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#2 kids planning world domination spoiler they dont get it#mark webber#fernando alonso#webbonso#borderline again#anatomy is off but colour test r like that. also dont care if the teams dont line up its not about facts its about the Narrative
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i don't want to heal i want them pay for what they did
#ptsd vent#actually ptsd#ptsd recovery#complex ptsd#ptsd#ptsd venting#post traumatic stress disorder#bpd diary#bpd awareness#bpd stuff#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd blog#bpd blogger#bpd problems#bpd rage#bpd splitting#bpd vent#bpd#borderline#actually borderline#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline blogger#venting again#venting post#vent blog#vent post
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How do I stop existing without kms
#text#so id never have to meet anyone or participate in any event ever again#bpd#people make me so angry and so sick without even doing anything etf#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd problems#bpd vent#i was not asking for advices ppl
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got an urge to design ponies oops
#If people like this I'll do the rest of the life cast... No cutiemarks though cause Im really bad at those#geminitay fanart#pearlescentmoon fanart#jimmy solidarity#martyn inthelittlewood#scott smajor fanart#zombiecleo fanart#bdubs fanart#ethoslab fanart#impulse fanart#joel smallishbeans#he was difficult lol. I tried all sorts of green + brown (sometimes borderline red) colors but none felt quite right#so I just. made both the body and hair both green and brown. I think theres definitely a better design to be had here but I did my best#ldshadowlady fanart#Impulse ofc mostly inspired from that one skin where he has a beard#seeing people do fan designs for lifers is the only thing that gave me the urge to draw this#I wanted to see how much the colors could be played around with without making the ponies unrecognizable#and also like. pleasant to the eye. Again as if they could fit into the show itself#there arent a lot of skin toned ponies walking around equestria for a reason... it's uncanny unfortunately#that often makes fan ponies all follow the exact scame scheme of light body + dark hair#they get really indistinguishable so go wild!!!! mix things up!!!#sorry Im passionate about animal character design and ponies#tubby art
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hey i just wanted to give a shout out to people with personality disorders real quick. your disorder doesn't make you evil, it doesnt make you an abuser, and it doesnt make you unlovable. you're just as deserving of respect, care, and support as people without personality disorders. stay safe, i love you and i hope you have a happy holiday season. we're in this together <3
#also i hope you remember it's not your fault#i love you so much muah#bpd#borderline personality disorder#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#schizophrenia#aspd#histrionic pd#ocd#bpd positivity#npd positivity#ocd positivity#personality disorder#mental health#mental health awareness#mental health positivity#mental illness positivity#not mlm#dantes talking again
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collapses on the floor and Dies
#lmao like a 13 hour day for me with added effect of some. borderline hostile community interactions#their concern was highly valid it just still didnt feel nice to be on the opposite end of that (from a personal standpoint not professional#knowing that i literally can't provide the resources they want/need. both as a systematic legal barrier and a 'i dont have millions of $$'#and that i wasnt even born yet when the thing in question happened....#my much more experienced coworker diffused the situation and we had a more constructive conversation going forward#where i think everybody left the event feeling like we could do something#but it was uhhh wild there for a little bit#im tired. i gotta go do it all again tomorrow and thursday.
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Dragons Rising really is the best sequel series for diehard Lloyd enjoyers, cause, yes, we acknowledge that he has panic attacks, crappy mental health, and also he's the grandson of God, but you know what really gets me? Lloyd is tired.
He's plagued with migraines (the visions are also migraines don't @ me), he's bemoaning about never getting a good nights sleep, hes struggling so hard to be a good leader and clearly doesn't have all the answers, and he's just some 20yo who's been cursed with saving the world since he was younger than his own students.
That's the realest way Lloyd could've ever been written in a future-series. It's what he is. But he's not angry (usually), he's not telling everyone to deal with it themselves, and he's not giving up. I love when Lloyd has finally had enough, but the real, genuine Lloyd? He'd never stop caring. He cares so much it'd kill him. He's tired and by god does he refuse to quit. I love that kid. Please get him a warm blanket
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lego ninjago#dragons rising#lego#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#text post#look at me i LOVE when lloyd decides to go FCK ALL OF YOU. IM HAVING A BREAK.#or like he gets so mad he starts beating the sht outta people (which is borderline canon honestly)#i love him w anger issues but rn? when its been a few years in the future?#hes chiller. he still sounds mad angry sometimes (love that) but hes like no. im a hero#he doesnt say 'im the hero again. unfortunately.' he says 'unfortunately for the world im its hero'#he just wants to do good but he hasnt had 8 hours uninterrupted sleep for like 5 years#hes doing his best and hes spreading himself thin till he breaks and THAT my friends#that is lloyd garmadon#he only bites when hes pushed to the limit. and god does he hate being pushed to the limit#ANYWAYS
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george rexstrew deserves awards for many things but i have to say. edwin’s bloodcurdling scream as niko gets killed deserves a whole award unto itself. like. that scream did not feel at all like a tv show scream. to a somewhat jarring degree. and i can’t express how much I respect that
#he has a number of very convincing screams and suffering noises which I imagine was an important prerequisite for the role#but this one is just especially chilling and again. jarring. not saying that the other actors are bad or anything but no one even comes#close to competing with george and its stark in moments like this#another screaming moment that I thought he did really well in particular is far easier to gloss over and that’s#when he and charles are escaping hell and he almost gets dragged down into lust#when he’s screaming out for charles he borderline SCREECHES#throughout that arc in general it’s just incredible but yeah#I think part of what makes it so convincing is that he isn’t afraid to be high pitched and genuinely Scream rather than yell#like. he is clearly immune to being put off by ‘you scream like a girl’ rhetoric#I think a lot of male actors avoid screaming and screeching like that for that internalized reason when. if you wanna be as realistic as#possible. a scream is high pitched. if you’re scared for your fucking life it’s just involuntary#I can also see it being uncommon due to difficulties getting that sound adequately recorded but yeah anyway you get my point#tldr: george rexstrew is great at disturbingly realistic screaming and I applaud him for that#I really hope he didn’t have to retake that part too many times..#his poor throat……….#george rexstrew#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers
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the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing
#my heart aches when i think of the few good childhood memories i have with my parents#i want the mum who played snowman with me after a bath when i was covered in talcum powder#i want the mum who would hold me and not get mad at me when i cried#i want the dad who. actually i dont think i have a good memory of just me and my dad#im sick of the parents who cancel on me and forget about me and refuse to listen when i speak#im sick of being scared and alone and needing parents I'll never see again- parents ive never actually had#im homesick for a love i never really had#bpd#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd blog#bpd splitting#bpd diary#actually borderline#borderline thoughts#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline vent#eupd#actually eupd#emotionally unstable personality disorder#mother issues#father issues#parent issues#family issues
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it's time for spartacus :)
#crassus lost his unfair +20 Emotional Appeal Due To Life Circumstances but gained a much more important#+3000 Most Interesting Character Of His Generation advantage which means he's finally returned to A Character with Characterization#which IN TURN MEANS i get to work on spartacus again babyyyyyy. we have something to work against. etc etc.#also I wrote a separate version of trikaranos entirely from calamus and (redacted)'s points of view to put the pin in Something Specific#not to be vague about it. i'll post it. if you've been here for awhile you will remember me saying something about the crassus comic#being the set up for the spartacus comic. the thing that bridges the two is the third character that's present in everything#which is not actually rome. it's The Crowd. in order to have a crowd one must create characters in a crowd. or whatever#im TIRED this month has been Too Much actually. there's something about getting bad doctor news the day before christmas#that feels borderline cartoonish.#spartacus tag#drawing tag
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trying not to get attached
#messyr#sorry for vent post spams#artists on tumblr#doodle#obsessions is one thing until u start to obsess on a person#WHICH IM TRYING TO AVOID BC I AM * NOT * DOING THAT AGAIN- but its like a moth to a flame iasgidfndxn#even the smallest interactions gets me flipping#it's been so long since i felt dependant/clingy towards someone gnfdinlx i might explode#I DONT WANT TO SCARE THEM AWAY SO IM RUNNING#vent post#vent art#bpd#borderline personality disorder#bpd fp
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my biggest fear is becoming like the people who hurt me
#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd rage#bpd awareness#bpd anger#bpd safe#bpd diary#borderline problems#borderline#bpd stuff#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd splitting#venting again#venting post#vent blog#vent post#vent#ptsd vent#vent acc#vent account#venting acc#venting account#venting a little#venting
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THEY MAKE ME SICK!!!!
#dungeons and daddies#my art#dndads#dndads senior year au#dndaddies#dndads s2#normal oak#hermie unworthy#oakworthy#mabye at some point ill draw them in cannon again#but im so obsessed with my post-series au rn so thats all im doing#i worry they are borderline unrecognizeable bc of my headcannons and how i interpret them changing over time#yk#lineart is my passion.#it is my soul#feeding oakworthy shippers like fish at the zoo#also this is a scene from my fic (that is actually posted lol)
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two people come to a realisation that day. both are doomed by their realisation.
thinking about the idea that wolfwood just gets so devastated how vash, someone he cares about so much, could treat himself like that, and gets overwhelmed by the realisation that he can't do anything to stop him. how he loves this person but he can't do anything about it. how he loves this person and he can't do anything about it either.
and then there's vash who completely on the opposite end—found someone who cares enough for him when he doesn't anymore, and he can't do anything to stop it. it's too late, he knows it, the person will now shed tears in his stead.
(he realises it's too late to stop him, or himself. the gears on the clock turns again. and again. and again. it never strikes.)
#''tell me i'm wrong. *tell me*'' wolfwood repeats as he prays—borderline begging for vash to say he's wrong.#the words vash spoke throughout being the most important things in his heart. his reason. his identity.#the words exchanged in the room that day between confessions and rejections#they are doomed and they are so perfect. they are perfect because they are doomed.#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#vashwood#myuminjiart#idk i think alot sometimes. i'm being silly overthinker again#and idk if this make sense they care so much that they don't at all yknow
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Just realized that Borderline!Bruce could be supervised by his kids on any dates with Clark (they probably do after learning about eits!clark if the all bruce room event happens). But like if the date is going good they sit there like the emotions from Inside Out, just like commentating like sports announcers. However, if Bruce is fumbling they're sitting there like this:

crying. imagine forcing this image into Bruce's brain in full technicolor mid-date and him being powerless to stop you (I'm looking at Tim)
#poor bruce#poor poor bruce#his mind is never his own ever again#good luck even trying to think sexy thoughts#batman#bruce wayne#dc#asks#myfic#theresurrectionist#batfamily#borderline
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so an old af cyborg in hiding meets an alien in hiding and the alien's metalhead friend. what shenanigans will they get up to?
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#incredibox v9#incredibox wekiddy#boo 9#mj 182#incredibox dystopia#my art#back at it again with the borderline incomprehensible wekiddy headcanons lmao
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