📌About Me
Hi! You may call me Sigh or Jaal. I am 27 and reside in Australia for now. I use she/they pronouns.
I am a connoisseur artist. I make video content, fanfiction, and digital art for mainly RPGs. You can find all of my art under #sighamadaravv.
Making a butt tonne of content for: Warhammer 40k: Rogue Trader
Twitter | Youtube | Ao3 | NSFW Blog
About me:
I am mostly an introvert who enjoys RPGs, horror, thrillers, anime, content creation, animals, and narrative writing.
I am pansexual, engage in copinglink, and currently single.
High-achieving mended NPD, and on the spectrum.
I have a postgraduate degree in psychological science where I have published research.
I’m also very confident, assertive, inquisitive, prokink, proship, pro please be yourself, and will have you weak at the knees in more ways than one.
I am an ex-professional CSGO player.
A Few Interests:
Warhammer 40k, Dungeons and Dragons, Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Elder Scrolls, Beyond Good & Evil, Need for Speed, Thief, Star Wars. And more.
If you have any predisposition or stigma towards me based on my info; go away, thanks, I am confident in who I am without validation. If however you're curious about me, I beg you to come speak with me.
I am a relatively open book if you try to communicate with me, so don’t be scared to come have a chat ♥
9 notes
·
View notes
Hogwarts - An Explanation
---
Hi! this is me forming a schedule to detail how i imagine daily life would consist of in Hogwarts! (because im a nerd and this is what i choose to do with my time)
Note: that this schedule is not canonical, it's something im using for a fic and probably will use in future ones, although highly based off of canon information that we have about how Hogwarts works, not all of this is accurate,
I also give anyone who wants to use this full permission to!
---
Here is a time table i created of how a weekly schedule for a First year would look like:
- I'm using a Block and Period system for this, as to not be confused, Periods are specific to each day where as Blocks are specific to each class!
- All meal periods are school wide, although attendance is not mandatory (except for the feast once first arriving on sept 1st)
- i am also using a system where the days switch off as in a A day and B day schedule, with Wednesday being a day where they have all of their classes
- A day consists of A Block-D Block, each Period is Two hours long,
- B day consists of E Block-H Block
- I Block is the Astronomy class which takes place at a different time than other classes, so it isn't included in this, it is shown three separate times in the chart but the student should only have this class twice a week at most
- On a Wednesday, or an All Block day, they have all blocks, though the class periods are only one hour long instead of two hours like on a normal A and B day
- Class hours go from 7:30am-4:30pm everyday
- Curfew is from 9:00pm-6:00am, though this does not apply to students who are in Astronomy between these times
- Curfew on Saturdays and Fridays (although not said in the chart for convenience) is from 10:30 pm-6:30am, as it is the weekend
- All meals are at the same times everyday besides weekends, where the periods of availability of food in the Great Hall is longer than usual although starting at the same time
Now, the Block Schedule:
- In the charts above, i have an example of how these blocks work, the first chart shows First Year, the second, Second Year, and then the Third, well...you can kinda guess
- The classes that are highlighted with grey are the main courses that every Hogwarts student are required to take each year:
- Transfiguration
- Potions
- History of Magic
- Defense Against the Dark Arts (DADA)
- Charms
- Herbology
- Astronomy
- These classes stay in a students schedule every year, if we look at the chart that shows the First Year schedule, it has Flying as one of the classes:
- When you are a first year you are required to take one class of Flying, although it is an extracurricular course without an O.W.L. (Ordinary Wizarding Levels) exam,
This is what the first chart looks like filled out using this block system:
- Going back to the previous charts, In the second year chart I have removed Flying and replaced it with a Study Period, you can see that theres is another one of those there already as well
- Once entering their third year, a student in Hogwarts gets to pick from a selection of electives, two of them to take (these classes, although having O.W.L. exams, do not require you to stay in them, and you can drop these classes whenever)
- Care of Magical Creatures (CMC)
- Divination
- Arithmancy
- Muggle Studies
- Ancient Runes
- These, plus the required courses make up all 12 O.W.L.'s
- The hypothetical student used in the third year chart has chosen Divination and CMC as their electives, so they replace the once Study Periods with those classes
- Although they lose Study Periods, they are provided time after classes and on the weekends to complete school work and study (during exam season I imagine that teachers provide students with being able to use whole periods to study for that specific class)
- A student has until their fifth year to start thinking about O.W.L.s and change electives if needed or wanted
- On the other hand, because of this system of scheduling, it makes wanting to do more than two electives difficult, if not impossible
- This is is seen with Hermione in poa where Mcgonagall spoke to the ministry and was able to give her a time turner so she could attend all of her classes
- Using a time turner (in this situation to get all 12 O.W.L.s) would most likely, look something like this:
(sorry for the weird cropping on this one)
- The blocks that have two classes would be times where a student would have to use a time turner to go back in time and do a class after finishing the first one because of the classes overlapping
Then, there's extracurricular classes:
- Flying
- Quidditch
- Art
- Apparition
- Muggle Art
- Frog Choir and Hogwarts Orchestra
- Ghoul Studies
- Magical Theory
- Music
- Muggle Music
- Xylomancy
- Alchemy
- These classes are ones that usually take place outside of the normal school hours, on weekends or after school on weekdays
- These classes do not have any O.W.L.s and are usually low effort compared to other classes
- The extracurricular are mostly similar to after school clubs in other schools
- Apparition would have an exam at the end of 7th year to determine if a student is allowed to apparate.
- There are most likely more of these although these are the ones i could find canonical relevance for
- In a schedule, these classes would be mentioned as extra blocks & be placed at their respective times:
- These two schedules are more similar but i'd imagine that students 5th/9th period blocks would be at different times depending on the class
- In the beginning chart the ones that are highlighted in a lighter grey are extracurricular classes
- There are a few things I may edit in to these schedules that i haven't right out of laziness, such as Hogsmeade times on those weekends, and different things like that, how Hogwarts holiday weeks works for kids who stay at the school in the holidays, and what houses have which classes together (so i may make an updated version of this schedule at some point)
you're free to ask me questions if you have any, id be glad to answer them, thanks for reading my slow descent into madness because of times and scheduling for a school that doesn't exist!
lets hope im good at explaining things lol
---
45 notes
·
View notes
the problem is that being single is seen as the consolidation prize, and not the natural neutral state of being-a-person. at the end of the movie or the book or the poetry, there is a person waiting for you at the altar, and they love you. if the play is a comedy, everyone gets married. the metaphor is about how you are not-whole. the metaphor is about how everyone is going to be happily-ever-after. the metaphor is that romantic love is the most important resource on the planet, not just all-love. all-love is not a thing, that is a disappointment. the treasure is not the friends we made along the way. the treasure is the girl you landed.
the metaphor is that you cannot be alone, that means you are broken. are you getting over someone? that is acceptable, you can be getting over someone, but not for long. you must be single because you would rather not be single. you must be single and looking to not-be-single. you must want to date, eventually.
friendship and community are never seen as being equal-to or even-better than romantic connection. that person is your one! you need to find them. you need to hunt through the sand particles until you can shift out some kind of gem. this is regardless to your own experience of the beach and the sun. you need to be somewhere with someone.
if you are taking this time alone to heal, that is so sad. everyone gives you this little pitying look. the understanding is that you are not actually happier than you were before you were single. it is seen as a sort of pity - oh, you are choosing yourself, making yourself the priority? - that isn't quite right. you must mean that you are making yourself ready for the right person. you are just laying the bed better this time. open up your heart. you'll find them, we promise!
what do you mean you're really-truly genuinely-very happy? you are probably misremembering what it was like to be in a relationship. and besides, once you meet your person, that time will look grey and bland and wasted. your person is the only way for you to see in color. so what if you have taken this time - for the first time in your entire life - to actually-for-real do the fucking work. you can be proud of yourself, sure. but the way we need to know that you got better is that you get a partner. you're healed enough for the next bad part!
people don't choose to be single, they just say they're choosing to be single - they actually mean "nobody wants to date me." it doesn't matter how many people you have gently rejected or how many times you've talked it over carefully in therapy. what matters is that you are single, and by all accounts - that means you are something worth our pity. your successes and life all seem pale in the sunlight. sure, you have done amazing things and finally found your way in life. what matters is that there wasn't a person in the room with you while you did it.
you want to tell them - that's the whole thing. i didn't know how to be alone in the room. i didn't know how to handle the silence. every moment was so sharp, and i kept choosing the wrong way to close the door. i have spent my entire life in the empty well, living in the ricochet of someone else's cruelty. for once i have built myself a ladder. for once everything i taste is all mine, every bite of sunshine and laughter. i have learned how to sleep out in the open with my memories. recently, they have started to purr.
your father rolls his eyes. listen. this isn't about you. i just want a grandchild in my future.
4K notes
·
View notes