#bulimia nervosa meme

[autisticdreamdrop]

healthy exercise?? nah man i have an addictive personality

[justanotherstardrop]

:,)

[fionna-cookie]

What's up my guys? ヾ(^ω^*)

Long time no see. Still alive but did put all my energy into changing my life.

So I'm practically in the middle of moving to my new partner. Away from the city.

So I'm doing pretty ok with my ed at the moment. I'm at a really good weight keep going even though there are still this shitty thoughts. Guess that will hunt me forever.

But I try to ignore it.

I also got a job today. I'm just a temporary helper at the moment but this is still amazing after 2 ½ year being sick and not working.

Fotos are from Halloween but that's the latest I got... :3

Also my love for my pet snails grew and now I have 5 with a sixth one on the way.

I got still a lot financially issues... which is pretty bad for someone with an ed... but when the moving is over and I finally live here on the countryside I can relax a bit.

Also I apply for a new apprenticeship. So I have a lot of talking with different people to do. I hope I get a good one here.

Anyway. I hope you all doing fine.

[vampirethin27]

Blog Intro

⚠️TW!!: This Is An ED Blog. I'm Not Here To Be Harmful, Just Finding A Community, Scroll or Block If Uninterested⚠️

Hi! My name is Elliott, I'm 19 (it's my birthday as of posting this 🥳🎂🎉), and I've had disordered eating patterns for about a decade now and have been on ana blogs and things of the sort for like 7 years. I've had the blogs, the journals, the calculators, the screenshots as wallpapers, all the fun stuff

Name: Elliott (Lia/Eli)

Age: 19

Birthday: February 3rd

Gender: Genderfluid

Pronouns: Varies Between She/He/It, Usually Present Semi-Feminine No Matter What Though

Sexuality: Bisexual

Mental Diagnoses: Anorexia, Bipolar, Anxiety, Autism (😎), and probably PTSD, I haven't checked but reputable sources keep telling me to

I also have POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome), which is a chronic illness that basically spikes me with adrenaline when a positional change happens, like rolling from my left to right side in bed or going from sitting down to stand up, and other stuff like my vision blurs and I run out of breath easily. Look it up, there's so many random fucking things that can be POTS and you'd never know it it's insane

Anywho, now for the actual fun stuff!

My Stats

Weight

Height: 156.6cm

HW: 142lbs

SW: 105lbs

CW: 99lbs

LW: 97lbs

GW: 95lbs

UGW: 90lbs

Measurements

Thigh (R): 52cm (20.4in)

Thigh (L): 51.5cm (20.25in)

Hips: 82cm (32.25in)

Waist: 64cm (25in)

Underbust: 72cm (28in)

Bust: 83.5cm (32.75in)

Overbust: 80cm (31.25in)

Wrist (L): 15cm (5.75in)

Wrist (R): 15cm (5.75in)

Bicep (L): 24.5cm (9.5in)

Bicep (R) 26cm (10in)

My Current Favorite Thinspo

KEY

(for those of you who are maybe new to ED Tumblr and aren't sure what I'm saying)

Ana: Anorexia Nervosa

Mia: Bulimia Nervosa

Coe: Compulsive Over-eating disorder

Ednos: Eating disorder not otherwise specified

BED: Binge eating disorder.

ED: Eating disorder

SI: Self injury

AnaMia: Having both anorexia and bulimia

Pro-ana: This term infers being pro-active in the ED community, usually online. It does not mean promote ED's in any way, shape or form.

Thinspiration: Collection of thin looking peoples pictures, used to inspire those with ana/mia. Can also be text scenarios/imagines

Anorectic/Anarexyc: One who has anorexia. There's a billion variants of it

CW: Current weight.

HW: Highest weight.

LW: Lowest weight.

GW: Goal Weight.

SW: Starting weight.

GW1: First goal weight. (implying a GW2, etc.)

UGW: "Ultimate"/Final goal weight.

IP: In patient.

BMI: Body Mass Index.

And Memes <33

I can't fit more photos than this, but that's the rundown of me!

I'm currently on my way to eat dumplings, sushi, and sashimi for my birthday dinner because I have a sushi obsession.

It has resulted in an adjacent raw fish obsession because... well, here's a list of things that make my POTS symptoms worse (food wise)

• spice

• sugar

• gluten

• dairy

• eating too many carbs in a day

• eating too fast

• eating too much

• not eating often enough

So I avoid most things, specifically bread when it's unnecessary and dairy all the time

Also, last thing I swear, EGGS AREN'T DAIRY

THEY'RE NOT

WHO THE FUCK PUT EGGS IN THE DAIRY SECTION???

Hydrate or Diedrate, have a good my birthday <33

[salad-days-are-g0ne]

if were so skinny that people would ask me if i eat enough, i’d feel so much happier, i hate being so fucking fat, i’m sick of being the fat friend. my self esteem would increase tf up if i were so skinny that i’m always cold, so skinny i can see clearly my collarbones, to wear a cute dress without looking fat, to not being ashamed by my own body and have a breakdown whenever i see myself in a mirror, to wear low rise jeans, to pierce my belly button, to look pretty in mini skirts, to have a slimmer face, to look bomb in literally every outfit, to have small wrists, to have the flattest stomach, to see my ribs, to have people that are jealous of my body, to have my friends worry if i eat, to have skinny legs and a smaller waist, to start liking myself. i am just so sick of myself, so fucking tired of having this ugly fat shitty body. i can’t give up rn

[lisa-is-not-available]

Mummy just said #4

Me : *minding my own business and eating with my family while trying to calculate how many calories is there* my mom : that’s not good ?

me : yes it is !

my mom : it looks like it disgust you... or you’re calculating everything... that’s not the first time I have this impression you know..

me : hOw WoULd I cAlCulaTe ?

my mom : you know what I mean...

Me : yes... BuT U doN’t hAvE to WoRrY

my mom : I know... but it’s hard to trust you about food when you already lied to me...

me : I aM oK I pRoMisE

my mom: ok...

[idek-how-do-ifeel]

That feeling when you binge

[neverbutt]

Me choosing the most delicious food to order delivery knowing I will throw it up anyway

[neurospicy-bean]

[caress-me-please]

I’m a 200+ sw ana, and ever since then I've lost over 60+ pounds. I am nowhere near considered ‘’skinny’’ but peoples reaction to me when I haven't seen them in a long time is astonishing. They're either always in shock or CONSTANTLY looking at me. Oh, and they’re always asking me for weight loss advice. I tell them “diet and exercise” but its actually  “a eating disorder and suffering” lol 

[aro-m]

being obsessed with my weight is better than being obsessed with you.

[4nxietea]

y'all know those tiktoks when it says "when me and my friend go out to eat but forget we both have eating disorders" and everytime i see one i wanna send it to my bestie (she has anorexia) but she doesn't know i have an ed too lmaooo

[gaynorexic-posts]

I made a meme and it's so accurate that i want a tattoo of it on my forehead

[fionna-cookie]

Me, watching a movie with an bulimic woman who tries to purge 1 bite of cake: "Ok. First thing darling... One bite of cake?! Second... You are not gonna get this easily out darling. Just freaking stop it!"

And at this time I realized I have way too much experience.

[pebraida]

Hi all,

I’m gathering information from people who currently or used to suffer from eating disorders. If you’d like to participate in my anonymous survey, please click the link below and fill out the form! Feel free to share with anyone you know who might be interested in sharing their perspective! Your feedback is so impactful and important, and I appreciate all of your responses.

Thank you! 

[corpulentfail]

I just want to focus on succeeding but my mind keeps dragging me down