#self journey

[onehundredwishesss]

Be confident like Thewizardliz

Self-confidence affirmations

I am very secure in myself

I am very pretty

I am very wise

I am very educated

I have a very beautiful face and body

I have an amazing personality

I am very kind and assertive

I am very happy with myself

I am confident when I meet people

I am well-spoken

I attract everyone and everything

I take care of my appearance

I take care of my mind

I think positively about myself

I am strong

I have good intentions

I am very intelligent

Everyone is obsessed with me

I look put together wherever I go

I love myself no matter what

I put myself first 

I have very strong boundaries

I am ambitious

I am educated

I know what I want and I go for it

I always get my desires

I am grateful for everything

I assume that I'm beautiful, therefore I am beautiful

I'm satisfied with who I am

I am very social

I am very patient with myself

I use kind words to myself

I am my own best friend

I am independent

I am confident of accomplishing my goals

I am very happy with the person I've become

I am ready to receive everything

I deserve everything I've dreamt of

[caramelnymphet]

。 ♡ 。　　♡。　　♡

♡。　＼　　｜　　／。　♡

my man treats me right

♡。　／　　｜　　＼。　♡

。　♡。 　　。　　♡。

[trashscorpio]

Angelic Numbers

111 = intuition; trust your gut & listen to your heart

222 = alignment; you are in the right place & the right time

333 = support; your spiritual guides are around you sending you love and spiritual truth

444 = protection; the universe and your spirit guides are protecting you

555 = change; something new is coming

666 = reflect; its time to wake up to your higher spiritual truth

777 = luck; wonderful things are about to happen

888 = balance; everything is falling into place as it's meant to be

999 = release; it's time to let go of what's no longer serving you

[bichefanee]

unknown, untitled // sylvia plath, the unabridged journals of sylvia plath // aleksandra waliszewska, untitled from the painting series nasty children // shizuka mariya, everything eventually goes into the ground // jenny zhang, sour girl // frida kahlo, two fridas

[sunnysunshineyogi]

I think these might be my favorite shorts so far, definitely found the gym outfit for tomorrow 😋

[loveyourlovelysoul]

How do we know if we're healing? Some signs can be: being more aware of our emotions and regulating them better; recognizing, understanding and breaking negative thoughts' patterns, or at least not letting them invade us for too long/not letting them take over and embracing them without much fear; validating ourselves and our feelings about our experiences, present and past; not being afraid of setting healthy boundaries with other people, both inside and outside our family/close friends; being more aware of our self worth, and of the fact that we deserve as much love, respect, appreciation and validation as anyone else on this planet.

BTW remember hiccups/fallbacks can always happen: it's normal to still feel triggered about something we thought we were over or to keep acting as we are used to (sadly it's not so fast and easy to teach our minds to change their "safe" habits). Don't give up, try again. It's all part of the process. You'll see the end of this. I believe in you.

[diana-andraste]

There’s not a place, stream or bush, however remote; or a flagstone north, south, east nor west that we shouldn’t consider with affection and empathy.

No matter how far South Africa, no matter how distant the moon, they’re part of us by right: there’s not a single spot anywhere we’re not a part of. We issue from everywhere.

Seán Ó Ríordáin, Apathy Is Out trans. Greg Delanty

"A person must keep traveling from self to self."

[haileyjennelle]

One thing I continue to learn over and over is Gods plan always seems a whole lot better than anything I could make happen on my own.

- hj

[gingerquakes]

I am not for insecure men.

I will not tolerate less than I deserve.

There is a difference between compromise and enabling.

It is not my job to heal and better others. It is my job to heal and better myself.

I am looking for a partner. I am not looking to be his mother.

A daily mantra for the modern dating scene.

[onehundredwishesss]

Money and luck affirmations

I attract a lot of money

I attract wealth

I attract financial freedom

I deserve luxury

I deserve to live a comfortable life

I deserve to be rich

I have a high pay job 

I have a good career

My income increases every month

My business is growing every day

I am a money magnet

I am successful in all aspects

Money comes to me in easy ways

I can spend my money wisely

I am good at creating financial freedom

I deal with money in a positive and healthy way

I believe in luck and that’s why it comes to me

I attract good luck wherever I go

I am a luck magnet

I am the luckiest person ever

Things are always working out in my favor

Everyone tells me how lucky I am

I attract blessings and opportunities

I attract money wherever I go

I build a better future for myself

Every time I breathe, I attract more money

I am so happy to live a successful life

I love money and money loves me

[caramelnymphet]

[fly-care]

Happy Monday

[ch-anel]

✨An important tip I learned with the Universe ✨

When you’re at your lowest and think your manifestations aren’t working and the universe is working against you, think. Are these lessons I need to learn for my spiritual growth? Do things feel bad because there’s certain aspects you need to overcome: insecurity, confidence, etc.

The universe always has a plan ❤️ things happen for a reason and sometimes instead of doubting everything you need to trust that everything is happening the way it’s meant to!!

[spooxie]

a year ago today i attempted suicide, and i can say i’m happy i have my scars from it because i survived. i wanted to die so badly back then and this year i’m so happy i’m still here and alive. i’m so happy i didn’t succeed. i’m so happy i’m still here in this world with my family and friends. too whoever is struggling to hard right now you are worth it please keep fighting. i know it can feel impossible but things will get better I promise you 🖤💕

[certifiedbitch777]

New Year, New Me?

Entry Date: 2/2/2024

I am currently 23 years old. The age I always hear carries the most tribulations for our early 20s, which has pretty much been my pain point as I have no idea what I'm doing in life.

Shocking, I know, right?

Before I got my current corporate job, I had so much passion. I want to try out everything in life. I wanted to be a writer, dancer, singer, actor, psychologist - Shit, I even tried to do IT because why the fuck not? I had so much energy and drive I felt like I could conquer the world. And yet, here I am now, and I have no passion, interest, or drive. I'm literally just floating in life right now, not knowing what the fuck to do next.

I'm in survival mode, to be honest. The only thing that is hardwired into my brain is the goal of getting this shmoney.

Despite all this, I still feel lazy since I have no ambition for anything outside of money. My mind is plagued by what I should and shouldn't do and all I can land on is 'I don't fucking know :|'. 

Regardless of this unclarity and lack of ambition, I only want a clear sense of direction. I want to get going already, but I don't know what steps to take. Again, I understand I'm only 23 years old, but still. I need that clarity to take action on a path I know I will be satisfied with, but once again IDFK.

There's no way around this phase at this point; It's inevitable. The only thing I guess I can implement is going on a deep assessment of my life (once again) and reviewing what is and isn't working for me. I've just been avoiding doing this because it is tiring and tedious.

Fuck, maybe I'm just being lazy.

I mean, tbh, it isn't fun; It just sounds like a load of work.

Damn, I think I'm lazy...

I mean, they say it takes 30 to 60 days to break a habit. I'll start looking into my bad habits and see what I can get out of that. 

Here's a list of my current shitty habits that I'll be challenging:

Sleeping before or at midnight: My sleep schedule is terrible for a variety of reasons, but I want to start sleeping before midnight to practice better sleeping habits. For reference, I typically stay up until 3am despite working in the morning.

Waking up before 8am: Okay, so this is mainly to be able to study for my permit (Yes, I'm 23 and don't know how to drive. Who's gonna check me??) and work out. This will also allow me downtime after work (5pm).

Consistent Oral Hygiene: Okay, before y'all supposedly clean freaks call me gross, I'm not saying I don't brush my teeth. I do, and twice a day at that, along with using my Therabreath mouthwash. I just need to be consistent with flossing, specifically at night. I've been getting better at it, but I want to implement it into my daily routine.

Taking Daily Medications: I suck at consistently taking my mood stabilizers, as it just makes me feel dreary and sleepy throughout the day. Since I stopped taking it consistently, my mood hasn't been the best. Needless to say, I'm not gonna do that anymore.

Working Out: I've been athletic for as long as I can remember. However, in recent years, I've been on and off and want to get back to having a snatched waist with a phat dumpy. I'm already comfortable with my current size, but to be back in shape wouldn't hurt. I think I'll be sharing my journey with pictures every so often so that you guys can have a realistic peek into my journey.

Eating Habits: I need to eat healthier, PERIOD. I don't have the worst eating, but it's terrible for me because I'm very impulsive with food and suffer from an eating disorder. I have toggled between binging and starving myself many times in the past, so I want to try to find that sweet spot where I can eat healthily and not feel deprived to the point where I binge.

Prioritize Health: Both physical and mental. I suck at this and, at times, can let work take a toll on my everything. Last year almost broke me, and I don't want this year to be the same. I need to be happy and healthy. No comprising at all.

So yeah, that's my list. Once again, I'm just going to point out I am a lazy girl and I have terrible habits, however, I do want to make a change because I'm really tired of this loop.

I want to reach all of my financial, personal, and career goals this year so badly. The good thing is I have some steps to outline what I need to change. The challenge is pushing through to get the end result :\

Anyway, I will most likely post my initial progress for my journey for working out and do bi-weekly check-ins to track my progress.

This may sound corny, but New Year, New Me?