#clustered-brain

[get-snuck-up-on]

Hello :3 have a rat 🐀

Omg... Hello little rat. My name is Cyn. I will love and cherish you until the end of time. Nyeh <3

[hunger-drones]

Is it okay to upload more than one oc?

\\ Of course! Multiple submissions/OCs are allowed :D //

[house-of-cyn]

Pssst if it’s still open have my oc her names Phoebe, she/her

// Phoebe has been successfully added! :3

18/24 slots remain!

[energys-tism-creetur]

YOU

*turns you into soup*

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

I know that I’ll die by committing suicide; it’s only a matter of when

[puppyoclock]

if you have low/no empathy, no guilt, no remorse, apathy about others, things like that: i appreciate you. talking to you guys is so much easier. i dont have to worry about making you feel guilty on accident. i dont have to tiptoe around your feelings. i worry less about accidentally guilting you, about upsetting you by showing any negative emotions, about making you feel bad for me by mentioning any of my trauma.

of course i wont just be rude and inconsiderate, but i feel more at ease, you know? like its easier to just chill with you; i feel like i dont have to play the social juggling act with your feelings nearly as much. like being kind is good enough. i hope this makes sense hakdhskdks

and ofc this is a broad generalization, so this wont apply to everyone - and if you DO still need validation that's cool too! i just want you to know that there's someone out there who appreciates this about you. there are upsides to things like this, and there will always be someone out there who likes you MORE for it. have a nice day :3

[irequirealobotomy]

i love the fact that i am a real human person with the ability to learn and grow and become something amazing but god do i wish i was better at it

[doomedfromthewombfr]

I’m not sure what’s killing me faster- the chaos in my head or the silence in my heart

[of-chaos-and-flame]

ok listen hear me out-

…i mean iM NOT WRONG

[get-snuck-up-on]

*throws*

Oh my! Hello my dear kitty! Oooooh, you're so fluffy! Yes you are! YES YOU ARE!!! :3

[allornothingalways-blog]

im so tired of "you can't even feel empathy" like i know. i try so hard to be empathetic but i CANT. it's not my fault please stop im trying so hard to understand. i know it makes me hard to love i know. i dont want to hurt you but i do and i swear i dont mean to. god i swear i dont mean to.

it hurts so much when people say that i cant feel empathy. im not broken im just. different. my brain is just wired different.

i know i come off mean and cold sometimes but i dont mean to. i just dont know how to show it right. im doing my best. why cant that be fucking enough.

i dont want to be like this i hate it so much. i hate it too. god i swear i hate it too. im not a monster im just trying to survive.

[statesys]

me: doesn't get enough attention as a child

me: gets a disorder that means I need even more attention ??

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Honestly it takes me like twelve hours to get like four hours of sleep

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Shut up, I know others have it worse.

I know I’m a horrible person.

I know that I deserve my poisoned mind.

I know that I’m not worth anything.

I know that I deserve everything that’s coming for my life and my throat.

I know that no one will ever want me.

I know that I’m ugly.

I know that I’ll never be loved by a stranger.

I know that I don’t deserve to complain.

I know that I’m privileged.

Goddamnit, I fucking know that I deserve these thoughts, that I deserve to die and, god, I know that I should’ve never been born to begin with.

So shut the fuck up.

[discountlittlebro]

Me trying to be a person and do people stuff

Y’all horny mfers: “who’s a pretty puppy?” “Such a cute little brother” “you’re so good for us, baby boy.”

MY HEAD IS FUZZY MY FACE IS BURNING I CANT THINK I CANT

Hnnngggh

LET ME BREAHNE GIMME A MINUTE HOLY FJCK IM GONNA START BARKING HHHHH

[doomedfromthewombfr]

There’s a certain grace in falling apart slowly, like a flower wilting under a sky that never noticed it