#destruction cw

[sundove88]

A Storm of An Empty Shell (Jett, Broken Beyond Repair AU)

A small vignette of an AU I’m making where Jett never healed and thus became a cynical, broken, and utterly empty husk of his former self.

Note: This is an AU I’m making where Jett never healed and became an empty shell of his former self. I call it Jett, Broken Beyond Repair. Jett obviously belongs to @jettthespeeddemon

Also, this is my first Angst AU! Yaaaaay!!

And this probably the darkest AU I’ve ever made.

It was the biggest thunderstorm all of Timeville had ever seen in its history. The rain was pouring down in buckets, the lightning danced across the bleak sky, and the thunder boomed like the drums of a rock concert. I had lost all hope, and inside of me, my cold dead heart beat as I watched the thunderstorm. Although I had been given the chance to be adopted by Iben and had taken it, things didn’t change that much.

“Now this town will experience hopelessness like no other.” I said to myself. At my words, the storm became worse and worse. The wind howled like a pack of wolves, and the rain poured down in torrents. A flood washed through the streets, and lightning plus thunder caused more damage than any weather phenomena.

The next morning, the entire town was devastated as people worked together to restore the destroyed city. As Iben approached me, I could see that she was horrified at what happened last night. The entire city had been destroyed beyond repair, and so was I. Broken beyond repair- an empty shell of the speed demon I had once been.

There was no heart of mine left to restore the balance of or a speck of humanity left in me. Only the cold, stormy, thundering void where it had once been.

[mrkvhs]

Google IRL stimboard please! 💙 possibly featuring at least one hammer sdgj

couldn't find any hammers that weren't destruction-based, feel free to re-request if you're not pleased!

googleplier stimboard with hammers for anon. <3

[selfshippingquotes]

S/I, walking inside of a building after making F/O wait outside: Alright everyone, here comes the most special being to ever exist in the whole entire universe! And if you don't cheer and clap for them, I'll blow up this entire building.

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

[brassandblue]

⭐ - Jack in fallen Britain 🥺

Lord Jonathan Jack Lucius Kirkland, L o n d o n & the Fallen Britain AU

I really like how this one turned out.

[u3pxx]

very old doodle of a roleswap au idea bc y'all know how it is with me

[svramblrdegg]

The feeling of fasting getting easier >>>

[lostmf]

[explodingsaturn]

maybe i should just stop talking. i want all of my secrets back.

[ominouspuff]

I love rebel fox's ridiculously big sleeves

So glad you do — I dearly love them too. So many opportunities for flourishing and swishing from a man you would expect to do exactly neither and never

Also. You have given me the opportunity to EXPOUND and I’m taking it

The sleeve is not only aesthetic, but so EXTRA

CW mutilation: Fox’s right hand index-finger: “Ahsoka’s Gift” - In the arc where Fives (appears) to get shot by Fox, enraged by this and by her treatment by the Coruscant guard during her trial arc, Ahsoka takes revenge on the offending digit that shot the gun. With her teeth, btw — it gets a bit wild. Side-note: It factors in for the other clones that Fox is not right-handed, but that’s the hand he uses to shoot Fives. Then again, most clones are trained/raised/adjusted to be ambidextrous, so — it’s just odd all around, from the outside.

GAR armor: In keeping with the AU title and inspiration (Repurposing GAR armor towards the end of pulverizing wrinkly Sith — A guide by CC-1010, ecstatically-ex-marshal commander of Coruscant), Fox has kept his GAR shoulder-guards, a cutout of his chestplate, and knee-guards (plus one shin-guard), though the paint on them has been adjusted or worn.

Oversized sleeve: Beneath the batwing sleeve and dramatic flair, Fox is hiding whatever the rebellion uses instead of the Mandalorian Whistling Birds, in addition to an elbow-mini-blaster that fires a max of four shots, and extra ammo. (Also the sleeve is removable — think detachable bridal train)

CW self-destruction: On the reverse side of his chest-plate piece, Fox has an explosive device with multiple ways to rig it to explode. While it is detachable and likely could be used to explode OTHER things, the primary intent is a last resort gesture of defiance should he run out of other options.

Fox also has a replaced tooth (which he makes use of, but no spoilers here) and a metal plate protecting the surgery point for when his chip was removed. Since Fox is Fox, he prioritized speed over care at the time, so it is permanent vulnerability due to how his skull was treated and recovered afterward.

Do you see the knifes on his thigh they are small but they are important

[madokacorpse]

[youraverageventblog]

In a sick way, I like being this way. I take pride in how fucked up my mind is and how much I hurt myself, whether it be from a blade or indirect self-sabotage.

[nemugyo]

[wizardofgoodfortune]

and it rings in the day and it rings in the evening oh, i could pray, but it won't stop you leaving —phildel, “funeral bell”

[svramblrdegg]

100% sure my life would be easier if I was skinny. People treat you nicer when you’re thin and people actually think you’re pretty. The idea of being skinny makes me smile inside and out. Please let me get what I want for once.