the only thing that’s keeping me alive
however, it looks like i’ll never reach such body☠︎︎
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Pls let me die, I honestly dont wanna be here any more, I just wanna be at peace.
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Soooo I just sent a tumblr ask to my favorite IF author of all time which I didn't dare to for a long time because they're too impressive for me buuuut now it's done and you can watch me be super nervous as I wait and hope for them to see it
I, I don't know it was prolly stupid anyway
I umm
I don't wanna waste their time but their writing is so cool I can't
I'm already regretting this I should have asked anonymously WHY DIDN'T I ASK ANONYMOUSLY
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Sorry (I guess?)
It's so damn awkward responding to messages after you've relapsed or had an attempt lol
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Mother of all disappointment is expectations.
_ Raconteur's Muse
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self harm is the best way to cope with my shitty life. i hate myself for my weakness of not cvtting deep enough to dië, not ⭐️ving to dëäth.
i don’t wanna do anything but see myself fucking dead
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Sleeping Grim with there toys :333
Oh well Nell gonna post this to magicam, off course with Grim permission :))
a/n : even though I try yo make a afternoon efects with some window shadow on Grim 😭😭😭 AND I FAIL AND CRYING IN THE CORNER OF MY ROOM 😭😭😭 its looks easy at the first glance... but nope its not 😭😭😭
Oh well... atleast I try :"""))).
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What if I block everyone and delete all my socials ? 🤔🤔
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Does anyone actually know how to cry for help? Is anyone actually capable of making themselves heard when they feel like they're dying?
I feel like if I looked as sick as I am, people would be more willing to help. Like if they're worried physically, then for once they'll belive me when I say I'm struggling mentally. I just want someone to trust that I really can't do it anymore when I say that I can't.
I need help. I want help. I feel like I'm screaming into the void and I have a whole audience of people around me just watching. I feel like if I die it won't be a surprise, like a gladiator in the ring, they'll only be sad because they have nothing to gawk at anymore.
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