#illness warning

[cinnabun-bunny]

Sorry I've not been partaking in the boops you're all doing, but I'm not in the mood today. And I shall explain why under the read more cut, because it contains potentially triggering info.

My brother has been diagnosed with colon cancer. He told us yesterday, but I think he's been keeping it quiet for a few days prior. He doesn't seem worried at all, though he's always been incredibly chill and nothing worries him, he says he doesn't feel ill, and the doctors are optimistic. He's still young, and he's very fit and otherwise healthy. So I believe he will be fine.

I'm still devastated. And so is my mum. We're both worriers, and my mind especially always goes to the worst case scenario, so I'm fucking terrified.

I know this looks bad with us being told on the 1st April, which is why I waited til now to post, so you wouldn't think I'm joking. I'd never joke about that anyway. To be honest, I wasn't going to say anything at all, but... I don't know, this is as much a blog as anything else, and a blog is essentially a diary that other people can read. I want you all to know that I'm dealing with something right now, and although I think it's going to be okay, I'm still having a rough time.

[alcoholttm]

he knew, he could feel it in his bones just how bad his disease was getting, he knew that he had months if not weeks left. working, all he could do was work to get his mind off everything he was going through. he needed to get it done, he had to see the fruits of his labors, he needed to see the rocket actually work.

he wanted more than anything to be remembered for the work he's done, he didn't want to die in this world without leaving behind some sort of legacy.

[grahamkennedy]

Disability rights should extend to people who did that to themselves. To the bloke who got paralysed because he was trying to do a dumb trick on his skateboard, to the person who has diabetes because they ate unhealthily, yes even to those people who got blinded at that NFT convention.

As an on again off again alcoholic who has tried and tried again at recovery, I find myself in a space now where I'm starting to lose my liver function, and I'm now therefore chronically ill. And it sucks, I've tried medication that just exacerbated my mental health issues and I'm signing up for my fourth AOD service. It will always be my fault that I'm chronically ill, but the idea that there are good disabled people and bad disabled people kicks people like me out in the cold.

I think everyone deserves equal opportunity to access disability services, get government pensions, use mobility aids, etc etc, without people going 'actually, you did this to yourself'.

EDIT: thanks to all the people who've told me that unhealthy eating ≠ diabetes and it's a genetic thing. Sorry for spreading misinfo!

[daftpatience]

haruhi is forever in my heart a sort of boy thingy

[emotionaleating]

[cariciapadre]

i also drew this out of pure bliss of the new sf episode ..... cant wai t for moore ... 🎉

[spicyraeman]

shes having more fun than she looks i promise [full ver. here (explicit)]

[boldandburnt]

A moment on the lips forever on the hips

[max-is-a-tranny]

Real shit

[askuemki]

I was listening to crack baby by mistki on repeat while making this

[cyanide-sippy-cup]

Wayne Family Adventures literally had 2 entire seasons worth of healthy dad Bruce who sits down and talks with his kids. He brought Jason down from a nervous breakdown. He got Damian a dog. He told Tim that it's Batman who looks out for Robin. He felt incredible guilt over missing even one of Cass' recitals. He plays with the kids, he takes care of them, he talks with them about family and what they mean to him. He puts in the work.

And yet we still have people coming out of the woodworks to claim that being an asshole is "integral to his character" the one time he says fuckshit to the kids.

Look I came from from multiple abusive households (yeah that's right I'm pulling this card). I know what that looks like. This ain't it. What Bruce said is fucked up, no doubt about it. But this is after potentially years of kindness and heartfelt discussions. Saying something fucked after all that healthy behavior isn't abuse, it's a call for help. And that's what the kids are trying to do. He's scared. He even admitted to Damian that none of it matters as long as they're safe.

This arc isn't to point and go "oh look at how horrible Batman is and how he treats his family". It's showing how grief and trauma can twist the people you love into something that hurts, and the effort and pain needed on both sides to fix that (like in the Jason episode, how he lost control and almost hurt Dick and then told them to take care of Bruce). Keeping this idea that violence and abuse is integral to Batman and his relationships is the same mentality that has kept main timeline Bruce in that behavior for the last god-knows-how-long.

[bibiscate]

IT-ITS STILL MERMAY!!!! IM NOT LATE YOU'RE LATE!!!!!

but seriously tho I wanted to post my sun&moon merfolk dudes only when I had digitalized it and colored and shit

I have so many tidbits on them and their biology and morphology and all that jazz (I made a whole new species just because) but it was a month full of exams and I CANT stop playing don't starve and cotl I feel like Im going crazy

Oh yeah, and those designs are just concepts and I already changed them a bit ekdkskd but I didn't wanna end the month with nothing, so mermaid AU letsgoo

A BIT ABOUT THEM:

Not really based on any particular species, there are some details here and there, some shark stuff cause I like em anddd some others fishes but as I said I changed them a bit and this is just concept art fase

Moon was gonna be a electric eel but I've seen enough people do that so I decided to just ignore most anatomy and do whatever FEELS like them, I hope I'm successful at least with their designs latter

Yes there's a bit (a lot but shhhh) of lore but I'm going to bed skdkwkdks

[cvtmyhearttopieces]

the feeling of getting worse is so comforting

[dumbbitchdisaster]

Full stomach= nasty feeling, nauseating, disgusting, fat pig, uncomfortable

Empty stomach= beautiful, angelic, comforting, it girl, worthy, confident

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[r0b0t1me]

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