You are not, as a cluster b individual, evil nor are you doomed to hurt everyone that comes into your life. Believing such stigmas and such unhelpful ideals will only lead to a self-fulfilling prophecy in which you hurt everyone around you because of the frame of thinking that "well I'm doomed to be evil anyway." You are not evil. You are deserving of love. You simply interact with the world and yourself in a way that is different due to events that were outside of your control. But now you have the choice and you have control over whether or not you heal and stop the cycle of those before you. You are entirely deserving of love and to love those around you, and it is entirely possible and a factor that within time will come to fruition.
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oh to have a partner. oh the woes of disliking people
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i love when i warn people over and over and over again that i have "ugly" symptoms of my mental disorders and that i won't always be easy to deal with and they assure me it's okay and it can't be that bad and say all these nice things then fuck off and leave when things start to get tough. cute.
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To everybody with BPD who’s disorder is not gentle, silent, or socially acceptable but loud, violent, and turns others away from them; you are not a burden, I promise you that you are not a burden.
You are not your negative symptoms. They are not a reflection of the person that you are.
We need more recognition for borderlines that cannot control or have a difficult time controlling their rage, borderlines that become violent during an episode, borderlines who use subst4nces, borderlines who have delusions that are not socially acceptable, borderlines who have a difficult time regulating their emotions, borderlines who do not have friends or have a difficult time making them, borderlines who cannot trust others, borderlines who cannot decide or figure out who they are, borderlines who have symptoms which are considered “ugly” by others because an expectation had been put upon us to act a certain way.
BPD can be ugly.
BPD can be lonely.
BPD can break social expectations.
BPD can make you abandon your loved ones or cause them to leave you.
BPD can be so delusional that the sufferer is fully convinced within their delusion.
BPD can be scary and confusing for the sufferer.
Just because your symptoms are more difficult to handle than another, it does NOT make you unlovable.
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the sudden wave of intense self-hatred that makes everything feel so empty, I wish I had the strength to end my suffering already
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ok but for real once you adopt the idea that you are doomed to be evil or doomed to hurt everyone it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy in which you hurt everyone by pushing them away so anyway what I'm saying is we are not inherently evil or bad for having conditions outside of our control but what IS in our control is how we interact with the world around us and if we choose to cope and heal appropriately instead of following the path of generational abuse and trauma
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Woe I made a hyper specific NPD bingo
Egotypicals can interact just dont be weird
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the npd urge to be cool and mysterious vs the npd urge to flaunt all of your difficulties for pity and validation
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"you can unmask around me! I'm supportive" no you don't understand I will literally ruin this friendship in a day. I will just be a complete asshole. masking is the only way I can interact with other people
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Does anyone ever just wants to stop caring and giving a fuck and just letting your personality disorder go free? I know I can't bc it will make me a bad person, but are you never just oh so tired of keeping this muzzle on? Sometimes I feel like I'm suffocating in order for others to be safe.
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