#bpd intense

[clovelie]

losing a fp feels like you just got your soul ripped out and now you're not even a human being anymore.

[spooxie]

i’m craving romance but worst of all i’m craving soemone to call me sweet names and shower me with love but i want them to be full of themselves. i want them to be sly and cunning and purly using me for their own gain but i need to feeeeeel the intense obesssion as i fuel what they want.

I want intense highs and intense lows. I am craving something so unhealthy but my heart is longing for it and i don’t know if healthy love can fill the void the same way the intense obsession can.

there’s always a side of me a small person inside of me that is not content unless i have an fp

[relatablememestuff]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

the phrase “i’ve never felt more alone in my life” feels more true with each passing day

[brain--rott]

I'm so fucking possessive in my romantic relationship and it's becoming a problem

[orkbutch]

i try not to be a gale hater because i havent explored gale that deeply and I know im biased, because DAMN did i have a bad run with Gale in my first game. but i do not ship gale with anyone. my gale ship is Having good friends. my gale ship is therapy and not a romantic relationship right now maybe. Like theorhetically I could draw him getting his rocks off with someone but I feel like he'd fall in love with them immediately and then wanna blow himself up when they reiterated it was casual

[garoujo]

i am being so deeply serious when i say jjk 236 hurts more than my last breakup did idc these characters are MORE THAN JUST LINES TO ME

[transylvanilla]

The worst thing about bpd is you almost never know if you should trust your own emotions. Am I experiencing a Normal amount of sadness in response to this? Am I experiencing an Okay amount of anger in response to this? Is it okay to cry right now? Should I be experiencing This Emotion instead of That Emotion? Is this emotional response appropriate or do I look/sound crazy/manipulative? Would a non-bpd feel this intensely upset in response to this, or is the intensity of this distress a bpd symptom?

When you can't trust your own emotions you can't trust your own judgement. This person hurt me, should I stop talking to them forever or is that Too Much? Does the Punishment suit the Crime? You might ask a non-bpd person what they would do if they were in your shoes, but theres plenty of non-bpd people who honestly aren't good at making these judgements either!! Theres plenty of non-bpd people who are so emotionally unintelligent that they basically are just as incapable as you of understanding What They Feel. It sucks.

A bpd person will be lucky to find someone they can place their faith in to help them observe and decide if their feelings and actions are appropriate. Most of my family have problems like mine so I've realized I can't turn to them for this specific thing. They can and will tell me I should feel evil and guilty if my emotions/actions are Inappropriate which is Unhelpful. I can, however, depend on the most mellow, level-headed person I know; my girlfriend, whom I'm very grateful for. A good therapist is probably another good option for other bpds.

Disclaimer, *I'm* not a therapist and I dont claim to have any real education or knowledge about bpd or emotional unstability or whatever else, I just wanted to talk about maybe the most important realization I've made as someone with borderline and has had to deal with borderline family for my entire life.

[aesrot]

why is it so hard to find good info abt cluster b and/or their symptoms -.-

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Extremely low empathy cluster b culture is seeing the ocean gate situation and not only not caring about the millionaires there, but actually cheering for things to go to shit. Literally eat the rich

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[evilmacdennisevil]

the way he literally has autism co-morbid with borderline personality disorder

[clovelie]

all i can do is act fine while this disorder ruins my life and everything around me! i can't even hold up anything anymore because of the splitting! how am i supposed to hold up another 40 years with this!!!

[deermook]

House is bpd coded i will not be elaborating v

[rat-on-string]

a comic about growing up.

[intrusive-thoughts-only]

When you are completely discharged from your daily therapy program because you had a mental illness issue and could not come in for the day…

Not really beneficial for my personal and for anyone’s mental health to be kicked out a program designed to be therapeutic and safe…

[makeela]

yall gotta stop blaming tiktok for things that started on tumblr 10 years ago. the cringe is coming from inside the house