#i want to feel loved

[waankyy]

i’ve never related so much to a character like hers 😕

[ofcutsandoffire]

sometimes it feels like the people I love don't love me back - Sydney Novak, I Am Not Okay With This

[gayfandomnerd225]

I just want someone to hold my face in their hands, look me in the eyes, and tell me everything will be alright. That I will feel better. And I want to believe them

[friskykittyunleashed]

Truth

You don’t want me, You just want to fuck me, And that makes all the difference. You want me to enjoy it, And I do, But more than just being fucked, I want to be wanted. Not because I’m there But because I’m me. And that is not you.

🐾 Frisky Kitty 27 April 2023

[dearjeonnn]

as i grow older i begin to question,

will i ever feel someone truly love me?

my concept of love has been demolished by those who couldn’t do it in the past, that i doubt myself more and more. will i ever experience love without condition, without reason? will i ever experience being loved the way i love? will i ever be hard to leave? or will i go through my entire life being easy to leave and hard to love? what if no one stays? what will i do then? just once i want to be so incredibly important to someone that i can 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 it. i want to be someone’s first choice. i want someone to look for me in a crowd of people. i just want someone to 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦. i’m tired of being alone. i’m ready to love. i’m ready to feel loved. i think i’ve always desired it, always craved it 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. honestly i just want a hug. i want a hug from someone who loves me. i just want to feel like i’m not as horrible as i think i am.

[0rgavsm]

I just want some romance, to feel wanted, to feel connected, to get butterflies and goosebumps, to smile until my cheeks hurt, to feel cosy with soft cuddles, to have lots of random kisses, to talk about anything and everything, to have eye contact filled with love and longing for the kiss that leads to slow romantic sex. I just want a bit of romance

[fucklife-or-me]

I just broke down while showering. I'll post it here bc I can't scream it to the world.

I don't think I'll ever be able to say-to admit- face to face how much I want to be loved by people who I do not share blood with.

How bad I carve an embrace that will hold me when my bones ache, and will whisper soothing words when my spine breaks by the events of the day. I cannot put into words how much I crave inner jokes, funny looks or gentle words. How my soul aches to be the first option just once. I pretend to not care, but even I can't deny my longing looks when I see a happy friend group chatting amongst themselves, can't deny the sadness and the envy that crawl out making me look away. I want to be on the arms of people other than my kin. I want to be a receiver of the meaningful looks and be the one that understands inner jokes. I want to know what is like to be care about. To have people who will genuinely fight for you, no questions asked. I want to be seen. And I can't help but feel selfish,feel like I'm making myself the victim.

I try and try and try to establish friendships but I can't. In the end I can't. Because it has been so long since I've had a proper one I don't know who to nurture them anymore. Even when I try and even when I'm laughing with them I feel it. In the back of my head, whispers echoing repeating the same thing

It won't last

It won't last

It won't last

Then they became cruel,

They don't like you

Your just a replacement

They will tose u aside, forget u when their finished

And how could I compete with the truth? History repeats itself after all.

How can I want people to like me when I don't even like myself. I don't feel good in my skin in my mind. Perhaps that was the problem, my thoughts, my unsaid words, the words that I did said, what my eyes would say.

Perhaps I am just not suitable for human relations but oh how deeply do I crave to be. Looking for that warmth on words and paragraphs, on books and poems, on scraps.Oh but I don't think they are enough to cure the ache in my soul anymore, perhaps they never were.

[haikuku]

Daily Haikuku, no. 293

I want someone who really wants to be mine and wants me to be theirs.

--haikuku

[bababaka]

I want somebody to take care of meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[fatimajgilani]

The life I want to live. 🎀🪷⚘️

[ofcutsandoffire]

had a meltdown earlier bc one of my friends told me that her crush likes her back and they are dating now and I feel rlly left behind because everyone is in a relationship and I'm still pining over my fp who probably doesn't like me back. I'm seriously debating on texting my fp on Friday and telling her I like her bc I just need to know if she likes me at this point and I'm tired of waiting but at the same time I'm terrified bc it could ruin our friendship forever

[se1ene]

[detectivefrost]

Nhi dikhta mujhe kisi me rab.

[ya-i-got-issues]

I want to know what's it like to be loved. I want to feel loved.

But I think, I'm not made for love.

[the-whispers-of-death]

My heart aches for someone to gently brush a strand of hair behind my ear, the gesture sweet and loving. I yearn to feel someone’s fingers gently graze my skin as they roam up and down my arm, comforting me when words can’t. I yearn to feel someone hug me, hiding me from the world and those who would want to hurt me.

[neckdeep--in--realfriends]

I cried for an hour in the middle of the night. You had no idea….