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beansidhe · 1 year

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#mentally unwell #severe anxiety disorder #severe depression

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what-is-life-but-death-pending · 2 years

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I haven't wanted to die so often in a single year like this in a while

#morte #severe depression #bipolar disorder #generalized anxiety disorder #actually borderline #mental health #mental illness #severe anxiety disorder #major depressive disorder #borderline personality disorder #bpd #depression #sadness #end #grief

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snake-habitat1 · 1 year

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“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

#bpd #mentally unstable #major depressive disorder #severe anxiety #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #ocd #overthinking #trichotillomania

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aitadjcrazytimes · 9 months

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#lmao #for anyone who's curious the process went:#send ask to aita official #blog blows up #someone realizes its a chexer fic #i follow them bc they seem cool #i join their rvb server #their encouragement pushes me to finish the Actual Fic i was working on #i expand the fic to be more of a whole au after it comes out much better than expected #the next fic in the au that i work on has to do with a character's brain injury #this leads me to do research into brain injuries #''......huh. this sounds. a lot like the neurological symptoms that my doctors have been saying is just part of my anxiety disorder''#think on that for a while #go to the ER for unrelated reasons #remember my theory #bring it up to the doctor #Doctor Immediate Concern #doctors orders a ct scan #''eeyup! that there's some atrophying and a chiari malformation! y'ever had a head injury''#(i had had several)#''well! shit! time to refer you to neurosurgery :) see if we cant do somethin about all that memory loss and severe pain and shit''#and now we are here #it also lead me to research osddid systems for the first fic #and now my therapist is having me tested for osdd because i did not know that those symptoms were not a thing everyone experiences #so like. thanks for helping me meet friends who could encourage me to engage with the things i like + learn more about myself #^ ^ <3 #im actually not gonna say ''ok last update fr this time'' bc idfk maybe something WOULD be funny to post on here

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mosscaller · 1 year

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#meme #borderline blog #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bipolar 2 #bpd #chronically ill #severe anxiety

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virtualplushy · 3 months

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hitting myself with hammers!!!!!!! you are not out of time!!!!!!!

#🍜#me to me with a severe lifelong anxiety disorder: girl chill lol

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m0rbs · 8 months

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Look man I'm sorry it's a turnoff for you that Kirk is weirdly damp like 97% of the time but he's nervous cut him some slack

#my beautiful princess with a disorder (jim kirk)#my babygirl has had several anxiety attacks onscreen and he falls over dead every day like a real man #just let him be drenched in oil who cares anymore

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hurglewurm · 4 months

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me: we are Not going to worsen our life while in a minor depressive episode

the brain: :/

#two things i will now overshare about in the tags:#the number and severity of symptoms i am exhibiting that indicate uhhhhhh #an anxiety disorder that i Don't have. don't want to have please. i fear this.#anyway I'm getting outnumbered. but i am still convinced I'm making it up so anyway #2. bro when u catch a glimpse of ur friends on social media #and the lives they're living and their successes and accomplishments #and ur like damn. yall living out here ?#(and also like. damn. yall feel like u deserve to celebrate yourselves?)#(yall don't feel like a horrible dessicated corpse most of the time emotionally?)#yall is not part of my vernacular i feel the need to say this #hurgle says things #2024 was supposed to be my mentally well year. who the fuck is this #like my depression we are chill i know her. we talk we discuss. we're okay #this new beast though who has been festering in here. i want her to move out............#but i think she might have already set up all her furniture...... and I'm hiding in my room #do u get my metaphors #anyway I'm fine bc I'm used to living like this but i am. unwell.

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macabre-crab · 2 months

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“himimimimimimi book alicent would never!! book rhaenyra would never!! book rhaedkdkdndkskfndofntkdofndk-“

“History will paint you as a cold queen.”

YEAH THATS WHAT I FUCKING THOUGHT !!!!

#listen on one hand i get it the books are very special to a lot of people and that is The Source Material #but also grrm has literally stated Multiple Times EVEN IN THE BOOK that the stories we’re being told are just that. Stories.#accounts from people who weren’t ever actually there. they probably heard their account from someone else who heard it from someone else #that’s what the beauty of this show has been. we’ve been watching an unbiased telling of what Actually happened.#the things nobody ever knew but WE get to know because we’re special ❤️#like we’re seeing directly from the eyes of helaena ourselves.#this is just a story. and we know our parts in it.#aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #anyways civil discussions only please if you try fighting/arguing with me or others i will block yoouuu #i have a severe anxiety disorder and internet trauma LMAO #hbo house of the dragon #house of the dragon #hotd spoilers #hotd season 2 #hotd #into the microphone #rhaenyra targaryen

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coffeformwah · 4 months

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i forgot that i’m disgusting and unattractive, who would ever want me? that’s right, absolutely fucking no one.

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #mdd thoughts #mdd #actually mdd #anxitey #severe anxiety #social anxiety #paranoia #panic attack #panic disorder

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beansidhe · 1 year

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I guess my meds are starting to work. I was able to drive through a rain squall with poor visibility without having a panic attack and needing to stop.

I haven't had the crushing feelings in my chest and my intrusive thoughts are quieter. Sometimes I still feel things really intensely but most of the time things that would have made me upset enough to cry don't and I can't make myself feel the deep sadness I am used to even when something is upsetting me.

The rest of the time my emotions feel like static and I don't know if my anxiety and depression have been so loud I couldn't feel anything else or I am feeling nothing at all because of the meds. It sometimes feels like my feelings are out of reach and I can't quite get to them.

It's probably best if I don't feel much. It's hard when you have strong emotions and mood swings. It sucks when your feelings are too much to handle but still not enough to feel loved.

#about me #severe anxiety disorder #severe depression #mentally unwell #mental illness

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what-is-life-but-death-pending · 2 years

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It's not the best thing in the world to be told you've lost sex appeal by your partner of 7 years. That you're still beautiful and cute but no longer sexy because depression has tanked your hygiene, your attitude, your smile, your affect, your willingness to be affectionate

it's not the best thing in the world to be told that you've failed.