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I love Bauhauzzo, and the lovely amounts of pun that went into his name, design, concept, and commentary on the art and design world.
I would happily sit and weep with him at the Everything that is and was and will be.
#bauhauzzo#great god grove#my stuff#self i am banning you from text integration for both of our sanity#could i have strapped myself in for a true dedication to the bauhaus design style without a vector program? sure.#but i don't hate myself that much
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they're judging you unfortunately
#big brain moment: sqq can't talk shit abt the diplomats n stuff they have to deal with with binghe bc he'd immediately go Kill Mode#so binghes left with all that pent up hater energy yknow. enter sqh who likes to shit talk those ppl as well AND knows all their secrets to#binghe pretends he hates it bc its sqh...he says he has principles. but rly he encourages the shit out of it with looks and agreeing sounds#svsss#luo binghe#svsss fanart#scum villain self saving system#人渣反派自救系统#shang qinghua
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Shoutout to the self shippers who self ship in private.
The ones who want to be apart of the community, but are scared of embarrassing themselves. To the ones who watch in secret that dream of sharing their own stuff one day. It’s okay to feel nervous and be terrified of the possibility of folks making fun of your ships, your art, your writing or just you as a person. I experienced my own fair share of hate throughout the years when it comes to self shipping. And I still struggle with the fear of embarrassing myself to this day. But if I never posted my first self ship drawing long ago, I would’ve never found others who felt the same way when it comes to fictional characters.
You are NOT cringe or embarrassing for expressing what makes you happy. You are allowed to take up space for being yourself and sharing the love you have for the characters that are important to you just as much as everyone else who is allowed to be passionate about what makes them happy too. You’ll never know who might need to see your stuff for comfort and inspiration the same way you all were inspired by others before you.
#making this for anyone who might need this#my younger self would’ve needed this#I know self shipping is a bit more common in fandom spaces now#but I remember way back when it was rare to see online that those who did it were bullied relentlessly#and those self shippers would make the most heartfelt stuff and just get constant hate#and I was one of those self shippers years ago who watched in private for YEARS before joining myself#so I hope this helps someone out there who needs this#💬 chy chatter 💬#self ship community#self insert community
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my favourite big-hatted not-men with giant holes in their brains where their memories should be (and their kinda-dead doubles called loop/lup)
+bonus doodles because thinking about the taz balance cast for 0.2 seconds reminded me how much i like themmmm
#nows a good time to tell everyone im never listening to any loop voice hcs because they have always just sounded like taako. to me. thanks.#anyway i think i originally followed insertdisc5 during the taz days in what. 2015-16? oh god its been 10 years. i love.. time....#isat spoilers#taz balance#isat fanart#doodlebyte#im not. putting any more tags than that y'all can manage. i feel bad enough maintagging self indulgent crossover stuff to begin with#anyway lup taaco you will always be famous they can never make me hate you i love youuuuuuu#also i couldve made jokes abt the Redrobes but joking about barry Bluejeans was funnier to me#i really like the odile ive drawn btw. out of everything. i also like my insects (tiny siffrin and loop)#also i dont think i had ever drawn lucretia or barry prior to this...? so i have pulled some derivative designs out of my ass. lol
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#literally me#female rage#devine feminine#female hysteria#female experience#hell is a teenage girl#girl hysteria#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#girlcore#dream girl#girlhood#girl blogger#girlblog#girlblogging#coquette#coquette girl#girlblogger#lana del rey#locally hated#the virgin suicides#self destruction#this is what makes us girls#just girly things#girl problems#girlrotting#pretty when you cry#girly girl#just girl stuff#waifspo
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the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day
#bpd stuff#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd symptoms#mental problems#mentally fucked#actually borderline#borderline blog#bpd problems#bpd struggles#tw depressing stuff#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#tw vent#depressing quotes#depersonalization#tw self destructive thoughts#tw self destruction#i hate it here#major depressive disorder#bpd#tw depressing thoughts#bpd things#depressing life#bpd thoughts#bpd shit#bpd traits#depressing shit#bpd mood#personality disorder
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TikTok: dstvsky.dth
#bpd#actually bpd#boderline personality disorder#bpd mood#bpd vent#dollcore#i wanna kms#i hate my existence#low self everything#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#ready to kms#i want to kms#im going to kms#kms#i should kms#might kms#tw kms joke#imma kms#i will kms
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#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#mentally drained#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#personal vent#vent blog#ventcore#vent
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I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning
#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#depressing life#kinda depressing#self h4te#su1c1d4l#self h@te#su1c1d3#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw sui ideation#su1c1dal#i hate it here#i hate everything#vent
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'i hate jason grace because he thought he was worthy enough to compete with percy' I'm sorry have y'all SEEN jason. this man defeated a TITAN without weapons and his bare hands to the point the titan wanted to rise from the UNDERWORLD with the help of a GODDESS to seek vengeance over him. I think we can cut him slack for having some well deserved self respect bc I'd brag too wtf
#put some RESPECT on this guy's name. nobody is a more worthy competitor to percy than jason sorry not sorry I won't take arguments.#and has less experience with stuff because camp jupiter rarely had monster attacks so he was basically sheltered yet he was so strong#he saved percy UNDERWATER and defeated a SEA monster despite the whole zeus/poseidon thing. That only makes it difficult for him#and water isn't even his domain#yet y'all will call this 'gary stu behaviour' completely ignoring how op rick made percy. apparently only percy is allowed to be powerful??#he was trained by WOLVES as a 2 year old#before some mf goes 'theres no way jason defeated krios w just hands lol he was just boasting for the sake of it'. krios said it himself 💀#ironically jason was wayy too humble considering the stuff he's done lol he NEVER bragged and neither did percy#fandom when a character who has actually accomplished great stuff has an ounce of self respect and self awareness: 😠🔪🔪#it's not even 'i hate jason bc he's arrogant/powerless/boring' atp#it's just 'im too attached to percy to like any other person who's on his level and can't accept the fact that percy has a powerful rival'#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo#jason grace#pjo hoo toa
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"stop cutting yourself!!"
God forbid a ho have a hobby 😔
#sorry for being depressing#vent#mentally unwell#depression posting#depressiv#mentally drained#depressing shit#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#tw depressing stuff#mental illness#mental health#actually mentally ill#i wanna kms#i want to kms#kms#im going to kms#ready to kms#i hate this#i hate everything#sh vent#sh addict#sh cvt#sh twt#tw sh implied#sh things#tw shblr#self destruction#tw self h4rm#tw sh destructive behaviour
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whumpee holding back their cries for mercy, because they know they don't deserve any mercy, and won't be given any anyways.
#and they feel so very ashamed and wrong because of their sense of self-preservation!!! like all they deserve is punishment!!!!#they shouldn't even hope for anything else!!!!! they should just take it!!! they deserve it!!! they don't deserve to even cry!!!!#and “know” between quotes if we're talking outside of whumpee's pov of course🥰 its just that i want it to be inmersive#whumper turned whumpee#villain whumpee#whump#whump idea#whump prompt#cat says stuff#....#deidamia rotari (oc)#I KNOW I KNOW ITS ALWAYS HER BUT HER BRO. HER...#whump scenario#emotional whump#what other tags....#previously evil whumpee?#hated whumpee#idk
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Do you ship BartKon or Timkon or something else? Really, who do you ship Kon with? Maybe I want to hear all your ships
Just say as much as you want really
there's evidence for both my bartkon and timkon affinities on this blog (and the much rarer, most refined of timbarts)
the truth is i like pretty much any ship as long as its got an interesting dynamic to play off of (and usually comedy potential) and kon is a great character because he has an interesting dynamic with basically everybody
the yj crew in general has kind of a perfect blend of defined characters and interesting dynamics that could create all kinds of cool story potential, romantic or not. but vis a vis Romances Specifically..... hold on you've got me thinking about this now im gonna do a thing one sec
ok now that ive successfully pepe silvia'd this
cissie and anita are such perfect foils for each other man.... if yj 98 picked back up where it left off, i think anita's parents should be aged up again pretty quickly, but in the interim i would love to see these two forced into a caretaking duo
anita + slobo, self explanatory. nobody knows whats going on with them except for them and i think that's beautiful. matching each others freak 4ever
i think most of them should have unrequited crushes on each other bc it would be funny namely the slobo>thad>kon clone crush conga line + the kon>bart>tim pining isoceles
greta queen of unrequited pining she is out here stalking she is out here threatening perceived romantic rivals she is ending the world she does it all and not having powers would not stop her
tim dating bernard is canon but i think it would be funny if they're both also into kon (plus ideally steph would lowkey be dating tim too + dating cass but that's batfam shit Whatever)
medium hot take i think kon and cassie should date sometimes bc they're best friends and love each other. just constantly walking the line of platonic/romantic and changing statuses every other month
love cissiecassie but i also think it's funnier if they've never kissed and just thought really hard about it and there was never a right time
cassie + rose self explanatory they should invent new and fucked up ways to murder each other romantically
i also want cassie chronically fumbling a rotating cast of civilian/villain/hero side characters bc she's got that peter parker syndrome where she can pull anybody and everybody but the universe is not on her side when it comes to being a good girlfriend (especially now that dc seems committed to tim no longer fumbling all of his relationships. gang we need a fumbler and cassie is right there)
i realize now i made a chart for romance but the only two i have actually dating is tim/bernard lol. the rest are either unrequited or "it's complicated"
#asks#tinytoadnamedbob#cissie and anita tho..... so much potential#like the way cissie is alienated from hero work and leaves the game at the same time she inspires anita to join it#anita forced out of hero work bc of unfair responsibilities vs cissie always being dragged back into hero work against her will#the way they admire each other for what they each dislike about themselves#listennnn#makes me lose my mind dude#also anita/slobo and cassie/rose are equal and opposite dynamics 2 me#in which slobo inadvertently allows anita to be weird and unapologetic and angry and violent because he's all those things and more#and thats lowkey why she likes him#vs rose provoking cassie to be weird and unapologetic and angry and violent because SHE'S all those things and more#and its 100% why cassie fucking HATES her#like anita finds freedom and joy in discovering herself and what she can do#whereas cassie has a more rigid sense of self#so when her darker impulses and tendencies are provoked she freaks the fuck out because she doesn't recognize herself in it#delicious stuff man
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pony homelander

also this doodle i did of him n my sona

#art stuff#digital art#doodles#digital aritst#mlp#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#ponified#homelander#the boys#the boys homelander#the boys series#the boys fanart#homelander fanart#self insert#i hate him sm what’s wrong w him he’s so stupid#i love him in an autistic way#need to study him under a microscope#i thought i’d be funny to turn him into a pony#it’s bc of a tt#squidflavoredsoup
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#vent#vent blog#vent post#mentally drained#mentally fucked#self h@te#s3lf hate#kinda depressing#tw depressing stuff#tw depressing thoughts#tw selfhate#aes
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#noticed this with my Alan Becker special interest and recent BFDI hyperfixation#I became self aware for a moment lmao#autism#autistic#graah i hate using such broad tags but cmon#tism#the tism#neurodivergent#neurodiverse stuff#and I'm tagging the actual content bc i can. fuck you#ava#avm#alan becker#animation vs animator#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#bfdi#bfdia#bfb#battle for dream island#tpot#bfdi tpot#i know those arent the only two but these are my own examples. feel free to add on lmao#ready? cringe tags for engagement:#memes#meme#funny#dear god do i dare use the “funny” tag 🤮
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