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Aphrodite and my Autism/PTSD Service Dog
So the thing I wasn't expecting after bringing my service dog home was Aphrodite's clear presence with her! I was honestly expecting a bigger presence from Loki or my familiars, or hell, Apollo with his healing associations, and instead the deity that suddenly became much louder was... Aphrodite?
I have a few theories for this. One, my dog is a golden retriever. UPG Aphrodite likes golden retrievers lol? It could also be the unconditional love I have for my pup, and the same returned to me. I also suddenly have time again for all my self-care rituals at night with Aphrodite. My skin is clearing as one of my service dog's tasks is behavioral interruption for skin-picking. I have energy to last me through the day, and at the end of the day, I'm not overstimulated or overwhelmed, I'm relaxed and productive—previously, I was forced to skip some of my self-care daily because of how tired I would get from being on alert with my PTSD. My confidence has skyrocketed in public as I no longer have to constantly worry about being approached from behind. My stress levels are lower, and when they spike, my service dog alerts me and I can take care of the problem before it really begins. Or it's because she makes me more confident in my feminine self. Aphrodite loves my pup to death, her presence has been around me, especially in the last two days. We're just gals, the three of us. <3
Regardless of reasoning (I think it's all of them combined), I'm super thankful for Aphrodite's care and assistance as I readjust to my new life. I love seeing my deities peeking through my normal every day life.
Obligatory service dog picture, of course.
#witchblr#paganism#pagan witch#pagan community#eclectic pagan#hellenic witch#witchcraft#hellenic polytheism#hellenic deities#hellenic pagan#helpol#hellenic paganism#hellenic#aphrodite#service dog#actually autistic#actually ptsd
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Manga/Manhwa want to read list:
*please give me all your recs and opinions
- Yuu Yuu Hakisho
- Why Realiana ended up at the Duke’s Mansion
- Who Made Me a Princess
- Sailor Moon
- Cheese in the Trap
- Blood on the Tracks
- Boys Over Flowers
- The Summer Hikaru Died
- Homonculus
- PTSD Radio
- 7th Time Loop
- Monster
- Solo Leveling
- My Little Monster
- Witch Hat Artelier
*this will be regularly updated as I find more I want to read
#yuu yuu hakisho#why raeliana ended up at the duke's mansion#who made me a princess#sailor moon#cheese in the trap#blood on the tracks#boys over flowers#the summer hikaru died#homunculus#ptsd radio#7th time loop#monster#solo leveling#my little monster#witch hat atelier#kpop#bts#jungkook#taehyung#namjoon#jimin#aesthetic#grunge#reading#books#manga#manhwa#webtoon#manga shoujo#romance manga
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#witch house#2000s web#me#mine#2014 grunge#crim3s#crystal castles#salem#salemooc#true romance#trans nsft#transgender#transfem#jack donoghue#s4lem#julia fox#ptsd
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I don't think people really get just how massive Suletta's breakdown is going to be
I know it seems obvious after all that happened, but I'd like to give a little bit of more insight (let's thank my psychology major!)
We all know that Suletta has her whole self worth attached to Aerial, the way she's been educated and everything else, but the thing is, let's think about it as if Suletta had a healthy relationship with her Gundam (withouth considering it actually "family") and everyone around her for a moment.
Even in that brightest scenario, even if it wasn't about her worth, her whole sense of identity would still be tied to Aerial. She's a teenager, she's still forming a form of Self, her own identity, which in this time is developed through your peers and your interests basically.
Even if she was an accustomed healthy teenager, Suletta would still have broken down bad at the latest events, because she's losing a part of herself. She's a pilot, that's her Gundam! It's what she is! What is she withouth it? She's Earth's champion, now she's not anymore.
But that's not all. She's also Miorine's groom! That's part of her identity now, and it has been for a while. Always being by her bride's side, believing in her, supporting her, and loving her. Now she's not anymore, because they took away her title, but also because Miorine officially dumped her and called their relationship just a shield.
Suletta is the one who never lost a battle her whole life and now, at her very first loss, the lost everything.
All of that, on its own is already extremely damaging. All the confidence would break, their image of themselves would break, and a massive rebuild is to be done because who is she now?
All of that, in the best case scenario where Suletta has been raised properly, as a girl with maybe a talent and interest for mobile suits.
So, now let's ask ourselves: how bad can it be with canon Suletta? The one that has been raised to be a little soldier who doesn't think for herself. The one who has all of her self worth tied only to aerial, because it's not a matter of "it's a part of me", but a "I'm nothing withouth it".
How bad can it be for socially awkward Suletta, who's not good with social cues and stuff, who desperately tried to believe in her bride, and that at some point actually started doing it? That loved and believed that it was genuine because Miorine told her? The same Miorine that is now claiming that it's been all a lie and that is rejecting her so hard instead of simply blaming the results of the battle?
How bad can this all be for someone who has zero tools for interspection and dealing with herself and her own emotions, and that litterally has no other thing she identifies with aside from what they just took away from her?
#gundam wfm#gundam: the witch from mercury#suletta mercury#miorine rembran#sulemio#g witch#gundam the witch from mercury#mobile suit gundam#g witch spoilers#this is going to be so bad#they did a good job with ptsd so i'm super hopeful for suletta's depressive breakdown#it's going to be so bad#forgive spelling mistakes and stuff#it's like half past 1am#mioletta
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Me playing slay the princess, going through stuff like fury (through tower route), nightmare etc: ok yeah I can handle this just fine
And then I got triggered by something relatively small (when compared to other content warnings in this game) in the witch route… 😬 (specifically “the frog” route part, iykyk)
#that sound effect… aaaa#right in the ptsd#voice of the opportunist truly your humour is the only thing helping me through this right now#gonna take a water break after this chapter#my posts#slay the princess#stp#stp witch
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girl. you came in here and immediately started using mind control and illusion magic to torment people in their dreams, manipulate people into killing people, manipulate someone into your arms, and to take away people's free will. yeah idk that's gonna make people think you're bad
#kalyba: does a whole bunch of fucked up shit to people with magic beyond just morally gray#also kalyba: why does everyone call me a wicked witch 😔😔 I guess they just hate a powerful girlboss 😤#like girl yes YOU are the drama#a day of fallen night#adofn spoilers#roots of chaos#honestly it's incredibly on brand bc when we see her in priory she's still upset about galian not loving her#she has no self awareness. zero. she genuinely thinks she hasn't done anything wrong in her life#meanwhile she is deadass giving people lifelong ptsd#lbr we have all known someone like kalyba lmao
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haha therapy AU
#suletta mercury#miorine rembran#nika nanaura#chuatury panlunch#g witch#the witch from mercury#my art#tw blood#no because what the fuck#i am personally sending them to therapy#kinda modern AU and asticassia is like a psychiatric home#suletta has obvious high functioning anxiety and is schizophrenic#aerial and prospera are two of her more common hallucinations and voices she hears#both will never appear at the same time and depending on who is out atm dictates how comfortable suletta is with speaking#when (the few times) neither of them are there suletta will be on constant edge and more jumpy than usual (which says a lot)#also idk in here elnora and prospera are two separate identities#mio has moderately severe depression and ptsd cough ep12 cough#seeing clusters of red or red objects scattered around would send her into a massive panic#she put down playing the piano but still enjoys gardening and has a few plants that are easy to take care of in her room#slowly she expands to the home's indoor garden and practically owns it and the staff are just happy to let her do her thing#(not before relocating all the red flowers to a far away area lmao)#chuchu just goes in and out for anger management sessions lol#nika is a volunteer that helps around#still working out some stuff#sulemio will bump into each other and heal together like the homies they are and fall in love#there will probably definitely be more of this nonsense stay tuned i have no idea what happens either#i just want to put them in a safe place from bullshit to heal#they are so#also im laughing cause this reminded me of my dead wr hospital AU#anyway i hit the 30 tag limit so bye
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Im doing an elaborate spell tonight to heal my inner child. It involves the 6 of cups tarot card ✨ I’m walking in the moonlight right now to gather my flowers for the spell. If anyone is interested its a very simple spell and I would be happy to share!
#witchblr#tarot witch#witchcraft#beginner witch#baby witch#witch aesthetic#witchyvibes#green witch#pagan witch#trauma#ptsd
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#spiritual#spirituality#universe#healing#journey#mental health#ptsd#mental health awareness#witch#advice#motivation
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💀🌼Living with cPTSD is like navigating a minefield every day. 🦋Triggers can come out of nowhere, sending me into a tailspin of anxiety, panic, and flashbacks.🦋 It's exhausting, isolating, and at times feels never-ending🌼🌿✨But I refuse to let this disorder define me. I am strong, resilient, and capable of healing.🦋 I may have scars, but they are a reminder of my strength and courage.🌼💀🌿
🦋💀🌿I am healing...
🌼😊🦋I am a survivor, not a victim.
#actually cptsd#living with cptsd#complex ptsd#ptsd recovery#spilled ink#writeblr#self care#aestethic#asexual#pastel goth#thinking out loud#just a thought#witch#humans are weird#adult human female#good things#witchy things#motivational#motivating quotes#self care reminder#consciousness#self help#healing journal#wellness journey#recovery is possible#recovery#cptsd recovery#positive mental attitude#mental illness#my post
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Heya! Hope your day is going well. I hope I don't come off as hostile / mad because I'm not, just curious as to what way you would (or already) have contacted me about the familiar reading?
Also, if you do not have it done yet, that is fine too! I understand it is very taxing to try and reach out to spirits and work a job.
(Genuinely just curious - I have a very passive-aggressive way of writing when I'm not very close with the person. Even then, it still comes out like that on occasion)
Thank you,
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Status of Familiar Readings!! :)
Hey there! This is for those folks waiting on a familiar reading from my Ko-Fi: they're on their way! They're just taking some extra time as I'm prepping to pick up my service dog TOMORROW to bring her FOREVER HOME! I've also been going through a PTSD episode this week that has taken up lots of my time and energy (I slept 14 hours last night, for reference) and on my off-days of work this week, I had to mitigate disability symptoms and struggles. I'm energetically starting to recover from this all just today.
Once I pick up my pup tomorrow, not only am I going to be feeling much better, but I'll have the mental space and capacity to finish up the familiar readings! I'm very excited to be getting back to my normal levels of practicing my craft and energy work.
Familiar readings do take over an hour for me each, and most of the time, I can only handle one per day because contacting familiar spirits drains your physical energy. I do them at night and then usually go to bed shortly after because they get me that energetically exhausted! It takes a lot of work to tap into someone else, then scan for spirit guides, or even have to invoke spirits into my space to connect them with practitioners. Spirit work is tough, sometimes! But it's all worth it in the end, as connecting folks to their animal spirits is a blessing and honor for me. <3
Readings are still open if you'd like to nab one!
Thanks for your patience, guys 🩶
#witchblr#paganism#pagan witch#eclectic pagan#pagan community#hellenic witch#witchcraft#norse pagan#heathenry#spirit work#familiar spirits#animal spirit#familiars#energy work#disability#actually ptsd
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Me & mah doggie, Willow Rosenberg. She's an American Akita, technically purebred but her breeders prioritized health and mild temperament, not cosmetics or "guarding". I've had her since she was a puppy, she'll be 9 in June. She's had a career as my mostly-at-home service dog (she is easily stressed out by public work, so I don't take her unless I can't get a support human), but is now mostly retired. Her main remaining duty is to help train her successor, which hopefully will happen later this year. She loves pizza and quesadillas, also hates peanut butter and nearly all dog food. She loves sniffing and throwing her ball for herself to chase. I taught her to pick stuff up and bring it to me, but she has yet to catch onto "fetch" and looks at me like "lady I just brought you that ball, if you wanted it why did you throw it away again, you need to sort yourself out"
#akita#akita inu#american akita#dogs of tumblr#service dog#psychiatric service dog#mobility assistance#service dog training#retired#invisible disability#disabled#dissociative identity disorder#actually autistic#actually did#actually mentally ill#actually adhd#actually disabled#actually dissociative#actually ptsd#actually polyfrag#actually plural#actually cdd#actually cptsd#actually chronically ill#smoking-witch#my post#my dog#buffy the vampire slayer#willow rosenberg#witchblr
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"I don't know if I can do what you want me to do, Bashasa. If I can stay calm and always think ahead, like you do. I'm so angry, I could burn the world." Bashasa didn't seem concerned. "Unfortunately, someone else has already burned it. We need to un-burn it." He looked up, his expression serious. "Will you help me do that, Kai?"
#Witch King#this may be the ptsd talking#but this really struck me#that grief and trauma that just makes you rage and want to destroy#because everything's destroyed
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❤️🔥💚🌬️
#me#gremmin#@gremmin#complex ptsd#schizophrenic disorder#420 friendly#wiccan#420friendly#witch#medical marijuana#actually bpd#PTSD#BIPOLAR TYPE#schizoaffective
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You think Eri ever hijacks a comm system that Rajan is on and sings Happy Birthday to try and screw with him because she knows that that day did indeed fuck him up just a little?
#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury#g-witch#g witch#ericht samaya#rajan zahi#gremlin eri#rajan has mild ptsd over the fact that a child was considered acceptable casualties for the folkvangr massacre#and you cant tell me otherwise
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I think the fandom should acknowledge how genuinely bat shit insane Sebastian is more often
#lemon rambles#black butler#ESPECIALLY IN THE EARLY CHAPTERS#MF HAS ZERO CHILL#HE BASICALLY WANTED TO SNAP MEY-RIN'S NECK CAUSE SHE FUCKED UP THE LAUNDRY 😭#AND THEN IN THE EMERALD WITCH ARC HE STRAIGHT UP TRIED TO EAT CIEL CAUSE HIS PTSD EPISODE WAS TAKING TOO LONG#LIKE WHAT LMAOO#I'm sure there's a lot more but you get it
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