don't you just hate it when the ghost of your former bestie (which you used drugz to hallucinate) keeps trying to seduce you
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Thinking about the line "You think I wouldn't know the smell of my rotting former first mate?". Thinking about if izzy had actually died from that bullet to the leg. Thinking about if Frenchie had shoved his body overboard, but Ed could still smell it. Thinking of Ed going mad not just with guilt, but with the realization his only support is gone. Imagining Ed just knowing that Izzy is still here, he has to be somewhere. Thinking about Ed slowly singling out each crew member because one of them must know where he is! One of them must be hiding Izzy! Thinking about izzy at the bottom of the ocean floor while Ed tears the ship apart
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Shoutouts to:
cluster a autistics
cluster b autistics
cluster c autistics
depressed autistics
anxious autistics
autistics with eating disorders
autistics that deal with hallucinations
autistics with dissociative disorders
autistics with tics
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hello tumblr people
im a sch1z0phrenic (disorganized + catat0nic) w aut¡sm, t2 b!p0lar and in ED recovery
im gonna make a post abt helping people around you, so pick on this poll :]
ill try create posts about the top 3
reblog to reach a wider audience etc, etc <3
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shout out to the psychotics who have trouble with eating! to the ones who have delusions about their food that makes it nearly impossible to eat! those who hallucinate their food as something unedible! to those who have sensory issues that limit their diet! to those who have a comorbid eating disorder! to those whose delusions make them believe they dont need food! to those with little or no appetite! to those who forget to eat! to those who rely on the side affect of increased appetite from antipsychtoics to help you eat!
we exsist! and we go through so much difficulty to do something we need to do several times a day for survival. we face so many challenges that most people will never understand. i recognize all your unnoticed effort, and im proud of you for trying.
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Oswald is so slimy and wet ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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You know- it would have been so funny if Oswald found out in the past that Ed was taking pills to hallucinate him- they would of had a longgggg argument about it- I WOULD OF LAUGHED SO HARD- like especially if Ed tried to explain the Oswald singing part- LIKE- I laughed so hard when Oswald started to sing to Ed like I literally fell off my bed
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I know that's its probably the most talked about scene from the whole show, but I don't think I've processed it. The Wake Up Alone scene... imagine being the writers... imagine pitching that scene.. but also.. everything from those hallucinations came from Edward's mind. None of that was actually Oswald. The way they wrote him there is all how Edward perceives him. Also just, what was the point of that scene, other than to show that even is Edward refused to believe it, he was at least a little romantically interested in him. What other reason was there to portray Oswald they way they do during that scene? The clothing, the angles, the song choice, the way that even though Edwrad protests, and tells Oswald to stop, he never tries to remove himself from the situation. He makes the choice to stay. He was literally on his way out, and he didn't leave. He made the CHOICE to stay. That scene, man, that scene.
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