest this they're just gonna need to have you in the room to finish it

Sal likes to make songs about you guys

He records them and edits some but he never lets you two listen to them

"It's just embarrassing if you two were to listen to it. It's like confessing my love for you guys all over again except I can't hide behind the mask."

So until he decides to release his songs online or plays those at gigs he's never going to let you listen to them

Larry likes to paint you guys

His paintings of you before the "disaster confession" were okay, it just looked like he was making a painting of a friend, except for the occasional rose

But now he paints you and draws you two whenever he can

He finds it funny how flustered you and Sal get whenever he makes suggestive paintings or sketches of you two

One time he painted a whole sex portrait of you and Sal together (A 12 by 28 specifically) hung it upright in front of the door to your rooms and didn't tell anyone

So after you and Sal got home that day you were welcomed with Larry lounging on your bed with the giant picture of you fucking Sal next to him

It was definitely beautiful though, even if it's hard to call your nudes beautiful

"Larry Johnson, this painting, as always, masterful. Beautiful craftsmanship but please-" "-we mean this in the most loving way possible Larry-" "-STOP PAINTING OUR NUDES BABE"

He put it away to be hung up in your apartment for when you all move out

Non-College Life

Once you all finish college you guys move into an apartment outside of Nockfell

The minute after you and Sal leave to get food Larry puts up all his private paintings of you guys

It's funny to him

I imagine you guys moving to a really populated city

Somewhere where it's a good place for people wanting to have creative jobs but still close to Nockfell

Maybe not back to New Jersey but probably not as far as New York or LA

you guys do all the cute stuff you never got to in Nockfell together

It's not like the majority of Nockfell was homophobic, mostly just the people who went to the church

But a lot more of them didn't think that polyamory was possible

So now it's easier

It's not like you never experience any polyphobia anymore but it's easier because you're in a more open-minded place

Sal's favorite thing is to go to concerts now

And pride

He also likes coffee house dates too

Larry gets hit on a lot though whenever you guys go out anywhere though

He finds it funny how jealous you both get

Sometimes if he wants Sal to get really mad he'll play along

But most of the time he shuts it down before it begins

Sal gets hit on a lot at concerts the most though

He gets kind of awkward about it, he's not going to edge them on but he gets uncomfortable enough to just not know how to shut them down

Usually, you and Larry will just appear behind him and whisk him away

Larry likes to use it as teasing leverage for a good rough one that night but you usually make sure he's okay with it before Larry does anything

You get hit on the most casually

Here and there but there aren't really specific places

It just sort of happens

You mostly shut them down alone

But occasionally you'll have to go to Sal and Larry if they're persistent

And they'll be mean too

One of the first times you saw Sal and Larry ever legitimately get that mean was when you got hit on in a club and they both just pulled you behind them and absolutely ripped the person a new one

You guys really like to stay at home if you guys have dates though that way everyone feels included

But when you all do go around together it's always specifically for three people you never tell anyone it's a date for dinner reservations, you always make sure you go on rides everyone wants to go on at amusement parks, and hey if worse comes to worst smoking is a group activity (if you have asthma or any other breathing condition Larry makes you edibles if you really wanna do edibles with them)

Starting jobs there are tough and all but you make it off your feet

Sal ends up booking a lot of gigs and Larry's commission request skyrocket when he moves to the city and makes a blog about his art

You all get an apartment with affordable rent and one that allows Gizmo

I hc that Gizmo is an esp but I don't know if that's real

So regardless you'll still be able to have room for him

Sal proposes to both of you

You guys talked about marriage and decided that it would be easier legally to just not get married through a court

So you guys have a friends wedding and Gizmo is the ring bearer

You guys don't get a fancy venue or anything

You guys all just have a city wedding

NSFW

So, the first time you all decide to hook up it's mostly just very communicative rules beforehand

Sal is more comfortable with being fucked than fucking someone else at most times but "It's not like I never want to stick my dick in you two" as he puts it

He also likes background music on most of the time

It's kinda weird if there isn't just a little bit of music

It isn't really bothersome, you guys keep it below 20 at most times

Sal's also super submissive

He liked it rough, make him cry out for you two

A bit of a pillow prince

Especially enjoys being tied up by you two

gags and blindfolds are on the table

Although whenever he does feel up to fucking you and Larry he'll usually end up having you two ride him because he gets to be such a mess with you two unless he's jealous or upset

Usually, when he's upset he's gonna lift you two up and fuck you against the headboard or wherever you two are if he's impatient enough

One time you were chilling with Larry in your bedroom and he was painting over his easel

Sal burst through the door where it slammed back on itself and closed itself

He then tracks his eyes on you

immediately asks you "Can I please fuck you right now"

and as soon as your safe word and consent comes out of your mouth he's holding you down on the bed and fucking into you so hard you can barely breath

Larry doesn't mind it and just continues painting with you moaning and being so pathetic in the background of his music

He kinda finds it funny because before you all got together and he and Larry would angry fuck it never worked out

Sal was just being a brat most of the time because Larry still wouldn't let him fuck him submissively

Speaking of which, Larry's more comfortable with being dominant, he'll bottom but only if he can still be dominant otherwise forget it

Larry's just a rough fucker anyway

He really likes pushing and holding you two up against walls when he fucks you guys

He likes showing off the muscles he got helping his mom with handy work and stuff like that

The first time he did this was to Sal when you were studying in your guy's room

You said you didn't really wanna participate today so they fucked like they would without you

And so they're talking back and forth, teasing each other

and Larry corners him

And just

lifts him up

It looked like he was just lifting a bag of sugar up

Sal seemed weightless as Larry just rocks into him

It was one of the hottest things you'd seen at the time so you joined them

You do that a couple more times but then it just becomes normal and you decide you need to start finishing all those assignments

Larry does that to you one on one as well without Sal but it happens to Sal a lot more spontaneously

Larry though is kinkier than Sal in some respects

He'll try anything at least once "Lisa didn't raise no bitch-"

He's really into breeding and long fucking sessions though

Like, lowkey he has omegaverse fantasies

Not because of the weird stuff just because a lot of the time..... they have breeding written in

He'll never admit to reading any of it but you know he has at least once

Super into dirty talk

And he's really good at it

He also had a praise kink and a degradation kin

He likes degrading you and you telling him thank you and how good he's treating a filthy little brat like you

"What're my filthy little brats good for other than sucking my dick so well. Taking me so well like the dirty little whores you are?"

"Yes sir-" "-we're made for your big cock-" "-thank you for fucking us like this-"

He especially likes breeding you and having Sal suck you off while he does it, he finds your crying cute

And an added bonus is rewarding Sal after for it

You guys talk about long-term consent and all that and decide that it's a good idea, you all trust and love each other so there isn't a problem

lol this kinda went to shit at the end but I still like it enough! Thanks for the Sally Face request I really like this game and the dynamic between a poly reader hc :)

-Laika

#poly reader #poly Sallarry #sallarry #sallarry x reader #sallarry x male reader #sally face #sally face x Larry #sal x larry #larry x reader #sal x reader #sal x larry x reader #noncannon compliant #sally face smut #sallarry smut #sal x larry x male reader smut

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sirthisisa-wendys · 4 years

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The Bet: Geto Suguru x Fem!Reader

synopsis: While on vacation, Gojo makes a bet that Geto just can’t refuse.

words: 1677

tw: nsfw, heavy smut, and bondage, baybeeee

Vacation sounded nice.

When Suguru said “vacation” and “we” and “are going” all in the same sentence, you first squint your eyes at him, noting the last time he had said those words, you ended up sitting on the floor of the hotel watching a B-rated horror flick while he laid in bed, snoring the night away. But he promised this time would be different, mentioned a beach, and then had you hooked.

The beach was there; that was a fact. You actually went to the beach earlier, splashing around in the ocean after making a very amature sand castle and burying Satoru in the sand. But now, you were sitting in the adjoining suite with Satoru and some girl he had picked up from a local club, your legs in Suguru’s lap while you talked, absolutely sober.

“I bet you all of the money in my wallet that y/n won’t survive thirty-minutes of being tied up.” Gojo laughs, a long arm slung around the random brunette who giggles a little at the bet. “She’ll be begging you to untie her before you cum, Geto.” Suguru tilts his head at Satoru, stroking your bare legs in his lap and calculating the possibility of beating Satoru’s odds. You don’t know how they got onto the topic of rope and the art of tying someone up, but here you were; the focus of this particular unwarranted conversation.

“I wouldn’t be so sure… You’re pretty resilient - aren’t you, kitten?” He asks, patting your thigh with certainty. You just nod, half-interested in the conversation, half hoping they would just leave well enough alone and Satoru would waltz off to fuck the woman to his left.

The woman in question eyes you carefully from her perch on the couch, fully relaxing into the white-haired sorcerer’s chest. Little did she know that this would be her one and only debut because Gojo never dipped in the same pot twice. Ever. So you effectively ignore her and answer Suguru’s question.

“I’m sure I can handle it.”

You really thought “tied up” meant both wrists bound or even a simple frog tie. But your hands are bound behind you in reverse prayer, with your legs tied up in some other position that Suguru had mentioned to you as he worked. You wonder for a moment where he got the rope and if this had been Satoru and his plan all along.

But the thoughts fade as you watch the sorcerer work his magic, taking care to exert minimal pressure with his movements and check the tightness with fidelity. The sound of the thick rope running through his fingers arouses you more than the positions he contorts you into, and before long you are absolutely helpless to his every whim and wish with no ability to move of your own will. When Suguru finishes, he runs a hand over your back, admiring his handiwork with a sweet smile.

“It’s been a minute since I’ve done this…” he murmurs, peeling off his clothes slowly. His arm muscles ripple in the dim lighting of the room, and you feel saliva pooling in your mouth. “But you look just as beautiful as I thought you would.” As a final touch, Suguru reaches into his suitcase and pulls out a bar gag, looking at the device before deciding that yes, he would like to use it. “I need your consent,” he states, and you nod your head, eager to feel the contraption between your lips. A relaxing sensation sweeps over you after the gag is put into place, and you rest your head on the sheets in surrender.

“You’re being so good for me tonight,” your lover coos, swiping a hand over your pussy. You groan at the contact, constricting on nothingness until he slides a finger into you. You quickly discover that the gag is a barrier to all speech except the guttural sounds you make, and your desire to be vocal about your pleasure heightens. Now that you can’t touch yourself, the sensations are enhanced exponentially, and you squirm beneath Suguru’s touch. “If something doesn’t feel right, I need you to shake your head twice, understand?” You nod, and he adds a finger while tugging on an exposed nipple. The sound that wrenches itself from your throat is needy and heady and absolutely filled with lust, and your head begins to spin.

Suguru removes his fingers quickly, making you cry out, but it isn’t long before they’re replaced with his cock nudging at your entrance. When he enters you, you hear him mutter a long string of curses, more than he’s ever uttered before in one sentence to your knowledge.

“Oh my fucking god, this shit is so motherfucking good.” You whimper when he begins to move inside of you, the familiar wet slapping sounds filling the room. You hope Satoru and his little plaything can’t hear you enjoying yourself, but you’re sure Suguru has plans to make your moans the soundtrack of the night. As you jostle back and forth with each stroke, there’s a distinct sense of pain you feel from the rope against your skin. Not that it was too much, but the pain added another layer of stimulation that you couldn’t quite describe in any other word except incredible.

Suguru sounds like a dying man as he plows into you, and you answer his pants and grunts with your own. “Seeing you like this makes me… oh, shit… it makes me feel so good, y/n. You’re such a beautiful woman… all tied up and...” He couldn’t finish his words as he moved inside of you, but you knew that this was exactly what turned him on: the fact that you were absolutely helpless without him made him feel invincible. The power dynamic is switched, and here you are, beholden to his every move. He wanted to be the one to give you pleasure, not anyone else; not even yourself. He held the cards in his hands, and he wouldn’t let anyone have them.

So when you tumble over into your first orgasm of the night, you know he’s swelling up with pride as he continues ramming into your soaking wet cunt. “Cum for me…” he whispers as you moan around the bar in your mouth. “That’s exactly what you’re supposed to do.”

Afterwards, he unties your hands, rubbing feeling back into them before re-tying them together in front of you. Instead of looping the rope around your wrists until it runs out, he deftly ties the ends around the restraints on your legs, making your arms stretch out between your thighs. Your fingers are so close to your pussy that you can feel the heat coming from it, but when you try to touch your clit, you find that it’s nearly impossible to do so.

“We’ve got about fifteen more minutes,” Suguru murmurs into your ear, kissing your temple. “Think you can hold on?” You nod eagerly, hoping he can give you at least two more orgasms in that time frame. “Wonderful,” he answers, and takes his position behind you again. Except this time, there are no fingers or his cock… His tongue soaks into your cunt with precision, both hands resting on your ass cheeks.

At the unexpected feeling, your head shoots up, tugging on your restraints a little. But Suguru ignores the movement and continues his agonizing, languid procession up and down your pussy, circling around your clit and back. His appreciation for your taste is evident in the sounds he makes, the humming down below stimulating you further.

“Mmmph!” You grunt in response to his teeth grazing your clit before his tongue soothes the dull ache, flicking the bud back and forth. Your fingers extend out painfully, trying to anchor on anything as Suguru tortures you. But you fall over into the nothingness again, eyes drifting to the back of your head as you tremble beneath him.

Your orgasm hasn’t even fully ended when he re-enters you, beginning his strokes. A wet sensation runs down your ass and the pressure from a single finger on your asshole startles you, making you jerk again. “You can take it…” Suguru whispers, pressing his thumb into your asshole with slight difficulty. “There you go.”

The combined pressure from his cock and the finger in your ass drives you wild. Nevermind the fact that you were tied up; this was an entirely different level of satisfaction: ecstasy.

Tears slip from your eyes and your body begins to feel the ache of an overwhelming experience. Reality is no more. You are no more. The universe? It’s all composed of this.

The gag is drenched with your saliva and Suguru tosses his head back, a pained inhale dragging into his throat. “Fuck, I’m so close…” You try to buck your hips or at least attempt to reach your clit one last time so you can cum with him and completely black out, and you’re almost unsuccessful until you feel his cock twitch fiercely in your pussy. And that’s when your soul is snatched out of your body.

You’re deaf to the loudest groan you’ve ever made, blind to the sight of Suguru tilting back and pressing his eyes closed due to the force of his orgasm, and numb to the feeling of him shooting long streams of cum into your cunt.

The blackout doesn’t last forever, but you wish it had.

The timer beeps, ropes come undone, the gag comes off, and you’re covered in a thick blanket before Suguru presses an infinite number of kisses to your face and neck. You feel as if you’d smoked the best weed in the world, but you know the high only stems from the man who is holding you close and whispering tender words into your ear. Before you can close your eyes and shut out the world around you, a kiss is pressed to the inside of your right wrist, Suguru places your hand on his heart, and whispers,

“Satoru better not be broke.”

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First Times

“Jae”, you whispered, gaining his attention, “We will still be best friends after this, right?”

He pulls you closer to him, making your face rest on his naked chest. He smelled like sweat and that intense body spray, like those days he came back from his basketball practice to meet you under the treehouse. He smelled like home.

pairing: childhood friend/ceo! jaehyun x fem! reader

genre: smut, angst

word count: 6.584k

warnings: loss of virginity, then not so virgin sex lol, squirting

summary: “Jaehyun had been your best friend ever since you were 7 years old, but after a certain incident he disappears, without informing you of his whereabouts. You had come to terms with the fact that you’ll never see him again until your paths cross unexpectedly, meeting as boss and employee”

a/n: I feel like ceo! jaehyun fics are overwritten so I tried to focus more on the childhood friends to lovers aspect, giving it a little twist

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There was no way that was him.

When you were 10 years old you couldn’t wait to have your first kiss. You were plain obsessed with the romance dramas that were playing on tv, your mom complaining about having to witness the same unrealistic tropes over and over again, but you stayed frozen in front of the screen.

Why were the characters so caught up in the thought of seeing each other? Why were they willing to risk everything they had for the other person? You were curious to find out about the love the grown ups talked about, and playing mommy and daddy with the neighbor’s son, Jaehyun, wasn’t cutting it anymore.

He was waiting for you in his treehouse, preparing his toys for your playdate. A table of pots and cutlery on one side of the room and a battlefield with ships on the other. He preferred when you two dueled for the “fate of your country”, but he knew you liked to play house so he compromised. One hour of what you like and one hour of what he liked, that’s what his mom had said.

You stomped inside, your pout not matching his excited smile.

“Finally, you’re here! Can we play my games first? My uncle got me new soldiers, look!” He ran up to you, a bunch of different green miniatures in his hands. You didn’t bother to spare him a glance, too caught up in your personal drama.

“I don’t want to play games,” you whined, “I want a boyfriend!”

Jaehyun blinked a couple times, confused. “But you have one, me. I am your friend and I am a boy”

You threw your head back in frustration, groaning so loudly that the rest of the neighborhood probably heard you. “Noo it’s not the same! We don’t kiss on the lips and stuff!”

The little boy came closer to you, scowling. He was starting to get really impatient with your whining over these dramas that you liked so much. So what if you don’t kiss and stuff? It’s no big deal anyways!

He grabbed your ears, bringing you closer to his face and he gave you a small peck. Your first kiss.

“There. Will you play with me now?”

When you turned 18 you exchanged your love for dramas with a love for art. You also exchanged your calculus workbooks for oil paints and acrylics, busy with piecing together a portfolio that would get you accepted into art school. There was one thing that stayed stable in your life, however, that followed you from childhood into adolescence.

“Hey, sorry for being late, basketball practice took longer than I expected”, Jaehyun apologized and joined you at his backyard. The treehouse had gotten too old for inhabiting but the trunk you were currently lied against served its purpose as your current hangout after school.

“Hey”, you sniffled and he finally noticed how watery your eyes were. He dropped his sportsbag immediately, and sat next to you on the slightly moist grass, your arms touching.

“I’m guessing Mark denied your offer to go to the prom with you?”

You nodded, hiding your face in his embrace before he sees you crying. Being Jaehyun’s friend wasn’t always easy. His easygoing personality and good looks on top of being president of four school clubs made him one of the most popular kids in high school. You reminded yourself that he’s still the same boy you’ve always known, that you don’t have to feel threatened by the army of girls always clinging by his sides, but it was hard. It was hard to recount your rejection from this morning when he probably has never truly felt that feeling before. Even with his college applications pending, you knew he’d be successful. Any institution would be crazy to miss up on him, and the rest of the world felt that way about him too.

“I don’t wanna talk about it”, you mumble, leaning back before you stain his t-shirt even more, “Did Mina find the dress she is gonna wear after all?”

Your genuine worry for his prom date, even after your failed promposal, broke his heart. You were always so empathetic, so selfless, so nice to him. He didn’t have it in him to let you stay in your state of misery.

“Nothing”, he blurted, rushing to explain after seeing the confused look on your face, “she bailed on me last minute”.

That was a lie, but you didn’t have to know that. Jaehyun cancelling on his date would be a dick move, he knew that, but you being happy was his priority. It always has, at least as long as he was still here. “So if you didn’t mind, I was thinking we go together? As friends of course”

“Jae! I love you!”

You tackled him with a hug, the grass tickling his neck and he just laughed at the adorable screech you let out. You both stayed there enjoying the chill evening, talking about renting cars and matching outfits.

He let you rant about the dress you’ve chosen to wear and he promised to convince his parents to leave his house empty for the after party.

The prom night was the last time you saw Jung Jaehyun. There you two were, sprawled out on his bed and tired off your asses, spending what seemed like the most fun night of your life together. Your feet were in blisters from all the dancing, head spinning from the after-party vodka. Jaehyun had turned his head towards you, tie undone and staring at a piece of glitter that had fallen on your collarbone. He looked as handsome as ever in his suit, red eyes glued on you and a satisfied smile on his face.

“Your parents are gonna be so mad when they see the mess on their carpet. I told you not to get Jungwoo drunk”

Jaehyun laughed, his deep laugh reverbrating through the room. “Not if you tell them in the morning. They can’t get mad at you. You told your mom you’re staying over, right?”

You nodded, maybe shaking your head a lot longer than needed but your tipsy self wanted to make sure you got your message across.

“You know”, you started with a snicker, “she gave me like a million condoms for tonight. Probably thought I was planning on losing my virginity like any teenager with a social life”

He kept staring at you, eyes lazily taking in the sight of your pretty smile. “Yeah, same with my dad. I think that’s the only reason why they gave me the house”

You whipped your head to face him at the speed of light, mouth gaped open and staring at him incredulously. “Jae, you’re a virgin??”

It was hard to believe. I mean sure, you hadn’t had any experience in the sex department either but you were, well, you. Shy with new people, horrible at flirting and a bit standoff-ish if you were being honest. But your best friend, as likable and good looking as he was, had never been with a girl before?

“Well, yeah, I was just kinda- I was waiting for the right person, you know? Someone to make it memorable”

You sighed, relating with his words but also...

“I just wish I could get it over with”, you confess and you saw Jaehyun gulp visibly. He was glancing at the nothingness on his ceiling, lost in his thoughts.

“Yeah”

The silence lasted for a few minutes, only the distant sound of a passing police car interrupting it. He sat on his knees, the conversation sobering him up significantly. “Remember when you wanted to have your first kiss and I just did it so you wouldn’t complain about it anymore?”

You smile fondly at the memory, waiting for him to continue. There was somewhere he was getting at.

“Well, we both want to not be virgins anymore, right? So let’s just do it”

You felt an electric tension growing between you. It was like you were holding two magnets, begging to touch each other but you still held them apart, because if you let go you just knew things would never be the same again.

Jaehyun leaned in, dunking his head at the last minute and kissing your neck instead. It was tentative, a kiss that tested the waters. He was still holding back, wanting to make sure you wanted this as much as he wanted it too. You scooted closer to him, placing your legs to frame his closed knees, putting his face gently in your hands.

His pupils were dilated, shifting to a million places but your voice managed to make him concentrate to your eyes solely. You could hear his heartbeat bumping in his chest.

“Jae, I love you. You have to trust me, ok?”

“Okay” he nodded, eyes wide open and sincere, “I love you too, so much”

You kiss him finally, and the room around you spun even more. The feeling was strangely comfortable, yet your lungs were struggling to do their job. In that moment, it felt like everything in the world was the way it was supposed to be, and you two were a part of that bigger, perfectly orchestrated picture.

He grabbed you by your waist, bringing you over his lap. His fingers danced from your thighs to the zipper of your dress, the cool midnight air spreading goosebumps on your back. You help him out by pulling your straps down, staying in your strapless bra.

“If I knew what was gonna happen tonight I would wear cuter underwear”, you mutter and Jaehyun chuckles. Why did your heart skip a beat at the sound? It’d be a lie to say you hadn’t found yourself staring at your best friend a minute too long in the past, but tonight- Tonight the effect he had on you held an intensity that you’ve never felt before.

“Underwear can only help you out so much. They can’t do wonders”

“Wow Jae, way to make me drier that the Sahara desert”

He dipped back down to your throat, sucking at the soft skin over your collarbones and earning an embarassingly high-pitched moan from you. You felt him smile against your neck as he licked over the nibbled flesh in little circles, wishing he would repeat that motion on another part of your body.

“We’ll see about that”

As if he wanted to prove his point, he grinds you over his erection, lighting your insides on fire. Your dress was short, meaning that you could feel all of him-and it seemed like a whole lot- over your panties that were damping up.

“Show me your tits and I’ll show you mine”

Jaehyun laughed at your comment; ridiculous yet successful at calming his ragged breath down. The buttons of his dress shirt opened one by one, each of them revealing another inch of his smooth chest. His skin was glowing, and his abs proved that puberty was starting to work its wonders on him.

You trace your fingers over two moles on his chest, leaving soft kisses over them. You could feel his pulse on your lips, fast and pumping blood all over his body. Despite his attempts at staying collected over the loss of his virginity, you realized that he was probably as nervous and scared as you are.

“Your turn”, he whispered, bringing you back into the moment. You reach back to unclasp your bra, freeing your boobs, and a smile cracked on your lips at Jaehyun’s reaction.

He stayed frozen and gawking at your chest, hands twitching and not knowing what to do with the sight you so generously offered him. Bringing his hands into your own, you place them over your mounds, guiding him into squeezing them. He continues on his own, pinching your nipples as he leans forward for another kiss, probably to hide his evident blush from you.

The making out continued, leaving you both with only your underpants on. He places you on your back, and starts petting your clit over your panties, the motion so soft it drove you insane. Hungry for more.

You started whining, grinding forwards against his fingers and he chuckled, pulling the fabric away to leave you uncovered. The chilly air was quickly exchanged with the feeling of his warm digits, causing a different kind of shivering.

When he inserted the first finger in you, you felt like your whole body was burning up with a high fever. You’d done this again, with your ex-boyfriend in summer camp but it definitely didn’t feel as sinful and delicious and pleasureable as this. It pulled at a knot in your stomach, begging to be untangled and Jaehyun was taking his sweet time with you. Quick circles on your swollen bud and a nibble on your neck, that’s what it took for him to enjoy you shaking through an orgasm.

“Fuck, you’re so beautiful”

You looked angelic with the sweat trickling down your chest, skin glowing in the limelight and Jaehyun would just sit and stare if it wasn’t for the tent in his boxers that was screaming for attention. Pulling at the soft fabric, you sprung him free and the boldness that came when you did started to evaporate. It hit you in that moment, that he had seen all of you and now you saw all of him- yes you had been best friends for years but this intimacy was unprecedented. And you liked the feeling.

You put him in your grasp, moving your fist in a pivoting motion with his precum as your lubricant. He throws his head back with a grunt that almost made you cum a second time and urged you to pick up the pace. Unsure of what to do next, you licked your other palm and started to massage his balls hoping he liked it. He did by the sound of his moans, but stopped you abruptly, scaring you that you accidentally did something wrong in your inexperience.

“If you continue like this I’m gonna cum. Let’s do this“

You swallow on nothing and reach to your jacket on the floor for the condoms your mum gave you.

“Want a pink one? A green maybe? Blue?”, you joke and he pets your hair lovingly, looking down at you.

“Blue. Your favourite colour”

You smiled warmly at his response, satisfied with your decision to share this moment with your best friend. With someone who knew you so well.

Unwrapping the plastic, you placed the rubber over his hardness with shaking hands, following the instructions as best as you could. Jaehyun leaned down over you, planting a dozen kisses over your face as he positioned himself over your entrance.

“Ready?”

You nodded, giving him permission to dip his tip in, the first inches stretching you out nicely. The wetness caused by your orgasm helped your situation a lot, the slickness allowing him to dive a little deeper. Then, the stinging started, making you hiss and he kissed you immediately, trying to soothe you.

“I know, baby, I know. I’m sorry. We have to go through the hard part now ok?”

The nickname playing over and over again in your head gave you the patience needed to endure him bottoming out, along with the first thrusts. It was uncomfortable, but the feeling of him inside you, of the two of you coming together as one, released some chemical in your brain that made most of the pain go away. He took his fingers from your hips to gently pat away the teardrops staining your cheeks.

“That’s it baby, you’re doing so well”

His words and the feeling of his cock dragging against your walls drew a moan out of your half open mouth, the sound carrying on the air you two shared and landing on Jaehyun’s lips. There was a tension on your belly and something told you it wasn’t just physical, more like an emotional revelation, a fire already ignited but flared up by this incident. Your feelings towards your childhood friend, a love that was more than platonic.

For you, at least.

Jaehyun was young and you felt so tight around him that he didn’t take long to finish. He pulled out last minute, taking the condom out and spilling spurts of his cum all over your stomach. It earned a scowl and an eyebrow raise from you but the way he apologized, saying you “looked too beautiful to resist”, was too cute to stay mad at.

You laid back on his bed, holding hands and trying to register what just happened. The ocassional car drove by, the lights illuminating Jaehyun’s eyes that you noted were glossy. Maybe it was just as intense for him, you thought and squeezed his hands a little tighter.

“Jae”, you whispered, gaining his attention, “We will still be best friends after this, right?”

“Forever”

Forever must have a different meaning in the Jungs’s dictionary, because after that night, Jaehyun was unreachable. You tried to text him, call him, only to be ignored and faced with stupid excuses.

You thought long and hard about why your best friend suddenly decided to ghost you. Maybe he didn’t like the sex. Understandable, since it was your first time, but it’s not like you promised him a night of mind blowing love making or anything. You decided that he probably felt too awkward to talk to you after that night and you told yourself to give him some space.

Three days passed, then another, then a week and still no sign of Jaehyun. Tired of the radio silence and irritated by his attitude, you got ready to visit him at his house, confront him one-on-one.

No, you didn’t wear your favourite perfume for him. It just so happened that you chose to put on that dress he had complimented you on before. You didn’t hope for him to call you beautiful again, or have a retake of the prom night fun. The butterflies in your stomach were probably the heavy lunch you ate. Yes, it was all coincidental.

You walked down the stairs with a pep in your step, storming through your parents in the kitchen.

“And were are you going so happy, young lady?”, your dad chirps and you smile at him.

“I’m gonna go see Jaehyun real quick!”

“Real quick? To a different country? He came back already?”

You stilled at the sound of your mother’s words, confused.

“A different country? I’m going down the street to the Jungs, mom”

“Honey, the Jungs are there but not Jaehyun. He moved abroad to study Business. Didn’t he tell you?”

The ground beneath your feet seemed to melt and pull you under the third level of hell. How could he get accepted to a university and not tell you? How could he move countries and not even say goodbye? How dare he make you fall in love with him, give you the best night of your life and then leave you hanging like that?

You ran upstairs to your room, wailing in what seemed like a mixture of rage and sadness. You felt so dumb, in your sundress and shaved pussy and cute underwear you chose out for him. It was all so, so unfair and the feeling ate you alive. The feeling that you hated Jung Jaehyun.

So now, when he stands from across the room, all suited up but with the additional rank of CEO on his shoulders you couldn’t believe that it was him.

Your portfolio did get you into an art school after all, majoring in product design. Your innovative work of rebranding the latest releases, taking on the aesthetic part of the marketing, landed you a great deal in J industries. The product was good and your skills were better, so when the sales went off the roof you weren’t surprised. What you didn’t expect however, was that the boss of your boss, who was currently staring at you from across the launch party, was your childhood best friend.

Ex-best friend.

“Damn, y/n, Mr. Jung hasn’t taken his eyes off of you all night, huh?”, said Sook, the assistant marketing director who was working by your side on the project.

“Well, he should have come over and congratulate me by now. I did help save his company”

She laughed lightly, unaware for how deeply rooted your dislike for the man really was. You continue your conversation when you suddenly see her turn visibly tense, sweeping her hands on the front of her dress. Oh, you should have watched what you wished for.

“M-Mr. Jung, how are you enjoying this party? This is y/n, she did most of the designs for the campaign-”

Eyes widening in shock, you get lost in some passerbys, meddling with the other coworkers in the gathering. Sook left a little yelp when she realized you had dissolved into thin air in seconds. You could still faintly hear her apologizing merrily.

“Oh I swear she was sitting right next to me Mr. Jung”

Chatting up with friends and even strangers, you made sure you never stayed in the same place for too long. Jaehyun’s eyes were still boring holes into your face no matter where you went, a smirk plastered on his own every time he caught you checking out for him.

In a last attemp to turn invisible, you find cover on a small couch, slightly hidden by some ballon decorations and you shoved a book to your face, faking interest. But alas, a dip in the furniture next to you and the familiar woody smell soon rang a bell of danger in your head.

“You know your book is upside down, right?”

Wincing at your fatal mistake, you turn around to be faced with a pair of brown eyes you thought you’d never see again. You noticed how they’re glowing in pride and ambition and remembered how they shined that night from tears, how you tried to read through him, just like now.

“Jung. Got bored of your little staring game?”

Jaehyun had grown an inch or two since you last saw him, you notice, standing even taller in his exemplary posture. He still stuck with his long hairstyle, locks styled back sleekly and exposing his defined cheekbones. His skin was even paler than usual, glowing in the dark room. Being a CEO probably meant staying inside a lot, making tanning for his complexion almost impossible.

“Considering you applied to my company, y/n, I figured you’d come to me now as well”

Why was he using that voice around you? You‘d made fun of him numerous times in the past for that deep tone, only coming up when he was trying to woo some girl.

“I didn’t know it was your dumb company”, you start, rolling your eyes in annoyance, “I’m surprised you even remember my name”

“How could I forget the girl I went to prom with?” And took my virginity, you wanted to add but knew he censored his words on purpose. “Also, Sook mentioned your name like, five minutes ago”

“Don’t act like you don’t know what I’m talking about”

His silence was uncomfortable, thickening the atmosphere even more. You saw regret and guilt in his features, lips struggling to find the right words and hands fumbling with his tie.

“I know you’re mad, rightfully so. But please, come over to my place for a drink. For old time’s sake”. The deep voice was persistent and that’s when you realized that Jaehyun wasn’t a teenager anymore. So many years had passed since that summer, enough to mature you both physically and emotionally, yet the wound stung still so freshly.

“You can’t just choose when to re-enter my life so easily”, you huffed and started to walk away from him, when you felt his fingers wrapping gently around your wrist.

“y/n, please. I’ve missed you. One drink, that’s it”

It was so annoying, you thought as you entered his condo, how his dimples were still so effective at convincing you. It was quite luxurious, definitely bigger than your apartment and by the looks of the fancy furniture, his hard work as CEO surely paid off.

“You like it?”

“Not as much as your treehouse but it’s okay”, you reply him and he grins at the reminiscence of your old shenanigans as children.

“I’ll bring the wine”

You snooped around a bit more, examining the decorations of his living room. It was quite minimalistic, an abstract painting or two, a weird sculpture, no family pictures in sight. You always hated places like that, so lifeless, so impersonal. Jaehyun had too rich of a personality for that.

He sat on his leather couch, placing two glasses of white wine in front of him and motioning you to sit down as well. You took a seat as far away from his as possible and he winced at the distance you kept, now also turning physical.

Jaehyun started a conversation by asking you about your work at the company, then moving on to your personal life. You politely answered him, even joked about how single you are. He started recounting the start of his company, how he got the idea to begin from scratch and the hardships that came with it. As it was expected from the bachelor’s vibes his place emitted, CEO position didn’t allow for enough free time for him to meet someone new, let alone something serious. Your little meet up seemed to be going well. Too well to be exact. One glass down and you finally had enough of feigning ‘happy old friends catching up’.

“Why did you bring me here Jaehyun? Really bring me here”

The man sighed at your tone, running his fingers through his hair and messing their gelled-up styling. Getting up from his position, he finishes up his second glass and sits closer to you, body facing yours.

“I guess... I owe you an apology. For back then. I should have told you I’m moving abroad”

“Yes, Jaehyun, you should have. Especially after what we did before you left”

He closed his eyes in shame, glossy after he reopened them. A serious expression darkened his features, looking as solemn as that last night you saw him before his disappearance and hanging from your lips. “Do you regret it? Going through with it?”

“No”, you answer immediately, because it was the truth. All the guys you’ve slept with in your time as an adult, though more experienced than high-school Jaehyun, were missing that one factor that none other than your best friend could offer you. Connection, vulnerability, care. True love.

He sighs, once again, clearly relieved by your answer but still speaking in a bittersweet tone.

“Good, I would really hate myself if you did. I was just, so scared you’d forget about me. I had to know you’d remember me. Then you said this whole thing about wanting to have our first time and-“. You knew it was the wine in his system that caused his rambling. Jaehyun wasn’t one to stumble on his words, definitely not sentimental like that. But alcohol seemed to bring you closer when in need and at the right time so you let it, once again, and you let him finish. “-and you looked so beautiful that I couldn’t help myself. If I knew you’d grow up to look like this I would have never-“

He stopped himself mid sentence, regretting sharing more. You, however, weren’t done with this conversation yet. There were so many years spent repenting your friendship, so many questions running through your head, and you weren’t leaving this room until they got answered.

“If you didn’t want me to forget you that much then why not tell me you got accepted to a university abroad? I was your best friend!”. Your words were emotionally charged, unwillingly making your voice turn up in volume. It was as if you turned back into the little girl crying in her bedroom, finally getting the chance to say all those things she was screaming in her pillow. “I would be so happy for you, I loved you”

“Yes you did! You literally said that every single day!”, Jaehyun yelled back, startling you, “And every single time it was as if you jabbed a knife in my chest! Did you know how much it killed me? To hear this from my best friend I’d been in love with for the past 10 years?”

“You- you were in love with me?”, you ask dumbly, voice light in disbelief, a stark difference from Jaehyun’s a second ago.

He settled his breathing, hands fixing his hair once again in abashment.

“I knew that if I told you I had to go abroad you would get all sad and start crying and I wouldn’t be able to see you like that. I knew that the moment you’d tell me you miss me I would drop everything to be with you. That night that we had sex.. I didn’t plan it but I thought it would be better for you if I made you hate me. And when I saw you again today- it felt like not one day had passed since high school. I didn’t know how to approach you, what to say. I’m sorry”

You sat there in shock, connecting the dots in your brain. All the feelings you were trying to repress around him, the lingering glances and butterflies in your stomach, were reqruited all along. You knew exactly what he meant earlier, about time seeming to freeze. The way he looked at you now, all teary eyed and red and shaking was utterly and overwhelmingly the warm Jaehyun that met you every night after school. And you wouldn’t let another day go to waste.

You lean forward, capturing his lips into a kiss long overdue. It was tentative and you started pulling back when he places both hands on the sides of your neck, keeping you from letting go. His fingertips grasp part of your hair and you lean your face sideways, melting into the kiss and his touch. A lick on his bottom lip and now your tongues were touching, groaning at how much better he got at this and wanting to put his skill to better use. Tugging on his soft locks, he moans and his baritone voice made the hairs on your arms stand on edge.

You moved your hands on his chest, palming the defined muscles and deciding you wanted to treat your eyes, ripping his shirt open in one move. Jaehyun grabs the meat of your thighs, hands gripping the edge of your dress and pulling it upwards until it falls over your head. He dipped into your neck immediately, sucking and nibbling passionately right in the middle, your moans sounding breathless with the pressure he puts on your throat. Trailing down, he left a path of open mouthed kisses, now focusing on the mounds of your breasts that your bra wasn’t covering. A flick of his wrist and the piece of underwear was gone, lips surrounding your nipple, releasing it with a loud pop.

You moan out his name and his growl’s animalistic, nails digging on the softness of your hips.

“Fuck I love that sound”

He probably made it a goal to hear it again as he started kissing on your inner thighs, the bruises he left behind teasing you to the point of begging. You lift you hips to discard the skimpy underwear you chose for tonight, Jaehyun’s breath fanning your clit. A few kitten licks and your back is already lifting from the leather, his hands intertwining with yours to keep you in place.

Practice makes perfect and Jaehyun must have had a lot of it, the interchanging of sucking, licking and spitting on your pussy making you lose your mind in the most delicious way. You were in the midst of murmuring a mix of praises when he finally finds that spot that has you trembling under his tongue. Riding out your high, you grind against his face, the pleasure not leaving any room for shame. Chest heaving and vision restored, you glance down at Jaehyun, looking as irresistible as ever wiping his wet lips and chin.

You were fully prepared and willing to return the favor so you motioned him to stand up, positioning the back of your neck over the hand rest of the couch. After opening your mouth wide he got the point, quickly ridding himself off his pants and boxer briefs, spitting profanities at how hot you looked for him right now.

You were upside down, but you could very well see Jaehyun’s hard and angry cock staring back at you. You always thought that maybe, since he was your first, you might have overestimated his size in your head. But your brain apparently hadn’t manipulated that memory in the slightest because that length and grith would definitely be a challenge for you. And hell, did you want to take it on.

He pushes through your lips, and your tongue is quick to engulf him. Licking up and down his shaft as best as you could, made Jaehyun grip the couch in an effort to keep his knees from buckling from pleasure. The position allowed him to push even deeper inside you, filling up your throat. He places his fingers over the bulge on your throat, watching it itently with every move of his hips.

Your eyes teared up and your throat started to burn but the sounds Jaehyun let out with every thrust made it all worth it. He finally pulls out, a string of saliva and precum landing on your lips and he is quick to to clean you up with his fingers. Collecting the wetness, he pushes his digits inside your mouth, and something changes in his glare, eyes darkening in the most lustful expression.

“I need you inside me”, you mumble with his fingers inside of you and he nods, asking if he should go get a condom. You search through the contains of your handbag, hands trembling with the way he is pushed up agaist you, erection digging in the softness of your ass as he’s nibling the skin on your shoulders.

You handed him the square foil and as soon as he takes it in his grasp, he pushed you down to the arm rest, back against the cushion and legs in the air. Moving your hand between your legs, you distracted him by playing with your pussy, speading the juices around and pushing your folds apart to direct him to your opening.

The first thrust felt divine, thick cock filling you nicely and making your head fall back in pleasure. Jaehyun threw your legs over his shoulders, eyes glued to yours as he kissed your calves, picking up his pace. The moans started rolling off your tongue, echoing inside the big lounge and accompanied by the skin slapping sound of your bodies.

“I missed your body so much”, he muttered as he gripped your waist, setting an incredible pace that had your feet flexing. You turned your head to the side, catching your reflection on the huge window leading to the balcony. Tits bouncing, Jaehyun’s flexed arms, his dick digging inside you. What a sight.

“See something you like?”, he chuckled darkly and you smiled up at him, grazing your nails over his biceps.

“Show me something to remember you by”

Jae halted his thrusts, turning you over to your stomach swiftly, ass in the air. He kneaded his hands over your ass, giving it a little spank and spread your cheeks apart. Placing his right knee on the arm rest, he dives inside you again, and the moan you let out barely sounded like you. His cock was so deep inside you that you had to close your eyes to relish the feeling of fullness, amplified by the light pain of the stretch. Jaehyun collected your hair in his fist, pulling your upper body against his chest as he wrapped an arm around your own.

“Open your eyes. See how nicely you take my cock. Think you’ll forget that?”, he growls in your ear, thumb digging in your cheek and palm slightly muting your sounds. The dirty talk, his cock grazing against the spot that drove you crazy and Jaehyun’s godly reflection pounding the shit out of you brought you over the edge again. He didn’t let you take any time off, hips continuing to bruise against you as feverly as before, and you thought you just might combust.

“Jaehyun, p-please, it’s too much”, you plead with as much power is left in your system, and he pulls out, only to start rubbing quick circles over your clit that had you thrashing in his arms.

You melt into his arms, a pressing feeling in your belly that you had never felt before and soon you climax for the third time, droplets of cum squirting out of your pussy and dripping onto the wooden flooring.

“This is so fucking hot”, Jaehyun mutters and starts thrusting inside you, trying to coax as much cum out of you as possible.

The waves keep coming, gushing out of you every time he pulls out, until he can’t take the sight anymore, coming with a shiver and a ragged breath.

You were sweaty and exhausted, smiling faintly as he showered you with kisses.

“Let’s get you cleaned up”

You try to stand up futilely, knees wobbling and unable to keep your balance. Jaehyun chuckles at the sight but helps you up like the gentleman he is, moving you to the floor’s bathroom.

You hop in and he joins you, letting the water run down your body and helping you soap up. It was very intimate but comfortable at the same time, his gentle caresses belonging to your skin. Everything felt right.

He was occupied with running his fingers over two hickeys he had planted on you earlier when you snap him out of his thoughts, voice barely audible over the running water.

“I’m sorry you felt like you had to lie to me to go study abroad. I think it’s pretty obvious after what we just did that I liked you too, but... I still would have let you move. Force you even.”

“You’re right. I’m sor-“

“I mean it Jaehyun. I’m so proud of you”

His eyes glimmered at your praise, wet eyelashes framing them and fluttering closed as he leaned down, pressing the sweetest kiss on your lips. It left you breathless, almost hurting when he pulled back. You could kiss him forever.

“I know you said I can’t just come back to your life like that but I want to try. I’ve seriously missed you”

“How about taking me to a date tomorrow night? To catch up some more”

He grinned brightly, eyes turning into crescent moons and dimples making your heart burst.

“Wherever you want”, he promised and took a step closer to you, hand snaking down your ass and pulling you against his wet body, “And speaking of making up for lost time... How about a round two?”

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