#depressing stuff

[rottingbunnyheart]

I’m just so tired. I want to be left alone to sleep forever.

[atemdernacht]

Mein schlimmster Gegner?

Mein Kopf...

[selfmedblves]

sometimes i think about self-sabotaging so that i can so who cares and who'll let me rot

[aliciamaynardsworld2]

I've learnt to lose you can't afford to

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

welcome to another day in the life: am i depressed or lazy? probably the latter but anyways...

[rottingbunnyheart]

It got bad again.

[atemdernacht]

Warum ich nicht rede?

Vielleicht weil mir dann mein eigenes Versagen bewusst wird...

[notfvckininterested]

When you think you've hit rock bottom, you have to remember to stay realistic.

Someone will always be there to throw a stick of dynamite down that pit and seal your exit.

[norahtheweirdo]

people are like but you don't seem depressed then I pull out the "this is a fake smile and id I show my real emotions things will get wild card." is life uno?

[selfmedblves]

i don't think i got the job. i was so happy. now i feel like a worthless piece of trash. why does nothing go right for me? i want some income to get by. wtf am i doing wrong? am i just always gonna be unemployed and depressed?

[tragedy0fl0ve]

27.05.25

you are static.

static

and hung up

your brain hung up

scattered,

dazed,

confused—

like a billion grains of sand

heaped in a little box

but individually wrapped

alone

in isolation

inept to connect

incapable to be anything but stagnant

when it is only useful motile

blurring in excruciating

slow motion

evanescing

evanescing

static and now void

a fault in the universe

salt on your lips

faceless but your eyes

are erratic

aphonic but your voice

begs exodus

moving but your heart

has jammed the cogs

static

you’re static

you shiver in place

static until someone

cedes asylum

someone is no one

someone is void

you are static.

[atemdernacht]

Wenn Du die ganze Zeit nach dem Fehler in der Gleichung suchst und festellen musst

Du bist der Fehler...

[just-some-castaways]

My heart hurts

and my soul bleeds.

My mind is broken.

Remind me stranger,

what is it like to be free?

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

extract from my journal #??

I think if [my parents] had another child, that child would've had a better relationship with them. I think my parents would've learned from the mistakes they made with me, and I think that hypothetical sibling of mine would grow up looking at me and know what not to be. I think if I was my own older sister I would look at myself and see exactly what not to be.

[sunflower-daydreamxoxo]

I’m the girl who dances in the rain

just to forget

it looks like tears