#bipolar mention

[allowcase]

i love when i can tell the mania is either started or is about to start because i just stop needing sleep altogether

[yardsards]

hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.

yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.

because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.

but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.

because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."

and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.

is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.

just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.

[regulus-books]

410 words - busy - @jegulus-microfic

warnings: arguing, bipolar james (although it's not directly mentioned, i wanted to add this tag because that's kinda what I was aiming for, and if you want a little more info on this specific episode of his I will definitely make a second post about it because I also have gone through similar things (lol another author using their mental illness in a fic/oneshot), and I hope you enjoy<3)

James has been busy a lot lately. A lot.

James has always been a hard worker, Regulus knows that. It just feels... purposeful this time. Maybe he's overreacting, but James gets up, works, eats (in silence), and goes back to sleep. He hangs out with Sirius on the weekends. Cycle repeats itself.

Regulus is standing outside the door of James' office.

"Jamie?" Regulus' heart squeezes painfully with worry about what James' answer will be. Silence emits in the hall. Regulus knocks again. "Amour?"

The door swings open fast, knocking Regulus back a bit. "What?" James' tone is harsh, and bitter. Regulus' face contorts and his eyes water.

"Well, um," Everything he says seems more stupid. He picks the skin around his nails. He looks at the ground. "I was just..." He doesn't know what to say next.

"Well, spit it out." James bites back, and Regulus is almost dumbfounded.

"What do you want for dinner?" Regulus selects a question from his list:

•Are you okay?

•When will you come out of that room?

•Can we just talk?

•What do you want for dinner?

•What did I do wrong?

"I don't fucking know, Regulus, figure it out yourself." James spits his name like it's a slur.

He doesn't even know what he feels. Pain, anger?

"I can't take this shit," Regulus says, shaking his head as tears fall down his face and his bags get packed. He looks at James' face.

James. The man he loves is staring at him in the doorway of their bedroom while he is packing a bag. It almost feels like a fever dream. James is leaning against the frame of their door, one hand in the pocket of his work trousers, he looks almost nonchalant.

"Are you seriously just going to fucking watch me walk out?"

"If that's what you want." James leans his head on the frame now, just watching.

"You won't even fight?"

"No."

"You won't fight for me, James? For us?" James looks down at the ground, where the bag is, almost all the way packed before looking back into Regulus' teary eyes.

"No."

Regulus heart is being eaten by wild animals. He can feel them ripping away piece by piece, each one going slower, applying more pressure, biting further in.

"Did I do something?" This time, James doesn't answer at all. Instead, he looks away from Regulus, away from the suitcase, away from his bedroom and walks back into his office.

[mariposas8494]

Abuse is abuse

[domina-honoribila]

I need your prayers, please. My husband has been hospitalized for a bipolar episode. This is probably the worst he's ever had.

[tearrstained]

Staying silent knowing I have plans to kill myself.<<<<

[cosmicangsts]

a 3 year toxic & abusive friendship just ended y'all! he literally got mad at me for spending MY money i set aside ages ago for something i wanted ( acheron ) & today msged me an ultimatum about our friendship while putting me down, expecting me to piss shit & cry & i DIDN'T & instead stood my ground & called him out on being a controller who doesn't see me as a person with a savior complex so he DIPPED! ♡ ( not without the classic ' i'm sorry u feel that way ' & ' caring for my friend is NOT a savior complex ' & making it all about himself u best believe it was OUTSTANDING but i literally don't care i've cried so much over u )

if the new trend is a breakup at the start of every year & it means decluttering my life of incessant negativity, then honestly i am HERE FOR IT

[dissociation-plus]

i have no idea what to do with my life, nor do i have any passions, objectives, interests or hobbies all because i did not expect—nor plan—to be alive for this long smh

[nur0ullah]

[vvictuss]

so im totally pro therapy but we should really talk about therapist abuse outside of inappropriate relationships/direct SA because the other stuff will supremely fuck you up too man. like this guy came into my life when i was a severely psychotic and vulnerable teen with a genuinely impaired grasp on reality and 4-5 years later he’s handing me a loaded handgun at a park. if i had known what to look out for, maybe it wouldn’t have gone so far and led to the more common types of therapist malpractice. maybe i could’ve spent those years actually healing instead of getting pulled into codependent insanity with him

fuck u allen you fuckibg creep weirdo. go to mormon hell. i wish the heart attack had booked you

[melloween-candie]

Yandere Ian

Ian Gallagher as a Yandere Headcanon

A/n - We all know Ian's bipolar; however, mix that with crazy yandere behavior, and you have yourself a menace. (I mean, he did kidnap a baby-)

Warning! Spoilers, Yandere behavior, Mental issues, Mention of traumatizing, Uncomfortable, Bipolar behavior, Unhealthy relationship attachment, Addiction, Mention of stalking, Trespassing/breaking and entering, Thief, Sexual activity, Depression, Guilt tripping, Clingy, Envy, Self-harm, Isolation, Anger issues, Mention of kidnapping, Manipulation, Murder, Possessive, Paranoia, Violence, Mention of ignoring, Delusional, Obsession, Sexual torture, Mention of rape, Slight mention of kinks, Selfish, Trust issues, Neediness, Mention of drugging, Force relationship

Word count: 1,260

[Male reader]

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Ian Not on his Meds

[Yandere type: Physico]

I feel like he'd be the type to do something wrong without even realizing it. For example, he left the oven on when he left the house because he wanted his food to be cooking while he made a quick stop somewhere.

Would definitely traumatize you more than once-

Before Ian became Yandere you worried about him.

You were also secretly worried for yourself too. I mean having to constantly be on edge because you weren't sure what your boyfriend/friend was going to do next was unsettling since you knew he can either hurt himself or others.

You were never fully able to relax around him and it scared you. Him, being bipolar and refusing treatment was probably what caused you to end the relationship (friendship or not)

This would trigger Ian's yandere behavior.

Especially if you guys date or have known each other for a long time.

Mind you before all this at some point during your friendship- Ian has always had strangely strong feelings for you.

He could just never get you out of his mind.

This caused him to stalk you. It was so bad to the point where he would sneak into your house- steal your things; get a little freaking with them and then proceed to give them back, acting as if he found them for you when you were looking for them for a whole week.

He would first beg you not to leave him.

He would definitely sulk and moan for hours praying you won't go, and he'd say stuff like

"I'll do whatever you say jus-Just don't leave me!"

If you try to give him a second chance, he'd become extremely clingy for who knows how long.

He'd become more jealous with time too.

But if his begging didn't work and you refused his love

He'd become extremely depressed.

Wouldn't leave the bed or eat.

He wouldn't even look at anyone or anything apart from the pictures of you he has saved on his phone.

But eventually, if that doesn't get you to worry about him or get back with him, then he'd become extremely furious.

He'd yell at you thinking you didn't actually care about him at all.

He wouldn't necessarily kidnap you at that moment, but once he finds out you have another partner/friend to 'replace' him- that's when he snaps.

Would pretend that all that manipulation he tried to pull on you from the past three months never happened.

He'd act like you guys never split, and if you were only friends, he would confess to you.

It wouldn't matter what you say to his confession. He'd force you to be his boyfriend no matter what.

Would most likely lock you up downstairs and he'd kill your other boyfriend

Afterwards, he'd grow to be very possessive of you.

He would be even more clingy- so clingy that he won't even leave the room so long as you're in it.

This causes his family to realize something is wrong.

He would grow so paranoid-

So much so to the point where he won't leave the house.

He'd board up all the windows.

Once his family figures out what's going on, he wouldn't hesitate to leave with you.

If you fight him, he'll just knock you out.

Then he would lightly tap your cheek lovingly when you woke up as if he didn't just give you a huge bruise hours ago.

Don't even bother trying to talk him out of all this.

He wouldn't listen to you at all-, saying you hate him and won't even work.

He'd be in a total state of high- thinking that he's living in paradise all because you're with him and no one can take you away.

If you escaped, he'd panic so HARD. He literally WON'T stop looking for you.

He would go on for days without eating or sleeping just to find you.

Once he does, he'd fu*k the sense out of you, and not in a good way.

He'd probably deny you of any, please.

Tease the fu*k out of you and just use you as a toy for his relief because of the pain you put him through.

He wouldn't even care if you refused- in fact, he'd probably like it. If anything, he'd just think you had some kind of kink for it.

One thing's for sure he's kinky for you.

His dream is that one day you'd stop being so shy about your feelings for him and just accept the fact that this was your future- living with him in the middle of nowhere, and the only thing you can do is accept and love him back.

Ian On his Meds

[Yandere type: Abusive]

He would be aware of what he was doing, unlike when he's not on meds.

He wouldn't even feel bad- The only thing going on in his mind is to ensure he doesn't get caught.

He knows or at least has a feeling that he makes you uncomfortable.

At first, he would be somewhat charming and flirty, but then he'd slowly turn into a yandere- of course, he'd turn faster than lip but slower than when he isn't on his meds.

He would slowly become jealous over time.

He wouldn't be able to get you out of his mind- he wouldn't completely understand this feeling. He'd just think that he likes you- a lot!

He'd start to stalk you. I mean, like, REALLY stalk you. Eventually, this would lead to him sneaking into your house. He'd start to steal things from you. Small things that you would overlook. He's smart enough to do that.

With the stuff he stole... He'd make a small shrine in the middle of an abandoned place in the woods.

That's the place where he'd prepared for you once he kidnaps you.

He tried his best to make it extremely comfortable, but he isn't rich, and he doesn't trust the government (With him being tracked by the military and everything)

He'd prefer to just make a home from scratch- out of the world's radar.

It was no option for you; once Ian became a yandere for you, you're bound to get kidnapped one way or another.

With him being extremely jealous and having lots of needs, he won't be able to lay his hands off you or calm down when someone touches you.

He NEEDS you to be JUST his and ONLY his; if he has to, he will FORCE you too.

If he has to force you into s*x, so be it.

If he needs to force, you to eat- done.

If he has to drug you so you'd sleep- so, be it.

Overall, he would force you to be with him- even when he didn't kidnap you yet.

When he flirts with you, it would always make you uncomfortable.

Especially when you told him you had a boyfriend already.

This ticked him off so much. But of course, he didn't show it to you- however your boyfriend, on the other hand- let's just say he isn't in the picture any longer.

They'd later find his body in the sewers, and it'll be badly deformed. Let's just say as you cry, he was there to make you happy.

If you ended up falling for him, then everything would go great. He might not even kidnap you. But of course, eventually, you will learn of his true nature, and soon enough, he will kidnap you. No matter what.

A/n

Overall, I'd honestly much rather have Yandere Ian on his meds than when he's not caused if he wasn't, then you would never be able to know what he'd do, especially if he just randomly brought a kid home and called it 'ours.' (That kid would be so frightened 😭)

[enby-summoner]

dumps headcanons bcause i can and i am correct.

vega has bpd n autism spica has Autism arcky has autism n anxiety n adhd pollux also has adhd alpheratz has cfs n gifted kid burnout- sirius has So Much. there is too much wrong wi him for me to tell. he went to the doctors for a diagnosis n said “give me one of everything”.

[queermuslimrevert]

Often I find myself wondering if I converted to Islam just because I was lonely. It was a very rough period of time with relationships I thought I'd never lose hitting rock bottom and possibly going through a manic period before getting back on meds. Since I got back on meds I've never been able to wake up for fajr and find myself questioning my motivations almost every day. I don't know if I believe in God most days and I certainly don't believe in men or traditions. I still love wearing hijab every time that I do and I still love being recognized as Muslim. But the belief is just not there. This probably makes me a bad Muslim, but I'm so so tired and I'm still lonely and I can't force myself to accept things just out of guilt.

[lupfull]

god i get so pissed off when i think about people thinking ocd is just the "i like things neat/don't like germs" disease that they can all say oh i'm So ocd/aren't we all????, and then when they find out it's also the "intrusive obsessive thoughts of things that would in any world put you in the ground or prison/i will graphically self harm myself to make them stop/i can't stop thinking about hurting people/self hating paranoia" they're like um........... that's scary🙁 that's not.. real.. ocd (the aforementioned first one) that's just you being a crazy freak........😬

[hotgirlmessss]

The worst version of myself is coming back

[disabledopossum]

S/o to suicidal people who stay alive strictly for the sake of others. I see you. You are important. You are loved. Thank you for being here despite your own feelings. I hope one day you want to be here just as much as everyone else wants you to. It’s easy to lose sight of things at times but you still matter.