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I don’t wanna be abandoned. I don’t want to be alone again. I was alone for so long. I’ve found true friends. Im so afraid I’m going to lose them, or drive them away because of my anxious attachment.
#neurodivergent#autism#nd#friendship#help#adhd#midterms#iamnotokay#i am going insane#confused autistic#dying inside
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HITO!!! [she/he] the purple sketches were some of the first I did of him. Every drawing since I'm slowly figuring her out :3
#sorry for the reupload i fuckywuckied the interlaced hands pose bad and gave her six fingers on one hand. ITS A HARD POSE OK I GOT CONFUSED#ANYWAYS! AUTISTIC GIRL AUTUMN CELEBRATION STILL IN FULL EFFECT DESPITE THE ARTIST'S INABILITY TO COUNT PAST FOUR 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#poks art#anthro#avian#furry#bird#lark sparrow#poks OCs#Hito#drawing#sketch
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question: do ppl ACTUALLY say things they don’t mean when they’re angry? or is that just an excuse after letting something true slip? i wouldn’t ever say something i don’t mean in anger, so the concept confuses me.
but something was said to me that is bothering me, though apparently was said in an argument and wasn’t meant. but i don’t rlly believe it wasn’t like, deep down true thoughts/feelings??? anyone have any insight? anyone say things they don’t mean in anger?
EDIT: this was a hastily worded post that i didn’t expect to get notes. this is a genuine question asked in good faith that i got a lot of amazing answers to!
also re: the many ppl saying “OP is lying about not saying things they don’t mean in anger because everyone does it”— i genuinely have never done that. if i say something mean while angry, i meant it. that’s literally why i asked this question and why the concept confuses me, because i wouldn’t do something like that so i wanted perspective from people who do it. idk why y’all can’t believe that lmao not everyone is as prone to anger and outbursts
#i know im asking The Autism Website but lol will tag autism stuff cuz i think my confusion is related. idk#autism#autistic#actuallyautistic#autistic community#autistic problems#autistic life#autism problems#neurodivergence#neurodiversesquad#personal#btw i do wanna note that this post is abt an abusive person tho#not everyone who does this is abusive! but in my specific case yes#just a warning cuz some stuff being said to me can be a lil uncomfy when saying i should forgive them#i HAVE. MANY times. too many#the anger post#< if you wanna hear more of my thoughts on this#and others thoughts
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Alpha wolf energy (actually golden retriever energy but who's checking)
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#laios dungeon meshi#laios touden#autistic laios#marcille donato#marcille dungeon meshi#chilchuck#chilchuk dungeon meshi#senshi dungeon meshi#dog laios#laios is a dog#digital art#my art#:)#i live laios#i love laios#i laugh laios#art#hes a bit confused but hes got the spirit
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Advice From Non-Autistic People Which Confuses Me as an Autistic Person
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#autism#actually autistic#phrases that can confuse autistics#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to reblog#Neurodivergent_lou (Facebook)
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Thought you all might find this funnier than my mother did.
#Good omens#good omens fandom#autism#actually autistic#neurodivergent#good omemes#gomens#(She’s also a fan of the show)#(But was a bit confused by this)#Shoutout to my mom for putting up with me
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- Phantom and Rain meeting for the first time after Phantom is summoned -
Rain: I'm Rain, hi.
Phantom, remembering that Aether told him about the waterghoul: Oh, i've heard your name before!
Rain: Pretty sure you have. Most people have, since it's also a noun.
#confused looks from phantom#he doesn't know what a noun is#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#nameless ghoul#ghoul hcs#ghost bc#rain ghoul#phantom ghoul#aether ghoul#aeon ghoul#ghost#band ghost#ghost hc#incorrect quotes#shitghosting#the brainrot is real#ghost band#autistic#autistic rain#rain#he is just a silly guy
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The opposite of a haunting is something very lonely, Katie Maria /// there's a little girl in my head, @heavensickness /// Little Girl Looking Downstairs at Christmas Party (1964) by Norman Rockwell /// Changing, Liv Ullmann /// found photograph with my words /// what they don't tell you, @tryworks /// Anne with an E, A Strong Effort of the Spirit of Good (3x07) /// Time Travel by Emhahee /// Second Wave (2023) by Amy Dury /// Katie Maria
#yes that is a photo of me as a child#I've just been thinking about my childhood and how I felt so different from everyone else and I didn't understand why#I always thought that when I grew up I would understand the world and suddenly be like everyone else. but I never did#and I still feel like a confused scared little girl. playing pretend at being a grown up#(I know that this could be read as being about childhood neglect and family trauma and you're welcome to interpret it that way#but I made it more about growing up undiagnosed autistic and being bullied and feeling isolated. I actually had a pretty good home life)#web weave#poetry#art#literature#norman rockwell#anne with an e#emhahee#autism#childhood#isolation#loneliness#girlhood#undiagnosed autistic
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HaSO: Not all humans are the same Humanity, neurodiversity, and connection in space
[Fern (human) walks through the break room of a spaceship. Two minutes later, she passes through again.] Egor [bromid]: what is the human doing? Vuna [bromid]: I do not know. We are just transporting her. Human Jeffery? Jeffery [human]: I don’t know either, Vuna; we call that pacing, but who knows why she’s doing it.
V: but you’re a human. J [shrugs]: I’m not a human expert. [Fern enters the room] V: Fern? F [not stopping]: Vuna? V: Where are you walking? F [at the door]: Just walking. E: I’m going to join her! [F and E exit. Two minutes later, they walk through again, giggling together] V: Well, whatever floats their ship, to use the human phrase. J: Boat. But yeah, happy to see them happy.
#Fern is autistic#the alien egor doesn't know it but he is engaging in parallel play#in my space stories so far its really the humans who are the most ableist#I love her to death omg#humans are space oddities#humans are space australians#humans are space orcs#humans are space fae#humans are weird#my writing#sci fi writing#oc lore#oc writing#confused aliens#autism in space#sci fi#disability in space#fern
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i think the thing that sets autism social anxiety apart from general social anxiety is that it’s not “anxiety” or nervousness, it’s genuine paralyzing fear
#everytime i go outside it’s like i’ve never left the house before#so confusing#i feel like a covid baby experiencing the world for the first time istg#autism#autistic#actually autistic#asd#autism spectrum disorder#on the spectrum#autistic things#autistic problems#autism problems#social anxiety#autism social anxiety
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sometimes being aroacespec is confusing. what do you mean, most people can tell the difference between platonic and romantic and sexual attraction? what do you mean people don't "choose" crushes? what do you mean that people can imagine themselves in a physical situation with someone else?? isn't dating just Friendship Plus??? hell, isn't marriage just Friendship Plus?????????
what do they mean??????????? what are feelings???? why am i so confused????????
*edit: changed "aroace" to "aroacespec", since several aromantic people felt that this was not an Aromantic Feeling. i see you, i hear you, and so i changed it to be more accurate to me personally, since i am Confused About Feelings Always
#void keith talks#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aro#ace#aromantic asexual#i'm so confused as an autistic aroace person#about every emotion i have about another person ever#and i also read a lot of romance so like. i know what romance is *supposed* to look like#i know the ideal and the not ideal#but i have no idea about any sort of romantic social cues irl#because i'm bad with social cues. i miss them a lot or i misinterpret them#i'm good with body language because i was taught a lot of it early#but social cues are different and some change over time which is INCREDIBLY confusing#and also like? i don't feel stable enough or mentally healthy enough to be in a relationship#i feel like it would be unfair for a potential partner(s) for them to be in a relationship with me#because i just Don't Have My Shit Together. like at all#i Only Like Fictional People That Way#fictoromantic#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia#lgbtqia+#arospec#aromantic spectrum#aroacespec
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Wait what the fuck help, is god fearing supposed to be a good thing in religion? If so, that’s fucked up
#confused autistic#confused atheist#confused#neurodivergent#help#that’s fucking crazy#like I try to respect religion as much as I can but#isn’t god supposed to be#on our side?#why you afraid of her#she just trying to do the right thing#also yes I use she her pronouns for his#I legit think if a god existed it would be outside of gender#but she her pissed people off#and I think that’s funny
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THIS FUCKING EXPRESSIONNNNN
#Monkie Kid#LMK S4 Special Spoilers#LMK Spoilers#Monkie Kid Spoilers#i wont say what this expression necessairly means cause im autistic and there some expressions that i still cant read right#bUT#i will say for me that it's either him finally piecing something together#OR. he honestly seems confused by his past actions#which if thats the case thats INTERESTING. does he not actually remember this happening this way??#i have always been under the assumption that LBD might've messed with his memories a little. could this have been one of them?
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Who wins starstruck or a aroace guy
both of them, because she's also aroace just like me!
actually while i'm at it, here's the little animation i was working on for pride month but never got around to posting!
in my self indulgent aroace worldbuilding i like to imagine that labels for orientations and genders are just kind of... not that much of a thing on popstar, because it doesn't matter at all to anyone. nobody has ever cared about stuff like who or how you love, and 90% of them are picking their own pronouns anyway.
that said, it's still nice to have a little self representation here on our primitive earth internet, where this kind of thing very much does need to exist and we deserve to be proud of it!
#in case there's any confusion: these are my personal identities. starstruck continues to be my sona 👍#ofc i could have put a dozen other microidentities because can't we all. but i'm leaving it at this for now!#some flags (polyam and xenogender in particular) are 5 stripe alts in order to limit the risk of strobing effects in the animation#my art#starstruck dee#planet popstar: planet of miracles (the miracle is that everybody is aroace and autistic)#meta knight *might* have a passing understanding of “romance” but like.... i still don't think he's any good at it#couldn't flirt his way out of a wet cardboard box
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Being overstimulated is so weird with both ADHD and Autism.
Do even the slightest sounds make me wanna scream and cry? Yes.
Does listening to some intense dubstep on max volume in my earbuds immediately ground me and help? Also yes.
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I have a feeling that deep down toga just wanted to be like the other kids and act ""normally"". I don't think many people believe or like the HC that she's autistic, but the way her past is shown and how she talks about her world view seems to a lot like someone who is neurodivergent and tries to perform some """normality""" (in this case, tries to act like someone who is neurotypical)
Also the way they treat her and talk about her, also seems very similar to the way someone talk about people who have some neurodivergence (be it autism, ADHD or any other type)
#I hope I was clear#english is not my first language#so if something got bad or confusing you can ask me#I will also talk about Ochako later!#autistic toga you're always be my favorite hc#mha#bnha#toga himiko
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