#sorry i. need to vent
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I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible
Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen
#sorry i. need to vent#he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen#I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING#and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud#whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud#first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me-#-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything#at least in regards to the house#and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally#in his mid 40's#so.#like.#I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of-#-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15#first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest#he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things#like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible#yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I-#-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever#I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to-#-provoke him more#Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!!#and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!!#Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS#but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy#god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot#I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3#I will say I hate him w my full chest#vent#negative post
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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#i really need a new therapist. specifically a dbt therapist but i have really weird health insurance so there's not many options..#i just really need someone that i feel open enough to talk to about anything and that will actually help me and not just use the dumbass#worn out therapist lines..#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#sorry 4 the long rant in tags :/
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alphys visits a medical doctor
#tbh insofar as this headcanon Means anything it's mostly a metaphor for masking and the turmoil of feeling less than human#but it works pretty well for other forms of burnout and self destructive behavior it turns out.#undertale#alphys#fatphobia m#idk if i need to tag this or with what else#sorry for kind of a vent comic btw
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Not a moment of rest.
#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#p5r#ren amamiya#persona 5 royal#akeshu#low key vent art but im doing better now :D#i started my post graduate and the week was just kinda A Lot#i rly need to open comms but anxiety nghngh#anw#akechi having a bad time always helps me cope I'm so sorry akechi
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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Second-guessing
#been overthinking all day today and needed to draw how it feels lately#a bit of a vent ahead#it’s gotten really lonely and almost alienating in a way#and the fandom seems so vastly different#and in a way I dont really feel ok in#i do take the steps to avoid anything that i don’t want to see#but it just feels like what i do is pointless#like what i draw is pointless#i know the more platonic/familial themes in my art will always be overshadowed#but its been a harsh truth ive been hit with#and it’s kind of heartbreaking#i’m forever grateful for the reminders of how my art is like a breath of fresh air#but man is it difficult to not just quit entirely#because it always falls back to: why am I doing this? what’s the point?#i’m sorry I feel like such a whiny loser when I talk about things like this#it’s all jumbled and all over the place but to put it simply it’s been super lonely#i just needed to say something before it completely boiled over#im sorry again
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Who's gonna look after you if not the hot guys you have really normal definitely platonic relationships with?
#it's a vent art sketch but here it is nonetheless#trying some things out too#I feel like it looks nice? soft at least#art#digital art#fanart#sketch#manga style#the grains#kon el kent#superboy kon el#tim drake#tim drake wayne#bart allen#impulse dc#superboy dc#robin dc#timkon#timbart#konbart#bartkon#timbartkon#konbarttim#wtf would be their thrupple name order ahahahaha#yjcorefour minus one HAHA#sorry cassie I would never want to erase u#there were so many possibilities here#me when I make superboy have a hug like once a week. he needs it.#all three of these kids need like. a lot of comfort. DC only likes hurt... they said hurt/comfort who.... I only know pain.....
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Why is it, when someone makes a positive post about Harry highlighted with canon evidence, there must be people trying to contradict it.
You can literally prove how Harry is academicaly above average and there will still be people who would be like "Yes but I still think he's not good enough."
You will make a post about how Harry is hyperaware except when it comes to romance and people will still say "Yes but he's oblivious to everything"
Holly shit can you just accept facts as it is without trying to contradict it with your opinion?
Giving nuances to the statement is absolutely valid. Trying to contradict an explicit canon evidence is just delusional.
#vent post#I'm sorry I need to get it out of me#everytime time there is someone praising Harry#I can guarantee you that they will be comments about how it's not actually true because THEY don't like it#You all would do anything to keep your views even when it's factually wrong#It's really annoying I swear#harry potter#harry james potter#hp#harry potter books#And I have my little Idea about who does people have as a favourite character...#You all know who#Not our fault if he's not as much awesome as Harry
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Guys, I know I said that this blog isn't political, but I have to vent.
Yesterday, Serbia, my country, experienced the largest protest in history. Around one MILLION people (Serbia has a population of 6 million) gathered to protest against the corruption in our government. These protests have been going on since November 2024. when a recently renovated canopy in the city of Novi Sad fell and killed 15 people. Nobody has been prosecuted yet.
The students of all Serbian universities began to protest, urging the institutions to do their job. But the corruption in the country is unbelievable. Record-breaking protests have been taking place all over the country, all of them have been peaceful.
However, the government organized groups of hooligans that were trying to disrupt everything. It has full control of all mainstream media. On the day of the massive protest on March 15., all public transport has been removed from the streets: all trains, busses, even taxis were ordered not to drive. But people, including me, walked for miles to get to the downtown.
The protest was going great, despite the rain and relatively cold weather. People were peaceful and hopeful, they were having fun, playing music, carrying funny signs, making noise with whistles and trumpets. The atmosphere was great, everyone was kind to each-other, me and my friends hung out, shared cookies, talked about silly gay stuff.
But then, during 15 minutes of silence that people held to commemorate the 15 dead, our government used a sound cannon, a sonic weapon, on these calmly standing people, in the middle of silence. It was chilling. I wasn't on that location when it happened, but many people have been hurt. One man had his pacemaker screw up, giving him several heart attacks. A lot of people are reporting tinnitus, pain, they are disoriented. The goal of this was to try an cause a stampede in a crowd of MILLION PEOPLE. However, due to quick intervention of students, such tragedy was avoided.
BTW, the sonic weapon was fired in the close proximity of a maternity hospital.
And now, as if all of this wasn't bad enough, the government froze the medical records of every person that came to our PUBLIC HEALTH hospitals with symptoms from the protest. These people are DENIED MEDICAL CARE after THEIR OWN GOVERNMENT used and ILLEGAL and HIGHLY DANGEROUS WEAPON on them in hospitals that THEY PAID FOR.
I am a very peaceful and non-confrontational person. This is the first time in my life that I wished death upon someone. I genuinely wish death to our president and all of his little criminal friends and his journalists and all those morons in healthcare denying people help. I have never experienced this level of evil. I have always believed that there is good in everyone, but now I think that some people may be an exception.
And the worst of all is that my family is against these protests. They don't support our government, but they are not against them either. "Because someone worse might come." I don't know if it can get worse than this. This is actual terrorism. The next step is killing people. Outright. I am scared, but I love my country and I want it to do better. I will continue to support the protests, no matter what.
I'm genuinely sorry for this rant, but I am under so much stress, I needed to vent. I genuinely pray that no country ever has to experience what Serbia is experiencing now.
#serbia#politics#i'm sorry i needed to vent#i needed to#this is just too much#i'm scared and uncertain about everything#but i still have hope
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k im once again glad i left starbs cuz i forgot theyre introducing an AI system to auto prioritize orders now instead of making them in the order ppl order them . n im like yeah no i cant do another month there of corporate doing everything in their power to make customers angry and hostile towards us. cuz its like. okay. we are a tiny cute cozy coffee shop. so you need to write a personalized message on every cup. if you pump syrup and then write you're out of sequence and thats a coaching and a write up if i see it again. and yes its slowing u down and no one in line cares abt a message on their cup they just want their coffee but you literally cant give it to them without some dumbass message or your boss will accuse you of targeted discrimination against that customer. and the orders needs to be done in 4 minutes or less no matter the size. your drive thru times should be perfect but you're not allowed to pull anyone ahead anymore, even if the next 5 orders in line are done. your tattoos offend me so you have to wear long sleeves year round even tho no customers give a single shit. you get 10 hours a week but feel free to beg around and try to get shifts at stores half an hour away. and also if someone asks for a cup of water or to use the bathroom you need to tell them to spend money or get out. you simply have to alienate your regulars and make them leave the second they finish their last sip. small cozy local coffee shop vibes ♡♡♡♡♡
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Me whenever i do something slightly wrong
#felixs rambles#roblox#phighting#phighting roblox#phighting sword#sword phighting#sword#ourhhh sword he makes me so happy#i feel like i always need to apologize even if its not my fault#my best argument is saying sorry#roblox community#sword is so me#maybe bc hes autistic coded but shhh#vent#kinda vent
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mood for the past 17 years that has just been getting exponentially worse since
#talkys#sorry for vent. thinking abt how even if i was able to be on t and al came to life and found me RIGHT NOW it still wouldnt be the same#its not the same at all. its so humiliating.#i will never ever be happy unless we rewrite my entire existence to make it right#also this keeps spreading even tho i have it locked i need to clarify#i dont even mean it in the focusing on the hot men way#its literally just imagining myself as a man being domestic with another man#regardless of appearance of either party. idk i just get this Ache#not enough to even find my ideal man if i dont get to be with him as a man who was born Right.
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Sometimes it makes me so sad when I’m on the aspec Reddit pages. So many people say they hate being ace because they ‘want to be loved’ and it breaks my fucking heart because it implies the only ‘real’ way to be loved is in a romantic and/or sexual way. Does it not count when it comes from your parents? Your friends? Your siblings and your cousins? Your neighbours? Your teachers? Your pets? Does my love for someone not count because it’s not romantic?!? I get wanting a romantic and/or sexual relationship but stop conflating it with being loved in general I’m begging
#aroace tag#aro stuff#ace stuff#sorry for the semi sad post I just needed to vent when I saw that#this is my safe space to vent you guys get it#asexual#aromantic#asexuality#aromanticism#aroace#aromantic asexual
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DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK
DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK
DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK DON'T THINK
#actually mentally ill#⭐️ ing motivation#i need to ⭐️rve#⭐️rving#poetry#actually bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd#sorry for being depressing#borderline personality disorder#hell is a teenage girl#black and white#actually autistic#tw depressing thoughts#i need to be th1n#tw depressing stuff#sadgirl#depressing shit#bpd traits#bpd things#tw mental health#tw mentally ill#ed nonsense
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what are you talking about?? you’re a girl! you can wear girl clothes! can you get on this table for me? just spread your arms out like this for me, good girl. look up. what do you see? do you see her? do you see that pretty girl? doesn’t that skirt look good on her? it’s a good skirt and she’s such a pretty girl. say it with me. tell me you see a pretty girl. I can wait all day…
I- I- I'm a- a pretty girl
#thank you anon#i... gosh#such an amazing ask#gentle#wish i coudl elivate it more#i needed that#thank you so so so much gosh#really thank you so much#youre so good at this <3#sorry for all the vents#ill be okay#forcefem#i-like-talking#asks open!#.#..#so amazing#... gosh
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I almost got into a fight today (of all days) with two of my youngest relatives, both in university, who were bragging about "writing" their thesis with ChatGPT.
I've tried to explain to them the many ways in which this is capital-B-Bad, just to get mocked.
They refused to grasp the concept that, at least for now, our academic system is treating AI content as plagiarism, and plagiarism is one of the reasons that allow unis to revoke a title, even after decades.
These two are so dumb and so "I want to cheat the system just because it makes me feel smart" that are actively and seriously risking finding themselves in *big* troubles. Nightmare level big.
I am beyond tired. They have the privilege to attend university, they were free to chose whatever program they wanted, their parents are constantly telling them that they should feel no pressure about their education, they are rich and don't need to worry about losing a scholarship or taking more time to complete their courses. And yet they want to cheat for the sake of cheating.
This is so disrespectful, I am appalled.
I hope this damned AI plague implodes as soon as possible.
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