someone once told me
there is no demon more frightening
than a good man
who has gone to war.
someone once told me
the only things we get to choose
are a hero's death
or a villain's life.
so they said.
so they said.
so they say.
but no one ever told me
what happens when a good man
goes to war
and becomes the demon.
but no one ever told me
you can die a hero
and be resurrected
to a villain's afterlife.
- by sylvie (j.p.)
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Calliope in Sandman is the Muse of Epic Poetry, right? Not the Muse of Haikus. We mostly see her in captivity but the few times we don't even in the comic I think we've got some evidence that this goddess likes to talk.
So now I'm imagining that Dream of the Endless has an even more specific type than we realized: not just gorgeous brunets with dark eyes (Nada, TV version Calliope & Hob, and Comic Alianora)
No, Dream's type is in fact gorgeous brunets with dark eyes who will also talk at him for hours about their special interest so he doesn't have to. All Dream has to do is sit back, relax, and listen to his love tell him stories all day.
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i want to learn to look at myself the way i've come to look at the world. i get my breath taken away at the ever-constant, ever-changing sky. feel tears well in my eyes at the distant sound of children's laughter. but i can barely muster a smile at my own reflection. i have learned to love this world. to take the awful and the awe-inspiring and hold it close to my heart. one day, i will find space there for me too. i will wipe my own tears. tuck myself into bed. believe the good things about myself. smile at my reflection and mean it. i will hold myself in my arms, like the crying child i tried so hard not to be, and wonder: how could i have ever wanted to leave you?
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"You are a museum. Some people will stay away cause they are simply not interested. Some will only explore the first floor because they find the whole thing intimidating. Some will only visit for the temporary exhibit and some will scan all the floors but won't learn any of the context. Only few will spend hours reading into the depths of what's on display and those are the ones who will cherish you."
– Written by "eviewhy" on Instagram
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she kisses me in her parents bedroom and says
SOLILOQUIZE THIS, MOTHERFUCKER,
like a threat, like a promise,
like she’s saying, TURN THIS INTO POETRY AND I’LL KILL YOU
or maybe TURN THIS INTO POETRY AND I’LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.
i can never tell what she means when she kisses me like that.
she says THE STRETCH MARKS ON YOUR INNER THIGHS LOOK LIKE THE SURFACE OF MARS
I say, «baby, i’ve got no idea what that means.»
she says
IT MEANS WE’RE THE UNIVERSE LOOKING DOWN AT ITSELF
and
I LIKE YOU EVEN MORE WHEN YOU’RE DRUNK AND UNSATISFIED
and
IF YOU WANT TO BE EUROPA I’LL BE JUPITER AND YOU CAN JUST STAY IN MY ORBIT FOREVER.
i say «tell me we’re dead and i’ll love you even more»
and she tells me STOP QUOTING OTHER POETS WHEN YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
and i say «i’ve never been more than quotes from other poets, if you didn’t want that, why are you still kissing me?»
and she says
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS EXPECT ME TO KNOW THE ANSWERS TO YOUR PROBLEMS?
we kiss in her parents bedroom and she says
WHAT DO YOU WANT, BABY?
and i say «i want you to kill me in the middle of sex so i can die feeling good.»
for a second, she’s quiet, and then she says WHAT? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
and i try to say i’ve never know love without violence
or maybe i’m scared of dying scared
or maybe when they told me that abraham’s love for isaac was the reason for the sacrifice, i didnt understand that he was being asked to kill in spite of that love, not for it.
and instead i say «nothing i say means anything. that’s why i’m a poet.»
we sit outside while i smoke and i say
«i watched hacksaw ridge yesterday, and it was the craziest thing, because i thought they were exaggerating the story, but it turns out it was actually even weirder.»
and she says I WISH YOU TALKED ABOUT YOURSELF MORE.
and it sounds too real, so i pretend i dont hear it.
we are kissing in her parents bedroom
when i grab a handful of fat, blood-full bedbugs and say «‘how long will you refuse to humble yourself before me? let my people go, so that they may worship me’.»
and she says I WISH YOU TALKED ABOUT YOURSELF MORE
and i say
«i am talking about myself»
we are standing at the bus stop waiting for the bus to come and she says
MY DAD ALWAYS TOLD ME TO NEVER TRUST AN ADDICT
and i ask «do you really want me to write your dialogue in all capitals even though no one can see it?»
and she says I NEVER ASKED YOU TO DO THAT.
we eat dinner together and she says I LIKE WHEN YOU DRINK AND DON’T TAKE YOUR MEDICINE AND ACT LIKE A FUCKING CRAZY PERSON
and i say «no, you don’t, i’m a bad acid trip dressed like a boyfriend.»
and she says WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME IT WAS GOING TO START RAINING?
and i say «i thought it’d be more romantic
if we didnt have an umbrella.»
we sit like distant planets and she says STOP QUOTING OTHER POETS WHEN YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
and i say «i dont know how»
and she says STOP USING MY NAME TO TALK TO YOURSELF
and then, finally quiet, i dont like it when you use me to justify your own self hatred. stop putting mean words in my mouth.
and i say, «i am talking about myself.»
and she says, baby, I know —
that’s the problem.
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Love is elusive. I long for it so desperately, I do, but it seems as if it doesn't long for me. I reach for it as it fades from the void between my fingers. And yet, I know that the moment love grasps my tender yet fleeting hand, I would question if love ever truly knew me—a paradox of desire and retreat, forever bound to chase what I cannot hold.
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