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I can’t be what you need
Dean and Sam Winchester
Word count; 872
Warnings; light whump, hurt/little to no comfort, descriptions of blood, descriptions of wounds, dead character mentioned, demon blood addiction referenced.
Summary; after a specially rough few weeks, Dean finds Sam curled up in their motel bathroom, sobbing.
Notes; it’s 1am and it isn’t edited lol, I had to get it out of my system. Also first published fanfic so be nice augh I’m terrified.
“Sammy!”
Dean called out as soon as he walked into the motel room. He was carrying two large fast food bags, and had managed to open the door with one of his feet. He placed the bags on the table, then opened one of them and pulled out a burger, which he quickly started eating.
“Sammy?” He called out again, this time with his mouth full. When Sam still didn’t respond, Deans hand slowly crept down to the handgun in his pants, quietly cocking it and keeping one finger on the trigger as he went around the room.
“Sam?!”
He ripped open the closet door and pointed the gun at the empty space. He was more confused than anything else; there were no signs of demons, and they hadn’t even started looking into a new case. Soon, though, he could hear a faint sobbing coming from the bathroom. Dean placed his burger on the table and quickly made his way to the bathroom, pulling the door open and wildly pointing his gun around. However, there was nobody to shoot at.
Sam was slumped against the tiled wall in the shower, covered in blood. A kitchen knife lay beside him, and deep gashes ran along both of his underarms. His hands were trembling. The lower half of his face was covered in dark red, getting mixed with the tears as he stared blankly at the cuts on his arms. Dean decocked his gun and threw it into the living room, rushing down towards Sam.
“Who did this to you?! I swear to god I’ll murder that son of a bitch,” he muttered while quickly gathering the nearest clean towels. He wrapped them around his brothers underarms and, to the best of his ability, applied pressure to both of them.
“I- I just- I thought maybe I could-“ Sam stuttered in between sobs and sniffles.
“What, you did this?!”
“Dean, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I just thought I could- that I- everything has been going wrong and I just needed- I’m really sorry, I’m sorry.”
Dean stared at his bloodshot eyes, then glanced at the knife. He swiftly kicked it away with his foot. Sam buried his face in the towels.
“Hey, hey, Sam, Sammy look at me, look,” he said, gently grabbing his face and forcing their eyes to meet, “you’ll be just fine, Sammy, I promise, we’ll patch you right up.”
His voice quavered and his eyes were watering, but he tried to keep it together. Sam didn’t need more to worry about. They couldn’t keep this going for much longer, he was going to bleed out if they didn’t somehow close the wounds.
“Cas, I need you to get your feathery ass down here,” he hissed. His gaze left Sam’s as he instead looked up at the motel ceiling.
“I need you to fix him, I need you to fix Sam, I can’t do it quickly enough.”
He felt a pressure on his hands and looked back down, where his brother had slumped forward.
“No no no, Sam, you’re not supposed to go like this.”
He grabbed his head and held it up, gently patting his cheeks.
“Rise and shine, come on, I know you’re tired, Sammy, but Cas is on the way, I promise.” He felt the burning as the tears began to stream down his face. Sam’s eyes opened slightly.
“Jess,” he mumbled, wearily shaking his head, “I want Jess, could you- Dean, where is she? Can you get her?”
Dean felt the colour drain from his face. He quickly nodded.
“Of course, Sammy, she’ll be right here, just stay awake.”
He sniffled, then coughed to try and cover it up.
“Damn it, Cas, where are you?”
“Dean.”
The monotone voice of the angel was like music to his ears.
“Jesus, what took you so long?!”
He stood up and pointed down at the blood covered Sam on the floor.
“Use your angel mojo and fix him!”
Cas’ crystal blue eyes met his before he bowed down and unwrapped the now soaked towels around Sam’s arms. Dean looked away when the familiar bright light emerged from the wounds, something he’d seen too often when Cas had healed them in the past. He felt useless, completely and utterly useless.
“He lost a lot of blood,” Cas finally said as he stood back up, again looking at Dean.
“What, you think I’m blind?! You think I can’t see that?!” He gestured wildly at the big pool of blood they were standing in.
“Help him into bed. Let him rest. I will clean this up,” was all Cas responded with. Dean took a deep, shaky breath, then pulled up his brother and dragged him to the nearest motel bed.
“Jess?” He mumbled when his head finally met the pillow.
“Uhm…”
Dean had no idea what to say. The tears were still streaming down his face. He carefully moved Sam over and crawled into the bed with him.
“She’ll be right here, Sammy. But I’m here for now.”
Sam sighed and turned over, leaving Dean to face his back. Dean moved up into the bed a little and started caressing Sam’s head.
“She’ll be here in a minute, I promise Sammy. I promise.”
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i’m all sex positive and shit but i’m begging you. do not make your characters over 30 fuck on the floor. please. think of their lower backs. their knees. have some empathy 🙏
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you know what? Fuck you. *turns your strong and stoic and serious character into a crying, traumatized, whimpering, curled up mess in the floor*
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