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[i-did-not-mean-to]

Family, Loyalty - Finwë & Fingolfin

Ah, an uncomfortable letter :S

Very gen, but not very sweet...

To Ñolofinwë, son of Indis, beacon of hope

My beloved, wronged son,

I hope that the right to address you thus is not yet denied to me.

Mayhap, you shall frown at receiving this missive, unlooked-for, from one who’s decided—against the council of his wife and despite the need of his cherished progeny—to follow your wilful, quarrelsome brother into exile.

Impertinent and selfish as such a plea might be, I dare ask you not for your forgiveness but for your understanding, and I beg you to hear me out rather than toss this letter into the nearest fireplace.

You wouldn’t, though, would you?

Never have you been as changeful and brash as Curufinwë, and this quiet strength of character of yours, amongst other more pressing and just as unfair elements, has allowed me to act as I have.

How cruel and heartless a father must I appear to be, seemingly indulging and condoning the shocking misdeeds of my firstborn son against you, my darling boy—believe me when I say that it is not so.

Curufinwë Fëanáro, you must understand, is suffering, and I blame myself for his unhappiness.

Of course, you’ve never known Míriel; she was beautiful, radiant, and inspired, and I loved her dearly.

Nevertheless, I shall not hide from you that—since the day of his birth—Curufinwë, and all the helpless, overpowering devotion I feel for him, has eclipsed even my deep regard for my spouse.

I admit freely that it is an ignoble, deplorable stroke of fate that this fatal weakness has led to both your birth and your abandonment for—holding your brother in my trembling arms—I’ve understood that I’d yearn for that singular feeling of terror and amazement forevermore.

Your mother is wroth, and I don’t doubt that my whole household is rightly displeased with me—this I must bear with equanimity as I deserve nothing less.

By wanting and loving my children too much, I keep leaving half-orphans in my wake, and I know not how to stop the avalanche of misery my unquenchable need has set in motion.

All I can say in my defence is that Curufinwë needs me and that, having lost his own dear mother and been relegated to the rank of a tolerated but little-loved intruder by yours, he would have lost all faith in me, had I refused to stand by him. I couldn’t bear that, you see?

There is great potential and creativity in him, too much maybe, but he lacks your enviable tendency for empathy and forgiveness.

Fear not, my son, even as I pen those lines, I’m aware of how callously cruel it is to call upon your best qualities even as they serve as pathetic justifications and excuses for my hurtful actions—your gentle heart and unwavering loyalty should never bring you suffering, especially not at the hand of the ones you love.

I hear Curufinwë stirring, and thus, I must leave this letter unfinished.

I hope that we shall soon be reunited so I can tell you, in person, how proud I am of the man you’ve become and how much I’ve loved you even before you were born.

Finally, let me reiterate that I do not beseech you to absolve me of the malefactions I’ve inflicted on you, but—if you can find it in your heart—pardon your brother for his temporary folly.

I’m sure he regrets having parted in anger even if he doesn’t admit it.

I love you. All of you! Never doubt that and convey my fond greetings to your siblings.

Your father

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[furiousdinosaurdestiny]

It’s me. I’m the problem hehe

[kawareo]

Frog...

Illustration for the previous chapter of Godsbound!

[propussyslayer]

[goldenjetpack]

[rainedravens]

me looking at my imaginary audience as i click on a fic about the same ship in a slightly different situation for the millionth time

[konjiang]

The trope of LBH thinking SQH is his dad is hilarious, even more so depending on the time he formed this misconception. Disciple LBH would resent him but still yearn for affection. Post-abyss LBH wouldn't acknowledge him and would rather not look at his 'father' pathetic behavior.

Now imagine LBH being told that Tianlang-jun is his dad, and he immediately thinks SQH gave birth to him instead of realizing that SQH is unrelated to him.

There would be multiple instances of LBH hearing SQH mumble about his children, and he freaks out that he has siblings.

[missadangel]

The Heart of Rome (Marcus Acacius x OC!Princess) All Chapters

-completed-

Summary:  You are a secret medicus (physician) who embarks on a perilous journey to heal General Marcus Justus Acacius, who was wounded during the war. However, there is a hidden truth: you believe yourself to be an orphan, but you are mistaken. In reality, you are a Roman princess, the daughter of the previous emperor. Everyone, including your half-brothers who now hold the throne, thinks you died long ago. You remain unaware of this truth, but everything you know is about to change forever.

Pairing: Marcus Acacius x OC/Princess, She has golden hair and hazel eyes, her age is 26, and her name is Aya, (later called Aurelia when she finds out she is a princess)

Rating: Explicit, 18+ MDNI, Smut

Word Count: +300k so far (sorry for writing loong chapters:))

Warnings: falling in love, loss of virginity, mention about virginity, slow burn, rough sex, smut, sex, oral sex (both f&m receiving), all sex, dirty talk, gladiators, battle, war, violence, blood, ancient time language, fluffy, injury, pregnancy, childbirth, breeding kink, drunk sex, grieving, intrigue, passion, lust

my masterlist

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I. Heal the Heart

II. The Letter

III. The Intention

IV. The Desire

V. The Council

VI. The Battle

VII. The Wedding

VIII. Lust, Threat, Tension

IX. The Rage

X. The Conflict

XI. The Accusation

XII. The First Kill

XIII. The Missing

XIV. The Ambush

XV. The Plan

XVI. Separation and Triumph

XVII. The Birth

XVIII. The Unexpected

XIX. Trouble

XX. Game

XXI. Retaliation

XXII. Hostile

XXIII. Farewell

XXIV. Grief

XXV. Sorrow

XXVI. Trap

XXVII. Comeuppance

XXVIII. Thirst

XXIX. Defiance

XXX. In Aeternum et Ultra (Final chapter)

My playlist if you care to listen while reading

[mesopelagos]

various flavors of mettatenna

[fatbigpiggyy]

A piggy needs regular belly rubs and a lot of calories 🥵🐷🐷

[syeaweed]

Mom, its my turn on the "whump your favorite twink in your extremely self indulgent headcnanon"!

my atonement because I couldnt join linktober

[furiousdinosaurdestiny]

I feel called out hehe

[outromoonyy]

There are two kinds of attractive people: those who write fanfiction and those who read it.

[fatbigpiggy]

Deep belly button! Red stretch marks are sexy and hot! FEEDER WANTED. 🥵 🐮 🐷

[silkoodles]

hey

edit: removed the link to the fic because it seems it's fans don't know how to act and the author's privacy was violated in a way that made them stop writing. I'm sorry i inadvertently contributed to the hype that led to this.

[clioerato]

One of Steve and Eddie’s kids decides to practice video editing… which, naturally, spirals into complete chaos.

The result? The Munsons (yes, the Munsons—“I was never the Harrington my parents wanted,” Steve had declared 20 years ago before taking Eddie’s last name. Eddie cried, back then. There was something quietly tragic about someone choosing to take the last name of a man once suspected of murder and satanic rituals… instead of keeping the one that opened every door. Steve did it with pride. Which, honestly, says more about Steve’s parents than anything else ever could.) now run the most unhinged YouTube channel on the platform.

It’s a bizarre but delightful mix of:

“Dad, how do I?”-style tutorials from Steve, where he teaches you how to change your car’s oil or hang a shelf without crying,

Guitar lessons from Eddie, complete with wild hair and chaotic energy,

And a full-blown video diary of the Munson household—including all six of their kids.

(Did they adopt them? Have them biologically? Was there a surrogate? Did they just… find them? No one knows. There are six. That’s all we know.)

Weirdly? It goes insanely viral.

Like, “overnight cult following” viral.

Hundreds of people start commenting, sharing how the Munsons remind them that family doesn’t have to mean cold silences and unmet expectations. Steve sobs over every single comment that ends with “...you make me believe I can have a family someday.”

And then—because chaos is the family brand—Eddie, bored on a Wednesday, uploads some old Corroded Coffin tapes to the same channel…

And the entire internet combusts.

Suddenly, 45-something Eddie Munson has major label execs showing up at his door like,

“Hey, remember rock? Yeah, you’re the future of it.”

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