#vent :)

[headspace-hotel]

the worst thing about the Medical Fear is that i desperately don't want there to be anyone else that feels this way. because if anyone else feels this way it says some existentially damning things about like, human society and existence

i don't want to live in a world where people have to feel this and no one does anything about it

[bnnuyguts]

im sorry im sorry i don't mean to be like this im sorry

[ghouldtime]

Mean König this, loser König that blah blah blah

How about instead König being the introvert he is with weirdly specific hobbies to match. I'm thoroughly convinced this guy has an army of miniatures (which he all HAND PAINTED, thank you very much).

How about König being frugal and reusing a lot of things or DIY'ing them himself. Things are always too expensive these days and why on earth would he buy a new one when he has one he picked up years ago that works just fine?? C'mon, he made a mask out of a t-shirt, can't convince me that's the only thing he's reused or repurposed.

He's not a gross, disgusting pervert who snorkels with the sludges of humanity in the bottom of the degenerate barrel. [Going to go on the record to say write what you want, that's your choice. But at the same time, it's my choice to say: Genuinely, what the fuck to a LOT of what I've seen in the König tag]

He's also not an UWU shy guy who cries because you took his mask off. Please, his voice lines are so cocky, he's not going to sob and cower because some jackass tried harassing him these days. He's a damn good solider, he's proud of it, he knows it and knows how to use it

Still going to call him baby girl, doesn't make him any less of one, he's just not a wimp with no backbone who crumples into a heap because someone mildly made fun of him. He breaks backs, I'm sure he's kept at least a spine of his own (at least as a souvenir)

Social anxiety doesn't always mean being ridiculously sensitive and the lack of research put into it when it comes to writing König realllllly shows. Proper representation matters and when it's reduced to being a stuttering, co-dependent mess who can barely function on their own and is just overly clinging, it's not cute - it's hurting the narrative around it and further perpetuating untrue and negative stereotypes.

Social anxiety means many different things to many different people and shows itself in so so many ways. No two people experience it or feel it the exact same way, but it's helping NO ONE when you're ignoring blatant characterization of it and how it presents for someone to change it so you can meld them into a stereotypical box

Rant over, I just love König so much (he was my initial draw to this whole fandom) and hate seeing what's done to him in some really, REALLY deplorable extremes

Going to probably write a König reader insert at some point out of spite alone at this rate

[painstitution]

[lover-of-botatoes]

bleeding

[disasterhimbo]

I love it (/sarcastic) when someone tells you they’re sick and then when you suggest it might be covid and they should take a covid test, they just say “it’s not covid” without any proof

[angelpuns]

Suddenly wishing my parents could read my mind/see inside my head so they understood I actually CAN'T do the things I say I can't do. Its not that I don't want to its that I literally cannot do them :)

[i-eat-mold]

im cooking some skk stuff just wait until i can claw my way out of the worst part

[stargirlanthem]

every day, i feel less and less real ✶⋆.˚

[etinceelle]

What's my art process lately

[bnnuyguts]

[painstitution]

[uramitashi]

look im dead serious but if you, as a defense lawyer, know that your clients are rapists, their accomplice and "mastermind" said he and all of them are rapists, because your clients have repeatedly raped a 70 years old comatose woman and YOU - their defense lawyer - try to spin it around and say "oh the victim was actually consenting and is acting like a victim!" you need to be fired.

i get that its your job. the piece of shit who organized this confessed. there are whole fucking files name "ABUSE". they met this asshole on a site called "without her knowledge" or whatever. your clients were instructed not to be seen in public near the house or to let the COMATOSE woman find them. the rapist who organized this did say that the woman was not giving consent and he even explained what drug he used to sedate her and why.

and yet there you are with your dumbass grownup uniform playing devils advocate for some money and shit. being the biggest piece of shit you can against a suffering woman who is 101% on the right. humiliating a rape victim. you are publicly letting everyone know that your stupid job is more valuable than common fucking sense. there are fucking monkeys in india who saved a young child from rape and you, the smartest ape in this godforsaken world, cant even properly step from this case. you are french and you are not even burning a single shop in honor of gisele pelicot. how can you even walk straight with all that burden on your shoulders? how can you watch yourself in the fucking mirror in the morning and dont feel too ashamed to go outside?

how can you have no sense of decency?

[jellyfish-sadist]

Being treated like a child/pet is so comforting. Pet my head. Tell me I'm doing well. Laugh gently at me. Love me. Hold me. I will follow you around and lean over your back and stand <1 inch away from you at all times in public like a fucking parasite.

[800-dick-pics]

I dont think most non black people actually want to face their own (personal and communal) anti blackness. Black people are not seeing enough of yall doing shit that actually matters like, cutting contact with your anti black family, giving up work promotions and giving the to black people, opening up your homes to poor/homeless black people, doing more than just casually reading vauge black leftist theory online and being "friends" with black people because you know itll boost your political capital.

I dont believe in black people giving our energy to non black people or their issues until we can give this level of support to our own communities. Most non black people do not care that we exist and the ones who do are falling short of what it means to truly be a friend and co conspirator. I dont believe in solidarity anymore, it literally cant exist if non black people do not choose to put a large organized sustained effort into combating anti blackness in their hearts, homes and communities.